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    Re: Jess' Story -- I Thought I Knew, Book 3

    WOW!! What an explosive and touching chapter! I think that all of us grew to love these boys in some way or another. How could you not? To some degree we all feel the way Paul did when he was reading ITIK whether it was about Justin, Billy, or Jess. When I first started reading this story on Nifty I was envious of the boys....honestly I still am a little. But that's how I feel about all the stories I read whether they're true or not. Being alone does that to a person you know? But as I read along and saw the trials each of them faced and the uncertainty, I developed a sense of understanding and maybe even kinship. This story has inspired me and given me hope time and again. I wish noting but happiness for Justin, Billy, Jess, Tom, Paul, and HR, and Mike for without whom we wouldn't even be enjoying this story today. So I send you all my blessing and my love. May you all bask in happiness, love, and cum!

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    Re: Jess' Story -- I Thought I Knew, Book 3

    It's chapters like this one that I enjoy reading the most. Just knowing that there are other people out there that have similar thoughts makes me glad I wake up every day. I don't know what else to say except thanks to everyone.

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    Re: Jess' Story -- I Thought I Knew, Book 3

    Just wanted to stop by and say hi and remind the readers to please post a comment if you like the story or even if you don't. Thanks everyone!

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    Re: Jess' Story -- I Thought I Knew, Book 3

    Another week has gone by and I'm happy to announce that Jess and I managed to get things pretty much wrapped up on schedule. I'll be doing the final editing this afternoon and probably posting the next chapter tomorrow.

    But for now, I should get the mail answered.


    Kyanimal -- "I'm really liking the further tie-in to ITIK! WOW! What are the odds? This is just getting better, and Better!! THANK YOU! to HR, and all the guys, for sharing this with "Us"! And, yes, your telling of the story(ies) can, indeed, have ramifications far beyond what even You can imagine!"

    TimWhite07 -- "I can not help but feel a bit jealous of you paul. I started reading I thought i knew when HR first started posting it on Nifty. . . . I spent hours reading and rereading the chapters waiting for the next one. Then a guy i met on the internet told me that it was farther along here so i came here and read from begining to end and then started posting. Through the hours i spent reading about these guys, i came to love them. Love as in a friend that i could and would do anything for. Maybe not share my life with them, No offense to you boys, by the time i started reading on JUB i was engaged. I felt their pain, their anger, their joy and their sorrow. It felt like these guys had been my best friends. I know others feel like that."

    skittles -- "Jess, I'm so glad that you decided to go ahead and share your story and I'm sure the others are grateful as well. I'm also happy that you and Paul have found each other. Paul, you've done an excellent job of capturing the feelings that Jess stirred up inside of all of us (No offense to either Justin or Billy). You guys deserve to be happy together."


    DonQuixote -- "Paul, Wow, again. Welcome to Never Never Land. Where dreams really do come true! I'm of a different generation but, when I read ITIK, I thought back to urges and feelings I had when I was your age. I never found my Jess, and my life is different than it might have been. I can't say I would have changed a lot, but some. Having a guy friend who I could have been this intimate with would definitely have been a plus. You are becoming our collective poster boy - the one who got the "brass ring" in Jess, as it were."

    PerpetuallyHard312 -- "I think that all of us grew to love these boys in some way or another. How could you not? To some degree we all feel the way Paul did when he was reading ITIK whether it was about Justin, Billy, or Jess. When I first started reading this story on Nifty I was envious of the boys....honestly I still am a little. But that's how I feel about all the stories I read whether they're true or not. Being alone does that to a person you know? But as I read along and saw the trials each of them faced and the uncertainty, I developed a sense of understanding and maybe even kinship. This story has inspired me and given me hope time and again. I wish noting but happiness for Justin, Billy, Jess, Tom, Paul, and HR, and Mike for without whom we wouldn't even be enjoying this story today. So I send you all my blessing and my love."

    NothingtoSay -- "It's chapters like this one that I enjoy reading the most. Just knowing that there are other people out there that have similar thoughts makes me glad I wake up every day. I don't know what else to say except thanks to everyone."

    There has never been a week of mail like this. It truly leaves me speechless. I think I'll just say thanks to each of you and leave it at that.

    Thank you!
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    Aww sweetie, don't tell me that Hardreader is going soft on us (though I think I can remedy the situation ). Really, what did you expect? Jess has always been the dude who although not as sexual as my two favorite horn-dogs (hey Billy and Justin, miss you guys!), has always resonated in a very emotional way that doesn't quite translate into words. Apparently there are a whole lot of us who feel this way.

    When Jess is able to find a chance at happiness, or at least pleasure, of course we all want to be able to have a chance to feel like we were right there with him. Hr, you know how much I've been looking forward to this third book. You called me the cheerleader for this project and we both understand why. But I knew that I couldn't possibly be the only one who felt this strongly about you guys continuing the project.

    Fast forward two months and like 3,350 + hits later and we see that this story has become something poignant and beautiful and it's only just begun! I was ecstatic to see more and more readers posting comments that coincided with my own feelings on Jess' and now Paul's thoughts, emotions and lives.

    I'm just glad you didn't give up on this project. It's a wonderful thing and I really need to again thank Jess, Paul and of course you, Hr. Due to various reasons (which I won't post here) I've been out of touch with you. I do apologize, but I'll catch up with you in a PM.

    Thank you all for such an amazing job, please continue on exactly as you are. I can safely assume that we, the readers, love you all and wish you nothing but the best. Take care.

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    Re: Jess' Story -- I Thought I Knew, Book 3

    Things have changed a bit since I wrote the mailbag. I had planned Chapter 9 to be much longer. But when Paul saw what was planned, he wanted to tell the second part of the chapter instead. We talked about it. Jess disagreed. But in the end I think Paul was right. So overnight I have cut Jess' Chapter 9 shorter and written all of Chapter 10 from Paul's viewpoint. I think this will work better.

    Since today's chapter is shorter and contains no real sex (sorry, guys) and since Chapter 10 is now essentially done, we decided that I would do my best to post Chapter 10 tomorrow. So you get a real bonus this week. And maybe you'll get a real boner (and maybe more) tomorrow as a result.

    I have one other announcement before I get to Chapter 9. I have been working with a relatively new fan of the "I Thought I Knew" project -- PerpetuallyHard312. In the past week, with everything else I have had to do, he and I have managed to craft a three-part mini-project telling a part of his story. It's been a great project to work on and I think you guys are going to enjoy it at a number of levels. So please watch for the cumming of PerpetuallyHard's project on Wednesday. I hope you're up for it!

    And now just a word of thanks to skittles for his undying support. You're such a great fan. I love that we make you and yours feel so good.

    Now on with the story:


    Jess’ Story
    I Thought I Knew -- Book Three
    Chapter 9

    From Jess' viewpoint

    I found myself thinking about Paul repeatedly that evening after he called to invite me to lunch. Something had attracted me to him since I first saw that picture of him in Anne’s dorm room. He looked so hot. Stripped to the waist. I had jerked off staring at that picture and I couldn’t get him or that special feeling out of my head ever since.

    But there was more to it than that. More than just a great cum. But it was a great cum even with Anne right there. Both times I’d seen him -- crossing the street in front of Anne’s dorm and at lunch the next day -- there seemed to be this kind of vibe I got from him. Hard to explain, but it felt good.

    What didn’t make any sense was that he was dating Anne. So probably I was only imagining that there was something happening between us. He just wanted to be friends. He probably didn’t even know how tuned into him I was. Friends? What the hell, I could use another friend.

    To be honest about this stuff, I should tell you that I jerked off thinking of him again that night after he called. I felt kind of stupid getting so fixed on this guy. I had hardly even met or seen him more just briefly. He’d only asked if we could have lunch cuz he didn’t have any friends on campus. I was acting like a stupid high school freshman with a crush.

    By the time we met for lunch on Tuesday, I’d jerked off thinking of him two more times. The call from him had somehow pushed all my negative thoughts about Anne from my head and refilled it with fantasies of this guy.

    I hadn’t had feelings like this for anyone since Tolley my freshman year. To be honest, when I was jerking off picturing Paul, I was also remembering Tolley a little. It was like a cautionary tale. It was warning to me: Don’t get too into this guy. It’s easy to get hurt.

    I’d certainly gotten hurt by Tolley and trying to move things too fast. At least too fast for him. I knew I was getting myself all worked up over Paul. Fucking horny is what I was. And I was pretty sure there wasn’t a chance he was gay or even bi.

    As I waited for it to be time for my lunch with Paul, the hours and minutes and seconds crept by. As they did, I’d decided a couple of things I would and wouldn’t do: I’d be honest and up front that I was sexually “undeclared.” I hoped he would tell me if he was bi or straight or whatever. But if he didn’t I wouldn’t ask or pry. No matter what he said, I would not come on to him. Not right away. I’d make it clear I wanted to be friends. If he wanted more, he’d have to make the first move, at least for now. Let him set the pace. I’d have to be content to follow his lead. But above all, I’d do my best to be honest with him. As honest as a friend could be.

    Honesty and friendship. It was like my new mantra. I found myself repeating it over and over in my head. “Honesty and friendship.”

    It made sense to me, but I knew it wasn’t going to be easy. I was too worked up over this guy for anything to be easy. I needed to relax and calm down. That’s why I’d whacked off twice. I thought it might curb my need. It usually worked that way for me.

    I was more than 20 minutes early to meet Paul for lunch. That pretty much says it all. The good news, at least in my mind, was that he was almost 15 minutes early. We both made excuses for why we were so early. I think his was about as lame as mine.

    We got our food and then both sat there just looking at each other silently. Both of us awkwardly waiting for the other to speak first. I was trying to figure out if he was giving off that same vibe he had the first two times I saw him. Or if my gaydar was picking up anything. I’d pretty much decided neither was in play when . . .

    “So I guess you have a lot of friends.” After making that odd opening comment, Paul quickly looked down at his food and started toying with a grape in his fruit cup. I didn’t really know what to say. I saw Paul look up at me over his food. He had a hopeful look in his eyes. That look sent a vibe I liked!

    “I guess I know a lot of people. Not all of them are really friends,” I said. Wondering where he was going with this opening.

