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Last edited by JPGhost; June 26th, 2015 at 06:46 PM.
Because I love this song so much..
and that band ^
I embarrassing myself..
There you were freaking out
Trying to get your head around
The fact that me and you and love is dead
See how I'm trippin' out
'Cause you can't decide what you really want from me
Why does it have to be like this?
I can never tell
'Cause you make me love you, love you, baby
With a little L
There you were shouting out
Cranking up your altercations, getting upset in your desperation
Screaming and hollering
How could this love become so paper thin?
You're playing so hard to get
You're making me sweat just to hold your attention
I can't give you nothing more
If you ain't givin' nothing to me
Don't you know that
You make me love you, love you, baby
With a little L
Why does it have to be like this?
I can never tell
Seems like you're stepping on the pieces of my broken shell
'Cause you make me love you, love you
With a little L, you know
That's the way you make me love you, yeah
Read more: Jamiroquai - Little 'l' Lyrics | MetroLyrics
it's not fair isn't?
I almost gave up until I found equivalent of me
http://www.xvideos.com/video1432565/...1#_tabCommentsMichneo - 12/04/2014 3:00 pm
This is the first gay porn i jacked off to and came
Ya, same here too.. with couple of straight porn ^^
Last edited by JPGhost; June 26th, 2015 at 07:05 PM.
Just like with Ariana Grande Doughnut fiasco..which butt-hurting her Latino American cliche/ heritage.*** blend people could live milesss away but share similar racial traits to one another..and blend people also unique/flexible because they often be round up/categorized the same because how they appear physically.
- middle east with light indian, white hispanic and I think I know why at some point Italian did not recognized as white..^^ O yeah, add light Brazilian with dark features too
So...silly, she's Italian American for gowd sake
In other news..
look exactly like Miss Piggy
- it always jump to my head like that..!!
I dont care if y'all hating my post here. I usually wear filter but sometimes I dont wear my filter
just like some folks do..
I always use filter whenevr I go..turning dirty mind into pc ..
this is a photo of runners
this is a pic of talented gymnast
He is a male model for life drawing class
This.. a cute yummy chocolate
I rollll hard to carey's prerogative of men sexual repression in contra of women objectification.
but once in a blue I agreed with him.
this is brutal
I know Howard Stern is straight I hope everlasting
but he compliment the girl too heavily, blaming him "stupid" for discontinue their rltship??
Yes she's pretty but look at him?
is he not a CATCH himself?
I mean..Heidi even acknowledged his hotness in the end of vid, like he's a bulging meat ball but Howard just disregard that completely..
that's a prime athletic beef with curve folkss!!! Were they blinnnnddd?? !!
Last edited by JPGhost; July 17th, 2015 at 05:37 PM.
And beside the talent...which is obvious..
Does anyone notice he is sufficient ??
and that body is sick?
and that package jiggling when he happy in HD?
I dont care he's not straight, I bang him
as hard as my hard dick can be
Last edited by JPGhost; July 17th, 2015 at 05:44 PM.
Speaking of hard dick..
my frame doesn't indicate that I hv enough hard dick (top enough)..
rather than fight that fact all the effin time, why not flowing with this god given frame and using it to its fullest potential
enjoy doodling at my face while they last
I'll post my reason..^^
I made this as social experiment bcuz half of those faces above weren't my personality at all..SERIOUSLY how come?
I just copying "aegyo" that silly K-pop fad of making cute faces which already happening for awhile..
Yes, I know stoppit already ^^ lol
but tbh, that kind of thing ...is more fitting my frame naturally than to say..to become 6 foot basketball hunk which require process ..and which I think impossible because Im not 6 ft in first place? ^^
But those faces- weren't me, although ..you must smh cause...those things fitting almost perfectly, well..I need nose reduction, double eyelids surgery and skin lightening to complete the look..but do I care?? Of course Nah!! ^^
Because what inside..is 180 the opposite from surface. Wow.. this kind of deep but I already tackle it so Im ready to share..my thoughts..
