Wanted to see if anyone else has experienced the same problem as me.
To begin Iím able to talk to people normally, go to school, go to work ect ect with absolutely no problem what so ever, I can also talk to people online about sexual stuff pretty fine, like rping, talking about sexual acts ect. But the second it turns into anything related to meeting in real life I immediately get severe social anxiety, nausea, shaking, fast breathing ect.
I donít know why, I want to meet people but whenever I try to take a step to try I seize up, itís gotten to the point that Iíve had to call off meeting people Iíve been able to talk with for weeks and not have any problems until the subject and offer to meet, the closer it got to the meeting time the sicker I felt, to the point I threw up multiple times and had to call it off. And the one time I tried forcing myself to get over it by just going through with the meet up left me sick for at least a week, 7 days of constant severe nausea, unable to lie down without shaking, unable to eat or keep food down.
Iíve tried easing into it but I never seem to get any better, I donít have any history of abuse or anything to make me adverse to the subject. I just donít understand why I suddenly and irrationally react to something Iím actively trying to engage in. I canít help but feel frustrated about not being able to do something as simple as meet another human being in person, whatís suppose to be one of the simplest\ easy thing to do.
Does anyone else have this problem? Or anything similar?