    Silence descended on us again until I finally broke it. “So I guess one of my friends must have given you my number. Why not just ask Anne?” I guess maybe that came out a little harsh, cuz Paul blushed and looked really uncomfortable. For a second I thought maybe I’d screwed up and he was just gonna take his lunch and leave. So I added, “I was really glad that you called. I think I could use a new friend.”

    I could see the relief in Paul’s face. His whole body suddenly relaxed and he smiled. That made me smile and it hit me hard how important it was to me to make this guy, a guy I didn’t even really know, happy.

    “Well, I actually got your number from Anne’s cell. It’s just that she doesn’t know,” Paul said cautiously, like he was testing to see how I’d react to that bit of information.

    “She doesn’t know you got my number from her cell . . . Or she doesn’t know about you asking me to lunch?”

    “Both. I know she’s pretty upset with you. She didn’t say why, but she said something like you’d gone too far. I doubt she’ll be pissed for too long. I think she sort of has a crush on you.” Paul said. Again I could see had had that kind of uncertainty as to how I might react. I just played it cool.

    “Well, I don’t know if she’s upset or not,” I lied, “but we had a little disagreement the other day. I think it’ll blow over. You think she’s got a crush on me? I never would have guessed that.” I wanted to move away from my problem with Anne as fast as I could. I didn’t want this conversation going there. If I was gonna be honest with Paul, I didn’t want to do it discussing why Anne was so mad at me.

    Honesty and friendship.

    Paul went on talking about Anne. Asking how I came to know her. Telling me how he had come to know her. It turned out he didn’t even really remember her from high school. She saw him on campus and asked him out and kept calling him. Since he didn’t have any friends at our school, he’d said OK. “She’s a nice girl and all, but . . .” He paused and shrugged and thrust out his lower lip in a way that seemed to dismiss her importance. Thank god, at last maybe we could start talking about something else.

    Lately Paul had met a few guys who played touch football on Sunday afternoons. But even after a month of joining them, he still felt like an outsider around them.

    We talked about classes and majors and bars and stuff like that. It was easy talking to him and I liked finding out about him and what he was into. I got the feeling that we really could become friends. In some ways being there with him just talking reminded me of killing time with Billy. I liked it.

    There was a little pause as we both started eating again and then he asked, “So are you dating anyone?”

    I knew what he really meant was “Are you gay, or bi or what?” I had sort of anticipated that question, or at least letting him know. But when I was confronted with answering it, I started to stammer.

    “It’s summer, you know, not a lot of . . . you know, people around,” I said not looking him in the eyes. “Usually I go out most every weekend, but I don’t usually date really. I just go with what’s going on.” Even I didn’t know what that meant.

    “Yeah, me too. I’m not really into dating,” he said and gave me another one of his wicked ass smiles. It left me staring at him and thinking how much I could really get into this guy. It also reminded me how important it was to stick with my game plan. Honesty and friendship.

    I guess I was ready to tell him I was “undeclared” or whatever, which is pretty much what I meant to do. But then I got to wondering. Had he just tried to tell me he was . . . What had he told me? Or was I reading too much into that one question?

    My stomach went tight.

    The conversation had come to a halt all of a sudden. We were both just sitting there looking at each other. He was giving me his smile. I felt like a dog in heat, but my stomach was so knotted up I was about ready to barf.

    I had told myself I’d be honest with him, so I blurted out, “I take it where I can get it.”
    Paul looked stunned at first. Like maybe I’d hit him in the nuts or something. Then he nodded like he understood, but I felt compelled to explain, “Sexually, that is.”

    There, I’d said it. But for some reason I couldn’t just leave it at that. “It doesn’t matter to me so much if it’s boys or girls.” I stared into his eyes to see his reaction.

    Paul was leaning back in his seat with the biggest smile I’d seen from him, which at that point was saying a lot. And he kept smiling that wicked-ass smile at me. My answer seemed to make him too happy. I didn’t get it.

    At last he sort of nodded like we’d come to some sort of agreement and said, “Yeah, me too, I guess.”

    I didn’t know what to say. Was he telling me that he . . .?

    There was an awkward pause. I think maybe we had both caught each other by surprise. We stared at each other. He was smiling. His big smile. A real smile. I wanted to feel the way he felt. But instead my smile was an attempt to cover-up the wild churning in my guts.

    “So I gotta go. I told this kid I’d come look at his car,” Paul said kind of sudden like, making like he was getting ready to check out.

    I didn’t want him to go. I thought we were about to really start talking to each other. About stuff that really mattered. At least to me. But also I was afraid that if we kept talking, this could be like Tolley and me all over and maybe I’d never see him again.

    Honesty and friendship. Honesty and friendship.

    I needed to keep him there. I needed to keep him engaged.

    I was grasping at straws or whatever. I asked, “So you work on cars? You a good mechanic?”

    “No, I hardly know anything about cars, but I’m trying to buy one,” he said, settling back into his seat as he answered. “I called this kid who has to sell his car. He lives not too far from here. Do you want to come with me? I could use a little help. I really don’t know anything about buying cars.”

    Why did every second of every minute with Paul seem so important? Should I go with him? Should I . . .

    Honesty and friendship.

    “I don’t know a thing about cars either, but if you want a little company while you look, I can join you.”

    He smiled. I smiled back. We each paid for our own lunch. This could work. I just needed to relax. This could really work.

    To Be Continued . . .

    I hope you liked today's chapter. Of course, we'd love to have comments about it from any and all of you. Remember that tomorrow I'll be posting Chapter 10 and there will be a major development!

    Plus I hope you'll check out the new mini-project that I have written with PerpetuallyHard312. It's another true story about a real guy. He says he'll be willing to answer your questions as best he can.

    So until the double-feature tomorrow, stay happy. And stay hard!
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    Re: Jess' Story -- I Thought I Knew, Book 3

    That chapter has got me feeling all jittery, nervous,and excited all at the same time! Go get 'em Jess, he wants you too....more than you know And as HR said we have our own mini project that just came out of the blue. I'll answer any questions I can after he posts the first chapter. I hope you guys like it!

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    Re: Jess' Story -- I Thought I Knew, Book 3

    Love it! Jess & Paul ... can't wait to "see" them together making out ...

    And PH - I am really looking forward to YOUR story!

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    Re: Jess' Story -- I Thought I Knew, Book 3

    I'm liking where Jess and Paul are headed! And, no, I don't mean the car!

    It's as though We all KNOW what direction this is going to go, but THEY don't, yet! I'm appreciating the look into their uncertainty, hesitancy, and anticipation. Yeah! It really does happen like that in Real Life!!

    And ... looking forward to PH's mini-project, too! Would appreciate a link to it when it's posted!

    Keep smilin'!!
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    Re: Jess' Story -- I Thought I Knew, Book 3

    Jess,
    The content of this chapter is one I've thought about countless times - HOW do you ask somone you're interested in if it might be mutual, when it's not a "Hetero" relationship you're inviting?!

    I can sooo feel your angst, and there were times I (mistakenly) felt the elation of "what might be", only to have had really crappy gaydar - or, not really, just didn't bother listening to myself because I became too engrossed in the possibility that it might be.

    Thank you for bringing your innermost thoughts out and sharing them with us.

    I know you're helping a lot of silent readers in their lives - and a few of we more vocal ones, no matter the stage of our lives, too.

    Based on where the players in the project current appear to stand (or is that Lay? lol), I'm glad that you and Paul have become such intimate friends and more. I wish you both all the happiness in the world, and I look forward to your continuing story as it unfolds - with or without the vivid scenes that our resident perv, er, purveyor, yeah, that's it, Purveyor of Fine Porn loves to recreate for us so well. lol

    Take care.


    And I know, if I'll only be true, to this glorious quest . . .

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    Me likey. This chapter felt spot on. I found myself feeling the emotions that Jess and Paul must have been feeling and at the same time smiling because I just couldn't stop reading! I guess I'll do my best to wait until tomorrow to get my next fix of book 3. Great work Jess, now let's see what Paul can do. Hr, all I can say is totally bitching man. I appreciate the shout out as well. Take care fellas.

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    Re: Jess' Story -- I Thought I Knew, Book 3

    Loved the chapter HR.

    Just like Skittles i felt the emotion coming out in the words. Even though there was no sex secene that usally take place in the chapter, it was still amazing.

    I'm really enjoying where Jes and Paul are headed.

    Sorry this is not going ot be a long indepth post. im tired has hell and i had to get this chapter read before i went to bed. I will post again tomorrow. I cant wait for the next chapter.
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    Re: Jess' Story -- I Thought I Knew, Book 3

    Thanks to PerpetuallyHard312, Bodhi1, Kyanimal, DonQuixote, skittles and TimWhite07 for their posts. I'm really running late today, so I'll have to put the mailbag off until my next post.

    But more important than mailbag, here's your bonus chapter:


    Jess’ Story
    I Thought I Knew -- Book Three
    Chapter 10

    From Paul's viewpoint

    I almost fell off my chair at lunch when Jess told me, “I take it where I can get it.” His words echoed in my head. I take it where I can get it! I was pretty sure those were the exact words that the Jess in “I Thought I Knew” said he sometimes used when he was asked if he was straight or gay.

    What were the odds of that? Either somehow this was the same Jess as in the story, or this guy liked to pretend that he was. I didn’t understand what was going on. It didn’t make any sense. But either way I figured I had hit the boyfriend jackpot.

    When Jess said those words, it literally knocked me back into my chair. I didn’t know what to say. I just sat there looking at him, probably with a goofy look on my face. I’d always loved this guy in some fairytale sort of way and here he was sitting across from me at lunch telling me he was real. Real or not, I didn’t really care. He was there. Having lunch with me. Can you say “hard-on”? “Major hard-on”?

    I was so excited, so completely turned on by what I had just learned, or thought I had learned, that I was afraid if I stayed there talking to him much longer, I wasn’t going to be able to resist telling him that I knew who he was.

    And I wasn’t sure I could keep from reaching out to touch him. I had this insatiable urge to touch him. Even just the back of his hand, or maybe stroking his eight inch cock the way Justin did. Oh, fuck, I was turned on.

    I started to worry that I was going to make a fool of myself because I was so much in l . . . Maybe it wasn’t love at that point, but at least so much in lust with him right then. And I had been for so long.

