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    Re: Jess' Story -- I Thought I Knew, Book 3

    Jess,
    I can tell how difficult that meeting with Anne was - you wanting to do the right thing by her in the spirit of Justin teaching you and Billy, while at the same time being incredibly HARD and having a desperate need for fulfillment of your own.

    And that, too, being a very real lesson for Anne to know.

    I wonder if Paul had any idea that Anne was asking you for help?
    Or, maybe he switch hits, too, and liked what he saw.

    Only time, and you and HR will tell - and I'm sure you will!

    To be a fly on the wall for your appointment with Ann, AND the next scene -
    did she clean your fluids up before Paul arrived? What did she do with the towel and, Oh, yes, Bodhi1 is right - we do have a pervasive aroma to our fluids. What will transpire between the two of them when he arrives hot on your heels?

    Jess, Once again, thank you for sharing your life story with us. It takes a lot of courage. I know it will also help a lot of people both posting and silent readers in the background, as they grapple with their own sexualities and lives.

    HR, a magnificent mastering of putting mind and action on electronic paper for us all to savour, relish, enjoy ~ in more ways than one!

    I can almost smell and taste Jess in all his glory through your words -- what an idea - electronic "scratch 'n sniff" sections! lol

    Thank you both, whole heartily.


    And I know, if I'll only be true, to this glorious quest . . .

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    Re: Jess' Story -- I Thought I Knew, Book 3

    ok, wow. There is no other place that i would get turned on by a girl touching a guys cock, then reading about Jess's experience in the words of HR. But when Jess took over, wow. I couldnt help myself.

    Now i have never been in this situation, i have helped a few friends with sexual matters. i never went as far as showing them and helping them experince the action, i was dating zach. and that would be cheating in my book. but i did explain it. I was asked to help, but i told them that i had to say no, and they understood.

    So i kindof know what it is like on that front. more so with jess then Billy and justin. I mean with the giving help not getting it.

    It will be insteresting to see what happens in the next chapter. With paul walking in to the sweet sweet smell of Jess Cum. Oh it has me on the edge of my seat. I love Don's idea for the scrath and sniff section.

    Once again, Great Job on the chapter. Thank for taking the time out of your very busy schedules to share this with us.
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    Re: Jess' Story -- I Thought I Knew, Book 3

    There is so much going on in Jess' mind. It's actually more of a turn-on than the actual physical orgasm, in my opinion. All those thoughts and feelings focused on pleasuring himself not only for personal enjoyment but also to help out his friend, Anne. I seem to have noticed a trend in the sense that each chapter delves a little bit further into events of a more sexual nature.

    The introspection isn't dissipating, it's just combining with more physical displays of the erotic. And as we all know (or will soon come to find out), HR's specialty is in translating physical displays of the erotic into written words.

    Thank you so much fellas, for the latest glimpse into Jess' not-so-distant past. I can smell the future coming and it smells wicked tasty! Wonderful job on both of your parts (HR & Jess), can't wait to hear more from you.

    Please, everybody, post a comment if you can and let these guys know what you think about their project. Tell them what you liked, what surprised you most, any thoughts and/or ideas that you'd like to share with them. It may not take long to read through a chapter, but it definitely takes a lot of time for the two of them to prepare each and every chapter and provide it for us to read. The least we can do is say, "Thanks, good job".

    So thanks again Jess and HR. Take your time and take care. <3

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    Re: Jess' Story -- I Thought I Knew, Book 3

    Idk what I expected about how guys would react to my book, but it isn't axactly what I expected. I am not Justin or Billy so the sex is not going to be as hot. I guess Im more of a regular guy. It seems that almost everyone who writes is jerking off to my stuff even when nothing is really happening. I cant imagine what your going to do when HR writes about what coming next. I'm glad the ones writing me are enjoying it. Thank you for all the support and nice stuff you have written me.

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    Re: Jess' Story -- I Thought I Knew, Book 3

    Jess,
    We know HR REALLY enjoys the hot sex scenes, and we've probably based our comments around that, to an extent.

    Yes, it does raise our hormones, even when nothing is really happening in your mind -- remember, some of us aren't quite as young and active as you are, so the very fond memories you elicit have a magic all their own.

    I am trying to read ALL of what you are saying, not just trying to get one off, as it were. I hope you are seeing that.

    I know Tim's story has a lot more than rampant sex in it, too. You're a real, live, flesh and blood person to us, not just a sex toy. Know and believe that. We do.


    And I know, if I'll only be true, to this glorious quest . . .

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    Re: Jess' Story -- I Thought I Knew, Book 3

    Dear sweet Jess, you are very real and it is a rare privilege to have you share such intimate details with us. Sex is fun and all that but I am much more captivated by what you are FEELING as you experience everything that is happening.

    I salute you! Hugs!

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    Re: Jess' Story -- I Thought I Knew, Book 3

    Jess, I think it's the fact that you are more reserved than Billy or Justin that has everybody all excited. The things you were thinking about when you were trying to help out Anne and were masturbating? Well, that was plenty hot. I think what most people are looking forward to is pretty much what your username says, "JustJess". Nothing more, nothing less. And I don't think a single person has yet to be disappointed by you sharing your thoughts, experiences, your life or yourself with us. We really do appreciate it.

    I'm not and never have been bi (bi-sexual or even bi-curious), but there are so many emotions, doubts and insecurities that I can remember facing just by reading your story. Your story that's only just begun. It's bittersweet, and painful at times, but it is what I had to deal with.

    I thank you again for being brave enough to share your story with us. I'm sure you (and HR) can tell by the number of hits this story has received that although not everybody is comfortable posting a comment, many people are reading your story. And I'm gonna have to say that they must be enjoying it, because I know everybody who's posting can't help but express how much they're enjoying it.

    I know you're a busy guy and so I'd also like to thank you for posting and sharing your thoughts and feelings with us. It means a lot. Take care buddy. We luv ya!

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    Re: Jess' Story -- I Thought I Knew, Book 3

    HR, Jess and guys sorry I have not made an appearance here yet I still need to catch up on the story. I promise I will soon just got some stuff going on.

    Love Mike

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    Re: Jess' Story -- I Thought I Knew, Book 3

    We've been working hard for the past week or so. But we like working hard. The result is that we have cum up with a surprise this week: a double chapter. We decided that when we had finished Chapter 5, we hadn't given our readers quite enough. So it will be quickly followed by Chapter 6. Both are getting polished in the final editing process right now, so it won't be long.

    But before we present the next two chapters, it's time to answer the mail:

    Bodhi1 -- "Wow! So hot! It wasn't as much a "bi" scene as I expected - it was much more an exhibitionistic performance ... And then the "meeting with "Paul" (?) almost at Anne's door... His cum was still on Anne's bed & as we all know it has a perfume/scent all its own which any guy would recognize ... This is getting very interesting ..." It was fun talking to Jess about the material for this last chapter, because he remembered the JO scene so well and yet it was seeing the guy crossing the street that was really burned into his memory. Yes, it's about to get interesting!

    NothingtoSay -- "Yes this is a great chapter. Great job." True to your name, you are a man of few words. But thanks for letting us know you like it!

    DonQuixote -- "To be a fly on the wall for your appointment with Ann, AND the next scene - did she clean your fluids up before Paul arrived? What did she do with the towel and, Oh, yes, Bodhi1 is right - we do have a pervasive aroma to our fluids. What will transpire between the two of them when he arrives hot on your heels?" Ah, Don, always trying to predict the future. Let's see how well you did.

    TimWhite07 -- "ok, wow. There is no other place that i would get turned on by a girl touching a guys cock, then reading about Jess's experience in the words of HR. But when Jess took over, wow. I couldnt help myself." -Such an enthusiastic reader! And so messy! Did you even try to help yourself. Oh, I'm sure you did! Helped yourself until you couldn't keep from . . . from reading the next chapter?

    skittles -- "I'm not and never have been bi (bi-sexual or even bi-curious), but there are so many emotions, doubts and insecurities that I can remember facing just by reading your story. Your story that's only just begun. It's bittersweet, and painful at times, but it is what I had to deal with." I know what a huge Jess fan you are, even if he is "undeclared" and you're 100 percent gay. Obviously that difference has not curbed your enthusiasm one bit.

    keigan86 -- "HR, Jess and guys sorry I have not made an appearance here yet I still need to catch up on the story. I promise I will soon just got some stuff going on." Well, Mike, we hope you get back to reading our project real soon. It's a good time to start, because . . . Well, I don't want to spoil what's ahead. You'll have to read it for yourself.

    It won't be long now, guys. So until we return, stay happy. And stay hard!
    "Reading should be easy. Only the reader should be hard." -- hardreader

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    Re: Jess' Story -- I Thought I Knew, Book 3

    Jess’ Story
    I Thought I Knew -- Book Three
    Chapter 5

    From Jess' viewpoint

    I was sitting on the edge of my bed reassuring myself that the dream that had jolted me awake was just a dream. I was sweating and cold and scared as I had been so many times before.

    It was the same damn dream. Me and my mother. And she knew. She knew about me and Billy and Justin and all the rest of it. She might as well have been in the hot tub with the three of us as we sucked and jerked and came all over each other. She might as well have been in the room with me and my cousin when I shoved my hard cock up his tight, little. . .

    I had to stop thinking about it. I felt like I might get sick at my stomach. I was afraid to move for fear the slightest motion would make me vomit. But sitting still was leaving me with nothing to do but to think about what my mother would learn about me if she ever read what we had written with my friends when I was back in high school.

    I was trying to take slow, steady, deep breaths. Trying to clear my mind. Trying to focus on the real world around me. The world that . . .

    That damn ring tone. It had seemed like such a good idea when I first heard it. I struggled to open my phone and hold it up to speak. To hear.

    “Yeah,” I muttered. From the other end, all I heard sounded like garble. “Who is this?” I asked.

    As I concentrated on listening, I realized it was Anne. Thank god it wasn’t my mother. Relieved, I asked Anne if I could call her back in a little while.

    “Sure you can, silly. But you don’t have to. I just wanted to say thanks. Talk to you soon.” Click. She was gone.

    Thanks?” She had said “Thanks.” It took me a moment to process what she had said and what it might mean. I figured that her date last night with that guy Paul must have gone OK after all.

    You’re welcome, I thought. I should have told her, “You’re welcome.”

    I continued sitting on my bed as my body and mind slowly shook of the lingering effects of my dream. I finally got up and took a shower, brushed my teeth and pulled on some clothes. When I looked in the mirror I could see I still looked like shit. Like I was hung-over or something.

    But I hadn’t even had a beer the night before. Just studied and went to bed early. And had that same damn dream again.

    Then I remembered I had to call Anne. I needed to put my plan . . . what little plan I had . . . into action. I’d actually thought about it a little last night before I went to sleep. Maybe that’s what had triggered the recurrence of my dream.

    I called Anne’s cell. She answered on the first ring and I asked her how last night had gone. Typical of Anne, she didn’t really say what had happened. As close as she came was to tell me, “With your help, I didn’t need to wonder whether he was . . . you know . . enjoying himself . . . while he was . . . you know . . . kissing me.”

    She went silent, forcing me to ask, “So what happened then?”

    “I can’t tell you, silly. But thanks to you I’m pretty sure I haven’t lost him.” I swear she sounded so happy I could almost see her smile over the phone. “If I can ever return the favor . . .”

    “Well, as a matter of fact,” I snapped at the chance, “there is one thing I was hoping you might help me figure out.”

    “What’s that?” she wanted to know. I played coy. I told her I wanted to meet her for lunch. I had something I wanted to show her. I wanted her opinion. I’d show her at lunch. No, I couldn’t tell her more than that over the phone.

    She set a time and named a little restaurant right on campus. I said I’d see her there.