What inside..is Rafael Alencar, Antonio Biaggi and Michael Lucas ^^
It doesn't mean..I inherit/ embody their personality/ character, I dk them but sexually..without restrain, Im the same as them..especially Michael Lucas, I just soulfully "vibrate" to him, idk..
it's NOT a physical attraction kind of vibe, but his creepiness, the way he treating his movie partner(s)...his moves, his stares..pretty much and perhaps the way he directs his movie..
it's THE IDEAL and the fact he successfully transfer/manifest his IDEAL into canvas (movies)..is something I never can earn, based on frame, background and connection..I was far from it. Although if someone gives me chance to be a porn director..Im with Open Heart will gratefully accept that offer
a trivia: EI was doodling gay sex scenes eversince elementary ..just stopped when I know internet because ..why should I draw them when I can see them rl? ^^ And right now, the cumulative ideas of ideal porn setting might already exploded..too many, but none an outlet to manifest.
Last edited by JPGhost; July 17th, 2015 at 07:43 PM.
But if can smell foul smell, you might know already
When I compare myself with those BIG DICKED gay porn stars, is that somehow I envied them?
Well of course ^^
The bad thing about porn, it makes you travelling all over the world and acknowledging good samples only from your computer screen. It makes you keep COMPARING..and based on your range and self perception, if you're far from standard then it'll hurt your esteem.
Even until now, I said I already tackle it but STILL nobody ever told me how MASSIVE I am? right? ^^
Im not super tiny, I just not endowed like the rest of regular folks whom can't bragging much and whom might limiting themselves, adapting or keep 'pressing' their core while they try to find temporary escape/ endless wound patching in this pornlandia.
I have a dream...that my soul suddenly sucked into Rafael Alencar's body while he enjoying "helicopter" moves with his partner
http://www.tube8.com/gay/amateur/the...scort/5793361/ I mean..24.24
How many of us can do that??
Well, but I WANT..that's my impossible target ^^
Last edited by JPGhost; July 17th, 2015 at 07:54 PM.
Vrroomm vrroomm..he even can flip his body 3 ways, amazing acrobatic..
and I sense ..nobody talk about small guy can't fuck big guy due to physical differences..if small twink actually big, he might can handle giant ass but different physical stature might yield dangerous act ..if they keep continue.
I have to miss soo many good ass because that thing is .. beyond my capacity that if he sat on me then my dick might get injured or even worst, he's not feeling anything.
Im not talking about regular ass but that giant fantasy ass..which can clap and twerk..
YES..I paid attention to them, y'all need picture? I thought everyone knows what that is..
Last edited by JPGhost; July 17th, 2015 at 08:03 PM.
And what now? Do I hate myself because I can't do that?
There was a period of that but it came to realization..that whatever you do, you can't change your base. Be, Love yourself and try to find alternative instead of keep fighting the same current.
Once you know yourself.. you know your capacity and in what DIRECTION your place is..
the alternative is a thing I'll explain later, tons of it..but it's pretty much what makes me content right now. Although..not like a "complete content" but more like "sedative content"
I can't believe Im this honest. This thread it slowly come to an end..it become closer and closer to my mission
and when I complete my mission, then my task is done here.. although what's left is just idle and naught
Last edited by JPGhost; July 17th, 2015 at 08:14 PM.
I will suffer if I keep comparing myself to porn star out there..I will suffer, you too..because they who chosen or plain lucky are living unobtainable-fantasy "high def" sex life. Tbhonest, personally..I don't feel less because I didn't get much "love" than them, because they're more good looking, because they're more endowed, etc..YES I need their traits but not because self-worth case of issue, but because THE TRAITS are key to enjoying big butts
Yes, big butt once again...how lower my carnal nature?
I can't help it, this desire of life a.k.a lust
I dont know about you but for me, personally..I care much about butts and mantits much than him..
as a person.
Hello, nice to know you..bent over please
Srsly I dont care to know about him and sometimes..
Last edited by JPGhost; July 24th, 2015 at 02:33 AM.
A guy you thought perfect- (depending on your taste) is happen to be a..very uninteresting person
once you get to know them..
the hell he was talking about? I dont wanna hear all of it..NONE..
maybe you better keep spreading your talent instead
It's the same thing..about Do I want people acceptance for validation of my career? Do I want long gun for more esteem and to make my guy split in 2 of ecstatic orgasm, screaming what a macho man I was?