    OK, now jump forward a little. We were walking along talking about pretty much nothing, headed off to see a kid about a car. Everything about Jess seemed to fit perfectly with the way HardReader had described him. The way I had always imagined he was. I was becoming more and more convinced that this was the real thing.

    However, I had one big problem right then. The kid with the car wasn’t really expecting me to stop by today. As a matter of fact, he’d told me he’d be out of town until tomorrow. But I’d just said the first thing that popped into my head.

    The good news was that Jess and I were still together. Still talking. And I hadn’t made a fool of myself trying to molest him yet. But I kept trying to find ways to see his crotch. And his ass, which isn’t easy when you’re walking side-by-side with a guy.

    When we got to the kid’s place and no one was there, I asked Jess if he minded giving the guy a few minutes. It was more time to talk and finally a chance for me to get a much better look at him. And I liked what I saw.

    I could imagine his eight inches of cock just as HardReader had described it. I could imagine it hard and aching and throbbing. Waiting for me to suck it. It was crazy, but here was this guy I’d barely met and I already knew what his cock looked like. What his cum tasted like. How he liked to get off when he was alone. How he liked to . . .

    I was so hard. Jess was leaning against a post thing that was holding up the porch roof. He was wearing a pair of old baggy cargoes that looked like the sexiest cargoes I’d ever seen. Like in an A&F ad or something. I was pretty sure he was going commando. In “I Thought I Knew” he always went commando.

    I was sitting on the front step on the far end of the porch. Maybe 7 or 8 feet away. A good distance to watch him. Study him. Confirm that he was everything I had always known he would be.

    Since I was sitting down with my knees in front of me, I figured he probably couldn’t tell how much my own hard penis was causing my shorts to tent. At least it was partially disguised. But then I started to think about it. About Jess seeing me with my hard penis in my cargoes. I almost stood up so he could see how excited I was. So he could see that I was full hard for him. But I didn’t. I just kept looking at him and thinking what I wanted to do with him.

    You don’t need to ask. I know what you want to know. Sure, I was going commando, too. I’d been going commando or free-balling ever since I first knew that Jess never wore underwear.

    I’m lucky I didn’t cum in my shorts the 20 or so minutes we spent waiting there. I can picture Jess perfectly leaning against that post. I can still feel the intensity of my hard penis.

    Time was passing and I could tell Jess was starting to get restless. I didn’t have a clue what to do next, but I didn’t want this first meeting to end. Then Jess said, “I guess he’s not coming. You wanna get something to drink at my place? It’s not far from here.”

    We were there in less than 10 minutes. Fortunately as we walked again side-by-side my penis had relaxed some. When we got to Jess’ place he offered to get us a couple of Cokes from the fridge. I asked if I could use his bathroom and he directed me to a door off his bedroom. I pissed like crazy and that helped my half-hard penis to relax the rest of the way.

    As I came out of the bathroom, I saw something I hadn’t noticed as I went in. On the far wall was a picture of a young kid. Lying on his left side. His left arm propping up his head as he looked straight ahead. His head resting on his left hand. He was naked. Completely naked. And beautiful.

    His free right hand was draped so it mostly covered his genitals, though not completely, I noted. Just a hint of his balls and what was maybe the tip of his penis.

    I walked up close to examine it. Just as I had thought, it was Jess. A beautiful drawing. Excellently drawn. Jess when he was maybe two or even three years younger. But I knew it was Jess.

    Suddenly the overhead light in the room came on, startling me.

    “You found the bathroom OK?” Jess asked and then, seeing me staring at the picture of him, he said, “That’s pretty old now. I should probably take it down. It embarrasses me, but it was done by a good friend as a graduation gift, so I’ve left it up.”

    As much as I wanted to look at the real Jess to see how he looked compared to the young man in the picture, I couldn’t take my eyes off the drawing. With the light on, I thought I could see a dappling or splattering of something on Jess’ chest and abs. It was very subtle. I wondered if I was imagining it. But I didn’t think I was. I was pretty sure that it was supposed to be his cum splattered there. Maybe even a streak on his cheek and upper lip.

    I looked to see who the artist was. In the lower right-hand corner was a handwritten note. Congratulations and best wishes! Justin . . .
    “I guess Justin must be a very good friend,” I said, turning and looking directly at Jess for the first time since he had come into the room. He looked embarrassed.

    “What?” he said, sounding quite startled. “How did you know who drew it? And what makes you think he was a friend?” I felt like I was being accused of doing something wrong.

    “Well, you told me it was drawn by a ‘good friend’ of yours and it’s signed right here by somebody named Justin something I can’t read.”

    The flash of anger that I thought I’d seen in Jess’ face was gone. He looked sheepish and apologized. It was the only moment of the day that had not been near perfect. But it seemed to pass quickly when I explained.

    As I thought back on it as the evening went on, I guess I might have had sort of a salacious tone in my voice or whatever that word is. Like sexual or dirty. I mean it was the second major clue that this was really Jess. The Jess. A nude picture of him and his fresh cum drawn by his good friend Justin. I didn’t need to be a brain surgeon to put those clues together, did I?

    I have to admit, I couldn’t get that picture of Jess out of my mind. I thought he looked better now than he did then. He looked more solid. More dependable. More sexy as we continued to talk and pass the time. Even though I couldn’t see his body the way I could in the picture. I could see enough of it to have a good idea what was there.

    Now that I knew, I wanted so badly to tell him that I knew who he was. Knew what he’d done. Knew what he wanted and needed. In some ways it seemed like it would make everything so much easier.

    I didn’t need to tell him about Anne and the chapter she had shown me. I could tell him I figured it out because of the picture. And the “I take it where I can get it” quote. And of course his name. Justin’s name . . .

    But surely if they changed anything, they’d changed the names. So maybe I wasn’t ready to tell him I knew it was him. But maybe I could say something like, “I read this true story online and I wondered if it could be about you and your friends. There seem to be some similarities. Have you ever read ‘I Thought I Knew’?

    Maybe. But I wasn’t ready to put myself out there that far yet. I really didn’t want to screw this up.

    After all these years without ever having laid so much as a finger on another kid, well on another guy, I really wanted to. And having had a crush on Jess for so many years, I couldn’t believe I was there in his apartment with him. Looking at a nude drawing of him. Trying to figure out how I was supposed to act toward him. What was I supposed to say? To do?

    And why, I kept wondering, was a guy like Jess spending time with a guy like . . .

    I didn’t want to finish that thought. I only hoped that he really did want to spend time with me and that he’d know how to move things along. Because all I knew about gay sex was what I’d read in fantasies online where every guy had a 10-inch penis and a butler. I loved reading that stuff, but I didn’t believe that’s how things really happened. Except maybe for Jess and Billy and Justin. Not for me.

    I’ve tried a lot of times to piece together how things went that afternoon at Jess’ place. I’m not really sure how it happened, but somehow we went from talking about Jess’ picture to how we were trying to cover the cost of our college educations. It turned out we both got a lot of help from our parents, but that wasn’t enough. Money was kind of tight for both of us.

    It was almost two hours later when we dropped that subject and Jess said he was getting hungry. He suggested pizza. I suggested a little place the specialized in organic foods that made a pretty good pizza. So we called and ordered.

    As we ate, we talked some more. He never suggested I should move on or he had something else to do. Quite the opposite. He always seemed to be offering me an opportunity to stay with him and do whatever the next thing was.

    Finally it was getting kind of late. He asked if I wanted to watch some TV or a movie or something. I asked what movies he had and he looked kind of embarrassed. “Not much I guess,” he said. He put on his sheepish look again. He looked so hot just then.

    Somehow I knew from his response that all he had was porno. How many times had I read this scenario? I was hoping it was gay. But gay or straight I thought it might just be the nudge I’d been hoping for the last few hours.

    “Yeah, all I’ve got is an old box of porns that a roommate left behind when he moved out without paying his last months rent,” Jess said.

    He went into his bedroom and came out with a raggedy cardboard box half full of DVDs. He handed them to me and said I could pick something.

    There wasn’t anything in there that I knew anything about, but it was all guys on the covers. I finally picked one out with two college-age guys who looked pretty good. It had some stupid title that suggested it had a wrestling theme.

    “I don’t think I’ve ever watched this one,” Jess said, giving the pictures on the front and back a quick glance. He put it in his player and turned on his TV. Then he turned back to me as he started to unbutton his shorts and asked, “So do you want to get comfortable?”

    I shrugged my shoulders indicating that was OK with me, trying the whole time to look like guys asked me to “get comfortable” and watch porn with them in their bedrooms all the time. Particularly hot looking guys like Jess whose sexual exploits were known by guys all over the world.

    My heart was beating like crazy as his shorts dropped. Bingo! Just as I’d guessed from watching him all day. Commando. Just like The Jess.

    He was standing there in nothing but an old black T-shirt, his back turned toward me. His tight butt a sight to behold as he watched a string of previews start to play. I was already hard. I decided that since his back was turned it was a good time for me to drop my shorts too. Now we were dressed alike again, except my T-shirt was a faded yellow. And I was wearing a hard-on and I was pretty sure he was soft.

    He finally turned around and looked at me. It was clear he was looking me up and down. My cock, which had started to ease up a little just a moment before, sprang right back to full hard when I saw him checking me out.

    There was no point in trying to cover up. This had been his idea. I wasn’t going to be the one to back out. I was so ready for whatever he had in mind.

    Since he hadn’t hesitated to check me out, I took a good long look at his penis and balls. Neatly trimmed. His soft cock hung down over his low-hanging testicles. I’d guess he was probably about four inches soft. I couldn’t remember HardReader ever describing Jess when he was soft.

    Jess knew what I was looking at. Still he reached down and wrapped the fingers of his right hand around his cock and gave it a couple of nice tugs before he turned back around to pull a pair of loose fitting black boxers out of a dresser drawer. He stepped into them, walked around to the far side of the bed and lay back against the padded headboard.

    I was still standing there naked and hard without a clue what I should do. Should I see if there was another pair of boxers in his dresser I could wear? Was I supposed to . . . I didn’t even know what to guess. What to think.

    Before I did something stupid, he told me to relax and sit beside him. He didn’t need to ask twice. I was beside him almost immediately.

