depersonalization or whatever? for two days in a row, i've had a moment or two where i just start panicking somewhere, get cold, start thinking that i'm in another world, and start questioning myself and life in general. when i look at other people, i think that they know that they know what i'm experiencing and think i'm crazy. the only time i've experienced this was when i was weeded out. the thing with this is i felt like i was getting to the point where i might have jumped out my brother's car and took my clothes off in the middle of street exposing myself wondering if i was in a dream or if this was real life. i also felt like at any moment when my homeboy was in the car with me, i was going to just blurt that i was gay to him. i dunno.
could it be that i'm tired because i usually stay up late, don't sleep til like 5 or 6 in the morning and etc? i've been doing it for a long time. am i experiencing symptoms of a nervous breakdown? sleep deprivation? what? this is kind of creeping me out.