    I had a couple of hours until our meeting and I spent it making sure that my idea from last night was really what I wanted to do. I had decided I should show her one chapter of my story, “I Thought I Knew.” I’d picked Chapter 2 because that focused on me. From what I remembered, it had enough sexual content to convey the style of “I Thought I Knew.” But it didn’t have any actual sex scenes in it . . . other than being pretty graphic about how much I liked the taste of my own cum. And at the end there was a little about me getting off. Cumming in my mouth. Twice. But it was that kind of stuff that I needed for her to see to get her reaction.

    I decided to read through it again. It had been a while since I had read that part.

    As I did, I realized that it was all about how I thought I might be gay. About how I tried to deal with things when I first started to figure out I might not be just another straight guy.

    All of a sudden it dawned on me that I hadn’t ever told Anne I was “undeclared” sexually. Or had I? I didn’t think so. But it was pretty well known. All my friends knew and so lots of her friends must know too. She must know at least that I’ve been out with both boys and girls. She must, I tried to reassure myself.

    Well, what the hell, I thought. If she didn’t know before, she will now.

    I copied the chapter and stripped out anything that might identify the source. No title. No “Hardreader.” Nothing to identify where it had appeared or when. I didn’t want her tracking it down online and reading the whole thing. I wasn’t ready for that yet.

    I printed out one copy and put it in an envelope.

    By then, I was surprised to discover, it was already time to head off for my lunch with Anne.

    When I got to the restaurant she had picked, I saw her right away at the far end of the dining room. She raised her hand and sort of waved a little to make sure I saw her. She sure looked happy.

    As I approached the table, I noticed a guy sitting across from Anne with his back to me. Even though I couldn’t see much of him, I never doubted who it was. When I reached the table, Anne stood up and gave me a little hug.

    “This is my friend Paul,” she said gesturing toward the guy sitting across from her. Yep, it was the same guy I had seen on her laptop. The same guy I had focused on as I jacked off in her dorm room. The same guy I had watched so closely as I left her dorm the day before.

    “And Paul, this is my friend Jess,” she said gesturing toward me.

    Paul didn’t stand up. Just stuck out his hand. We shook. Normally I would have loved to have the chance to get to know Paul better. As a matter of fact, somewhere deep in my subconscious I think I was glad to see him again. To get formally introduced to him. Cuz I thought he looked like a really cool guy.

    But this was not the time. I needed this time alone with Anne. I wasn’t even certain I could explain what I wanted her to do with so many people around us in the restaurant. Someone might overhear. But I certainly couldn’t do it with Paul sitting there.

    So I was kind of relieved when Anne explained that he was finishing his lunch when she came in and he had offered her a seat. Tables weren’t easy to come by and he was leaving soon.

    It looked like Paul had finished eating, so I stood there for a moment thinking he would get up and leave and I’d take his chair. This may seem kind of creepy. I can get kinda weird. I made a point of standing over by Anne so I could get a good look at Paul’s crotch when he stood up. I mean, after all I had jerked off looking at this guy’s picture the day before. I thought he was pretty hot. . . . So I’m kinda creepy that way sometimes.

    But then instead of getting up to go, he said, “Why don’t you pull up a chair?”

    It wasn’t how I’d planned this but what else could I do?

    Anne started talking about nothing really. Classes. People she knew. I don’t even know what. Paul kept glancing over at me. When I’d turn toward him, he’d quickly look back at Anne.

    Finally Anne paused for a moment and I couldn’t resist. I turned full face to Paul and looked him straight in the eye and asked, “So did you and Anne have a good time last night?”

    I could swear he blushed a little. As Paul paused before answering, Anne butted in, “That’s a rude question when the lady he was out with is sitting right here. Paul, you don’t need to answer that.” And with that, Anne kicked me under the table. It was none too subtle.

    “Sorry,” I said, turning to Anne and winking. The way my head was turned, Paul couldn’t see me wink.

    “So what did you want me to see that was so important,” Anne asked with irritation in each and every word.

    “Well, I really didn’t want to . . .” I paused and looked over at Paul. And then in a sort of quiet, secret-like way said “. . . anyone but you to see this, if that’s OK.” I didn’t really like saying that in front of Paul, but I didn’t know what else to say just then.

    Paul realized I needed some alone time with Anne and had excused himself and left within a few minutes. I never did get a good view of his crotch.

    After he was gone, I decided there were just too many people too close to share my story with Anne in the restaurant.

    She was kind of pissed at me. Probably for a couple of reason, not the least of which was driving Paul away. We went back to her dorm and I started to explain.

    I asked her just to let me talk without questions. I told her that I thought all her questions would be answered when we were done. And it wouldn’t take too long.

    I didn’t tell her about the nightmare. I just told her that when I was younger, I didn’t know much about sex and stuff like that. And I wondered if I might be gay or bi or something.

    “So are you . . .” she started to ask, but I cut her off. I told her she’d see all that when she read what I had brought her.

    I explained that some friends of mine had met this writer and he had told us he was writing a magazine story on gay teenagers growing up in the suburbs. My friends, who I told her were gay, had already been talking to him. Telling him about their lives and stuff. And since I hung with them a lot, they wanted me to tell my story too.

    “That was all a couple of years ago. But that story about me and my friends is still out there online and now I’m kinda worried what friends would think if they knew about it. If they ever found out that I had done all this stuff that in the story. If they ever read it and knew it was me. Cuz it’s kinda personal. And the way the guy wrote it, some of it is pretty embarrassing,” I said.

    She just nodded.

    “So I brought you one chapter that he wrote that’s mostly about me and I wondered if you would read it and tell me what you think. What you really think. I need to figure out whether I ought to continue to keep it a secret. I can’t decide what other people would think if they knew it was me in that story. I thought maybe you could read it and help me figure that out.”

    “What magazine was it in?” she asked. Not a question I had expected but easy enough to explain. So I told her it had been posted on one web site and then another. Thousands of people had read it and commented on it. It had become pretty popular when it was first written, I said.

    She didn’t look too happy about it, but said she’d do it since I had helped her out.

    “Can you read it like today and let me know? It’s not too long.”

    “I’ll call you tomorrow,” she said and I started to gather my things to go.

    “So are you really a homosexual?” she asked. “I’ve never known a homosexual.”

    “I’m kinda nothing. I’m really undeclared. I like some girls. I like some guys. It just doesn’t matter to me like it does to some people. I am attracted to people I like,” I said.

    “I never heard of such a thing,” she said with a hint of disapproval. My stomach sank. Anne was probably not the right person to have asked, I thought as I walked out of her room.

    To Be Continued . . .

    Well, thanks for reading. I hope you’ll leave a comment and in return we will be quick to get the next chapter posted later today or maybe tomorrow. Until then, stay happy. And stay hard!
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    Wow, I can actually feel the nervous uncertainty of what it was like to tell a friend about myself and who/what I am all over again when reading that last bit. HR, between you and Jess it seems like this latest book of ITIK is more suspenseful than the last two books and every chapter leaves us with a cliffhanger of sorts. I love it.

    Jess, HR says that I'm a fan of yours and I won't deny that although reading about Billy, Justin and their... adventures was very stimulating, your story is just as captivating. I really look forward to reading more about you discovering yourself and exploring your sexuality. I hope you understand, as HR does, that something about you just touches my heart and affects me deeply. These chapters haven't had a lot of sex, but we're still here reading it because you're a very interesting person and we like you just as you are.

    Well, I can't wait for the second part of this special treat. Whoever decided this week would hold a double chapter, thank you. You guys are great!

    Oh, and readers: if you've read the latest chapter (or any of the story), don't forget to post a comment. Please? Thanks.

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    Very well written chapter. As i read i could feel the what jess might have been feeling. Scared, because he is talking to someone about his personal life. Something that personal is hard to share with someone let alone your friends. Some of mine dont even know that i write.

    As Skittles said, these chapters dont have a lot of sex, but we are still reading it. The way this story is going, it would never need sex, and people would still read it. aleast i know i would. The sexual encounters that you share with us, are a treat for the readers. And HR knows how to write it so that anyone who reads the chapter, does not walk away feeling some relief.


    Hardreader -Such an enthusiastic reader! And so messy! Did you even try to help yourself. Oh, I'm sure you did! Helped yourself until you couldn't keep from . . . from reading the next chapter?

    Of course i tried. But when you write it is to hard. ANd i have to say that the days that you post a new chapter, Zach is not so happy. I'm a bit drained after i read. but he will live.
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    Re: Jess' Story -- I Thought I Knew, Book 3

    In spite of skittles' Encouragement(s), I've refrained from posting after each chapter. I like reading others' responses without the possibility of my own thoughts skewing their perceptions. (I've noticed some phrases I've used reappearing in later posts ... not just here.) But, now, I'm ready to do a bit of typing.

    This book of ITIK certainly has a different tone than the previous work(s). Then again, this is Jess's story, and is reflecting his unique personality. VERY WELL DONE, HR and Jess!!

    Yes. The sex hasn't been as blatant (yet!), but that testosterone fueled undercurrent is definitely prevalent! So far ... it's been more of a "tease", and a very effective one at that! The sexiest organ that we possess is our brain! And, reading Jess's thoughts underscores the intensity that most guys feel at his age! The questions. The uncertainty. The doubts that are constantly with us in spite of "The Urge!". ALL of that so well told and presented!

    In short ... I'm LOVIN' this!!

    THANK YOU!!!

    Keep smilin'!!
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    Re: Jess' Story -- I Thought I Knew, Book 3

    Jess & HR,
    Thank you for this next installment.

    Jess, As the others have said, YES, we can definitely relate to your angst at the nightmare that you are having on a recurring basis.

    We can also feel your emotions at confiding with Anne, and trying to read her reactions to your conversations.

    It takes a lot of courage to bare your soul to the world via the anonymity of JUB; the added intensity of sitting face to face with a friend, and trying to explain yourself is monumental. I salute you for coming to grips with your fears and reaching out to Anne.

    HR, thank you for continuing to help convey Jess' deepest feelings.

    I look forward to your next installment -- each part is a small window into your life and your mind, Jess, and we thank you so much for sharing with us. Know that, at least for me, the sex is secondary; you being willing to share your thoughts and emotions with us, and asking for our thoughts in return, is paramount.

    Take care my young friend. You, too, HR! lol


    And I know, if I'll only be true, to this glorious quest . . .

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    Re: Jess' Story -- I Thought I Knew, Book 3

    Hi HR and Jess.
    I have been away for a while so only just read this chapter.
    This really is a soul searching story so far,
    I feel Jess is going through a lot of anguish at the moment about himself and what effects his life will have on others. Something I did when I realized that I was gay.
    To be honest there is a need for the story to continue before enough information is gleaned as to make a comment worthy of such a difficult and sensitive issue, I do not want to try and second guess things.
    So guys, I will stay silent for a while with my comments and read the story as it unfolds, apart from posting the odd message of encouragement.
    Jess, I am rooting for you.

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    I'll answer the mail and then get on with posting the next chapter as promised. Thanks for the great comments.

    skittles -- "Wow, I can actually feel the nervous uncertainty of what it was like to tell a friend about myself and who/what I am all over again when reading that last bit. HR, between you and Jess it seems like this latest book of ITIK is more suspenseful than the last two books and every chapter leaves us with a cliffhanger of sorts. I love it." Jess and I were talking just after you posted this and we were discussing the idea that the each chapter ends in a "cliffhanger." Jess and I are in complete agreement with each other and perhaps in at least linguistic disagreement with you, dear skittles. Jess said something like, "It isn't so much that the writing is a series of cliffhangers. It's that my life at that point seemed like a unending cliffhanger.

    Tim White07 -- "Very well written chapter. As i read i could feel the what jess might have been feeling. Scared, because he is talking to someone about his personal life. Something that personal is hard to share with someone let alone your friends. Some of mine dont even know that i write." If you don'tmind my asking, have you ever lost a friend because they learned about your writing? Since yours is every bit as personal as Jess', even if not usually so sexual, I thought it might be instructive.


