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    ^What's a Tibber?

    (the tibia bone?)
    Tibbers
    The name of a stuffed Teddy Bear carried by the champion Annie from the popular MOBA game "League of Legends". Annie can bring the ferocious Tibbers to life to destroy her enemies as her Ultimate Ability.
    Annie: "Have you seen my bear Tibbers?"
    Tibbers: "RAWR!"
    Victim of Tibbers: "Oh god, my face!!!!111one"
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    Quote Originally Posted by borg69unimatrix View Post
    Tibbers
    The name of a stuffed Teddy Bear carried by the champion Annie from the popular MOBA game "League of Legends". Annie can bring the ferocious Tibbers to life to destroy her enemies as her Ultimate Ability.
    Annie: "Have you seen my bear Tibbers?"
    Tibbers: "RAWR!"
    Victim of Tibbers: "Oh god, my face!!!!111one"
    That's the one.



    And no, MaxPowr has not seen my Tibbers.

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    Quote Originally Posted by xbuzzerx View Post
    That's the one.



    And no, MaxPowr has not seen my Tibbers.
    That's because LoL's community is now considered the worst online gaming community.

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    Quote Originally Posted by maxpowr9 View Post
    That's because LoL's community is now considered the worst online gaming community.
    Maxpowr you have been a gamer long enough in enough online gaming communities to know that every single large gaming community says this about itself. And League is the biggest right now, so it's the one that numerically the most people are going to say it about.

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    Quote Originally Posted by xbuzzerx View Post
    Maxpowr you have been a gamer long enough in enough online gaming communities to know that every single large gaming community says this about itself. And League is the biggest right now, so it's the one that numerically the most people are going to say it about.
    And it's why I avoid that "free" game like the plague.

    I am more than content with SWTOR especially since I can ROFLstomp my way through PvP.

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    Quote Originally Posted by maxpowr9 View Post
    And it's why I avoid that "free" game like the plague.

    I am more than content with SWTOR especially since I can ROFLstomp my way through PvP.
    Well if hearing people say a game is shitty is reason enough to avoid it the question would beg to be asked, why are you playing SWTOR lol.

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    Quote Originally Posted by xbuzzerx View Post
    Well if hearing people say a game is shitty is reason enough to avoid it the question would beg to be asked, why are you playing SWTOR lol.
    Free-to-play players QQ because they are cheap assholes.

    EAware gave a distinct advantage to subs over F2P players as it should be.

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    Quote Originally Posted by maxpowr9 View Post
    Free-to-play players QQ because they are cheap assholes.

    EAware gave a distinct advantage to subs over F2P players as it should be.
    >implying gamers need any qualification to QQ.

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    It seems like the more one plays online games, the more "serious" one becomes, in pretty much all senses of the term. New occasional players talk about how fun it is. Hardcore ones bitch about the latest patch or how that asshole in the guild fucked up the last quest. I'm thinking that might be true to some extent f most "hobbies", though - God knows my movie-obsessed friend can be vicious if you talk about movies wrong.

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    Oh, and it's awfully touchy in HT tonight. I took to bed with the iPad early this evening hoping for some good conversation, fun chitchat, and perhaps a bit (or a lot) of sexual banter. Instead, everyone's tossing daggers everywhere. I might have to go back to my book and try again tomorrow.

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    Quote Originally Posted by G-Lexington View Post
    It seems like the more one plays online games, the more "serious" one becomes, in pretty much all senses of the term. New occasional players talk about how fun it is. Hardcore ones bitch about the latest patch or how that asshole in the guild fucked up the last quest. I'm thinking that might be true to some extent f most "hobbies", though - God knows my movie-obsessed friend can be vicious if you talk about movies wrong.

    Lex
    When you hear jargon about guilds and guild drama and stuff you're hearing about MMO's which have notoriously elitist and hardcore crowds. There really isn't very much in an MMO for a casual or light gamer as they pretty much all revolve around heavy timesinking to get anywhere... and keep you paying that monthly fee. There are "casuals" in MMO's but they never get anywhere and they're probably not the people most likely to talk about gaming.

