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    Re: Jess' Story -- I Thought I Knew, Book 3

    Jess' Story
    I Thought I Knew -- Book Three
    Chapter 15

    From Jess' viewpoint

    When I awoke, Paul was cuddled in front of me. His warm butt gently pressed against my crotch. My morning wood was so hard that it ached. I felt surges of pleasure as my cock throbbed and pressed against his firm, warm butt. I don’t think there is a better feeling than to wake up with your hard cock pressing against the warm body of a hot guy. Particularly a special friend.

    I lay there thinking of the possibilities. My cock was within inches of Paul’s tight asshole. I can't describe how fabulous I felt. I wanted to cum. Hell, I wanted to fuck him.

    But in my mind I knew that even more important than sex or getting off was the simple pleasure of awaking up in the morning with Paul still next to me.

    The night before had been only the second time Paul and I had been in any way sexual with each other. And just as important to me it was the second time I had awakened the next morning with Paul still sleeping beside me in my bed.

    I was high on the realization of what was happening in my life. But my thoughts soon shifted to my past and I was almost overcome by the realization of what a complete mess my life had been up to this point. I had been through a rambling series of failed relationships, impulsive affairs, fast fucks and serious disappointments.

    I always tried to be the nice guy. The good friend. The understanding buddy. But for all my efforts, I didn't seem able to create a stable and lasting relationship with anyone -- male or female. There was my futile effort to transform Billy from best friend to lover. My misreading of Justin's interest in me. My first guy fuck with my cousin followed almost immediately by my first female fuck with his sister.

    My relationship history was a mess strewn with countless girls and guys I’d met, hooked up with and then screwed around with. I didn’t know whether to consider my disastrous time with Tolley a near success or my worst failure. It didn’t really matter. I hadn’t succeeded with anything or with anyone I could think of.

    I’d come close to ruining things with Paul, too. So close. Too close.

    I was tired of flailing about looking for a meaningful connection. I wanted something like this. Waking up in the morning with someone I knew. Someone I cared about. Someone who might care about me.

    Having Paul beside me that morning was like a sign of stability. It felt right. It was the kind of thing I'd dreamed of, but never seemed to find.

    I didn't want to spoil it the way I had spoiled everything and everybody I had messed around with in the past. I wanted to take my time. Make sure this was right. Make sure I did it right. I wasn't really sure what that meant or what it might really be like, but the day before had seemed like a pretty good start.

    I didn't need wild sex. I didn't need declarations of love. I needed to be with someone I trusted and cared about. Someone who was interested in me as a person and who I could share my hopes, dreams and fear with.

    I leaned over Paul and kissed him gently. Without waking him, I snuggled back down behind him, nestled my aching cock between his ass cheeks and went back to sleep.

    We awoke together maybe an hour later.

    "How did you sleep?" Paul asked me without so much as lifting his head. Somehow he was aware I was awake.

    "Great!" I said. “The best part was waking up next to you again." I hugged him to me to bring home my point.

    Paul rolled over in my arms, kicking off the sheet, and kissed me. "What do you want to do now?" he asked, his naked body stretched before me.

    I thought about his question for a moment. What did I want to do?

    “Yesterday I shared a slice of my life. Now I'd like to learn something about you. After all if you are gonna be sharing my bed like this, I oughta know who I'm waking up with." I smiled at him.

    Paul sat up in bed and scooted so he was resting with his back against the headboard. "My life has been pretty boring. I guess I’m petty boring. There's really nothing to tell. I am the only child of overly protective, overbearing parents." He shrugged as though to say, There’s nothing more to tell.

    "So then tell me about your friends. You must have had friends . . . like from high school . . . teams or clubs . . . neighbors . . . a secret fuck buddy," I said trying to coax him into sharing with me the way I had shared with him.

    "I didn't have any close friends. I spent most of my free time in high school locked in my room . . . reading."

    "Then tell me about what you read," I said spontaneously, realizing before the last word was even out of my mouth that I probably knew the answer. I wished I’d learn to think before I spoke.

    Paul looked away from me. I couldn’t see his face. He probably didn’t want me to.
    Don’t fuck this up, I told myself. Make things right with him.

    I wanted to take my question back. But it was too late. I rested my face against his thigh and hugged his legs. I hoped he understood that I didn’t mean to hurt him or cause him pain. What an idiot I am.

    “I think you probably know,” he said, still not looking at me. After another long pause, he looked me directly in the eyes and said, “I read about you. All the stuff you did with Billy and Justin. But mostly I was reading about you.

    “ Of course, I read a lot of other porno stories too. And I looked at pictures of guys doing all kinds of stuff to each other .And some videos too. . What I saw online was amazing!

    “But almost every day I read about you, or dreamed about you. I could sit in my room alone for hours imagining I was with you and that I was part of your story. I know you really don’t want to hear about this . . . but you asked. The truth is, I spent years of my life reading and dreaming about you.”

    Paul sounded so sincere dredging these memories up from deep inside. I could tell that his memories of that time were mixed with the pain and loneliness. I can’t say I understood exactly what it was like for him growing up like that, but I wanted to.

    “I want to know all about it,” I told him, trying my best to convey the sincerity of what I was saying. “I want to understand. Please, tell me.”

    “Do you really want to know?” The surprise in Paul’s voice was unmistakable.

    “Yes, I really do.”

    Paul started off hesitantly, telling me first about his parents. Deeply religious. Conservative. Right-wing. And what they tried to instill in him. Television was a “portal to corruption of the spirit.” The internet was “an occasion for sin.”

    He was their only child and they loved him very much. Perhaps too much. They had tried so hard to mold him into a model of themselves.

    He told me that he had been a very good student. Done very well in school. Perhaps too well. As he got older he eventually came to realize he was sort of nerdy. He was one of those kids who preferred reading alone in their rooms to the company of other kids. Somehow being with other kids his age never seemed to work out so well.

    Paul said he had known since he was about 10 that he wasn’t like the other kids in more ways than just being smarter. He didn’t know he was gay. He didn’t even know what gay was. He just knew he was different.

    When he was 12, with the help of his favorite teacher, he convinced his parents to allow him to have a computer so that he could have better access to educational stuff that wasn’t available in his small town school.

    His parents had lots of rules and checked on him all the time trying to make sure he was not getting into all the things they feared. “That’s when I realized the only way they knew what I was looking at was for me to show them. They didn’t know a thing about computers or how to use them,” Paul said. “They just kept asking, ‘Are you talking to any strangers?’ It had never occurred to me to talk to anyone, or even that I could.

    “But almost immediately I had stumbled across sex sites. They seemed to pop up everywhere. I was still a little too young to cum, but not too young to realize that looking at those pictures and stimulating myself felt really good.

    “Of course, I was really conflicted, because I knew it was a sin and that kids who did that were probably going to hell. At least that’s what I’d always been taught. So I looked at porn and played with myself and then begged god not to send me to hell for it.

    “I learned pretty fast that no matter how much I prayed, I couldn’t stop myself from looking at porno. And looking at porn was certain to lead to . . .” He didn’t finish that sentence. He didn’t need to. His wicked grin said it all. Finally he was smiling.

    “How much time did you spend looking at pornos?” I asked.

    “Pretty much every night for an hour or so. Do you think that’s weird?” he asked me.

    “I don’t know. I mean it isn’t what I did. I didn’t even see gay porn until I met Justin my senior year of high school,” I said.

    “Yeah, I know,” Paul said. “But I didn’t start off looking at gay porn. I didn’t know anyone like Justin to teach me about that stuff. So I didn’t discover that until I was almost 15. But when I did . . .” he shook his head back and forth as though he could hardly believe what he was saying . . . “I really was hooked. I don’t know what site I found first, but all of sudden I was looking at guys not much older than me with these enormous penises that were so big. I guess mine was still growing back then. Those guys looked so huge!

    “Seeing these kids doing all this stuff . . . I was fascinated. I loved looking at it. It literally took my breath away. That first night I saw gay porn I masturbated until I couldn’t cum anymore. It really hurt that last time and I had to stop.

    “A few months later I found JustUsBoys and that’s when I started reading . . . even more than looking at the pictures. If the story was good, I could really get into it.

    “It was just as I was getting ready to start my freshman year in college that Hardreader started writing your story. I think I saw it the day he started it. It was August 2007. Within three weeks I was so hooked on your story. I read every chapter three or four times waiting for the next chapter to arrive.

    “Every time I read your story, no matter how many times I had read it before, I still got aroused. I still had an orgasm at least once each time I read it. Sometimes I could cum even more. I read all the comments and . . . “

    “Did you ever make a comment or send me a message?” I interrupted.

    “I couldn’t have done that. I was way too afraid someone would find out if I did that. I didn’t know how they’d figure out who I was, but I couldn’t take the chance. And I don’t think I could admit to myself at that point that I was gay or bi or whatever that made me.”

    “Do you think there are a lot of guys out there like you were?” I asked.

    “I didn’t back then. I thought I was the only one too afraid to comment. Too uncertain. It made me feel very alone and I guess that’s why I spent so much time thinking about you and all the guys who did commented. Especially young guys like me . Guys who were having orgasms reading about you and not afraid to tell the world. And then I’d cum thinking about that. It was like I couldn’t stop thinking about it. Thinking about you, I mean.”

    My head was still resting on Paul’s thigh as he talked. As he talked about reading about me and Billy and Justin. It was then that I realized he was completely hard. His cock jutting up against my hair. I wondered if my hair was tickling his cock. The thought of that made my cock twitch with excitement. I was so close to his hard-on, I could feel the heat from his cock warming my face.

    I couldn’t resist lifting my head a little so I could get a better look at this raging cock and his beautiful balls. I was astonished at how hard he was, because I was pretty sure he hadn’t so much as touched himself to get that hard.

    I looked from his cock up into his eyes. He’d been watching me watching him. He looked embarrassed as I flashed him my special smile.

    “That’s impressive,” I said and made a show of looking back down at his awesome cock. Then I lowered my head just a little and let my tongue trace its way up the underside of his cock from his nuts to the very tip. The feel of his cock flesh, hard and throbbing, against my wet tongue. Oh my god it felt so good to touch him in that special way. It sent surges of blood to my cock and fueled my need to have this guy.

    I was so happy to be there with Paul. So close. So at ease with each other. So casual in our closeness. Nothing between us. I gave the end of his cock a little kiss. I could just taste a trace of pre-cum. “Nice,” I said, looking at him again. I licked my lips to make my point.

    Listening to Paul talk about his lonely childhood, growing up with nothing to do but read and look at porn and jack off, had made me happy, but also sad. It made me want to cheer him up. But I didn’t know how, except with sex.

    “Would you like me to suck that monster for you?” I asked. It sounds kind of stupid now, but it was the only thing I could think to do. I’m such an idiot sometimes.

    “So I guess you’ve heard enough about me. Am I boring you?” he asked, but with a hesitation in his voice as though he was a little hurt and maybe afraid to hear my answer.

    “No, not at all. I just . . . Oh, well , never mind, just keep telling me like you were,” I said.

    “Well, there really isn’t much more to tell. What do you want to know?”

    I had to think about that for a minute. As much as I wanted to share my life with Paul and to have him share his life with me, I realized I wasn’t really very good at it. I’d never done it before.

    “So what was your favorite part of the story . . . of ‘I Thought I Knew’?” It was all I could think to ask. I knew it was a question H.R. asked readers all the time when they would first write to him.

    “You probably think I’m going to say the hot tub scene with you and Billy and Justin, or the final scene where you ask both of them to make love to you to see what that is like. But it isn’t either of those. Not that I didn’t use those images dozens of times to . . . you know . . . get off.

    “But my favorite . . . “ Paul paused. “Can I read my favorite part to you? I can use your laptop to look it up.”

    A couple of minutes later we were sitting naked on the side of my bed, my laptop in Paul’s lap. His hard-on pointing up so straight, so close to his abs, it wasn’t really much in his way.

    “Here it is,” Paul said and cleared his throat. “You were in Justin’s room for the
    first time and he was going to show you how to give a blowjob by giving you one.”

    “I remember that day very well,” I said and couldn’t help but smile as I recalled what had happened.

    “As I read this, I’m reading your words and thoughts. It’s your chapter to tell, but it starts with Justin talking to you” Paul said and he began to read:

    Justin says, “I think you’ll see that you’re not the first person to suddenly realize he was gay and had to figure out what to do. Fortunately, you’ve got me.”

    And then you say: And with that Justin stuck out his long tongue and licked my cock. I jumped back.

    “Bad start,” Justin said. “I should stop messing around and get serious. You need help.”

    “Kind of like I did to you a minute ago,” I said. Paul just smiled back at me and started reading again:

    As I had so often this evening, I said nothing, but I was feeling a little weak in the knees. “Can I sit down?” I finally said and I sat on the bare mattress on his bed.

    “Sure. Make yourself comfortable. Now imagine you’re Billy and I’m you. If you have any questions about what I’m doing or why, ask. If my mouth isn’t full, I’ll try my best to answer. OK? Ready?”

    “OK.”

