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    Re: I Thought I Knew

    Quote Originally Posted by jaydizzo View Post
    I feel too that if I was outed that my life would come crumbling down around me, first off I would def lose my job, and I wouldnt know how my family or friends would react. I know that I will learn alot from how you and jess and justin handle this situation. In the end I hope thing will work out and be alright only time will tell.
    jaydizzo --

    You're scaring me a little bit. I hate to think what it is you might learn from me and the way I handle things. My track record isn't so great. If you need a role model, try Jess or Justin or both. They're the ones who have gotten me through so far. I'm afraid I haven't contributed a lot except for anger and confusion. I always seem to have more than enough of both. And sex, too. Sometimes I think that's the only thing I'm really good at.

    Being outed can be a bitch of a rollercoaster ride, but those rides almost always come back to the platform in one piece. Good luck to you.

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    In case anyone was wondering, I didn;t out anyone. Thanks to Harrry and others who realize this was as hard for me, or harder, than for Billy.

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    Oh, That is good news for u, am i right?

    But what about Billy? I want to know!!! Also if u dont want to answer that, then u dont need to answer it.

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    Re: I Thought I Knew

    Quote Originally Posted by BillyCanCum View Post
    jaydizzo --

    You're scaring me a little bit. I hate to think what it is you might learn from me and the way I handle things. My track record isn't so great. If you need a role model, try Jess or Justin or both. They're the ones who have gotten me through so far. I'm afraid I haven't contributed a lot except for anger and confusion. I always seem to have more than enough of both. And sex, too. Sometimes I think that's the only thing I'm really good at.

    Being outed can be a bitch of a rollercoaster ride, but those rides almost always come back to the platform in one piece. Good luck to you.
    Billy- sorry to scare ya man, but i learn from everyone regardless, what might seem like a bad decision for one is a learning experience for others. I look at all three of you guys a good role models. All three of you guys are great
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    In case anyone was wondering, I didn;t out anyone. Thanks to Harrry and others who realize this was as hard for me, or harder, than for Billy.
    Jess- I do realize this was difficult for you too, and as i said for billy I learn form all you guys with this story. you guys are all great peoples and i thank you all for sharing your stories and from differnet perspectives.

    & for you too. cant wait for the next chapter. thnks again
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    What an interesting week it has been:

    Billy, it looks like you aren't so keen on being a role model for guys coming out. That may be because you got so queazy riding that emotional roller coaster you like to talk about. But jaydizzo is right, we can all learn from others.

    And, Jess, thanks for your comment, but remember the rule about not getting ahead of what's been posted in the project. Not that any of our readers would really suspect you of outing Billy.

    Justin, speak up when you can. There's more to life than figuring out how you can pay your bills selling explicit DVDs. Just ask Kyanimal for the rent.

    TheMan4, hang on. You're going to learn more tomorrow. But remember that this is real life and so things don't unfold in nice neat little packets. Some questions linger.

    Matt18, what a week you've had. If you're not following Matt's story -- A Chance Encounter -- you probably don't realize he came out to his parents this week after his brother snooped in his msn stuff and discovered he was gay. That's his real life, not part of his story. But he's come through it like a trooper and gone on writing a great story. Check it out.

    lovinguy1021, good to hear from you and so glad you're enjoying the boys' slog through HS angst. Stay tuned. They're not done yet.

    And kcm17480 and harry 113, I know you'll hang in there. There have been no more loyal readers and commenters.

    So where are some of our other regular commenters this week? Please, speak up!

    More of I Thought I Knew tomorrow!
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    Great story I'd been losing track of all the great stories in the forum have to catch up ASAP!!!!

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    Come out, come out, where ever you are!
    This story, and quite a few posts around JUB show us how conditioned we are to expect that coming out' or being 'outed' will result in a minor catastrophe.
    Fear is a powerful motivator, and the fear of disappointing our loved ones and how they'll react underpins this.

