So, here's a long story.
I was going out with this guy for a while, and he called it off. Two weeks later, he's dating this other guy. And I got jealous, and I've been feeling jealous ever since.
Even though he dumped him, and he's seeing me again, I feel ... insecure.
His ex was tall, dark, handsome, slender, had a great job, and was very...calm.
I'm short, slightly tubby, still in school (so is he), and more fiery and passionate....And I feel so ... insignificant in comparison to this guy.
My boyfriend says he loves me, but, he likes to stay friends with his ex - I gave him an ultimatum, cos I was not comfortable with that, and though he stopped talking to him, I now feel like he's mad at me, for making him choose to cut someone out of his life - he's never had to do that before.
I have my insecurities, but, I'm struggling with letting go... I feel betrayed, and I keep constantly questioning whether or not he really wants to be with me, or whether he only returned to me cos of convenience.
He called things off with his ex cos he felt unsupported, but at the same time, even after the break up, he texted him, and made plans with him, and even had dinner with him, behind my back.
Has anyone else ever felt irrational jealousy/insecurity in their relationship ? Any advice, or thoughts, or stories, would be good.