    Justin cupped my cock and balls in both his hands and then leaned forward and started licking. First my cock and then my balls. Then back to my cock. He was right. He was good at this. I thought Billy’s handjob was nice. This was better.

    I didn’t need to tell Justin I liked it. My cock was already telling him as it stretched out in his hands. Wet with his spittle, he was now gently stroking my cock, licking it, stroking it. God it was getting hard really fast. Standing straight up, presenting its sensitive underside to his tongue, giving him a rock hard column to stroke and lick.

    And then he said, “Ready?” I didn’t know what he meant, but before I could inquire as directed, he had begun to suck on my cockhead, slurping it in and out between his lips. I looked down and he was looking up, my cockhead in his smiling lips. His fist wrapped gently around my shaft. His saliva dripping down around my nuts. I was fascinated by the view. I loved the sensation.

    He stopped and lifted his head enough so my cock was standing free just in front of his warm, welcoming lips. “Remember what I’m doing. Go slow. Watch your teeth that you don’t scratch him. Dicks don’t like teeth.”

    I could feel his breath on my cock as he talked and couldn’t resist leaning forward to get my cock closer to his lips. So this is what blowjobs were like?

    And then he started again. I gasped.

    “Are you going to cum?”

    “No,” I said. “Not yet.”

    “Let me know if you’re gonna cum. That’s important.”

    And he went back to caressing my cockhead with his lips, stroking my cock with one hand and now pinching one of my nipples with the other.

    I was so hard listening to Paul read that passage from my life. H.R. had gotten it just right and it had been an unforgettable moment. Not just for me, but apparently for Paul too. I started to think about all the guys like Paul who had read it and then . . .

    I got down on my knees in front of Paul and took hold of his hard cock, just as Justin had taken hold of mine. I took him in my mouth. His cock was so hard and warm. It fit perfectly in my mouth. Big but not too big. In an instant I was started to suck and lick and massage Paul’s hard cock with my mouth.

    He set the laptop to the side and placed his hands on either side of my head. Not directing me, but just touching me. With Paul’s gentle hands holding my face, I did for him what Justin had done so well for me.

    My head bobbed, my tongue swirled. I played with his incredible nuts as they pulled up in their nut sack tighter and tighter. His warm cock seemed like the only thing I wanted or needed.

    As I sucked on his warm hard cock, Paul was moaning and sometimes sort of purring in what seemed like ecstasy to me. His eyes were closed. His gentle hands and fingers wandered about my neck and shoulders. His hips made small thrusts, pushing his aching cock between my moist lips. Rubbing his taut cockhead against the roof of my mouth. My saliva flowed freely, dripping down his hard cock.

    I paused long enough to says, “Let me know if you’re gonna cum. That’s important,” echoing Justin’s warning to me more than three years earlier.

    “Your mouth feels so good on my cock, I can’t imagine anything better,” Paul said, sounding slightly dazed.

    I started sucking on Paul’s cockhead, moving my mouth up and down a little as my hand stroked his saliva-covered cock. I loved the feel of his hard shaft in my hand. I loved the smell of his body so close to mine. I loved letting my fingers run across his nut sack. I gave a slight tug to his large, firm nuts.

    I was as hard as Paul and completely intoxicated by the moment. I had loved it when Justin had sucked me off and I wanted this to be every bit as good for Paul.

    I paused a moment, fearing Paul might be too close to cumming. I was entranced as I watched my own fingers move gently up and down his shaft. I licked his nut, sucking in the right and then the left. With a little effort and help from my right hand I managed to get both his nuts in my mouth. I sucked them as hard as I could and pulled at them with my mouth. All the time my hand glided slowly up and down Paul’s throbbing shaft. His moans grew louder. I could sense the change in his breathing. His hands became erratic as they moved across my flesh. His body tensed.

    I stopped again. His cock glistening in front of my face. Twitching. Leaking just a little. The seam that ran up the underside of his long shaft was a bit irregular, I noted. The thick purple veins twisted erotically around his love muscle.

    I loved studying this man. Taking in every part of him. Getting to know him as I had known no other.

    “Please finish me,” Paul finally begged me.

    I didn’t need to be asked twice. I took his shaft between my lips and eased it to the back of my mouth. I relaxed and slowly slid his cock down my throat and held it there . . . as long as I could. Caressing his cock with my throat muscles. My lips pressing into Paul’s pubes. My nose pressed into them as well. I felt impaled by his cock in the most wonderful way. I wanted him deeper. I wanted him completely inside me.

    Having his hard, throbbing cock buried in my throat was such a wonderful feeling for me. Knowing how I pleasured him. Knowing how long he had waited for his moment.

    I couldn’t hold him there any longer and began to ease his cock back into my mouth. It seemed to swell as I felt it sliding against my tongue. To get hotter as I pressed it against the ridges in the roof of my mouth.

    “Jess,” Paul called out as though in warning. My mouth was flooded with his cum. So much cum in his first blast that it ran from the corners of my mouth. I felt his warm slime running down my chin and my neck. I swallowed fast and hard, trying to lock the memory of Paul’s taste in my mind. His smell, too. And his heat, the little sounds he made. Everything about him. I wanted to remember it all.

    He came another large load, but not too much to hold and swallow. Then several more. I took them all as I listened to his moans and his murmurs of “Oh fuck! Oh fuck!”

    At last he was spent and fell backwards on my bed, his softening cock sliding from my lips. A funny little sound as my lips closed.

    I looked at Paul. He was so quickly sweeping away all my doubts. All my cares. All my limitations. He was so perfect. So much what I wanted and needed in my life just then.

    I stood in front of him, my hard, needy cock in my hand. I began to jerk my cock with reckless abandon. Hard. Fast. Furiously. Forcing my cum to rise. In only seconds I felt the surge begin. My nuts tighten. My knees go weak.

    Cum spewed from my cock and sprayed across Paul’s exhausted and spent nakedness. He was a mess of my cum from his nipples to his cock. It pooled in his navel and trickled down his sides. I’d covered him in my juice. It was so fucking great!

    Then completely spent and satisfied, I sprawled my sweaty body across his. I felt my cum oozing between us. Felt my cock go soft as it pressed against his abs.

    In my mind I guess it was how I had always wished Justin had finished teaching me. He’d taught me well. But I was not Justin. I was Jess at last. And with Paul I hoped I could find my own way.

    I opened my mouth as I kissed Paul and struggled with myself to tell him I
    thought I was falling in love with him.

    I pulled away from our kiss and looked into his eyes. I wanted to speak, but couldn’t seem to find the words.

    Paul was staring so hard back at me as though waiting for me to speak.

    Finally Paul spoke filling the silence between us. “I know. I know. Thank you.” And he took me in his arms and held me.

    To Be Continued . . .

    Thanks for continuing to read our project. I hope you will leave a comment for us to let the guys know what you're thinking. I'll be back in abut a week with a new episode. Until then, stay happy. And stay hard!
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    Re: Jess' Story -- I Thought I Knew, Book 3

    Awesome addition to this story! The final line is the best portion of it in my opinion and can only hope, I will one day have that as well.

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    Re: Jess' Story -- I Thought I Knew, Book 3

    I love it. Jess, always the romantic.

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    Re: Jess' Story -- I Thought I Knew, Book 3

    Jess & Paul,
    Thank you for continuing to share these most intimate of moments and emotions with us.

    Jess, I could tell that you felt like you'd come full circle since your experience with Justin - only moreso, because now you've made the mantle of teacher, mentor your own, and added in that special something that wasn't there between you and Justin - tender caring, budding love, hope for a lifetime with this, your potential soulmate.

    Because, clearly, that's what this chapter of your lives was all about. It wasn't about "taking care of" Paul's raging hard on - that was the whipped cream, slowly dripping down the sundae. (OK, bit of a bad pun, but you know what I mean, lol.)

    I am truly glad that you've found each other, and continue to share your love with one another, and grow in that love - even if you couldn't use the "word" back then.

    HR, a masterfully sensitive recounting of their intimate time together.
    Even the "rerun" mini-section of your work. It was brought fresh, new, alive with even more purpose as the "flashback" brought to life that it was.

    Thank you all, once again. You help many guys hold hope out for themselves of a similarly blessed life, somewhere down the road.



    And I know, if I'll only be true, to this glorious quest . . .

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    Re: Jess' Story -- I Thought I Knew, Book 3

    Beautiful, and sensitive ... Seems like they could be soulmates ...

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    Re: Jess' Story -- I Thought I Knew, Book 3

    I love all the details about Paul in this chapter and can't help but wonder how liberating it must have been for him to tell Jess the story of his repressed childhood and then get a mindblowing blow job. Paul definitely appeals to those readers out there raised in households where religion was supreme and sexuality was taboo. I definitely relate with Paul when he talks about the internet being his only outlet for his gay feelings...and thank god my parents, like his, didn't know a thing about computers because they would've found tons of clips of "cute skaters" blowing their loads saved on the hard drive. Jess really comes into his own in this chapter shedding lots of the baggage from the past screwy incidents...DonQuixote, above, probably says it best about Jess coming full circle.

    HR--this is another beautifully written chapter...you sure know how to describe a cock--loved the details about the veins and all. Your chapters always warm my day up and leave my boxers damp with prejizz....keep up the good work.

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    Re: Jess' Story -- I Thought I Knew, Book 3

    Yes, another beautiful chapter again on several levels. It is wonderful to know there are men out there like Jess and Paul. And I feel bless to know them if only through HR's work. Oh would I love to be able to count them as a real in the flesh friend. This story has touched many guys and I count myself in the mix. And I thought I knew!
    Thanks HR for this master piece.

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    Re: Jess' Story -- I Thought I Knew, Book 3

    " Until then, stay happy. And stay hard!"

    After THAT ... how can I possibly Not???

    DAMN! This just keeps getting better and Better!! (On SO Many levels!!)

    AWESOME!!

    Keep smilin'!!
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    Re: Jess' Story -- I Thought I Knew, Book 3

    It's nice to know there's still some love in the world :P

    I kid, I kid.

    You know what they say. Actions speak louder than words.. I think there was a *lot* of communication going on there, eh?

    Sometimes it's much easier to show someone you love them than to say it... even if you aren't totally sure you do. And I mean that with any type of love, among friends, siblings, other misc. family, and significant others.

    Sorry for not commenting for a while. And thank you, once again, for relating this tale to us, HR! And Jess and Paul, thank you for living it!

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    Re: Jess' Story -- I Thought I Knew, Book 3

    Another great chapter! HR you could be a best selling author if you wanted to. It's always nice to read how someone feels about someone else and actually feel what they're feeling. HR you have the gift of channeling what Jess and Paul are feeling through these hot chapters and into my very core. It helps that I'm naturally empathetic. And from what I recently learned in my psych class, I'm assuming it must run somewhere in my family. Jess and Paul I want to thank you again for sharing your most intimate and heartfelt moments with us! There aren't many who would share such details of their real life and I'm glad that you decided to share with us. And Jess I'd say that you're doing a fantastic job in finding your own way! Can't wait for the next chapter....I guess I'll have to stay as hard as I am now until then.lol Time to go clean up.

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    Jess and Paul I want to thank you again for sharing your most intimate and heartfelt moments with us! There aren't many who would share such details of their real life and I'm glad that you decided to share with us. And Jess I'd say that you're doing a fantastic job in finding your own way! Can't wait for the next chapter....I guess I'll have to stay as hard as I am now until then.lol Time to go clean up.
    You should know about sharing 'intimate and heartfelt' moments. I read the project you did with Hardreader. It was very good, but sort of sad to me.

    I don't think you have read the most intimate things Jess and I have to reveal. I have Hardreader's outline for the story and you can be certain that at least as far as I am concerned what he are going to be sharing is a lot more intimate.

    I've heard Hardreader talking about you and I know you won't stay hard all week. Not if you cum as often as he says you do. I hope that isn't too intimate. lol

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    Quote Originally Posted by MyBFCallsMePaul View Post
    You should know about sharing 'intimate and heartfelt' moments. I read the project you did with Hardreader. It was very good, but sort of sad to me.

    I don't think you have read the most intimate things Jess and I have to reveal. I have Hardreader's outline for the story and you can be certain that at least as far as I am concerned what he are going to be sharing is a lot more intimate.

    I've heard Hardreader talking about you and I know you won't stay hard all week. Not if you cum as often as he says you do. I hope that isn't too intimate. lol

    - Paul
    Yeah my story was/is bittersweet. I may not have read the most intimate things that you two have done thus far, but what you've shared with us so far was very powerful and heartfelt. You guys are some amazing people to have the courage to do that. I was terrified to do that mini with HR, but at the same time I was excited and my excitement of sharing a story for people to read and comment on won out.

    LOL I didn't choose this username for nothing you know. Being a virgin at my age can have that effect.lol And don't worry, you can be as intimate as you like....I can assure you I don't mind at all.

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    Sorry it has taken me so long to post. It is gettign harder and harder to find time to do things.