    It's really a shame to think that in 2008 we fear the loss of family, friends and jobs. Remember if someone is going to have a problem with your sexuality it's their fucking problem. When I sat my parents down for 'the talk' I actually told them this. As most will find, my fear was unfounded.

    I was lucky, I came out when I was ready (though my parents already figured it out). Some of us don't get a choice and are outed by friends or family. If this happens, honesty is best. Don't become the Queen of De-Nial.
    I think the guys will make great role models, and our community needs more of them.
    Coming out is right of passage for us.

    I would say that in my experience only about 5-10% of all coming out Storeys end in major drama, and even then time heals most wounds.

    You only get one life and it's too short to half live it, which is what your doing if you live in the closet. Being gay or bi might not be a choice but living in or out of the closet is...you choose.

    I'm looking at kicking off a short story based on my coming out, and when I came out at work it was to a garage full of motor mechanics. Now that is gonna be an interesting read.

    Anyway, I'm off my soap box now and back to reality.
    Great chapter HR. Keep the emotion, sex and more sex cummuing in copious quantity.

    Oh Jess, I don't believe you would do such a thing.

    See you Hotties tomorrow.
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    Cant wait for the new update. Kind of weird to have my situation replayed here but im cool with it lol.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Matt18 View Post
    Cant wait for the new update. Kind of weird to have my situation replayed here but im cool with it lol.
    Sorry, Matt18. Maybe I shouldn't have mentioned it in my last post, but it seemed so relevant. Besides, I really wanted to put in a plug for your story and a word of support for what you've been going through. Glad you're cool with it. You've been a great reader. I wouldn't intentionally do anything to hurt or alienate you.

    Sorry again, guys. Today's post will be a little later than usual, but it is cumming today.
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    Chapter 23
    From Justin's viewpoint


    Driving Billy home was really stressful. He kept saying he couldn’t come out of the closet. I kept saying what I knew to be the truth: He had to come out. There wasn’t any other way that I could see that we could be boyfriends.

    He was getting pretty mad and I was getting frustrated. We ended up sitting in stony silence the last five minutes of the ride. No goodbye kiss. No hug. Just a slammed door and the sight of his back as he headed toward his front door.

    I headed back to Mike’s to clean up. I felt sick at my stomach with how things were unfolding. When I had planned this sexy, romantic get-away, I'd thought we'd spend the day finding new ways to get each other off. Catching all the cum-filled excitement on the cameras that Mike had left. What a trip! We would have been to be able to watch porn movies of us fucking and sucking and shooting cum all over each other. It was supposed to be a sex romp starring Billy and me.

    Instead, Billy had gone home so torn up about being outed that he couldn't think straight. He couldn't see that being out was inevitable. Being outed might actually make everything easier. This way he didn't even need to tell people. He could just not deny it and everyone would assume it was true. Assume that he was gay.

    And once they assumed Billy was gay and they saw the two of us together, they'd figure out pretty quick that we were “friends,” because everyone already knew I was gay. So let them put the puzzle together. Let their dirty little minds run wild about what we did. In and out of bed. The wilder the better for all I cared.

    I knew . . . no, I hoped that when Billy calmed down, he would realize things weren't so bad. His folks were probably the biggest problem. Not so much his mom. But from what he'd said about his dad, he might prove to be a real jerk about Billy's being gay. At least about Billy being openly gay. The parent part could be tricky.

    As I was starting to clean up Mike's place, I decided I needed to do something to cheer Billy up. To serve as sort of a peace offering when I went back to his house.

    Since the video we’d shot with of the two of us having sex hadn’t turned out too well, I decided I’d shoot video of our "love nest," making sure to get close-ups of our cum-stained sheets. The spot where my cum hit the wall above Billy's head. Important stuff like that.