    Kyanimal -- "This book of ITIK certainly has a different tone than the previous work(s). Then again, this is Jess's story, and is reflecting his unique personality. VERY WELL DONE, HR and Jess!! Yes. The sex hasn't been as blatant (yet!), but that testosterone fueled undercurrent is definitely prevalent! So far ... it's been more of a "tease", and a very effective one at that! The sexiest organ that we possess is our brain! And, reading Jess's thoughts underscores the intensity that most guys feel at his age! The questions. The uncertainty. The doubts that are constantly with us in spite of "The Urge!" This book of ITIK certainly has a different tone than the previous work(s). Then again, this is Jess's story, and is reflecting his unique personality. . ALL of that so well told and presented!" So good to read a message from you again. Jess repeatedly points out that while he may be best friends forever with Billy and Justin, he is not really like them in so many ways. They are each smart -- much smarter than they sometimes seem in this project -- and each using their powerful brains in their own unique way.

    DonQuixote -- "It takes a lot of courage to bare your soul to the world via the anonymity of JUB; the added intensity of sitting face to face with a friend, and trying to explain yourself is monumental. I salute you for coming to grips with your fears and reaching out to Anne." I have struggled a bit in writing parts of the story to this point, because I think it was very sad that the closest friend Jess had to turn to to discuss these issues (Billy and Justin excluded for fairly obvious reasons) was Anne. Jess doesn't think that was a sad state of affairs at all.

    ukbrit -- "I have been away for a while so only just read this chapter. This really is a soul searching story so far, I feel Jess is going through a lot of anguish at the moment about himself and what effects his life will have on others. Something I did when I realized that I was gay." Thanks for sharing your thoughts and, please, jump in as often as you can even if only to say Hi, guys, I'm still here and still reading.

    That's the mail for now. The next chapter will be along quite soon. I have a little surprise for you in presenting it. It isn't from Jess' viewpoint. So until the next chapter unfolds before you, stay happy. And stay hard!
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    So you know, Jess and I both asked Anne if she would participate in this story, even in a limited way. She has absolutely refused, but she does know it is being written and posted.

    Jess’ Story
    I Thought I Knew -- Book Three
    Chapter 6

    From Paul’s viewpoint

    I had really wanted to meet Anne’s friend Jess ever since I first stepped into her dorm room yesterday afternoon. OK, I couldn’t get the guy out of my mind. How did he fit in? What was he up to? What had been going on?

    First of all there was that smell. It’s like when you smell weed. It’s one of those smells that once you know what it is you can pick up on even the slightest hint of it. When she first opened the door to her room to let me in, there was a lot more than a slight hint of cum smell.

    I wondered if Anne could smell it the same way I could. I didn’t know if girls’ noses were as sensitive to it as boys’. I didn’t even really know if other boys could smell it the way I could.

    Next I got thinking and asking myself what had just gone on here? This was Anne after all. I didn’t really think of Anne and afternoon delight fitting together.

    “Is this an OK time?” I said, still standing in the doorway.

    She nodded yes.

    “I’m not interrupting anything, am I?”

    She nodded yes again, still holding the door open for me. Her hand on the doorknob. Her body partially blocking my view of her room. But I could see the beds and noticed immediately that both beds had been sat on, or maybe even more than sat on.

    My mind snapped right to the kid I had just seen leaving Anne’s dorm. It wasn’t like there were a lot of boys coming and going from a girls’ dorm in the middle of the afternoon during summer session.

    I figured it had to be him. The guy I saw leaving was the guy I could smell in Anne’s room. It made too much sense. At least in some ways.

    But was he her boyfriend? That didn’t make any sense. If she had a boyfriend, why was she pestering me to do things with her all the time? Plus Anne and a boyfriend just didn’t click in my mind. They didn’t like fit together.

    “Is everything OK?” Anne asked as I continued to look around, trying to figure out what I had just missed. “I wasn’t expecting you until this evening.”

    “Oh, I was at the bookstore up the street and saw this book we were talking about at lunch last week. I bought you a copy so you could have one of your own. I thought I’d just drop it off.”

    She started to close the door behind me, forcing me to step farther into the room.

    “You can put it on my desk,” she said as she picked up a large towel from one of the beds and headed toward the bathroom. The farther into the room I got, the stronger the smell got. It was sort of turning me on.

    Other than my own cum, I had only smelled other guys’ cum a couple of times. Once in the locker room in high school and once in the men’s room in a mall. I never did know what either one of those were about. But I knew that smell.

    I set the book down and as I turned back to look at Anne, I saw the wet streak across the sheet on one of the beds. I was pretty sure I knew what had caused that. But, damn, if that guy I’d seen could cum that much . . . Know I was really getting turned on. And confused about just what Anne was up to.

    Anne was talking about the book I’d brought, but all I wanted right then was to get out of there. This was too confusing. I had a date with her that night and that guy I’d just seen, the one who was staring at me so hard as we passed each other in the street, had he just cum in her room?

    “I didn’t plan to stay. I have a lot to do. I’ll see you at 7. OK?” I said working my way toward the door.

    “Do you really have to go so fast?” Anne asked.

    “We’ll talk tonight.” I turned toward the door, but looked back once more and took a deep breath, trying not to be too obvious. And then I was out of there.

    I’d planned on going to look at some shirts that were supposed to be on sale, but instead went straight back to my place. It was hot as hell inside my apartment. But I was hot before I walked into the little upstairs space I’d rented cheap for the summer.

    I stripped off my shirt and shorts and underwear and stood naked in front of the tall window that looked out over the overgrown backyard. What a dump this place was.

    But my mind wasn’t really on the scene. I was thinking about that guy and that string of fresh cum soaking into the sheet in Anne’s room. What was it I had just missed? What was going on? This didn’t seem to fit. Not Anne! She seemed so shy and scared to death of sex. Had I missed something? Was she on to me? I didn’t get it.

    My forehead was covered in sweat. My whole body was glistening in my sweat. I wiped my forehead with one hand, capturing the moisture. Then used it to start stroking my best friend. Jacking off was about all there was to do around this place, it seemed to me. And with the scent of some other guy’s cum still clear in my head and the sight of that string of cum sprayed across Anne’s bed, I didn’t need much more to fuel my imagination. My best friend quickly warmed up to my familiar embrace.

    I usually jacked off looking at or reading porn. I’d been looking at porn since I was 13 or 14 years old. That hot afternoon I didn’t need any porn. I was creating porn of my own in my head and I was getting hard really fast.

    In my head I could see the guy I had seen leaving Anne’s dorm. He was lying on her bed. It was so clear with the sun streaming through her window. He was dressed as I’d seen him yesterday in cargoes and a T-shirt.

    I wondered what he was doing there on her bed and then it came to me. He was waiting for her while she finished taking a shower. In my mind, I could hear the water running, striking her naked back. Dripping from her smooth body. Running off her small, firm breasts to the shower floor.

    As the guy lay back, I knew he could smell that perfume she’d worn the other night when we went to the movies. And it was really turning him on. Laying there on her bed. Where she slept. Naked and warm.

    He couldn’t resist inhaling her scent and rubbing himself through his shorts. He was getting so hard he could hardly stand it. I could see his massive cock straining under his touch. Wet spots kept forming as he worked his cock through his shorts. He kept inhaling and stroking. He seemed to writhe almost like a snake under his own touch.

    He turned his head sideways and forced his nose into her pillow, inhaling her scent. I could see the look on his face so clearly. He was lost to this world. He was in that place guys go when they’ve gotten themselves so worked up they can’t turn back. He had to cum. He couldn’t help himself.

    Even though Anne was right through the doorway in her bathroom, he let his resistance lapse. He surrendered to the powerful pull of his throbbing cock and his aching nuts. His whole focus was on his cock and his nuts. And mine was focused there too.

    I watched as in my mind he opened his shorts and pulled his huge, hard cock out. It was at least 10 inches of thick, uncut cock. I could see his foreskin covering his cockhead at first. Then he eased it back, showing his beautiful crown completely engorged with blood. So firm and tight and hard. With its pouting lips. Its need for satisfaction. For release.

    By then I was working my own friend so hard in my right hand. My left hand holding on to the window frame to steady me. I was as far gone to the world as he was. Jerking in my fantasy world, while watching his. I was watching him and feeling him. I could feel each stroke of his hand along his cock. The heat of his throbbing cock was the heat of mine. His smell was my smell. His needs were my needs. My cock twitched when his twitched.

    I kept going back to get more sweat for lube, but finally used my spit because I really needed to get off just as he needed to get off. And a little extra lube always helps.

    This kid I was watching, or dreaming, or imagining was whacking his meat like crazy. Just like I was. In my head his strokes were right with mine. He was getting close to nutting just like me. And I can see that handsome face. And his body. He’s got to be a jock of some kind. Ohhhh, I was getting close.

    The shower water stopped. Anne had turned it off. Suddenly everything stopped. No sound. No breathing. No stroking. He and I could both hear the shower curtain pulled back. Before the kid had time to put that gigantic cock back in his pants, Anne, wrapped in only a towel, was standing in the doorway looking at him. Looking straight into his eyes. And he’s looking back.

    Only somehow in my head, he was looking at me. Looking into my eyes. And I was looking into his. My eyes locked on his eyes. I can’t stop. I bent my knees. I thrust my hips, forcing my aching cock into my pounding fist. And my cum went flying. I closed my eyes and groaned as our first load hit the screen. I guess it was just my load, but it seemed like we were both shooting together. Our cum mingling in the screen. Our guy needs so melded together we were like one. The kid and me. Cumming together. It felt so good. Ohhhhh, fuck! It felt good!

    The sensation of this image was almost too much for me. I opened my eyes and watch my next two shots hit even higher on that filthy screen. It was a hell of a cum. And when the kid on the bed saw me continue to blow my load, he kept cumming too. He couldn’t help himself. Only now, with my eyes wide open, I could see him cum all over the sheet.

    I smiled at him and he smiled back. My image of the guy started to fade and I needed to sit down and catch my breath. I think maybe I was so into jacking off that I forgot to breathe.

    I tried to recapture the images I had just conjured to get myself off, but they were already a jumble that didn’t make much sense. Nothing made much sense. What was Anne up to? And who was that kid? I had to know.

    To Be Continued . . .

    I hope you found Paul’s ability to tell his story as compelling as any of the others guys who have shared their thoughts through this project. I was impressed with him and his capacity to share from the very beginning. Perhaps it is all his years of reading porn that helped him.

    Please leave us a comment and let us know what you think of “Jess’ Story” so far. While we doubled up this week, it may be a little longer till we can get back to you with the next installment. Please try to be patient. We will return. Until then, say happy. And stay hard!
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    Hot! I was hoping Paul would get turned on by the smell of cum ... and he does with a vengeance! I want to see them together ... If you need help I can direct the scene ....

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    Wow. Man on man super hot sex, "long distance", so to speak.

    Jess was turned on by Paul's pic, and the thought of him getting it on;
    Paul in turn turned on by the "eau du Jess" that permeated Anne's room, and his memory of seeing Jess walking away from the dorm.

    Hot damn! I had figured we'd never know the outcome because neither Anne nor Paul would say anything to Jess for us to know. Certainly, Anne wouldn't recount any hot details between she and Paul. This was Sooo much better.

    Thank you, Paul, for opening yourself up to us and sharing this vital missing link.

    And, one can now only wonder with lustful eyes and mind about the probabilities of what has since transpired between these two studs.

    Poor Anne. Two nice guys, who are more into each other than her. What's a girl to do?

    Well, as for the rest of us, we'll just have to let our minds wander wherever they might untill Jess enlightens us with the next installment of his life.

    Thank you HR for your usual keen skill at recounting the cumtastic details.
    Thank you Jess for continuing your story.
    And, again, Thank You Paul for joining in the story telling.

    I look forward, EAGERLY, to the next chapter in the saga that is Jess' life.



    And I know, if I'll only be true, to this glorious quest . . .

