Well,it has been a lot of time,since I had last posted,but now I will.Long story short,ask anything,that you want to ask,then,perhaps we don't need to write 1000 or so long posts..
1.3years ago,it was pretty sure,by doctors,that my mother would have renal insufficiency disease,which can be controlled through peritoneal dialysis,perhaps ten years.
2.Dialysis treatments started in last summer,And I was her "personal caregiver".but good time lasted only a half year,she was hospitalized on 30.1.2012...,she passed away 24.6.2012 Funerals were on 14.7.2012.(funny,same priest,that baptized me 36yrs ago.my mother was 56.
In 31.7 I attempted suicide in highly lethal way.(220V Current diametrically through heart).
Here I am.Duty is done.War is over."you have time to your own life now" what is that? Never had one...barely know the meaning of the word.
Thoughts? Your 2c's? No Rants.