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    "Are you sure you're ready?"

    Part one.

    “So when are we going to meet this girl?”

    These words pulled me out of my texting conversation and back into the car with my mom, dad and older brother. I looked up to see my mom staring back at me from the passenger seat.

    “What?” I asked nervously.

    “When can we meet her? You’ve been attached to your phone constantly for the past month. It must be a girl you’re texting.”

    I turned bright red and tried to come up with a reply. “No…but…it's not...”

    My brother came into the conversation now. “Mom, come on, leave the kid alone. If he wants us to meet whoever he’s been talking to, he’ll tell us.”

    My mom let out a small sigh, then turned to face the road. I looked at my brother to see him smiling at me. I returned his smile and mouthed a ‘thank you’ to him.

    We drove the rest of the way home in silence.

    -

    I sobbed into my pillow, trying not to make a lot of noise. I didn’t like keeping my sexuality a secret from my parents but I wasn’t quite ready to come out. My brother came into my room and I put my head under my pillow. He sat on my bed and rubbed my back.

    “I’m sorry I woke you up. I didn’t mean to be so loud.” I mumbled.

    “Don’t worry about it. I was awake anyways.”

    I pulled my head out from under the pillow and looked at him. “Talking to Steve?” He nodded.

    He crawled into my bed and under the sheets with me. Wrapping his arms around me, he rubbed my back, giving me a soothing feeling as my head rested on his chest.

    “I’m sorry. An eighteen year old shouldn’t need his twenty three year old brother to hold him while he cries.” I said, a tiny laugh coming out.

    He smiled. “It doesn’t matter how old you are, I’m always going to be your big brother.”
    We laid there for a while in silence. Finally, he said something.
    “Is he special to you?”

    These words brought back the memory of how I unofficially came out to my brother. I was fourteen and had used my brother’s laptop to masturbate before leaving to take a shower. I guess I forgot to delete the history and while I was away, he saw. When I came back from showering, he told me to come over to him. He had the history list on the screen but didn’t say anything about it being gay porn instead of straight porn. All he did was show me how to delete the history after I used his laptop and he told me not to forget next time. Then he gave me a hug and walked out of the room.

    “Is he special to you?” my brother asked again. I nodded. He gently pushed me away so we could look at each other. “I know we haven’t really talked about any of this and I’m sorry for that. I just want you to know that I’m here for you. It doesn’t matter if you like guys, you’re still my little brother and I love you.”

    And with that, he got out of my bed and walked towards the door. I called out to him. “I love you too, Liam.” He turned around, smiled at me, and left.

    -

    I felt someone kissing me when I woke up. I moaned and opened my eyes to see my boyfriend lying in bed with me. He rolled on top of me as we continued to kiss. My hands ran down his bare back until I got to his waist, expecting to find his boxer-brief’s waistband. Instead my hands kept going until I squeezed his naturally smooth naked butt cheeks.
    Smiling, I broke our kiss and said, “I see that you’re naked.”

    “Yup. I figured I’d surprise you.” He grinded his penis against the fabric of my briefs and I moaned. We were both hard and ready. He got off of me and yanked my underwear off. My cock bounced and made him laugh.

    He rubbed his hands up my hairy thighs and licked on my balls. When he took my whole seven inches, I groaned and eventually grunted as I started face fucking him. I held onto his head and pulled it up and down, my sweaty ass rising off the bed as I pumped. My balls slapped his chin and I screamed as he sucked out my cum.

    Once I was drained, he pulled off of me and lay on the bed. Holding hands, we looked into each other’s eyes and grinned.

    We both jumped up when we heard someone call out my name. “Christopher, are you still asleep?” We both shot out of bed and got dressed in record time.

    “Who is that?” my boyfriend asked me.

    “My brother Liam. He must have gotten out of work early.”

    There was a knock at the locked door. “Christopher, you in there?”

    “Yeah, hold on a second. I’m changing.” I said. I turned back to see my boyfriend starting to climb out my window. “Wait,” I whispered, “do you want to meet him?”

    I could tell this caught him off guard. “Y-yeah. Are you sure you’re ready?”

    I nodded in response and turned back around. After taking a deep breath, I opened the door and let my brother in.

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    Re: "Are you sure you're ready?"

    Welcome to the story forum, Woody. A great beginning for what I'm sure will be an intriguing story. Already the romantic and loving affection between brothers has trapped me. As understanding as Liam seems to be, I can't imagine his parents will be much different when the time comes to tell them. However, I may be wrong which only builds the anticipation for the next chapter. Thanks for sharing this with us.

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    Re: "Are you sure you're ready?"

    Nice start . Waiting for more

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    Re: "Are you sure you're ready?"

    Thanks guys! I'm working on part 2. Hopefully I'll be done with it soon.

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    Re: "Are you sure you're ready?"

    Always good to hae a new contributor to our story collection - you have made an interesting start!



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    Great start - looking forward to this story developing

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    Re: "Are you sure you're ready?"

    Part two.

    “Christopher, have you seen the new paintbrushes I bought the other day? I can’t find…” My brother stopped talking once he realized there was another person in the room. He looked at him, then back at me, waiting for an explanation.

    “Liam, I want you to meet my boyfriend, Gordon. Gordon, this is Liam.” Gordon stuck out his hand and my brother shook it, shock still across his face.

    “It’s nice to meet you.” Gordon said.

    “You too. I’m happy to finally meet the guy my brother hasn’t been able to stop texting.”

    I couldn’t help but blush and look down. I felt Gordon’s hand rub my back as he said, “Yeah, he can never leave me alone.” I looked at him and stuck out my tongue. I could tell he was about to kiss me on the lips but quickly moved and kissed me on the cheek instead.

    “You don’t have to do that, you know. You can kiss him on the lips.” Liam said, laughing. I blushed again and Gordon gave me a small peck on the lips.