    I set up both cameras on tripods, checked their aim and focus, and turned them on. I stepped in front of them and began to stroke my cock, which had already started to swell slightly at the thought of what was about to come. With everything that had happened, my usually willing dick was a little slow to react. But before long, the old feelings were surging through it. I was soon stroking my hard and handy nine-inch cock. It was stretched to its max length and drooling pre-cum for the cameras. One directly in front of me. One to the side. I was stroking my cock for Billy. Once he calmed down about things, he’d appreciate it. I felt sure of that right down to my nuts.

    My pre-jizz flowed. My hand felt so warm and smooth as it glided up and down the length of my cock. My other hand tugged at my nuts, making my dick surge even harder. My cockhead flared its reddish-purple helmet. It looked so shiny and smooth and hard. I played with my nuts some more. Turned to show my twitching asshole to the cameras. Its spasms were out of control. I could still feel how Billy’s cock had stretched my asshole. It wanted to be stretched again and my asshole kept tightening and loosening in anticipation of fresh penetration.

    I pinched my nipples. Let my hands play across my abs. Tasted my pre-cum and sucked on my fingers, which of course slipped back into my ass, only partially satisfying its need to be invaded. I did everything I could remember seeing a guy do in a solo jack-off video. I wanted this to be the best of all. A favorite on Xtube. A repeat appearance on DudeTube. I was giving it my all. I’d be a star in rrr0854’s Cumshot Clips.


    I moved my hips in a thrusting gesture natural. It just came naturally to me. It was the same thrusting I had seen many times as young guys jacked their meat on Xtube. My body felt powerful and completely seductive. At last I could feel the urges building deep down at the root of my cock. My mind seemed a little unfocused about just what was cumming. It was filled with images of having sex with Billy. Particularly the most recent sex with Billy. With my cock shoved up his ass. My hips slowly working it in and out. His hand exploring my cock where it pierced his sphincter. Billy forcing a finger inside himself. Finger fucking himself as I fucked him with my hard cock.

    I could remember how it felt when I came deep inside Billy and could feel his finger, or was it fingers, right there with my cock. I could remember how my massive cum had lubed his hole, giving an entirely new sensation to his finger probing next to my slimy cock. Cum dripping out. The hairs on the back of his hand against my pulled up nuts. Feeling my cum oozing down around my cock. Around his . . . Ugh. Fuck! . . . My cock exploded with a blast of cum. With my eyes closed, I didn't even see where it landed.

    Almost immediately, I felt my nuts tighten again and that surge deep in my groin, I instinctively bent over my raging hard-on. Staring right into my cock’s lips. Aiming it straight at my face. I let loose one of my better cum shots. I'm lucky I didn't blind myself. It splashed onto my forehead and streaked my cheek, missing my eyes.

    The next shot hit my lips. As I started to lick my cum into my hungry mouth, I shot a load straight at the camera in front of me, blinding it, I was sure.

    All in all, it was a great ******

    I replayed it on the cameras' tiny screens and was pretty pleased with how my first solo porn video had turned out -- both in front of and behind the camera. All those hours of jacking off while watching guys jack off on Xtube had paid off after all.

    * * *

    As I walked up to Billy's house an hour or so later that morning, I could still feel where Billy’s big cock had been up my ass. It must have permanently stretched me out, I thought, wondering if I would always be able to feel where he had fucked me. I hoped I would.

    I wondered if Billy could feel where my cock had been buried in his ass. I’m not sure I could have taken a cock as big as mine the way Billy did. He’d been a pro. He really seemed to like getting fucked.

    As I came up the drive to the side door, I could see Billy’s mother through the window cooking something. All I could think of as she opened the door was the day I all but jacked Billy off right in front of her in the very same kitchen. I could hardly believe I'd snaked his beautiful cock out of his pants and stroked it till he was ready to pop. While she had just gone on cooking whatever. What would she have thought if I'd brought Billy off that day. If he'd shot a huge load right there. I could imagine her turning around saying, "Billy, what is that sweet smell?" And I'd be like raising my cum covered hand to my mouth licking up a big glob of Billy's cum, saying "Oh, this is delicious. You should try some, Mrs. . . ."