    Jess this was such an amazing chapter. From the words that HR has chossen to describe what happened, it sounds like yours and Pauls relationships is starting off great. And i hope that it stays that way. Tho i know life can get in the way of that.

    Paul, i do hope that we get to see more Intimate things with you and jess. And also the love that you share for each other.
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    I can hardly believe the week has gone by already and it's time for another episode of "Jess' Story." All is going well and it should b ready to post tomorrow.

    So without further delay, gentlemen, the mailbag:


    justright25 -- "Awesome addition to this story! The final line is the best portion of it in my opinion and can only hope, I will one day have that as well." In case of you were too busy to check to see what justright25 was referring to: "I pulled away from our kiss and looked into his eyes. I wanted to speak, but couldn’t seem to find the words. Paul was staring so hard back at me as though waiting for me to speak. Finally Paul spoke filling the silence between us. 'I know. I know. Thank you.' And he took me in his arms and held me." Indeed, I think Jess and Paul would both agree, Paul was the man of the hour.

    thermodynamics -- "I love it. Jess, always the romantic." I think in this book, we have a matched pair of romantics . . . each in his own special way.

    BADgreek -- "Awww, you guys are consistently raising the bar here! How could two guys possibly be so sweet? HR, I daresay you got this right as I just don't have the words to describe how truly awesome this chapter was..." I guess BADgreek is basically agreeing with me . . . or me with him.

    DonQuixote -- "Jess & Paul, Thank you for continuing to share these most intimate of moments and emotions with us. Jess, I could tell that you felt like you'd come full circle since your experience with Justin - only moreso, because now you've made the mantle of teacher, mentor your own, and added in that special something that wasn't there between you and Justin - tender caring, budding love, hope for a lifetime with this, your potential soulmate." With all due respect to Justin as a teacher to Jess, I think Jess wears the teacher mantle with even more care and love than most anyone I have known.

    Bodhi1 -- "Beautiful, and sensitive ... Seems like they could be soulmates ..." A slight correction: Seems like they are soulmates.

    blahster -- "I love all the details about Paul in this chapter and can't help but wonder how liberating it must have been for him to tell Jess the story of his repressed childhood and then get a mindblowing blow job. Paul definitely appeals to those readers out there raised in households where religion was supreme and sexuality was taboo." Thanks, because we both put a lot of effort into getting that chapter just right.

    bmark_packard -- "It is wonderful to know there are men out there like Jess and Paul. And I feel bless to know them if only through HR's work. Oh would I love to be able to count them as a real in the flesh friend. This story has touched many guys and I count myself in the mix." Then it is for guys just like you that we write this project. Thank you.

    Kyanimal -- "After THAT ... how can I possibly Not??? DAMN! This just keeps getting better and Better!! (On SO Many levels!!)" Kyanimal, how many times a day do you usually say "how can i possibly Not? " I thought that was your mantra.

    Anonymous -- "Sometimes it's much easier to show someone you love them than to say it... even if you aren't totally sure you do. And I mean that with any type of love, among friends, siblings, other misc. family, and significant others." I think Jess would agree with you completely. Maybe Paul too.

    PerpetuallyHard312 -- "It's always nice to read how someone feels about someone else and actually feel what they're feeling. HR you have the gift of channeling what Jess and Paul are feeling through these hot chapters and into my very core." PH, you're such a flatterer!

    TimWhite07 -- "Jess this was such an amazing chapter. From the words that HR has chossen to describe what happened, it sounds like yours and Pauls relationships is starting off great. And i hope that it stays that way. Tho i know life can get in the way of that." You know life so well, Tim. Yes, there may be a stumbling block or two ahead.

    I want to thank so many of you who have recently rated this project. It is very encouraging for all of us involved.

    So until I post the newest episode tomorrow, stay happy. And stay hard!
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    I'm done with the whole reading thing. This third book is so much more romantic. Jess, Paul, you guys are lovely. =)

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    First a little addendum to the mailbag:

    WildBeast -- "I'm done with the whole reading thing. This third book is so much more romantic. Jess, Paul, you guys are lovely." For those of you who missed his earlier post, WildBeast is a newcummer to the "I Thought I Knew" series, having just finished Books I & II and caught up now with Book III. So welcome, WildBeast, as you begin to read your first episode along with all our other fans. I hope you enjoy and will comment often. By the way, I like your name.

    NothingtoSay -- "I thought I posted a comment but I guess I didn't. Well what can I say that the other posters haven't said already? I guess I can say that I'm glad that Jess and Paul have connected. It's always good reading about people who care about each other very much. Argh I'm going to stop now since I can't put into words what I want to say." You always seem to think you have nothing to say, but you always say the nicest things. Don't worry about being late with a comment. We're just glad to have you along for the ride.

    Jess' Story
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    Chapter 16

    From Paul's viewpoint

    Jess and I didn’t waste any time getting to know each other better. I virtually moved into his place for the next couple of weeks. We spent hours talking and sharing our lives. We spent almost as much time exploring each other in even more personal ways. More intimate ways. More sexual ways.

    We had our limit. We set it early. I don’t know who said it first, but it doesn’t really matter. We both agreed. No penetration! That was fine with me. At least for then. There was so much else to experience. Especially for me.

    I was hard almost continually those first weeks together. I’d wake up hard. Not like my normal morning wood. Waking up hard felt more sexual and less . . . I don’t know, maybe less clinical. Especially since I was waking up cuddled against Jess or Jess cuddled against me. It seemed like even before we were really awake we’d start rubbing, stroking, sucking and whatever. Sometimes we’d make each other cum. Sometimes we didn’t. But we always kept each other hard and feeling so good.

    For so many years I’d had to take care of my own needs. Don’t get me wrong. Masturbating is great. I really enjoy it. But having Jess to make me cum was something else completely. The feel of his hand on my penis. Ohhh! The intimate warmth of him touching me there. In that way. He knew just how to make me fell so good and cum really hard. I noticed right away that with him I not only came harder, but I usually came more. I liked both.

    Making Jess cum or having him get my cum was a wonderful experience. I loved everything about it. I’d probably always had a cum fetish, but I’d never been able to explore it so fully before. All I had been able to do was to get myself while watching porn or reading about other guys cumming.

    As much time as Jess and I were spending keeping each other sexually aroused, we still didn’t do everything. I remember asking Jess to “69” with me on like the second or third day.

    “There’ll be plenty of time for that,” Jess told me. “Right now you should focus on what I’m doing to you. And what you’re doing to me. I learned with Justin and Billy that it’s easy to get overloaded with all the sensations. You need time to adjust, to learn, to experience what all those feelings are like and what you like. You can reach overload really fast. It can spoil the whole thing.”

    I had to trust what Jess was saying, because I had no experiences of my own. And I had to keep my mouth closed. When Jess would refer to Justin and Billy that way, my mind wanted me to say something like, “Yeah, like when you were in the hot tub and . . .”

    But I learned fast that if Jess hadn’t told me about some event in his life, I had to pretend I didn’t know anything about it. It was like I had to forget that I ever read “I Thought I Knew.” I had to pretend that I didn’t really know anything about Jess’ life.

    There was so much going on. Like a day or so after we got back together, I was talking to Jess about something. I don’t remember what it was, but we were both naked and hard and probably playing with each other. His cell rang.

    He started talking to whoever it was. I picked up the big bottle of lube we kept handy and started lubing up my own cock. It felt so good to get a fresh coat of lube on. My hand could glide up and down so nice and smooth. I could control the friction so much better. Or better yet, Jess could glide his hand up and down my cock and control the friction. I’d never used a real lube before I met Jess. This was so great!

    Anyway, so I was stroking with the fresh lube when I realized Jess must be talking to Billy. It was about then that Jess started playing with my hard cock again. He let me play with his cock, too. And all the time he kept talking to Billy as though he was home alone. Not doing anything at all.

    I didn’t have a clue what they were talking about. I think maybe some argument Billy was having with Justin. Anyway after a while I could tell Billy must have asked him what he was doing, because he said, “Talking with a friend and stuff.”

    Of course, I couldn’t hear what Billy said so the conversation only made a little sense. But when Jess started talking to Billy about me, I could tell right away. It was unreal. It was like I was in their story. But also in their lives. Their real lives. It didn’t seem possible. It didn’t seem real.

    “No he’s just sitting here with me now.”

    I could hardly believe he could call this “just sitting here.” Knowing who he was talking to had already brought me close to going over the edge a few minutes earlier. When he said that to Billy, I had to grab his hand and take it off my penis or I was going to cum. The ache in my nuts. The throbbing in my cock. The extreme sensitivity to even the slightest movement or touch! Knowing Jess was talking to Billy . . . about me! . . . amplified the whole thing.

    Jess went right on talking. I sat there. My cock aching hard. Jutting straight up. Still not sure that my cum wasn’t going to start flowing on its own. I was more than close. I tried to breath deep and relax as I listened to Jess talk to Billy.

    “I guess . . . yeah . . . I think he is sort of special.” Jess flashed me that great smile.

    I couldn’t believe he had just said that about me to Billy. I spontaneously leaned in and kissed him on the lips, almost knocking his cell from his hand. I felt my cock pressing up against him. I didn’t even know what part. I just knew I was pressing against him and risking cumming on him right then.

    Jess finally broke my kiss, pulling back so he could tell Billy, “Yeah, he did. He likes kissing me.”

    “Yeah, he’s a real good kisser. Real good!”

    As I continued to listen to half the conversation, Jess started playing with my cock again. I couldn’t resist. I started playing with Jess’ cock too. It felt so good to be listening in on this conversation and at the same time playing with my friend. We were both getting closer and closer. I could tell just looking at Jess how close he was getting.

    I guess Billy must have been talking. Jess had been quiet for a while. Jess started breathing hard. I could feel his body tense. He let out a little “Ohhhh!” as I swirled my hand around his hot, super-hard cockhead with a fresh glob of lube.

    “Yeah, he is and yeah I think I’m gonna.“

    Billy must have said something and then Jess said, “It’s OK but . . .” He let out a deep groan from the depths of his guts. “Hang on, I think he wants to make me blow my load for him. He’s got me so hard. I’m so close.”

    Jess was quiet listening to Billy for a few seconds and then Jess said to me, “I think Billy wants to listen as you get me off. OK?”

    “Sure,” I said, realizing at that moment that Jess wanted to put on a kind of show for Billy. To let him know he was with someone. Someone he was close to. I wondered if this was just what they did as friends or was this a little bit of revenge of some kind? I didn’t really care. I was loving every minute of what was happening.

    I hadn’t said a word up until that point, at least not that Billy could hear. But I decided to make myself more visible or maybe more real to Billy. So I asked Jess in a voice loud enough for Billy to hear over the phone, “Do you want me to keep working your cock like this, or should I suck you off again?”

    “What you’re doing is so great. You’ve got great hands. Just keep going. I’m really close.”

    Jess was groaning again. I guess Billy must have been talking. I was doing my best to give Jess the best handjob I’d ever given him. I guess maybe I wanted to send a message to Billy too. I didn’t know exactly what or why, but I wanted to be part of all of this.

    “Yeah,” Jess said into his cell, ”He’s really good. He’s so hot.”

    “Yeah, you’d like him. A lot!”

    “No, I haven’t known him for too long.”

    “He could be. I hope so cuz he’s . . . Oh, fuck! Oh mother of . . . Sorry Billy . . . Oh god, oh god oh god!” Jess voice was kind of guttural and sexy as he almost yelled into the phone, "I'm cumming. Oh fuck, yeah!"

    Jess let loose a blast of cum that sprayed his face. More cum splattered his chest and my arm. Really thick, gray, creamy cum. The kind that stays where it lands as a glob and doesn’t just trickle off. I could feel its warmth on my arm. See the stringy ropes of cum on Jess’ face and chest. I could make out almost every blast of his cum. See the thick trail of jizz each had left.

    It was an awesome show. It almost made me cum just seeing it. Smelling it. Felling it. Jess' cum continued to flow over my fingers and drip down onto his nuts. He muttered and groaned into his cell as he stared into my eyes with what looked to me like pure lust and happiness all mixed together.

    I was still stroking Jess slow and gentle, working his cum. Using it as fresh lube. Lots of fresh lube. I could feel it and hear it squish between my fingers and between my palm and his slowly softening cock.

    My slow stroking must have been too much because Jess suddenly squirmed and sort of squealed, I guess from the intensity of the sensations. As his cock continued to soften and he continued an intermittent conversation of sorts with Billy about how good it felt, I started wondering if I was going to have to get myself off or what.

    Then Jess jolted me from those thoughts by saying to Billy, “Maybe you should talk to him while I get him off.” And a moment later he was holding the phone out to me to talk to Billy.

    Talk about not being ready! I took the phone and looked to Jess for help. Like, what was I supposed to say?

    He just shrugged and then took my cock in his hand and started working it with his magic fingers. It felt like velvet stroking my cock, It wasn’t going to take much stroking to get my cum. Jess worked my little foreskin across the head of my cock, kind of like I do for myself. It felt perfect to me.

    With Jess getting me so close to the edge I could hardly think, I managed to say “Hi, Billy,” and then I went silent. I had no idea what else to say.