    “Well I better go. Steve is waiting for me.” Liam walked out of my bedroom but turned around and, with a stern look, said, “Gordon. Treat my brother right.” Gordon nodded.

    Once Liam closed the door, Gordon turned to me. “Your brother is such a hunk!”

    I rolled my eyes. “Seriously? That’s the first thing you say?”

    “It’s true though! His biceps are nice!” Gordon sat down on the bed, his mind obviously on my brother. I sat down next to him and looked at my shoes. I felt like I had been bested. Gordon sensed this and wrapped his arm around my shoulders and apologized.

    “It’s ok. Everyone goes nuts over him anyways. I’m used to it.” I mumbled.

    Gordon pulled me down and rolled on top of me. His tongue found its way to mine as he kissed me with passion. “YOU’RE the guy I want. Your brother is hot but I’d choose you a million times over him. Plus he can’t even compete with how cute you are.” These words made me blush again.

    -

    Metal music was playing loudly as we walked into Gordon’s house. It was a huge two-story house that could’ve been really lovely if his step-dad had taken care of it. Instead, there was a mess everywhere that mostly consisted of beer bottles and soda cans. We didn’t see his step-father anywhere, so we went upstairs and into Gordon’s room.

    Unlike the rest of the house, Gordon’s room was clean and neat. He had a good sized room, with a queen bed and a forty-two inch HD tv screwed into the wall.

    Gordon opened up his closet and started to go through his shirts. I walked up behind him and laid my head against his back. “We need to talk about it.”

    He turned around and held my hands. “I know. But I don’t want to think about breaking up with you.”

    “You don’t have to. We can still be together.” I said.

    He sighed. “You know we can’t. I’m going away to college next week and I don’t think I can handle a long distance relationship.” I knew this would be true. After seeing his step dad cheat on his mom whenever she left on a business trip, he had a difficult time trusting people. And it only made matters worse when she died while on one of the trips a couple years back.

    “Ok,” I said defeated, “we’ll break up when you leave.” These words hurt.

    We both sat on the bed and Gordon kissed me. “I’m sorry. I really am.” He said.

    I looked into his eyes that were full of sadness. “It’s ok.” We kissed again, this time letting our lips stay connected. We didn’t hear the bedroom door open.

    “What the fuck are you doing?!” We turned to see Gordon’s step dad standing there. He was only wearing his briefs and was obviously drunk. His hair was messy and he looked like he had just woke up.

    “What do you want, Keith?” Gordon said, his fright seeping through.

    Keith grinned and said, “I had no idea you were a real fag, Gord.”

    “Fuck you, Keith!” Gordon yelled. He looked like he wanted to scream and cry and punch him all at the same time.

    This made Keith laugh. “I like it when you’re all worked up. It makes things a challenge.” Keith rubbed his growing penis through his briefs. And finally I figured out what he was talking about.

    “I hope your friend screams as much as you do,” Keith said, “Because I think I’m in the mood to fuck rough and har-“

    He didn’t finish his sentence. My fist flew through the air and smacked him in the face. He fell to the floor, knocked out.

    -

    (Author's note: I wasn't sure whether or not to have the characters deal with something this deep yet, since it's only the second chapter. I thought about it and decided to go ahead with my idea.

    Also, I hope nobody is annoyed that I haven't explained or talked about a lot of aspects of Christopher's life. I want to introduce each part in a way that feels organic and real. I don't want to just lay everything out on the table.

    Anyways, I hope you guys enjoyed part 2! Let me know what you think. )

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    I think your doing fine. We will learn about each character when you feel the time is right. Sometimes little hints here and there make the story more exciting. I think everything has come into prospective very well. Good for Christopher's reaction to Keith. At least now Gordon knows there is someone there for him. Looking forward to the next installment, Woody.

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    Re: "Are you sure you're ready?"

    I was a little puzzled on how it was developing , but nice twist ! Keeps us in suspence

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    Wow, you have the action moving pretty fast. That's a good thing though.
    Keep up the fine work!


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    Part Three


    I couldn’t believe what I had done. Punching someone?! That’s not me. I’m the quiet, dorky guy. I turned towards Gordon to see him crying. Now I remembered where the strength to hit Keith came from.

    -

    Gordon stopped crying on the car ride to my house. I knew he didn’t want my family to see him like this.

    When we got there, I helped him carry his bags inside the house. My dad was sitting in the living room and reading a book. I stood in front of him until he looked up. “Dad, this is my friend, Gordon. Is that ok if he stays here for a couple days? He and his step dad aren’t getting along.” I didn’t think Gordon wanted to tell anyone about what had happened yet.

    “Sure, I can’t see why not. Is everything ok?” My dad said, standing up and putting a hand on Gordon’s shoulder. I think he could tell he had been crying.

    “Yeah…we’ve just been fighting a lot. Thank you, sir.” To my dad’s surprise, Gordon gave him a hug.

    -

    My brother laughed, “I whipped your butt!”

    “Yeah, well we still have one more race left and Rainbow Road is my specialty!” Gordon and Liam sat on my bed and played Mario Kart Wii, while I sat on the floor and watched. Once Gordon won the final race, I jumped onto his lap and kissed him.

    “How are you feeling?” Liam asked when we pulled apart.

    Gordon sighed and said, “I’m not sure. I’m upset but it’s nice having you guys to distract me for now. I know eventually I’ll have to face him again though…” his eyes started to tear up.

    “Hold on.” My brother replied, and he left the room. I held onto my boyfriend until Liam came back a few minutes later. “I just got off the phone with Steve and he said we could go up to his family’s cabin for the weekend, if you guys wanted. I know this won’t make all of your problems go away but it might help you relax and think about things better.

