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    I had to Google Bantu knots... they look like they would be difficult to sleep on.
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    Quote Originally Posted by borg69unimatrix View Post
    I had to Google Bantu knots... they look like they would be difficult to sleep on.
    Right, yes a picture would have been helpful ...and yes its proving to be a little difficult.

    " For all there is to feel, let it be felt"
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    I shave my head... I obviously have no frame of reference here.
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    Quote Originally Posted by borg69unimatrix View Post
    I shave my head... I obviously have no frame of reference here.
    Ive thought about that once or twice.
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    I am so pissed off that my friend that I used to date with took his new found love to a fancy restaurant while he was seeing me, he was saying he's tired and bullshit. Urgh. I deserve better.

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    Quote Originally Posted by glasvegas View Post
    I am so pissed off that my friend that I used to date with took his new found love to a fancy restaurant while he was seeing me, he was saying he's tired and bullshit. Urgh. I deserve better.
    yes, you do. fuck him.
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    Quote Originally Posted by MissAnne View Post
    Right, yes a picture would have been helpful ...and yes its proving to be a little difficult.

    I love the look.

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    man, i feel apathetic. very, very apathetic. my brother went out of town with one of his friends on a semi vacation. he needed a break after busting his ass at work. me on the other hand, it's the same old song. it's quiet in here without him. i just wonder what it would be like for me to live on my own and have nobody around. just complete silence. it actually makes me uncomfortable where i feel that somebody is in here with me without me knowing it. this sucks. but as for how i'm feeling right now, i am alone, i feel alone and i want to be alone. i'm not mad about it. not sad about it. not even happy. i just don't give a fuck. i actually don't feel like being around other people at the moment. my mom says that she's worried that i spend all day in my room, don't have a job, are not getting busy as a "young man should". well, what can i do other than work? i'm not in school right now so i really can't say shit. oh well, might just masturbate and take my sorry ass to bed.
    one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry

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    Tired of the cold and the snow, the groundhog lied.

    I need to be planting seeds not shoveling snow.

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    Quote Originally Posted by thatgirl View Post
    That's a great protective style. But it's a pain to sleep with it in.

    I love the end result, especially when you take it all out-- beautiful curls with a lot of volume. It's worth it.
    Yeah, Im starting to hate my hair straight.

    I feel like since Im Black, I look better with textured hair. Curls are just more fun anyway.
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    I had something I wanted to say to HuntNeo, but couldn't because JUB was all messed up and the PM system wasn't working. Of course now that everything's up and running again, I can't remember what it was.

    I hate my poor memory.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Huntneo(PT) View Post

    but I notice that I am not as easily bothered by people being mean/rude/bitchy/shady to me anymore. I usually just laugh at it, or keep it moving. Even online... I can still kid around with people I have "beef" with... and don't hold grudges as much/as long as I used to. I just don't care anymore...
    I havent reached that point yet. I look forward to the day. Proud of you though

    Quote Originally Posted by thatgirl View Post
    Yeah, I prefer curls, too. But I keep my hair straight often because it requires less maintenance. So I switch things up.
    Really ? I find straight hair to require more maintenance and Im always messing with it. Everyone's hair is different I guess.

    Quote Originally Posted by JohannBessler View Post
    I think many black women look incredibly sexy with short, cropped hair.

    A woman I know cut her hair really short and processed it with blond waves. She looked so sexy that I questioned my sexuality for a moment or two.
    Uh Oh, let me find out lol

    But, yeah...some people just look great with short hair. Halle Berry.
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    Quote Originally Posted by JohannBessler View Post
    It's OK to enjoy being alone, RJ.

    They say loneliness is where you're alone, and hate it; soltitude is where you're alone, and enjoy it.

    On an unrelated note, are the SSRIs working?
    really? it doesn't make me seem like a weirdo or whatever? it seems comes off like i'm avoiding people or basically isolating myself away from everybody. don't even turn on the cell phone in somebody texts or calls. *shrugs* it seems more like i'm just not caring about whatever anymore.

    the ssri's are most definitely working with the ocd. i'm not feeling depressed anymore though so i guess it's working with that. however, i feel a bit numb. like i'll see something that makes me get upset and instead, i'll just feel numb and empty instead. it also makes me a bit more brave to the point where i simply are not afraid anymore to say or do whatever. it's all weird.
    one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry

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    Quote Originally Posted by MissAnne View Post
    Right, yes a picture would have been helpful ...and yes its proving to be a little difficult.

