I am pretty sure I know exactly what was going on in Jess's head, but I think that you guys should make all the choices about how you tell this story. You have not led us astray yet, so why should we doubt you now
I am pretty sure I know exactly what was going on in Jess's head, but I think that you guys should make all the choices about how you tell this story. You have not led us astray yet, so why should we doubt you now
WOW, I stumbled upon ITIK, and I just had to read the whole thing tonight!
HR: you're doing an amazing job sharing the story from the perspective of Paul and Jess. The story is so powerful and captivating... you've managed to capture that manly allure extremely well your story. The way you've composed the story, I almost feel like I'm "in" on the whole thing, and therefore like I'm a part of it. I will definitely be hoping for more.
I think my life parallels this story in so many ways (you can check out my little story if you'd like)- I can relate to both Paul and Jess in this last story in terms of my own experiences, so I know they're loving it all! I feel like I relive some of my experiences and feelings in a much more insightful way as I read through the story...
It's a shame that Paul seems to not be very aware of his attractiveness... I'm hoping in this next installment Jess steps it up and really opens up. I can understand Jess, however, not wanting to push too far with a guy he's presumed straight (and dating Anne). Jess is clearly writhing with desire; I find it amazing that he's able to be passive the whole time. In Jess's place, I doubt I could be so passive without utterly betraying my exact feelings with moans, body contortions, and so on. In Paul's place, I think I'd assert my desire more and make it very clear that I liked what was going on...
I can't wait to hear Jess's side of the story in the next installment. I almost feel like Jess couldn't have done anything because he was so awestruck that his fantasy had somehow evolved right before his eyes, making it too good, and perhaps too precious, to be true.
Thank you all of you for making this story happen, and letting it come to us. It's awesome! Keep up the good work HR!
I won! I get to do the next chapter telling some of the same stuff Paul talked about but the way I saw it. Thanks to all of you who wrote and asked HR to give me the chance. I want to say that I think Paul did a great job of telling that part of the story but I think Ive got stuff worth adding to it. It may be next week before we get it done.
I also want to say thanks to all the ugys who have written in to let us know how much they like my story. Paul and I are pretty happy with it so far. It looks like a lot of new names are starting to show up.
And Rain I wrote you a msg. I hope to talk to you soon.
Glad to hear it, Jess. It's a pretty pivotal part of your relationship. I think.
And I know, if I'll only be true, to this glorious quest . . .
Awesome! I'm glad to get to see what was going on inside Jess' head during this steamy encounter between him and Paul! I'll save as much cum as I can for you Jess! And thanks for your comment on my story....it means a lot to me.
Jess, Paul and HR, i havent posted yet on my own, only through Tim. I love the story so far, i cant wait until the next one. Your story gives me something to do while im in class. I know, im supposed to be learning, but i would rather read about Hot sexy guys getting off to the image of someone else. or Spooning and getting off. It makes for a better class.
Have a gret thanksgiving. ttyl
I love you Tim.
It's been too long since I last posted and I know a few of you are getting restless waiting to hear how Jess saw his first encounter of the sexual kind with Paul. The holiday really slowed down the writing process, even though I got to see Jess & Paul more than once. Unfortunately, our place was like a busy motel of relatives and friends for days on end. Too crowded too extend any benefits. To busy to get any work done on the project. Too bad! It was fun, but it left me more than ready to get back to this project.
At last the next episode is complete and almost ready to post. So I'm taking a break to handle the mailbag. Within a few hours you guys should have what you've been wishing for. I hope you enjoy it as much as you thought you would. Or should I say thought you "wood"? A lot of you seemed to get overly excited by the evening Jess & Paul spent at Jess' place. I wonder why.
The controversy over whether to let Jess have his chance to tell about that encounter brought out some readers I didn't know were lurking so nearby. I'm thrilled to have their voices added to our regulars. I hope they'll feel comfortable joining in our conversation/commentary more often now. Most of them chimed in to either tell me to write it the way I thought best or that they wanted Jess' viewpoint.
On the Write It The Way You Want side were:
ukbrit -- "You tell story how you want to, I have been keeping quiet as this story is such that I feel it needs to unwind before I make comments. But what I will say is that Jess is finding out that his life is taking a huge change and Paul is proving to be an interest Jess had not expected, let it play out."
Bodhi1 -- "Anything you write is fantastic ... do what you feel is best for the story line, & the boys!"
glorff -- "I am pretty sure I know exactly what was going on in Jess's head, but I think that you guys should make all the choices about how you tell this story. You have not led us astray yet, so why should we doubt you now" So good to know you're still reading!
On the Let Jess Tell His Story side were:
DonQuixote: "Whether it be a narrative telling, or a Post from "He, Himself", you can tell what my vote is, I suspect. lol I'd REALLY like to understand what was going through Jess' mind. I think, regardless of how you staged the chapter in the first place, we would have wanted BOTH guys' inner musings on this most crucial stage."
BillyCanCum -- "HR, you know how I feel but I'm still voting. For the record let Jess tell us why he was such a prude."
TimWhite07 -- "my vote is to turn back the clock a bit and let jess tell us what was going on in his head. then move on even if the chapter has to be a bit longer."
skittles -- "Let Jess tell us what was going through his mind during this first sexual encounter between he and Paul. If it's even half as good as what Paul gave us, wow, I'm gonna have to buy some goddmaned rubber sheets man. Hopefully I can have one of those multiples (orgasms) I've told you about. Shit, one way to find out. My vote is for Jess. Give it to us Jess!"
Kyanimal -- "Do I want to hear about the same "adventure" from Jess's POV? Get to know what was going through his Head while his "head" was going? Do I want to know what He was thinking while Paul was "creaming a dream"? Would I really mind the "repetition" (even though I've read the last 2 chapters over, and over, again)? Uh ... just give me a mo ... FUCK YES!!!"
PerpetuallyHard312 -- "I too want to know what Jess was thinking/feeling during this steamy session with Paul. I thought for sure that you'd be all over him, but maybe you will later? Anyway that was still hot so encore! Encore!"
NothingtoSay -- "Yes let us read what was going on inside Jess' head."
And then you guys had some regular comments as well:
DonQuixote -- "What a HOT, STEAMY, CUMMY, GOOEY Chapter! . . . To say I was a "bit uncomfortable" at my workstation while reading the post is an understatement!" Did you really blow your load while in your workstation? How cool is that! Make a fucking mess at work, Don!!! I hope we can get you off again today. Oh, I know we can. Don't forget to tell us all about it, along with whatever random thoughts are going through your head when you cum!
PerpetuallyHard312 -- "OMG! I'm SO late for class right now but I HAD to read this before I left! That was so hot! Paul I think you did the right thing and not told him you knew who he was just yet. You are so lucky! Jess, why so passive? You were so hot for this guy, I thought that you'd attack him the moment the opportunity presented itself? You said that you'd let him make the first move, but I didn't think that you meant all the moves! lol But you made Paul one happy albeit confused guy that night. I'll be a couple more minutes late cleaning this cum but it was worth it...oh BOY was it worth it!" The early feedback seemed to suggest that this chapter might just be one of the most cum-inducing chapters so far. Glad to keep you hard and cumming, PH. You obviously have a great enthusiasm for your favorite pasttime. We'll talk again soon.
justright25 -- "The story is great as usual and I can now say I am caught up on reading these awesome stories. I started reading them when you first posted this latest book and decided to begin with the first. I am glad that I did and that I have kept reading them until now. Keep up the great work." Thanks for the kind words. I'm so glad you're enjoying ITIK. You might consider posting a comment to the thread for Books 1 & 2 as well just saying what you thought. Justin and particularly Billy are starting to feel a little left out when all the new posts end up in the Book 3 thread.
NothingtoSay -- "I thought I was prepared to read this chapter but when i began reading the part when Jess sat in front of Paul I almost lost it. Oh to be a fly on that wall... You guys are lucky to have found each other and continue to be friends." Enough said. But "almost lost it"? We didn't get you off?
TimWhite07 -- "It is times like this that i am glad that i have a fluid resistant Keyboard. LOL. I have a some friends in town from San Fran. They are straight and get a little weireded out when Zach and i love on each, so we havent had a change to get some relief. They just went to store when i started reading this, and im glad they did. That was the biggest load i have down in a while. . . . I guess like everyone else, i want to know why you were so passive Jess. I think maybe it is because you didnt want to push him away by going to far, so you let him go as far as he wanted. How i envy you right now paul. Being able to do that with a guy that many of us have fantasized about. You are very lucky." I really didn't think guys would find it so hard to understand Jess' passivity. I knew and understood Paul's thoughts on it, but didn't really think it would create such a stir. But, of course, I'm glad we got you off with such a great load. When are you guys going to be serving cocktails at your place. I hope you invite me! I'm thirsty!
skittles -- "Wow. You guys sure put a smile on my face. Now I need a cigarette, lol. That was so intensely erotic and well worth the wait. I wonder if we'll hear any pillow talk or will the conversation take place the next day? Either way, you guys have outdone yourselves." You sound like another satisfied customer. Keep that cigaret and lighter handy. You're gonna want one before this day is done.
Kyanimal -- "OMFG!!! I made a Big mistake by reading this latest chapter while still wearing my boxers and sweats! And, I'm not just talkin' "Wet Spot"!!! "Animal" pulsed so HARD that NOW I've got HUGE, messy, GLOBS, to clean up!!! (And, I didn't even have to TOUCH "Him"!!!) WOWF! and Whew!! ("We" don't have a Smilie BIG enough to describe the Splatter!!) !!! How the HELL did you do that???? I need some Oxygen!! I need to clean this "Mess" UP!! I've got to take some Vitamins!! Holy Jesus FUCK, hr, Paul and Jess!! You've really gotta Stop this! (NO! Don't you DARE!) This is like FUCKIN' KRYPTONITE!!!" This post put the biggest fucking grin on my face. You win this week's award for Most Enthusiastic Description of Blowing Your Load While Reading!
gaytxn09 -- "Hot update. Definitely excited about future updates hehe." Welcome to the comment board. So glad to have you join in and hope you'll soon becum a regular here. I hope that "excited" reference you made means what I think it means.
Autolycus -- "When a story is this good, to have a bonus chapter thrown in is fantastic! Maybe Hardreader is a misnomer for Hardwriter - the Hardreaders are surely the fans of this magnificent thread." Yes, I usually do write hard. This may seem unlikely, but I find that edging while I write keeps me focused. It also helps me create the sexual energy in the story that readers seem to enjoy. Right, guys?!
rain09 -- "WOW, I stumbled upon ITIK, and I just had to read the whole thing tonight! . . . The story is so powerful and captivating... you've managed to capture that manly allure extremely well your story. The way you've composed the story, I almost feel like I'm "in" on the whole thing, and therefore like I'm a part of it. I will definitely be hoping for more." Hey, rain, it's been great chatting with you and reading your story as well. I think with any luck at all that "more " you've been hoping for is cumming right up. And when you say you "feel like you're in on the whole thing," does that mean like you're having a three way with the guys?
