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    Re: just venting, airing out, talking shit, personal beefs, problems, anger management, and etc thread

    but another rant that's on my head.

    you know, this is something about ocd. you know, i HATE ocd like a motherfucker. you know, without going into much detail. i started to engage in ocd'ish behaviors back when i was in the 6th grade where i was flipping around coins on some heads and tails shit. at the time, i was worrying about getting tekken 3 for my birthday's birthday. this was back in 1998. so i'd flip the penny and go like "will i get tekken 3 for my brother's birthday?" and if it was tails, that would be a yes to that question. if it was heads, then that would be a no. i would flip the coin nonstop until i felt comfortable with the answer. even when my mom reserved it at software etc, i still didn't think that was good enough to answer my questions. was able to snap out of it, go back to my life and then in the 9th grade, it came back really strong and has been in my life ever since. i've dealt with it, learned to live with it, and my life went on. however, as i got older, i wanted to get my life back. i wanted to be able to do whatever i wanted to do without worrying or thinking something bad was going to happen if i did something else little as putting lotion on my feet before i went to bed, drinking a cup of tea, closing my blinds, ignoring the clock, and etc. i also wanted to get those stupid motherfucking ideas out of my thread involving things that i had NO control over.

    i used to get up from my bed up until a week ago just about, literally staring @ the clock and i seriously mean that shit, just staring the night away, hoping on my bed, listening to music in the dark with the curtains open so the light can shine into my room at 3 in the morning. i would have the random thoughts like "will i get laid today? will i get a new job? will my life get better? will we go to new york? will this guy that i have a crush on go out with me?" and all these stupid questions which i can't even recall. i can't say that it ran my life BUT it was a part of my life where i lived my life around that shit. it was a part of who i was. whenever i tried to explain to my mom and my brother this, they was like "you need something better to do with your time" or they just didn't get it. my mom even one time told me that "maybe it was a gift from god. you have psychic powers." i felt that she was insulting me because it wasn't really fucking with me for real. not only that. i would look @ the colors of cars. words in sentences. did a whole lot of shit that revolved around that. it was crazy.

    but however when i went to the psych 2 week ago, she pretty much told me that i had really bad anxiety issues. i never THOUGHT i did but now, it makes sense. if you remember awhile back, i had some thread about how i was freaking out at work, i had a drink, losing breath and etc. well, that was actually a panic attack. the crazy thing is that i experienced that more than one time and the first time i ever experienced that was when i got high off my ass in toronto. so that makes sense now.

    but however, you know, i talked to borg about this and he was pretty much talking some sense into me on how to manage this, it's sort of hard to acknowledge and live with it now that i know what it is. i know i have to go about my life, life goes on and etc BUT at the same time, i'm sort of upset at being this way to tell you the truth. i don't want to be on meds BUT to tell you the truth, i don't think i could close my curtains if i didn't take it. i think i would have been staring up at the clock all night. i would be paying attention to the color of cars, the words of sentences, running in and out the house three times before i go out because i forgot to check if the stove was still on, you know. everybody is crazy to some extent BUT why did i end up with this though? i'm a little upset that i closed my curtains. i want to leave them open BUT then the reason why i left them open in the first place is because i think the light from the outside is going to make me smarter since i don't think that i'm intelligent despite it being nighttime where the only light is from the moon since it's a full moon, passing cars and the lights from the houses and the streetlights. i also thought that the light would cure my depression. but then again, it's cold as fuck outside, the draft from outside comes in and makes my small ass room cold being that it's wintertime. so i need to keep it closed otherwise i could get sick. plus i like how i get to chill in the dark, be alone by myself and it calms my nervous, anxious ass down a bit.

    but with that said, i think i'm going to refill my prescription on zoloft and get busy living with my life. studying the lsat, fill out job applications, prepare for that correctional officer exam and get busy making myself a life again. i would say that i've been holed in the house for a bit too long.

    okay, that's enough of my rant. i sound like a kid.
    one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry

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    Re: just venting, airing out, talking shit, personal beefs, problems, anger management, and etc thread

    funny how yesterday i was bitching about not having a boyfriend, other people talking about their boyfriends and etc.

    now i could care less and will like to hear about other folks talk about their boyfriends and etc. what a difference a day makes.

