And thaaaannnkkkss alot for Cormac to show me this
And thaaaannnkkkss alot for Cormac to show me this
The answer could be "both." I had time struggle to discover whether I never fit asian guys in my book because of those factors, because there weren't many guys look like that in my premediate environment, especially in late 90s when fitness was quite unknown for asian guys in my native land..all scrawny, regular, twinky guys abroad and I dont like that look.
That time was hard to find a specific sample from porn because we were still pay a lot in porn back then and there weren't that many specimens I could pick from asian category...
No, Im not talking of those Bangkok cum dump twinks- they're cheap
Even until now...
It's difficult to get certain type of asian guy doing porn
they might just posing sexy but they dont do porn, although reality almost changing nowadays since many of Gloss men videos leaking from Japanese store. But you know what I dont like about Japanese porn? That's right..pixelated dick x_x
I notice if not Japan could produce a well fed panda bear then..some korean, chinese and I have high hope for bearish gay guys from Taiwan..I think Taiwanese bears are hot! and I hope when they make porn, they dont need to pixelated themselves.
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So..my taste is ok for white/hispanic, asian, pasific islander but not so much on black beauty...I honestly still a bit illiterate in black beauty
like from this vid for sample (I have to mute the music because it's just shitty)
Some attrakive and not so attrakive guys in the vid. But my sense just not turning on "Nigeria" 1.55. In my mind he's just a random black dude..although he has rocking body but idk..he's fine but not like deadly sexy. DEADLY SEXY- that's a tipping point of attractiveness I must get from certain guy..if I dont feel it then I must pass..Is that Nigerian guy actually a really fine guy and Im being illiterate? (Unable to grasp the concept) or I'm right that he's just average? I dont have that body though..
Mexico is fugly imo, there so many better sample telenovela actors from there..not that dude. Im not better than that guy, but hello..Im a consumer here so I can critict
South African.. that what happen when majority brain brainwashed by minority domination..young black guys in that era must living in sad situation, seriously..they let that happen. And that's what happen when Im circa 2010..closed my mind from "variation of sensualities" STICK to my diet white meat...I might be like those young black gay guys over there.."I can't live without white meat!" or.."Im gay because I like white guys!"
Why Italy almost fit every book? The guys are like "Chinese food" of international male beauty- even David Gandy that brit model might going that further if he's not Italian looking.
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Philiphino is fine in my book- check out those pecs but I can't get South Korean..he's below that nigerian guy attrakively speaking.
India also always fine..
Australia is very much look the same as South African ideal..or maybe because they're in SOuthern Hemisphere? Idk
too tall/toned in my book- I look for curvy ^^ but they're not bad and always on demand.
^squeeze me I missed my type up there **
area..young black guys in that era
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So..I called myself "illiterate"- sexually. If I can't get sexual to a guy because of his race/ethnicity..and I admit, not too many black guys fit my preference. Although I believe when they fit my "mold" then whatever color of them..dont matter and I will totally forget about *that.^^
*petty corny issue..
So, when you seeing guys outside your daily meal...and you simply say you dont want him because you're not sure what he tastes like? Or because you can't churn/describe his appeal, then you're being sexually illiterate - same like me.
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Ok..I find a sample of black guy I think..
he's SUUUPPPEERR fine ^^
and I can imagine him further in here
perhaps one of reason why my attraction toward black guys is limited because
1. The stereotype of them as fierce top
2. They hardly look "submissive" imo, it's rare, they often look intimidating. Of course there are some blacks with bottom face such as Drake, David Otunga, Russell WIlson..and some of my fav seahawks players thanks to them for "educating" my senses..^^ because they bent over like that
3. When I see black cunt, I think that void not supposed to be plowed. Idk, is that weird?
I have feeling..it just feeling, not yet reality...that...if Im a total bottom then I'll be totally into black guys. Why not? Just like this guy whose slutting 24/7 to BBC
when you look at his profile turn offs:
ouch! He put small dicks and asian in one row..it fumed me a little bit like what the hell this cunt think of himself?i dislike: men who do both ( top/bottom... choose your way baby!!), small dicks, asian, smelly men!!!