    Yeah I always thought they look good. I would do it if I am a girl
    (I don't secretly desire to be a girl though, despite the wide variety of cloth choices and the effortless need to grace when you dance/skate)

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    Quote Originally Posted by Kien View Post
    I finished watching, for the first time, The Silence of the Lambs, Hannibal, Red Dragon, and Hannibal Rising. Hannibal, the TV series, will begin airing on April 4th. If I go psycho, that's probably why.
    All good movies. Amazingly a lot of people seem to not know they're all related stories taking place in the same fiction world. Red Dragon I think out of all of them is the least known to be related to the others.

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    The pain of loving
    The very sour pain of Love
    The cold
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    Quote Originally Posted by JohannBessler View Post
    ^He's talking about me, thatgirl.

    I'm OK with it, though. As I said, I think it's very noble for him to defend his friend.

    Loyal friends sure are harder to find than sexbuddies, aren't they?
    A-HA! It was YOU!!! I thought it was Medusa, but on checking, she is still banned.
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    Quote Originally Posted by borg69unimatrix View Post
    A-HA! It was YOU!!! I thought it was Medusa, but on checking, she is still banned.
    I thought it was Medusa too.

    - - - Updated - - -

    Quote Originally Posted by Kien View Post
    Reviews tended to rate Red Dragon and Hannibal Rising, especially Hannibal Rising, significantly less than The Silence of the Lambs and Hannibal. I don't know why. They were all pretty good to me.
    Yeah I particularly liked Manhunter, did you see that? It's based off Red Dragon and predates it. I believe I prefer it to Red Dragon.

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    Quote Originally Posted by JohannBessler View Post
    The numbness is quite normal, and expected, RJ.

    Some people don't like that numb feeling.

    But others much prefer that numb feeling to that deep, sickening, black pit of depression. Our gentle Oakpope mentioned this. He related that he didn't exactly like feeling numb, but it was better than the black hole.
    it scares me because i just feel like i have no emotion even if i see something that upsets me or see something that makes me go "that's so terrible. he needs a hug. let me do the right thing because that's what us human beings do". just ice cold like someone who's a sociopath who can't feel a thing to the point where their moral judgement is dead because they have no emotions of their own where they can empathize with other people with emotions. i just don't want to get to the point where i simply go like "i can't feel a thing anymore so let me go off and hurt somebody. i'm not going to feel bad about it since i won't feel any guilt or sadness that i hurt anybody." that's what scares me. being numb beats being depressed but at the same time, i don't want to be numb to the point where i simply don't care about others and myself because my emotions are dead.
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    Quote Originally Posted by JohannBessler View Post
    The numbness is quite normal, RJ.

    You might want to share that with your doctor. Some people find that numb feeling unbearable.

    It's possible that he might deem it desirable to lower your dosage.
    well, i'm on 50 mgs. i think that's the lowest they can go. the next time i see them, they might up it to 100 mg. scared of what might happen to my sex drive if that's the case. damn thing nearly killed my sex drive. never again. jerking off for like 3 hours and be unable to bust a nut. it was terrible. afraid of what might happen at 100 mg. a decreased libido might really just be the nail in the coffin. damn near snapped during the first 3 weeks.
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    If they hack mine they have a wonderful view right now of the wall, closeup. Which is where it faces 99% of the time when I'm not using it.

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    Quote Originally Posted by xbuzzerx View Post
    If they hack mine they have a wonderful view right now of the wall, closeup. Which is where it faces 99% of the time when I'm not using it.
    How does one get access to that other 1 % ???
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    Quote Originally Posted by JohannBessler View Post
    I'd recently seen a Forensic Files in which a dog gave his life, in order to save the life of his master. They caught the bad guy by using the dog's DNA.

    I was so touched by this episode that tears ran down my face. True love and devotion--and especially giving your life for someone you love--is possibly the most noble thing about our human experience. It moves me emotionally.

    Please don't think I am calling CupidBoy a "dog". No!

    I merely state that I find that his level of devotion to his friend is beautiful.
    He did kinda scream "fire" falsely in a crowded movie theater... but then we should be used to that from them by now.
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    So Ive gained 10 lbs since graduating from school. Yes, 10 lbs.