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    Wow now that I'm finished with most of my mid-terms I had time to read from the first chapter of the first book until this most recent chapter. I first encountered this story at Nifty and discovered this site in one chapter when HR recommended reading bjboy's story after using an excerpt from it. So I came here and created an account with a name that Billy could appreciate. lol I read everything in just under a day and my balls hurt something serious! lol This whole story is among the hottest I've ever read. I notice in almost all the stories I've read; whether they're true or not, that boy is gay, boy is miserable for awhile, boy has crush, boy gets boyfriend, boy suddenly surrounded with gay or gay friendly friends. I only wish I was that lucky. Jess, you certainly are interesting and I'm truly fascinated by your story and your role in the first book. HR can you tell Billy and Justin they have another fan too? You are such a gifted writer who knows how to really stimulate the imagination and get a guy off. I'm finally caught up with everything and now I have to wait....I hate waiting but that's life I suppose. Oh well that's what I get for reading fast. Time flies when you're enjoying yourself. I am so glad that you guys have decided to share your story. You've shown that there is hope and that there are nice people out in the world. I'm surrounded by so many assholes that I've recoiled in a shell that only the internet can penetrate. It's not that I hate str8 people, but it's people like my roomates that keep me in the closet now. When I move away on my own I'll see if I can find people like HR,Justin,Jess, Billy,Joe, Tom,Todd,Phil,Paul and more. Thanks to your story, the hope that I've abandoned has been rekindled. I have to wait a couple years but I've waited 19yrs and 7 months so what's 2 more years? I've got some work to do but I'll be back to check up on the story. I wish I could have talked to Justin and Billy but I think it's a bit late now since they're story is finished. I don't know what I'd say at this point anyway...I'm so late....oh well enough babbling I'm off to play pool tornament(lots of ass watching opportunities too lol) Until next time take care HR, Jess!

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    Re: Jess' Story -- I Thought I Knew, Book 3

    Dear PerpetuallyHard312,
    Welcome to JUB!

    If you enjoyed the ITIK series, check out Trevor's year by Tantiboh - another real life story. Then there's a twisted tale between HR and Tantiboh - started out as a behind the scenes who can get whom off first just between the two of them, and they were generous enough to share so we all could join in the fun.

    They may be a page or two down in the Gay Story forum, but they're well worth the read, as are many other stories here.


    And I know, if I'll only be true, to this glorious quest . . .

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    I loved the new chapter. It is always good to see things from a different point of view. And what others are thinking. From the moment that Paul first smelled the cum in the room, i was turned on. Then the image of this guys that he saw walking from Anne's. what a great imagination.

    Quote Originally Posted by hardreader View Post

    If you don'tmind my asking, have you ever lost a friend because they learned about your writing? Since yours is every bit as personal as Jess', even if not usually so sexual, I thought it might be instructive.

    I would love to say that i didnt, but then i woule be laying. When i started writing i never really planned on posting it anywhere. it was stomething to keep my mind occupied from the surpressed emotions that i had. Then Zach told me one day to post it and see what kind of response i would get. So i did. One my friends likes to read stories on nifty. he read the story that i posted and. When he did he reconized it for what it was and who it was about. He decided to tell a few other people instead of talking to me about it.

    It came down to that they werent going to be friends with me abause the possibility of someone else figureing out who the story is about. They werent out to many people. to me ans Zach because of how open we are, but not to anyone else. I guess that they thought that their familes would find out about it and disown them.

    I understood where they were comeing from. So i respected what they decided to do. As much as i considered them great friends, almost family, i had to let them go. I couldnt force them to be a friend of mine. And i still consider them friends, and would welcome them back in in a heart beat.

    But i did make some very good friends. Mike, you (hr), sexy, and others who dont get one JUB.

    Not sure how instructive that was. if i can be clearer or makeing something more clear, let me know and i will try.
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    Thanks DonQuixote! I'll make it a point to read them.

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    Re: Jess' Story -- I Thought I Knew, Book 3

    sory it took me so long 2 rite. ive been travel but i ve been readin ur sty. its realy good. more sex pls. oc i no how it ends. cys i hope

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    Hey what's the hold up man? Did you get bombarded with tests or something? I'm itching to see what happens next. I've re-read the story a bit more slowly this time and another chapter STILL hasn't been posted.....you must be busier than I thought. Oh well I hope everything's ok HR and Jess. I'm on pins and needles here! lol

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    Just finished reading that second part of you guys' double feature (yeah I know I'm late...) and can I just say HOLY SHIT! How fucking hot was that? I thought I was the only person who had that kind of an imagination, but I enjoyed reading about Paul's um... thoughts regarding Jess. Excellent work, all three of you (HR, Jess and Paul). Take your time on the next chapter, we'll all be [im]patiently waiting to read it!

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    I'm sorry this gap between episodes has been even longer than I expected. I guess it's a good thing I gave you a double dose last time to hold you over.

    I've been working hard with both Jess and Paul (and I do mean hard) this week and it looks like we're on the verge of posting the next episode at last. This is by far the most difficult book to put together of the three. But getting to enjoy the company of these guys again on a more regular basis makes it all worthwhile.

    Jess has my final draft now and should have it back to me for final editing today. So I guess I should dive into the mailbox.

    Bodhi1 -- "Hot! I was hoping Paul would get turned on by the smell of cum ... and he does with a vengeance! I want to see them together ... If you need help I can direct the scene ..." You do like a good dose of sex with your stories, don't you? That's my kind of fan. I like a good dose of sex with my writing, so we should do well together. As for the two guys getting together . . . what makes you think they'll ever "get together"? So, tell us, Bodhi, do you get turned on by the scent of a guy's cum?

    TimWhite07 -- "I loved the new chapter. It is always good to see things from a different point of view. And what others are thinking. From the moment that Paul first smelled the cum in the room, i was turned on. Then the image of this guys that he saw walking from Anne's. what a great imagination." OK, now I'm hard. You guys talking about smelling cum has got me worked up. So does everyone out there get as turned on as I do by that special aroma? And Tim, if you think Paul has a good imagination from what you've seen so far, you ain't seen nothing yet! I can almost assure you'll be smelling cum. You're own cum at least!

    DonQuixote -- "Hot damn! I had figured we'd never know the outcome because neither Anne nor Paul would say anything to Jess for us to know. Certainly, Anne wouldn't recount any hot details between she and Paul. This was Sooo much better. Thank you, Paul, for opening yourself up to us and sharing this vital missing link." Yeah, Paul has been a godsend in this project. He brings a lot to the table. Working with him is a real joy. It's like he was born to help with this project. And he is so fucking hot! Sorry, guys, I'm just a little horny this morning.

    PerpetuallyHard312 -- "I had time to read from the first chapter of the first book until this most recent chapter. I first encountered this story at Nifty and discovered this site in one chapter when HR recommended reading bjboy's story after using an excerpt from it. So I came here and created an account with a name that Billy could appreciate. lol I read everything in just under a day and my balls hurt something serious! lol This whole story is among the hottest I've ever read." I knew when I first read this that ITIK had a great new fan. One who was gonna cum till he couldn't cum again. It's been good getting to know you a little better, PH, and good to know how much you like to get off to our project. Thanks for sharing!

    skittles -- "Just finished reading that second part of you guys' double feature (yeah I know I'm late...) and can I just say HOLY SHIT! How fucking hot was that? I thought I was the only person who had that kind of an imagination, but I enjoyed reading about Paul's um... thoughts regarding Jess." What a horny bunch of fuckers you guys are. And, skittles, I can't believe you were so late. You usually are among the first to cum.

    By the way, Jess and Paul loved all your comments. They are a real turn-on and we of course got real turned on. I guess that's part of why we're a little late with this next episode. Only wish more guys like PerpetuallyHard would join in and leave us a comment. But thanks to those of you who have.

    We'll be back soon. Until then, stay happy. And stay hard! I know I will.
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    Jess’ Story
    I Thought I Knew -- Book Three
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    I worried all evening about my decision to show Anne that chapter of “I Though I Knew.” I almost called her a couple of times to tell her not to bother to read it. Just throw it away. But I never did call. I just worried. And wondered what she would think of it. What she would think of me.

    Later, as I was trying to go to sleep, I was sure all my worrying was going to make me have that damn dream. And I really didn’t want to have that dream again. I thought my plan with Anne was backfiring on me. What had I been thinking?

    The next morning she still hadn’t called. My phone rang twice while I was at Subway eating lunch. One was from my mother; the other was an automated reminder I had a book overdue at the library.

    3 o’clock.

    4 o’clock.

    No call. Should I call her? Tell her not to bother?

    Finally at 4:17 . . . I was that obsessed with it that I remember to the minute when Anne called.

    “Is that you Jess? Where are you? It doesn’t sound like you,” she started off. I thought I could hear anger in her voice.

    “Oh, I was just going to call you to tell you that you can just throw that stuff I gave you away. It’s not all that important,” I said.

    “Well, mister, it’s a little late for that don’t you think? Now I’ve read it. I can’t believe you asked me to read that. I can’t believe you would ask anyone to read that,” she said.

    My stomach cramped. It felt like she’d knocked the wind out of me. I could hardly speak. “So I guess that answers my question,” I managed to choke out as apologetically as I could.

    “Well, you asked for my opinion, so I guess I should tell you. No person I know would ever want to read such a thing. It’s sick and perverted. And if you really wrote that and if that’s really about you, I don’t think we can be friends anymore. It is completely . . .”

    “We can’t be friends?” I broke in. “You really mean that? Just because when I was in high school I wondered if maybe I was gay or bi or whatever?”

    “It think you need help. Like professional help. If you are really thinking about showing something like that to people that you know and care about, you really need help.”

    “Well, I guess, thanks for your time and stuff. I didn’t mean to upset you. You can just throw it away. Oh, and please don’t share it with anyone else. I’m not sure what I want to do. That’s why I asked you and I guess you gave me my answer. I hope, you know, that we can still be friends. I’m not a sicko or whatever. I’m the same guy I’ve always been. You know me. So maybe . . .”

    She cut me off saying, “I thought I knew you but now I’m not so sure. Not so sure at all. I’ve got to go.” Click. She was gone.

    I was so upset. I sat on my bed. I would never tell anyone. And I would have to hope that no one ever figured it out that I was Jess in this damned story. I wished to hell I had never told Anne. Until the day before . . . Shit! Anne was really the only way my secret could leak out. Why hadn’t I thought this all through before?

    After about half an hour of feeling like shit about this whole thing, I started to get angry with H.R. He’d talked me into this. And once he had, he’d turned my life into porn just so he could get guys to blow their goddamn loads. That was all he thought about. Cum. Cum. Cum. And fucking more cum! I was so angry and upset with him. With myself. With Anne for being so mean. Such a fucking bitch!

    I wanted to call Billy and Justin. I just needed to talk to someone. Those guys would understand what I was going through. We’d been through all of this together. But instead of calling, I sat on the edge of my bed and felt sorry for myself. I even cried a little.

    Before I could get it together and call them, my phone rang. I don’t know why, but I felt certain is was going to be Anne. When I looked, it just said “Illinois Caller.” I figured it couldn’t be important. For some reason, I answered it anyway. Maybe just to distract myself from my troubles.

    I said hello and waited a moment. There was silence. Then a guy’s voice asked, “Is this Jess? Anne’s friend Jess?”

    Shit, I thought. My crap is already out and I’m gonna get calls from her Bible fucking friends giving me shit.

    “Who is this?” I demanded without ever identifying myself. “And what do you want?”

    “It’s me. Paul. Paul from lunch yesterday. Is this Jess?” he asked.

    “Yeah,” I said, still very suspicious. “Did Anne give you this number?”

    “No, she didn’t. Is this a bad number to call? I got it from a friend of yours. Anne doesn’t even know I’m calling you.”

    “Oh, no, it’s my regular number. I just thought maybe you were . . . It doesn’t really matter. Hey, if this isn’t really important, this isn’t such a good time. Can I call you back?”

    “Oh, it’s not important. I only thought maybe we could get together for lunch sometime this week. I’ll just call you back. When would be good?”

    Those words changed everything. I still felt like my guts had been run over, but I didn’t want to hang up on Paul. As I tried to figure out what to say next, I could picture him looking embarrassed at lunch the day before. Bare-chested in that picture Anne had of him. The picture I jerked off staring at. I could see him looking back at me as he opened the door to Anne’s dorm. I felt certain now he was looking back at me. And that meant I was looking back at him. Hmmm?