But wait..actually I can't label him racist because he's a truly black men appreciator, he can't be racist because himself dons interacial, you get the logic?
Whereas on asian, white/hispanic and lots of pinoys...it's easy to drag them in submissive category. Even I admit..my voice is sultry like I DONT HAVE top voice tbh.My frame just happened like this..^^
It's lovely to look at white guys flip flopping each other and it's also fun to see sticky rice perverting one another..cuz they all look like bottoms ^^
I think it has to do with how the "image" projected according to one's taste. I also a bit difficult to truly droll over middle eastern guys; especially the lanky/super hairy one with big dick and full beard. The image is total top and it's difficult to be truly into them..
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that just racist
Young Nick Jonas Cupid with all his glory
Lil Bit is a "huge-warm-teddy bear"
said the doctor
Ok, long time ago I was proposing this idea (we're all could attracted to female being) is that true? Am I being serious/kdin?
Well I believe the idea is true, dont burn me on stake because of my stance though.^^ Our sexuality is more fluid than you can imagine, but the reason we could describe our sexual orientation is because.. we firmly anchored in particular spectrum in which we could consciously identify ourselves....
So, before I take further I hope everyone can separate the idea of "sexuality" and "orientation" because those 2 are similar but not quite alike.
What is sexuality? Sexuality range from your miscelanious favorite fetish, your role (top/btm/vers) your bdsm position (master/slave) your erogenous zone weaknesses (foot, ear, neck, nipples, etc) it's like "your primal mode" of what makes you a sexual human being.
THAT is sexuality for me! Hold up that idea for awhile, Im not finished yet.
Meanwhile orientation is..all about gender. Gender you most comfortable to be romantically involved/ your most passionate gender-affectation. Bisexual? Those who can equally split attention in between male/female lover fairly. Anyway.. to spread greater horizon- I would say androgynious favor and those liking half transitioning transexual are in the spectrum of bisexuality while those liking fully transitioning transexual without grudge/holding back are mostlty gasp..straight* Confuse? Dont shake your head yet-^^, I'm talking about those men who sexually involved with MtF transexual. Why? Because MtF transition is physically successful! <yash> A male transitioning to female could earn a fully functioning vagina...that plus a fuly metamorphed body, trained vocal chords, successful face femininination- turning him "female" with all her glory ^^
So MtF is quite successful..not like that laughable penis from FtM lol..
A guy who drawn into MtF whether by bait or honesty..and he LIKES them because MtF is a real girl/woman in his eyes/mind- then he's STRAIGHT! However, when he attracted to "her" because of her "androgynous" attitude/ that in back of his mind, she's still a guy with dominant (usually) aggresive quality- then the guy suitor is somewhat "bisexual." Simply like that ^^
'Still- unless they dig and explain themselves properly, we never know who's fuly straight/bisexual and that's not our business.
Im a gay guy who capable to objectify women but if Im a king with tons of concubines (unlimited supply of male or female lovers..imagine that ) I would definitely favor stronger male companion(s), female concubines would be more like experiment for me..that means Im leaning toward bisexuality but Im NOT A TRUE BISEXUAL. So put that in adjacent with "gay for pay-broke straight guys", you'll get the idea.
Now..if I could clear up the mess in the idea "We can't change our orientation." That's also true and I hereby support it. Not because we born gay, I can't believe/trust that idea yet..but because it's a totally "non of your business- private life of a person" and to interfere one's sexual orientation by intimidation/ religious fucking freedom is AGAINST human's right.
I think orientation is someone's private business and we must respect that but orientation is still a "conscious" business- a stance of freewill we could securely anchored when we awake..just like as gay man, what kind of channel would you like to be entertained? Gay porn site? Bisexsual? MILF milkshake?
Of course we choose entertainment in "gay porn site" right?^^ That's how orientation works- it's very .. conscious :-D
However, if you get off your orientation guard, listening more to sensation around you, meditate or awakening your chakra, allow yourself to be "hypnotized" by sensuality..you'll be surprised that gender/sex/ orientation are starting to get blurry..and that's exactly what I experienced!