ZachBurry -- "i havent posted yet on my own, only through Tim (TimWhite07, his husband). I love the story so far, i cant wait until the next one. Your story gives me something to do while im in class. I know, im supposed to be learning, but i would rather read about Hot sexy guys getting off to the image of someone else. or Spooning and getting off. It makes for a better class." I somehow never imagined guys getting into this project while sitting in class. Thanks, Zach, you've given me a new fantasy of you that I know I'll enjoy getting off to. Sorry, Tim.
Well, that's one of the longest mailbags ever. Thanks to all of you, especially you first-timers. It sounds like everyone got their chance to "unload". So now all I need to do is read through Jess' latest offering one more time and then you guys can go ahead and get your rocks off at work, in class, or wherever feels good. I hope you enjoy the story as well. Jess and Paul are truly giving their all.
So maybe it's time for some more of you to rate this story. It's easy to do. If you don't know how, just ask.
Thanks and until we meet again, stay happy. And stay hard!
Whenever I try to have two different guys explain what happened, there are always pieces that just won’t fit together. One remembers it one way; the other another way. That’s how it is with Jess and Paul remembering their first evening together. So don’t get too hung up on that. Just accept that for each of them, what they remember is what happened. -- H.R.
I Thought I Knew -- Book Three
Chapter 11, Part I
From Jess' viewpoint
After lunch Paul and I walked to look at a car he wanted to buy. All the way I kept thinking back to that moment during lunch. That moment when everything almost went off the tracks. I had screwed up my courage and managed to slip a little info about my sexuality into the conversation. Paul had asked me something that was sort of related and I’d said something like, “I don’t think about my sexuality that way so much. I’ll go out with guys or girls. I like them both.”
I thought he took it OK at first, but then all of a sudden there was this change that came over him. He said he had to go. But only a minute before he had been acting like he had all day to sit and eat and talk.
When he said he was leaving to go look at a car, I was so panicked. It was like with Tolley when he left. I never saw Tolley again. At least no more than just in passing or at a distance.
I had moved too fast again. And I’d already scared Paul off. Maybe for good. I don’t know what had made me think I had to move so fast with Paul.
I guess my track record on this sort of stuff wasn’t so good. I’d screwed up with Tolley that way. And Billy, too. I knew I had come on to Billy too fast. It wasn’t enough that I told him I was gay. I had to keep pushing for more and more from him until it drove him to Justin.
I even screwed up with Justin. When I look back on it, I think I might have had a chance to make it with Justin. He would have been a great boyfriend for me. But I never seemed to know when to back off. Like when I asked Justin to cum on me the very first time I even told him I might be gay. Of course, he blew me off. And that happened more than once.
But with Paul rather than panic I managed to keep my cool. I’d kept him talking about regular stuff. And finally he had asked if I wanted to go with him to look at the car he wanted to buy. We just kept on talking about normal stuff as we walked together going to see about the car. Things seemed OK.
We never met the guy with the car, but I managed to keep Paul talking and with me as our strange but uneventful afternoon progressed. I just wanted to show him that we could hang together without any pressure. I didn’t want to scare him again. I just wanted to spend time with him. To get to know him as a person. And to let him get to know me.
I knew I needed to be honest about stuff. But as far as I knew we weren’t having sex any time soon, so no need to rush into that discussion again. Maybe someday, if things worked out the way I already knew I wanted them to work out, maybe someday I’d have to tell him about my story and H.R. and all of that. As I think back on it, I realize that as stupid as it sounds I was already thinking he might finally be my Mr. Right. I didn’t have a clue why, but I knew I liked him. A lot.
But this was not the time or the place for that. Nothing more was going to happen that day. I could just relax, be myself, and try to be cool
We finally ended up at my place and everything seemed to be so relaxed and comfortable between us. But almost immediately things got off track and I almost lost it again. I swear I wanted things with this guy to work so bad. But we kept like bumping into things.
He said he needed to take a piss and wanted to use my bathroom, which is off of my bedroom. When he was coming out my bathroom, it had never even occurred to me that he would be looking right at that drawing of me . . . What was I thinking leaving that picture of me hanging on my bedroom wall? I mean it was a picture of me with part of my hard cock showing and I was covered in cum. OK, so the cum wasn’t all that obvious, but it was there and there was a lot of it. It actually looked to me more like Justin had cum all over me, because so much cum was so high on my chest and neck if you looked at the picture just right.
Every time I’d thought about taking that picture down, I’d told myself some shit about what if Justin came over and saw I didn’t have it hanging somewhere.
Get real, Jess! Justin lives on the East Coast and has never even been here. He wasn’t about to drop by. So why the hell did I do this to myself?
Then Paul said something about how great it would be to have a good friend like Justin. I thought for a minute that he knew or understood who Justin was. Maybe this was gonna be the end of things. If he did know about Justin that would mean he had to have read “I Thought I Knew.” And that was my nightmare come to life.
I about exploded when he was looking at the picture. I was mad at myself. Mad at Justin for drawing it. Mad at Paul in some strange way for seeing it.
But I guess he only knew Justin’s name because he saw Justin’s signature on it. It was one more warning to me that said, Back off, Jess. Don’t go too fast with this guy. Give him time. Give him space. Just be yourself and you’ll be OK. That’s easy to tell yourself, but it’s really hard to do sometimes when you really care about a guy.
So that’s how things were. Other than that one tense moment, we had a great afternoon together doing absolutely nothing. How cool is that! Once I’d gotten over those early . . . I don’t know . . . like explosions going off inside me over this shit . . . after that I really enjoyed him. I relaxed and just let the time pass.
It was kind of weird later when he said he wanted to watch a movie and all I had to offer was a few raggedy-ass DVDs an old roommate had left behind. Gay pornos! But he was completely cool with it. By that point in the evening, I somehow wasn’t worried. I knew if he wasn’t comfortable watching gay porn with me, he wouldn’t make a big deal of it. I thought it would be OK to at least show him what I had. He could always say no.
Then there was that strange thing when I told him to get comfortable, cuz I’m not gonna watch porn wearing all my clothes. It’s like taking a shower in your clothes. Whether you’re planning to jerk off, or just edge, or whatever, a lot of clothes and porn don’t go together.
As I was getting ready to slip off my shorts and put on some comfy boxers, he dropped his shorts. He was going commando. I’d noticed earlier that it looked like he was, but then as the afternoon went on, I sort of forgot about it I guess.
It was a little awkward him in only a T-shirt with his cock and balls all exposed. And me in my underwear. I mean Paul was already hard. His cock . . . Well, when I saw it all hard like that and so beautiful. I mean he’s about my size when he’s hard. I like gulped when I saw how perfect he looked.
I wanted to walk over to him and take his cock in my hands. I wanted to feel how hard it was. Feel its heat. Sense its pulse in my hands. I would have buried my face in his crotch just to inhale the scent of him. Lick his nuts and cock and suck him and taste him and . . .
But I didn’t. I checked him out good. He didn’t seem to care that I was looking or that he was showing wood. Big time wood! Maybe he was showing off. I sure as hell hoped so cuz I would have loved for him to go on standing there so I could stare at his naked body all night. Instead he jumped right in my bed. Hard and ready!
I walked around to the far side of my bed to climb in beside him. As I moved, I could feel my cock swaying between my legs. The way a cock swings when it’s getting hard. You know how you can feel every movement. Your thickening cock moving with every step. Every movement felt so good. Each step made me a little harder. That’s how it was.
So I was probably half-hard lying on my bed with Paul. The guy was so relaxed. I figured he probably had been with a lot of guys and girls, too. This was probably nothing special for him. But he was hard and staying hard. As we watched our porn, I couldn’t stop looking at his hard cock. The way it arched up over his abs. Did I say it looked really fucking hard?
I guess looking at him and thinking about what I wanted to do to him was getting me really hard too. I really wasn’t thinking so much about having sex with him. I just wanted to be with him. Close and warm. Nestled together. I wanted so bad to hold him in my arms.
I’d had that once or twice with Tolley, but he was always so tense about it. Paul seemed completely at ease. Like he’d be perfectly OK with it if I took him in my arms and kissed him gently and then cuddled up against him. Our bodies close together. Our hard cocks trapped between us. His skin against mine. His face next to mine. Our cocks hot and hard and pressing and rubbing against each other. I wanted to hear and feel his heart beat. I wanted to feel his body breathing in and out.
That’s what I wanted. I can’t believe I’m saying all this stuff. But I wasn’t going for it. I could wait. If Paul wanted to move faster, he was experienced. He’d obviously done this kind of thing before. He could set the pace. For now, I was gonna follow.
It didn’t take him very long. He moved his hand onto my leg and started to give me a deep-muscle massage. I remember how the feel of his warm hand on my thigh made my cock twitch. I thought I might crawl out of my skin. My skeleton, my muscles, even my blood was squirming with anticipation and need just beneath my flesh. My body cried out for more. His hand so close to my . . . I took a deep breath and decided to tell him flat out. “That feels amazing. I love having you touch me.”
It wasn’t long before Paul started slow-stroking his own cock. He’s cut, but with a generous amount of foreskin left. When he worked his hand on his hard-on, I could see him slide the remnants of his foreskin up over his cockhead. At least part way. I wished so bad that he was working mine instead. But I was enjoying the hell out of watching him pleasure himself. I could almost feel in my own cock the sensation of his talented hand stroking his eight inches of magnificent, throbbing cock. Watching him was a lot better than the DVD we were playing.
His free hand began to edge toward my leaking cock. I watched as he inched his way until his hand rested beside my cock. His little finger almost touching my boxer-covered hard-on. My aching cock pushed against the fabric of my boxers. Arching above his knuckles. Pushing against the flimsy fabric. Almost pushing through my fly.
My cock twitched with need and then slowly settled down until it brushed his little finger again. That touch. My cock so close to his hand. Still trapped within my boxers, my cock leapt again. The feelings were so intense it was almost like I had cum.
I raised my head a little for a better look and could see my pre-cum soaking through my underwear. I turned my head to look directly at Paul’s face and he returned my gaze. I smiled and nodded.
He seemed to understand and moved his hand so it was resting directly on top of my cock. Resting so gently. No pressure. Only the gentle feel of his warm palm through the thin fabric of my boxers. His manly hand covering my throbbing cock.
I could not resist. My hips thrust upward. My cock grazed against Paul’s palm. The reflex was unstoppable. Something pre-programmed into my body. I thrust again. And again.