    “Hey, Paul, you good and hard right now?” I couldn’t believe he knew my name. I’m pretty sure Jess had never said it while they were talking.

    “Yeah, I am. I'm really hard. How do you know my name?”

    “Are you big and thick and leaking lots of pre? Jess has told me about you and how you figured out who he was. So is he sucking you or jerking you off?

    “He’s jerking me off. And . . .” He’d asked me so many questions I wasn’t sure I remembered them all. “If Hardreader is telling the truth I’m probably about the same size as you and Jess when I’m hard, but I don’t leak like you and Justin do.”

    I’d hardly said the words “He’s jerking me off” when Jess started to scoot to the front edge of the sofa cushion. As he did, he was pushing one of my legs out of the way so it was left hanging off the edge of the sofa. My one foot on the floor.

    Jess ended up half with one of his knees on the floor. His other leg on the sofa. His body sprawled like he was humping the front edge of the sofa cushion. His face buried in my crotch. Licking my cock and nuts. Inhaling my funky smell.

    “Oh! That feels so good. Suck me. Just suck me!” I all but screamed as Jess sucked my cock deep into his mouth. Then into the phone, I said, “Oh my god! He’s sucking my cock. He’s sucking my cock right down his throat. Oh fuck! This is so hot!”

    “Tell me what it feels like,” Billy begged, his voice all excited.

    “His mouth is so warm and wet and I can feel as he sucks my cockhead and pumps my penis with his hand. Oh my god! I’m gonna cum! I'm gonna cum so hard!”

    “Cum in his mouth! Cum in his fucking mouth! Cream him,” Billy seemed to shout into my ear so loud I know Jess could hear him clearly.

    Just hearing Billy say that and seeing my cock buried deep in Jess’ mouth and feeling the amazing sensations as he swirled his tongue around it and pulled at my testicles with one hand . . .

    “Oh fuck! I’m cumming!”

    I don’t know whether I was talking to Jess or to Billy. But the combination of the two of them was overwhelming and I could feel my nuts pull up so tight. A spasm launched my cum up the length of my cock and surging into Jess’ mouth. I could feel my warm cum all around my throbbing, spewing cock. Jess’ mouth must have been almost full. Then he swallowed.

    “Swallow it all,” I said to no one and everyone. “Swallow my cum! Oh fuck, that feels good. Oh, oh ,oh . . .”

    Jess forced my still hard cock deep down his throat and forced another large surge of cum from deep in my balls.

    “Oh my god, suck me deeper. Holy shit, fuck!”

    “What’s he doing? What’s he doing?” Billy begged to know.

    Before I could answer, Jess had pulled off of my cock and was kissing me. My own cum spilled from his mouth to mine. I could feel the warm strands of my tangy cum as Jess and I moved it around with our tongues.

    The phone was one the floor and I could hear Billy calling to us.

    Finally, with cum running down his chin, Jess picked up the phone, wiped some cum from his mouth with the back of his hand and told Billy, “I’m a little busy here. Gotta go. You’ll have to take care of yourself.”

    I noticed Jess didn’t click off. He just let the live cell drop to the floor again. Billy’s tinny voice still clearly audible as he begged Jess to pick it up.

    Jess let out a loud groan and an “Oh fuck!” that I knew was meant for Billy.

    I took Jess’ cue and said loud enough for Billy to hear, “I’m ready if you’re ready. Do you want to be on top this time?”

    Once again the new realities of my life had my mind spinning . My cock aching. And Jess holding me in his arms.

    To Be Continued . . .

    I'm hoping you enjoyed that chapter to the very end. So why don't you take an extra moment or two and write a comment to share with all the other fans. You guys have gotten so good at commenting lately.

    I'll be back next week with a new chapter from Jess. It captures a very special evening for Jess and Paul that I know you won't want to miss. Until then, stay happy. And stay hard!
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    Paul (& Jess & Billy, too, lol),
    THAT was HOT!
    At first I wasn't sure - not being there, just reading you talk about Jess talking on the phone, just shooting the shit, with Billy, while you were in such an intimate moment - I was getting a bit peeved at our dear boy for ignoring you - or at least for splitting his attention between you and Billy.

    But, I guess it was OK, afterall!

    Interesting, the boundaries you established for no penetration - at least then.
    And, I laud Jess' admonishment to focus on what he was doing to you, not be in a hurry to try the full 1001 variations of sexual intimacy with him all at once, because it could cause sensory overload. Those are very important and insightful words.

    One must learn to crawl before they walk before they run - before they soar like an eagle, so high on life their essence gushes forth in powerful bursts.

    And, in retrospect, what a cheerleader to have egging you on - Jess' best bud but not lover, who has so much of his own experience to draw from as he visualizes you and Jess.

    You definitely aren't in Mayberry anymore, my dear Paul - and ain't you glad of it?!

    Thanks, again, all of you, for continuing to share these intimate details of your life with us, and being willing to take our comments and questions, too.

    HR - a masterful job, as always. You know just how to phrase things to get the full flavour of the moment conveyed to us.



    And I know, if I'll only be true, to this glorious quest . . .

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    I like how Jess puts limits initially on what Paul can do...slowly guiding him along and having him relish/savor each and every sensation. I got really hard when Paul tells Jess to "swallow it all." Quite the buildup...can't wait for the penetration scene coming up. Quite the way for Billy to meet/speak to Paul for the first time too...can't imagine what he was thinking the whole time this was goin down.

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    Jesus! Holy Fucking Mary of GAWD!! (And, I'm not even Catholic!) THAT was AWESOME!!!!!

    HR ... I believe you have "Trumped" yourself!!

    Jess, Paul, and Billy ... I can't imagine what it must be like to read what HR has put into Superb words about Your expeiences!!

    I have to go and clean "something" up, just Now!!

    Keep smilin'!!
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    OMG!!! SCORCHING HOT!!! Deelicious!!! I love the "voyeur" or more properly, the "auditeur" ... hot! Sort of like being exhibitionists ... I'll bet that heightened the pleasure ...

    WoW! It takes me way back to a similar scene with an open phone line, way before cell phones of course ... We later had an incredible 3-some ...

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    I read this chapter at the wrong time lol This was sooo hot and I came, but it felt....different. I was in a really good mood when I read this so I was kinda giddy. And Billy in classic Billy form just made me laugh so hard from when he called Jess until the end of the chapter! Ahh Billy,Billy,Billy....I believe it's time for another little chat.lol And Paul you lucky dog, excellent job! I think I'd feel and react similar to the way you did.lol At first I was wondering why Jess and Billy were so nonchalant about talking on the phone like they were regular pimps while you and Jess were getting each other of but I see that Billy was already aware of you and that made it even funnier to me. I'm in a really happy mood now.lol I think that's why it felt weird when I came towards the end. Usually when I cum, I'm not in a giddy and necessarily uh...happy I guess...mood. I'm usually just very horny and.....content? I'm really bad at descriptions.lol Sorry. But great chapter guys I can't wait until the next one! If I read in-between the lines correctly then I won't be surprised at what happens. I'm actually so happy that I could squeeze out another load!

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    Wow, OMG, Holy shit, Fuck.........

    That was so hot. It was another one of those chapter where i wish that i was a fly on the wall. But also i was i was on the other end of the phone like Billy was. Begging to know what is going on. But all i can hear are the sounds that you two are making. OMG.

    Each Chapter getts better and better. I can not wait for the special chapter that is going to be out next week.

    But for right now i really have to go take of myself.
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    Quote Originally Posted by PerpetuallyHard312 View Post
    I read this chapter at the wrong time lol This was sooo hot and I came, but it felt....different. I was in a really good mood when I read this so I was kinda giddy. And Billy in classic Billy form just made me laugh so hard from when he called Jess until the end of the chapter! Ahh Billy,Billy,Billy....I believe it's time for another little chat.lol And Paul you lucky dog, excellent job! I think I'd feel and react similar to the way you did.lol At first I was wondering why Jess and Billy were so nonchalant about talking on the phone like they were regular pimps while you and Jess were getting each other of but I see that Billy was already aware of you and that made it even funnier to me. I'm in a really happy mood now.lol I think that's why it felt weird when I came towards the end. Usually when I cum, I'm not in a giddy and necessarily uh...happy I guess...mood. I'm usually just very horny and.....content? I'm really bad at descriptions.lol Sorry. But great chapter guys I can't wait until the next one! If I read in-between the lines correctly then I won't be surprised at what happens. I'm actually so happy that I could squeeze out another load!

    Same here. The buildup in this chapter was hilarious xD


    Finally, with cum running down his chin, Jess picked up the phone, wiped some cum from his mouth with the back of his hand and told Billy, “I’m a little busy here. Gotta go. You’ll have to take care of yourself.”

    I noticed Jess didn’t click off. He just let the live cell drop to the floor again. Billy’s tinny voice still clearly audible as he begged Jess to pick it up.


    Awesome

    Anyway, Paul must be feeling important "right now" :P it was nice to have a little Billy addition.

    @HR: My nickname derives from this band called "Wild Beasts". They have about the same power of awesome as I Thought I Knew, but in music. xD

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    Sorry guys, there's been a change of plans.

    Jess and Paul have pretty much insisted that two events that we had originally planned and agreed would be no more than passing references in the next chapter will be presented as two chapters. That will delay the episode about the "very special evening for Jess and Paul" that I promised at the end of the last episode.

    I think they're right about the first of the two chapters being added, but I continue to have my reservations about the second since it involves me. I have tried to keep myself out of the spotlight in this series. As I told Jess, this book is called "Jess' Story" not "H.R.'s Story."

    His response was so simple I found it hard to argue. "If it's "Jess' Story," then Jess should get to decide these things." In the end I was outvoted 2 to 1.

    So that is how it seems it's going to. Regardless, until next week's episode (whatever it is), stay happy. And stay hard!
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    Our Purveyor of Fine Porn finds himself corralled into a corner by the cute, Cum-cranking collaborators of our current copulatory compendium.

    We know you've always tried to stay in the background, allowing the Primary Performers of your Prose Prevalent Positioning ~ aside from a pic here or there in certain places.

    We've read the obscure, fleeting references to all you guys getting together ~ do we finally get to share some of the sweet, salacious sexcapades that have been suckled and savored by your select serial stars and sidekicks?

    Go with the flow, oh Magic Maestro of the manuscript.

    I'm sure that we'll be HARD, but as gentle as we can be.

    Mayhaps a quick review of select chapters of Trevor's Year will help you prepare yourself for this momentous event?

    Go Jess & Paul!


    And I know, if I'll only be true, to this glorious quest . . .

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    Wow I just read both of these chapters and let me tell you they were awesome .

    First of all, Paul you remind me so much of myself. I used to stay locked up in my room, too. I was also christian and very religious, and, LOL, I felt super guilty about jerking off to porn so often, yet I did it anyway haha. When I could, I did. Let's just put it that way lol. Jerk now, pray later . I miss the good ol' days back home of jerking off whenever I wanted to... here I have to be more creative than that to get off .

    Secondly, I loved how it was just Paul and Jess hanging out with each other. You two couldn't get enough of each other... to be honest it just turns me on to hear about it . It's nice to see that you found a great balance between not wasting time with each other and not going too far at first . I'm so jealous of you two haha. Imagine if we arranged some sort of threesome...? Lol jk.

    Lastly, I like the direction ITIK is going. It's a good thing HR is getting more involved. HR, I've talked to you enough by now to know that you are CLEARLY a part of this story, albeit not in the center. You don't have to write chapters about yourself, but if you do something to affect the story in any significant way, you should at least mention it. I'm sure everyone will appreciate . You are awesome HR. Again, I like where the story is going. It seems even easier to relate to the story. You've all done a great job at making a great story, kudos .

    Sorry I haven't been able to read or post anything for a while. I've been extremely busy with school and some extracurricular escapades . Mostly school. Hope I get to talk to you sometime soon Paul/Jess!

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    ^ WildBeast, LOL I thought I was the only one who thought that chapter was funny! haha! It was still hot though.lol

    & rain..."extracurricular escapades" huh? yeah sure...lol

    HR I'm sure that whatever you all decide the next chapters will be hot regardless And I keep telling you that we'd all love to hear more about the roles you play because you are an integral part of the story and maybe somewhere down the road there should be a H.R.'s story

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    Jess and I worked hard by phone, email and chat today. He was afraid to come to Chicago for fear of the storm that is heading our way. We're in good enough shape I feel confident I will be ale to post the next episode tomorrow.

    As I contemplate the mailbag, I have to say I was quite surprised by al the comments about Billy and Jess on the phone. I don't know what I expected, but not all the attention it got. There seemed to be three major phone themes: It was hot; it made you laugh; and it made you cum.