One of those blue moons..Im totally in the zone and forgot that Im gay! :-D
I guess..my sexuality was taking over... Speaking of sexuality, most people..they can't truly describe their sexuality even when they pledge sooo hardcore/dead-sure that they're in the gay or straight league, because that's NOT the way you describe sexuality!
But I've had been unconscious for awhile..so I came back from the depth of sexual dungeon inside my mind and bring back to you the news..^^
~~~~to be continue~~~~~
'Still..there ..some anomaly like in this dude for sampleIt's lovely to look at white guys flip flopping each other..cuz they all look like bottoms ^^
He's deadly hot/handsome, buff as fuck but his eyes tell me that he can't be owned..that whatever his demand is my order..that I can't say "no" to him, that he might pleasurably satisfying my prostate, one thing I never experienced.
That's why he fucked my senses it's like I pulling out my wand and ..pull it back again
because I can't comprehend him. ^^ No comprende..
I'm..in sexuality speaking. My mode is very "On"^^
Idk if "On" refer to be a "total top?" But it's the same energy of why a bean sprouting up in spring? Why a train goes into tunnel in full speed? Why my car goes inside garage and why my boner raising up when I see a hot babe?
It sparks, it goes forward, it's burning, objectifying, visualizing, consuming, degrading, perverting, penetrating, pushing, forcing, raping and cumming..
and in one of keyword-"consuming" is very prominent.
I like to eat ass period. There's nothing more beautiful in this world..no mountain could beat a mountain-ous globe ass shoveled to my face while I can taste the otehr parts as well. ALL YOU CAN EAT BUFFET!! Always climax with face sitting- no kidding. I never kidding. Srsly..^^
If Im a king ..and I have unlimited male concubines..then they're all I force to sit on rim chair..in the row, so I can taste their butthole one by one.
Since Im not a King..then my rimming bookmark folder can do the same-^^ relationshit? I dont mean with only one guy, I'll be bored already
Everyday- new taste of ass ring my door bell ..today Chipotle ass, tomorrow Chow mein-ass, on the weekend- Blue cheese ass, you'll get the idea I haven't try Kebab-ass tbh.
So what about woman's ass? A woman could have ass isn't she? A hole and a torn up pussy? Straight porn are everywhere and it's common to be shoveled with that kind of image to my eyes. Also, since one of my mode- is visualizing*..then it's easy to get contagious with the view- The first step I must be sympathized FIRST..then every thing goes..
Maybe it's attraction to genital at the first sight? like Bankside said..however, since one of my mode is "degrading/humiliating, raping and dominating" then ALSO I got turn on by how woman treated in straight porn.
Straight porn is just "GOLD" in bdsm-perverting scenes..they capture my vision perfectly! Straight bigots love to blame us as super depraved but I've seen lots of samples and I say ..the ratio is 5:10 in gay over straight porn to those loving depraved scenes..most gay porn are "too consensual" for my taste. Wazp with that straighties?
Ok..back to where am at? Maybe because Im into degrading scenes then it's easy to be truly in zone with women..although I often jilted in surprise by how horrible they look in porn (smeared smoky eyes, pigtails, square nails, smeared lipstick, fucking stupid long hair,etc) but because they "act" dead on in the scene- I could care less with their physical profile-although they're far- from my usual favorite (a dude duh!) I even starting to like girls "Ooh..ahh..yes" moaning..I think they sound cute
To add more confusion but not too confusing to me: I like my guy target having rounder silhoutte, big pecs, bubbly ass and hole like torn up pussy..the guy still a "man" with his manly behavior but his body scream "Im cunt!"
Idk- perhaps I was shaped/influenced by straight porn in my developing years. ^^ maybe I have "misplaced genital fascination syndrome??"~~~~~~~~~~~~
Sample: Look at this brunette bimbo.
that clip is my guilty pleasure came from straight porn(product). I always wish 'was a dude instead of chick, but the scenario won't fit.
So, I explained pretty clearly of my mode. Mine isn't the only type for all men out there. People have variation in sexuality
Now think..if a *gay guy is very submissive- that his errogenous zone is inside his rectum/prostate and he loves to be dominated, 'always hungry for giant stiff cock from killer daddy/BBC who love to split him in 2...
Those gay guys like them, how close their chance to become attracted with submissive women?