    The way I was starting to feel about Paul felt a lot like the early days with Billy and even more like with Tolley. It was just a feeling. A vibe I got whenever I saw him. Or, I guess, talked to him. Because right then, he was making me feel better. Warm and good inside. And I so needed that.

    “That sounds good. Any reason in particular?” I asked after a pause that was a little too long. I wanted to keep this conversation going. It seemed important just then.

    “I don’t know many people on campus yet and to be honest I’m just trying to make some friends. From what I’ve learned from Anne and the little bit I saw of you yesterday, I thought you’d be a good guy to start with,” he said.

    His words sounded so sincere and friendly and very small town. It wasn’t the kinda thing guys I had known . . . guys from Chicago . . . would ever do or say . . . unless they were hitting on a guy. And I was pretty sure that Paul . . . Anne’s Paul . . . wasn’t gonna be hitting on me. Even though I wished he would. And I could sure use a friend. One closer than Justin or Billy. I was just feeling so alone right then.

    Plus Paul was sure easy on the eyes and seemed easy enough to talk to. And I was curious how his date with Anne had gone. Had that bitch learned anything at all from me? She would never tell me now, but maybe I could ease it out of him without ever having to explain my part in it all. The thought of that sent a surge of blood rushing to my cock.

    I instinctively opened my shorts with my free hand and started stroking my quickly hardening cock. It felt warm and fleshy in my hand. The skin was smooth and silky. I was still soft enough that the flesh moved with my hand. It was so comforting to hold myself this way. Stroke myself as I thought about Paul. His bare chest. That look back over his shoulder. That blush at lunch.

    I was getting so hard. So fast.

    “Well, I don’t usually have time for lunch on Mondays or Wednesdays,” I said, hoping he couldn’t pick up on the fact that I was jerking my cock while talking to him. “But I could do most any other day,” I said. “Or maybe even dinner.” Damn, that sounded so needy.

    We settled on Tuesday. Picked a vegan place near campus that had great sandwiches and that was that.

    After he hung up I stripped naked and lay back on my bed. I lubed my cock generously and started stroking. My cock was so hard. I could feel the ache from it like with it being so hard. So damn hard. I took my hand away so I could look at it. Arched over my abs. Pointing straight toward my face. My cocklips kind of puffy. A little pre-jizz moistening them. The rest of my cockhead so hard it glistened with the lube.

    I loved to make my cock twitch and sway. I ran my index finger slowly from my nuts to my cockhead. Just barely touching the underside of my cock. My raging hard-on. Making it rise up as if it was trying to be stoked harder. Stretching to press against my fingertip’s caress. I teased myself mercilessly. It felt so good.

    Then I thought my little game was going too far. My nuts felt that first sense of churning. The need for release. I knew that if I kept going this would all end too soon in intense pleasure. So I stopped.

    I watched my cock twitch. I could feel blood surging into it. Stretching it even more. It was straining to get off on its own. But it couldn’t.

    I watched as it jerked and slowly softened. Twitched and softened. Slowly sagging from its proud hard stance above my abs.

    At last the tip of my cock touched my abs. That sensation made it jump back up. But it wasn’t enough to keep me hard. Soon my cock, still long, but not so hard, was lying stretched across my abs to my belly button.

    I stared at it as it glistened with the lube. As another drip of pre-jizz oozed from my cocklips. Pooling in my navel. And as I watched myself going soft, I started to think of Paul again. Wondering how big his cock was. Was he cut? Did he leak a lot? Did he cum hard? Or dribble? How did he taste? How did he smell?

    Soon I was running my fingers across my smooth, freshly shaved nuts. I loved the way they felt just after I’d shaved them. I was getting turned on again and my hand moved from my nuts to my hole. My index finger toyed with my pucker until it worked its way in to the first knuckle.

    My other hand started stroking my cock again. Hard. Proud. Aching. Throbbing in my hand. Not jerking fast, but slow and steady. Imagining my hand was Paul’s hand. My cock was his cock. His cock was my cock.

    I eased my finger deeper in my hole. Stretching myself. Prodding myself. Imagining it was Paul playing with my asshole. Finger-fucking my hole.

    Then two fingers and my mind started to catch fire. I couldn’t help it. Paul’s cock was like buried in my hole. Plunging in and out. Working me. Stretching me. Filling me.

    I felt that urge. That need rising again. I wanted to stop, but in my head I saw Paul look back at me. He smiled. I smiled back. And then . . .

    I was cumming. I somehow wasn’t ready. So into Paul’s face. His smile. His cock buried deep in my ass. I was taken by surprise the first blast hit my cheek. The second streaked my chest. The warm juice from my cock splashing across me. I imagined Paul cumming with me. On me.

    I was still pumping cum from my throbbing cock. Still stroking as I dribbled now. No more long shots of fresh cum. But plenty of juice spilling onto my stomach.

    I took my hand from my cock and started to spread the warm slimy jizz across my body. Then I licked my hand. Tasting my jizz. It tasted so good. It felt so good to smear my cum around. So much cum. So thick and still warm! And I loved my taste!

    Then feelings of regret and loneliness started to creep inside my head. I didn’t want another Tolley. I didn’t want another Billy. And if I kept thinking the way I was thinking then, that’s what I would end up with. Nothing! Nothing but a limp cock and my cooling cum.

    If there really was a chance with Paul, and I didn’t really think there was, I had to change. But how? I started thinking and found . . . found it wasn’t easy. Sex was easy. Changing, that was hard.

    To Be Continued . . .

    I hope everyone enjoyed this latest chapter. Oh, and please don't forget to leave us a comment. Maybe some of you are even ready to give this story a rating.

    I'll be back in a week or so with another episode. It will be from Paul and I don't think you'll want to miss the twist things are about to take. Until then, stay happy. And stay hard!
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    Jess,
    Isn't it amazing, the places our minds can take us? From the bottoms of deep, dark chasms to the top of Mt. Everest, and back, in the blink of an eye.

    No, you're not a pervert, or psychopath. You're a normal guy with a lot of "teen"/early 20's angst around your sexuality. I'm sorry Anne didn't understand that when she read the chapter you gave her. A little too tightly wound, I'm afraid.

    Now, Paul, on the other hand. Well, we have the advantage of already knowing what's going on in his head about you, since he shared it so freely last time.

    Then, there's nothing better than a little stress relief, is there? The simple pleasures and fantasies that help us make it through the day.

    You, however, seem to stand to do well by this new acquaintance, much to Anne's dismay, I suspect.

    Thanks, again, for sharing these most intimate parts of your life with us.

    HR, well and hornily written, as usual, my leachereous friend.
    Or is that fiend?! lol

    I'm looking forward to the next installment, to see how Paul broaches the topic that's on HIS mind!


    And I know, if I'll only be true, to this glorious quest . . .

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    I really enjoy these type of chapters. Giving us a glimpse of what is going on inside Jess' head so we can understand him and what he's going through. I know I don't usually say much and may not post a comment after every chapter but know that I do enjoy reading this story. Thanks Jess and Paul for sharing your life with us and thanks HR for putting it all together.

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    Very cleverly written, creating such realism takes a lot of effort and thought!





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    Whew! That one was a doosie! As promised I'm writing another comment and once again you've completed your mission to get me off H.R. Very nicely done!

    Jess: While I can't fully understand what you're going through because I don't have a story about me posted on the internet, I can sympathize with what you are feeling. I don't think that you have to worry about Anne spilling your secret, she's too freaked. I agree with DonQuixote you are not a pyschopath. Though you may be perverted, it's normal for us guys. Especially when we're still young. There's nothing wrong with being horny. Just look at my screen name. I just came for the 5th time today reading this latest chapter and I'm hard again about to launch off another one! I hope all is going well with you! Reliving troubling and confusing times is never easy, but this must have a happy ending or why share it with us to, as you put it," blow our goddamn loads" lol

    Can't wait to hear more of Paul's side! H.R. I'm counting on you!

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    Jess i have to agree with Don, and Hard. You are in no way a sick-o or anything of the sort. You are going through something most people dont ever have to worry about. You are out here on the internet and you just wanted to tell someone about it, and it backfired. There is nothing wrong with that.

    Anne im sure will come round. it was a shock to her. Learning about someone like that is a shock to almost everyone.

    Thank you Jess, Paul, and HR. for keeping us hard and for helping us get rid of some of the built up pressure. Jess and paul for the words and story. HR for wording. You bring it to life. When reading about these guys i get an image in my head of what they look like. and what they are doing.
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    That was really fucked up that Anne didn't wanna be friends with you any more Jess, but I think you're better off having Paul as a friend. Right? It's really cool having your thoughts filtered through HR's nasty mind (I love you for your mind after all, HR) because he is REALLY good at what he does! Hopefully we'll soon have another chapter written from Paul's point of view? Either way, I look forward to reading the next installment.

    I also have to agree with Tim, PH312 and DQ; you're not a sicko, a perv, or a fucked up person for being gay or sharing your experiences or just wanting to be understood. Hell, you're actually pretty damned close to normal! I hope you realize that there is absolutely nothing wrong with you, Jess. I can't speak for all of us, but I feel it's safe to say that we care about you and wish you nothing but the best.

    Well guys, thanks again for sharing. Keep up the good work!

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    I am at HRs today and he said I had better leave a msg here since he is always asking everyone else to do it. I'm not really sure what to say. I always surprised by how much you worry about me. Thanks for that I guess. I had real problems thinking there was something really screwed up about me as you can probably tell. I know in my head that Im ok but that doesnt mean i always feel ok about everything I have done. I think skitles maybe got it almost right when he said I was close to being normal.

    Perpetually hard, Hr has told me a little about you and I guess you and he chat sometime. i like your comments because they are so honerst. and HR says you cume like 7 or more times every day. Yyour perfect for him.

    tim, i do read some of your stories when I can. they are written really well But they are so sad for me. its really nice hasving someone else reading my story who has done sort of the same kind of thing.

    thats about it. Thank you all for taking time to read my story. I hope you like it even though it isnt all so fun to remember.

    HR, your the best and like very sexy too. we both real get off working with you. We love you.

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    Thanks Jess! I'm not perfect but I always try to be honest in whatever I do. Yeah what HR says is true. We've chatted a couple times and he helped me get off....such a dirty talker he is...I LOVE IT! lol He told me I should msg you but I've been too nervous. As I told him it's like talking to a celebrity and there are too many butterflies eating away at my stomach to talk to a celebrity...soon though I'll get the nerve to PM you. I'm really glad you are sharing your story with us. Ever since the first book I've been worried about you because you've always seemed the odd man out to me. I don't think that we've seen enough of you in the first book personally and I'm glad that this one focuses soley on you. Your book may not be filled with the passion filled sex like Justin and Billy's but I feel like I'm getting to know your inner workings better than Justin and Billy's because of that. Does that make sense? That doesn't mean that I think any less of them or their story! I got off to every single chapter of ITIK up until this most recent one. You all are a very special group of people( you too Paul) and I cannot express my gratitude for you all sharing your story with us. I simply cant thank you enough!

    Oh and Happy Halloween everyone! Don't do anything I wouldn't do!

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    Jess, no matter what, we love you just the way you are. You're a young guy trying to figure yourself out and you're doing just fine. Take care buddy!

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    It looks like Paul and I are in the homestretch of getting this latest episode together. We worked on it a lot last weekend when Paul came to my place. We probably would have gotten a lot more done if Jess hadn't come too. The four of us, including my boyfriend, got a little distracted. Once they had left, I found I didn't really have everything I needed and so I've been playing catch-up.

    Paul has my final draft. I should get it posted later today or at worst tomorrow morning. I'll go ahead and answer the mail now.

