It's so unrealistic for me to see how much my story has touched people here. I honestly never thought that something I wrote at such a young age would be as popular as it is. I started writing this when I was a junior in high school when I hadn't accepted myself yet. This story gave me the ability enter a world where I could let my gay fantasies run freely. In three years, though, I've done a lot of growing and learned a lot about myself, relationships, love, and life. With that said, I don't know if I could go back to a story I wrote during a much younger state of mind. I don't think the same way I did three years ago. I don't see relationships, love, sex, and all that the same way I did three years ago. I'm sorry to say that I have grown away from this story.
That doesn't mean I've given up on writing entirely. I've been wanting to write a new story to upload here for quite some time. I've probably gone through countless ideas and pilots, but none of them were sufficient enough. I'm currently in the process of going through new ideas, so maybe, and I use maybe loosely, there will be a story from me soon.
I do want to thank everyone for the kind comments and support, though. It means a lot to me.
(I'm sorry if this reply got any of your hopes up.)