Those who sometimes simulate themselves as submissive woman..those who worship male figure like Greek statue and want to lick every single inch of it:
or doing long foreplay-ballet dance to him, I dont get that vid. It's rare to find a super fine polynesian stud in porn site but my celebration came short. I just aroused for minutes but then I..zzz
I realized because that isn't how my sexuality works.
But for those liking the video and those loving sensuality of "strong masculine men" in passive way...
I would say their chance to earn straight sex is..0.0001%- that means "If I bored as fuck while stranded in island." Because y'all rather lie dead fish and let the dick do the job ^^.
Now I believe in you..if you most likely won't have sex or attracted to woman..ever in life BECAUSE YOUR SEXUALITY favor, scene and kinks are FAAARRR from that kind of forceful/fast pounding action.
How about me? With all the quality I like from hetero sex..do you think Im capable to get (cum-on) with woman? Idk, only when I had chance to be with one, but seriously..I won't push my chance, rent them with my money?- No way kiss ma ass!! I won't spent a dime for pussy since men are soo fascinating and more interesting to explore..if I hv leisure money, I most likely to spend on "men" because "consciously" I always drawn to them. Men are awesome right? Hi-5! Im sure 100% that Im fully gay. ^^
So..if some straight converters praise my ability to appreciate straight coupling and think I would switch totally- I would say FUCK YOU NONE OF UR BUSINESS..please go away
* some straight guys too..also very submissive- they're real straights but they loving dildo so much
and even more bizarre..I dont get what a sane straight man would love to see ..other "straight men" got butt licked from woman?
Sexuality yo, it's a freakin huge-subject..
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The attachment gone
he's Spencer Reed if you wonder
Does he fit to bottom?
Please dont -_- Don't stop topping
Life is good..when it's too good..you afraid it's gonna be over. When you start worrying, life becoming less good..
I dont know which one hotter..hmm
Cormac, rexcalibur, telstra and vitamin singing in choir extravaganza ; "Your cock is King"
How essexboy fell into sin
by the whisper of demonic twinks
2 lurking jubbers caught wet
several lurking jubbers in a row-party
dpnice gettin a fig leaf to cover private part
- in nekid gardenin
Lilbit's tinder ads
Harkey clapping his bweebs
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'Original image was from "splendour-thread" awhile ago (by who?), I though hmm..
that picture begging to get hipsterized..
so I just add a circle and triangle and illuminati stuff like that..
I like it. I wish I hv the HQ version, so it won't blur when printed as poster.
Yes..I know this shit stirring thread http://www.justusboys.com/forum/thre...et-any-respect
badly written and totally have no time to take offense (against the villain 'course) it's just fallacy written all over place hehe ^^
'had one good sample of "respectable-masculine gay man" + (plus) hotness too whose I think a good candidate to bring us good name for our community, isn't he?
not so fast
He is a WHORE period. And a whore never get into prestigious level, just ask beyonce..she knows when to be a saint/ whore (how to balancing)
but when he put himself as object of desire like that, people tend not to taking him seriously. "People" gay and straight included, because that's the way it works. You can't be a whore and musician in the same time..? If he wants to be respected as serious musician..less skin showing, more raw talent!!
but idk why I want to close my ears whenever he wailing
perhaps not good enough ^^
I don't like his aesthetic interpretation, could he "moves" the mass? Nobody knows..
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Btw..being a whore also gain respect too (some admiration)
so feel free to ogle ..
maybe he can only be that far ^^
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God, thou great symmetry
Who put a biting lust in me
From whence my sorrows spring,
For all the frittered days
That I have spent in shapeless ways
Give me one perfect thing.
Anna Wickham (1883-1947)
Sometimes I wish Im a member of "single club."
Rule no.1 for single club is NOT to talk about single club
Rule no.2 is simply we're not allowed to date each other.
Why Single Club? Because some people just born that way..duh
However, they can't fight their humanly urge ..to socialize, to having support system, to care, to be cared, to have someone remember their birthday when they can't remember theirs.
And most of all..is for "security reason" in olden days
Would you like ambulance or someone you know to help you first?
No obligation, no drama shit, no kids messing up the house..
just a group of people, deeply care for each other.
