this is just my second post. But I'm really worried.
So last night i met up with this guy for a date. and one thing led to another and soon enough we were in bed.
He pulled of his pants but his dick was huge and he wanted to fuck me. So I agreed but said to him that he had to work slowly and if i say stop he has to stop.
The first time was actually enough for me. Because it wouldn't fit and he didn't have any lube. But he asked me to try again. So i agreed for one more try, again with the same rules (slowly and easy). But this time was different. He was almost in, but again the pain was too much for me and i said stop. but he just pulled my hips to his hips and inserted his penis with force. So i immediately pulled away and said it was enough and left. but the damage has already been done. i started bleeding heavily and of course i was freaking out because of the blood. I went home wiped off the blood and used this cream to help heal cuts down there. ( i already bled down there before because i've pushed to hard during stool).
So now is my second day and i'm still applying the cream and don't push during stool.
My question is. Should i wait a few more days and use the cream i have to see if it heals? How long should i wait? Or should i go see a doctor? I don't want to be over worried and go to the doctor immediately.