    I turned to Gordon to see him grinning. “That sounds great.”

    “Ok,” Liam replied, “but Steve and I will also be going. His parents want us to be there to watch over the place, just in case.”

    Gordon got up from the bed and hugged my brother. “Thank you. You have no idea how much I appreciate this.”

    Once they pulled away, my brother stood up and headed for the door. “We’ll leave in an hour, so make sure you guys are ready.”

    -

    Liam honked the horn of his truck and a second later Steve walked out of the house. He was dressed in a sleeveless shirt, swimming trunks and flip flops and was carrying a small duffel bag. Once in the car, I introduced him to Gordon.

    “Damn, your house is big.” Gordon said, staring through the window as we drove off.
    Steve laughed. “Yeah, I got it a few months back. Originally, Liam said he’d move in with me but he ended up backing out.”

    “I told you I was sorry about that.” Liam replied, turning to look at him. Steve kept quiet.

    We made small chit chat on the car ride to the cabin. When we pulled up to it, Gordon gawked at its size. Five bedrooms and four bathrooms. It was very nice.

    I really wanted to share a room with Gordon but Steve didn’t know I was gay. So once we were settled in, I went into Gordon’s room and waited for him to finish his shower. After hearing the water turn off, I quickly decided to have some fun and ripped all of my clothes off as fast as I could. Just as the door opened, I laid down completely exposed and watched in surprise as Steve walked into the bedroom dripping wet with nothing but a tiny towel around his waist.

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    Now that's a bit awkward...exciting, but awkward. We may find that Steve is not that upset at what he finds....lol The main thing now is to find a way for Gordon not to insist on breaking up with Christopher. And also to find some means of dealing with Keith. This is getting more and more intriguing, Woody.

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    Hey guys, just wanted to let y'all know that I'll be posting the next chapter sometime tonight. I hope everyone's ready for some sexy fun.
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    Part Four


    “What the hell are you doing, Christopher?!” Steve said, staring at my naked body.

    I hid my junk and ran to get my clothes on. “I’m sorry, I thought this was Gordon’s room.”

    “No, we switched rooms. Why were you naked?”

    I pulled on my boxer-briefs and sat on the bed. “Well…I have to tell you something… Gordon is my boyfriend.”

    Steve crossed his arms and smiled. “Wow. I would’ve never guessed you were gay too.”

    “What do you mean ‘too’? Are you gay?!” I couldn’t believe this.

    “Actually, I’m bi.” Steve sat on the bed next to me. “I just don’t like telling everyone about it.”

    I looked into Steve’s eyes. It was like I was seeing him in a whole new light. My eyes swam down his wet body. From his shoulders, down his pecs and hard nipples, through his tight abs and down his treasure trail until my eyes fell on his towel. I unconsciously licked my lips and looked back at his eyes to see him grinning at me.

    “Well someone’s horny.” He said and laughed.

    I looked down and saw my hard on was clearly visible through my boxer-briefs. I went to cover it with my hands but he had already seen it, so I gave up on trying to hide it. I looked back at him expecting to see his grin again but instead saw an uneasy face.

    “You probably shouldn’t be in here. You have your boyfriend in the next room.” He got up and walked back to his bathroom.

    -

    I decided not to tell Gordon anything that had happened in Steve’s room. It’s not like I cheated on him, so he didn’t need to know.

    “Truth or dare?” Steve asked me, snapping me out of my mind.

    “What?”

    “Truth or dare?” he repeated.

    “Uh, truth, I guess.” Everyone booed. “Alright, dare.”

    Steve took a sip of his beer as he thought. We were all on our sixth or seventh beer by now and buzzed. “I dare you to spend the rest of the night naked.”

    Liam and Gordon were laughing. I reluctantly pulled off my clothes until just my briefs remained.

    “Take those off too.” Steve said.

    My face turned red as I pulled my briefs off. I avoided looking at Liam. He hadn’t seen me naked since we were younger.

    “Your turn.”

    “Truth or dare?” I asked Gordon.

    “Dare, of course!”

    “Ok, I dare you…to give my brother a lap dance.”

    Gordon looked at Liam, making sure he was ok with this. Liam drank the rest of his beer before nodding. Gordon rubbed his ass on Liam’s crotch as he gave him a lap dance. Liam was red and laughing. After a few minutes, Gordon went back to his seat and I noticed my brother had a hard on under his pants.

    “Steve,” my boyfriend said, “I dare you to make out with Liam.” Liam looked at us nervously but Steve walked right to him and started kissing him. I expected my brother to push him away after a few seconds but it lasted a lot longer than I thought. Eventually, Steve pulled himself away and left my brother there with a slight smile.

    “I dare you to give me a blow job.” Steve said and I quickly realized he was talking to me. I hesitantly walked over to him and unzipped his jeans. I looked back at Liam and Gordon as they carefully waited for me to continue. Once I pulled the jeans down, his cock sprang up and pointed at me. He hadn’t worn any underwear and it was turning me on.

    I licked the precum that was oozing out of his piss slit. The sweetness was too much for me and I wrapped my lips around his penis. I felt him grab my head and he started to fuck my face. I got into rhythm and started to moan as his cock slipped down my throat. He went faster, causing his balls to slap my chin.

    “Oh, fuck yes! Ugh. I’m gonna fucking cum! I’m gonna fucking cum!” Steve yelled. He didn’t let go of my head, so I decided to swallow as his warm cum slid down my throat. He grunted and pounded my face until his orgasm stopped. I pulled my head up and let myself breathe as I took a couple of licks at Steve’s cock and balls.

    Steve’s sweaty body was such a turn on. I let my tongue run up his chest and started to suck on his nipples. Moaning, he raised my head and we enjoyed a passionate kiss. The realization that we weren’t alone hit me and I glanced towards Liam and Gordon. I was shocked at what I saw.