    Ive been cooking and baking and enjoying TV.

    I have to get serious and get healthy again for work.

    Self control. I can do it.
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    Quote Originally Posted by borg69unimatrix View Post
    How does one get access to that other 1 % ???
    One must desire me carnally as much as Pat does.

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    Quote Originally Posted by xbuzzerx View Post
    One must desire me carnally as much as Pat does.
    Damn... missed it by THAT much.
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    FUCK THE WORLD. FUCK EVERYBODY. I WANT OUT OF THIS GODAWFUL PLANET. FUCK MY LIFE. *sigh*
    Last edited by refujiunderground; March 13th, 2013 at 10:03 PM.
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    Quote Originally Posted by JohannBessler View Post
    I agree.



    <hugs RJ>

    10 character limit.
    thanks, jb. i really need that.
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    Quote Originally Posted by JohannBessler View Post
    What works for you, MissAnne?
    Well cutting back on the bread and the sweets. That's for sure. A while back when I was trying to loose weight. I did pushups, squats, crunches and weight lifting (light) every morning and night and that worked pretty quickly. I think that Ill try that, its all pretty low impact.

    I took a dance class at the Y last summer and that was fun and kept inches off, but its not what I want to do right now.

    Quote Originally Posted by thatgirl View Post
    Is 10 pounds really that bad or obvious, MissAnne? I don't think it makes you unhealthy to gain that much. Some women gain that much every month in water weight because of their cycle and it's barely noticeable. Even if it's just regular weight gain though, unless you have a very tiny frame, it shouldn't make much of a difference in your overall appearance.
    Well, I think that its noticeable. Im only 5'1 so yes my clothes are tighter, my posture is worse because of it.

    Also, I have this chronic stomach issue and Ive noticed that its worse when I have a weak core.
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    Quote Originally Posted by JohannBessler View Post
    I'd recently seen a Forensic Files in which a dog gave his life, in order to save the life of his master. They caught the bad guy by using the dog's DNA.

    I was so touched by this episode that tears ran down my face. True love and devotion--and especially giving your life for someone you love--is possibly the most noble thing about our human experience. It moves me emotionally.

    Please don't think I am calling CupidBoy a "dog". No!

    I merely state that I find that his level of devotion to his friend is beautiful.
    I remember that episode! Sometimes I miss television.

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    Quote Originally Posted by MissAnne View Post
    So Ive gained 10 lbs since graduating from school. Yes, 10 lbs.

    Ive been cooking and baking and enjoying TV.

    I have to get serious and get healthy again for work.

    Self control. I can do it.
    OMG your fat, you are now banished LOL jk.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Sparky-Sparky-Boom-Boom View Post
    OMG your fat, you are now banished LOL jk.
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    Gives hugs to refujiunderground

    Miss Anne I am pretty sure you are not fat I have been trying to gain weight for the last 4 years by eating snacks/ supper and I have no luck People also doesn't believe me and rolls their eyes when I told then I am 60 kg

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    Quote Originally Posted by Kien View Post
    I feel your pain. How tall are you? I weigh less than you
    I am 5'7. 173 I haven't really gown since I ended high school (17). My last measurement was last year april-ish. Though a lot of family members said I grew somewhat tall apparently? I don't feel so though. (could be, not sure lol) I want to be 6'0 and gain more weight than my current skinny body now

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    Quote Originally Posted by RazorzEdge88 View Post
    I'm having one of those days where...if someone handed a pill to me that would change my sexual orientation, I'd probably take it.
    How about half a pill, and you can be Bi ???
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    Quote Originally Posted by RazorzEdge88 View Post
    I'm having one of those days where...if someone handed a pill to me that would change my sexual orientation, I'd probably take it.
    what happened? you had a run in with a homophobe or whatever?

    man, speaking of rants, i forgot to write in the fucking morning pages before i came on to here.