    DonQuixote
    -- "Isn't it amazing, the places our minds can take us? From the bottoms of deep, dark chasms to the top of Mt. Everest, and back, in the blink of an eye. No, you're not a pervert, or psychopath. You're a normal guy with a lot of "teen"/early 20's angst around your sexuality. I'm sorry Anne didn't understand that when she read the chapter you gave her. A little too tightly wound, I'm afraid." First of all, Jess says he's sorry he didn't acknowledge your thoughtful message when he left his comments. He said he didn't mean it to be his own version of the mailbag. In truth, he was just trying to get me off his back. But back to your comment, you're exactly right about how quickly we can go from despair to elation. The mind is almost as amazing as the penis. It's amazing where both of them can take us!

    NothingtoSay -- "I really enjoy these type of chapters. Giving us a glimpse of what is going on inside Jess' head so we can understand him and what he's going through. I know I don't usually say much and may not post a comment after every chapter but know that I do enjoy reading this story. Thanks Jess and Paul for sharing your life with us and thanks HR for putting it all together." Since I started working with three very different guys to tell this story, I thought the first-person perspective was critical to explain how different each of them was. I could either write the stories as though I was omniscient -- which anyone who knows me can testify I am not -- or I could let each of them speak for themselves. That seemed like the easy answer when I started. I'm glad you are enjoying it.

    Autolycus -- "Very cleverly written, creating such realism takes a lot of effort and thought!" First you give me a helping hand fixing an error when I first posted this chapter and then you followed up with these kind words. You're a savior time and again. Thanks.

    PerpetuallyHard312 -- "Jess: While I can't fully understand what you're going through because I don't have a story about me posted on the internet, I can sympathize with what you are feeling. I don't think that you have to worry about Anne spilling your secret, she's too freaked. I agree with DonQuixote you are not a pyschopath. Though you may be perverted, it's normal for us guys. Especially when we're still young. There's nothing wrong with being horny. Just look at my screen name. I just came for the 5th time today reading this latest chapter and I'm hard again about to launch off another one! I hope all is going well with you! Reliving troubling and confusing times is never easy, but this must have a happy ending or why share it with us to, as you put it," blow our goddamn loads" lol" I already told you that Jess and I talked a little about you. I hope you don't mind. But I love your comment: "Though you may be perverted, it's normal for us guys. Especially when we're still young. There's nothing wrong with being horny. Just look at my screen name. I just came for the 5th time today" That captures you so perfectly! Keep on reading and cumming and commenting and cumming and cumming and . . .

    TimWhite07 -- "Jess i have to agree with Don, and Hard. You are in no way a sick-o or anything of the sort. You are going through something most people dont ever have to worry about. You are out here on the internet and you just wanted to tell someone about it, and it backfired. There is nothing wrong with that. Anne im sure will come round. it was a shock to her. Learning about someone like that is a shock to almost everyone." Tim, you seem to sum up the general consensus that Jess is far more normal than he may have thought at the time. You're right of course that most people don't go through the same dilemmas that so often confront gays. Hopefully that is changing.

    skittlles -- "That was really fucked up that Anne didn't wanna be friends with you any more Jess, but I think you're better off having Paul as a friend. Right? It's really cool having your thoughts filtered through HR's nasty mind (I love you for your mind after all, HR) because he is REALLY good at what he does!" Did you ever stop to think that my "nasty mind" may be that way because of all the years I have spent so closely with Jess and Billy and Justin and Tom and now Paul. At least you seem to appreciate the results of my writing effort. I base that on the number of times you have cum reading my work! I love your mind, too, Mr. Skits.

    Well, that's the mailbag for this week. By tomorrow at the latest you'll have Part 1 of Paul's chapter in your hands. I think Part 2 may follow more quickly than usual. Let's hope.

    Until then, stay happy. And stay hard! Like I really need to say that each time to this crowd.
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    Jess’ Story
    I Thought I Knew -- Book Three
    Chapter 8, Part I

    From Paul’s viewpoint

    I guess I should say right up front that I had a crush on Jess almost from the moment I even knew he existed. From the very first descriptions of him. I don’t know why exactly. It sounds so juvenile to say that out loud, but I’ve always known I had a crush on this guy. I couldn’t deny it. Even before I met him.

    When I did finally come face to face with him and discovered that he was everything I had imagined and more, it was so confusing that he was involved in some way with Anne. I really didn’t have a clue what that was all about. How did it happen that he left his cum sprayed across the bed in her room? She didn’t even seem to know it was there.

    But I have digressed. I probably should just tell you what happened from my perspective.

    I picked Anne up for our date as planned. As much as I wanted to ask her about what I had smelled and seen in her dorm room earlier that day, I couldn’t. I mean, it was Anne and you can’t ask Anne something like that. You just can’t. I was starting to wonder if she even knew what cum was. Much less that some guy had sprayed a healthy load across one of her beds.

    So we went out, had a good enough time and eventually ended up back outside her dorm. I was holding her and kissing her, trying to turn this evening into something it hadn’t been. But my mind kept wandering away, looking for the kid I had seen earlier leaving her dorm. Thinking about the trail of jizz he’d left behind. Believe me, I was getting really aroused thinking about it, even as I was kissing Anne. My cock was pressing into her hip. She had to feel it. I had a gentle motion working and was getting some good friction. I was getting so hot. Kissing Anne. Thinking about the kid.

    I’d gotten off earlier that afternoon fantasizing about how the kid might have jerked off while Anne was in the shower. Shot a really nice load all over the window screen. But as I kissed Anne outside her dorm, my fantasy of what had happened had changed. In my mind she had fished that kid’s hard cock out of his pants and was stroking him off as he lay back. He was giving himself over completely to whatever she wanted to do with him. To him and his throbbing cock.

    I had begun to imagine myself in his place when . . . Ooops! Anne’s hand grazed across my hard penis. I mean, it was in my pants and all, but just the same she’d touched it and I didn’t think it was by accident. Like my fantasy sort of coming true. This had happened once before. Not the fantasy coming true, but Anne’s hand touching my hard-on. Once might be an accident, but twice?

    My mind was racing with possibilities. Had I completely misjudged Anne? Was she a more sexually ambitious girl than I had thought? As I pondered that and let my mind fly off in wild sexual fantasies, her hand touched by hard penis again. She didn’t take it away.

    Instead she wrapped her fingers around my hard-on as though she were testing its size through the fabric of my pants. My heart stopped. My breath stopped. Anne began to stroke my throbbing penis through the fabric of my pants. Once. Twice. . . . Oh my god! . . . Three times she stroked me. Then she paused.

    I let out an audible sigh of pleasure and leaned into her slightly, hoping to encourage more of the same. With the images of that kid whirling through my head again, his cum, his look back at me, it wasn’t going to take me too long to get off.

    “Did you like that,” she said in her sweet, innocent little girl voice.

    “Oh yeah,” I said and moved to kiss her.

    “I’m so glad I could bring you some special pleasure tonight,” Anne said as she turned and pushed open her dorm door. “Goodnight,” she said over her shoulder, leaving me hard and horny and incredibly pissed and confused. Was this some kind of joke? Or tease? Was she really that clueless?

    No, Anne couldn’t be clueless. She sure wasn’t too clueless to get that kid off in her dorm room in the middle of the day. But still she left me with an aching hard-on out on her dorm stoop. Had I missed something?

    Then at lunch the next day . . .

    Just a little porn humor. I know that you want to know what I did with the hard-on Anne left me with. I’ve read enough of these stories to know it’s my turn to tell.

    OK, so I went back to my place, working on my hard cock all the way home. I started with my hands deep in the generous pockets of my pants. That’s one reason I loved to wear those pants. They were made for playing pocket pool. I was working my meat. Making sure it stayed good and hard. I liked the way that felt. My sensitive, over-sexed, crazy cock in my hands. Only the thin pocket fabric separated flesh from flesh. And the fabric was so soft it was almost like lube on my penis.

    There was virtually no one out on the streets, so there was no one to see what I was doing. As horny as I was and with thoughts of this kid messing with my mind, I unzipped my pants and worked my cock free. It would have been perfectly obvious to anyone who had seen me that I was jerking myself, but, as I said, there really wasn’t anyone around.

    When I got up to my little space, I stripped off all my clothes. I looked at myself in the mirror. I looked pretty good. All my work was paying off. I thought I looked especially good with my hard cock arching out in front of me. It was nicely proportioned and made my newly tightened abs look that much better as a backdrop for it.

    I smacked it with my open hand a couple of times to get it maximum hard. I really like feeling aching hard.

    When my penis was pumped to the max, I stroked it with my right hand, feeling my fingers curl around it. Drumming on the underside with my fingertips. I let my left hand play across my chest, feeling my hair stubble just starting to grow out. Not too much but enough to feel sexy. At least to me.

    I squeezed my right nipple. Twisted it. I could feel the connection. That squeeze had sent a jolt from my nipple to my cock. From my left hand to my right. I could toy with my nipple, turn it like a dial, and feel the blood surge into my cock. I loved doing that.

    The human body is an amazing thing. The way the parts all connect and interact. The feelings you can create. I worked my cock with both hands. One on my penis and one on my nipple.

    I was so turned on. I grabbed my big bottle of lube and lay on my bed. I could feel the heat in the room. The heat and humidity of summer. But mixed with that of course I could feel my own heat. Sexual heat.

    Without warning Anne popped back in my mind. I wasn’t really pissed at Anne or anything. I wasn’t’ really into her. I just found what had happened today too confusing. And thoughts of Anne were forcing their way forward in my brain.

    I tried to work on my cock. Wrapping my right hand around my cockhead and twisting my sweaty palm back and forth across the most sensitive part of my body. I tried to focus on the kid I had seen. The scent of his cum. The fantasy I had earlier when I shot a good load of jizz at my window just thinking of him in Anne’s dorm room.

    It wasn’t working. I was hard. It felt good. But it was too confusing. Not satisfying. I wanted something more.

    So I got up and turned on my computer, signed in to one of my favorite porn sites and started to read one of my favorite fantasy stories about Justin and Chris, Two high school athletes who shared a lot more than their interest in sports. Just the kind of story that is virtually sure to get me off. Part 12. That part always worked for me. I was reading along. Jerking. Edging. I knew my favorite part was coming. But I was already so close.

    . . . his hands traveled south and undid my belt, which he threw to the ground. My pants were next, first the button then the zipper and they too fell atop the pile of clothes already gathered on the floor. Lucky for him I decided to free ball so his work was done. My cock too, stood erect. I mean how could it not. His hands gently massaged my cock taking care to cover every spot, while at the same time he kissed his way down my stomach. I felt his breath hit my cock and I felt a shiver come across my entire body, already I was in ecstasy. And before I could say anything his lips wrapped around me and he sucked the whole of it into his mouth.
    My cock had been hard for almost two hours by then. The anticipation of reading one of my favorite chapters of “Shower With My Brother’s Friend” had my nuts worked up in anticipation. This happened to me far too often. As Justin felt a shiver come across his entire body, I felt my own shiver start. And when Chris “wrapped his lips around me and he sucked the whole of it into his mouth . . .”

    I could feel his lips on my penis. The pressure building deep within my nuts. An ache throbbing somewhere in the center of me. I could feel my hand sliding in the lube. Caressing my hard, throbbing cock. Urging on the surging cum. I was going to . . . Oh yeah . . . I started to cum.

    I wanted to see my cum shooting from my penis. Shooting out of my pouting cocklips and flying free. I wasn’t disappointed. I splattered my chest and got some on my pillow just over my shoulder. As always, there was an errant string of cum that went to the left and landed near my nipple.

    My neck craned to give me the best view possible. It felt so sexy seeing my rock hard penis jerking and twitching with the excitement of my orgasm. My thick cum spurting out in a half dozen volleys. Splattering against my flesh. My hard abs glistening with sweat. It felt so good to finally release that built up tension. To feel the pleasure surge through my cock. So strong a feeling.

    I let my head fall back on my pillow. I caught my breath and then surveyed the mess I’d made with my fingertips. Slipping and sliding across my body. Almost tickling myself, but mostly just keeping that erotic sensation stirring within me.