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    Quote Originally Posted by xbuzzerx View Post
    >implying gamers need any qualification to QQ.
    You must be a Sony fanboy then. Just wait till they charge the same fee as Microsoft for online materials.

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    Quote Originally Posted by xbuzzerx View Post
    When you hear jargon about guilds and guild drama and stuff you're hearing about MMO's which have notoriously elitist and hardcore crowds. There really isn't very much in an MMO for a casual or light gamer as they pretty much all revolve around heavy timesinking to get anywhere... and keep you paying that monthly fee. There are "casuals" in MMO's but they never get anywhere and they're probably not the people most likely to talk about gaming.
    I used to very lightly play WoW; played on my own terms only. Didn't get sucked into that raiding "thing" and enjoyed the game in a way that most people questioned how I could enjoy it. I hate having to make raid times or structure my life around log-on schedules...never saw the fun in that.

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    Lady Sybil died.



    <a tear or two fell>
    One of my favorite shows. Her death was definitely a shocker. I did NOT like the Xmas special to Season 3 though.

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    You must be a Sony fanboy then. Just wait till they charge the same fee as Microsoft for online materials.
    Errrr uh? I don't console game at all.

    Quote Originally Posted by dereperez View Post
    I used to very lightly play WoW; played on my own terms only. Didn't get sucked into that raiding "thing" and enjoyed the game in a way that most people questioned how I could enjoy it. I hate having to make raid times or structure my life around log-on schedules...never saw the fun in that.
    Agree. I consider myself permanently out of the MMO market. The fact that they're all just WOW clones now would be a secondary reason after the one you mention.

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    Quote Originally Posted by JohannBessler View Post
    Lady Sybil died.



    <a tear or two fell>
    SPOILER!!!!...

    Spoiler: (Highlight this box to see the hidden message.)
    just wait till Matt dies in the season finale

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    Quote Originally Posted by xbuzzerx View Post
    Errrr uh? I don't console game at all.



    Agree. I consider myself permanently out of the MMO market. The fact that they're all just WOW clones now would be a secondary reason after the one you mention.
    A lot of peeps talk crap about WoW every time a new flavor of the month MMO comes out. Last I read, WoW still has by far the most subscribers. AFAIK, SWTOR died a quick death, after being lauded as being much better than WoW.

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    Quote Originally Posted by maxpowr9 View Post
    SPOILER!!!!...

    Spoiler: (Highlight this box to see the hidden message.)
    just wait till Matt dies in the season finale
    That finale was so forced. I mean I understand that said actor/actress needed to leave the show due to film project in the U.S....but it was the silliest and most cheesiest thing ever....

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    Quote Originally Posted by dereperez View Post
    A lot of peeps talk crap about WoW every time a new flavor of the month MMO comes out. Last I read, WoW still has by far the most subscribers. AFAIK, SWTOR died a quick death, after being lauded as being much better than WoW.
    It's not really so much an issue of whether WOW taken by itself was a good or bad game. It's that every single MMO has followed its formula to the letter practically in terms of-- timesink, level, raid. They could do a lot more with the genre than just copy WOW but that's almost all they've done, and if someone wants WOW why would t hey not just play WOW?

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    Quote Originally Posted by xbuzzerx View Post
    It's not really so much an issue of whether WOW taken by itself was a good or bad game. It's that every single MMO has followed its formula to the letter practically in terms of-- timesink, level, raid. They could do a lot more with the genre than just copy WOW but that's almost all they've done, and if someone wants WOW why would t hey not just play WOW?
    One could see why they would copy WoW. It's a "winning" formula. Just give it it's own storyline/plotline and own character classes.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Kien View Post
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    I have to wake up in 4 hours. And I have a 45 minute commute. Crying.
    Why are you still up?? Insomnia?

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    Quote Originally Posted by dereperez View Post
    One could see why they would copy WoW. It's a "winning" formula. Just give it it's own storyline/plotline and own character classes.