    My reverie was broken as she greeted me warmly at the kitchen door, hugging me tightly and whispering into my ear, “It’s such great news. Billy is so lucky. We're so pleased for him.”

    I think I blushed. How much had Billy told her about us? I thought his parents were supposed to be a problem. Did they know we'd spent the night together?

    I chose my words cautiously. “I’m so glad it makes you happy. I know that will mean a lot to Billy that you’re so supportive.”

    She gave me kind of a puzzled look that told me maybe Billy hadn't told them, or hadn't told them everything.

    His mom said I should go up to Billy’s room and congratulate him. She said she didn’t think Billy completely realized the importance of the news yet. I returned her puzzled look with one of my own and headed upstairs. I think we both thought the other knew more than they did, but I wasn't gonna take any chances. I just went upstairs without another word.

    I found Billy sitting at his computer furiously tapping away at the keyboard. “What’s the good news,” I asked. “Your mom is all excited about it. I kind of figured she wasn’t talking about us being . . . you know, boyfriends.”

    Without turning around Billy started telling me about some of the emails he'd gotten, or that Ted and Jess had been helpful enough to forward to him. None of them suggested a source for the rumor, but it seemed to have started just about the time we had left for dinner the evening before. “So it couldn't have been the waiter,” Billy said.

    “Some of them include stuff about both me and Jess being gay. But those are mostly from this morning. If you read them all in order, you can almost see how they start off talking about whether Jess knew I was gay. Then this one seems to say that Jess kept quiet about me being gay. Finally there’s one that says Jess is probably gay, too. There's no mention of Jess and me doing anything like sex together. If Jess started this, it's coming around to bite him in the ass, too."

    I listened, trying to make sense of it all. To fit it into what I knew of Jess and Billy's friends and our fucked-up school.

    Non of it made much sense and soon I found myself starting to puzzle again over what Billy's mom had said to me about "good news." I was pretty sure it didn't have to do with these emails and text messages. "So what's this news your mom says you got?" I asked.

    Without saying a word or even looking away from his computer, Billy picked up a letter and held it over his shoulder for me to take. I took it and read both pages slowly and deliberately. He had been accepted to his first-choice college on the East Coast. One his parents couldn’t even begin to afford. One he had wanted to go to since he first heard about it and its programs. And he’d received a full scholarship. Tuition, housing and books. His name had been submitted for a possible living expenses stipend to cover things like meals, travel and other incidentals. He’d get news on that within 30 days.

    “Great news. I knew you could do it,” I said, truly excited for Billy. He didn’t react, so I went up behind his desk chair, bent down and hugged him from behind as best I could. He shrugged me off.

    “What the matter?” I asked. “This has got to be great news for you. Aren’t you happy?”

    Finally he turned to me and said simply, “Why should I be? It’s just one more thing making a shambles of my life. For the first time in years, I was really happy last night. This morning I wake up to news I’ve been outed, perhaps by someone I really thought was my best bud. Then my boyfriend tells me that getting outed is no big fucking deal. Why? Because he requires, no demands, that I come out no matter what if I want to stay his boyfriend. And then I learn that I’ve been accepted to a school I’ve wanted to go to for years, but it’s so fucking far away I’d never be able to see my boyfriend for months on end. You try to put all of that together in a way that makes life seem so fucking grand.”

    I thought about it for a long time before I answered. And then began slowly and carefully.

    “You’ve had a lot thrown at you the past 24 hours, but there’s more good there than bad. And I’ll do whatever it takes to make things work out for you so that we stay together, so that you can go to your dream college and so that your folks won’t kick you out of the house. I promise you that. It’s the least a boyfriend can do.”

    “So what if I decide I can’t come out?” Billy asked.