    -

    (Authors note: I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter. I wanted to let the characters have some fun and let loose.)

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    I have the happy suspicion that Liam and Gordon are involved in Christopher's shocked glance. What a party. Is is possible that Liam's true desires are being presented. Up to this point he was the only one of a dubious nature. I certainly enjoyed this chapter, Woody, with only the regret of not being there...

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    Re: "Are you sure you're ready?"

    Hey everyone, my next chapter should be posted either tonight or tomorrow night. I've just started writing it, so hopefully I'll finish it soon. In the meantime don't forget to comment and let me know what you think of the story thus far.

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    Great story with so many surprises. I'm loving it.

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    This is such a GREAT story. I love it! Can't wait until you post the next part!!!!!!

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    Part Five


    Liam was stretched out on the floor and holding Gordon’s head as it went up and down on his cock. Gordon gagged a bit and went back to sucking on the head, unable to get Liam’s thick member down his throat.

    Gordon’s bubble butt was in the air and I decided to take advantage of it. I licked each smooth cheek, and ran my tongue down his crack until I reached his tight pink hole. This was my first time rimming and I was surprised at how good he tasted. When I pushed my tongue in further, I could hear Gordon loudly moaning while he sucked my brother.

    I felt Steve pull my cheeks apart and shove his entire dick up my ass. I groaned in pain and he quickly soothed me by caressing my body and kissing me. Soon the pain was replaced with pleasure and Steve started pounding me. I’d never had a pounding as good as this one. I was shaking and screaming in ecstasy.

    I began pushing my ass back to match Steve’s moves. I wanted his cock deep inside of me.
    “Fuck yes, babe, you have a sweet pussy.” Steve yanked my body up so that we were both on our knees. He sucked on my bicep and continued fucking me. This new position had him hitting my prostate and I couldn’t stop moaning.

    “I’m almost there! Keep going, I want you to fuck the cum out of me.” He granted my wish and soon my cum was spraying all over the bedroom floor. He screamed and I felt him tighten his arms around my chest and fill me up with his juice. We both fell on the ground in a pool of cum and sweat, him laying on top of me with his cock still in my butt.

    I looked over towards Liam and Gordon and saw Liam giving my boyfriend a handjob. Just as he came, I passed out in exhaustion.

    -

    I rubbed my tired eyes and sat up on the cabin floor. The clock showed 7:00 am. Steve was naked and sleeping next to me on his stomach. His butt had a light dusting of hair and looked gorgeous. I was tempted to lick it but my thoughts shifted when I remembered my brother was here. Across the room, Gordon slept on the couch and Liam was nowhere to be seen.

    After checking the other rooms, I decided Liam must’ve gone on an early morning run. I jumped in the shower and started washing the sweat and cum of last night off of my body. My mind was spinning, wondering what Liam was thinking. He decided to join us last night but what would he say today after sobering up? Would he be angry?

    I started to regret last night. I couldn’t stand the thought of my brother and I not getting along like we did before. Holding back tears, I rinsed off my body, turned the water off and grabbed my towel.

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    Re: "Are you sure you're ready?"

    Sad thought, however, Liam seemed to be enjoying the entire event. I can't imagine his compassionate self would allow something like this to come between he and Christopher. My wondering is more whether Gordon is still devoted to Christopher or has that changed to Liam. Steve also seemed very much into the prior evening. All in all, I certainly would have loved to have been there.......lol Don't keep us waiting too long, Woody.

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    Re: "Are you sure you're ready?"

    Another great part! Loved it! And like Craiger said, Please don't keep us waiting!!

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    Hot 4 some ! But what will be the repercussions Wait with interest , nice story

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    Re: "Are you sure you're ready?"

    Thanks for the comments everyone!! I love to hear your thoughts about the characters and their futures.

    I started writing the next chapter today and I'm not sure when it'll be released but I have a question for my readers: Ever since the beginning of this story, I've wanted to get on a better schedule for writing and releasing chapters. What day would you prefer I post new chapters? I am thinking maybe Thursdays, although I wouldn't mind hearing other's input.

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    Thursdays or Fridays! Maybe Friday because then it will make everyones week way much BETTER! & I wonder if Liam and Gordon are going to get together?!

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    Part Six



    I was pouring myself a cup of coffee when I heard the cabin door close.

    “Liam?”

    My brother walked into the kitchen in his short red running shorts and a sleeveless grey shirt. He was dripping sweat and, based on the darkness under his eyes, he hadn’t slept much.

    I could tell he was waiting for me to say something. “How was your run?” It was the first question that came to my mind.

    He sighed and turned to walk away. I wasn’t going to leave us in this uncomfortable silence, so I followed him to his room.

    “What’s wrong?”

    He scoffed before saying, “You don’t care how my run was. We both know what’s on our minds.”

    I nodded. “Did…did you like what happened?”

    “I’m not sure. It was nice but…I don’t know. I’ve always liked girls but guys make me curious.” He sat on the bedroom rug and I copied his motion. “Can I tell you something?”

    “Yeah, you know you can trust me.” I replied. Nervousness showed on his face.

    “After I saw that you had been looking at gay porn when we were younger, my mind opened to the possibility of gay sex. One night, Steve made a move on me and we ended up making out until we both fell asleep.

    “When I woke up, he was kissing my stomach and chest and eventually gave me my first blow job.” He swallowed hard and looked scared. I wrapped my arm around his back and brought him close to me. He continued, “I truly don’t think I’m gay but I might be bi or bi-curious. I love Steve so much and it confuses me. I like sleeping with girls but when I think about him fucking another person…I hate it.”

    Before I could say anything, the bedroom door swung open and Steve came in the room. “Hey boys, stop sitting around and let’s go swimming in the lake. It’s hot as hell today.”
    Liam and I exchanged looks. I wanted to talk to him more but that would have to come later.