    i would say that it's masturbation, sleep, or the fact that i'm chilling right now BUT i would say that it's just me.

    i'm cool with being single. i need to be single anyway. now i should be getting my act together as in come out to more people in my inner circle, get my shit together, get a job, get a life, get comfortable with being a gay man, and etc then the boyfriend shit will be something to worry about. if i happen to get a boyfriend while in the process of getting my life together, i'm open to that too as long as he understands where my head is at and i can understand where his head is at. that's about it. time to log off the computer BUT i want to masturbate again first if i can.
    one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry

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  4. #1354
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    Re: just venting, airing out, talking shit, personal beefs, problems, anger management, and etc thread

    Why can't everyone be happy?

    I like happy people.

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    Life isn't always 'happy', unfortunately.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Kien View Post
    Why can't everyone be happy?

    I like happy people.
    I'm very happy. :c) I just made a kick-ass dinner.

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    Quote Originally Posted by RazorzEdge88 View Post
    I'm very happy. :c) I just made a kick-ass dinner.
    What was it? Your answer will be judged.

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    Quote Originally Posted by RazorzEdge88 View Post
    I'm very happy. :c) I just made a kick-ass dinner.
    Oh you! Are you trying to get me to like you

    Also, I didn't realize you live in Maryland too!

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    Quote Originally Posted by RazorzEdge88 View Post
    I'm very happy. :c) I just made a kick-ass dinner.
    Quote Originally Posted by Kien View Post
    Oh you! Are you trying to get me to like you

    Also, I didn't realize you live in Maryland too!


    It's startin.

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    Quote Originally Posted by xbuzzerx View Post

    It's startin.
    Sho' is.

    My rant: I will flip a shit if I don't meet up with RazorzEdge.

    The pressure's awn.

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    Haha, I'm such a slut that I can't be friendly without seeming like I'm hitting on someone. :-x

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    I think every weekend should be a three day weekend.

    Two days is not enough.

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    Quote Originally Posted by RazorzEdge88 View Post
    Haha, I'm such a slut that I can't be friendly without seeming like I'm hitting on someone. :-x
    It's cause when you're nice we all get suspicious.

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    Quote Originally Posted by xbuzzerx View Post
    It's cause when you're nice we all get suspicious.
    Yeah...he's always so painfully hostile

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    Quote Originally Posted by Huntneo(PT) View Post
    Life isn't always 'happy', unfortunately.
    'xatly

    But then there are moments like this...........



    Isn't life beautiful?
    Last edited by EuroSoccer; January 27th, 2013 at 04:16 AM.

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    Quote Originally Posted by refujiunderground View Post
    well, the funny thing is i did that 30 minutes ago before the screen saver thing that buzz put me on to just now and it actually turned itself off. this laptop is the shit BUT sometimes, it wants to get me back for using it so much. i guess it wants me to have a life.
    How old is your laptop? Laptop generally have 3 year or more shelf life depending how you take care of your laptop.


    Quote Originally Posted by Huntneo(PT) View Post
    I think every weekend should be a three day weekend.

    Two days is not enough.
    I feel you. Make it four! And there shouldn't be just 24 hours a day, there needs to be 48 hours in a day! So many things to do, so little time.

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    Quote Originally Posted by EuroSoccer View Post
    'xatly

    But then there are moments like this...........



    Isn't life beautiful?
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    Quote Originally Posted by EuroSoccer View Post
    Isn't life beautiful?
    lol yes...that's one of those things that bring a bit of joy into the mix.

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    Quote Originally Posted by refujiunderground View Post
    i'm cool with being single. i need to be single anyway. now i should be getting my act together as in come out to more people in my inner circle, get my shit together, get a job, get a life, get comfortable with being a gay man, and etc then the boyfriend shit will be something to worry about. if i happen to get a boyfriend while in the process of getting my life together, i'm open to that
    ..........

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    My event was last night. I got to the venue at 8. Three performers were already there, which never happens. The place was hopping all night, if just short of "packed". A couple of the performers were only fair, but several absolutely crushed it. Although a few "regulars" didn't show, the crowd was really into it. Both performers and observers asked me when the next performance would be. I'm still amped over twelve hours after it started.