    “We’ll work through it. You’ve only got another couple of months at our rinky-dink high school. We’ll do whatever we have to. Once you graduate, you can shake free from any of the people who can’t deal with you being my boyfriend. Who can’t deal with us being together. And as for your parents, I can’t answer that one right now. I don’t know enough. But with that scholarship, you aren’t dependent on them. You can make it on your own. You can go to college and live your dream.”

    “And while I’m thousands of miles away at college, where will you be?” Billy asked. “It doesn’t do me a lot of good to come out if the only person I want to be with is so far away. I don’t want to be gay. I just want to be with you.”

    We talked and talked. Billy was terrified at the thought of coming out. He never thought of himself as being any different than his friends, or the other guys on the swim team. Just a few weeks ago, he was one of those same guys, walking around school saying "faggot" this and "faggot" that.

    He admitted that he even called me a faggot more than once. And that he had thought that he'd probably beat the shit out of me to teach me a lesson. He told me cooly that he wouldn’t have thought twice about beating the shit out of any gay guy "just because."

    So, Billy said, if he told his friends he was gay, how could he expect them to react any differently than he would have. Not good.

    “But they know you. They know what a great guy you are," I argued.

    "They'll say they thought they knew me, but they really didn't," Billy said.

    "Sure, you may have hated gays,” I said. “It was easy to hate them then. You didn’t know any. It’s a lot harder to hate someone you know and like. Look at you and Jess. I can’t say things won’t change, but it doesn’t have to mean you’ll get the crap beat out of you. Or even that you’ll be an outsider to your old friends. You could win a lot of them over. Open their eyes the way your eyes were opened by Jess.”

    “But it was different with me and Jess, because we were both gay. My friends aren’t gay,” he said.

    “And neither were you the first time you came to my house. Neither were you.”

    The talk went on and on. I felt I was making some headway. Billy was starting to see that there might be a chance that he’d keep some, maybe even most of his friends. Particularly if Jess would come out, too. It might work. At least well enough to get him through to the end of the year and graduation.

    What was helping sway Billy more and more was the realization that the more open he was about being gay, the more we could be together. If we had to hide and pretend, we’d have to steal a little time here, a few minutes there. It wouldn’t be good. I thought I knew from what Billy was saying that what he really wanted, if we could make it happen, was to be together with me.

    He thought that life at home wouldn’t be too great if his parents found out about him. I told him again he was welcome to live in my room if his parents kicked him out, even though he didn’t expect that they would. His dad, in particular, could make his life hell. But college wasn’t that far away and if he could duck over to my place when the going got tough . . .

    Maybe this could work, I thought. Just maybe.

    Then Billy knocked the wind right out of me. “I gotta be honest with you,” he said looking a bit sad at what he was about to say. “I really like you. I think I probably really love you. And I never said that to anyone before. But even so, I’m not sure all of this is gonna be worth it if we can’t be together. So I struggle through school and maybe have to move out of my parent’s house and maybe lose most of my friends. And for what? So I can go away to school and dream of being with you. I might as well just stay in the closet and jack off to memories of last night if that’s the way it’s gonna be. Maybe I should just stay straight.”

    I looked hard at Billy. My heart was breaking. I didn’t think about what I was going to say. I just said it. “Loving you is not a choice for me. And life without you isn’t a choice I could ever make. I’m sorry I told you I couldn’t be your boyfriend if you didn’t come out. That’s pure bullshit. I couldn’t stop being your boyfriend. I couldn’t stop loving you. I can’t promise you that everything will work out fine. I can’t promise that we’ll be together always and forever Life doesn’t work that way. At least not for guys like us. But we found each other and it’s not going to be that easy for you to get rid of me.”

    Billy turned to me and hugged me hard. I thought he was going to cry, but he didn’t. And somehow I managed not to cry either. We just stood there locked in each other’s arms, holding on to one another for dear life.

    And in a muffled voice I finally heard Billy say, “I love you, too. I do.”