Both NO'es ^^
I would lie if those ain't giving my life a boost, but if I INTROSPECT deeper, the reason is..all because of "LUST"
Because my self-indulgent lust is like a bottomless barrel ..or a massive black hole.. I never satisfied enough ..ONCE I know there are bigger, better, greener, mountanous globe of ass, tits or dickwad, shinier pasture of lawn, better home, better..more advance...
the same with career, I always feel "less" than what I earn now, because my standard is so high and you are too, because Im not that special u know? ^^
Anyway, what that end up to? My BOWEL of SELF INDULGENT ..the ecstatic feeling of consuming something..inherently, busy by myself, do not disturb, don't care with the rest/outside world.
Who cares about pride? About validation? About compliment? And honor?
I just care Im getting the hottest climax ( one thing to indicate I hv the hottest climax, when I shoot my self on the face) and in career...a sense of "SELF- fulfillment"..like I explained earlier in one of my thread ^^
That's why when I asked "Are you self indulgent?"~thread, that's more than a mere chat banter, it's actually a deeper issue in me.
Last edited by JPGhost; July 24th, 2015 at 02:53 AM.
"Post something you thought perfect?" another indication of LUSTY self
Maybe you can keep career, obsession, food glutton, greedy materialism BY yourself.. but in term of partnership?
Can you be that person?
Of course not. Your partner will suffer- just like I right now..distracted by some "body" ( )( )
Is it because I have some-body to distract me, then I feel pretty much content?Once you know yourself.. you know your capacity and in what DIRECTION your place is..
the alternative is a thing I'll explain later, tons of it..but it's pretty much what makes me content right now.
Not at all, I keep restless...writing things like this, trying to discover..the most awesome/imaginary/ideal fantasy of hotseks which..I can't get in just one person or being monogamy, even we in open rltship too..doesn't mean I can get my perfect sex easily.
"Your partner is often reflection of you.."
a wise man say..
and that means my partner is cute
bcuz Im in cute category and a bit firm.. and fluffy because I appreciate curves and moobs.
Oh he mad
I like to appear ..not confident, shy, second guessing myself all the time, because people love miserable stories you know? They dont care when you earn good news..that's why I keep my good coins and not talk about them because bragging is not worthy in my dictionary- *** but since Im perfector/ist, then I focus of what's missing? what's lack?
so a some-body just distracting me from writing here, but he's not the finish line. (the perfect aspiration) and he knows that..we talked about it while it sounds, Im the one being the asshole but actually not the case, but the opposite because I care much of him ..as a person. I don't want to put my STANDARD on him to bear..
Last edited by JPGhost; July 24th, 2015 at 03:09 AM.
and the more I care of him as a PERSON, the more I become feel inadequate..whether my dick, my career, my performance..it's like I always fail him ALL the FUCKING time..
have you ever feel like that your partner? Dont answer ^^
So, the more I have calling on my LUST- the more I do not care
the more I LOVE, the more I care.."How's my performance sweetie? You like it? "
***Love and Lust are totally separate entities.
And we know talking about lust.. ^^
Last edited by JPGhost; July 24th, 2015 at 03:16 AM.
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Well, China should be ashamed with Taiwan- If China wants to be respected/ earn more dignity- they should toss away those imported faux Spartan Salads and replace them with local product like ..start eating their own bean curd, literally
My search engine told me that my city has "the most handsomer" men in America..
I swore I was bored one day, few weeks ago then I typed "Seattle" in google..
this headline came out:
Well, I don't believe hitting hard men's beauty product like in black friday could make you handsomer..but that's the case of Seattle. ^^
"Mirror mirror..who's the handsomer of them all?"
I just drawn a conclusion that..
folks who called her disgusting is the same with this guy
Why? When you think about it, these 2 issues are kind of similar. It's about unwanted attention from undesirable trait from our appearance. 'Difference is..one of them start becoming more accepted/mainstream, the other still in hell-hole, people will try to get rid of it, no matter what.
Can you guess what? What? ^^
That's right, I would be hypocrite if..I totally condemn that ripped 'bully' guy because.. my logic is pretty much in tune with him, in the case of "Acne"
I will be just open here, don't care..you can check "You're Disgusting" vid by "My pale face" and check its comment section. One of top commenters is me..and I was like..a villain in that vid. I don't get it^^ Thin skinned people just got offended by my comment then they spun useless arguments against me..lol. There is one butthurt guy still try to dis-credit me, but I don't bother..I rest my case already. I can't be baited when my point is final, don't try here or anywhere else, he better knows that ^^
Why I think acne problem is the same as fat problem?