    -

    “I got you, fucker!” Steve yelled as he yanked my brother underwater. Gordon and I were sitting against a tree and watching the two friends wrestle in the lake.

    “They’re cute.” Gordon said, smiling as he watched.

    “Yeah.”

    “Keith left me a voicemail today.” I faced him in surprise and could feel my anger and sadness building up just from hearing that name. He continued, “All my stuff has been thrown out and I’m not welcome there anymore.”

    I wasn’t surprised to hear this but it still made me depressed. “It doesn’t matter; you were going to stay with me anyways. We can take care of you.” I gestured towards Liam.


    Gordon shook his head and said, “No. I’ve been thinking a lot. Without Keith’s support, I can’t afford college. And I refuse to burden you and your family.” I tried to say something but he quickly put his hand up. “Please, listen. I have three-thousand dollars in my back account. When we get back home, I will pull the money out and head to the train station.”

    “What are you talking about, Gordon?! This isn’t you. This isn’t something you would do.” I tried my best not to raise my voice but didn’t do a great job.

    “The thing is,” he replied, “I don’t know if this is something I’d do. I don’t know myself. When I see myself in the mirror, all I can see is the little boy who Keith hurt.

    “I need to do this so I can figure out who I am, where I belong and what to do next. I need to grow. I will be able to live off of my money for a while but, wherever I go, I’ll need to get a job. I don’t know where I’ll live yet but I will figure it out when I get there.”

    “Gordon…” Tears rolled down my face. I looked into his eyes and saw it. Confidence and strength I hadn’t seen in him before. That’s when I knew I’d have to let him go.

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    Sad chapter, Woody, but Gordon may be right. He has to find out who he is and what life has in store for him. However, that being said, he also has somewhat of a responsibility to Christopher. Life is about allowing those you love to be a part of the scheme. Unless his feelings for Christopher are not as deep as we thought he may giving up too easily. These are just my opinions and as usual my crystal ball does not show me what the future will bring. So, I will leave that up to the author of the story to continue and keep us updated. Hopefully very soon, as we need to finalize Liam's predicament. It's good to know that he is not angry with Christopher.

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    Craiger - While Christopher and Gordon care and love each other, we have to remember that they've only been a couple for two months. So, although Christopher doesn't see it yet, their love might not be as deep as they/we think.

    We will see what will happen to their relationship. Truth be told, I don't even know yet. haha

    A big thanks to everyone who continues to read this story. You're the reason I push myself forward to write.

    The next chapter will include Gordon's leave, and Liam and Christopher will get to continue their conversation. We will also be seeing a glimpse of another character.

    I'll be posting it tonight, so I hope everyone enjoys!!

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    Part Seven



    I didn’t sleep well that night. Neither did Gordon. We spooned, switching positions every couple hours. There weren’t many words between us that night. We both knew what was going to happen the next day when we got back to town.

    -

    I dumped the last of my bags into the back of my brother’s truck and sat in the backseat next to Gordon. Liam and Steve chatted but left us alone. They must have known that something was going on between us. I held onto Gordon’s hand the whole drive home.

    -

    Once we went to the bank and got back to my house, Gordon took what little things he had and came back to the car. I started crying on the way to the train station, laying my head onto Gordon’s shoulder. He rested his head on mine and gently kissed it.

    It hurt to let go of Gordon once we got there. He left the car to buy his ticket. I tried to hold back my tears but this just made the sobbing worse. I felt a hand rubbing my arm and automatically knew it was Steve, stretching from the passenger seat.


    Gordon came back after buying his ticket. I jumped out of the car and wrapped my arms around him as he did the same. I didn’t care what the other people there thought at that moment. All I cared about was Gordon and making sure he understood how much I cared for him.

    I heard a woman talk over the speakers, telling the passengers of the Las Vegas train to start boarding. I held onto Gordon, praying that that wasn’t his train. Of course, it was. He started to pull away, which made me grip him harder.

    “Please, Christopher. Please, let me go…” Tears ran down his cheeks as he said this and I slowly let go. We kissed and looked into each other’s eyes for a second. Again, I saw the courage and strength. Then, with quick movements, Gordon grabbed his bags from the truck, said, “I’ll let you know how I’m doing” and walked away.

    -

    That night wasn’t as hard as I had thought it’d be. Both Liam and Steve laid in my bed with me at my request. Liam had his arm wrapped around me as my head rested against his firm but soft pecs. Even though Steve was lying on the other side of the bed and we weren’t touching each other, I somehow still found it comforting that he was there.

    “I love you guys.” Steve announced.

    Liam and I said it back and I felt Liam’s arm extend behind me. I assume they were holding hands.

    “Do you ever think about us?” Liam asked. I was confused until Steve answered.

    “Sometimes. I try not to because I know we can’t happen.”

    “What if we could?”

    Steve laughed, not in a mean way but in a sad way. “You’re not like me, Liam. You can’t fall in love with a man and-”

    “But I love you!” Liam interrupted.

    “Yes, but there’s a difference between loving someone and being in love with them. You know that.” I was surprised at Steve’s calm tone. He had thought this over a lot.

    Liam stayed quiet. He knew what Steve said was true.

    -

    The sun light covered Steve’s sleeping body, making his back even more beautiful. I admired his body for a bit. The blanket had been kicked off the bed during the night and now he lay on my bed, only wearing his tight briefs. They were bright red and did a great job of showing off his bubble butt.

    I wanted to touch him and wake him up with pleasure but knew better than to do it. These thoughts reminded me of Gordon. I sat up in bed and grabbed my cell from the nightstand. I had received a text during the night but sadly not from Gordon.

    ‘Hey Christopher. I will be in town for a few days. Can we meet up? Please? I’m sorry and I miss you. – Dan.’