With each gentle thrust his fingers closed a little more around my cock. Until at last he held me . . . like no one but Justin had ever held me before. So gently. So lovingly. Like he was holding a great and delicate treasure. The gentleness only made me harder. Hornier. More crazy to be with Paul in every way.
Paul rolled on his side. Leaned in close to me. Gently brushed his lips against mine. I felt his tongue flick across my lips and let it enter my mouth. He had one arm around my shoulder and his aching cock was humping my leg. This felt so amazing to me.
Even though I’d had more erotic and exotic sexual encounters more times than I wanted to think about just then, I knew this was a special moment. One I never wanted to forget. Paul had taken charge and was making it clear that he felt about me the way I felt about him.
Maybe not love. I don’t think I really knew what love was just then. The closest I had come to love had been so painful and one-sided. This was far from that. This was more a deepening friendship powered by an overwhelming sexual desire. And best of all, it seemed to be completely mutual.
I wanted to talk to Paul. I wanted to ask him what he was thinking. What he wanted? What he needed? If I could have brought myself to ask, I would have done anything he wanted. Anything at all. It’s crazy but I thought at one point if he asked if he could fuck me bareback I couldn’t tell him no.
But I didn’t ask and so I didn’t know his wants and needs. When I was finally close to asking him, he rolled back away from me and started jacking both our aching cocks again. He did it well, but always too fast or too slow. So I started thrusting into his hand. Setting my own pace.
He picked up on it right away and started stroking me with long, slow strokes. Holding me gently but stroking me forcefully. Following my lead. Perfect. I couldn’t have done it better myself.
I wanted to crawl inside his skin. Live inside his skull. Meld my very body with his in a perfect blending of the two of us. I barely realized that as these thoughts overtook me, I was rubbing my face against his. Ready to lick his cheek. Kiss his eyes. I was lost in my closeness to him.
I could feel the need and urges begin to build up within me. The sexual power that he was beckoning was rising within me. I knew it wouldn’t be long until I . . .
Paul’s hand slowed and stopped. He nestled his face closer to mine and kissed my forehead. I caught my breath. He must have known how close I was. Such an experienced lover! I waited with him as our needs subsided.
He began to stroke me again. All those feelings and needs were soon welling up in me once more. I could tell Paul was just as close. I thought if he went on with this much longer, we were both going to cum.
So I broke the action. Slipped off my boxers. Rolled my body across his leg and wriggled my butt between his legs. Like we were spooning while leaning back against the headboard. Our bodies about as close as two bodies can be without actual penetration.
I turned my head and upper body completely so I could kiss him deeply on the mouth. He sucked my probing tongue into his mouth and then probed into mine. Our kiss complete, I turned back.
I settled in with my back against his chest. My head resting on his shoulder. His arms around me. It left his hands free to do with me as he wanted. I was offering myself to him. My ass cheeks were virtually wrapped around his throbbing cock. If he wanted me, he could have me. I’d made it perfectly obvious I was his.
He took my cock in both his hands and started to stroke it again. That perfect technique. Like he knew what I was thinking. What I wanted. What I needed. I felt him thrusting his cock between my ass cheeks. Awkward as it was, I tried to counter his thrust, burying his cock even deeper. Closer to my aching, twitching hole. I squeezed my ass cheeks hard around his thrusting cock and I heard him moan. I felt his hardness pressing ever closer to my hole.
I loved that I could feel the hardness and power of his cock. Feel the heat he was giving off. Sense every movement of his body wrapped around mine. I felt we were at last entwined in body, mind and soul. Our purpose the same. Our needs aligned. Our desires unleashed. I was so ready!
We continued to play like this in complete freedom and abandon. Two guys with no attachments. No demands. No rules or limits or expectations. We were free to enjoy each other and the moment. To make each other happy. To make each other feel good. That’s what friends are for. And I knew for sure just then that Paul was truly my friend. Maybe more than a friend.
Too soon I felt him tense behind and beneath me. I felt his body stiffen. His thrusts toward my hole became more desperate. The pace of his hands on my blood-engorged cock increased. I felt my cock grow harder and hotter in his grasp. I could feel the sweat on his palms as they worked me overtime.
I tried to relax to prolong the moment. My head fell back and our cheeks rubbed against each other. He moaned. I gasped. I knew I was going to cum soon. And cum hard. My cum was already rising. I felt it moving closer.
Even as I felt the amazing surge of pleasure that comes with release, I felt my jizz splash across my face. I knew beyond a doubt that I’d jizzed Paul’s face as good as my own. I’d watched as a long thick rope of my warm cum splashed across our faces. My cum was dripping down my cheek and off my nose.
The image in my head of our two faces, side by side, covered in splashes and streaks of my cum triggered a second surge and a third and then Paul moaned again and I felt his warm slippery cum surging between my ass cheeks. His thrusts and powerful cum forced its way to the small of my back. Like a slippery pool of man juice trapped between us.
I could tell Paul was cumming a lot. I noticed that as he came he loosened his grip on my cock. But he continued to grind his cock against my ass. Forcing fresh cum with every thrust. When he was done, he was completely limp behind me. Like a pillow.
I turned to see if he was OK with what had just happened. I saw him, eyes closed, but a contented look on his face. I kissed him and began to lick the cum from his face. My cum. The first I had shared with him. But I was sure it would not be the last.
I finally let myself go completely. Let myself do just what I wanted to do. I kissed him deeply, sharing the cum I had just licked from his face. My cum. Playing with it in our mouths. He was almost passive, in a cozy relaxed sort of way. Finally I rolled over and lay beside him. I savored my cum one last time and swallowed.
There was so much I wanted to say. So much I wanted to ask. So much I wanted to know and share.
I’d known sex with boys. Sex with girls. In so many ways and places and . . . But nothing quite like this.
I guess you could say that not much had happened between me and Paul that evening. We’d watched a porno. He’d jerked me off while humping my butt until he came. But to me it wasn’t so simple. It was sublime. Unforgettable.
I needed to know if he loved this moment as much as I did. I looked at him and said his name. He opened his eyes and looked at me with a look that told me I didn’t need to ask.
“I’ll see you in the morning,” was all I said as I snuggled down as close as I could to him and soon he was sound asleep.
To Be Continued . . .
I hope you enjoyed this chapter giving you Jess’ viewpoint to compare to Paul’s. Let me know what you thought. It may guide my planning and writing in the future. Whatever you do, please consider leaving a message and rating this project.
I’ll be back with the next episode in a week or so. Until then, stay happy. And stay hard!
Jess & HR,
THANK YOU! What a phenomenal chapter. It was so good, and so important to know what you were thinking, Jess, as a counterpoint to what Paul was thinking.
And then, in the inimitable way HR has of helping you express your innermost feelings, not just your thoughts, but your raw emotions, too.
I'm awestruck and blown away - even though I "knew" about the physical activities that had taken place between you two, to hear your thoughts, desires, emotions as you recounted your experience that day --
I've been achingly hard for the past 20 minutes as I read this, amid household distractions and a bladder that's fair to bursting.
I've told you before that your stories are so much more than just the "getting it off" on fantasizing about your sexual encounters, and that's absolutely true.
You and Paul are real, live, flesh and blood people to us - thinking, caring, loving, and yes, hot and horny as all Hell, too. lol
Thank you for continuing to share your most intimate feelings and experiences with us.
And thank you, HR, you master horn dog, you.
And I know, if I'll only be true, to this glorious quest . . .
Wow... that was amazing. Even though it was the second time reading that sensual moment between you two, it felt like the first. The detail of were your mind was. The passion you felt. You make us feel like we are there, if not in your place, then in your head hearing what you think as you do it. Oh to be a fly in the room, or a dog at the foot of the bed. Im glad that you got the chance to share your feelings and thoughts about your first encounter. I hope there is more to cum.
HR, we are going to be servering "cocktails" tonight. and of course you are invite. I will let you know what it like tomorrow. I will send you a PM and i will send a PM to PH. i know that he has been asking about that also.
I hope everyone had a great Thankgiving. I know i did. There is jsut something about shovling food in your mouth and spending time with your family, that is just wonderful.
I love you all, I have to get to work on getting stuff rdy for the cocktails.
"If I have to choose between loving you, and breathing. I would use my last breath to say I LOVE YOU."
I don't know what it is, but even in ITIK Book 1 many of us (including me) had a real soft spot for Jess. I think it's because he's a fellow hopeless romantic.
The linejust made me melt. I want the very same thing.I just wanted to be with him. Close and warm. Nestled together. I wanted so bad to hold him in my arms.
Thanks HR! Just read the mailbag and the story...one word... HOT.
Jess now I fully see where you were cuming from... in fact I think we both respond to things very similarly...
Suppose Paul slowly starting caressing your body and your ass. Then, he started kissing you all over your body very slowly and sensually. Would you close your eyes to enjoy the moment? Would your body shiver in anticipation and ecstasy as you got very aroused...?
I know I'd be squirming all over the bed in arousal...
I can see this developing very well...thanks again Jess, HR, and Paul for the hot story!!
Whew....l still haven't caught my breath yet....thank you for my 6th orgasm of the day Thanks for sharing what was going on in Jess' head......his side is much more romantic than Paul's, but they're both so hot...wow. Jess I could literally feel your need as I read the chapter. I look forward to what happens next when you two wake up...the aftermath. I can see a beautiful relationship forming between you two and I look forward to see what's in store in future chapters!
Oh my! What a great chapter and story. Your writing is so clear, detailed, and I feel as though I was there. Experienced it. Thank you for sharing your work. I have trouble expressing even Thank You, that is why I post little. I think I am in love with Jess. I can so identify with him. Would love to meet you guys and hang out shoot the shit and all.