I heard/learnt that the more we getting older, the more we appreciate the meaning of friendship/more loyal/faithful, more trust (unlike some wrecked elder jubbers here whose acting the opposite )
Maybe it's gonna turn out the way it is..dont have to desperately looking; 4 musketeers in my golden years
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I think JUB is starting to getting masculine.
This catchy song has been aired 2 days ago but NO ONE talking about it (in here)
that song is definitely gay magnet but I guess, we're all progressing? We're not worshiping divas anymore aren't we? ^^
and paying their lunch money
Ok..I hope we progress..
as long we think like them..
then we're not having better stand just as being "feminists"
I want them...to drowning in shame like..Westboro, Duggars or this dry cleaning lady:
but sometimes..when I read gay news made from us to us..
we're nothing than a bunch of vapid whores talking with our cock.
Just take a look at this:
If it's not about us salivating bulge/ass/underwear model..then we bitching them conservatist. It's ALWAYS like that, overtime..
Nothing's wrong ^^ in fact 90% of my brain is full of cum, just like our body contain water.
But, don't you think we're pretty vulnerable? Like that?
Do we have a bigger/better/more humanly life purpose than a bunch of vapid whores?
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I mean..can we earn "strength" from our "lust?"don't you think we're pretty vulnerable?..
I dont think we can..but this card tells otherwise..
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However~..I'm with Cher on this one:
"desire makes me weak"
You go Cher
Where is DigitalFudge right now..
Sixthson and children..
One of Jubberd
Inside Kabluey's underwear
Carey's new hat
MikeMiz doing laundry
Starwarrior in Popsicle party
Belamo's first satisfying ho
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Your monster needs water
I dont like tom daley
No I dont
and I dont like asian version of him too
All "just and equal" in my mind
Tonight Im like Jesus praying in Gethsemane garden..
full of worry and I might sweating blood ^^
How come? Just knew that I had horrible astrology reading in the next few days..
Very sickly reading that explain I might proceed total isolation, away from daylight.
It's all because sun in gemini- like usual..making square with my natal sun. Late May is around 6/7 degree gemini while mercury retrograde and mars keep squaring (cramping) my sun.
Nonetheless..my allergy peaking up, it's like mental and spiritual irritation like..radiation wave.
I need to detox myself asap, that including not to drinking alcoholic beverage while listening to Lana Del Rey at noon..
Those are lethal combination to sap out my energy for sure..
I'm getting out of touch with reality. My apologize folks
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OMG...what a bad ass tatt!!
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Ok so I posted last time in perfection thread that this is my kind of perfection/day.
I sense some of y'all thought.."dude, you're so immature thinking like that." Is that what you thinking?^^
Dont care? Fine, ok..wtver.
I'm a well concerned type of person, well its totally fine if you assume me like that totally your preference, not my sweat. But if I could explain my perfection actually were happen in the past and also in utopian location. Those entertainment, music, clothes..all already happened in the past. I used early 1999-2007 time frame to be exact, when house music/nu disco quite hyped-rule night club scene throught out Europe, NOT US..because US craving different kind of entertainment/music.
You see..I'm just trying to comfort myself over nostalgia in olden days (Fantasy). From the era I truly like but I never experience its juicy-vital moment.
FYI I wasn't too cynical back then, not easily shoot myself and accepting limitation like right now. I was a exciting gay boy whose soo interested to my new environment. I churn the world with wide eyes and open heart..until I realize that Im at odd with everybody else's (dont belong anywhere), soon I realize my kind of entertainment was so far fetched for a guy with my background, that the club dont play my music and my frame not fit it.
O yeah..2005- all radio station basically ruled by hip hop. Well the thing is..it doesn't mean I hate hip hop to shut down nu-disco completely in US. Hip hop is quite good yo ..
I get the flow..the rhythm and beat..and when hipster era took over around 2011-2014 All hip hop R&B in 2000's got make over to turn into something brilliant- an entire new genre of music totally.
So, no beef over hip hop. But it's just the music came not later when Im done with my nu disco craze-crave. So things not rolling smoothly..the transition were ill timing and I was in the wrong location when noone- appreciate my music.