    I was a little uncomfortable with my privates on display while his were covered up. I couldn’t quite figure out what that was all about. Was he trying to tell me his penis was off limits? I didn’t get it. But there I was in bed with him. Me just a little more naked than him. Our hips side by side. My leg grazing his.

    Jess was so relaxed and casual. I envied that in him. Of course, he’d done this all before. With Billy. With Justin. With his cousin. Even with girls.

    With all that experience I expected him to be more aggressive. But he was just lying beside me chilling as the DVD started with a shot of two naked guys in the 69 position.

    I was still hard and I couldn’t imagine how that was going to change unless I came. That’s what I was hoping for.

    As the cameraman got better and better angles on the guys swapping blow jobs, I could see Jess’ cock shifting in his boxers. Getting longer and harder. And finally what I was pretty sure must be full hard. I could see a little of the underside of it pushing the fly of his black boxers open. It was so incredibly hot to see a hard cock like that in person for the first time. My mouth was watering, my palms were sweating. My own cock just ached.

    I couldn’t believe Jess never touched his cock. It went from almost full soft to full hard in a minute or two with not a touch from his hand. Or sadly from mine.

    I kept thinking he was going to start playing with himself any second, but his hands stayed mostly on his flat stomach. His fingers interlinked. His eyes focused on the wrestlers on the screen. Not on me or my throbbing penis.

    I didn’t even realize I’d done it, but at some point I’d moved my hands. They were on my thighs. Kind of massaging myself with slow, but powerful rubbing motions. I guess I was so turned on. I needed to touch myself if Jess wasn’t going to.

    I decided to take matters into my own inexperienced hands. I lifted my right hand from my thigh and placed it on Jess’ thigh. At the same time I moved my leg enough to press it right up against Jess’ leg.

    Oh my god! I couldn’t believe what it felt like to touch another guy this way. His skin was so warm. I could feel his muscles beneath my fingers. Feel every hair beneath my hand. His hard penis was only inches away. I literally could not breathe for a moment. I’d never felt anything so . . . I don’t even know how to describe what that first touch was like for me. But it was better than edging. Better than jerking off. Maybe even better than a lot of times I had come alone in my room.

    Jess didn’t tell me to stop. He didn’t move away. He just seemed to be stretching his neck. Twisting it around and back. I heard it crackle and pop. He looked over at me and said, “That feels better.” I really didn’t know if he meant his neck, or having my hand on his thigh.

    This was like being in junior high again and trying for first base. But if this was how it had to be, I was going to make it happen. I started rubbing and massaging and squeezing my hand on Jess’ thigh as I rubbed and massaged and squeezed my own. I thought I saw his cock twitch when I squeezed the first time. Whatever! At least he wasn’t complaining.

    A few minutes later, one of the wrestlers had the other turned up on his shoulders and was straddling him. Deep fucking him. Things were progressing for me as well. My left hand moved in unison with the penetration on the screen before us. It was finally wrapped around my throbbing penis. And my right hand rested on Jess’ hard eight-inch cock. Not moving at first. Just resting.

    I saw Jess look over to watch me jerking my fully exposed cock. I looked him full in the face and his gaze turned from my cock to my eyes. He smiled in the laziest, most relaxed way. Almost yawning in peaceful content. Then I felt a gentle thrust of his cock against my hand. And then again. And again. He was humping my hand.

    I could hardly believe this. I wrapped my fingers around it. The loosed fabric of his boxers was almost like lube as I stroked his amazing hard cock. I could feel so much heat right through the fabric. I could see muscles rippling in his mid section as he worked himself like a pro in and out of my grip. It felt amazing. Like nothing I’d ever done before. Giving pleasure and seeing how good it made Jess feel. I could tell the way his body moved. I knew he must feel the way I did.

    I hoped he would return the favor, but nothing more happened. I kept playing with my own cock, stopping from time to time so as not to cum too soon. He paused whenever I paused. And when I started stroking myself, he started thrusting into my hand. And I jacked him as best I knew how.

    During one such pause, I got a whiff of this sexy man smell. It wasn’t my smell. It was Jess’. Like a powerful aphrodisiac to me. I rolled toward Jess and kissed him. I hoped that that was something he wanted. I had no way to know. He seemed to be offering me no guidance. But I could not have stopped if I tried. And to be honest I didn’t try.

    He kissed me back. Lips closed, but gently. His lips felt softer than I had thought a man’s lips would feel. More sensual. Less forceful. They felt good gently pressing against mine. I opened my mouth a little and Jess responded. I ran my nervous tongue across his lips. He didn’t pull away or tighten his lips.

    I opened my mouth more fully and let my tongue run across Jess’ teeth. His mouth too was opened more, allowing me to do whatever I wanted. From time to time I felt his tongue brush mine. But Jess seemed passive. Not resisting anything I did.

    I ran my tongue all around his mouth, challenging his tongue to take action. But his tongue seemed as relaxed as his body, accepting things as they came. I was a little puzzled by his reaction and finally withdrew back to my original place beside him.

    I let my hand remained where it had been. Holding its prize. Jess’ cock, which I had dreamed of so many times. Which I had imagined sucking so many times. Or imagined pressed against my throbbing cock. Or deep within my ass.

    It was my hand on Jess’ cock at last. I didn’t want to let it go. It felt too good. Too right.

    Jess let out a sigh. The most erotic sound. And the first real reaction he had given me other than staying so very hard in my grasp. Then I felt him shift and his face rubbed against mine. Almost animal like as he pushed his cheek against mine. His nose against my neck. His hair across my face.

    I thought I was going to cum right then. I had never touched a man. Not any man. And now I was touching Jess and he was touching me in this special, sexy, erotic way. I had never even imagined it in any of my fantasies. But I loved it!

    Within a few minutes the animal like touching of face to face had stopped. I was still propped against the headboard. But Jess had somehow maneuvered himself so he was sort of sitting between my legs, leaning back against me. His back was to my chest. His butt pressed against my aching hard-on. His head nestled against my shoulder. I could feel his stubble against my skin. Ohhhhh!

    I found both of my hands were entwined around his hard cock. He was resting peacefully and I felt free to do with him as I wanted.

    I wrapped my right hand around his hardened penis and with my left a tugged at his balls, easily accessibly through the ample fabric of his loose-fitting boxers.

    He leaned forward, away from me. I thought I must have done something wrong. Gone too far! I'd screwed up. I was sure of it. He reached down and pulled his shirt over his head, forcing me to release his penis from my grip. I decided I might as well take my T-shirt off too.

    When I was done, he leaned back against me. I didn't know if it was OK to touch his penis again or not. I hesitated. He reached down. Took my hands in his and placed them back on his hard-on. I felt like I couldn't be happier. Until he turned around and gave me a peck on my cheek and then settled back up against me. This was heaven!

    I started to jack Jess off. First slowly and then, urged on by the growing speed of his thrusts, I quickened my tempo. When I seemed to reach the speed Jess desired, his thrusting mostly stopped and he allowed me just to keep on jacking him.

    It was only a few minutes before I felt his body stiffen. I heard a sort of gurgling sound deep in his chest. I could feel the temperature of his entire body rise as it pressed against my own. I didn’t want this night to end. I slowed and finally stopped my stroking. Jess opened his eyes and looked at me. Still at peace, but with a look of lust in his sleepy eyes.

    I kissed him deeply. Still little response. But no resistance. And then that sound deep within him. I knew I was doing something right.

    I continued to kiss him, but as I did I couldn’t resist pumping my throbbing cock between his tight buns. I didn’t know what it felt like to fuck a man, but this felt unbelievably good to me. Jess gently pressed his buttocks back against my thrusting penis.

    Without even thinking, my hands were at work again. Stroking Jess at that tempo that seemed so perfect to him. Soon I felt his body tense again. I knew he was close. I knew I was close too. Jess started to rub his face against mine again. Like a cat. A wild cat. A tiger or a lion.

    He groaned. I tensed. His cock swelled in my hand. My cock throbbed against his butt. His cum, lots of cum, thick and warm and gooey splashed against my face. Against his face too I’m sure. I felt his body repeatedly stiffen and each time more cum. Not as powerful a blast as the first, but still so much volume.

    Each time he tensed, I felt his butts pressing, squeezing against my cock. The third or maybe fourth time, I came. No room for my cum to shoot the way it normally did. It was trapped between us. Encased in our hot flesh. Jess’ and mine. My cum forced its way between our sweaty bodies, letting the two of us in our heated passion slide flesh against slippery flesh.

    When Jess felt my cum against his butt, he started to rub his face against mine once again. He smeared his jizz. Licked some of it from my cheek and neck. I could feel some of it cooling and running down my shoulder.

    I was afraid I was about to wake up and find this had been a dream. But no, this was real. Jess was real. I was real.

    Finally Jess moved beside me, putting a pillow behind his head. I realized this moment was ending. Our moment. My first time. I rolled toward Jess and hugged him hard. He leaned into my hug, but didn’t return it.

    I rolled back and lay by his side, as I started to wonder why he had been so passive most of the night. Willing, accepting, but always the receiver. Never the giver. What was that about? Was that what Jess had become? Or was this a different Jess? Was that possible?

    I didn’t want to think about it. I wanted to enjoy our time together as our bodies cooled and relaxed beside each other's.

    It was a night to remember. I’d done what I’d set out to do and I didn’t regret it. I hoped I wouldn’t tomorrow, but I couldn’t really believe I would.

    To Be Continued . . .

    I hope you enjoyed this bonus chapter. Pulling all of this together in the same week has taken a lot out of me, if you know what I mean. Please consider leaving a comment. Please! And also think about rating this story. It’s quick and easy to do.

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    Paul, Paul, Paul,
    I can understand the big debate over who should tell the tale of this encounter.

    I think I'd be feeling as confused as you, after a day/evening like that. Jess "getting comfortable", and putting his boxers on after doffing his jeans, and you doing the same, leaving you feeling a bit exposed by comparison . . .

    Oh, what a feeling, . . . BUT, JESS - Now we've GOT to hear what was going through your head - Why so Passive? That would drive me over the bend, too, I think. There's laid back, but holy shit, man. I know it may not be the next chapter, after HR reworked everything

    Other than that, What a HOT, STEAMY, CUMMY, GOOEY Chapter!
    I made sure I cleared the overnight postings before I left home this morning, hoping that HR's next installment would be the "trigger" e-mail -- and it WAS.