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    Why are you still up?? Insomnia?
    It's a winning game as far as it was a commercial success. Every game that laid out in some cases hundreds of millions of dollars to copy it and then flopped commercially, not so much. So I have no idea why they keep doing it.

    And it's only 10pm here.

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    Quote Originally Posted by xbuzzerx View Post
    It's a winning game as far as it was a commercial success. Every game that laid out in some cases hundreds of millions of dollars to copy it and then flopped commercially, not so much. So I have no idea why they keep doing it.

    And it's only 10pm here.
    I was talking to Kien about the insomnia. It's past 1am over there, and he supposedly has to get up in 4 hours.

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    Oh oops. GO TO SLEEP KIEN. Stop failing!

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    Quote Originally Posted by G-Lexington View Post
    I can't read in my dreams. When I force myself to, the words don't make sense. I remember seeing something written underneath a picture of fish. I forced myself to read it, and it said something like "Fish fish grobol hakala fish". In short, it read like Sloppy Seconds wrote it.

    And if it isn't real life, you still may as well live it like it were.

    Lex
    Well, according to an episode of Batman, reading is a function of the right side of the brain while dreaming is a part of the left, so it's impossible to read in a dream. But then again it is a children's cartoon, so it could've just been made up.

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    I'll up the ante.

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    I'll see your five and raise you four.

    Until I calibrated my schedule 11 days ago, I was going to bed about 9 in the morning.
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    SUE: Can you just jack off? I feel like shit today.

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    I usually wake up around 6am. Not planned - it just happens.

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    A couple years back, I decided to film an It Gets Better video. I thought most of them I'd seen up to that point were powerful, but weren't very visually interesting. So I thought I'd try to change that by filming in several locations, starting at my old high school and ending in a group of supportive people. After mulling over the last shot (and the difficulty of getting a ton of people together just to stand near me for a video), I decided to enlist some help.

    I asked a local band if I could "co-opt their crowd". I asked if I could film the last few sentences of my video on stage at their next concert, end with me saying "It gets better", have the crowd cheer, and then fade out. The band was really cool and said yes, and helped make it happen. It wasn't a huge crowd - maybe a hundred - but it worked out pretty well, other than being really damn dark. I then introduced the band, and they began playing.

    The band's name was Churchill. They've since signed to a label, they're touring the US, and their first single "Change" is climbing the charts. Best of luck to them, and wishing them all the success in the world.



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    Quote Originally Posted by G-Lexington View Post
    A couple years back, I decided to film an It Gets Better video. I thought most of them I'd seen up to that point were powerful, but weren't very visually interesting. So I thought I'd try to change that by filming in several locations, starting at my old high school and ending in a group of supportive people. After mulling over the last shot (and the difficulty of getting a ton of people together just to stand near me for a video), I decided to enlist some help.

    I asked a local band if I could "co-opt their crowd". I asked if I could film the last few sentences of my video on stage at their next concert, end with me saying "It gets better", have the crowd cheer, and then fade out. The band was really cool and said yes, and helped make it happen. It wasn't a huge crowd - maybe a hundred - but it worked out pretty well, other than being really damn dark. I then introduced the band, and they began playing.

    The band's name was Churchill. They've since signed to a label, they're touring the US, and their first single "Change" is climbing the charts. Best of luck to them, and wishing them all the success in the world.



    Lex
    congratulations to them. lex, you're a known celebrity in colorado but you're humble so you're keeping it on the low. i heard about you.

    but i'll get something off my chest. i'm in a bad mood over something personal which has nothing to do with the members on here. at this point however, i feel like taking out my anger on anybody on here preferably somebody that wants drama, has a problem with me or has pissed me off at some point. i'm going to try my hardest to simply not post if i continue to feel like this until i feel better. i'm not going to argue or go back in forth with anybody that pisses me off on here.

    okay done.
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    Quote Originally Posted by BENDERBOY View Post
    God, it's so fucking cold.


    Better?

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    Quote Originally Posted by BENDERBOY View Post
    God, it's so fucking cold.

    thought you guys were used to that type of weather over on the other side of the atlantic?
    one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry

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    Or we can vote on which JUBber gets your wrath today. Either/or.

