Words cant describe how anxious Im today..waiting for tomorrow..
Words cant describe how anxious Im today..waiting for tomorrow..
I erase a notion of hell because that simply doesn't make sense to me..
I heard you get your hand cut eternally (cut and grow back) for petty sin like stealing fruit at the grocery? Wtf?
or your eyes poked over and over again for watching porn?
If you ask hell to medieval people, they're certainly prove this message.
I just simply dont believe hell, I might dont know God's judgement (or 'monolith' God- if he exist), Idk if he's a sociopath-sadistic God or very forgiving?
But the notion of to suffer eternally for petty-human like sin is too much for me to think of hell.
However, some folks like Conn- shooting, soab random violence, murderers..
I think they deserve punishment in hell...
not forever but for period of time, they're doing their time in hell...
I believe everything has consequences..the blood isn't free.
I still have a mad crush on Nick Carter from the Backstreet Boys.
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not gonna happen..too numb
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I'm really touched so many of you took the time to leave a comment on my last post in this thread. I don't want to spam your inboxes saying thank you, but you're support and encouragement means a lot to me.
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My results are out on the day the world is suppose to end.
I am happy with it but at the same time I hate it.
After I take a dump, I like to applaud myself for taking a good poo.
Sometimes I feel like I have to have a glass of wine before filling out a job application.![]()
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In general:
I do not like Humans.
That about cover it, most who know me knew that though.
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How can I clean out my RAM memory in my PC?
I found the solution here: http://answers.yahoo.com/question/in...3093606AAJd5mq
Actually I kind of have question for those who advance in computer/programming...
Does the shortcut really work/ misleading?
Btw..I keep hitting that shortcut whenever my computer slow- without try to investigating/suspicious with that advice..
Idk recently I just realize that I might damaging my computer/no?
So hopefuly someone answer here, if not that's ok
Damn it I want answer!![]()
deja vu. i feel like i'm back in the year 1999 around christmas time. everybody is upbeat and happy and i to no surprise feel the exact opposite. why? i do NOT know. i could do something fucked up to somebody right now and feel good to myself because someone would feel just as i feel at the moment. why should i be in pain alone while folks around me is all feeling good and belittling me at the same time making me feel worse? fuck them. they deserve that shit. and to anybody that doesn't believe me or wants to test my buttons in here and you know who you are, go on ahead and see what will happen to you.
one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry![]()
one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry![]()
you summed it up. pretty much, it sets a spark to a flame where you can say that it'll lower my restraint where i'll start getting too brave to do something like that. it has happened.
but here's something really embarrassing that happened to me just now. went to the gym ready to workout. for some reason, some people in the gym were looking at me kind of funny and i didn't know why. tell me what's wrong with this photo.
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one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry![]()
I pick my nose, eat cold pizza, and talk to myself really loud a lot.
Last edited by wilbur33; December 21st, 2012 at 08:28 PM.
yeah...don't know how it happened. must have been because of the darkness or whatever because there's no light around the front door. thought they were the right shoes. i was working out, looked down to the ground and then bam, wrong shoes.
why the fuck does embarrassing things keep happening to me? man, i wanted to leave BUT then decided to try to play it off like there was nothing wrong.
and it's kind of cold in the gym with that huge fan that they have. some guys like to go there wearing shirts showing off or whatever BUT rather go in a hoodie and all.
one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry![]()
"Live your dream and never wake up." - Liam Payne
well, the reason why i have the hoodie and sweatpants is that i'm skinny and i'm very insecure about the way i look. i don't want other people in the gym to look or treat me like i don't belong there. the other guys in the gym are looking like thor, arnold and wwe wrestlers where they walk like they're about to go super siyan on somebody. you know the gym guy walk where they basically have their arms 2 inches away from their body, all still like they're 100 pounds and etc . i don't want anybody to go like "do you even lift? you're one of the regulars in the gym and you look like you don't even workout. you need to take a protein shake and eat heavy." so with the extra clothes, i can basically not generate that type of attention.
and yeah, it goes get hot sometimes.today was a good day. didn't really sweat but then again, didn't really do any serious exercise. i was tired as hell.