Please keep writing and sharing
Oh!, My Dear Lord! That chapter was so SWEET! *FUCKING HOT!*
Seems Jess wasn't so passive, after all, as much as fully enjoying that "Special Moment" with Paul! *DAMN IT! FUCK ME!!*
There are Rare times when we get to experience someone else, so closely, so intimately, so perfectly! *MAKE ME CUM, STUD!*
With all of our own insecurities, knowing what we want, vs. being sure about what we should/can do, with someone else that we know we're more than just "faintly" interested in, being hesitant/scared of botching that (seemingly) "ONE Chance", but having the courage to take that step "beyond!", while still keeping it "subtle". *LET'S GET HARD TOGETHER AND CREAM OUR BRAINS OUT!*
This all just goes to prove that though we may not be all that sure about what we're doing, we can still discover the intense intimacy, that we so desire, if we're merely willing to let ourselves go, with what we're truly feeling, and simply "go for it", even if it's as gently as possible. *SHOW ME YOUR HARDON! GRAB MINE, AND DON'T STOP UNTIL WE BOTH EXPLODE!!*
I can SO relate to both guys point of view! Paul definitely had the advantage of knowing what he knew about Jess, while Jess couldn't have been all that sure, but was willing, wanting, desiring, to "forge ahead", as it were. *LET ME TASTE THE INSIDE OF YOUR MOUTH, WHILE I SHARE THE TASTE OF MY OWN CUM WITH YOU! TONGUE FUCK MY FACE, DUDE!*
And, then, to fall asleep in each other arms! So CLOSE to each other! So Right! So Content! AWESOME!! *WE'VE FINALLY MELDED, AS ONE, TOGETHER. WE'VE BECOME EACH OTHER! SO DEEP! SO PERFECT! SO INTENSE! SO RIGHT!!*
Fantastic chapter, hr, Jess, and Paul! *WHAT A SWEET WAY TO GET OFF! AND SO MUCH MORE THAN "JUST" THAT!*
WISDOM is the Knowledge you've gained ... After you could have used it! _Me
Hi everybody! I have been lurking behind the scenes at JustUsBoys for years. Last summer my new boy friend convinced me to join and I did. But when I started posting Hardreader asked me not to. He thought it might create problems in the future. So I stopped because Hardreader's the boss.
Over Thanksgiving weekend, we were staying with him and whatever we are supposed to call his partner. We talked about it and at last I have got the all-clear to start posting.
First of all I want to say how great all the people writing have been. You make me feel on top of the world. It is almost like how I felt when I first met Jess. It takes my breath away the things people say to me and about me. Fuck it is so cool! I've even started saying things like fuck and not cringing inside. This is very liberating for me.
The best thing in my life is Jess of course and before that finding ITIK, which kept me sane but very horny for a long time.
Now it is Jess's turn in the spotlight and I get to help. Working with Hardreader is a dream cum true. I mean it.
Anyway I can comment when I want now so you will be seeing my comments sometimes. Anyone who wants to send me messages I would love to hear from all of you.
Thanks everybody for being so nice to me and our story. I guess that is all I have to say.
It's great to hear from "the other half" of this story, "live"!
Thanks for sharing yourself with us.
And I know, if I'll only be true, to this glorious quest . . .
A beautiful sensual Chapter!!! I am an incurable romantic so of course I loved it! Thanks all of you for sharing such intimate moments with us ... Huge Hugs!
It's so glad you can post! Just when I began wondering where you were on JUB...
Anyway you and Jess deserve all the compliments people have given you so far. You are both in the spotlight because you are both hot guys...
And yeah HR is awesome...he's a good listener and a very good mentor, too.
~AND A GREAT WRITER!!!
I would like to read more from your point of view...I like it a lot . Keep the hot chapters cuming along!
YAY... we finally get to hear from paul. I was wondering when you would post a comment.
It is not just jess in the spotlight here. You both are. And you both deseve to be. HR does a great good writing, but it is your amazing story that provides the base for his great, cum-tastic, chapters.
Hope to see more of your posts in the cumming chapters.
"If I have to choose between loving you, and breathing. I would use my last breath to say I LOVE YOU."
I just noticed that I started and ended page 3...I feel special lol It's awesome to hear from you Paul! I know how you feel working with HR, but you have the divine pleasure of working with him in person...I'm so jealous.lol I'm really amped up for the next chapter! Hopefully when I finish my strenuous string of projects for school I'll be able to indulge in my ITIK Book 3 fix!
I just reread the last couple of chapters and found what was nagging me.
At the end of Chapter 10 on page 3 in the reply's, Billy posted and using bold writing called Jess a prude. Not the sort of thing I expected Billy to say.
So maybe you Billy or Jess could explain??
I suspect it's because Billy didn't think Jess pushed to go even further than they did. From Paul's telling, it sounded a little less intense than when Jess told it from his perspective.
That's just my humble opinion, and I know you'd prefer to hear an explanation from the horse's mouth, so to speak.
And I know, if I'll only be true, to this glorious quest . . .
Awesome story, can't wait for next chapter.
I already read Book 1, and currently reading Book 2, but I'm sure this book will become my favorite.
Just like a lot of the readers I feel a lot like Jess when it comes to my sexuality and I've through the same doubts and fears. I'm actually dating a girl and I'm scared people around me tell her about me being bisexual or whatever....bottom line: I totally understand Jess, hopes it ends quite well for him, and for Paul too.
We have such a rapidly growing number of fans for this story. I am sort of overwhelmed. But I'm thrilled to get such enthusiastic voices added to the long-time devoted fan base we started this project with.
I have had a chance to talk one-on-one with some of you this past week, but not all. So I'd like to extend a special welcome to Richie88, BoomerGuyx and bmark_packard.
I know it's been a little longer since I last posted, but I told you I couldn't make promises to keep it to once a week. The good news is the new episode is done and only needs some tender loving editing. And more good news: It has lots of romance and sex!!!
So with that in mind, I'll go ahead and get the mailbag done now:
DonQuixote -- "What a phenomenal chapter. It was so good, and so important to know what you were thinking, Jess, as a counterpoint to what Paul was thinking. . . . I'm awestruck and blown away - even though I "knew" about the physical activities that had taken place between you two, to hear your thoughts, desires, emotions as you recounted your experience that day. " You were certainly one of the cheerleaders asking for it. So I sure am glad you're happy with the outcum!
TimWhite07 -- "Wow... that was amazing. Even though it was the second time reading that sensual moment between you two, it felt like the first. The detail of were your mind was. The passion you felt. You make us feel like we are there, if not in your place, then in your head hearing what you think as you do it. Oh to be a fly in the room, or a dog at the foot of the bed. Im glad that you got the chance to share your feelings and thoughts about your first encounter. I hope there is more to cum." You know there is more to cum and you love every word of the sexiest parts. Glad I was able to put you in Jess' room so you could get a good look at what was going on.
thermodynamics -- "I don't know what it is, but even in ITIK Book 1 many of us (including me) had a real soft spot for Jess. I think it's because he's a fellow hopeless romantic." A lot of guys seem to have a soft spot for Jess. And some have a hard spot, too!
skittles -- "Jess, I'm glad you got your chance to explain what you were going through. Knowing your thoughts and feelings and even your doubts and insecurities makes you that much more endearing. You and Paul both are incredible young men and you guys really deserve the love that you have for each other. I actually got a bit teary-eyed when I read the end of the chapter and you saw the love in each other's eyes." Are you sure those were your eyes that were leaking or was that your . . . ?
rain09 -- "Jess now I fully see where you were cumming from... in fact I think we both respond to things very similarly... Suppose Paul slowly starting caressing your body and your ass. Then, he started kissing you all over your body very slowly and sensually. Would you close your eyes to enjoy the moment? Would your body shiver in anticipation and ecstasy as you got very aroused...? I know I'd be squirming all over the bed in arousal..." OK, rain, you've got me squirming and hard already with that talk!
PerpetuallyHard312 -- "Whew....l still haven't caught my breath yet....thank you for my 6th orgasm of the day Thanks for sharing what was going on in Jess' head......his side is much more romantic than Paul's, but they're both so hot...wow. Jess I could literally feel your need as I read the chapter. I look forward to what happens next when you two wake up...the aftermath. I can see a beautiful relationship forming between you two and I look forward to see what's in store in future chapters!" Only six times?! So do you prefer the romantic side or the sexual side?
bmark_packard -- "I have trouble expressing even Thank You, that is why I post little. I think I am in love with Jess. I can so identify with him. Would love to meet you guys and hang out shoot the shit and all." I know we talked about this one-on-one, but rest assured, you're not the only one in love with Jess.You may have to stand in line.
Kyanimal -- "This all just goes to prove that though we may not be all that sure about what we're doing, we can still discover the intense intimacy, that we so desire, if we're merely willing to let ourselves go, with what we're truly feeling, and simply "go for it", even if it's as gently as possible." You always make the most profound statements, even when you're talking crazy. More people should be paying close attention to everything you say.
Bodhi1 -- "A beautiful sensual Chapter!!! I am an incurable romantic so of course I loved it! Thanks all of you for sharing such intimate moments with us" Another romantic among us. Of course, you loved the "intimate moments" too! I see howyou really are.
boomerGuyx -- "Thanks for taking this on. Already I can tell that it will be every bit as good as books 1 and 2. You guys are awesome!" And you're awesome, too. How did you read so much so fast? Oh, you skipped the sex scenes.
ukbrit -- "I just reread the last couple of chapters and found what was nagging me. At the end of Chapter 10 on page 3 in the reply's, Billy posted and using bold writing called Jess a prude. Not the sort of thing I expected Billy to say. So maybe you Billy or Jess could explain??" Why am I hearing this deafening silence from Billy and Jess on this? The man has asked a serious question.
Richie88 -- "I already read Book 1, and currently reading Book 2, but I'm sure this book will become my favorite. Just like a lot of the readers I feel a lot like Jess when it comes to my sexuality and I've through the same doubts and fears. I'm actually dating a girl and I'm scared people around me tell her about me being bisexual or whatever....bottom line: I totally understand Jess, hopes it ends quite well for him, and for Paul too." Skittles prophesied that if we wrote this book, they will cum. So you came but did you cum?
What a lot of mail. I love it. Keep it cumming guys. This is fantastic. I hope to have the story ready fairly early tomorrow, but I have so much on my plate right now it might be evening. Plus the storm we're having has knocked the power out four times today.
Regardless, until we meet again, stay happy. And stay hard!
ha, ha HR ... if i skipped the sex scenes there woul'dnt have been anything left to read ... it's just that things taht are "exciting" to read keep my attention
Just as I was getting ready to post this, I saw that we have still another first-time commenter to this project. He is also a brand new JUB member. Thanks for speaking up Anonymous. We hope to hear from you again and hope you are enjoying this project.
Plus a thank you to BoomGuyx and skittles who couldn't resist getting in one final comment. You guys are great!
Now here is what you've been waiting for so long. I hope you like it and I hope some of our newer readers will be moved to rate this project as well as comment again. We all thrive on your feedback.
I Thought I Knew -- Book Three
Chapter 11, Part II
From Jess' viewpoint
I started waking up slowly, still in that hazy state when all I was aware of was that I felt warm and cozy and safe. I felt good all over and had no desire to do anything but lie there in my bed, nestled in my sheets.
I guess there’s no way for a guy to hang on to that hazy morning feeling. As I became more aware of my surroundings, I realized in the gentlest way possible that I was not alone. There was an arm draped over me. Not just any arm. I knew this arm. It was Paul’s left arm. He was still there with me. I guess he had been all night, His body close behind my own.
I took hold of his hand and pulled his arm still closer around me. As I did, I heard him let out a contented sound. His lips were not far from my ear. Oh, that sound. The warmth of his body. His breathe against my neck. It was like a drug. A love potion. It was like waking up and finding myself completely wrapped in a blanket of sexual pleasures.