    To say I was a "bit uncomfortable" at my workstation while reading the post is an understatement! lol

    Paul, you are making HR's writing career look so easy - OK, HARD, maybe, but easy. The material you give him to work with.

    And, Jess, Keep this boy. He's a jewel. But I suspect that you already know that.

    HR, your usual impeccable HARD hitting penmanship, as usual.

    Thanks to all of you.

    One last thing, HR, will you include a post with a link to your new story on PH312 here, just in case some of we bozo's who don't always remember to get out to the forum can find it?

    Thanks,
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    OMG! I'm SO late for class right now but I HAD to read this before I left! That was so hot! Paul I think you did the right thing and not told him you knew who he was just yet. You are so lucky! Jess, why so passive? You were so hot for this guy, I thought that you'd attack him the moment the opportunity presented itself? You said that you'd let him make the first move, but I didn't think that you meant all the moves! lol But you made Paul one happy albeit confused guy that night. I'll be a couple more minutes late cleaning this cum but it was worth it...oh BOY was it worth it! I'll get to my story and post something there after class! Enjoy guys! And please be nice, it's my first time and I'm nervous as hell! lol

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    The story is great as usual and I can now say I am caught up on reading these awesome stories. I started reading them when you first posted this latest book and decided to begin with the first. I am glad that I did and that I have kept reading them until now. Keep up the great work.

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    I thought I was prepared to read this chapter but when i began reading the part when Jess sat in front of Paul I almost lost it. Oh to be a fly on that wall... You guys are lucky to have found each other and continue to be friends.

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    It is times like this that i am glad that i have a fluid resistant Keyboard. LOL. I have a some friends in town from San Fran. They are straight and get a little weireded out when Zach and i love on each, so we havent had a change to get some relief. They just went to store when i started reading this, and im glad they did. That was the biggest load i have down in a while. ANd HR, Jess, and Paul you made that possible. Thank you so much.

    I guess like everyone else, i want to know why you were so passive Jess. I think maybe it is because you didnt want to push him away by going to far, so you let him go as far as he wanted.

    How i envy you right now paul. Being able to do that with a guy that many of us have fantasized about. You are very lucky.

    Im with Don, we have got to know what was going through your head as all this happened. I think that would make a great chapter. Even though it was repeat the same HOT sexy secene. Im not complaining thou. I would love to hear what it went down from Jess POV.

    Guys i love you, i love the work you are doing. It is great. Thank you. and keep us hard by bringing more chapters. So we can love you more.
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    Wow. You guys sure put a smile on my face. Now I need a cigarette, lol. That was so intensely erotic and well worth the wait. I wonder if we'll hear any pillow talk or will the conversation take place the next day? Either way, you guys have outdone yourselves. Thank you!

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    OMFG!!! I made a Big mistake by reading this latest chapter while still wearing my boxers and sweats! And, I'm not just talkin' "Wet Spot"!!! "Animal" pulsed so HARD that NOW I've got HUGE, messy, GLOBS, to clean up!!! (And, I didn't even have to TOUCH "Him"!!!) WOWF! and Whew!! ("We" don't have a Smilie BIG enough to describe the Splatter!!) !!!

    How the HELL did you do that????

    I need some Oxygen!! I need to clean this "Mess" UP!! I've got to take some Vitamins!! Holy Jesus FUCK, hr, Paul and Jess!!

    You've really gotta Stop this! (NO! Don't you DARE!) This is like FUCKIN' KRYPTONITE!!!

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    Quote Originally Posted by TimWhite07 View Post
    I guess like everyone else, i want to know why you were so passive Jess. I think maybe it is because you didnt want to push him away by going to far, so you let him go as far as he wanted.
    Jess,
    After I posted my comments, I had awhile to "mull over" the whole scenario.
    I suspect that Tim has hit it on the head. And now is when I provide HR with the fodder he so richly enjoys, me trying to see into the future, and paying mind/word games with me in the mailbag about it.

    You confessed to us, previously, how HOT you thought Paul was.
    Then you played it "oh so cool" when you were talking - I take it wherever I can get it. So, you played it ultra cool with Paul, quietly encouraging him, but being aloof.

    Taking your sweet time dropping your drawers, letting him do the same, Letting him get a nice view of your oh so magnificent butt/crack, checking him out, then donning your boxers in a casual fashion.

    But, the nuzzling, and putting Paul's hand back where it counted when it counted, that was telling, too.
    Then snuggling right into his lap, pushing your crack against his raging hard-on, encouraging him to hump one out of himself while he handled your needs, too.

    I'd still very much like to have a Vulcan mind-meld to see and feel what was going on in your mind.

    What did happen after the eruption? Did you and he clean each other up with your tongues? Did you head into the bathroom for a shower together? Did Paul wind up spending the night with you, spooned into your backside?

    Oh, the thoughts that run through my mind.

    Again, I'm in a public place, so I don't have the opportunity to let it all loose like our dear friends Chaz and Tim have done, but that just leaves me the more uncomfortable.



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    OK. Maybe I never should have cut Chapter 9 short and let Paul tell Chapter 10. Now I've diverted from the project plan I was following and everyone -- especially Jess -- seems to want to hear what happened in Chapter 10 from Jess' viewpoint.

    Chapter 11 is from Jess' viewpoint. I am planning to start it about where Chapter 10 left off. I don't normally tell the same event from two different perspectives (although I did once in Book 1). If the majority of readers I hear from in the next 24 hours want me to turn the clock back a bit and let Jess tell his version of went on in the bedroom with Paul, I'll do it. But it means I'll need a few extra day. Like it won't get posted next week. Not like next week is guaranteed anyway because of some holiday.

    If you care about this, post a comment ASAP. I'll do my best either way. Jess, Paul and Billy, I already have your votes.

    Thanks. And regardless of how this turns out, try to stay happy. And stay hard!
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    HR and Jess. You tell story how you want to, I have been keeping quiet as this story is such that I feel it needs to unwind before I make comments.
    But what I will say is that Jess is finding out that his life is taking a huge change and Paul is proving to be an interest Jess had not expected, let it play out.
    Good for both of the lads.
    Thanks HR, Jess and Paul.

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    Dear HR,

    Anything you write is fantastic ... do what you feel is best for the story line, & the boys!

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    HR, Jess, Paul,
    Whether it be a narrative telling, or a Post from "He, Himself", you can tell what my vote is, I suspect. lol I'd REALLY like to understand what was going through Jess' mind. I think, regardless of how you staged the chapter in the first place, we would have wanted BOTH guys' inner musings on this most crucial stage. I think the same was true back in book I when you did the double post.

    And, since Jess apparently REALLY wants to be heard, and it's HIS story, afterall, . . .

    Even the great ghostwriter [not much of a ghost, since your right out here in front, lol] can't control everything. Jess has proved that his story has a DEFINITE life of (his) own!


    And I know, if I'll only be true, to this glorious quest . . .

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    Jess and Paul, I promised to post and so I am. You already know this but for the record I came reading your latest chapter at luch today. You guys are so fucking hot together even when Jess is being a prude and only letting Paul cum on his ass. I hope all your chapters are that hot from now on. I love getting off to friends.

    HR, you know how I feel but I'm still voting. For the record let Jess tell us why he was such a prude.

    Jess,

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    Hot update. Definitely excited about future updates hehe.

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    my vote is to turn back the clock a bit and let jess tell us what was going on in his head. then move on even if the chapter has to be a bit longer.
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    Quote Originally Posted by TimWhite07 View Post
    my vote is to turn back the clock a bit and let jess tell us what was going on in his head. then move on even if the chapter has to be a bit longer.
    yeah, what he said

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    Hr, sweetheart, you know that I try to be kind and thoughtful when posting on this 3rd book but fuck the dumb shit! Let Jess tell us what was going through his mind during this first sexual encounter between he and Paul. If it's even half as good as what Paul gave us, wow, I'm gonna have to buy some goddmaned rubber sheets man. Hopefully I can have one of those multiples I've told you about. Shit, one way to find out.

    My vote is for Jess. Give it to us Jess!

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    When a story is this good, to have a bonus chapter thrown in is fantastic!

    Maybe Hardreader is a misnomer for Hardwriter - the Hardreaders are surely the fans of this magnificent thread.







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    Hmmm ... Vote, huh? Well ... let's see ...

    Do I want to hear about the same "adventure" from Jess's POV? Get to know what was going through his Head while his "head" was going? Do I want to know what He was thinking while Paul was "creaming a dream"? Would I really mind the "repetition" (even though I've read the last 2 chapters over, and over, again)?

    Uh ... just give me a mo ... FUCK YES!!!

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    I too want to know what Jess was thinking/feeling during this steamy session with Paul. I thought for sure that you'd be all over him, but maybe you will later? Anyway that was still hot so encore! Encore!

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    I am pretty sure I know exactly what was going on in Jess's head, but I think that you guys should make all the choices about how you tell this story. You have not led us astray yet, so why should we doubt you now

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    Yes let us read what was going on inside Jess' head.

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    Re: Jess' Story -- I Thought I Knew, Book 3

    WOW, I stumbled upon ITIK, and I just had to read the whole thing tonight!

    HR: you're doing an amazing job sharing the story from the perspective of Paul and Jess. The story is so powerful and captivating... you've managed to capture that manly allure extremely well your story. The way you've composed the story, I almost feel like I'm "in" on the whole thing, and therefore like I'm a part of it. I will definitely be hoping for more.

    I think my life parallels this story in so many ways (you can check out my little story if you'd like)- I can relate to both Paul and Jess in this last story in terms of my own experiences, so I know they're loving it all! I feel like I relive some of my experiences and feelings in a much more insightful way as I read through the story...

    It's a shame that Paul seems to not be very aware of his attractiveness... I'm hoping in this next installment Jess steps it up and really opens up. I can understand Jess, however, not wanting to push too far with a guy he's presumed straight (and dating Anne). Jess is clearly writhing with desire; I find it amazing that he's able to be passive the whole time. In Jess's place, I doubt I could be so passive without utterly betraying my exact feelings with moans, body contortions, and so on. In Paul's place, I think I'd assert my desire more and make it very clear that I liked what was going on...

