Did you ever suck a cock very submissively, like really trying to satisfy the recipient?
I'll never forget my first boyfriend. I think my behavior goes hand-in-hand with my exhibitionism. How I used to suck his cock to make him feel so high and so good. Every afternoon, I would take him home, and suck his cock for him. I would lie him down, say "Lie back, and I'll suck your cock for you again." I'd kiss and lick his cock and balls all over, then take his cock inside my mouth, and give him a fantastic blowjob until he came in my mouth.
I remember once he said, "You know, Johnny, a lot of people would really look down on you for what you do."
I said, "Why, because I suck your cock every afternoon? That's okay, let them look down on me. I love to suck your cock for you. You know, you ought to feel very lucky. Lie down, and I'll suck your cock for you again."
I felt so dirty the way I used to suck him every day. And it made me feel so horny. I have always had a need to do sex with a very 'dirty' sort of twist. Now don't get me wrong - I am well aware of the seriousness of relationships and life, and of the need to share our relationships in a loving caring manner. But nonetheless, I find it 'tangy' and 'tingling' to put a good helping of 'dirtiness' into my sexuality. That is the reason why I play role-play games involving sub/dom amongst consenting adults - something that many of you on this website have come to know me for. There's nothing wrong with this, providing it is done, as I say, amongst consenting adults.