“Good morning,” I said in little more than a whisper. I was so into these feelings I found it almost hard to talk. “Are you awake yet?”
He answered me by giving me a little squeeze and stretching his body, which forced his hard cock up against my thigh. A new sexual surge shot through my entire body. I couldn’t help wondering how long he had been lying behind me with that hard-on? What had I slept through? What had I missed? He gave my leg a little humping action and I pressed back against his long, warm cock.
My mind was beginning to clear. I found myself thinking about the fact that even though I had had sex of one kind or another with more than a few guys in my life, I had never had sex with a guy and woken up the next morning with him still beside me. Or me beside him. The closest I’d ever come to that was with Billy. And once or maybe twice with Justin. Never with Tolley. Never!
“I love this. It’s never happened to me before,” I told Paul.
He propped himself up on one elbow and sort of looked down over me. His face very close to mine. “What? You’ve never shared a bed with a guy? I don’t believe that,” Paul said. I could tell he was smiling, even if his face was too close for me to focus on it.
“No,” I explained. “I’ve never like had sex, or done sex stuff with a guy and had him still be sleeping beside me in the morning. I always wake up alone. This feels so cool.”
“So this is a first for you?” he said kinda like he didn’t really believe me.
“Waking up with a guy? Yeah, it is,” I said.
“Well, it’s all . . .” He paused. I could tell he was picking his words carefully. “ . . . this is kind of embarrassing to say . . . it’s all a first for me.”
I rolled over on my side and propped my head up on one elbow, too. I wanted to see Paul’s face. I wanted to make sure I could tell that he was kidding. As I looked into his eyes, I really wasn’t sure. He had such a big grin on his face, I couldn’t really tell anything except he seemed really happy.
“So what do you mean by first time?” I asked. That sort of wiped the grin off his face. He looked at me kinda serious, or maybe kinda concerned.
After a long pause he said, “I mean everything we did last night has been new to me. I’ve never done anything like this before.”
It was then I could tell what I saw in his face wasn’t concern. It wasn’t seriousness. I’m pretty sure what I saw was embarrassment. But I still wasn’t exactly sure what he was saying he hadn’t done before.
“Are you saying you never did any of that stuff with a guy before, or you never did it with anyone before?”
Paul started explaining. He told me he had kissed girls and messed around with them a little. Like feeling their tits and stuff. One girl had jerked him off, but that was it. “And I’ve dreamt about and thought about being with a guy . . . I’ve wanted it to happen so bad . . . for so long . . . but I never had anyone to . . . well, you know. All I’ve ever done is jerk myself off thinking about it. I have a lot of experience with that.” He tried to laugh like it was funny, but it made me kinda sad.
I was like so stunned. I rolled over flat on my back beside him. Staring at the ceiling. I thought about what we had done. What he had done really. How he’d taken the lead in everything. Like he was the experienced guy and I was the virgin.
I rolled back and propped my head back up so we were face to face again.
“I am so sorry, dude. I had no idea. I thought at lunch you said you swung with guys and girls and I guess I just figured . . .”
“I do . . . I am bi . . . at least in my head. I mean I get aroused by both boys and girls. I’ve just never been with a . . . You know, I’ve only messed around with girls a little,” he said and dropped his head. I think it was like in shame or something like that.
Might heart sank. I couldn’t believe that for his very first time I had made him do almost everything. He was probably the coolest guy I’d ever been with and I hadn’t . . . I’d really screwed it up. I felt like I owed him big time.
“I am so sorry. I just didn’t have any idea or I would have . . .” I didn’t know how to finish that statement, even though I meant it from the bottom of my heart. My gut even. My stomach was in knots. I felt so bad about all this.
“Oh, Paul . . .” I didn’t know what to say. “Did you . . . I hope at least you enjoyed what we did.”
Paul’s face brightened. “It was the best night of my life,” he said. “I never thought I would . . .” He shook his head in disbelief. “ . . . with you. Of all the people in the world it could have been, no one could have been better than you.”
My heart raced. I know I blushed. I could feel the heat in my face. I thought I might even . . . Shit, I better not cry.
I took his face in both hands and kissed him gently on the lips. They were so soft. Like kissing feather pillows. Only they were slightly moist and warm. And they kissed me back. I loved the feeling. It was probably one of the best kisses I’d ever had.
“If I had known it was your first time with a guy, I would have made it so much better. Is it OK if I kiss you again?” I asked.
He nodded and dropped his gaze from mine. I caught him soon enough looking up at me. So cute. So sexy. So unbelievably hot! There was something about his shyness, his embarrassment at being a virgin, this gentle side of him that made me want to possess him, hold him, be so close to him!
I took his face in my hands and kissed him once more. Only this time our kiss didn’t end so quickly. We continued our kiss as first my lips and then his began to ease open. My tongue and then his made quick forays across the other’s lips. Into each other’s welcoming mouths.
It was like this was the first real link between us. A connection. It was like there as electricity flowing through us. It made me glow all over. If someone had been watching I think they could have seen me glow with the feelings this was giving me.
I was leading now. Teaching. As I had been taught by a true master. Paul was following my lead. Never hesitant. Always the willing student.
We kissed for like 15 minutes or more. My face was all wet with our mingled saliva. I could tell he was getting into it more and more as his tongue probed deeper and deeper into my mouth. His mouth opened wider and wider to my advances. Our tongues played and tangled. As they did, so did our bodies. Still naked. And very hard. And horny! Flesh against flesh. It felt so physical. So hot! So incredibly sexy!
When we finally broke our kiss, I studied his face. My spit smeared across it. His lips a little red and swollen where I had sucked on them. He seemed so happy. His hard cock was pressing against my hip and I could tell he was leaking, at least a little. This was almost too much for so early in the day. My head was reeling with the possibilities. Oddly it was more my brain that was turned on than my cock. Don’t get me wrong. My cock was so hard and so in need of immediate attention, but I pressed on with my lesson. My payback for what had happened the nigh before.
“So you liked kissing a guy?” I asked, pretty sure I knew the answer. He nodded that he did. “Better than kissing girls?” He nodded again. “What else do you want to do for the first time?”
I rolled a little away from him exposing his hard-on. I made a show of staring at it. It was absolutely rock hard and beautiful. Just a little clear pre-jizz smeared across the crown and lips. It was so powerful looking. As I stared at it in awe, I stroked my own cock a little. Long slow strokes. The images of what Paul and I could do together were so . . .
“Well, my penis . . .” Paul interrupted my thoughts with one of his own.
I put my finger to his lips to silence him. “Say no more. Your wish is my command.”
I put a hand to his shoulder and gently rolled him onto his back. Then I took one of his knees and pushed until his leg moved out of the way. Then the other leg, giving me room to climb between them in a kneeling position facing him. I was perfectly positioned and so was he.
“It’s my turn to take the lead,” I said.
I crossed my arms over my chest and tucked my hands into my pits to warm them. “Are you comfortable?” I asked. He nodded that he was.
“What are you going to do to me?” Paul’s voice seemed to have changed its timber. As he had said those words he sounded almost like a little kid talking to a big, bad man. Was he role-playing? Me the teacher? Him the student? Maybe. If it was some sort of fantasy he was playing out, it was fine with me.
“Just you wait and see, little boy,” I said. Then I opened my eyes wide like I was surprised as I looked at his hard cock. “Oh, I see you’re not such a little boy after all.”
I tried to give him my sexist smile as I finally reached down and wrapped one of my warm hands around his cock. “What a nice hard cock you have.” Paul nodded a sort of timid agreement.
“Is it OK if I play with it?’ He nodded again.
I started gently stroking it. “This is one of the first things all little boys should learn about.” Somehow he seemed to have lured me completely into his little fantasy play. I didn’t mind. I loved the role I was playing. Teaching him the ways of . . . The word “love” came to mind, but I think what I really meant was “sex.”
I let go of his cock and rubbed the palm of my hand across my cocklips. Damn, that felt so good I didn’t want to stop. My aching cock needed so much attention. This was so much more than morning wood.
I got enough of my leaking pre- to make stroking his cock easier. I was entranced by it. By him. By all of it.
When my hand returned to his cock, I wrapped my fingers and palm around just the head and twisted back and forth. His cock was so hard. It felt so good with my own pre-jizz lubing my hand as I worked it. Plenty of friction to give him pleasure. And with my pre-cum as lube, not too much friction to cause him any discomfort.
Paul’s head fell back on his pillow as I continued working his cockhead. Eventually I went from working his cockhead to stroking his shaft. I don’t think I’d ever felt a cock that got so hard. I loved stroking it and he obviously loved it too. He twitched and groaned and was just so into his first hand-job. At least from a guy.
I was his first and I found that was making this even more special for me. I don’t think I’d ever been a guy’s first handjob. Not even Tolley’s.
I found a rhythm that Paul seemed to respond to. I could tell by the way he thrust against my strokes. By how hard his cock was staying. By the slightest trickle of pre-cum from his cocklips. I couldn’t resist. I bent down a gently licked the pre-cum from his cock. Oh, the sweetness of this man. The taste made my head feel light.
I went back to stroking him. Faster than I liked for my cock, but this wasn’t about me. It was all about Paul. I’d been jerking him for about 10 minutes when I started playing with his nuts at the same time. Stretching his sack. Rolling his nuts around.
He raised his head to see what I was doing. He looked like he was almost in a trance. He just watched, but finally managed to say. “I’ve dreamed of this for years and it’s . . . Ohhhh, noooo! . . . Don’t make me cum. Not yet.” He gasped. I paused. A moment later he let out a deep breath of air. “ Ohhhh . . . This is so good. It’s finally really happening. And with you.”
With that he let his head fall back onto his pillow.
A few moments later I started working on his cock and nuts again. It wasn’t long and I felt him tense again. I stopped until he seemed to relax. Edging. We were edging. Did he even know what edging was? I started again.
As he started to get close to cumming again, he raised his head and said, “I can’t take any more. Can you please make me cum?” I nodded to him this time and his head fell back to his pillow. His eyes closed. Almost as if he were going to sleep.
I let my mouth fill with saliva and then bent over and dragged my sloppy wet tongue across his nuts. I blew on them even as my hand picked up the beat stroking his cock.
I felt the tension in him. Felt his cock jerk in my hand as his cum started to rise in him. His nuts pulled up even tighter. He opened his eyes and looked directly into mine. He whimpered almost as though he was in pain and then I watched as his eyes rolled back in head.
It sort of scared me, like he was passing out or something. Then I felt his cock swell even more. Saw a little spasm in his nutsack. A surge of pre-jizz from his cocklips.
His cock was suddenly extra hard. Extra hot. And felt so much bigger in my grasp. And then . . .
