I have been in love with this handsome man for more than ten years until the day I confessed to him 18 months ago. He has been accepting me and sometimes quite entertaining about it. However, my frustration to him has increased more and more and I could not stop. We went to the Gym together and I saw him naked too. He is OK with that but he always state strongly that he will never let any guy touch his manhood. Well, I want to have him so bad. I wrote the email to express how much I want to be with him sexually or I have to end the friendship for my own good. He sent back me this email and called me several times to check what is going on with me. In my email, I said long ago, I wanted to commit suicide because of the hopelessness.
Here is his email. I feel so deep to him. What should I do with this man.
STOP BEING SO HARD ON YOURSELF! Yes...Iam silly sometimes, but giving up life is not the answer to your problems! Dave...our friendship is a nonsexual way with me it is the only way for me! Dave you ever heard about the story that there was 2 friends? They were friends for a long time until they had sex! The sex destroyed their friendship because they entered into a new level in life. After they had some sort of sex they did not speak the same way and their friendship deminished. A true story in life! Everything changes when one person wants something that the other person does not want. Iam telling you this because I wish you can move on with your life. The story was a very close friend of mine...maybe my best friend. The story was not me, but he said it did happen! Dave...I will always love you as a brother in my heart. Brothers don't sleep with each other...unless you live in the south. Just joking! Please just be a good friend with me and if you need help I will help you. Call me later when you need to talk!
All the best,