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Maybe there's a bit of pickyness and maybe because I dont find the crowd. Maybe they're trustworthy over my face (like who's this rice dude?), maybe im too shy, maybe they dont like my accent which happen not british. Maybe I look poor and not convincing? Maybe because Im gay and they're super-straight? It was 2005 folks..no equality
If I can remember, all hip hop crowd were rowdy savage- straight people with bad clothes.
If I join them, not faking it..I'll proly not coming out alive..and that's a night at hospital, srsly.
So in my youth, Im not in the zone, I..dont know where to start? I dont know how to get a crowd? Im a foreigner..Im lost...
And those three really shaped me "extremely" to became who I am right now.
One of the saddest day in my life..that Saturday night summer 2007..I went clubbing alone, downtown..trying to bet my luck. When I arrived at the line with bouncer..I felt really odd..I couldn't speak, I chickened off and leave.
I already paid $5 in diamond parking lot but I came back there..bumping my head on steering wheel..screamed STUPID STUPID STUPID!! ..then I went back home. Humiliated.
Maybe I'm too upper classy, maybe my taste is more like elitist but wtver, it doesnt matter because in the end I'm nothing but an outcast. heeeeey ya ^^
Do you feel misplaced with your generation? I guess I explained pretty well that I definitely not clicked with mine.
So what now? Can I be hipster?~~~ to be continue
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About that thread: Male prudism is the new homophobia something?
Where the heck that thread went on? ^^
I just discovered new perspective:
This is came from French got talent. French= horny country ^^
Sometimes people (male/female) did not like lewd/vulgar presentation because they dont like to be catered to their lower "carnal" nature all the fucking time. Some people have right to refuse titilating/lewd entertainment because in current time/moment they choose not to titilating themselves. Even in French, not ALL French all horny, look at 2 judges reactions or almost all of them when watching those duo burlesque performers..they disdain about it THAT'S why mannerism still hold still..majorly by cult such as Christian but I dont think this mannerism (etiquette) is solely Christian thing..even us, not ALL GAY PEOPLE are horny/perverts human beings.
So, that's why people like Miley Cyrus who shoveled lewd entertainment to teenage theme music award (Aug 2013) was actually guilty..very guilty.
She can do in other site like Cabaret but she choose over there because she's simply trolling. ^^
Me too..I like to see slutty/scantily clad guys but I dont like to watch them in a moment when I'm going out with my parents/family..
Those Hawaiian fire dancers though
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KarenWalker tried to be considerate to other bus passenger by not being a "manspreader" ^^
How Morissey became gay:
JDcnow presenting winter 2016
Jayqueer hot new single
"Dear future (white) husband"
Why hipster(z)? 'cuz to be sure..I feel like Im in tune with hipster movement. NO, it's definitely not a tongue in cheek, I sincerely click with hipster gens..like finally!! I sense completion!! **
I remember back then in my senior years..everytime lunch break rang, I often dissapeared into the woods (there was woody conservation area behind my school) I sat on a tree stump, listening to my ipod or C89.5- The only dance radio station in my area.. ^^ 'listening to TOP 40 remix, because I can't stand listening to originals, and also because I want to get a glimpse of Hed Kandi/ Moto Blanco stuff played on their playlist.
US Billboard Dance music also horrible tbh..I was actually in a good year for dance music..ifff I relocated in Europe. US dance and UK dance is quite different back then, and perhaps until now..Idk why US always pick up the shittiest song for top hits? No idea ^^
Ok, my obstacle back then was not only Hip Hop (as overated/popular mainstream culture) but also Emo punk rock...bbaaaahh I rather than to become an emo..totally not my cup of tea.
Overall, my youth was inundated with bad music streaming..from whatever genres. Perhaps, I can get a bit calm down in non-specific, uncharacteristic/ everyday genre like Daniel Powter- "Bad day" or "Your beautifooll!" ^^
You see, I can't lie! ^^ Even my desire to belonging to a group/ to be accepted CAN'T overrule the fact that every fiber in my body reject the fad.
So, what's special about hipster and hipster generation?
the rustic geometric
their affinity of mounted deer head
kombucha tea, mason jars (for drink/terrarium)
the way they choose green life over mass consumerism, small house/family instead of mansion/extended family, thrift store instead of expensive tasteless bling! A sense of modesty while still know how to having fun?