He came. A huge arching shot of his thick cum. A long white rope of man juice. It landed near his right shoulder and stretch down a little below his right nipple. And almost immediately another. Another rope, not so thick or long, but stretching down the center of his abs to just above his belly button. It was so fucking hot to see.
Then like white lava it flowed over my hand and covered my fingers. But Paul seemed lost to what was happening. His head back and turned to the side. His eyes rolled back in his head. I could still see the whites. It scared me.
Just as I thought something was really wrong, he turned his head to look at me and smiled. So content. So happy. So into the moment.
I bent down and licked up a huge glob of Paul’s fresh cum. Then I tried to hoover even more of Paul’s cum into my mouth. As much as I could without swallowing. When I thought I had gotten all I could, I shifted forward and slowly moved in to kiss him.
I saw his partly opened lips welcoming mine. As our lips touched, I let mine open. Paul’s warm silky cum oozed from my mouth into Paul’s mouth. My tongue followed, playing in his creamy jizz.
Paul’s tongue joined with mine as we played with cum. And in his cum. So sweet! It was then that I was reminded how hard I was. How close to cumming. How much this was pushing me toward the top. Over the top!
Finally, Paul pulled his head back a little and began to swallow.
We lay side by side. So content. Only my aching cock keeping this from being the perfect moment for me. But this wasn’t about me. This was for Paul.
“That was incredible. I didn’t know masturbating could feel that good,” Paul said before he sort of drifted off again.
My mind flashed back to memories of the night before. How it felt when he made me cum. My cock twitched and ached with the memory. I remembered how I could feel the wet heat of his orgasm against my butt and back. How much that all had meant to me. I wondered if all of this meant as much to Paul as it did to me.
And then my thoughts took that turn they so often had in recent years. To Justin and Billy and H.R. and Tolley. My times with them. Good and bad. Mostly good. But Paul was not like any of them. Paul was not like anything I had ever known. I didn’t know what these feelings were that I was having, but they felt so good. No matter how bad I kept messing up, with Paul it always seemed to end up like this.
As we lay blissfully together, all I could think to say was, “I have so much more to show you.”
“I’m sure you do,” he said, his eyes opening again. And we kissed. I wondered if he could still taste his cum. I know I could. I hoped I always would.
To Be Continued . . .
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We'll be back in a week or so. Paul and Jess still have some finals ahead, so we don't have as much time to work on this. I am also working on another of my mini-projects and that takes some of my time. But it is so hot! I think the new mini-project should show up on JUB before too long. So please pardon any slight delays in getting the next chapter of Book 3 posted.
Until then, stay happy. And stay hard!
Paul and Jess....
Omg...I love this chapter!!!
That was such a special moment for you two! The intimacy was very touching...I'm in heaven right now . It was so hot, too! Wow.
You are two are so cute together... I'm glad you got to spend such an amazing night together like that. The morning scene was so hot. WHen I wake up in the morning, I also wake up in that kind of a haze...I guess I think about these kinds of things a lot even in my sleep. Waking up to someone special like that, finding them hard next to you...wow...
DAMN!!! (Read the Smilies, one by one ... )
(How's that for "Profound"? )
WISDOM is the Knowledge you've gained ... After you could have used it! _Me
That chapter was sooooo awesome ... soooo hott ... first time and with a guy who'd unknowingly had been the object of your fantasies .... WOOHOO!!
That was an amazing chapter. It was so hot. I cant wait to see what other things jess has to teach pual.
HR, every chapter gets better and better. Again to be a fly on the wall. It was great. My cock really enjoyed it. Zach might not when he getts home from his finals. but oh well. he will live.
"If I have to choose between loving you, and breathing. I would use my last breath to say I LOVE YOU."
Jess & Paul,
I can't say much that the others ahead of me haven't already expressed.
Firsts are So important in so many ways. Jess, I knew you knew how important they were, based on your own experiences, particularly with Billy's awakening when he was trying to make you happy, and falling for Justin. You certainly made sure that Paul's "morning afterglow" was running on Acetyline!
How long, one wonders, did you wait until Your, unselfish, needs were satiated? And, HOW did you satisfy them? Did Paul handle you, take you into his mouth, or did he ask you to fill him with your essence before you left the bed for the day?
I'm sure all things will be revealed in good time . . . But you KNOW a Guy's GOT TO Wonder! Like Salmon swimming upstream, our swimmers demand attention!
My Man-on-Man experiences are much fewer and less gratifying than yours are, but your story at this point does remind me of the intensity of the love and passion that burned in my loins in an earlier life, and the Summer my wife/then Girl Friend and I burned as hot as the Sun.
That kind of magic in a relationship is truly special. I am glad that you found each other. We still don't know WHEN you, Jess, were made aware of the Extra Special significance of Paul's repeated statements about "and it was with YOU".
A question for now, AND for later - how light were those feathers from the pillow that bowled you over when you found out a) it was Paul's FIRST time and, b) that Paul knew EXACTLY who you were, in the ITIK, sense - that is obviously for later - and I know you and our S&M Master, HR, are taking GREAT pleasure in drawing out the amount of time until everyone comes clean with each other.
This is such a great, epic, love tale. Hot, steamy sex, yes, but a Romantic tale of two knights, sans armor, and self-discovery, too.
Thank you, both, again, for continuing to share the most intimate secrets of your lives with we, poor, humble, readers.
And Thank You, too, HR, for your continued craftsmanship in fine tuning these "True Confessions" and bringing them to us.
And I know, if I'll only be true, to this glorious quest . . .
Haha, didn't think you'd call me out. Of course I'm enjoying the project :]
Very hot chapter! I'm working on my own finals too so I know how busy you guys are, and still putting out great work!
I guess it's finals week for everyone and not just me :P That chapter was so hot...yet touching at the same time! This is by far the most emotional book in the series! I love it I admire how Jess and Paul don't just rush into things and are taking their time. I love how I can feel what Jess and Paul are feeling when HR posts another chapter. Everything is so heartfelt and I get a warm feeling everytime I read this story. Make no mistake though, I still get off reading it everytime! That was truly some way to relieve morning wood! Thanks again guys!
Another barn burner! It's nice that Jess has both heads and his heart together.
And Jess just why didn't you give Billy a hand job after he gave you one?
HR, reading slower and more thoroughly does make it harder. Thanks for your beautiful work. Might the twins' story be our next treat?
If you say so....... Bill.
It seems like the weeks fly by faster as the holidays approach. I will have a new episode for you tomorrow if all continues to go well. I think you'll find it will expand your mind or at least your . . . Well, do let me know just what it expands.
Unfortunately, I believe this will be the last episode for a few weeks. Jess and Paul are already off on their winter break. Both of them have more plans while they're off from school than they will ever manage to get done. I know I'll be busy too and so the chance of our finding time to work on a new episode before January is slim.
I will be working on my new mini-project, since all the research for it is done. I'm not sure when it may debut, but I think you'll like it . . . a lot.
But for now I had better turn to the mailbag:
rain09 -- "Omg...I love this chapter!!! That was such a special moment for you two! The intimacy was very touching...I'm in heaven right now . It was so hot, too! Wow. You two are so cute together... I'm glad you got to spend such an amazing night together like that. The morning scene was so hot. WHen I wake up in the morning, I also wake up in that kind of a haze...I guess I think about these kinds of things a lot even in my sleep. Waking up to someone special like that, finding them hard next to you...wow..." I want to thank you for the enthusiasm that explodes from you in this post. I know when you read this episode you weren't in a position to enjoy Jess & Paul's awakening as you would have liked. But I know it brought you pleasure in the end. Thanks for being such a great fan!
Kyanimal -- Your comic book approach to your message using only emoticons was amazing. I hope guys who missed it will scroll back now to see just how you reacted! Brilliant!
NothingtoSay -- "Oh man each chapter just keeps on getting better and better. Just when I think I found my favorite chapter so far you post a new one and it blows me away. My goodness.... GREAT freaking chapter." By the time I had finished reading this message from you, I knew Jess and Paul had hit a home run with this episode.
BoomerGuyx -- "That chapter was sooooo awesome ... soooo hott ... first time and with a guy who'd unknowingly had been the object of your fantasies .... WOOHOO!!" So just how many times did this episode get you off? Be honest!
TimWhite07 -- "That was an amazing chapter. It was so hot. I cant wait to see what other things jess has to teach paul. HR, every chapter gets better and better. Again to be a fly on the wall. It was great. My cock really enjoyed it. Zach might not when he getts home from his finals. but oh well. he will live." What's the matter. Are you worried because you blew your load before your husband got home? Didn't you save some for him? Oh, well, as you say, Zach will live! And probably get off too! Have a great and safe trip!
DonQuixote -- "Firsts are So important in so many ways. Jess, I knew you knew how important they were, based on your own experiences, . . . You certainly made sure that Paul's "morning afterglow" was running on Acetyline! How long, one wonders, did you wait until Your, unselfish, needs were satiated? And, HOW did you satisfy them? Did Paul handle you, take you into his mouth, or did he ask you to fill him with your essence before you left the bed for the day? I'm sure all things will be revealed in good time . . ." Ah, yes they will, Don. Good questions. The answers to them should be revealed for the most part tomorrow.
Anonymous -- "Of course I'm enjoying the project :] Very hot chapter! I'm working on my own finals too so I know how busy you guys are, and still putting out great work!" So glad we're bring you relief from the finals. And thanks for the kind words.
PerpetuallyHard312 -- "That chapter was so hot...yet touching at the same time! This is by far the most emotional book in the series! I love it I admire how Jess and Paul don't just rush into things and are taking their time. I love how I can feel what Jess and Paul are feeling when HR posts another chapter. Everything is so heartfelt and I get a warm feeling everytime I read this story. Make no mistake though, I still get off reading it everytime! That was truly some way to relieve morning wood!" So do you mind telling us just how you did relieve that morning wood?
skittles -- "WOW! I am speechless" This is truly a first! Or was your mouth too full of something to speak?
bmark_packard -- "Another barn burner! It's nice that Jess has both heads and his heart together." I like that! both heads and his heart together
That's all I have tonight. So until tomorrow, I hope you all stay happy. And stay hard!
I Thought I Knew -- Book Three
From Paul's viewpoint
I couldn’t believe what had just happened. Jess had actually masturbated me for real! His hands were on my penis and made me cum. Oh my god! I have never felt anything like the pleasure . . . no that’s not a strong enough word . . . but I don’t know how else to describe it. I’d never felt anything like the pleasure I had as Jess had masturbated me.
I kept thinking back to what must have been probably Chapter 4 of “I Thought I Knew” when Justin had masturbated Billy for the first time. When I first read that all I knew was that I wanted to experience how amazing it must feel to have another kid’s hand where only mine had been. Doing what only my hand had ever done. I think Billy had said something like there was no comparison between the two. I had never imagined how true that was.