    So here's the mailbag:


    DonQuixote -- "THAT was HOT! At first I wasn't sure - not being there, just reading you talk about Jess talking on the phone, just shooting the shit, with Billy, while you were in such an intimate moment - I was getting a bit peeved at our dear boy for ignoring you - or at least for splitting his attention between you and Billy." This was the first response to the episode and I thought when I read it that maybe it was just DQ who was hung up over the whole phone thing. Then I read . . .

    blahster -- "Quite the way for Billy to meet/speak to Paul for the first time too...can't imagine what he was thinking the whole time this was goin down." I'm pretty sure I know what Billy was thinking: This is fucking hot! I'm gonna listen to these guys get off! I hope it gets my fucking nut!

    Bodhi1 -- "OMG!!! SCORCHING HOT!!! Deelicious!!! I love the "voyeur" or more properly, the "auditeur" ... hot! Sort of like being exhibitionists ... I'll bet that heightened the pleasure ... WoW! It takes me way back to a similar scene with an open phone line, way before cell phones of course ... We later had an incredible 3-some ..." See, guys, Bodhi is living proof that this sort of phone thing has been going on for centuries. Hmmmm! Maybe I should write a story about Bodhi's adventures with the telegraph.

    PerpetuallyHard312 -- " At first I was wondering why Jess and Billy were so nonchalant about talking on the phone like they were regular pimps while you and Jess were getting each other of but I see that Billy was already aware of you and that made it even funnier to me. I'm in a really happy mood now.lol I think that's why it felt weird when I came towards the end. Usually when I cum, I'm not in a giddy and necessarily uh...happy I guess...mood. I'm usually just very horny and.....content?" I know you've tried to explain this post to me, but all I got out of it was blah blah blah phone blah blah blah laugh blah blah blah cum! I'm just glad it worked out for you in the end.

    TimWhite07 -- "Wow, OMG, Holy shit, Fuck......... That was so hot. It was another one of those chapter where i wish that i was a fly on the wall. But also i was i was on the other end of the phone like Billy was. Begging to know what is going on. But all i can hear are the sounds that you two are making. OMG." Usually you are so thoughtful in your comments. But for some reason when you thought about Billy listening to Jess and Paul getting off it left you in a pool of your own cum. When I read your comment I knew the reaction certainly wasn't what I had expected. Then . . .

    WildBeast -- You posted a long excerpt from PertuallyHard312's comments. I thought you were going to say something more about the phone, but no! I'm wrong again! Instead you wrote: "Same here. The buildup in this chapter was hilarious" Another guy reduced to laughter. I don't get it.

    BADgreek -- "Aww, you guys could totally make this into a movie! I would go see it. It's even better than the Noah's Arc movie, lol." Now this was a comment that made sense to me. After all, there's money to be made in movies.

    When the topic of your comments turned to how hot the story was and how much it got you off, I could understand that perfectly. You were speaking my language. Guys like:

    Kyanimal -- "Jesus! Holy Fucking Mary of GAWD!! (And, I'm not even Catholic!) THAT was AWESOME!!!!! HR ... I believe you have "Trumped" yourself!! Jess, Paul, and Billy ... I can't imagine what it must be like to read what HR has put into Superb words about Your expeiences!! I have to go and clean "something" up, just Now!!" Don't you always have to be cleaning up after reading.

    NothingtoSay -- "My goodness what a great chapter. Man had me hard the whole time." Now this in-depth critique of my writing style makes perfect sense.

    Rain09 -- "I loved how it was just Paul and Jess hanging out with each other. You two couldn't get enough of each other... to be honest it just turns me on to hear about it . It's nice to see that you found a great balance between not wasting time with each other and not going too far at first . I'm so jealous of you two haha. Imagine if we arranged some sort of threesome...?" This is more what I had expected to hear from you guys. But then I'm just the writer. What do I know about anything?!

    Thanks for all the comments, even if I didn't understand a couple of them. Next we're moving on to a chapter I never planned to write. But after Jess insisted, I wrote it. And now that I've seen how it turned out I have to say I think he was right. I hope you all enjoy it.

    I don't know when I'll be able to post tomorrow, but until then stay happy. And stay hard!
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    The phone scene got attention because it was different, the way Billy messed with Jess and Paul's interaction. And well, the phone call took most of the chapter anyway.

    There's a lot more in that chapter than "laughter". But there's a lot more in your story than "hot", "hard" and "horny" as well. The most important thing in the chapter is the bonding and the proximity growing between Jess and Paul, they're comfortable enough together to be talking on the phone and jerking each other at the same time; plus smart enough not to spoil their relationship, they're taking their time, and I like that a lot. In that way, this is the most realistic book to date.

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    Yeah im know that was not my typical post. Im not sure what was up with that post or how i was feeling. I think it might have had a little bit to do with the fact that Im not Getting my normal amount of sex lately.....lol.
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    LOL aww HR...don't worry, the mission was still accomplished, some of us just thought that Billy was funny in that chapter. We still love you all and the story. We aren't trying to belittle your magnificent writing ability. If you want to blame anybody, then blame Billy!

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    Jess' Story
    I Thought I Knew -- Book Three
    Chapter 17

    From Jess' viewpoint

    For the next two weeks, Paul was at my place every night. I think he only went home to pick up more of his stuff to bring over here. He had to stack clothes on the floor because there wasn’t anyplace else to put them. My little bathroom was overflowing with my stuff and his stuff.

    Neither of us was complaining. We were together and that was the most important thing to both of us.

    Most days we’d try to go to classes during the day. Get some reading and homework done. Generally do our best to get as much out of the way early so when evening came we could enjoy each other.

    I’d never been so happy being with someone as I was with Paul. It wasn’t just the sex. Sure, that was awesome. Showing him stuff for the first time. Seeing the look in his eyes when he felt something he’d never felt before. Like the first time I licked his asshole. I remember he looked back over his shoulder and the look on his face was pure bliss. I dug my tongue deeper into his moist, funky hole and he squealed like a schoolgirl. It made me want to cum!

    It was summer and it was really hot. It was staying in the 80s well after the sun went down. Even with the fans going, my place was uncomfortably hot a lot of the time.

    We pretty much stripped to our underwear or less to try to keep cool. I guess since we first got back together neither of us had been too overdressed. Usually like just cargoes or a pair of boxers or whatever was easiest around the apartment. No shirt or anything.

    Seeing Paul tanned and naked, or at least nearly naked, with sweat glistening on his tight body, I was semi to full hard most of the time. And so was he. Unless, of course we’d just gotten each other’s nut. Which we were doing like three to four times most days. Sometimes more. I’d never cum so often in my life.

    That was what caused the problem. For all our good intentions to get our class work done early and to not start messing around until it was done, neither one of us was very good at controlling our cocks.

    For the first time in my life I started to understand how Billy seemed to feel all the time. Thinking with his cock. I know my cock was hyped for sex with my new best friend all the time. My nads were calling the shots and my heart was only too happy to follow.

    I’d see Paul sitting at the kitchen table reading, making notes, whatever. At most he’d be wearing a pair of boxers or briefs. It didn’t matter what he was wearing. I knew what was inside that flimsy bit of fabric and I wanted it. Try as hard as I could, before long I'd be hard and couldn’t concentrate.

    I’d tell myself that it was better to go ahead and get off with Paul so I could get back to studying. But we never seemed to be able to just get each other’s cum quick and move on. Instead we’d end up sucking and stroking and licking and just having fun with each other. Being guys. Being hard. Being horny and so wanting to make each other happy.

    Seeing Paul’s cock aching hard. Feeling his warm hard flesh ache in my hand. Or my mouth. Smelling his special smell as I buried my nose in his crotch. It was such a fucking turn on being with him. Touching him. Needing him. Being hard with him was like a drug I couldn’t resist. One cum would turn into two and then a little cuddling to calm us down and . . .

    I finally realized that if this kept up I was gonna flunk all three courses I was taking. My grades were plummeting fast and I was falling farther and farther behind. I knew Paul was too.

    So after a couple of weeks like that, I was laying behind Paul on our bed one evening. The fan blowing a cooling breeze over our sweaty, cummy bodies. I can clearly remember what had gotten us so hot and sweaty and cum-covered. Paul had poured lube over both our raging cocks. Held them together in both his hands as we knelt facing each other on our bed. Even with the fresh lube, the friction our cocks created as we thrust them against each other . . . hard, throbbing, aching to cum, so fucking hot . . . I loved the feel of his cock against mine. Feeling them rub and thrust against each other.

    Even more exciting was knowing that Paul loved this as much as I did and that we were together. The idea of sharing these sensations and feelings with Paul filled my brain. And my brain fueled the feelings in my cock.

    The friction from our cocks was finally getting to be too much. I felt my nuts tighten and I started to gasp for air. I knew the feeling. The building surge in my nuts. Even though we both knew we were about to nut, we did our best to keep up the motion. The friction. The heat of contact between our hard cocks. Finally one last thrust forced an eruption as my cum spewed out from my cocklips.

    Paul continued thrusting against my spasming cock. My cum dripping down both our chests. Then Paul came too. His warm cum splashed under my chin and dripped down my chest. It mingled with mine as the smell and feel of warm cum surrounded us. Engulfed us. Consumed us.

    We started licking the cum off of each other. Kissing. Licking. Kissing again. Sharing the zesty taste of our mingled cum. Licked warm and fresh and sticky from each other’s sweating bodies. Slurped into our mouths. Shared in our kisses. All of it keeping me so fucking hard!

    I don’t know why we started laughing, but we did. We were just having so much fun. Fun like sex had never been for either of us before.

    It was as we were resting up after that cum that I said to Paul something like, “If we keep this up, I’m gonna flunk out of school.”

    Paul reached down and took my cum-covered cock in his hand as though judging the weight of it as he told me, “This cock of yours is hard for me to resist. Every time I see you I want to share everything with you. And we both know where it always leads us.”

    “It’s not just you.” I said. I wanted him to know I wasn’t blaming either of us. “I know I feel the same way about you.” I took his hard cock in my hand, feeling the fresh cum between my fingers. “You get me so fucking hard all the time. Just sitting there studying. Brushing your teeth. Eating pizza. I can’t control myself.”

    “I should probably move back to my place and that way . . .”

    I cut him off. “No, I don’t want you to go.”

    “I don’t want to go either, but we need to find a way to make time for school and for us. We can do it. We just need a little more space right now. Because when I’m here with you, I only have one thing on my mind.”

    We talked about it for an hour or so. We were both really feeling down about it, but neither saw another way. We were just kind of out of control.

    I wanted Paul to know how much I cared for him and how hard this was for me. But I didn’t really know how to say that. Sex was mostly how we let each other know how we felt about each other.

    “Why don’t you stay here tonight? Fuck studying. We can do whatever you want. We can cuddle. We can kiss. We can jerk each other off. We can . . .” I paused and pretending I was trying to think what else we could do. “Oh, yeah, we could sixty-nine.” I flashed him my special smile.

    He looked at me so sad. “No I really ought to go. I’ll just take the stuff I’ll need for tomorrow. I can get the rest later.”

    Thirty minutes later he was gone and I was lying alone in my bed. No closer to studying that night than I had been while rubbing my aching cock against Paul’s as he held our cocks together.

    Thinking of Paul, I felt so alone again, but somehow I managed to drift off to sleep.

    I think that was Monday night. Tuesday morning I called him before class. Texted him during class. Met him for lunch . . . It wasn’t until I was back at my place that afternoon that I realized I was alone. I didn’t like it. But I studied more than I had in weeks. It wasn’t easy. And I wasn’t happy.

    I took a break and we talked by phone. Paul was feeling the same way, he said. We agreed we had to make this work. We needed a schedule that left room for study and for fun. We finally settled into a routine where Paul would come over Wednesday nights to supposedly study and then spend the night. Neither of us had morning classes Thursday, so we had time to catch up on our studying the next morning.

    We also got to spend our weekends together.

    But the days of separation only made our sexual frenzy even more intense when we could be together. When we were separated, we’d tease and taunt each other with suggestive to downright raunchy texts and messages. By the time we actually could be alone at my place, we were ready to explode. And we did. In a good way. A great way!

    We only had a few more weeks of summer school left when Paul and I were having a particularly intense Wednesday night in bed. We had probably both cum at least once earlier in the evening and we’d been edging with each other for like an hour and a half in bed.

    Paul was face down on the bed and I was on top of him sort of on all fours. Humping him. My hard cock poking at his hard buns. More and more I worked to wedge my cock between his butt cheeks. Then he surprised me by reaching back, pulling them apart and giving me free access to his hole.

    I just knelt over him looking at his rosebud. Twitching. Exposed. Inviting me in. I wanted to make love to him so bad.

    “Holy fuck, Paul, you’re so fucking hot!” I said, realizing I sounded a lot more like Billy than myself just then. I probably felt more like Billy too. “What do you want me to do?”

    “I want to make you happy,” Paul said and tugged at his cheeks even harder, making his asshole open even more.

    I didn’t even stop to think. With my right hand stiff and straight, my fingers pressed tight together, I started to push my straining cock downward toward Paul’s hole. I didn’t do it fast, but slow and deliberate. Watching as the tip of my cock neared its destination.