    I can't wait to hear Jess's side of the story in the next installment. I almost feel like Jess couldn't have done anything because he was so awestruck that his fantasy had somehow evolved right before his eyes, making it too good, and perhaps too precious, to be true.

    Thank you all of you for making this story happen, and letting it come to us. It's awesome! Keep up the good work HR!

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    I won! I get to do the next chapter telling some of the same stuff Paul talked about but the way I saw it. Thanks to all of you who wrote and asked HR to give me the chance. I want to say that I think Paul did a great job of telling that part of the story but I think Ive got stuff worth adding to it. It may be next week before we get it done.

    I also want to say thanks to all the ugys who have written in to let us know how much they like my story. Paul and I are pretty happy with it so far. It looks like a lot of new names are starting to show up.

    And Rain I wrote you a msg. I hope to talk to you soon.

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    That's great that you get to share your version of what took place Jess. Take all the time you need HR and Jess.

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    Glad to hear it, Jess. It's a pretty pivotal part of your relationship. I think.


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    Awesome! I'm glad to get to see what was going on inside Jess' head during this steamy encounter between him and Paul! I'll save as much cum as I can for you Jess! And thanks for your comment on my story....it means a lot to me.

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    Jess, Paul and HR, i havent posted yet on my own, only through Tim. I love the story so far, i cant wait until the next one. Your story gives me something to do while im in class. I know, im supposed to be learning, but i would rather read about Hot sexy guys getting off to the image of someone else. or Spooning and getting off. It makes for a better class.

    Have a gret thanksgiving. ttyl
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    I miss the guys! Hope everybody had a Happy Thanksgiving. I'm sure we're all ready to hear about the guys and how their first encounter unfolded according to Jess' point of view. HR, can you put a rush on this please? Lol, j/k. You guys take your time, we all know that you're worth it. Paul, you did an awesome job dude, but how hot would it be to hear that again but from Jess' point of view this time? Right? One good turn deserves another.

    As always, I wanna thank you guys for having the balls to share your personal lives with us. You guys are like rockstars (HR, you can quote me on that) to me. Well, take care everybody. Hope to hear from you sometime soon.

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    It's been too long since I last posted and I know a few of you are getting restless waiting to hear how Jess saw his first encounter of the sexual kind with Paul. The holiday really slowed down the writing process, even though I got to see Jess & Paul more than once. Unfortunately, our place was like a busy motel of relatives and friends for days on end. Too crowded too extend any benefits. To busy to get any work done on the project. Too bad! It was fun, but it left me more than ready to get back to this project.

    At last the next episode is complete and almost ready to post. So I'm taking a break to handle the mailbag. Within a few hours you guys should have what you've been wishing for. I hope you enjoy it as much as you thought you would. Or should I say thought you "wood"? A lot of you seemed to get overly excited by the evening Jess & Paul spent at Jess' place. I wonder why.

    The controversy over whether to let Jess have his chance to tell about that encounter brought out some readers I didn't know were lurking so nearby. I'm thrilled to have their voices added to our regulars. I hope they'll feel comfortable joining in our conversation/commentary more often now. Most of them chimed in to either tell me to write it the way I thought best or that they wanted Jess' viewpoint.

    On the Write It The Way You Want side were:


    ukbrit -- "You tell story how you want to, I have been keeping quiet as this story is such that I feel it needs to unwind before I make comments. But what I will say is that Jess is finding out that his life is taking a huge change and Paul is proving to be an interest Jess had not expected, let it play out."

    Bodhi1 -- "Anything you write is fantastic ... do what you feel is best for the story line, & the boys!"

    glorff -- "I am pretty sure I know exactly what was going on in Jess's head, but I think that you guys should make all the choices about how you tell this story. You have not led us astray yet, so why should we doubt you now" So good to know you're still reading!

    On the Let Jess Tell His Story side were:

    DonQuixote: "Whether it be a narrative telling, or a Post from "He, Himself", you can tell what my vote is, I suspect. lol I'd REALLY like to understand what was going through Jess' mind. I think, regardless of how you staged the chapter in the first place, we would have wanted BOTH guys' inner musings on this most crucial stage."

    BillyCanCum -- "HR, you know how I feel but I'm still voting. For the record let Jess tell us why he was such a prude."

    TimWhite07 -- "my vote is to turn back the clock a bit and let jess tell us what was going on in his head. then move on even if the chapter has to be a bit longer."

    skittles -- "Let Jess tell us what was going through his mind during this first sexual encounter between he and Paul. If it's even half as good as what Paul gave us, wow, I'm gonna have to buy some goddmaned rubber sheets man. Hopefully I can have one of those multiples (orgasms) I've told you about. Shit, one way to find out. My vote is for Jess. Give it to us Jess!"

    Kyanimal -- "Do I want to hear about the same "adventure" from Jess's POV? Get to know what was going through his Head while his "head" was going? Do I want to know what He was thinking while Paul was "creaming a dream"? Would I really mind the "repetition" (even though I've read the last 2 chapters over, and over, again)? Uh ... just give me a mo ... FUCK YES!!!"

    PerpetuallyHard312 -- "I too want to know what Jess was thinking/feeling during this steamy session with Paul. I thought for sure that you'd be all over him, but maybe you will later? Anyway that was still hot so encore! Encore!"

    NothingtoSay -- "Yes let us read what was going on inside Jess' head."

    And then you guys had some regular comments as well:

    DonQuixote -- "What a HOT, STEAMY, CUMMY, GOOEY Chapter! . . . To say I was a "bit uncomfortable" at my workstation while reading the post is an understatement!" Did you really blow your load while in your workstation? How cool is that! Make a fucking mess at work, Don!!! I hope we can get you off again today. Oh, I know we can. Don't forget to tell us all about it, along with whatever random thoughts are going through your head when you cum!

    PerpetuallyHard312 -- "OMG! I'm SO late for class right now but I HAD to read this before I left! That was so hot! Paul I think you did the right thing and not told him you knew who he was just yet. You are so lucky! Jess, why so passive? You were so hot for this guy, I thought that you'd attack him the moment the opportunity presented itself? You said that you'd let him make the first move, but I didn't think that you meant all the moves! lol But you made Paul one happy albeit confused guy that night. I'll be a couple more minutes late cleaning this cum but it was worth it...oh BOY was it worth it!" The early feedback seemed to suggest that this chapter might just be one of the most cum-inducing chapters so far. Glad to keep you hard and cumming, PH. You obviously have a great enthusiasm for your favorite pasttime. We'll talk again soon.

    justright25 -- "The story is great as usual and I can now say I am caught up on reading these awesome stories. I started reading them when you first posted this latest book and decided to begin with the first. I am glad that I did and that I have kept reading them until now. Keep up the great work." Thanks for the kind words. I'm so glad you're enjoying ITIK. You might consider posting a comment to the thread for Books 1 & 2 as well just saying what you thought. Justin and particularly Billy are starting to feel a little left out when all the new posts end up in the Book 3 thread.

    NothingtoSay -- "I thought I was prepared to read this chapter but when i began reading the part when Jess sat in front of Paul I almost lost it. Oh to be a fly on that wall... You guys are lucky to have found each other and continue to be friends." Enough said. But "almost lost it"? We didn't get you off?

    TimWhite07 -- "It is times like this that i am glad that i have a fluid resistant Keyboard. LOL. I have a some friends in town from San Fran. They are straight and get a little weireded out when Zach and i love on each, so we havent had a change to get some relief. They just went to store when i started reading this, and im glad they did. That was the biggest load i have down in a while. . . . I guess like everyone else, i want to know why you were so passive Jess. I think maybe it is because you didnt want to push him away by going to far, so you let him go as far as he wanted. How i envy you right now paul. Being able to do that with a guy that many of us have fantasized about. You are very lucky." I really didn't think guys would find it so hard to understand Jess' passivity. I knew and understood Paul's thoughts on it, but didn't really think it would create such a stir. But, of course, I'm glad we got you off with such a great load. When are you guys going to be serving cocktails at your place. I hope you invite me! I'm thirsty!

    skittles -- "Wow. You guys sure put a smile on my face. Now I need a cigarette, lol. That was so intensely erotic and well worth the wait. I wonder if we'll hear any pillow talk or will the conversation take place the next day? Either way, you guys have outdone yourselves." You sound like another satisfied customer. Keep that cigaret and lighter handy. You're gonna want one before this day is done.

    Kyanimal -- "OMFG!!! I made a Big mistake by reading this latest chapter while still wearing my boxers and sweats! And, I'm not just talkin' "Wet Spot"!!! "Animal" pulsed so HARD that NOW I've got HUGE, messy, GLOBS, to clean up!!! (And, I didn't even have to TOUCH "Him"!!!) WOWF! and Whew!! ("We" don't have a Smilie BIG enough to describe the Splatter!!) !!! How the HELL did you do that???? I need some Oxygen!! I need to clean this "Mess" UP!! I've got to take some Vitamins!! Holy Jesus FUCK, hr, Paul and Jess!! You've really gotta Stop this! (NO! Don't you DARE!) This is like FUCKIN' KRYPTONITE!!!" This post put the biggest fucking grin on my face. You win this week's award for Most Enthusiastic Description of Blowing Your Load While Reading!

    gaytxn09 -- "Hot update. Definitely excited about future updates hehe." Welcome to the comment board. So glad to have you join in and hope you'll soon becum a regular here. I hope that "excited" reference you made means what I think it means.

    Autolycus -- "When a story is this good, to have a bonus chapter thrown in is fantastic! Maybe Hardreader is a misnomer for Hardwriter - the Hardreaders are surely the fans of this magnificent thread." Yes, I usually do write hard. This may seem unlikely, but I find that edging while I write keeps me focused. It also helps me create the sexual energy in the story that readers seem to enjoy. Right, guys?!

    rain09 -- "WOW, I stumbled upon ITIK, and I just had to read the whole thing tonight! . . . The story is so powerful and captivating... you've managed to capture that manly allure extremely well your story. The way you've composed the story, I almost feel like I'm "in" on the whole thing, and therefore like I'm a part of it. I will definitely be hoping for more." Hey, rain, it's been great chatting with you and reading your story as well. I think with any luck at all that "more " you've been hoping for is cumming right up. And when you say you "feel like you're in on the whole thing," does that mean like you're having a three way with the guys?