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    Quote Originally Posted by BENDERBOY View Post
    God, it's so fucking cold.
    Don't look down.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Huntneo(PT) View Post
    wow. Well, just talk about it.

    We're here to listen (well...read). Who knows? it may be something some of us have dealt with/are dealing with. So just toss it out there.
    naw, i'll just keep it to myself. i appreciate you guys listening and all but it's just one of those things that can't be fixed regardless. same shit, different day. it is what it is.

    Quote Originally Posted by G-Lexington View Post
    Or we can vote on which JUBber gets your wrath today. Either/or.

    Lex
    naw, not going to do that either now.
    one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry

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    watch @ 0:28 Refuji!


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    Quote Originally Posted by xbuzzerx View Post
    watch @ 0:28 Refuji!

    you're most definitely right about that but what's the point in saying something where you know what the response is going to be.

    okay, didn't want to say it BUT okay..... i'm depressed again and have been so for awhile. it's one of those strong depression episodes too. the "feel like crying but the tears won't come out. i hate myself and i want to die." the thing that's annoying is complaining about it knowing that nothing's going to come of it. it's irritating where i just feel like shutting up and keeping it to myself. there's some things that are bothering me as well BUT i i won't elaborate on are kind is making me feel even worse than i feel already. i feel like shit and putting those issues into the mix, it just makes me feel worse. i hate being depressed and not being able to hide it. it would be cool to simply brush everything under the rug and pretend that this shit doesn't exists BUT it does and it's very real.

    what's weird is that although the zoloft is working towards the ocd and some of the anxiety. it's not working towards the depression. it's supposed to be like 6 weeks til it's supposed to kick in to show it's full effects at least that's what i'm being told but it feels like hell though. i don't know what it is that's making me feel like total shit. i'm exercising. i'm trying to stay positive BUT damn... it's really hitting me up right now. i would say that it's because i'm stressed out, i'm running out of cash, i have things to do or whatever BUT it's just me and my brain, i guess because i certainly wasn't feeling this way about 2 months ago. i was hopeful, feeling happy and i could live with these issues. now it's the total opposite. if this continues up, i'm going to tell the shrink and i also next week am going to confront the intake worker about the individual therapy because she hasn't got at me with that yet. she's basically playing games. she's trying to play me for a fool or something. not having that.
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    Why do you think your intake worker is playing games, or playing you for a fool? It may be she forgot or something, but I doubt she's deliberately fucking with you.

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    Quote Originally Posted by G-Lexington View Post
    Why do you think your intake worker is playing games, or playing you for a fool? It may be she forgot or something, but I doubt she's deliberately fucking with you.

    Lex

    she was supposed to call me back about a month ago about having individual therapy. the agreement was that i was going to go to the shrink, take the group therapy and she would see about the individual therapy for me and let me know about what happened to the individual therapy thing. this was back at the top of december. i went over to the shrink and brought the individual therapy thing to her since i wanted to take cognitive behavior therapy about the ocd thing from somebody along with the meds. she said that she didn't know what the deal with that was so she called her and wasn't able to reach her. the shrink then told me to talk to the group therapy counselor about it since he could put me on to it. i talked to the group therapy counselor about it and he told me to get a referral from the shrink. they're giving me the run around. it would have been one thing if she called me back about the individual therapy thing and said that they couldn't do it but she didn't call me period so yeah.. i think something is up.

    my guess is that they were like "the group sessions will work for him. let him take the meds and do that". naw, it's not going down like that. she said it's my treatment so yeah, i want the full benefits of it. they're not going to toss me to the dogs because they feel like it. i know how the system is already. they're basically trying to cut corners with the one size fits all and toss everybody in a group to save their workload and because of they're not getting paid like that to help. i'll try to work with a group and take the meds but i also want to talk with a counselor as well since there's some things that i can't say in a group. not about to be played out for some regular case while some meds kick my ass.

    to tell you the truth, the fact that she didn't make the effort to call me back actually discouraged me towards going to the group therapy. i haven't been there in 2 weeks. i plan on going there next week BUT i'm calling her to ask her about the individual therapy.
    one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry

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    Really Sethbert,

    Really Really?