Even in my deepest and best fantasies of having sex with Jess, I had never imagined it could be this good. Then I started to realize that this was only like the first step. There was so much more we could do! My heart was beating so hard in my chest with the excitement of it all. It was almost painful.
For a couple of years, all I had been able to do was imagine the feelings. The sensations. After that morning, I didn’t need to imagine anymore. I only needed to remember. And I was pretty sure I’d never forget. This was so much better than the night before had been. Don’t get me wrong, the night before had been really great, too. This was just so much better. I wanted to do it again. Now!
But I knew there was so much more I wanted to experience and Jess was right beside me. His penis was hard and I could see clear liquid drooling from the tip of it. I knew that was the sweetest liquid a guy could taste and I wanted to experience that.
As I was about ready to get on my hands and knees and start licking Jess’ clear liquid, he said in a lazy kind of afternoon voice, “I wanna do so much more with you.” My exact thoughts! We were so in sync with each other already!
My heart raced. I felt light-headed like I might faint. My head was so full of so many ideas that it was hard to even think. Or speak. I think I said something like, “Yeah, me too.”
Neither of us moved for a minute or two, but I could see Jess’s penis was still so hard and leaking. I could feel the need building in me to do something about it. “Can I take care of you now?” I asked.
“No,” Jess said.
“Why?” I asked. I was surprised by his response.
“Because this morning is about me taking care of you. It’s time for me to show you whatever you want to see. To do whatever you want to do. I can do whatever you want me to do for you. Or to you.” Jess rolled on his side and looked right at me with a lusty smile.
I know I was probably smiling just like he was, only he looked sexy and I probably looked like a fool. Jess stared at me as I tried to figure out what I wanted to do next. In my mind this was a lot like when Justin was teaching Billy and Jess how to do gay stuff. I’d read those chapters so many times. I wondered in Jess was thinking the same thing.
I couldn’t believe this was happening. Jess was teaching me. And not in some story where after I came I realized it was still just me alone in my room. How could my life have changed so much? So fast?
Suddenly it came to me what I wanted to happen next. It was like writing my own fantasy story. I could have Jess do whatever I wanted.
“I want to know what it’s like to taste your . . .” As often as I had read the term, I suddenly realized I had never even said it out loud. So many things were still the first time for me.
“Cum? You want to taste my cum?” Jess said and his smile turned from lusty to downright sexy in the cutest way.
“Well, maybe that too,” I said and I must have blushed. I couldn’t believe he had just made me cum and now we were lying naked next to each other talking about me tasting his semen. “But first I want to taste you pre-cum, I guess. I’ve read so much about how sweet it is. I’ve always dreamed of tasting it.”
I paused and looked at him. He looked like he was sort of laughing at what I had said.
“So can I?” I asked and then added, “Please!”
“Sure. This is all about you this morning. If you wanna taste my pre-jizz, go for it. I’m just happy to help you out.” With that he reached down and grabbed his hard cock at the base. I know Hardreader always said it is eight inches long, but to me that morning it looked so much bigger. Bigger than mine for sure. And so much better. Maybe it was because he was with me that he was bigger, I thought. It was the kind of fantasy thoughts I’d always had about a moment like this.
Jess tightened his grip on the shaft of his penis down close to his testicles. He slowly squeezed it and he moved his hand toward the top.
As his hand got closer to the top of his penis, I could see more and more of the clear liquid oozing from the tip, like he was squeezing it out of a toothpaste tube or something like that. When he had a lot on his fingertips, he started to remove his hand and I was pretty sure he was going to offer it to me.
I quickly took hold of his wrist and put his hand back on his throbbing penis. I got on all four as I had been about to do a few minutes earlier when Jess had stopped me. I leaned in to taste his . . . his pre-cum.
At first I just put the tip of my tongue to the tip of his penis. As I pulled it back toward my waiting mouth I could see a thin strand of the liquid trailing from my tongue to his penis. All I could think was oh my god! I sucked it in a little and got a taste. It was really sweet. Just like in all the stories I had ever read. So sweet! At least compared to my semen.
I had tasted my own semen often enough. HardReader’s stories always described the taste of semen. That made me curious and pretty soon I pretty much always ate some of mine when I masturbated. But I didn’t produce pre-cum like he said Billy and Justin did. Or even like Jess. When I saw Jess’ pre-cum for that first time, it looked like a lot more to me than I had imagined it would be.
I think the little bit I produced the night before was the most I could ever remember. For some reason, I had never tried tasting my pre-cum. I don’t know why. I just hadn’t.
“How do you like it,” Jess asked.
“It’s really good. It’s sweet like I thought yours would be,” I said.
“Yeah, a guy’s pre- is usually a lot sweeter than his jizz,” Jess said like he was a world expert on the subject. He probably was. He sure had tasted more than I had. I knew that for sure.
It was then that my instincts took over and I started licking as much of Jess’ pre-cum off the head and shaft of his penis as I could. I was licking and slurping. I probably sounded like a kid with a melting ice cream cone.
I was drifting into a world of my own, licking up and down. Jess’ penis was so hard. So amazingly beautiful to see and touch and taste. Every bit as handsome and perfect and powerful as Hardreader had described it. Only better!
I was tasting Jess. Smelling Jess. Touching Jess. And from the groans he let out, I was making him feel as good as he had made me feel a little earlier.
I think it was his groans that put me over the edge. I couldn’t stop myself. I wrapped my lips around the head of his penis and held it in my mouth. I was so flooded with sensations and emotions. I wanted to make sure that I took it all in. I wanted to remember this forever.
I massaged the hard end of his penis with my lips and bathed it with my tongue. It was much warmer than I had expected it to be. Much harder. So smooth! And with my mouth wrapped around it I was almost overwhelmed by the scent of his sex.
I knew my own smell. Some mornings I would wake up and while I was still hard with morning wood I would run my fingers across the moist area around and beneath my testicles. This sounds kind of crude, but I liked to smell them and imagine I was smelling another guy.
But what I was smelling as I inhaled Jess’ fragrance was the same kind of scent but completely different. I was so turned on by it all. I was raging hard again and that made me work Jess’ throbbing penis with even more enthusiasm.
I couldn’t resist taking more and more of it into my mouth. It felt so good. This hard, warm piece of flesh. The sexual essence of the man I had craved for years. And now his hard penis . . . his fucking cock . . . there I said it . . . his fucking cock was in my mouth. The same cock . . . I love saying that now . . . that Justin sucked, that Billy sucked . . . the same hard cock that fucked both of them . . . it was in my mouth at last.
I only wished I could taste Justin and Billy too as I sucked Jess’ penis that morning. But I couldn’t. But believe me tasting, feeling, smelling, touching Jess in this way was truly more than enough. But I always seemed to want more!
I sucked Jess and thought about all I knew about him and all the things I wanted to do with him. As I did I realized that somewhere in the back of mind I had been thinking about how much I wanted to talk to Jess about all this. If I could speak freely about what I knew about him, it would liberate our whole relationship. Take it to a higher level. Give us the freedom to . . . I don’t know exactly, but I felt trapped by the secret that lay between us. Unspoken by Jess. Unspoken by me.
I also realized that an unshaped plan was forming in my head to deal with that secret. Before I could judge its worth or even figure out where it might end, I had pulled back from Jess’ penis to ask, “I want to help you cum. So tell me, how do you like to have an orgasm? I mean if you were like here alone and pleasuring yourself, how would you make yourself cum?”
Jess raised his head from his pillow and looked at me with his lusty grin. “That’s kind of an unusual question. Why do you want to know that? There are lots of ways I like to get off.”
I lied. “Because I want to please you just as much as I can. As much as you just pleasured me.” What I wanted was for him to tell me he liked to take his own cum straight in his mouth. I knew that, but I couldn’t say that. I knew so much about him that I wanted to act on. But I felt restrained because he didn’t know how well I already knew him. That’s why I needed my plan. And this was it.
“So if you were here alone and woke up with morning wood and needed to . . . you know . . . masturbate or whatever, how would you want most to do it?” I asked again.
“You may think this is a little kinky, but I like to lick my own cockhead and shoot my load into my mouth,” he said.
I did my best to look surprised. I guess I was surprised. Even though I knew the answer, still Jess had just told me he liked to lick and suck his own cock and eat his own cum. Hearing him say those words . . . to me . . . it was stunning. It made this all so real. I could actually feel his words in my penis. It ached with need and . . . it’s too early for this word . . . but I think with love too.
Jess looked at me, taking in my reaction. I guess I was convincing.
“You mean you can suck your own penis?” I asked trying to sound like I was in disbelief. “I’d love to see that!” That last part was not a lie. I wanted to see Jess’ put his penis in his own mouth so bad.
“I don’t need to get myself off. You suck me a lot better than I can suck myself,” he said.
“Please,” I whined.
“OK, but . . .” he paused and gave me a very curious look. “OK, but I need to move around so I can get in position.
I got off the bed while Jess turned his body completely around, his feet resting on the top of the headboard. His neck and shoulders bearing the brunt of his body’s weight. When he seemed to be settled, he looked over at me and said, “You’ve got me so worked up, this isn’t going to take long.”
As he started to lower his hard penis toward his waiting lips, I said, “Just a second. I want to get a really good look at this.”
I climbed on the bed. My feet toward the foot of the bed. My head right next to Jess’ head.
“Can you see OK?” he asked. I was so close, I think he meant it as a joke.
“Great!” I said. Jess moved his head just enough so he could kiss me. It was a strange feeling kissing him like upside down. His head pointing one way. Mine the other. Our lips and our tongues toying with each other. They felt completely different to me.
We broke our kiss and Jess lowered his penis to his mouth. I could see his tongue slither out and lap at the head of his penis. He left a wide, wet trail of saliva across its almost purple surface. I could seen the sheen in the light.
Jess made it all look so easy. I’d tried to reach my penis with my mouth and couldn’t. I knew what he was doing wasn’t easy.
I watched completely entranced as he tasted his own pre-cum. “That’s amazing,” I said. And it was. Truly amazing. It was exactly as Hardreader had described it. As I had imagined it so many times as I masturbated dreaming of Jess and me together. Though never quite like this.
“Can I have a taste?” I asked. I didn’t wait for his answer before I moved my head in and lapped at a fresh drop of Jess’ sweet pre-cum. I wrapped my lips briefly around his cockhead before withdrawing a little.
“Mmmmmm! That feels so good. Do that again,” Jess said in a soft, sexy voice.
I suggested we do it together and he agreed. It took a couple of tries but soon Jess was lowering his cock into his mouth and then shifting it to mine. While he sucked himself I ran my lips and tongue along his hard, hot shaft. Sometimes nuzzling his dangling testicles with my nose or face or even my tongue.