    ZachBurry -- "i havent posted yet on my own, only through Tim (TimWhite07, his husband). I love the story so far, i cant wait until the next one. Your story gives me something to do while im in class. I know, im supposed to be learning, but i would rather read about Hot sexy guys getting off to the image of someone else. or Spooning and getting off. It makes for a better class." I somehow never imagined guys getting into this project while sitting in class. Thanks, Zach, you've given me a new fantasy of you that I know I'll enjoy getting off to. Sorry, Tim.

    Well, that's one of the longest mailbags ever. Thanks to all of you, especially you first-timers. It sounds like everyone got their chance to "unload". So now all I need to do is read through Jess' latest offering one more time and then you guys can go ahead and get your rocks off at work, in class, or wherever feels good. I hope you enjoy the story as well. Jess and Paul are truly giving their all.

    So maybe it's time for some more of you to rate this story. It's easy to do. If you don't know how, just ask.

    Thanks and until we meet again, stay happy. And stay hard!
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    Whenever I try to have two different guys explain what happened, there are always pieces that just won’t fit together. One remembers it one way; the other another way. That’s how it is with Jess and Paul remembering their first evening together. So don’t get too hung up on that. Just accept that for each of them, what they remember is what happened. -- H.R.

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    After lunch Paul and I walked to look at a car he wanted to buy. All the way I kept thinking back to that moment during lunch. That moment when everything almost went off the tracks. I had screwed up my courage and managed to slip a little info about my sexuality into the conversation. Paul had asked me something that was sort of related and I’d said something like, “I don’t think about my sexuality that way so much. I’ll go out with guys or girls. I like them both.”

    I thought he took it OK at first, but then all of a sudden there was this change that came over him. He said he had to go. But only a minute before he had been acting like he had all day to sit and eat and talk.

    When he said he was leaving to go look at a car, I was so panicked. It was like with Tolley when he left. I never saw Tolley again. At least no more than just in passing or at a distance.

    I had moved too fast again. And I’d already scared Paul off. Maybe for good. I don’t know what had made me think I had to move so fast with Paul.

    I guess my track record on this sort of stuff wasn’t so good. I’d screwed up with Tolley that way. And Billy, too. I knew I had come on to Billy too fast. It wasn’t enough that I told him I was gay. I had to keep pushing for more and more from him until it drove him to Justin.

    I even screwed up with Justin. When I look back on it, I think I might have had a chance to make it with Justin. He would have been a great boyfriend for me. But I never seemed to know when to back off. Like when I asked Justin to cum on me the very first time I even told him I might be gay. Of course, he blew me off. And that happened more than once.

    But with Paul rather than panic I managed to keep my cool. I’d kept him talking about regular stuff. And finally he had asked if I wanted to go with him to look at the car he wanted to buy. We just kept on talking about normal stuff as we walked together going to see about the car. Things seemed OK.

    We never met the guy with the car, but I managed to keep Paul talking and with me as our strange but uneventful afternoon progressed. I just wanted to show him that we could hang together without any pressure. I didn’t want to scare him again. I just wanted to spend time with him. To get to know him as a person. And to let him get to know me.

    I knew I needed to be honest about stuff. But as far as I knew we weren’t having sex any time soon, so no need to rush into that discussion again. Maybe someday, if things worked out the way I already knew I wanted them to work out, maybe someday I’d have to tell him about my story and H.R. and all of that. As I think back on it, I realize that as stupid as it sounds I was already thinking he might finally be my Mr. Right. I didn’t have a clue why, but I knew I liked him. A lot.

    But this was not the time or the place for that. Nothing more was going to happen that day. I could just relax, be myself, and try to be cool

    We finally ended up at my place and everything seemed to be so relaxed and comfortable between us. But almost immediately things got off track and I almost lost it again. I swear I wanted things with this guy to work so bad. But we kept like bumping into things.

    He said he needed to take a piss and wanted to use my bathroom, which is off of my bedroom. When he was coming out my bathroom, it had never even occurred to me that he would be looking right at that drawing of me . . . What was I thinking leaving that picture of me hanging on my bedroom wall? I mean it was a picture of me with part of my hard cock showing and I was covered in cum. OK, so the cum wasn’t all that obvious, but it was there and there was a lot of it. It actually looked to me more like Justin had cum all over me, because so much cum was so high on my chest and neck if you looked at the picture just right.

    Every time I’d thought about taking that picture down, I’d told myself some shit about what if Justin came over and saw I didn’t have it hanging somewhere.

    Get real, Jess! Justin lives on the East Coast and has never even been here. He wasn’t about to drop by. So why the hell did I do this to myself?

    Then Paul said something about how great it would be to have a good friend like Justin. I thought for a minute that he knew or understood who Justin was. Maybe this was gonna be the end of things. If he did know about Justin that would mean he had to have read “I Thought I Knew.” And that was my nightmare come to life.

    I about exploded when he was looking at the picture. I was mad at myself. Mad at Justin for drawing it. Mad at Paul in some strange way for seeing it.

    But I guess he only knew Justin’s name because he saw Justin’s signature on it. It was one more warning to me that said, Back off, Jess. Don’t go too fast with this guy. Give him time. Give him space. Just be yourself and you’ll be OK. That’s easy to tell yourself, but it’s really hard to do sometimes when you really care about a guy.

    So that’s how things were. Other than that one tense moment, we had a great afternoon together doing absolutely nothing. How cool is that! Once I’d gotten over those early . . . I don’t know . . . like explosions going off inside me over this shit . . . after that I really enjoyed him. I relaxed and just let the time pass.

    It was kind of weird later when he said he wanted to watch a movie and all I had to offer was a few raggedy-ass DVDs an old roommate had left behind. Gay pornos! But he was completely cool with it. By that point in the evening, I somehow wasn’t worried. I knew if he wasn’t comfortable watching gay porn with me, he wouldn’t make a big deal of it. I thought it would be OK to at least show him what I had. He could always say no.

    Then there was that strange thing when I told him to get comfortable, cuz I’m not gonna watch porn wearing all my clothes. It’s like taking a shower in your clothes. Whether you’re planning to jerk off, or just edge, or whatever, a lot of clothes and porn don’t go together.

    As I was getting ready to slip off my shorts and put on some comfy boxers, he dropped his shorts. He was going commando. I’d noticed earlier that it looked like he was, but then as the afternoon went on, I sort of forgot about it I guess.

    It was a little awkward him in only a T-shirt with his cock and balls all exposed. And me in my underwear. I mean Paul was already hard. His cock . . . Well, when I saw it all hard like that and so beautiful. I mean he’s about my size when he’s hard. I like gulped when I saw how perfect he looked.

    I wanted to walk over to him and take his cock in my hands. I wanted to feel how hard it was. Feel its heat. Sense its pulse in my hands. I would have buried my face in his crotch just to inhale the scent of him. Lick his nuts and cock and suck him and taste him and . . .

    But I didn’t. I checked him out good. He didn’t seem to care that I was looking or that he was showing wood. Big time wood! Maybe he was showing off. I sure as hell hoped so cuz I would have loved for him to go on standing there so I could stare at his naked body all night. Instead he jumped right in my bed. Hard and ready!

    I walked around to the far side of my bed to climb in beside him. As I moved, I could feel my cock swaying between my legs. The way a cock swings when it’s getting hard. You know how you can feel every movement. Your thickening cock moving with every step. Every movement felt so good. Each step made me a little harder. That’s how it was.

    So I was probably half-hard lying on my bed with Paul. The guy was so relaxed. I figured he probably had been with a lot of guys and girls, too. This was probably nothing special for him. But he was hard and staying hard. As we watched our porn, I couldn’t stop looking at his hard cock. The way it arched up over his abs. Did I say it looked really fucking hard?

    I guess looking at him and thinking about what I wanted to do to him was getting me really hard too. I really wasn’t thinking so much about having sex with him. I just wanted to be with him. Close and warm. Nestled together. I wanted so bad to hold him in my arms.

    I’d had that once or twice with Tolley, but he was always so tense about it. Paul seemed completely at ease. Like he’d be perfectly OK with it if I took him in my arms and kissed him gently and then cuddled up against him. Our bodies close together. Our hard cocks trapped between us. His skin against mine. His face next to mine. Our cocks hot and hard and pressing and rubbing against each other. I wanted to hear and feel his heart beat. I wanted to feel his body breathing in and out.

    That’s what I wanted. I can’t believe I’m saying all this stuff. But I wasn’t going for it. I could wait. If Paul wanted to move faster, he was experienced. He’d obviously done this kind of thing before. He could set the pace. For now, I was gonna follow.

    It didn’t take him very long. He moved his hand onto my leg and started to give me a deep-muscle massage. I remember how the feel of his warm hand on my thigh made my cock twitch. I thought I might crawl out of my skin. My skeleton, my muscles, even my blood was squirming with anticipation and need just beneath my flesh. My body cried out for more. His hand so close to my . . . I took a deep breath and decided to tell him flat out. “That feels amazing. I love having you touch me.”

    It wasn’t long before Paul started slow-stroking his own cock. He’s cut, but with a generous amount of foreskin left. When he worked his hand on his hard-on, I could see him slide the remnants of his foreskin up over his cockhead. At least part way. I wished so bad that he was working mine instead. But I was enjoying the hell out of watching him pleasure himself. I could almost feel in my own cock the sensation of his talented hand stroking his eight inches of magnificent, throbbing cock. Watching him was a lot better than the DVD we were playing.

    His free hand began to edge toward my leaking cock. I watched as he inched his way until his hand rested beside my cock. His little finger almost touching my boxer-covered hard-on. My aching cock pushed against the fabric of my boxers. Arching above his knuckles. Pushing against the flimsy fabric. Almost pushing through my fly.

    My cock twitched with need and then slowly settled down until it brushed his little finger again. That touch. My cock so close to his hand. Still trapped within my boxers, my cock leapt again. The feelings were so intense it was almost like I had cum.

    I raised my head a little for a better look and could see my pre-cum soaking through my underwear. I turned my head to look directly at Paul’s face and he returned my gaze. I smiled and nodded.