    I tossed my phone on the bed and considered looking for Liam. I didn’t want to think about Dan right now.

    As I was about to get out of bed, I heard music playing from my brother’s bedroom. He was painting and I knew not to bother him. This was his alone time.

    I lay back onto the bed and glanced at Steve’s body one last time. Turning onto my stomach, I held my pillow against the back of my head, trying to hide from the sunlight.

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    Very interesting, Woody. I feel the turmoil that seems to be churning within all of our boys. Gordon's leaving will give both he and Christopher time to evaluate the depth of their relationship. And, Liam appears to have recognized things within himself to even consider a deeper bond with Steve. I'm not sure of Dan yet, so I will wait for you to continue your very fine writing.

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    Oh this is a good story. So much raw emotion, confusion, love, anger, and wondering. I hope Gordon and Chris make it.

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    enjoyed reading the story so far although that last part was sad with Gordon leaving...
    Looking forward to see how it all develops

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    i cant wait until you post more

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    It keeps getting better and better....


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    Can we have some bro-and-bro action? :P

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    Good story! Can't wait for the chapter!

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    Hello, guys! I'm sorry for not having posted a new chapter in months but I'm currently working on the story and will try to get a new chapter up within the next few days.

    I've wrote some stuff, although I'm not confident it's the way I want the story to go. It'll take me a few tries to understand the characters again and see the world from their point of view.

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    Hey Woody, good to hear from you. I look forward to read more of our boys. Last I remember Dan was coming into the picture. Can't wait.....

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    Part Eight


    I woke up again a little later and noticed Steve wasn’t in my bed anymore. My briefs were tight as they tried to contain my wood. I got out of bed and passed by my brother’s room. I could hear Liam and Steve talking, probably playing a video game or something.

    I walked to the bathroom and turned on the shower. I wanted to hang out with Liam and Steve but my desire to be clean won. My wood popped out as I pulled off my briefs, asking for attention. I stepped into the shower and rapidly washed my hair. Then I washed my body and, once I got to my butt, decided to take my time. Letting my fingers slip through my cheeks caused my erection to ache. I toyed with my hole until I couldn't take it any longer and had to slip in a finger. Soon I slipped in another finger and started to pull them in and out.

    Gordon fucking me would’ve been a nice image but I knew thinking of him would only upset me. The next guy to pass through my mind was Steve. I remembered how amazing it felt to have him in me, pounding away at my hole, arms holding me tightly. My fingers were working fast and deep now. Soon enough I was shooting, cum flying everywhere. I leaned against the wall as the last few spurts shot.

    -

    I pulled on my light blue briefs and walked over to Liam’s room. I knocked on the door and, after getting the ok, came into his room. Liam was sitting in his beanbag with Steve laying between his legs, resting the back of his head on Liam’s abs. They were both only in their underwear, Liam in stripped blue and white boxer-briefs and Steve in bright green briefs that I knew were one of my brother’s old pairs.

    Seeing the two of them sitting so close was kinda odd. They were always close but never this close, at least not around me. I guess after everything that happened the past weekend, they weren’t afraid to hide it anymore.

    “What are you guys doing?”

    “Watching Kill Bill.” Liam passed me a bowl of popcorn that had been sitting next to them and I flopped down on the bed.

    It was a few minutes later when I noticed Liam and Steve whispering back and forth, an argument they were trying to keep quiet.

    “What’s going on?”

    Liam sighed and looked hesitant to say. “Look, your phone kept ringing when you were in the shower. I went to turn it off but then I saw it was Dan…”

    “Oh god.” It was my turn to sigh. “What did you say?”

    “I told him to fuck off or else. That was it. I hung up and he didn’t call back.”

    I watched my brother, looking for a sign that he was lying. Thankfully, he seemed to be telling the truth. “Ok. But if he calls again when I’m not around, don’t answer. Promise?”

    Liam tensed up, letting his anger and frustration seep out. His hands were made into fists, rubbing against the carpet. It wasn’t until Steve grabbed hold of his hands and slipped his fingers through, intertwining them, that he loosened up again.

    “Yes,” he promised, “and don’t worry about me. I can handle myself.” He said these words with a false confidence that none of us acknowledged.

    I nodded and turned back to the movie.

    -

    I stepped out of the shower for the second time today. My arms and thighs felt sore from my workout and I knew they’d be hurting tomorrow.

    I sat on my bed, asking myself what I wanted to do with my life. College felt like the next step and I’m sure it would make my parents happy, both of them being professors at one of the finest universities of the state. But I also wanted to do other things. Explore the world maybe. I was afraid of college taking over my life for the next four or six or however many years.

    Liam was doing fine without college. Hell, he didn’t even finish high school. He found his own way and now he paints murals for people and businesses. The job doesn’t get him a ton of money, but a decent amount. Maybe I could do something like that.

    The doorbell’s ring pulled me out of my head. I tugged on a pair of basketball shorts and went for the door.

    “Please don’t slam the door in my face.” Immediately I wished I hadn’t opened it.

    “What the hell do you want, Dan?”

    “I’m here to apologize. I just want to talk. Please.” His face was sad, like he meant the words he was saying, but it wasn’t enough.

    “No. After everything you did to me and my brother, you don’t get my forgiveness.”

    “Please, Christopher. Just let me explain.”

    “I don’t need you to explain anything. I know that you ruined high school for me. I know that you caused my brother to get arrested. I already know everything.”

    “I didn’t mean for any of that to happen. I was a stupid kid and did stupid, selfish things.” Dan wept, tears running down his face. “Please, just talk to me.”

    I looked down at my feet. Seeing someone cry always broke down my defenses. My anger died down and I let him in the house, hoping it wasn’t a mistake.