    the last day or so, i've been feeling really moody, shitty and fucking irritable where i feel like fucking going off. i'm trying my hardest to be calm though even though i feel really close to blowing the fuck up on somebody. people really annoy me. i turn on the tv, same bullshit. i turn on the computer and go to internet forums, same bullshit. i go out on the streets, outside and etc, same fucking bullshit. i feel like an outcast and been feeling that way since the start where i simply just didn't "fit in". i've been reminded of that shit by people around me directly and indirectly to the point where i just want to say fuck everybody and either isolate myself away where i don't have to come in contact with anybody ever again. i'm tired of feeling like shit because i'm not doing what everybody else is doing and being made to feel like shit by other people. i wouldn't even feel this fucking way if it weren't for the people that i've encountered throughout my life from the time i went to pre-k where they wrote my ass off as being "special" to now where employers look @ me as some fucking hasbeen. even when people reach out to me and actually treat me like a human being or show that they actually care about me, i don't know how to deal with it where i'm scared to trust them because i'm not sure if they're geniunely mean it or not or might end up disappointing me like the last hundreds of people that i've dealt with. in a sense, i think my mom has something to do with this because from the start, she really showed me a whole lot of love. you know how your parents basically shelter you and make you feel all special, telling you how wonderful you are, how you're this and you're that and you believe them to the point where you become delusional, then when you run into the real world where you come in contact with people that are assholes and etc, you start to wonder if your parents lied to you. after awhile, the hate from the people around you outnumbers that one parent or two parents love that they give you and you start to believe the people that hate you words over your parents. even if the people might be jealous of you or miserable, their misery eventually becomes your misery and you become hateful and angry your damn self. then people ask stupid fucking questions trying to figure out why are you so mad and hostile where you're ready to hurt people or saying crazy shit like this.

    the funny thing is that i've been saying the same shit for how many years already. i can't even say that i'm depressed. more of pissed and annoyed. i haven't shown up to that group therapy in two weeks. honestly, that shit doesn't fucking work. the hell am i getting up at 11am for to be in a group for an hour. that ain't shit helping me. fuck all that. it doesn't seem like the counselors or the people in that hospital are concerned with giving me the resources to help anyway so why the fuck should i go back there and waste my time or lose sleep over that shit. i take my zoloft to deal with the ocd and that has more of a significant impact on my life than that bullshit.

    and i know how somebody is going to say that i'm bitching or need to get busy with my life or whatever as if that's going to change how i feel or how i'm thinking. NAW, fuck that. there's really nothing anybody could say to me at this point that will make me feel otherwise. it's just the way i am. you can thank all those people for making me into this way though. they say i'm blaming people BUT i'm just telling the truth.
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    Quote Originally Posted by Kien View Post
    So that's like...no one.
    Except you and yer mom.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Huntneo(PT) View Post
    I CAN'T STAND it when I am browsing for porn and stumble across what would otherwise be a seriously HOT VIDEO, but the video quality is absolutely shitty and/or the participants don't know how to film and fuck for the best angles of all the action.



    this girl spent about 10 mins riding her boyfriend in cowgirl with the boyfriend's head facing the camera. Then she complains that the penetration can't be seen.

    bitch...seriously? you both are facing the wrong way. I just can't with crap porn.

    also...another thing I get when watching straight vids sometimes... I wanted to see more of the bf's butt, but the girlfriend was all up in the camera. buzz off!
    YES! Be like; "dayum, that guy looks foine!" on the thumbnail, or "oooh, he looks like he has an ass."



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    Quote Originally Posted by loki81 View Post
    jesus fucking christ I have to pee.

    left my house at 10 am thinking the contractors working in my bathroom would be gone when I got home at 4-5 pm, but they're still here.

    glad they're working hard to get finished, but I'm ready to try pissing into the basement sink at this point.
    damn, dude. you can't piss in a water bottle, bucket or something in the meantime?
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    Quote Originally Posted by loki81 View Post
    jesus fucking christ I have to pee.

    left my house at 10 am thinking the contractors working in my bathroom would be gone when I got home at 4-5 pm, but they're still here.

    glad they're working hard to get finished, but I'm ready to try pissing into the basement sink at this point.
    This reminds me of the story from Angela's Ashes where he defines the difference between the shanty Irish and the lace curtain Irish.
    The lace curtain Irish will move the dishes in the sink before they piss in it.
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    ^

    The Bog Irish don't move the dishes.
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    Quote Originally Posted by loki81 View Post
    jesus fucking christ I have to pee.

    left my house at 10 am thinking the contractors working in my bathroom would be gone when I got home at 4-5 pm, but they're still here.

    glad they're working hard to get finished, but I'm ready to try pissing into the basement sink at this point.
    Find someone with a pee fetish and use them as a receptacle.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Huntneo(PT) View Post
    I CAN'T STAND it when I am browsing for porn and stumble across what would otherwise be a seriously HOT VIDEO, but the video quality is absolutely shitty and/or the participants don't know how to film and fuck for the best angles of all the action.