    He seemed to understand and moved his hand so it was resting directly on top of my cock. Resting so gently. No pressure. Only the gentle feel of his warm palm through the thin fabric of my boxers. His manly hand covering my throbbing cock.

    I could not resist. My hips thrust upward. My cock grazed against Paul’s palm. The reflex was unstoppable. Something pre-programmed into my body. I thrust again. And again.

    With each gentle thrust his fingers closed a little more around my cock. Until at last he held me . . . like no one but Justin had ever held me before. So gently. So lovingly. Like he was holding a great and delicate treasure. The gentleness only made me harder. Hornier. More crazy to be with Paul in every way.

    Paul rolled on his side. Leaned in close to me. Gently brushed his lips against mine. I felt his tongue flick across my lips and let it enter my mouth. He had one arm around my shoulder and his aching cock was humping my leg. This felt so amazing to me.

    Even though I’d had more erotic and exotic sexual encounters more times than I wanted to think about just then, I knew this was a special moment. One I never wanted to forget. Paul had taken charge and was making it clear that he felt about me the way I felt about him.

    Maybe not love. I don’t think I really knew what love was just then. The closest I had come to love had been so painful and one-sided. This was far from that. This was more a deepening friendship powered by an overwhelming sexual desire. And best of all, it seemed to be completely mutual.

    I wanted to talk to Paul. I wanted to ask him what he was thinking. What he wanted? What he needed? If I could have brought myself to ask, I would have done anything he wanted. Anything at all. It’s crazy but I thought at one point if he asked if he could fuck me bareback I couldn’t tell him no.

    But I didn’t ask and so I didn’t know his wants and needs. When I was finally close to asking him, he rolled back away from me and started jacking both our aching cocks again. He did it well, but always too fast or too slow. So I started thrusting into his hand. Setting my own pace.

    He picked up on it right away and started stroking me with long, slow strokes. Holding me gently but stroking me forcefully. Following my lead. Perfect. I couldn’t have done it better myself.

    I wanted to crawl inside his skin. Live inside his skull. Meld my very body with his in a perfect blending of the two of us. I barely realized that as these thoughts overtook me, I was rubbing my face against his. Ready to lick his cheek. Kiss his eyes. I was lost in my closeness to him.

    I could feel the need and urges begin to build up within me. The sexual power that he was beckoning was rising within me. I knew it wouldn’t be long until I . . .

    Paul’s hand slowed and stopped. He nestled his face closer to mine and kissed my forehead. I caught my breath. He must have known how close I was. Such an experienced lover! I waited with him as our needs subsided.

    He began to stroke me again. All those feelings and needs were soon welling up in me once more. I could tell Paul was just as close. I thought if he went on with this much longer, we were both going to cum.

    So I broke the action. Slipped off my boxers. Rolled my body across his leg and wriggled my butt between his legs. Like we were spooning while leaning back against the headboard. Our bodies about as close as two bodies can be without actual penetration.

    I turned my head and upper body completely so I could kiss him deeply on the mouth. He sucked my probing tongue into his mouth and then probed into mine. Our kiss complete, I turned back.

    I settled in with my back against his chest. My head resting on his shoulder. His arms around me. It left his hands free to do with me as he wanted. I was offering myself to him. My ass cheeks were virtually wrapped around his throbbing cock. If he wanted me, he could have me. I’d made it perfectly obvious I was his.

    He took my cock in both his hands and started to stroke it again. That perfect technique. Like he knew what I was thinking. What I wanted. What I needed. I felt him thrusting his cock between my ass cheeks. Awkward as it was, I tried to counter his thrust, burying his cock even deeper. Closer to my aching, twitching hole. I squeezed my ass cheeks hard around his thrusting cock and I heard him moan. I felt his hardness pressing ever closer to my hole.

    I loved that I could feel the hardness and power of his cock. Feel the heat he was giving off. Sense every movement of his body wrapped around mine. I felt we were at last entwined in body, mind and soul. Our purpose the same. Our needs aligned. Our desires unleashed. I was so ready!

    We continued to play like this in complete freedom and abandon. Two guys with no attachments. No demands. No rules or limits or expectations. We were free to enjoy each other and the moment. To make each other happy. To make each other feel good. That’s what friends are for. And I knew for sure just then that Paul was truly my friend. Maybe more than a friend.

    Too soon I felt him tense behind and beneath me. I felt his body stiffen. His thrusts toward my hole became more desperate. The pace of his hands on my blood-engorged cock increased. I felt my cock grow harder and hotter in his grasp. I could feel the sweat on his palms as they worked me overtime.

    I tried to relax to prolong the moment. My head fell back and our cheeks rubbed against each other. He moaned. I gasped. I knew I was going to cum soon. And cum hard. My cum was already rising. I felt it moving closer.

    Even as I felt the amazing surge of pleasure that comes with release, I felt my jizz splash across my face. I knew beyond a doubt that I’d jizzed Paul’s face as good as my own. I’d watched as a long thick rope of my warm cum splashed across our faces. My cum was dripping down my cheek and off my nose.

    The image in my head of our two faces, side by side, covered in splashes and streaks of my cum triggered a second surge and a third and then Paul moaned again and I felt his warm slippery cum surging between my ass cheeks. His thrusts and powerful cum forced its way to the small of my back. Like a slippery pool of man juice trapped between us.

    I could tell Paul was cumming a lot. I noticed that as he came he loosened his grip on my cock. But he continued to grind his cock against my ass. Forcing fresh cum with every thrust. When he was done, he was completely limp behind me. Like a pillow.

    I turned to see if he was OK with what had just happened. I saw him, eyes closed, but a contented look on his face. I kissed him and began to lick the cum from his face. My cum. The first I had shared with him. But I was sure it would not be the last.

    I finally let myself go completely. Let myself do just what I wanted to do. I kissed him deeply, sharing the cum I had just licked from his face. My cum. Playing with it in our mouths. He was almost passive, in a cozy relaxed sort of way. Finally I rolled over and lay beside him. I savored my cum one last time and swallowed.

    There was so much I wanted to say. So much I wanted to ask. So much I wanted to know and share.

    I’d known sex with boys. Sex with girls. In so many ways and places and . . . But nothing quite like this.

    I guess you could say that not much had happened between me and Paul that evening. We’d watched a porno. He’d jerked me off while humping my butt until he came. But to me it wasn’t so simple. It was sublime. Unforgettable.

    I needed to know if he loved this moment as much as I did. I looked at him and said his name. He opened his eyes and looked at me with a look that told me I didn’t need to ask.

    “I’ll see you in the morning,” was all I said as I snuggled down as close as I could to him and soon he was sound asleep.

    To Be Continued . . .

    I hope you enjoyed this chapter giving you Jess’ viewpoint to compare to Paul’s. Let me know what you thought. It may guide my planning and writing in the future. Whatever you do, please consider leaving a message and rating this project.

    I’ll be back with the next episode in a week or so. Until then, stay happy. And stay hard!
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    Jess & HR,

    THANK YOU! What a phenomenal chapter. It was so good, and so important to know what you were thinking, Jess, as a counterpoint to what Paul was thinking.

    And then, in the inimitable way HR has of helping you express your innermost feelings, not just your thoughts, but your raw emotions, too.

    I'm awestruck and blown away - even though I "knew" about the physical activities that had taken place between you two, to hear your thoughts, desires, emotions as you recounted your experience that day --

    I've been achingly hard for the past 20 minutes as I read this, amid household distractions and a bladder that's fair to bursting.

    I've told you before that your stories are so much more than just the "getting it off" on fantasizing about your sexual encounters, and that's absolutely true.

    You and Paul are real, live, flesh and blood people to us - thinking, caring, loving, and yes, hot and horny as all Hell, too. lol

    Thank you for continuing to share your most intimate feelings and experiences with us.

    And thank you, HR, you master horn dog, you.


    And I know, if I'll only be true, to this glorious quest . . .

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    Wow... that was amazing. Even though it was the second time reading that sensual moment between you two, it felt like the first. The detail of were your mind was. The passion you felt. You make us feel like we are there, if not in your place, then in your head hearing what you think as you do it. Oh to be a fly in the room, or a dog at the foot of the bed. Im glad that you got the chance to share your feelings and thoughts about your first encounter. I hope there is more to cum.


    HR, we are going to be servering "cocktails" tonight. and of course you are invite. I will let you know what it like tomorrow. I will send you a PM and i will send a PM to PH. i know that he has been asking about that also.

    I hope everyone had a great Thankgiving. I know i did. There is jsut something about shovling food in your mouth and spending time with your family, that is just wonderful.

    I love you all, I have to get to work on getting stuff rdy for the cocktails.
    "If I have to choose between loving you, and breathing. I would use my last breath to say I LOVE YOU."

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    I don't know what it is, but even in ITIK Book 1 many of us (including me) had a real soft spot for Jess. I think it's because he's a fellow hopeless romantic.

    The line
    I just wanted to be with him. Close and warm. Nestled together. I wanted so bad to hold him in my arms.
    just made me melt. I want the very same thing.

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    Jess, I'm glad you got your chance to explain what you were going through. Knowing your thoughts and feelings and even your doubts and insecurities makes you that much more endearing. You and Paul both are incredible young men and you guys really deserve the love that you have for each other. I actually got a bit teary-eyed when I read the end of the chapter and you saw the love in each other's eyes. Thank you, as always, for sharing.

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    Thanks HR! Just read the mailbag and the story...one word... HOT.

    Jess now I fully see where you were cuming from... in fact I think we both respond to things very similarly...

    Suppose Paul slowly starting caressing your body and your ass. Then, he started kissing you all over your body very slowly and sensually. Would you close your eyes to enjoy the moment? Would your body shiver in anticipation and ecstasy as you got very aroused...?

    I know I'd be squirming all over the bed in arousal...

    I can see this developing very well...thanks again Jess, HR, and Paul for the hot story!!

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    Whew....l still haven't caught my breath yet....thank you for my 6th orgasm of the day Thanks for sharing what was going on in Jess' head......his side is much more romantic than Paul's, but they're both so hot...wow. Jess I could literally feel your need as I read the chapter. I look forward to what happens next when you two wake up...the aftermath. I can see a beautiful relationship forming between you two and I look forward to see what's in store in future chapters!

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