    --

    Thanks for continuing to follow this project week after week. There aren't that many chapters left to go. Let me know what you think. Your comments are always encouraged and welcomed. I Thought I Knew will continue with a two-part chapter next Wednesday and Thursday.
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    Im sorry if it came across that I didnt like the plug. Any plugs are good and im glad if anyone enjoys my story. Im currently reading your latest so ill comment on it soon.

    Great Chapter! Im sad to hear that the story will be ending soon. I hope you continue to write for us on JUB after its finished otherwise im sure me and alot of other people will miss reading your stories. Cant wait for the two-parter.

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    It's really sad that this story will come to an end, but as they say all good things do come to an end. It would be nice if we could have an update on how the trio are doing.

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    Quote Originally Posted by hardreader View Post
    Instead, Billy had gone home so torn up about being outed that he couldn't think straight..[/B]
    Billy, look how far you've come, can't even think straight.

    Great chapter, did the Justin's video cheer Billy up?
    The deep & meaningful at the end had the me tearing up.
    Well done guys. Can't wait to see what goes down when Jess gets there.
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    Aww...I'm not being outed yet...but only 1 of my friend know which he is gay too, so he supports me all way!! Anyways my parents and my big bro know too. My big bro don't care if im bi or gay or whatever, he just want me to be happy. Which is good news for me . But my parents, different story like u, Billy, my parents doesnt take well that im gay. But sometimes if u tell ur closest friends or closet family members, it can be good news. I will be there for u, all, all time if u need me

    Good Chapter though!
    Im sad that this story will be over soon...
    Looking forward to next Wednesday and Thursday!!

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    I cant believe theres only a few chapters to go. Another excellent chapter, good job Justin with helping Billy come to terms i am anxious to find out what course of action is taken. Now both of you go help out Jess.

    But I would like to know what else is going on thru Jess' head at this time, As he stated in his post above I'm sure this is hittin him hard as $hit seeing as he has no one to really talk to except for billy and Justin. I would like to see Jess' take on the situation, but I'm sure this is sure to come tho

    HR, Jess, Billy, and Justin until next week you guys take it easy.

    This is truly one of the things I cant wait to see every wednesday
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    [QUOTE=hardreader;3613098
    I looked hard at Billy. My heart was breaking. I didn’t think about what I was going to say. I just said it. “Loving you is not a choice for me. And life without you isn’t a choice I could ever make. I’m sorry I told you I couldn’t be your boyfriend if you didn’t come out. That’s pure bullshit. I couldn’t stop being your boyfriend. I couldn’t stop loving you. I can’t promise you that everything will work out fine. I can’t promise that we’ll be together always and forever Life doesn’t work that way. At least not for guys like us. But we found each other and it’s not going to be that easy for you to get rid of me.”

    Billy turned to me and hugged me hard. I thought he was going to cry, but he didn’t. And somehow I managed not to cry either. We just stood there locked in each other’s arms, holding on to one another for dear life.

    And in a muffled voice I finally heard Billy say, “I love you, too. I do.”
    QUOTE]

    Priceless....... a moment in time.

    Great chapter, just had to post agian.
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    Thanks, sensitive chapter!
    Poor Billy, he is so mixed up, & poor Justin, he doesn't know which way things will go!
    And poor Jess, who is out of all this & yet part of it all.
    Look forward to next weeks chapters to see how things went
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    hr -- i think u got that chptr perfect, but it's the nxt chptr i want 2 see.
    talk to u soon.

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    Hmmmm....What could Justin talk about??? something that is very excited???? Cant wait!!!!

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    hr -- its wed. wheres the next chptr?

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    A number of you, including Matt18, kcm14480, TheMan4 and JayDizzo expressed sadness that this story is winding down. Chapter 29 will be the last. So make your plans. As for Paul, I am so glad you shared your feelings with all of us. Justin is a master with words and quite the charmer. But right now, Justin seems anxious for this next chapter to be posted, so I won't wait any longer.

    Chapter 24 -- Part I
    From Jess’ viewpoint


    I’d spent most of the day e-mailing, texting and talking to friends and teammates trying to figure out where and how this rumor outing Billy got started. It was so frustrating. No one seemed to know where it had come from.