    I guess I fell asleep enjoying the moment. Forgetting what had brought it all on.

    I was thinking about that kid when I awoke. If I’d been having a dream about him, I couldn’t remember it. But he was foremost in my mind. And he stayed there most of the morning.

    At lunch that day . . . So was that good enough? Can I go on with the story now? I hope you guys liked my big sex scene. Anyway . . .

    At lunch that day I was sitting in my favorite lunch spot just finishing eating when Anne came in. I had all kinds of questions I wanted to ask her, but I knew I never would. At least I would get to see how she reacted toward me after walking away from me last night. Leaving me . . . Well, I’ve already told you that part.

    She came up and greeted me all smiles and niceness. Acted like nothing had happened. Said she had a good time. Hoped we could do it again soon. Then she said she was meeting Jess for lunch. She talked like she’d mentioned a guy named Jess to me before. Like I should know who he was. But I didn’t really.

    The next thing I knew, there he was. It was the kid from outside her dorm. The one with the cum I could smell in her room. The one I’ve been jerking off to. And he was standing there looking down at me. Did he recognize me from the day before? I was completely flustered. The most obvious explanation never occurred to me for some reason until Anne said, “Hi, Jess, this is my friend Paul.”

    Of course, he was she was there. She was meeting him for lunch. He hadn’t come over to see me. But did he recognize me? I wondered.

    He sat down and we chatted for a minute or two. I don’t remember a word any of us said. I just remember him saying something and then he smiled at me. I know I blushed. I couldn’t help it. I felt like he must know I’d been jerking off thinking about him. Then I had to go. I really wanted to stay, but it was obvious they had something they needed to talk about. I wondered if it had to do with yesterday afternoon. I didn’t have a clue.

    So I left and wandered around campus for an hour or two. I was feeling really lonely and sort of like an outsider. It sounds stupid but I really just wanted to stay and get to know this guy. Maybe figure out what his deal was with Anne. Obviously it was more than I had going on.

    I probably jerked off twice at my place that afternoon and evening. I had some reading and a paper to do, but mostly I sat around reading porn and thinking about that kid. His name was Jess. He looked as good close up as he had when I saw him crossing the street. Better actually. I loved his smile. It showed a side of him that was almost like wicked or something. Like maybe ha had a dark side.

    When I was reading porn and jerking off to stories, I was putting his face and what I imagined of his body into my fantasies. That’s what was happening when Anne called.

    She said she wanted to talk to me about something. If I wasn’t too busy . . . I looked down at my aching boner. Slick with lube. Red from hours of being worked over. Throbbing to get off one more time to fantasies of Jess.

    “Give me 30 minutes or so,” I said, already stroking my hard penis at a finishing pace. I knew the time for edging had passed.

    When she opened the door to her dorm room, I’ve got to admit I tried to see if I could smell him. Smell his cum, I mean. But I couldn’t smell anything. At least no cum smell.

    We quickly got through the “Hi, how are you” part of the conversation. I could tell immediately that Anne was mad or pissed or something.

    “So what’s that matter? You seem upset,” I said.

    “It’s Jess,” she started, “he . . .”

    “What did he do to you?”

    She started to cry. I put my arm around her and we sat on the edge of her bed. I comforted her until she pulled herself together and then she explained.

    Jess had asked her to read something he’d written. A story he wrote about himself when he was in high school and apparently trying to figure out if he was gay or bi or whatever. Those aren’t the words Anne used, of course, but that was the gist of it.

    He said the story had gotten onto the Internet and a lot of people had read it, but apparently no one knew it was by him or about him. He’d kept it a secret ever since. Never telling anyone about what he had written or done. For some reason that she didn’t explain, he thought he finally might want to show it to his friends instead of keeping it a secret.

    I didn’t know why, but he’d asked Anne . . . Anne of all people . . . go figure . . . to read what he had written so she could give him her opinion.

    I guess she had tried to read it and couldn’t get even halfway through it. It upset her too much. That’s when she’d called me.

    She handed me a manila folder with a few sheets of paper in it. I started to open it to take a look at it. I was curious to say the least. So good ol’ Jess had at least toyed with the idea of doing something with other boys. I really wanted to know whether he’d enjoyed it or not. Was it possible we were playing for the same team?

    But as I started to opened the folder, Anne let out a sharp, “No!” Her hand pressed on the back of mine, closing the folder and almost knocking it from my hand.

    “Could you take it home and read it? I don’t think I could stand to sit here while you read what’s in there,” she said.

    I immediately started to get nervous about why Anne had thought I was the person to read it. Why not throw it away? Or just give it back to him and say she couldn’t finish it? And then I almost panicked as I began to wonder if she had some idea that I was gay, or bi or curious? She’d never shown any indication that she doubted me, but . . .

    “It doesn’t sound like anything I’d planned to read today,” I said, gathering my thoughts and my composure as best I could. “So what am I supposed to do once I’ve read it?”

    “Just call me and tell me what you thought.” She couldn’t even look me in the eyes as she talked. “I’m not going to tell Jess I had you read it, but I just can’t do it myself. So I need you to tell me what I should tell him. OK? You can call me a little later and let me know. OK?” Anne looked sad and hurt and like she might start crying again.

    I really didn’t want to spend any more time comforting her and I really wanted to see what Jess had written that was so . . . whatever . . . that Anne couldn’t even read it.

    I rushed back to my place and sat in front of my computer, pushing my keyboard aside and opening the folder. Four typed pages. Unnumbered. No title. Nothing but four printed pages.

    The second I started to read, I couldn’t believe it.

    I thought I knew what real friends were, how friendship worked. I thought I knew what friends were for and what friends did and didn’t do. I thought I knew a lot of things.
    I’d read it before. More than once. A lot more than once. The first four words said it all.

    This didn’t make any sense.

    To Be Continued . . .

    I hope to be back pretty soon with the continuation of this chapter. But don't feel you have to wait for Part 2 to comment. I sure hope you're enjoying it. Anyway, until next time, stay happy. And stay hard!
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    HR....you sly dog...I was already worked up enough as it was when I started reading this and despite having cum 8 times today already....I just shot off number 9!!! Shower with my brother's friend is another one of my favs...I can't believe that it's one of Paul's fav stories too! That made me cum all the harder. My balls are sooo drained and sore now....thanks a lot HR lol. Can't wait for part 2.....and Paul I see that you and HR have been conspiring to have me break my record of cumming more than 12 times in one day...you were close...maybe part 2 will prove sucessful? So what do you guys say? Do you accept my challenge to make me break my record?

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    Wow... That was a good chapter. So Paul, like so many of us, has read ITIK. more then once infact. Im not sure what i would be able to do in that situation. Knowing my self i would call anne and tell her that he was trying ti figure himself out. Then i would try and find jess.

    I have only ever met one person that has read my story. It was pretty werid to say the least. All he knew of me was from back in highschool. All we talked about was the story. we talked alittle bit about what my life is like now, but nothing really.

    So i cant say for sure what i would do. I might do the same thing, just talk about the story because that is what i know about the person. but then again, i might try and find out what he is like now.

    Anyway, Great chapter guys. loved it. I am on the edge of my seat, waiting for part two.
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    Holy Fuck! So was that for shits and giggles or had you actually read ITIK at that point, Paul? I wonder if Jess got you even more worked up once you knew his backstory. Jess, missed you in this chapter but Paul, you did wondefully. Hr you did a great job of letting Paul's thoughts remain his own. Really hot chapter guys, I can't wait to read the second half of Paul's chapter!

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    Paul- Dont worry so much. Your doing great. Thanks for sending me your two latest chapters. nothing you said it either one bothered me at all. its all ok. I'm so glad it you doing this now instead of me. Working with the man is nt as easy at it seems is it? You guys have a great time and make sure HR shows you a good time. Cash in while you can. Send me a txt. your number must be changed again.

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    First off, I apologize for not posting earlier. I was treated to your lastest installment in my e-mail in-box yesterday so, I snuck a peak while I was at work.
    Unfortunately, by the time I got home to be able to log in and post a comment, my ass was dragging - still recuperating from the flu - drip drip drip takes it out of you (Post Nasal, HR, you cum dog!)

    Paul,
    You are definitely making HR's writing career easy. I can tell you're getting into this whole
    "They're gonna put me in the pictures,
    They're gonna make a Big Star out of me,
    They're gonna put me in the movies,
    And all I gotta do is, act naturally"
    thing. lol (With apologies to the Beatles, but now that I think of WHO sang the song . . . Paul!)

    Seriously, thank you for becoming active in this story. Having your thoughts and feelings adds so much texture and colour to the story. I can tell that you and Jess have become very important to each other, and we're really only at the beginnings of the tale.

    You even managed to get Billy to post - and in English instead of txtspk!

    I am enjoying your refreshing, self-confident style. You might have been bouncing all over the place in the fantasy land of your mind about who is this guy Jess, and what might "we" become, but your story telling exudes a guy who isn't afraid of what or who he is, what he wants to explore/experience, or where he's headed. I suspect you and Jess have been VERY good for each other, on many different levels.

    Jess, I think the consensus is in, and it's that Paul is a keeper.

    HR, I can see the struggles you must have had, working with this character. How you managed to get anything put to PC while you were so busy "taking care of business" in other geographic regions of your body. lol I think I would have enjoyed being the proverbial "fly on the wall" at your place this past weekend.

    A cumtastic extravaganza it must have been. Maybe the four of you can collaborate on a special chapter towards the end of the book . . . or would that be six or 8?! lol


    And I know, if I'll only be true, to this glorious quest . . .

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    Hi, guys! I said I wouldn't make you wait so long for this next episode. And I won't. It should be posted by the end of the day. Paul and I got a lot of work done this weekend and I think it turned out well. It isn't long, but I think you'll like it.

    It has been interesting reading the mail to notice how many of you describe this book as the most introspective look inside the guy's heads. At least into Jess' and Paul's heads. Maybe your just saying that because all they have done so far is jerk off thinking about each other. Of course, for all you know that may be all they ever do.

    I think your assessment is probably correct. It is in the nature of Jess, and to only a slightly lesser degree with Paul, to be introspective. Billy, of course, is the most impulsive. And Justin is the most . . . well let's just say that Justin likes to be in control. It's probably the top in him.

    But enough about that. It's time for the mailbag. So here it goes:

    PerpetuallyHard312
    -- "I was already worked up enough as it was when I started reading this and despite having cum 8 times today already....I just shot off number 9!!! Shower with my brother's friend is another one of my favs...I can't believe that it's one of Paul's fav stories too! That made me cum all the harder. My balls are sooo drained and sore now....thanks a lot HR lol. Can't wait for part 2.....and Paul I see that you and HR have been conspiring to have me break my record of cumming more than 12 times in one day...you were close...maybe part 2 will prove sucessful? So what do you guys say? Do you accept my challenge to make me break my record?" Paul and I chatted over the weekend. He's certainly up for the challenge. And I really like seeing Paul when he's "up". He said he would be glad to edge you on, but he'd like it to be recorded so that it can be more official. And I guess I should ask, can anyone else out there cum more than 12 times in 24 hours. If so, please speak up. Maybe you can get in on this.

    Tim White07 -- "So Paul, like so many of us, has read ITIK. more then once in fact. Im not sure what i would be able to do in that situation. Knowing myself i would call anne and tell her that he was trying to figure himself out. Then i would try and find jess. I have only ever met one person that has read my story. It was pretty weird to say the least. All he knew of me was from back in highschool. All we talked about was the story. we talked alittle bit about what my life is like now, but nothing really. So i cant say for sure what i would do. I might do the same thing, just talk about the story because that is what i know about the person. but then again, i might try and find out what he is like now." I love it when guys find comparisons so close in their own lives and try to figure things out from that. It actually is what makes this story so important to so many readers. Thanks for your insights, Tim, and thanks for your own great writing

    skittles -- "Holy Fuck! So was that for shits and giggles or had you actually read ITIK at that point, Paul? I wonder if Jess got you even more worked up once you knew his backstory. Jess, missed you in this chapter but Paul, you did wondefully. Hr you did a great job of letting Paul's thoughts remain his own. Really hot chapter guys, I can't wait to read the second half of Paul's chapter!" All of your questions will be answered by day's end. Too bad you didn't ask more questions. And "Holy Fuck!" right back at you.