    My two complaints:

    * I asked one performer to take part whom I knew was known as flaky. I figured this would be a simple project for him to take part in. Instead, nailing him down was tough as nails. He wanted to do five pieces instead of one, but wouldn't choose which ones he'd do. I finally gave him two slots - the opening slot, and right near the end - and he still wouldn't pick. Finally, he made his selections, and I let him know he'd be on at 9pm and around 11:15p. He showed up at 9:15p. I had started without him. He seemed upset that I would do that.

    * There was a "suggested $5 donation" cover charge, and I saw several people pay, although my attention was elsewhere most of the night. I went to settle up at the end of the night, and was given $40. Admittedly, I work for "a share of the door", and I don't do this for the cash - I just really love doing it. But I'm feeling a little cheated. The guy I normally work with is on tour right now, so I was dealing with new folk. I'll chat with the old guy when he gets back. But it might be time for a new venue.

    Lex

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    Congrats on the success, Lex -

    You're right - $40. for all that work and what they got out of it would piss me off too.
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    Quote Originally Posted by EuroSoccer View Post
    'xatly

    But then there are moments like this...........



    Isn't life beautiful?
    Whenever I see a muscular smooth guy with big abs/pecs/chest/stomach/arms, I get the strongest urge to do exactly this.

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    Quote Originally Posted by EuroSoccer View Post
    'xatly

    But then there are moments like this...........



    Isn't life beautiful?
    YOU MOTHERFUCKER!!!
    one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry

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    about a week in from taking zoloft and i think i'm going to stop taking it. it's not that it's NOT working, it's working really well with my anxiety, the ocd, and etc BUT i dunno about the depression though. there has to be a better way of dealing with this shit then popping these small ass pills everyday. there has to be an alternative to this.
    one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry

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    know what i changed my mind. i'll ride with it. i'll ride with the zoloft for the time being.
    one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry

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    Quote Originally Posted by refujiunderground View Post
    about a week in from taking zoloft and i think i'm going to stop taking it. it's not that it's NOT working, it's working really well with my anxiety, the ocd, and etc BUT i dunno about the depression though. there has to be a better way of dealing with this shit then popping these small ass pills everyday. there has to be an alternative to this.
    Any decision to change what you're doing with your meds should be made with your doctor, Refuji. A lot of psych meds can have really bad side effects if you just abruptly go off them, and it can wreak havoc with your brain chemistry too. Some have to be weaned off for safety. Don't be one of those guys who needs meds but is going through huge shifts in behavior and mood because he chronically flakes off his meds.

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    Stay on them..
    . it takes weeks/months for them to level out. Do not give up on them before they're working 100% You need them. Give them a better chance.
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    Quote Originally Posted by xbuzzerx View Post
    Any decision to change what you're doing with your meds should be made with your doctor, Refuji. A lot of psych meds can have really bad side effects if you just abruptly go off them, and it can wreak havoc with your brain chemistry too. Some have to be weaned off for safety. Don't be one of those guys who needs meds but is going through huge shifts in behavior and mood because he chronically flakes off his meds.
    as strange as this sounds, i'm scared that these pills will change the core person of who i am personality wise. i would say that i'm so used to being a certain way with the ocd that this new adjustment is scaring me. i am not used to this. it's like what i am used to is gone and i have nothing to fall on to. it's making me upset. yes, it is a relief but it brings about new fears that are bothering me. it's like i want someone to reassure me that everything is okay but life goes on and i have to face this scary change. these side effects are not helping either.
    one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry

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    Quote Originally Posted by borg69unimatrix View Post
    Stay on them..
    . it takes weeks/months for them to level out. Do not give up on them before they're working 100% You need them. Give them a better chance.
    that's what's crazy. this is only the first week and it felt like the longest week ever. it felt like a month. each day felt long as hell not looking at the clock. an hour now feels like an hour and i feel that the time isn't running away where i can get more out of my day. going to get a refill tomorrow.

    i dunno if i want to go to that group therapy shit tomorrow. might call out.
    one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry

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    I felt the same way when I took Prozac. It didn't change me or my OCD or turn me into a Stepford Wife zombie like I feared it would. It didn't even keep me from getting angry .
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    and this whole experience would be cool if i had a boyfriend or a fwb because i really need to cuddle somebody right now. fall asleep in somebody's arms because i'm tired, a little upset and feeling slighty stressed. i'm out. goodnight everybody.
    one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry

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    Quote Originally Posted by refujiunderground View Post
    as strange as this sounds, i'm scared that these pills will change the core person of who i am personality wise. i would say that i'm so used to being a certain way with the ocd that this new adjustment is scaring me. i am not used to this. it's like what i am used to is gone and i have nothing to fall on to. it's making me upset. yes, it is a relief but it brings about new fears that are bothering me. it's like i want someone to reassure me that everything is okay but life goes on and i have to face this scary change. these side effects are not helping either.
    That's a common fear Refuji but while there's an adaptation period to psych meds-- trust me what makes people different (and for the worse) is when they're going on and off meds that they either need to stay on or stay off. It's ugly.

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    Quote Originally Posted by borg69unimatrix View Post
    I felt the same way when I took Prozac. It didn't change me or my OCD or turn me into a Stepford Wife zombie like I feared it would. It didn't even keep me from getting angry .
    did it have any side effects that really bothered you?
    one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry

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    Quote Originally Posted by xbuzzerx View Post
    That's a common fear Refuji but while there's an adaptation period to psych meds-- trust me what makes people different (and for the worse) is when they're going on and off meds that they either need to stay on or stay off. It's ugly.
    should have never popped these meds but what's done is done.
    one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry

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    Same as you... I couldn't JO as much as I was used to. I expected it to make me "happy". It did help level me out and not stress over petty shit.
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    Quote Originally Posted by refujiunderground View Post
    should have never popped these meds but what's done is done.
    Well my 2 cents is, the right psych med never 'changes who someone is.' I hear that fear all the time but I've never seen someone "totally changed" unless they were on something they really needed to get them out of severe depression or psychotic states, or crippled by anxiety. I think you should stay on them, but I don't know what all is going on side effects wise and I'm not an expert to comment even if you told me about your side effects. The discussion should be with your doctor.

    However if the main thing is you're having "second thoughts/buyers remorse" about doing meds at all-- then I think you should stick it out. That's just irrational fear. You're not going to turn into Willie Wonka.

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    Think of them as a placebo. I am taking this pill and I am better. I can do the things I was scared to before. You're way over analyzing the effects in this stage of the game, prematurely.
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    Fuji,

    Take your fucking prescribed pills...
    You don't need to abuse yourself 7-11 times a day.
    2 or 3 goodies a day is more than enough.
    If they give you zombie shit they don't let you out in public.

    Try to conceptualize this, proper med, used properly are like
    5th gear...You can run in four but the extra gear makes the
    trip a little easier. If something comes up (like a steep hill)
    you can downshift for whats necessary.

    If they don't work you can drop them, if they do...life just
    got a bit more manageable...

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    RJ, I know it might seem a burden to you to take the meds every day, but look at it this way:

    Don't we shower every day, or brush our teeth every day? Swallowing a pill takes much less effort than either one of these actions.

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    I don't know what's wrong with me the past couple of days, but I've been extremely concerned about my weight. I'm not overweight by any means...but I just keep looking at myself and thinking I just look flabby and out of shape. As I've said before--I did get a bit "extra" with the eating during the holidays...but even still the scale only shows that I've not gained much at all.

    It's weird when you *know* nothing is wrong with you, but you can't stop being hard on yourself about weight.

    I even looked online, checked medical websites--and I'm right where I need to be. I hope this is all a phase and that it passes soon.

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    ok rant NOW:

    this morning i took a shower. it flooded, because the drain was clogged. there probably is going to be damage and a potentially high bill. dont know yet how much. and my landlord wants to blame it all on me.

    the thing is, i live with 3 other people, one of which has 1-3 people staying over for more than a week now. so basically, ive been living with 4-6 people these past few days. the drain has been getting clogged more and more, and nobody has done anything about it. yes, i too should have done something about it yet didnt... but neither did they.

    so basically, im now at the mercy of my roommates, whether or not theyre gonna share the responsibility, and the bill. they seem nice enough, but i dont really know them yet.

    i also just found out i dont have liability insurance, which i thought i had. yeah, my own fault for being such a moron about these things.

    basically, im now waiting for my roommates to get back, and see how they react. if theyre gonna try to hang it all on me, or if theyre gonna agree that we all made this mess by ignoring the increasingly clogged up drain for more than a week now. aaaaarrrrgh.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Huntneo(PT) View Post
    I don't know what's wrong with me the past couple of days, but I've been extremely concerned about my weight. I'm not overweight by any means...but I just keep looking at myself and thinking I just look flabby and out of shape. As I've said before--I did get a bit "extra" with the eating during the holidays...but even still the scale only shows that I've not gained much at all.