    Ted, who was the first to tell me about the rumor, had said he thought it started with Kate. But when he tried to remember what he’d heard and from whom, as best he could remember it was a guy on the swim team named Terry who had first mentioned it. Ted thought Terry had said something like, “I can’t believe what I heard about Billy. I don’t think he’s like that. Did you hear anything?”

    Ted didn’t think Terry ever said the word “gay,” because he remembered not knowing what the hell Terry was talking about. But before Ted could ask him, Terry was moving off to talk to some girl who had just come in. Terry seemed anxious to talk to her and Ted didn’t think anything more about it until much later.

    By the time I headed over to Justin’s to meet Justin and Billy, I didn’t know much more about how the rumor got started than I had that morning. Fragments and half-remembered comments were twisting and turning in my head.

    Billy and Justin were talking in Justin’s room with the door ajar when I got there. It struck me as I approached that the three of us were never together, except for that one brief, painful time at Billy’s. I guess I was relieved to find they weren’t fucking. Or sucking. Or even jacking off. I didn’t need any more surprises.

    I came in and sat down. They both looked at me for a minute without saying a word. Then Justin said something like, “Hi, man. How ya hanging?” Billy just looked at me, kind of like he was mad. Or didn’t trust me. Or maybe both.

    “Kind of a tough day,” I said to Justin. Then I looked over at Billy and nodded. He nodded back. “And you guys?” I asked.

    “Got off to a great start. I mean a great fucking start. Literally,” Justin said with a big grin on his face. Billy kicked Justin’s leg, not even trying to be subtle or anything. Letting Justin know to shut up.

    “It’s OK. I had a pretty good idea what you guys were going to be up to. Billy talks,” I said, with a wink to Justin. Then looking at Billy I said, “Sorry I had to bring you a downer on your weekend . . . you know, your special weekend.”

    “We know, Jess,” Billy said and I could feel anger in his voice. Was he mad at me? “So who started the fucking rumor? Was it you Jess? You’re the only one who knew.”

    His words were so harsh that I leaned back as though he’d attacked me physically. He certainly didn’t waste time laying his cards on the table. His words hurt. Really hurt. I’d put up with a lot of shit from him recently and I was trying my damned best to be his best friend, even when he didn’t seem to be trying to be mine. I didn’t deserve this.

    I got up and took a step toward him. I wasn’t going to let him intimidate me. “Why would I out you?” I said jabbing a finger into his chest. “It would only draw suspicion back on me. Which is exactly what’s happened. Because you’re out fucking around with Justin, I get brought into this whole thing and now people are asking questions about me. Do you think it makes any sense for it to be me who outed you? Just think about it Billy. And thanks for the vote of confidence in your so-called ‘best bud,’ you fucker.”

    I was pissed. And hurt. I was considering leaving. But Justin, always the one with the right words at the right time, started talking slowly, thoughtfully, calmly. “Billy, you don’t mean that. You may feel betrayed . . . by someone . . . but you know Jess would never do that. You know Jess better than . . .”

    Justin kept talking in that calm reasoned voice. Sometimes to Billy. Sometimes to me. He sounded so reassuring. He talked to Billy straight up about how he had to understand that I was jealous of their relationship, about the long friendship between Billy and me, and about the psychological abuse Billy had put me through. As Justin kept talking, I could see the tension and anger ease out of Billy until he was sitting slumped, deflated on Justin’s bed.

    I was amazed at how much Justin knew about the two of us. Billy must tell him everything. Everything we said and did. And now Justin was weaving it into a single explanation of why it made no sense to suspect me. If I had wanted to hurt Billy . . . if I had wanted to out Billy, I would have done it after walking in on the two of them in Billy’s room. That was the time I was really hurt, seeing the two of them going at it like dogs in heat. Not now.