    I saw a bead of clear ooze seep from my cock lips and start to drip in a thin strand toward Paul’s rosebud. Then my cock touched Paul’s hole. My cock spasmed at that first touch and more pre-jizz flowed. Surges of electricity shot through my body. My cock grew even harder and tried to rise up, but my stiff fingers held it in place.

    I moved my oozing cockhead gently around the edges of Paul’s rosebud. Spreading my pre-cum over his twitching hole.

    “Do you want this?” I asked.

    “I want to make you happy,” Paul said and sort of cooed.

    I thought that was all I needed to hear. I started pushing the hard blunt end of my cock against the pulsing center of his hole. It was tight and unyielding. I bumped my cockhead against it again and pressed harder. The challenge of working my cock into his tight hole turned me on even more. I heard Paul moan. A mix of pain and pleasure and need.

    I pushed again and at last I could feel his hole start to yield. I could see the tip of my reddish purple cockhead start to disappear between his rosy, moist asslips. What I was seeing looked kind of like a guy starting to suck my cock into his mouth. Only it wasn’t “a guy.” It was Paul. And it wasn’t his mouth. It was his asshole.

    The realization that I was gonna finally have my cock buried deep inside Paul was too much. I felt my cum start to surge in my cock. My body stiffened and my cockhead penetrated a little deeper. I wanted to be inside Paul so bad. To share this awesome feeling with him. To give him all of me. Deep. Deep inside of him.

    I moaned and prepared to push my cock inside him. Take his virgin ass and share my cum. Unleash so much cum inside his ass . . . Ohhhhh!

    But then I stopped. Something told me, No! Don’t! Not now! Not this way! Suddenly I realized this was wrong. This wasn’t the way I wanted it to happen. I wanted to do things right with Paul. I didn’t want to screw up the best thing that had ever happened to me just because I needed a quick . . .

    All those thoughts and more swirled through my mind in a flash. I pulled back just a little. My aching cock still pressed against Paul’s opening, but not inside of him. Should I stop? I wanted to be inside him so bad. And he wanted it too, didn’t he?

    I moved my cockhead back and forth across Paul’s hole. Then paused. The head of my cock was slightly above Paul’s asshole. I began to rub again. Letting the most sensitive part of the underside of my cock rub against his opening. Pressing it hard against his rosebud with my fingers.

    About two second later I started to cum. The surge in my cock took my breath. My body was completely tense with the force of the urges that had taken hold of me. My nuts contracting, forcing jizz to surge and spurt. I moaned and cursed and kept on cumming. The first shot landed in Paul’s hair with a long sticky string stretching down to his neck. Then more hit his ear.

    As I felt my cum slowly subside, I buried my face in Paul’s hair. Nuzzling him and smelling and feeling my fresh cum.

    I licked some of my cum off his neck He turned so I could kiss him.

    “Why did you stop?” Paul asked as we broke our kiss.

    “I want to do this right with you. I don’t want our first time to be some fuck I was too horny to control. When we do it, I want it perfect. The two of us. The way we both want it. When we want it. How we want it. I don’t want to fuck you or have you fuck me.”

    He seemed to be struggling to move under my weight and I raised my body up, feeling my sticky cum on my skin as it clung to Paul's.

    Paul rolled over on his back. I lowered gently on to him again and then he kissed me. Long and deep. We probed each other’s mouths. Warm and wet and reassuringly familiar.

    At last our lips parted and I added, “When we do this, I want it to be because we both want to make love. Not because we need sex, but because we need and want each other.”

    We talked about it for a minute or two. How we wanted it to be. How important it was to each of us that it be right. I’d like to say that nothing else mattered and that we planned every detail of how we wanted it to be right then.

    The truth is, Paul was raging hard beneath me. I had cum but he had not. That just wasn’t fair. So we stopped talking and I slowly and lovingly sucked him off. Taking his cum into my mouth. Sharing part of his load with him in a kiss. A kiss I will always remember.

    When that was done and we’d taken a little nap, we began to start to plan our special moment together. Actually our special day. We each had ideas, even fantasies, that we wanted to make come true. The more we talked, the more I wanted to tell Paul how I felt about him. How I really felt. But the moment wasn’t right. Not yet. But soon, I hoped.

    To Be Continued . . .

    This has been the first of two chapters Jess demanded that I add to our project. Now that it's done, I realize he was absolutely right to make me include it. I hope you agree and will be moved to leave a comment or message. Maybe even rate this project if you haven't already. Both are so easy to do.

    Unless Jess makes me change course again, next week's episode will involve me in a more significant way than I have appeared before. I am a little anxious about it, as I will appear and act and speak as Jess and Paul say I did. Even though I'll be doing the writing, I feel I have so little control over how I will appear to you.

    But I suppose that is the same fear the guys who have bared so much to make this project possible face each week. It's just so odd having the shoe on the other foot for a change.

    Until next week I hope you'll all stay happy. And stay hard!
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    Love it!!! Scorching!! I can't wait to see you - hard I imagine .... I wish I had a cam shot of you all together ...

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    Jess & Paul,
    You share your most intimate lives and thoughts with us, week after week.
    It still blows my mind that you've been willing to put yourselves out here, on display for us.

    I can relate to the distraction of a new, INTENSE, relationship on school work. Been there, done (not quite THAT, but) similar. lol.

    You made a tough call but, you made it in time to turn your grades around.

    And, you found that the trite cliche "absence makes the heart grow fonder" is oh so true - including any perverse "tweaking" of the expression for our more base readership - guys being guys and all.

    HR, your transcription of events is fantastic.

    Thank you, all of you, for the time and energy that you have devoted to this story.

    And, with the "teaser" tag from HR about next week, we can HARDly wait!

    Thanks, so much.


    And I know, if I'll only be true, to this glorious quest . . .

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    Damn! I'm running out of Superlatives!!!

    Regarding the "Hawtness" Factor ... I'm going to be Honest, here ... If it's not with another warm body, or two, or more, "IT" usually takes pics (printed, or, now, electronic), or, better yet, vids/movies, to DO the "Trick" for "Animal"! Stories, the written word, usually don't quite Make "IT"!

    HOWEVER ... Through H.R.'s Wonderful Talent, and the "intimate material" that "You Guys" are providing ... "Animal" is Extremely Happy, and, therefore, so am I!! (Talk about thinking with your nads! )

    I thought Billy and Justin's story (Jess included) was "HAWT"! But, YOU, Jess and Paul, have FAR Surpassed That!!! Your detailed Intimacy is so much more Profound! Then, again, perhaps H.R. is getting better with practice??!

    I am Intrigued with H.R.'s claim that YOU are taking Him into realms that he had not contemplated before! THAT, in, and of, Itself is Astounding! Can't wait for the next chapter!!

    Keep smilin'!!
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    Nice chapter. It's still weird to me, to read only one chapter at a time. XD Want more so badly. Those were some hard decisions, but I think Jess did the right thing

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    Bravo...Bravo....

    That was a great chapter. Jess you did something most guys cant ever do. You STOPPED..... I think to many relationships end because one or both the guys couldnt control himself and just went for it. But you, you wanted to make it perfect. You wanted Paul to want it, and make it perfect for him.

    "I want to make you happy"

    It should never be about one person, you both should want to make that leap. When you are b oth ready, then when you finally do it, it will be magical. And you will appreciate it more. The love, the feelings, everything will fell right.



    OK how is that HR, more my style? hehe
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    Damn classes always spoiling the fun, haha...but shooting pent up loads is pretty fun too. Loved the chapter and how it continues to buildup the inevitable "penetrative union" between Jess and Paul. The details/imagery truly made the chapter hot...two sweaty, lithe guys rubbing each other stewing away in a muggy apartment covered with cum and lube. The teasing of Paul's hole in this chapter and all the details around it will be the source of many a nut for me this week.

    It's really sweet to see Jess taking that step back and wanting everything to be perfect for Paul. Can't wait to see how it all goes down. Also, can't wait to see HR's role in the next one...ain't nothing funner/more challenging than writing about yourself in 3rd person.

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    Oooh what a touching chapter! That was the perfect mix of fucking HOT! And romantic. So much cum in that chapter. I think that was the most cum filled chapter yet.lol Jess, it took a lot of control and respect to stop the way you did. Very very few could have done what you have. I honestly don't know what I would have done, but I can tell you've made the right choice. I'm also glad that you two slowed down before you failed your classes. As my dear sweet grandmother never fails to remind me, nothing is more important than your grades if you want the best chance at a secure future. This relationship couldn't be going anymore perfect. It has all of the ingredients to make for a lifelong bond between the two of you and I can't wait to read more. I guess this is some of what you were talking about huh Paul?

    *And HR, I told you you had nothing to worry about

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    Each time I write it seems that all I say is how nice your comments are, but sometimes you are nicer than I deserve.

    PH wrote, "Jess, it took a lot of control and respect to stop the way you did. Very very few could have done what you have. I honestly don't know what I would have done, but I can tell you've made the right choice."

    And Tim White wrote, "Jess you did something most guys cant ever do. You STOPPED"

    I wish I could take more credit for it being something really smart and good I decided to do, but it was a snap decision. Once I shot my load I couldn't go back and change it. I didn't mean to take credit for doing something great. But thank you anyway.

    Blabster wrote, "It's really sweet to see Jess taking that step back and wanting everything to be perfect for Paul." Now that is something I really did want.

    nothingtosay wrote, "It's a good thing Jess made you post this chapter." That's the best comment of all. I knew I was right.

    I don't have time to write a lot more, but thanks to all of you who comment so often.

    I've already gotten two messages about my new picture. As you can probably guess, it wasn't my idea and it isn't me. You can thank Paul and mostly H.R. for that. They both think it looks a lot like me. Of course H.R. thought the pose was appropriate. Oh well.

    Paul and H.R. are already working hard on the next chapter. I think it should be good.

    Thanks again everybody.

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    Jess you are one special guy. As is Paul. What a pair. These last couple chapters have been soo good. Hr is definitely the master.
    Been disconnected thus the last post.
    Thanks for the treat. Keep the heat up in this cold snowy time.

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    Hi, everyone! Paul and I have been working on the new chapter. It's always such a pleasure to work with Paul. He makes things so easy. And for me, this isn't the easiest chapter I've ever written as I prepare to make my debut appearance in this project.

    I want to remind everyone that the descriptions of me and what I do and say, how I look and how I act are all Paul's descriptions. As I always do, I have challenged him to be as accurate and complete as possible. But in the end it is his decision what stays and what goes. Even what words we use.

    My only role in this is to make it as readable and understandable as possible and to make sure that you get the experience that you're looking for in reading this project at every level.

    I guess that's enough about that for now. We'll be posting the first part of the chapter tomorrow, but tonight it's time for the mailbag:


    Bodhi1 -- "Love it!!! Scorching!! I can't wait to see you - hard I imagine .... I wish I had a cam shot of you all together ..." I have to say that Bodhi was the first to comment on my impending appearance. It made me rush to my notes to see just how Paul had described me when he saw me hard for the first time. It's things like that that have made me a bit nervous. But I keep telling myself, the guys do it every week. It's no big deal. Believe me, now I can really appreciate what they've put themselves through.

    DonQuixote -- "Jess & Paul, You share your most intimate lives and thoughts with us, week after week. It still blows my mind that you've been willing to put yourselves out here, on display for us. I can relate to the distraction of a new, INTENSE, relationship on school work. . . . You made a tough call but, you made it in time to turn your grades around." As I started to read your post I thought maybe I had overreacted to Bodhi's. Then you added at the end. "HR, your transcription of events is fantastic. Thank you, all of you, for the time and energy that you have devoted to this story. And, with the "teaser" tag from HR about next week, we can HARDly wait!" My stomach churned again!

    Kyanimal -- "I thought Billy and Justin's story (Jess included) was "HAWT"! But, YOU, Jess and Paul, have FAR Surpassed That!!! Your detailed Intimacy is so much more Profound! Then, again, perhaps H.R. is getting better with practice?" I had already given some thought to this comment and whether it was the story or my telling of it. Then Billy messaged me. He wanted to know what I thought about what you had said. I don't think I had a good enough answer for him.

    WildBeast -- "Nice chapter. It's still weird to me, to read only one chapter at a time. XD Want more so badly. Those were some hard decisions, but I think Jess did the right thing" You may be reading one chapter at a time now, but look at the bright side. If you were reading this at Nifty, it would be months before you read any of this.

    NothingtoSay -- "It's a good thing Jess made you post this chapter. I mean I don't know what to say except WOW. I can't wait for the next chapter. By the way I sort of get what WildBeast is saying. Sometimes I say to myself that I will skip a few chapters so I can read them all at once but I can't seem to stay away from this thread once I see that a new chapter is posted. Well enough of this." I read some at Nifty too, so I get what you guys are saying. But even there, once you've caught up with a story you have to wait for the next chapter. As for Jess making me post the last chapter, I'm glad he did too. Thanks for the kind words.