    It's weird when you *know* nothing is wrong with you, but you can't stop being hard on yourself about weight.

    I even looked online, checked medical websites--and I'm right where I need to be. I hope this is all a phase and that it passes soon.
    OMFG I have been thinking the same thing too. It feels like I gained 15 lbs but in reality it is only like 4lbs. I am gonna whip out my DDR pad and start playing again tomorrow and that will be my real sign how out of shape I have gotten.

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    Quote Originally Posted by hylas View Post
    ok rant NOW:

    this morning i took a shower. it flooded, because the drain was clogged. there probably is going to be damage and a potentially high bill. dont know yet how much. and my landlord wants to blame it all on me.

    the thing is, i live with 3 other people, one of which has 1-3 people staying over for more than a week now. so basically, ive been living with 4-6 people these past few days. the drain has been getting clogged more and more, and nobody has done anything about it. yes, i too should have done something about it yet didnt... but neither did they.

    so basically, im now at the mercy of my roommates, whether or not theyre gonna share the responsibility, and the bill. they seem nice enough, but i dont really know them yet.

    i also just found out i dont have liability insurance, which i thought i had. yeah, my own fault for being such a moron about these things.

    basically, im now waiting for my roommates to get back, and see how they react. if theyre gonna try to hang it all on me, or if theyre gonna agree that we all made this mess by ignoring the increasingly clogged up drain for more than a week now. aaaaarrrrgh.
    A $5. plunger from Wal-Mart can do wonders.

    I recommend this one:


    But I know how you feel... My BF and I had the same problem at our house a couple months ago. We couldn't fix it ourselves and had to have a plumber come out and root out the drain to the sewer near the street with a plumber's snake. The best $85 spent EVER.
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    oh, these problems arent that hard to fix, and its totally our fault for ignoring it and letting it come so far. but its our fault, not my fault.

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    Quote Originally Posted by hylas View Post
    oh, these problems arent that hard to fix, and its totally our fault for ignoring it and letting it come so far. but its our fault, not my fault.
    If your roommates refuse to share the bill because you were the guy who took the shower the moment the drain clogged over, they're jerks imho.

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    I'm not sure how it works there,
    but I have insurance for that. My
    renters would be liable for the bill
    from the plumber (extraordinary
    living expense) my liability would
    cover on site repairs.

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    Quote Originally Posted by refujiunderground View Post
    about a week in from taking zoloft and i think i'm going to stop taking it. it's not that it's NOT working, it's working really well with my anxiety, the ocd, and etc BUT i dunno about the depression though. there has to be a better way of dealing with this shit then popping these small ass pills everyday. there has to be an alternative to this.
    Exercise can help with anxiety and depression.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Kien View Post
    Exercise can help with anxiety and depression.
    i go to the gym regularly and have been doing so for almost 4 years now. it really hasn't helped much with the anxiety and depression to tell you the truth. even doing cardio hasn't made much of a difference either.
    one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry

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    Quote Originally Posted by borg69unimatrix View Post
    A $5. plunger from Wal-Mart can do wonders.

    I recommend this one:


    But I know how you feel... My BF and I had the same problem at our house a couple months ago. We couldn't fix it ourselves and had to have a plumber come out and root out the drain to the sewer near the street with a plumber's snake. The best $85 spent EVER.
    That reminds me of the sexism at my work. Only the male bathroom has a plunger.

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    Quote Originally Posted by maxpowr9 View Post
    That reminds me of the sexism at my work. Only the male bathroom has a plunger.
    Is that sexism ? Men are usually known for being messier, using more toilet paper, and pooping more then females...

    ... although females often put those Tampon things down the toilet too ?

    Is there some study that shows which gender plugs up more toilets?
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