1. Both usually unwanted. Not by personal choice but they happen by our physical by product. Yes, they could happen because our poor life choice but some people can't get fat no matter how much junk food they crave or to get acne..even though they wash their face with pizza grease. Yes, all human could worn out, it just they're tougher to be broken down. Roll the dice, genetic luck, you get the idea.
2. Both stigmatized because some people "disgusted" to see them. Either by fascist ideal or simply because severe pizza face will make someone lose appetite. A very out of shape under arm layers of heavy fat could become very unsightly to some..I mean, that offend their eyes and the offense easily translated to their brain as "Eww..he's gross" People with one sided- "small" point of view of fascist health style- can't be justified because one's life is nobody's business, srsly. That blow up doll P.I do not have rights to preach to fat people just because fat people "offend" his ideal, it's NONE of his business ..^^ but..
If people really disgusted by pizza face- eye wisely or they disgusted by really out of shape shirtless belly which happen to occupy their space in the bus, that the belly/layers of fat might bumping them unwantedly, then I can't blame them. Now who offends who?
We all know this unwritten rule right? To not ruining other people senses..unwarrantly. No? You do not agree? Ok, so why not we're all farting inside a car or elevator, everybody just love it isn't?
However,..the differences between "acne" and being "fat" is/are....
Fat are getting more acceptable ^^ re-branding in more "positive" name like "plus size" just like in this ANTI-Victoria Secrets ads..
"I'm no Angel"
and also in that annoying song "I'm all about that bass"
Oversize pin up model, oversize actress/actors..oversize..this n that
Over size people are getting make over and getting glamorized..
which in their final goal is..to be accepted. ^^
Acne people too..but acne will be 'eons' away to be accepted because once it break out, people just want to get rid if them. Srsly..who wants to keep their acnes for cosmetic purpose unless you're dealing with a very 'special' person..^^
It's "painful" to live with acne and nobody wants it.
When you type acne on search engine is always about.."how to get rid of it" or "how to cover acne with make-up?." Acne is through and through as being unwanted. I already wrote long reason in how to deal with acne..you can in my comment if you like..with that mickey mouse gives finger- avatar ^^
Anyway, in term of "fats" my side is pretty neutral and even so..on the supporter side
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I'm srsly not being hypocrite in this case. Like you can see..I idolized few plus size guys, I made plus size sim(s) and I dated few guys in the margin of being over weight, not just by appearance wise but also by their bmi.
I don't squirm by the sight of six packs belly..if they plump but they could present themselves pleasantly, then they're "pleasant" in my eyes ^^
The thing is..acne will never be in the plus size shoes because acne sufferers "lack" aesthetic presentability..which is anything awesome, real and can sell to people's mind.
And it would also be gullible to not thinking plus-size sex appeal ^^ which play greater influence in plus size women.
Whereas acne..when you think about acne? What do you have in mind?
A very negative character- I dont need to calling names..if there is "one" reason people could live "proudly" with acne, I'll keep open mind.
Last edited by JPGhost; July 30th, 2015 at 12:18 AM.
If you disagree with that blowfish personal trainer with his fascist idea..and you happen to be the target of his speech..
You gotta love yourself- firstly. You gotta accept yourself..and try to desire yourself in the mirror. THAT the very first basic ammunition against his loudness.
The goal of every people is to be accepted..and not just by half- looking acceptance. Human normally want to be ENTIRELY accepted.
If you're not in the fat category, then this is just an outsider issue right? However, if you're in the side of "not preaching fat people" but never include the plus sizes to be really included in your circle, almost non exist like they're not only undesirable to you but you also treat them..with 'pity'... then you're the same with that loud mouthed P.T. The same, you disdain overweight people, but you just being passive about it.
Last edited by JPGhost; July 30th, 2015 at 12:32 AM.
My stance in weight issue is neutral..just like in acne. As long everyone's behave well in public and I'm good whatever they might look.
Whether unhealthy obesity killing America, it's none of my business..as long everyone's behave well in public and I'm good whatever they might look.
There is setback of not looking like the rest of the normal pack. I'm wishing anyone's good luck reaching their goal..^^
"It's not that fucking easy" Yes, keep focus, don't whining..
or..actually there is an alternative road..
If you actually has a "weirdo" trait or loving it to be "freakishly" different, almost like circus object. Then..nothing will bother you and you're even comfortable/confident to looking slightly abnormal than normal.
Which I think these type of individuals are slightly rare..