When I sucked on the end of his penis, Jess kept his lips close to mine. I could feel and smell his breath.
We’d been doing this for only a couple of minutes when Jess said, “Gonna cum. Open your mouth!”
His penis was just above his own mouth. I moved mine right beside his. We both reached out and touched the head of his penis with our tongues. I’ll never forget that moment. Jess had his hands sort of on his own butt and must have pulled himself into a tighter ball, because his cock jerked downwards bumping into both our mouths.
Then he groaned and his penis moved back an inch or two. “Aghhhhhh!” he moaned as he came. His hot, slimy semen sprayed into both our mouths, with some on my chin and neck. The taste was like a burst of excitement in my mouth. Like a flood of sex. I loved it.
Our tongues and lips continued to stretch out to try to lap and suck at his exploding penis. It was like a shower of cum. I don’t really know how to explain it except to say nothing had ever made me feel so real, so alive as I did at that moment.
I could feel the sticky wetness of his semen all over my face and neck. I could smell the bleach-like smell of his cum. His breath was raspy as he began to use one hand to stroke his semen-dripping penis. His semen had flooded my hair and my face and his too. We were a complete mess of cum.
I raised one of my hands and stroked his testicles. He must not have shaved them in a day or two because I could feel the stubble of his short trimmed pubic hair on them. The soft bristles felt glorious to me. I also felt the warm smooth skin of his shaft with my fingertips. The softening penis beneath this amazing covering. My dreams were all coming true.
At last Jess squeezed his cock and coaxed a few last drops of his semen from his penis. He sort of doled them out. One for me. One for him. One for me . . . Then he was done. Exhausted. Spent. And going limp
He eased his body down and let it rest against the headboard. We kissed again. This time Jess’ semen . . . its taste . . . its smell . . . its texture . . . all overwhelmed our upside down kiss. We sucked and lapped cum from each other’s lips and mouths. Rubbed our cum-covered faces against each other. Celebrated the explosion of passion.
“Oh my god man, I thought you were like a virgin. Where did you learn how to do all this stuff?” Jess asked, laughing as he tried to scoop more of his cum between his lips.
“I watch a lot of porn. And I read a lot of porn,” I said.
Jess kind of froze. I didn’t want to scare him by moving too fast, but my plan . . . unfinished as it was . . . was unfolding.
“What do you watch? XTube?”
“Yeah I’ve watched a lot of XTube. Most of it’s not very good, but some of it is amazing. It taught me a lot, but maybe not so realistic,” I said.
I saw Jess sort of clench his jaw and then bite his lower lip. I thought I remembered Hardreader writing something about that look, but I couldn’t remember what he’d said. Then Jess asked, “So what did you read?”
My heart stopped for second. Was I going to do this? Then I relaxed and said, “Mostly porn on line?” I steeled myself for the next question I felt certain he would ask.
“Got a favorite place to find gay porn to read?”
With that question I rolled onto my back, Staring at the ceiling. I don’t remember exactly what was in my head at that moment but I probably couldn’t bring myself to look into Jess’ face when I said the words. “Yeah, I really like some of the stories at JustUsBoys.” My confidence was wavering, but I’d said it.
Jess was silent for a long time and so was I.
To Be Continued . . .
I'm sorry to say that this is probably the last episode to get posted in 2009. With all the demands of the holiday season, I doubt we'll have much time to put the next episode together until school resumes for Jess and Paul in January. I hope you can wait that long.
But while you're waiting, consider leaving a comment and rating this project. Or if you're ambitious you can follow bmark_packard's lead and reread Books I and II. Whatever you do, have a great holiday season!
Until we meet again, stay happy. And stay hard!
It's a good thing that I know that they are working on this project together or the suspense would kill me.
Thanks for the new ultimate fantasy, now all I have to do is find the other guy to share it with.
Paul, You are such a great addition to the ITIK family = You are, after all, the manifestation of so many of we poor readers' fantasies fulfilled. You're the boy who got the golden goose(gander?!), so to speak. And oh what a Gander he is!
Thank you for continuing to share your most intimate experiences with us.
And, HR, master craftsman extraordinaire - and one helluva'n S&M master - you're going to make us wait til after the holidays to read the conclusion of this ciffhanger? The Bomb that we've all been waiting for?
Santa's going to leave you a heap o' coal for being such a baaaad boy to us.
Tormenting us over the holidays. Sure, you spread a little good cheer with the super sexy retelling of Jess and Pauls' morning after glow and more, then you yank all the warm feelings away with the short exchange at the end . . .
Another great chapter. And the young love budding in the intense sexual exploration and giving to one another. I hope you are together over the holidays. We know Jess is from Chicagoland, Where does Paul call home, again? And, how are the families taking to your relationship, or is it too early to delve into that one?
I'm sure you'll let us know in your good time.
In the mean time, Thank You, again, Paul, Jesse, and HR - yeah, Billy and Justin and Tom, too.
Hope you all have a VERY Merry Christmas and super New Year.
And I know, if I'll only be true, to this glorious quest . . .
So fucking HOT!! I know exactly how you felt Paul...believe me. I read another story a long time ago about a guy who could suck his own dick like Jess can...I only wish to witness it one day myself. Oh man....I need to get some water....number 7 took a lot out of me this time...I'm not usually this worn out.lol I can't wait for 2010...another even year at last! I hate odd years. :P On that note, Merry Christmas, Happy Kwanzaa, Hanakkah, and any other holidays that I may have missed, and a Happy New Year to you all! My dear sweet cousin had the good fortune of being a New Year's Baby so we'll be having a special 21st B-day party for her!
Gahh, I think the suspense will kill me! Very nice chapter!
Happy holidays to the ITIK crew! Get lots of rest and write us some more next year! :]
I know it is Hardreader's job to comment to each of the readers. However, every time he posts one of my chapters, I am always amazed by the wonderful reactions. To think that part of my life is Glorff's "ultimate fantasy." That is so much more than I ever expected. DonQuixote always says so nice things too. And I know a lot of you, like perpetuallyhard and Skittles, mostly like the sex. So do I for sure.
I don't have time to mention each of you, but I do read all the comments and try to answer my private messages as best I can. I'm sorry for anyone I leave out.
I also wanted to say that reading my Chapter 12, I was surprised how much Hardreader wrote everything using the way I used to talk. I know I always said penis instead of cock and masturbate not cum, or nut, or get off. I know I did talk that way when I first met Jess. That has changed a lot. I do slip back into it sometimes, but Jess has changed me in so many ways. I just didn't want everyone to think I'm still the hayseed I was back then. It was so weerd for me to read it the way Hardreader wrote.
I hope you all enjoy the holidays. It will be sad for me being away from Jess so much the next few weeks, but as you have all figured out, we do make it through this rough spot ahead.
Greetings from Denver, CO...
We pulled into denver ans decided to take a break from the driving. We need to get some food. Zach has been driving all night, so i'm going to drive the rest of the way.
Of course while we are taking this break i had to read ITIK. HR told me that he would have it out yesturday, but there was no way i would get to read it. I just did, and i loved it. It was a beatuiful chapter. I had to read it away from my little brother, just like HR said i would. Im glad that i did. I had to eat something that was somewhat healthy. Everyone else when to get something fried.
Jess, you are great a wonderful guy. Your passing on what you learned form your experience with billy and justin. That is wonderful. Not many get that kind of chance. You are very lucky and to be able to share it with Paul. That makes you ever luckier.
Pual, you to are a wonder guy. I was wondering why you kept saying Penis, and masturbate. It seemed a little proper for this story. But know i know. I bet being with Jess would change any man. Maybe for the better, but Mayeb for the worst.......... if you know what i mean. Even though you are going to be away from Jess for a little while, im sure when you get back to him, the impending inconture will be amazing. One that fireworks will need to be in the background. lol. Little fantasy of mine.
HR, if you are not a gift to all gay men, then i dont know what it. You have this way of taking our minds, my mind, from our body and putting it in a whole nother scence or person. You turn us on with words, you get us off the details. The smell, the flavor, the touch. When i read what you write, i sense all of it. It was wonderful gift that you bring, and i hope that you continue to bring to us for a while.
Have a Marry Christmas to you all...... A happy Hanukkah.....A great Kwannza..... Whatever you might celebrate this time of year, may it be wonderful. Enjoy what is left of this year and may the next year be amazing for us all.
I need to eat then it is time for us to hit the raod again.
HR I'm always amazed at how good of a job you do at writing these chapters. I agree with the other people who commented, you do a fantastic job at engaging ALL our senses. Especially our sense of cum .
Jess I hope you are able to read my comment. I think you are amazing. It's probably a good thing we have not ever met, b/c I don't know what I'd be willing to do with you...
and same goes for you Paul. I love the formality, saying "penis" instead of "dick" or "cock", trying to paint your situation in a more innocent light, then realizing it's even more pleasureful just indulging in it...
I know the feeling of being a little bit too reserved... I've known it too well and I'm trying hard to let go of it. I guess it's a matter of determining the right balance between your integrity and pleasure... or at least a matter of redefining what your integrity is, or redefining what pleasures you.
It's clear these have been redefining moments for both of you. For Jess, perhaps this moment has transcended just "getting off", since you are starting to love Paul.
For Paul, this moment must have been a release, a Nirvana of sorts. I must say Jess is extremely lucky to be able to share the experience of having you release your inhibitions in such a powerful way...all over him. I'm sure he enjoyed it very much .
The chapters of book 3 have been getting better and better. Yes, the chapter was amazing and it made me hard as hell. Also, it touched me deep inside- it's almost as if you guys are radiating new love for each other in the same way new stars radiate new light to the other reaches of space....
Thank you for sharing your experiences Paul and Jess. It's an honor to be able to read into them like this. It's a pleasure to have HR writing them, thinking with his ever-hard cock of course . HR your writing as always impresses me. You are very very very good at writing stories and conveying all the emotions, feelings, smells, tastes, lusts...passion... .
Merry Christmas/ Happy Holidays to everyone. I hope you all get to enjoy your holidays. Jess & Paul: I'm sure you'll find ways to cope being away from each other . It'll be all worth it when you come back, embrace, kiss, and so on... Have fun everyone!
I thought I ought to give you and update since the story won't be starting for a few weeks. I only started my winter break and I already getting bored and missing my Paul. I've got too much time and not enough planned I think. I probably will try to see H.R. and ... tonight at their place. Mostly I'm waiting for new years eve when Paul will be here for two days and I think Billy and Justin will be here too. The four of us haven't been together for a long time.
Last night I read all of the comments again and I want you to know how great I think you all are for the stuff you say.
One more thing. Pauls no hayseed and never was. That's just how H.R. wrote it.