    this girl spent about 10 mins riding her boyfriend in cowgirl with the boyfriend's head facing the camera. Then she complains that the penetration can't be seen.

    bitch...seriously? you both are facing the wrong way. I just can't with crap porn.

    also...another thing I get when watching straight vids sometimes... I wanted to see more of the bf's butt, but the girlfriend was all up in the camera. buzz off!
    I don't even know why people even bother to upload stuff if its crap.
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    Quote Originally Posted by MissAnne View Post
    I don't even know why people even bother to upload stuff if its crap.
    I can't even picture you watching porn.
    http://www.justusboys.com/forum/signaturepics/sigpic216959_1.gif

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    Quote Originally Posted by Huntneo(PT) View Post
    I CAN'T STAND it when I am browsing for porn and stumble across what would otherwise be a seriously HOT VIDEO, but the video quality is absolutely shitty and/or the participants don't know how to film and fuck for the best angles of all the action.



    this girl spent about 10 mins riding her boyfriend in cowgirl with the boyfriend's head facing the camera. Then she complains that the penetration can't be seen.

    bitch...seriously? you both are facing the wrong way. I just can't with crap porn.

    also...another thing I get when watching straight vids sometimes... I wanted to see more of the bf's butt, but the girlfriend was all up in the camera. buzz off!
    LOL HAHAHAH that is just like my guy…you have the same hatred for badly filmed and directed porn.

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    Hi Borgie...

    Not good on the imagination track today?

    Try this...

    and then picture it again...http://youzzz.com/imag/img/683.jpg


    lol...hi old bud

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    I'm getting fucked tomorrow! I'm hooking up with my best bud!

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    Quote Originally Posted by refujiunderground View Post
    i haven't shown up to that group therapy in two weeks. honestly, that shit doesn't fucking work. the hell am i getting up at 11am for to be in a group for an hour. that ain't shit helping me. fuck all that. it doesn't seem like the counselors or the people in that hospital are concerned with giving me the resources to help anyway
    You never managed to get past the group therapy (which is basically USELESS shit), and into individual therapy? (And what about the other people in the group - are they also people who really should have individual therapy as well? Or are you thrown into that group only because some bigwig accountant or CEO is looking only at the bottom line of profit?) This country is so backwards on some of this stuff. It may not be a panacea, but they aren't even allowing you to TRY the thing that very often helps/works.

    My mind is saying that I want to take you to some places, and be a second person who is speaking up, and hoping to find some of those hidden doors leading to what you really want (and need). Yes I'm still hoping to do a trip as mentioned to you some time ago, but I haven't said much recently because my first trimester is the busiest time of the year.

    The utmost of to you, too.
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    Quote Originally Posted by frankfrank View Post
    You never managed to get past the group therapy (which is basically USELESS shit), and into individual therapy? (And what about the other people in the group - are they also people who really should have individual therapy as well? Or are you thrown into that group only because some bigwig accountant or CEO is looking only at the bottom line of profit?) This country is so backwards on some of this stuff. It may not be a panacea, but they aren't even allowing you to TRY the thing that very often helps/works.

    My mind is saying that I want to take you to some places, and be a second person who is speaking up, and hoping to find some of those hidden doors leading to what you really want (and need). Yes I'm still hoping to do a trip as mentioned to you some time ago, but I haven't said much recently because my first trimester is the busiest time of the year.

    The utmost of to you, too.
    that's the only option they're giving me at the moment even when i called the intake person and even talked to the shrink who actually left a message to the intake person. it's been about 3 months since i heard from her. they just simply wrote me off to lower their case work and they could care less. apparently, that's the norm for that hospital with the patients. just let them take the pills, go to some group sessions and that's that.

    even though there's some benefits here and there seeing these folks at that hospital, i'm beginning to realize that with the exception of the ocd being under control. things are pretty much the same as they were the last time. that counts as something i guess even if everything isn't the way i want them to go. 1 out of 10 things is something compared to nothing.

    i really dunno anymore to tell you the truth. the next option would be for them to hospitalize me and i'm nowhere near that point.
    one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry

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    Quote Originally Posted by borg69unimatrix View Post
    I can't even picture you watching porn.


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