one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry![]()
"Live your dream and never wake up." - Liam Payne
one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry![]()
that's very true. some of these guys don't get it though. you can't even go to the gym to simply exercise without folks trying to push their goals onto you basically trying to discourage you from working out if you're not doing the same thing that they're doing. that's one reason why i'm not a fan of the gym. if a guy isn't looking like this
then they think that you're not doing it right. last year, there was a fitness trainer manager at one of the other branches that basically belittled me and discouraged me to go to the gym just to have me sign up to get one of the fitness trainers ( the fitness trainer that i was working with was cool, have no prob with him). he asked me how long i been to the gym and when i said 2 years, he said "damn, you been here that long and you're not looking super muscular. you're wasting your time." dude was dissing me.
one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry![]()
^ that's why I like going at around 5-6 am, no one is there except a few olds.
"Live your dream and never wake up." - Liam Payne
one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry![]()
Yeah, 24 Hour Fitness, it's early but that's why you end up getting most of the stuff to yourself.![]()
"Live your dream and never wake up." - Liam Payne
one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry![]()
I'm not dominant by nature, and I always view myself as the submissive partner in ANY sexual activity--BUT there is one member on this site that makes me want to shove my cock in his mouth and violently facefuck him. With love, of course.
I don't know why...I just want to.
#creepostatus LOL
There was a poster that really irked me, so I put him on my ignore list. He stopped posting for a little bit, and I was glad. But now he's resurfaced, and even though he's on my ignore list I still have to see him when he bumps threads or is quoted.
Now you've got me curious. Who is it?
^ The same with you, who is it ?
"You may only be one person to the world, but you may also be the world to one person"
- anonymous quote.
i KILLED my headphones last night by accident. just put my knee on the wire while getting up out of bed while i was listening to some music and R.I.P.![]()
one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry![]()
My favorite author, Brian Jacques, passed away last year and I'm just now reading about it. I've been reading his work since I was in grade school. *sigh* I think I might cry after reading his last book.
I don't understand what is going on here lately. :/
Last night I poured a full glass of water on a spider forgetting that spiders do not drown in water. I then had water all over my floor and part of my bed and a very alive spider crawling through my covers.
Yay.
NO, I won't make this thread:
Why Was Christina Aguilera's Life so LEGENDARY?
That BIONIC reign just won't let up.![]()
"Live your dream and never wake up." - Liam Payne
call be a scrooge, but I hate the JUB x-mas changes... do we really need loud crashing sounds every time I load JUB to get me into the holiday spirit?
"killing a man should take long enough for one's conscience to get in the way."
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I'm not familiar with E. Lynn Harris' work, but I've heard his name before. My heart sank so low when I saw Jacques' death date. I haven't had much time at all to read for pleasure in the last few years because I've been so preoccupied with school. Being on Christmas break I took the time to read one of his books over the last couple of days on my Kindle (I downloaded the book well over a year ago but never found time to read it) and when I went to see what he'd released since then I read about his death.
I can't even say how much his work inspired me to read and create. He drove my love for reading when I was little. I went out and bought a copy of his last book, I'm getting it on my Kindle as well, and I also altered the name of the short film that I'm working on as something of a small commemoration. It's going to be hard not having a new book from him to look forward to.
i hate the f-word but this post had me rolling.
http://www.justusboys.com/forum/thre...=1#post8577258
the second page of the thread is. penayforray is a funny dude when he handles his thread backfiring.
one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry![]()
The song below is one I learned in like the Second grade.
This the exception to my not liking seasonal tunes.![]()
one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry![]()
Last night, I was in the middle of typing a post here when I glanced at my left knee and saw a cricket (or beetle, or something...it was huge) on it. I don't know where it came from, but I freaked out, slapped at it, missed, and fucked up my post. It jumped off my knee as I stood up and tried to stomp on it, but it crawled under the counter in front of me. The crack was too little to see under, so I sprayed some windex in there. Then I got on the floor, looked under there with a flashlight and still couldn't see much, let alone the bug. I'm guessing he went too far back in there to get him. I haven't seen him since. He could still be at large. I'm still kinda scared.
Yay, indeed.![]()