Last edited by JPGhost; July 30th, 2015 at 12:41 AM.
To be really a true freak- you must really don't care of what society expect you.
For sample:you know you have tendency to be super-large you keep larging yourself to the size of dinosaur..you have no desire to stop or to adjust just a little bit because being "freakishly large" is giving you reassurance/comfort instead, while turning back to normal will giving you anxiety.
~ or if your skin really in bad condition, you love keeping your pimple/acne because you love to squeeze them..and you dont care how horrible your face might look, no consequences..at all..
etc, etc.. freaks and extremes happen in all life categories.
And extreme people are exists ^^
Last edited by JPGhost; July 30th, 2015 at 12:52 AM.
Wait..I forgot to add circumstance of my stance. My stance is neutral for both acne, overweight/ out of standard mishape..if I encounter them in public. Because everyone is equal in my eyes. If they're my customer I won't treat them with bias, if they're part of my team work, then I also treat them as equal players, you get the idea? Do not discriminate.My stance in weight issue is neutral..just like in acne.
But in self-opinion wise..I think acne must be destroyed Not the acne sufferers, but "acne.." in general
and I wish those acne sufferers not being unnecessary defensive when I talk about to get rid of them..because acne never can be integrated to one's life, it's not a part of their personality.
Meanwhile, I won't curse, I won't name calling them because I dont have vitriol or even disdain them. However, when they become unrealistic like F*CK OFF!! We have acne, we're beautiful!! Then..I will tell them that they're wrong (must be denial), unless they're in the freaks category.
Xbuzzer and Pat rendezvous
NotHardUp walking hard..
MakeDigitalLove ..make digital love.
Chicken guy and son
Carey's first invention: wet underwear/swimtrunks
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GSDX long lost lover..
Zoltan & Nature
Where is Kabluey right now?
Taralen's encounter with famz person..http://xhamster.com/movies/3232719/m...or_my_cum.html
Rareboy confessing sin to great mother
Vitamin side job:
Harkey at night
Harkey in the morning
Virulent Peach successfuly mingle with ladies
Last edited by JPGhost; July 30th, 2015 at 06:48 PM.
It seems everyone is getting easier to "desire" themselves these days, they don't need a text book ^^ In this selfie-narcissistic made me famous era..You gotta love yourself- firstly. You gotta accept yourself..and try to desire yourself in the mirror. THAT the very first basic ammunition
Good for her.. although that's ^ not exactly how I do if I'm in her shoes. What about a story about a girl in the same situation who instead donating half of her money for others with disability because she thought that her disability make her think of others who suffer the same?
Maybe I was expecting too crazy story but indeed that was my reaction when I read her news..
I'm just flabbergasted by how today's people logic work? :/ <sigh>
Because ^her pic is the same with this v
but what I can't even is because of her (Rachelle) commentators seemed to ignore the slutty pose instead encouraging her for her vanity which everyone think is equal with "self esteem", which I think TOTALLY hypocrite. They should give Kim K the same credit because Kim just zone out this lady out of proportion! Asswise ..
Things like this..caused by "excessive" people often pissing me off in the corner since I never be agree to begin with because I FEEL it's NOT the correct/proper way to do But hey, it's the voice of this generation..either you in or not? ^^
Why self-pride/ego in the cover of vanity the most important and MUST have for self-empowerment? Well, if there is no right or wrong in that but maybe everyone could evaluate themselves.."What would you do if you just have one day to live?" You're paralyzed and all relatives/ close people are ready to witness your final departure? This girl definitely snap her hoochie underneath her hospital gown and spread the pic all over the internet- with caption.."near death people could be sexy too"
Last edited by JPGhost; August 1st, 2015 at 12:58 AM.
It's no kidding..the voice of our generation..
too many stories about "the loudness of being underdogs"
some make money out of it: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/tvshowbiz...wer-women.html
others are being tid-bits nuts to make FAIRLY SURE no one left out represented..
Is it possible because they "echoes" gay rights movements? Need further research about that ^^
Last edited by JPGhost; August 1st, 2015 at 01:04 AM.
Even my sim is too...vain!
I have no idea ^^
I'm bad with British/American riddles since I'm not a native speaker. Scored low at Celebrity Game Night-show all the time ^^
But wait ..
that flag looks like a commercial milk brand from my native land: "Susu Bendera?" ^^
me and bort