    BADgreek -- "HR, you continue to innovate and provide us with outstanding quality within Jess' (and Paul's) story. I look forward to reading about the particulars of your involvement within the story at this point and I also have a question I'd like to pose: Just how difficult was it to write about yourself as seen through the eyes of Jess and Paul, knowing that your memories may have been quite different than what their recollections were? Was it fun? Was it frustrating? Who had the final say on what's written in the chapter?" I've been working with Paul this past week and working with Paul is always fun. But it is like watching a wonderful view from the very edge of a very high cliff. You worry that the ground may start to crumble under your feet at any moment.

    TimWhite07 -- "Jess you did something most guys cant ever do. You STOPPED..... I think too many relationships end because one or both the guys couldn't control himself and just went for it. But you, you wanted to make it perfect. You wanted Paul to want it, and make it perfect for him. "I want to make you happy" It should never be about one person, you both should want to make that leap. When you are both ready, then when you finally do it, it will be magical. And you will appreciate it more. The love, the feelings, everything will feel right." Now that's the kind of post I expect from you, Tim. Well said. Thanks. Now go jerk off a great load!

    blahster -- "Loved the chapter and how it continues to buildup the inevitable "penetrative union" between Jess and Paul. The details/imagery truly made the chapter hot...two sweaty, lithe guys rubbing each other stewing away in a muggy apartment covered with cum and lube. The teasing of Paul's hole in this chapter and all the details around it will be the source of many a nut for me this week. It's really sweet to see Jess taking that step back and wanting everything to be perfect for Paul. Can't wait to see how it all goes down. Also, can't wait to see HR's role in the next one..." The way you describe Jess' and Paul's as "two sweaty, lithe guys rubbing each other stewing away in a muggy apartment covered with cum and lube" maybe you should be writing this instead of me.

    PerpetuallyHard312 -- "That was the perfect mix of fucking HOT! And romantic. So much cum in that chapter. I think that was the most cum filled chapter yet.lol Jess, it took a lot of control and respect to stop the way you did. Very very few could have done what you have." Your choice of words -- "fucking HOT! And romantic" -- describe Jess and Paul perfectly. I know they get your cum flying. You're not alone.

    bmark_packard -- "Jess you are one special guy. As is Paul. What a pair. These last couple chapters have been soo good." I'll say it one last time. Jess was right to make me include that last chapter. The praise coming in for it is proof enough. Thanks, bmp.

    That's the mailbag for another week. Butnd if you haven't left a comment yet, feel free to post one now.

    The opening of Chapter 18 is currently in Paul's hands. When he says my final edit was OK, you'll get to see it. It should be sometime early tomorrow.

    Until then, stay happy. And stay hard!
    "Reading should be easy. Only the reader should be hard." -- hardreader

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    I can't believe I didn't leave a comment earlier when I read this a few days ago.

    Jess, you are a good boyfriend for holding off. It would have been very great in that moment I'm sure, but it's a good thing you had the sensibility to wait and make it truly special. In your place, I don't know if I could do the same.

    Reading ITIK helps feed so many of my fantasies... it's a good thing I'm taking difficult classes that get me bored and daydreaming...

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    As I was posting the mailbag last night, one more message came in. So . . .

    rain09
    -- "Jess, you are a good boyfriend for holding off. It would have been very great in that moment I'm sure, but it's a good thing you had the sensibility to wait and make it truly special. In your place, I don't know if I could do the same." It's been interesting how universal the praise for Jess not skewering Paul's virgin asshole has been. Rain, since you've shared some of your own experiences with JUB readers and I have talked with you about them, it was interesting to hear your perspective. I wonder if a poll of our readers would show that they would have the restraint Jess managed at his moment of decision. So far we have one vote for IDK.

    Jess' Story
    I Thought I Knew -- Book Three
    Chapter 18, Part I

    From Paul's viewpoint

    When I first met Jess, I thought I already knew him. If you had asked me then I would have told you that I loved him. That I’d been in love with him for years.

    But as the first summer session drew to a close and the date we had set for our “union” drew near, I started to realize more and more that I hadn’t really known him the way I thought I had. It may be true that I loved him, but I didn’t really know him.

    It was becoming clear to me that I was growing closer to Jess day by day. Learning things I had never even suspected about him. In some ways he was the same Jess I thought I had known from his story. But in other ways he was a more complex, deeper, more caring Jess than I had ever imagined possible.

    Our life together was good, but certainly not perfect. Learning to live with a guy isn’t easy. Every day isn’t always perfect bliss. Like I’d finish the last box of cereal and forget to buy more. He wouldn’t get off the phone with Justin and it would make us late for a movie. Little things like that could easily get on your nerves.

    Somehow Jess always seemed to get us through those moments. I tried to learn to do the same by watching what he did. It was a special talent he had with people. He seemed to know how to make things right. To say the right thing. Do the right. Ignore the right thing.

    What I appreciated most was how much Jess opened up his life to me and shared so much of himself with me. Sometimes it was just small things. Other times it was things that mattered so much. At least mattered to me.

    Just one example: I’d come to realize that Hardreader called Jess at 5 p.m. every Sunday almost like clockwork. I’d also noticed that Jess was quick to answer his phone and head into the bedroom to talk with him in private.

    Then one Sunday not too long after the night we didn’t do it, Jess’ cell rang at 5 p.m. “Paul, can you get my phone? Tell H.R. I’m busy and I’ll call him back.”

    I answered Jess’ cell phone. I’d never spoken to Hardreader. It was more terrifying than the first time I had to speak to Billy. “Hello?” I said as if it were more of a question than a greeting.

    “Paul?” the voice at the other end said.

    “Yeah, this is Paul. Hardreader, right?”

    “Yes. So good to finally talk to you, Paul. I’ve heard so much about you. You seem to be making Jess a very happy young man. I can’t wait to meet you and get to know you better. So have you two had a good weekend?”

    An hour later I finally said goodbye. I couldn’t believe all the things we’d talked about. He was so casual and familiar and relaxed that it never occurred to me that there was anything I couldn’t or shouldn’t say to him . . . no matter how personal or intimate.

    You’ve got to understand that Hardreader has a way of injecting sex into almost everything he talks about. By the end of our conversation I’d somehow ended up describing my penis to him in more detail than I thought I could. Jess’ penis too. And our cum of course. I described what my first orgasm with Jess had felt like. What my cum tasted like. Described the first time I ever masturbated.

    He talked too. Like when we both talked about our sexual fantasies and desires. He was so graphic and detailed and explicit in describing his own. Listening to him, it was clear to me that this was the same Hardreader I had come to know reading his story about Jess and Justin and Billy.

    He seemed genuinely interested in my fantasies and the pitiful reality that had been my life. But when Hardreader got me talking, it all became so erotic and yet so matter-of-fact casual. I was rock hard most of the time and yet completely at ease with this man I’d never met.

    Of course we’d talked about what I liked about “I Thought I Knew.” What had attracted me to Jess? How much I jerked off reading it? How much I came? Where I came? When I came? And whether I liked to eat my cum?

    It seemed so easy and so natural to tell him things I had never thought I would tell anyone. But I told Hardreader without a moment's hesitation. In detail and at length. For more than an hour. Sitting in the privacy of the bedroom where Jess couldn’t hear.

    When I thought back on it all, I suspected that Hardreader already knew the answers to many of his own questions. That he and Jess had already talked about these things. He was only checking and confirming and expanding what he knew about me. It was like a test, I thought.

    The more I thought about that "test", the more I hoped I’d done well. I felt the need to please Hardreader. I knew that Jess had. And that Billy and Justin had. I wanted to please him as much as the three of them had. To make sure he would accept me as Jess’ boyfriend. Make me a part of his circle of friends. I guess what I wanted more than anything else from Hardreader was acceptance.

    I wanted to be part of Jess’ story.

    When I came out of the bedroom, I was feeling so horny from all the stuff we’d talked about. I was on the edge of cumming. Jess looked up from the book he was reading and asked, “So what did you and H.R. talk about? Me I hope?” He flashed me that smile I liked so much.

    “Not really,” I said honestly.

    “Did he tell you we’re going to go see him and Karl next Sunday after I take you to see my folks and where I grew up?”

    “I’m going to meet Hardreader?” I said in total disbelief. I somehow had never considered the possibility.

    “We are unless you need to get back earlier,” he said nonchalantly.

    I said I could stay as late as we needed, but I couldn’t really believe it was going to happen.

    “When you see him, please remember to call him H.R. Everyone does,” Jess said and returned to studying as though nothing had happened. Leaving me with aching nuts and throbbing cock. My head was spinning with images of Hardreader and our conversation.

    I went back into the bedroom and threw myself on the bed. I opened my shorts and started stroking my aching cock! I had to get this load off. I’d been hard and in desperate need of relief for more than an hour. I had wondered if Hardreader would try to get me off over the phone. But he never had. He’d only kept me worked up beyond belief with his talking.

    It was only a minute or so before I heard Jess come in and close the door behind him. “So H.R. got you worked up?”

    “Yeah,” I said as I eased my firm grip on my cock.

    “Well, let me take care of that for you.” Jess said, kneeling beside me and bending over to take my hard cock in his warm mouth. His lips caressed the sheath of my skin that covered this tangle of nerves and needs. As Jess sucked my cock deeper and deeper into the caressing confines of his velvety throat, I wondered how one small part of my body could feel like it was so much in control of my entire being.

    I was so worked up. I was near exploding with pent up sexual frenzy. I bucked my hips high off the bed as Jess sucked my cock. My back arched, completely free from the bed. My feet and my shoulders supporting my upward thrust crotch. I felt like I was more penis than anything else right then. And I wanted to be inside of Jess all the way.

    I thrust repeatedly into his mouth to drive my cock deeper. Jess responded by taking my ass cheeks in his hands and pulling me in with every thrust I made. He didn’t gag. Not once.

    At one critical point I drove my cock as deep as I could and held it there. He sensed how close I was and helped to hold me. My cock completely inside him. My nuts against his chin. I could feel his breath coming out his nose, which was buried in my trimmed pubes.

    It felt as though Jess contained me completely. Holding me. Wrapped entirely around me. I loved that he could hold me this way. Just the way I wanted.

    Then with a gentleness that seemed such a change from my forceful pummeling of his mouth, he began to ease my cock out. His smooth, wet lips still wrapped tightly around my pulsing cock.

    The feel of his lips sliding from the base of my cock toward the top was so powerful. As his lips moved across the tangle of nerves at the base of my cockhead, it all became too much. As my cocklips rested on Jess’ lips, I cried out a stream of obscenities like I’d never said before.

    My cum exploded. I spasmed and shot load after load of cum as Jess licked furiously at my cockhead and my cocklips. My cum splattered his face and his hair. Some must have gone past his face and splattered who knows where.

    As I came I felt hugely powerful and invincible. The power to cum was like the power to control. To rule. To command. My cock was the ruler’s scepter to which all men must yield.

    But all too soon I was spent and exhausted and my hips eased from Jess’ hands as I settled onto the bed.

    Jess took my sperm-coated cock in both hands and began to gently stroke it. Lick it. Kiss it. I just lay there . . . a moaning mess of spent jizz and subsiding hormones.

    At last Jess let go of my penis and smiled down at me. “H.R. affects a lot of guys that way.” That was all he said before getting up to go back to the kitchen table to study some more.

    I was so exhausted by the whole experience that I lay there till I fell asleep.

    I awoke a couple of hours later with the realization that there had been an abrupt shift in my world. Like a colossal earthquake had reshaped everything. I didn’t know exactly what it was, but I knew Hardreader was at the center of it.

    Then I remembered that I was going to meet Hardreader in person. And his boyfriend. In their home. Oh my god, I thought, what should I wear?

    That following Sunday, Jess and I left campus early and drove to Chicago for lunch with his parents. He had told them we’d be rooming together in the fall “to cut expenses.” That’s all they really needed to know, I guess.

    His parents were nice enough but they didn’t really pay much attention to me. And I didn’t really care so much about meeting his parents. I wanted to see Jess’ old bedroom – “Unchanged since the day I left for school” – and where Justin had lived and Billy, too.

    I had created images of all these places in my mind. I think more than anything, I wanted to see Justin’s bedroom, where so many interesting things had happened. It had been almost the focal point of my life as I read “I Thought I Knew.”

    When Jess took me up to see it, it turned out to be smaller than I had imagined. And less cluttered. Cleaner. Less a guy’s room and more just another bedroom.

    As we stepped in and closed the door, I inhaled to see if I could smell him. But that had faded away many, many months ago.

    We sat side by side on the foot of Jess’ bed. The same bed where Jess had Billy had sat so many times jerking off. I was getting hard thinking about sitting right where Billy had sat so many years earlier. Cum pouring from his hard, young cock. Rolling over his knuckles. Dripping down his balls.

    I asked Jess if he wanted to jerk off and cum with me like he had with Billy.

    “I always want to jerk off with you. Every chance we get,” he said with a little laugh in his voice. But he was afraid his parents might interrupt. So we didn’t. I was disappointed. It was one of those things I had so clearly imagined would happen that day.

    Another thing I'd imagined was seeing Billy’s bedroom where Jess had been tricked into seeing Justin and Billy together. But there was no way to do that.