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    So, we finally meet Dan! There seems to be quite a mystery developing as well. What did Dan do to get someone as calm and understanding to get arrested? And how did he affect Christopher's high school? Need to know these things, Woody. But, all in good time and when you're ready to reveal it...

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    Thanks for the latest update . enjoyed reading

    Interesting last chapter...
    What all did Dan do...

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    I'm happy you guys are enjoying it!

    The next two chapters will reveal much info about the characters, specifically Liam and his past. Can't wait to share them with you.

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    Cool..can't wait to read 'em

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    Great story! I'm really enjoying it!

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    Part Nine


    Dan sat on the couch, wiping his tears away with the sleeves of his red hoodie, something I remembered him always wearing. I sat on the couch across from him, waiting for an apology and whatever else he came here to say.

    “It looks the same,” he mumbled, “Your house, I mean. It looks exactly the way I remember it. Except for that painting, I don't remember that.”

    I looked behind me and realized what he was talking about. The painting featured the light blue ocean with the glowing sun setting in the background. The colors were bright and beautiful, making you wish you were actually there. “Liam made that. It was one of the first ones he made when he got out…” I didn’t want to say it.

    “When he got out of the mental hospital?” Dan replied, finishing my sentence. I nodded. “How is he?”

    “Fine, for the most part. He’s on medication now. Your phone calls were the first thing to cause him real anger in months.”

    “Oh,” Dan said, looking down in shame, “I’m sorry about that. I didn’t think he’d answer your phone.”

    “What do you want?” My patience was withering away and I knew soon my parents would be arriving home.

    “To say that I’m sorry for everything. I’ve done a lot of thinking and growing up over the past two years. It took me a long time to accept myself and my sexuality. Even now it can be hard to say I’m…gay. Back when you came out to me, I became jealous of you because you were ok with it. I wanted someone to…suffer with me and feel my pain, so I dragged you down and hurt you for months. Calling you names, beating you up, it made me feel less lonely.

    “I know it’s twisted but it’s the truth. I kept pushing you farther and farther until your brother found out and…put me in my place. He really loves you.” He smiled as he said the last sentence, wiping tears with his sleeve again.

    I looked up at Dan and nodded. “Yeah, he does.”

    “After your brother went to the mental hospital and you changed schools, I started to realize how screwed up I was. How much I needed to change. I began seeing a therapist and eventually I came out to my dad.”

    “Really?” I replied, not suppressing my surprise.

    “Yeah. He wasn’t happy and he’s still coming to terms with it, but I’m just glad he didn’t completely shun me. He’s trying to accept it, which is all I can ask for at this point.”

    There was an awkward moment of silence. I was happy for him but couldn’t let him know. After all, this wasn’t supposed to be two old friends catching up.

    “I understand if you can’t forgive me, Christopher, but I wanted to tell you my side. I do regret everything that I did and I wish I could take it all back.”

    I took a moment to consider this. The idea of being friends with Dan again made me sick but forgiving him…well…maybe I could throw him a bone. He didn’t seem like the childish asshole I used to know.

    Before I could say anything, the front door opened and in walked my parents. They both looked uneasy when they saw Dan, especially my dad.

    “I really think you need to leave.” The way my dad said the words made them feel more like a threat than a suggestion.

    Dan mumbled an “Ok, sir.” and stood up to leave. I gave him a face of sympathy and watched him walk out of the house, my mom closing the door behind him.

    “I don’t want to talk about it right now.” I muttered, knowing they would pile on the questions. They seemed to understand as they walked away.

    I turned back towards the painting. It really was beautiful but I, unlike most people who had seen it, knew there was more to the picture than just this painting. My brother had made a second painting, showing what was beneath the surface of the ocean. If you hung the second under the first, you’d see the complete picture. I’d only seen the second painting once but it had drawn sadness in me. It was made of dark and angry strokes and colors. A ship sunk to the bottom of the murky ocean, covered in moss, with a name on it just barely visible: Lena.

    “Adam!” my mom’s voice called out, “Adam, hurry!” She was looking out the window as my dad ran to her.

    “What’s wrong?” He asked, panic in his voice. I watched him take a quick look out the window, mutter a swear word, and then hurry towards the front door.

    By the time I got to the window he was already on the front lawn, trying to pull an enraged Liam off of Dan.


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    (Author's note: This chapter probably left some things unclear. The tenth part will cover more details and will be told from Liam's perspective.

    Thanks again for the feedback, guys. )
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    An intense chapter, Woody. With some of the mystery starting to show it's face, I look forward to the next part. Hopefully neither Liam nor Dan are hurt in their scuffle. It sounds as though Dan has much more to explain, and I'm sure that will happen in the upcoming chapters.

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    Bit of a cliffhanger there at the end...

    Looking forward to the next chapter & Liam's point of view

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    Definitely a great story man. I cannot wait to read some more of it!

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    Part Ten - Liam


    (As stated before, this chapter is told from Liam's point of view. There are a number of flashbacks in this chapter, revealing his history with Dan and more. Hope you enjoy.)


    I turned left on Lincoln Street. The smell of smoke from the factories a few blocks away burned my lungs but I didn’t pull up the window. The smell had already entered my car, no use trying to block it out now.

    Driving at night relaxes me. The lights from the cars and businesses and streetlights contrasting the night’s darkness. The moon shining bright, a beacon of hope.

    The mural I’d started tonight was for a baby boy, yet to be born. The mother wants me to paint the planets and stars on the ceiling, right above where she plans to place the boy’s crib. I don’t like her much. She insists I don’t paint Pluto. Poor Pluto. I’ll probably paint it anyways.

    I pulled into my driveway. Turning off the engine, I sat for a moment, but only moment, because that’s when I saw him coming out of my house. Dan. Before I could even blink, my body was out of the car and racing towards him.