    Colder than this?


    I mean like



    Really.........Really?

    Really Sethbert?


    ===============LOL==============

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    Quote Originally Posted by Lefty View Post
    Really Sethbert,

    Really Really?

    Colder than this?




    I mean like



    Really.........Really?

    Really Sethbert?


    ===============LOL==============
    oh my god, who is that?

    left a message on the intake person's voice message machine talking to her about the situation. hopefully, she calls me back.
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    Quote Originally Posted by RazorzEdge88 View Post
    I finally saw Boogie Nights the other night.

    To my shock, this song appeared nowhere in the movie:



    I felt so ripped off.

    why???????? it's just a song.
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    Because "Boogie Nights" is always the best in town.

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    Quote Originally Posted by JohannBessler View Post
    I remember Boogie Nights as being the most accurate depiction of the 1970s that I have ever seen.

    For youth culture, Fast Times at Ridgemont High gets that distinction.
    Not for me...Tales of the City is dead on...at least for San Francisco.... in the 70s.

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    Quote Originally Posted by RazorzEdge88 View Post
    Oh refuji, you don't understand the mind of an aspie.

    It just has to be in that movie. It's CALLED Boogie Nights.
    I'm nothing near an aspie, and even *I* thought it should be in there.

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    Quote Originally Posted by JohannBessler View Post
    @Razzie: ^haha, no.

    We lived in houses that looked like that, we dressed like that, we watched movies like that. In particular, the change in technology mirrored the change in technology depicted in the movie very closely.

    We had to watch our porn in seedy, dirty bookstores. The 8mm film clips played on a rotating loop. You put in 25c for two or three minutes of show.

    Then I remember the excitement when they came out with something called...what was it? Oh. Videotapes. How much more versatile they were! It revolutionized the porn industry.

    The pop culture references were dead-on, too, the hairstyles, the music. Very accurate.
    What did they provide you for um.... cleanliness?

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    Boston isn't full of Irish mobsters. Italians are another story courtesy of our instituted mayor. My dad used to tell me of the Irish vs Italian Catholic fights back in the 70s. There is a reason there are two ghettos in Boston for each nationality.

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    Quote Originally Posted by refujiunderground View Post
    she was supposed to call me back about a month ago about having individual therapy.
    All this time, I thought you were seeing an individual therapst. Group therapy does NOT work well when the individual has complex issues. I hope that you don't have to wait much longer at all for the individual therapy which, after all, you went to seek out. Somebody is trying to cut costs or something.
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    Quote Originally Posted by frankfrank View Post
    All this time, I thought you were seeing an individual therapst. Group therapy does NOT work well when the individual has complex issues. I hope that you don't have to wait much longer at all for the individual therapy which, after all, you went to seek out. Somebody is trying to cut costs or something.
    exactly, they're trying to be slick BUT being slick only goes so far. hopefully, she calls me back tomorrow and if i don't hear from her next week, i'll go to somebody else in the department. not for any of this game playing that they're doing because it seems like three people coming up with three different stories
    one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry

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    Quote Originally Posted by RazorzEdge88 View Post
    ^So first I learn that Boogie Nights was accurate, and now you're telling me Boondock Saints was too?

    What other insane 90's movies were reflections of real life? Jurassic Park?
    OMG I loved this movie!!!
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    Quote Originally Posted by frankfrank View Post
    All this time, I thought you were seeing an individual therapst. Group therapy does NOT work well when the individual has complex issues. I hope that you don't have to wait much longer at all for the individual therapy which, after all, you went to seek out. Somebody is trying to cut costs or something.
    Agree. Group therapy is more to help the individual cope with anxiety issues, AA/drug rehab. I used to help facilitate an LGBT teen therapy group with my roomie and it is the same reason why I avoid the "coming out" section of the forum. Same problems ad nauseum and not willing to absolve their issues.

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    I think he meant he wants to shot some one on jub LOL

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    Aren't you sorry you brought it up now?
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