    Jess spent the early afternoon showing me things and place, and telling me about stuff the three of them and their friends had done. I was happy to see and learn about it all. He reminisced about a lot of stuff that wasn’t in his story. It made me realize once again how much Hardreader had to leave out or else the story might have gone on forever.

    We stopped out front of Justin’s house for about 10 minutes while Jess told me a couple of stories about things that had happened there. From the front, Justin’s house didn’t look quite as big as I’d imagined it. But it was beautiful. So well maintained and perfectly landscaped. The whole street looked perfect.

    Before I knew it we were leaving Justin’s and headed to Hardreader’s home. As I pictured meeting Hardreader, I couldn’t deny how excited I was. I mean excited, like hard. I didn’t really know what to expect that Jess had assured me dozen of times we’d have a great time. I’d love Hardreader . . . love H.R. and Karl.

    As we left the suburbs and got more and more into the city, Jess turned kind of serious and warned me to watch out because things almost always turned to sex when H.R. was involved.

    “So did you and H.R. ever have sex? I mean did the two of you ever . . .” I didn’t want to say it.

    “Yeah, we did,” Jess said and glanced over at me to see if I was OK with that. “You’ve always known I was no virgin,” He paused, but I didn’t respond. “Why? Does it bother you that I did it with H.R.?”

    “Did you do it more than once?” I asked. That was so stupid because I don’t think I really wanted to know. But I couldn’t stop myself from asking.

    “Yeah, more than once. And for the record, he’s not that big, but he’s very good at it.”

    “Will he want to do it with you again?” I asked, again probably not wanting to hear Jess’ answer. As I asked him I realized I was playing with my hard cock through my lightweight summer slacks. I stopped, but didn’t take my hand away.

    “You mean will me and H.R. have sex today?” Jess gave me a big smile and laughed. He seemed to mean it as a little joke that I thought meant No.

    At the next stoplight he looked at me with a wicked grin and then looked down at my crotch, where my hard cock was tenting my slacks. “He might want you to fuck him a time or two if you’re showing that wood like you are right now.”

    We drove on in silence for the last 10 or 15 minutes while I thought about Jess and Hardreader. Who had been top and who the bottom? Had it just been the two of them? Were they naked? Did they kiss? Had they spent hours rolling around in bed together? Or was it just something quick? Did Jess suck H.R.’s . . .

    By the time we got there, I was really hard.

    Jess parked on the street at the backside of a tall building. He released his seatbelt and started to get out of the car.

    “I can’t go in there,” I said.

    Jess looked surprised and confused.

    “Not like this.” I made a point of looking down into my lap where my hard cock was still pitching quite a tent.

    Jess got out and closed his door. He walked around to my side and opened my door. He held out his hand to me to help me out. He had that wicked grin again as he said, “H.R. is gonna eat you up.”

    “I can’t,” I kept saying as Jess ignored me and all but dragged around to the front of the building and then inside.

    “I can’t,” I protested as we waited for the doorman to call H.R. to let us go up the elevator.

    As we got out of the elevator on the top floor of the building, I said one last time, “I really can’t.”

    “Don't worry about it. If he notices your boner, just tell him you’re glad to see him. H.R. will understand that,” Jess said. “The old perv will probably be hard too.”

    Before we could knock, the door opened and there was a man . . . not an old man, not a perv . . . but a regular, nice enough looking guy standing there in a pair of almost gauzy-like cargo pants, wearing a faded T-shirt that was like blue or kind of green almost. I don’t know why I was paying so much attention to his clothes, except that I thought his shorts were so gauzy I might be able to see his penis right through them.

    I guess I didn't really have a mental picture of what Hardreader would look like. I don’t really know what I expected, but he didn’t look like the kind of guy who wrote porno stories. He looked way too nice.

    As I continued to stare at his clothing, I heard him clear his throat and I looked up into his face. He was smiling and welcoming and completely at ease. Like he was really glad we were there. Like he was really glad to see me.

    As I looked at him, it was as if someone had just turned the sound up and I realized Jess was making introductions. “ . . . and Paul has been so excited to meet you, as you can tell from the mighty wood he’s sporting for you.”

    “Shut up, Jess,” I said and hit him hard on the shoulder. Both Hardreader and Jess laughed a little as they stared and even pointed at my crotch. I couldn’t help but look down to see how obvious my boner was. It was worse than I thought. My cock had started to go down a little and was now poking straight out in front of me creating an enormous tent in my slacks. A slight damp spot at the tip.

    H.R. finally stopped staring at my wood and looked at Jess saying, “Now I see why you like him so much. I think I’ll like him too.”

    My head fell back in embarrassment and shame. I didn’t want to look or speak to either of them. I wanted to vanish and never be seen again.

    “Come on in and make yourselves comfortable,” Hardreader said in the most casual of tones as he turned away to lead us inside. He acted as though guys with boners showed up at his door everyday. “What can I get you to drink?”

    To Be Continued . . .

    That's the first part of this challenging chapter with Paul. We'll be back in about a week to continue the story of Paul's introduction to the famed writer. I hope you've enjoyed this chapter so far and will be moved to leave a comment. Just like cocks, we love comments be they large or small. So don't be shy. Show us yours and we'll show you ours!

    Until next week, stay happy. And stay hard!
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    Paul,
    After reading the ITIK series, along with HR's dual-storyline fantasy "who can make who cum first with Tantiboh, and his other side projects, I can understand, a little, how HR could make you both relaxed and hard as a diamond at the same time, lol.

    And, after the excitement of going to Jess' house, meeting his parents "as a friend/roommate in the Fall", checking out the bedroom, seeing the places that are important to Jess, Billy, and Justin, it's no wonder that you were beyond "on edge".

    HR WHAT a place to leave us. Just past your doorstep. Paul, embarrassed to beat the band, with his precum spotted pants.

    Now, to "see" what happens next - will Paul become completely "em BARE - ASSED", along with Jess, you, and Karl, while they are there for the "meat" and greet? LOL

    Sorry. This story has been so powerful and emotionally charged since the beginning, and this weekend had to have been an emotional roller coaster for both Paul and Jess but, may we laugh WITH (NOT "at") you, Paul? Now that the tension is long since gone, and you've been able to look back at it both fondly and humorously? We've all had highly charged, emotional moments that we've been able to look back on later and chuckle at.

    Thanks for sharing.

    Take care.


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    WOW!! What can I say?? Can you believe it? I'M out of Words!!

    Well ... maybe not entirely ...

    Let me get "this" out of the way, first ... The scene with Jess blowing Paul, after his first "chat" with You, was Absolutely F*king AWESOME!! And, I know just exactly the particular picture that brought to my mind! (But, I won't post that here.) I'll just say that was "cum worthy" HAWT!!

    And, now, a more sincere/serious note ... (Though I assure you my previous "observation" was quite sincere!)

    I can fully understand how this "project" may be becoming more difficult for You to write at this point. But, I'm also most appreciative that Paul has managed to work You into this "corner"! I can not WAIT for MORE!! (But, I shall!)

    This can't be "easy" for You! To take a step, or two, back. To write "objectively", from another's point of view, when YOU are the subject! DAMN! THAT takes "Balls"!!

    And, yet, I KNOW that YOU will be as "objective" about telling Paul's, and Jess's, side of the story, from this point on, with full realization of Your seeing this "project" through, in all of it's Integrity, being the "pro" that You are, despite how difficult this must be!! (Did that make sense?)

    I was going to make the rest of this a PM, but, instead, and hope You don't mind, decided to post it, and see what other readers might think ...

    Quote Originally Posted by Mailbag
    Kyanimal -- "I thought Billy and Justin's story (Jess included) was "HAWT"! But, YOU, Jess and Paul, have FAR Surpassed That!!! Your detailed Intimacy is so much more Profound! Then, again, perhaps H.R. is getting better with practice?" I had already given some thought to this comment and whether it was the story or my telling of it. Then Billy messaged me. He wanted to know what I thought about what you had said. I don't think I had a good enough answer for him.
    While Billy and Justin's "section" was far more intense, than ANYTHING I had ever read before, Your continued work with Jess, and Paul, has reached new depths of personal intimacy, yearning, self-doubt, personal realization, emotion, and "Pure DRIVE" Testosterone, that "most Guys" can identify with!! Billy and Justin's story (with Jess included) was a Superlative! THIS portion of "The Project" is far more, Deeply, Intimate! And, I don't mean to detract Anything from Justin and Billy! THAT was deeply personal, too! But, THIS has gone even further/deeper than That!

    Perhaps it's the different "take" (point of view) that Jess, and Paul, are providing. Then, again, it could be an increased "prowess", on Your part, in how you're presenting it. (Practice makes Perfect!) But, I think it might be a combination of both!!

    In any case ... no matter what ...

    Keep smilin'!!
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    I now have an image of you HR, as seen through Paul's eyes ... I LIKE!!! The "gauze" pants are a huge tease .... and I expect (hope???) that I will get to see what's under them.

    The other guys are hot in this chapter too, but for me it is all about you - as a sexual being who makes Everybody Happy!!!

    I sort of forget that you are writing it ... I am pretending that Paul is dictating it to an automatic typing machine ...

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    Paul do not feel bad. Evey time i talk to HR it goes to sex and I get hard to. He just has the sense about him. But i love it. I love to meet him the way you have. I would have been sporting some wood of my own.

    All of my convos on Yahoo with him have left me with a picture. Not of an old perv, but just a normal guy that you would see every day in a store or walking down the street. And one time we talked useing the coice thing yahoo has, he sounded like a great guy. Almost everything other word was Cum or cock. Which did turn me on, you know being the cum hound that i am.

    This was a great chapter, can not wait for the next one.
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    Where to begin?

    First off I would like to take a few moments to apologize to everyone involved in Book 3 for not being able to post until now. I have been very very busy with my new career. Driving a truck is a tiring job and some days I don't feel like doing anything at night except crawling into bed and going to sleep. Most nights porn is the last thing on my mind. Yeah I know what you're thinking HR and what can say?

    As an author myself I know what it takes to write like HR does and post every week or two. The toll it has taken on his and his bf's lives is one hell of a sacrifice. Thank you, both of you for that. You both have made sacrifices over the past 3 years, sacrifices that we as readers can only imagine.

    HR,

    I've said it before and I will say it again, you have one hell of a talent with words. In Book 1 and 2 it seemed to me that you focused on the sex, but in this book it's more about the feelings Jess and Paul were feeling, sharing. I've talked in depth with a few of my readers of different walks of life and I have come to the conclusion that the emotions in "Zack and Jay" is why it is so well received by so many. A number of readers have commented on the differences between this book and it's predecessors. In my opinion that's it. The emotions are brought more to the forefront than the sex. Don't get me wrong the sex is great in this book too, but the emotions are much more powerful and heart wrenching.

    I told you I had been crying all afternoon while I read all of this book and it's true. I did. I could almost feel what they were feeling as I read it. If an author can touch his readers emotionally with his writing he has done his job. And you have done one hell of job, not only in this book but all 3. Thank you my friend and I applaud you.

    Jess and Paul,

    I can't imagine what having your life told like this for the world must do to you. The courage it takes to put yourselves out there for us your readers and loyal fans. Thank you for that. I know a lot of your lives has been left out intentionally but still you opened your hearts, your love, your sex, for us to be a part of.

    Like Paul, I feel like I have come to know all of you in same way. Maybe not enough to call you all friends but given the chance, it wouldn't be hard to call you all that. I have had many many long chats with HR over the past almost 2 years. Shit it still amazes me it has been that long since I first started reading Book 1. HR had already posted all of it and a good portion of Book 2 when I started. I read all of it in 4 days.

    Just like today, back then I couldn't seem to stop. I had to know what came next. And like today I cried like a baby while reading most of it. I can't explain it but watching you guys fall in love, it touches my heart. You 2 have something special, something that a lot of people spend their lives looking for and never find. Hold on to that. Don't let go. Let it grow and become more. True love never stops growing, evolving, and changing.

    I hope to find what you 2 have, what Billy and Justin have, what HR and Karl have. I can only hope to come close to that.

    Love you all, and thanks again,

    Kevin
    I wish everyone all the happiness they deserve!

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    Ohh I can't WAIT for next week! I always imagined HR to be very businesslike, he's like that in our little chat sessions. He's very professional in his pervyness.lol Yes I just made up a new word :P Paul you are one lucky man I tell you. lol I think I'd have the same reactions you did. I understand exactly how you felt. And HR, what were you so worried about? Your little debut is going quite smoothly. From the sounds of it, you seemed quite amused when you met Paul for the first time, reveling in how he'd act as he got more comfortable, waiting for your chance to pounce on that boner of his.lol I know how your dirty little mind works you "old perv" lmao I'm very excited here...very excited indeed...we finally get to "see" HR in action! About time! lol I can't believe you were worried, but I understand and am glad that you were humbled to have a slight taste of what all people who write about themselves feel. So my extreme tension and nervousness is justified and excused now right?

    Oh and one more thing before I stop rambling:"Show us yours and we'll show you ours!" Do you really mean it? I'll hold you to that you know?

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