    -

    I turned off the car’s engine and groaned. My job at one of the local factories was taking a toll on my body, my bones achy and my muscles sore. I hopped out of the car and headed inside my house.

    Once in I could faintly hear voices, two people arguing. I recognized one of the voices as my sixteen year old brother Christopher. Making sure to be quiet, I walked up the stair and stood by my brother’s bedroom door.

    “It’s just a game!” Christopher cried.

    “Shut up, faggot. I should’ve won that race and you know it.”

    “I’m sorry! Please don’t do this again!”

    I shoved the door open, not caring as it slammed against the wall. My brother sat on the floor with a game controller in hand, his face flooded with tears. I looked up at Dan who held my brother’s shirt with one hand and had made a fist with the other, like he was getting ready to strike him.

    Seconds later I was on top of Dan, my palms around his throat.

    “How long has he been hurting you?” I yelled at my brother as I stared into Dan’s eyes, too furious to let him out of my sight. It took my brother a second to figure out I was talking to him.

    “I-I don’t know. Maybe a few months.” He choked out.

    “A few months?!” I heard an edge in my voice that scared even me.

    That is when it hit me. My brother had broken his arm three months before. According to him, he and Dan had been wrestling, but had it been on purpose? Memories of noticing cuts and bruises on my brother flowed through my head, most of them came with a lame, vague story. Had they all been lies? Had I been stupid and blind this whole time?

    My palms tightened around Dan’s throat. I knew at this point I’d lost control but I couldn’t care. He’d hurt my baby brother.

    Dan’s angry eyes began to twitch now, only a matter of time before he was gone.

    “Liam, stop! He’s going to die!” Christopher’s voice was weak, almost nonexistent. “Stop! Liam, stop!”

    The back of my head pained suddenly and darkness clouded my mind. My body grew numb as I fell to the floor. Tears ran down my face.

    -

    I grabbed Dan and tossed him down on the lawn. “Why are you here?” I screamed, sitting on his torso to make sure he couldn’t run away.

    The fright on his face couldn’t be hidden. “I wanted to apologize to Christopher.”

    “I told you to fuck off.”

    “Please don’t hurt me.”

    “You should’ve stayed away.”

    “I just wanted to talk. That’s all.”

    My breathing was quick yet deep. My fists pushed against the grass around his head. I told myself to stop and calm down. I told myself not to make the same mistake twice.

    Two arms yanked at body, attempting to get me off of Dan. I didn’t turn around but I heard my father say, “Liam…you don’t want to do this. Not again.”

    -

    “The judge has agreed not to sentence Liam to prison but at a price.” The lawyer adjusted his tie as my family and I waited for him to continue. He looked nervous. “He has to stay in a mental institution for six months and work on his anger problems.”

    “Six months?!” my father nearly yelled.

    “Yes, six months. It’s the best I can do.” The lawyer stirred his coffee and cautiously took a sip. “It could be much worse. We’re lucky to be getting this. After all, your son nearly killed a boy.”

    I stirred my coffee, inhaling the scent. I could never drink the stuff but enjoyed the strong scent.

    “Ok,” I said, “Six months.”

    -

    “I’m sorry.” Dan mumbled. He was weeping. “Go ahead. Hit me. Choke me. Give me whatever it is you think I deserve.”

    His eyes…they were different than last time. He wasn’t the same punk I nearly killed. He was changed. I could see it in his eyes. He was a different person.

    I stood up and pushed my father’s hands off of me. I looked one last time at Dan before walking towards the house.

    -

    The last day. That was all I could think of. Today was my last day of being stuck in here, I’d finally be leaving. The six months had been slow but helpful.

    I was pulling on my shirt when a knock came from the door. A short Mexican woman opened it and came in the room, holding two cups. The tiny one had my pill and the bigger one held water. I took them from her and swallowed my pill, sticking out my tongue to show her it went down my throat.

    “Are you happy to be going home?” She asked.

    “I’m nervous but happy.”

    “Don’t worry. You’re a strong boy. Don’t forget to paint. I know it helps you a lot.” Smiling, she pinched my cheek and walked out of the room. Maria was a nice woman. Married and had two little girls. She seemed to be the only person there who genuinely cared for me, which I appreciated.

    She had taught me how to paint during my six months. I had a natural talent for it, she said. I don’t know if that were true but each stroke of the brush quieted my demons, so I wasn’t going to argue. I enjoyed painting, especially with her by my side.

    I slipped off my tan hospital socks (which had little rubber bumps on the bottom of them) and dropped them into my bag. I pulled on a pair of regular white socks and then a pair of shoes. I hadn’t gotten to wear shoes in months, since this hospital had a strict policy against them. Apparently someone had used the shoe’s laces to kill themselves with.

    After double checking I had gotten all my things and zipping my bag up, I headed out the door.

    -

    I walked into my house and spotted Christopher and my mother standing by the window, their worried eyes glued to me. I looked away and walked upstairs to my room. I didn’t want them to see the sadness on my face.

    Locking my bedroom door, I turned on my stereo and then went straight for my closet, grabbing my art supplies. I dropped everything onto my desk and hastily began painting. I had no clue what I was painting but it didn’t matter. All that mattered was that I had a paint brush in my hand and colors flowing onto the paper.


    -


    (Author's note: this chapter was really intense for me to write. haha This is the most I've cared about making a chapter perfect, and while it isn't perfect, I tried my best and I'm happy with it. )

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    Enjoying this story! Keep up the good work!!!

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    That was an intense chapter, Woody. I like the flashbacks interwoven with the present. It really represents the angst and mental frustrations that Liam faces. Christopher is extremely lucky to have such a protective brother. It will be interesting to hear about the changes Dan has made in his life. We all have demons of some sort within us, it's just that most of us can control them. Hoping to read more soon.

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