im sure alot will be grossed out but listen first. my ex and tried alot of diff stuff and one time he was coming home from a long trip and we were sexting to get us excited for when he got home. he said he wanted a bunch of my loads in his ass which lead him to the idea of me pissing in his ass. when he got home we tried it and he loved it and so did i. on rare occasions we would do it again and sometimes he would piss in my ass which i loved too. we arent together anymore and i missed the feeling of piss in my ass so i thought about having my own piss in my ass and i thought it was hot too. so i started peeing into bottles with a funnel like tip as a cap and shooting my piss in my ass and then id finger myself while i jerked off. it reminded me of how my bf used to pee in me and fuck me. ive also put piss ice cubes that were made of my piss in my ass too. anyone else done anything like this??????