    DonQuixote -- "Paul, I am enjoying your refreshing, self-confident style. You might have been bouncing all over the place in the fantasy land of your mind about who is this guy Jess, and what might "we" become, but your story telling exudes a guy who isn't afraid of what or who he is, what he wants to explore/experience, or where he's headed. I suspect you and Jess have been VERY good for each other, on many different levels." I am glad Paul is getting such a good reception. I have to say he was beaming when we talked about the comments so far. For the record, he has been great to work with. One last note DQ: What happened in my condo last weekend stays in my condo.

    So now I'll just wait for the OK from Paul and Part 2 of the latest chapter will be on its way.

    Until then stay happy. And stay hard!
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    Jess’ Story
    I Thought I Knew -- Book Three
    Chapter 8, Part II

    From Paul’s viewpoint

    It was the end of the summer before my freshman year in college. I’d been holed up in my room reading a lot of porn that summer and feeling so alone. So isolated. Nobody knew that sometimes I was attracted to guys. I was so confused by the urges and desires that seemed to bubble up from within me. My sexual urges were getting out of control. The way I felt back then, I both hoped and feared no one ever would find out.

    I’d started reading “I Thought I Knew” shortly after it first began to be posted. I took to Jess from the very beginning. Billy’s first words in the very first chapter said, “I thought I knew everything about Jess. I’d known him forever.” Within a few chapters, I started to feel the same way.

    I felt I could see into his heart and touch his feelings. I felt the way Billy must have felt. Like I’d spent all my free time with Jess. Like Jess and I had sat together side by side on the end of my bed and jerked off together almost every day. Sometimes more often than that.

    In reality I’d spent years beating off alone. I’d learned how good it felt to make my dick hard when I was maybe 11 or 12. By the time I was 13 I’d discovered I liked to cum and was starting to realize that it was guys I liked. Girls were OK, but guys were becoming more and more interesting.

    I hate to think how many hours I spent fantasizing that someday I’d meet a guy and . . . But once I started reading about Jess, I guess I sort of fixated on him. His life. He was what I thought about each time I pumped out another lonely load. Thinking of him, I didn’t feel so lonely anymore.

    It was close to love. I think of it as an enduring crush. His story made me cry and laugh. Like a lot of the guys who posted comments to the project on JUB, I got off more than I should probably admit. Jess was a dream come true for me. A guy struggling to figure out who he was. Where he fit in. What he should do.

    I had the same struggles and fears as Jess did. What I didn’t have was Billy or Justin. I wanted to be with Jess so bad. And spending time with Justin and Billy wouldn’t hurt either. Even though I resented them for excluding Jess from so much.

    I really wanted to send private messages to Jess. To tell him how much he had come to mean to me. How close I felt to him. How much I understood how he felt. Because I felt the same way.

    I knew his story forwards and backwards. I’ve read the whole thing all the way through at least twice. And most chapters I read three or four times waiting for HardReader to post the next one. Some of my favorite chapters I have read a dozen or more times. I know when the story got to the part where Jess was with Billy and Justin in the hot tub, I probably came a dozen times that week reading that part again and again. Oh, hell, maybe more than 20 times that week. And plenty of times since. I still read it sometimes to help me get off and to bring back those memories of Jess.

    All of that and I still never had the balls to write him.

    But this Jess, the Jess who had stumbled into my life, Anne’s Jess, he couldn’t be the Jess from “I Thought I Knew.” Hardreader had said that he changed a few things around so that no one could figure out who the three kids really were. While this Jess had the same name spelled the same way, too many other things didn’t fit. I know H.R. won’t let me say what was wrong, but I was sure from stuff that was in the story that this Jess wasn’t that Jess. I couldn’t make the pieces fit together. The Jess from “I Thought I Knew” couldn’t be at this university at this time.

    So why would Anne’s Jess have given that one chapter of the story to her to read?

    There was one more thing: Jess in the story didn’t write the story. Anne said that her Jess told her he wrote it. Maybe this Jess was really HardReader. I didn’t feel like I knew that much about HardReader. But it seemed to make more sense to me if the writer was a friend of Jess and Billy and Justin. A kid their own age, rather than some older guy writing the story for them like HardReader claimed to do.

    So maybe this Jess was really HardReader and in the story he just swapped names around. But then why had Anne’s Jess said the story was about him?

    So maybe Jess was the writer of the story and the Jess in the story too. My mind kept coming back to that possibility. I wanted so badly to believe that I was finally meeting the Jess of my dreams. I was getting a headache thinking about it.

    So that’s where my thoughts were when I couldn’t take any more and started to let all the possibilities go. I just stopped thinking about them and started imagining what it would be like if this kid really was THE Jess. I was almost instantly as hard as I had ever been. And with my horny cock, that’s really hard. Like it hurt it was so hard.

    My mind transported me back to the end of my bed. I was slowly jerking my cock side-by-side with my Jess. As he jerked his cock, he looked over at mine. I was so aching hard for him. And I looked back at his cock and he was just as hard as I was. Did he really want my cock as bad as I wanted his? In my mind, he looked at me and smiled and asked, “So, how do you like it?” Just what he’d said the first time I caught him jerking off in his room.

    I sat silently stroking my cock and smiling back at him. He reached over and took my cock in his hand. I shivered as he wrapped his warm, moist fingers around it. The same pre-cum lubed hand he’d been using to stroke his own cock. It was almost like our cocks were touching each other.

    I could feel my cock swell in his hand. I looked down and saw my purple helmet so slick and shiny. Full of blood. The skin stretched so tight across it. And his fingers moving steady. Up and down my penis. I knew this wouldn’t last long. Couldn’t last long. I had no control. My lust was getting the best of me.

    I reached over and took hold of Jess’ cock. I couldn’t believe how warm it was. How alive it felt in my hand. How easy his flowing pre-cum made it to stroke. It was bigger than mine. Not a lot, but some. And he had more hair around his than I did.

    As much as I wanted this to go on forever, it wasn’t going to. Jess looked straight into my eyes and smiled. After that I didn’t really see anything more. I just sort of fell inside myself. Consumed by the touch of a guy’s hand on my penis. Overwhelmed by the surge I could feel building deep inside of me. I knew what was coming.

    I held my breath. My chest was tight. My cock so sensitive I could scream with the feelings. Then I felt the movement inside me. My cock went completely rigid as Jess continued to pump me. He knew what was cumming and he wasn’t backing off.

    Oh my god, such intense sensations. Like fireworks in my penis. I didn't think I could stand much more and then . . . I came. I could feel my own cum splattering on my chest. So much cum. It was better than ever before. So much cum. So hard. So long. As my own orgasm eased, I felt Jess’ cum running over my knuckles. Warm and slick. It felt so good. I felt so close to him at that moment. I could almost sense his heart beating in unison with mine.

    I finally opened my eyes and looked down at the inevitable. My cum-covered cock was still hard. I was squeezing it tight in my own cum-covered hand. I was alone. As alone as I had ever been.

    I let go of my cock and lay down on my bed. I really didn’t care if Anne’s Jess was the same as the Jess in the story. That didn’t seem to matter anymore. All I cared was that Anne’s Jess became my Jess.

    I didn’t want to hurt Anne, but if I had to . . .

    I knew in my heart that the Jess I had always imagined since I first read about him looked and felt and smiled and talked and even smelled just like the Jess I had seen crossing the street. Just like the Jess who had smiled at me at the restaurant.

    Things were starting to become clearer for me. Reading “I Thought I Knew” in high school had given me hope, made me feel I was not alone. It had changed my life. I guess in a way I thought I knew that HardReader’s story was about to change my life once again.

    I was older now. I realized that story had taught me an important lesson. I was responsible for myself. I needed to create my own future. I needed to find my own Jess. Even though he couldn’t be the Jess I had dreamed of when I was younger, he could be my Jess. I had the chance to make it happen. I could make it happen. I would make it happen!

    To Be Continued . . .

    I want to thank all of our readers who have rated "Jess' Story". Earlier today "Jess' Story" got its 5-star rating. If you haven't rated it yet, please consider casting your vote.

    So thanks to those stalwart fans who have supported this project. I can assure you that all of us involved in "I Thought I Knew" will work as hard as we can to make this last book every bit as good as our first.

    Until next time, stay happy. And stay hard!
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    Well ... after reading your comments at the end of this chapter, I immediately went "back up top" to cast my vote. I tried giving you 5 more stars, because I'm not allowed to give you More than 5, but, it said I'd already done that!! Yes! This is, indeed, Stellar!!

    I'm really liking the further tie-in to ITIK! WOW! What are the odds? This is just getting better, and Better!!

    THANK YOU! to HR, and all the guys, for sharing this with "Us"! And, yes, your telling of the story(ies) can, indeed, have ramifications far beyond what even You can imagine!!

    AWESOME!

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    I can not help but feel a bit jealous of you paul. I started reading I thought i knew when HR first started posting it on Nifty. I didnt even know about this site then. I spent hours reading and rereading the chapters waiting for the next one. Then a guy i ment on the internet told me that it was farther along here so i came here and read from begining to end and then started posting.

    Through the hours i spent reading about these guys, i came to love them. Love as in a friend that i could and would do anything for. Maybe not share my life with them, No offense to you boys, by the time i started reading on JUB i was engaged. I felt their pain, their anger, their joy and their sorrow. It felt like these guys had been my best friends. I know others feel like that.

    When i was reading on JUB i read the comments in between. I wanted to know how eaveryone felt about these guys. I wanted to know if anyone else the same way as i do. I came to find that almost everyone did.

    Know that the story is this far along, through the first 2 books, I know that i would be willing to do anything for these guys. and as this book goes on, i am starting to feel the same about you paul.

    You guys are amazing, the dedication you have to putting out new chapters is outstanding. And i thank you from the bottom of my heart for keeping me HARD .

    This is a 5 star story.
    "If I have to choose between loving you, and breathing. I would use my last breath to say I LOVE YOU."

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    Re: Jess' Story -- I Thought I Knew, Book 3

    Fellas, I was just kinda curious. Did you think that Jess' Story was gonna receive a welcome like this? Have you noticed that there's no reason for me to cheerlead anymore? I'm pleased that so many of us have already rated the story and it's amazing how emotional this has turned out to be. I like it. A lot.

    Jess, I'm so glad that you decided to go ahead and share your story and I'm sure the others are grateful as well. I'm also happy that you and Paul have found each other.

    Paul, you've done an excellent job of capturing the feelings that Jess stirred up inside of all of us (No offense to either Justin or Billy). You guys deserve to be happy together.

    HR, I won't ask what transpires behind closed doors, but I will say that you are one lucky SOB! Hahaha, I love you man. Keep up the fine work. You guys are really gilding the lily with Book 3. I know that we all appreciate it. Thank you.

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    Re: Jess' Story -- I Thought I Knew, Book 3

    Paul,
    Wow, again. Welcome to Never Never Land. Where dreams really do come true!
    I'm of a different generation but, when I read ITIK, I thought back to urges and feelings I had when I was your age.

    I never found my Jess, and my life is different than it might have been.
    I can't say I would have changed a lot, but some.

    Having a guy friend who I could have been this intimate with would definitely have been a plus.

    You are becoming our collective poster boy - the one who got the "brass ring" in Jess, as it were.

    I look forward to the next chapters, as you and Jess get to know each other, cross those awkward moments when you come out to each other, and you find out that, "Yes, Virginia(Paul), there really is a Santa Claus" lol

    I've made a little light of your situation, but it's deep. Very deep.

    Thanks, again, for sharing your intimate thoughts with us.

    HR, I don't know how much editing and re-writing you have to do with Paul's work -- but I sense that he is making your job a joy.


    And I know, if I'll only be true, to this glorious quest . . .

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