GAY FRIENDLY? Beard-sexual??
Goooooosh! I felt like I was born in wrong era and wrong time!!!
I should be young in today's generation- not as young as my younger sis whose born in 98 but maybe..I wish I born later in 1992-1994 y'all know- Miley Cyrus generation. ^^
Today's generation have better taste than a decade ago . Nuff said
If you think, bullshit! It's about the people you befriend with..not the clique, not the music?
BULLSSS, who says? Do not underestimate the power of generation shift..
and also the power of music. Music dont change people but music could create culture, movements, shape a distinct trend, entertainment which you and your friends could enjoy out there!!
In my perfection thread- I mentioned Disco roller blade, Who comes to disco roller blade nowadays? Anyone?? HELLLOO???!!
You see..why I'm so frustrated? I heard Hed Kandi revived roller disco in one of their club (now might be gone/outdated) hence they also revive disco music.
So, I dont have a friend just because they listen to different stuff than me?
If I do that, I would get nuttier ^^ I have no option than to "adapt." But my friends have different idea of fun and tbh..I dont enjoy every single of it. They don't know that shh.. dont tell
Is it too late to be hipster? Maybe it's none too late. Lana Del Rey born a year older than me, but nevertheless, she's the queen of hipster. Beyonce prime time was early 2000s, she's my older classmate but she still reinventing herself to appealing to younger gens by posing in instagram wearing hipster clothing and she might catch up her album material.
Beyonce successfully dive into current mind of youths, well it's not that difficult when you have that much money + creative teams Her lil sis otherwise, a true hipster..not Beyonce.
Childish gambino/Donald Glover is wayyy older than his actual cutey baby face. Bon Iver born older and Grimes also a year older than me? (85?84?)
Maybe my generation is the generator of true hipsterz and Im not being too late. But whatever..it was gone the time Im craving to be accepted, to be in tune with crowd..and the hipster era is on the dawn anyway..
I just enjoying the music in solitude..
Too late to enjoy the fruit of trends..too ooollllllldddddddddd
The culprit might be my difficult personality. But you'll know once you came from my family ^^ sometimes our root halt us to become what we desire to be..and each human capacity is different, each human aspiration is different too. *I happen to be a guy who needs guidance plus a far connection from my upbringing...make me..difficult to be at Beach Party in Ibiza or lounge party in London..am I right? ^^
I'm just knowing "mhy self" (thy self) Stop dreaming, die and hopefuly I have better luck in next life. (If I born human of again 'f course)
*This rant won't blasted in today's scenario since right now I'm officially separated from my parents, which mean I can do the job. But..it was late teens- early 20s- I was a starving college student--- no connection or extra money to get there!! Am I crazy? ^^..and the bad thing about me..if I dont know a family member or friend's family..I can't just latching to a stranger, lick his ass to get to the top? Noooo....dont have that slut character
Plus none of my friends in my area that are into that..
Funny 'cuz 2 of my sisters- they seem really get along with the flow. My second sister (26) is "satisfied" with her asian american- dorky "Christian" American friends- cliche and my "totally American" little sister (18)- she's satisfied with her friends? Maybe Idk..but she definitely satisfied with her musical experience, one thing I dont experience. ^^
She's a regular at showbox sodo, watching concerts of her favorite bands..yeah, she likes band-music. But gosh, compared me to her..I dont taste a glimpse lol ^^
My lil sis is a rock/indie chick- it seems her music getting along just fine in Seattle, play along in 107.7 "The end."
she also like the prototype that kind of music..from my middle school period, early 2000s- The Gorillaz
Maybe the best way to be myself right now is to enjoy a good moment and catch it before it fleeting away..because nothing is perfect and I take my unpleasant experience in positive light, it hurts..no kidding ^^
So..what is it?
Right now..When I find music/ian I like-
-grab a friend, go buy the tickets, enjoy the show, he might not last forever psst..
Now letse..this is a case when an artist refuse to reinventing herself.
She's actually 90s generation but she was a muse for 2004-2006 generation
She ain't changed
The whole things are off putting and look a bit funky imo