    I nodded in agreement and thanked Justin. He stepped toward me and pulled me into a bear hug, which I really needed just then. I felt so warm and safe in his arms. This was the side of Justin that really made me jealous. It wasn’t the fucking and the sucking. It was that Justin cared so damn much about other people. Helping other people. I didn’t want our hug to end.

    Finally, Billy stood up. I caught his movement from the corner of my eye and it caused me to break away from Justin’s hug. I didn’t know what Billy might be going to do. I have to admit that for the first time I feared he might hit me.

    But he didn’t. He held out his hand to me and said simply, “I’m sorry.”

    It was my turn to hug him. Not as warm and welcoming a hug as Justin had just given me. I wasn’t emotionally ready for that. Forgive and forget was a nice idea. At that moment I thought I could forgive, but I knew I couldn’t forget. So I gave Billy a hug that said let’s try to put this behind us. Let’s try to be friends again.

    “It’s going to be OK,” I told Billy as he finally pulled away from me. “I’ve talked to a lot of the guys and almost all of them say they don’t care if you’re gay or straight. Of course, they asked me if it was true. I told them to ask you if they had any questions. Ted even said he would have picked me as gay before you, if that makes you feel any better.”

    “He did?” Billy said, his mood lifting a bit. “Did he ask if you were?”

    “Nobody asked me,” I told him. “They acted . . . sounded like they really didn’t care one way or the other. They were curious about what was going on, that’s all.”

    As we talked about the reaction among our friends, my cell phone rang. It was Ted. He asked how Billy was doing and I brought him up to speed. Then he asked to speak to Billy.

    While Billy and Ted talked, Justin and I talked to each other. Nothing special. Just filling each other in.

    When Billy hung up, he said, “Ted’s gonna invite all the guys over to his house after school tomorrow so I can talk to them.”

    Justin and I looked at each other in surprise and disbelief. “What are you gonna say?” Justin asked.

    “I guess I’m gonna say I’m gay.”

    Justin and I were completely stunned. We started to pepper him with questions. Why? What made him decide to do that? Was he sure?

    It turned out that in talking to Ted, Ted had asked Billy straight up if he was he gay. Billy said he was sort of surprised by the bluntness of the question and even more surprised by his own answer. It had just come out spontaneously. He had told Ted he was. And Ted had said simply, “That’s great. Have you met someone, someone special?”

    Billy had told him yes, he’d met someone. He hadn’t said who. Again Ted had just said sincerely, “That’s great.” The exchange had put Billy at ease. He’d said he was gay. He’d said it out loud to someone. And the world hadn’t collapse. It didn’t even shake. And Billy felt so much better telling the truth.

    It was his turning point. And now he didn’t want to turn back, even though it surprised him how quickly it all had happened.

    Then he looked at me and asked. “Are you gonna join me?”

    I blushed. It sort of felt like he’d asked me to marry him or something. It was so personal and yet so open. I couldn’t answer him. I just shrugged and then said, “Let me think about it.”

    “Sure, think about it,” Billy said. “I think it would be great for both of us.” And then he looked at Justin and stepped over and put his arm around him and added, “For all three of us.”

    Suddenly I knew my answer.

    “Billy, when you come out to the guys, you’re going to open up a whole new life for yourself. A life with Justin. A life where you don’t have to lie and you don’t have to hide. It’s not like that for me.”

    I explained to Billy and Justin that if I came out, I would have no life. Did they really think I was going to find a boyfriend with just a couple of months of school left? No. And no matter how much our friends might accept me being gay, there would be others who wouldn’t and who could make life hard for me. Even if they never said anything to my face, I knew they’d be talking. Of course, I knew they’d be talking about Billy behind his back, too. But Billy wouldn’t be alone. I would.

    And there were my parents. They’d be far worse than Billy’s. I didn’t think there’d be a place for me at Justin’s, even if he offered. I told Billy I would support him in every way, but that I couldn’t come out. Not now. I wasn’t ready. My life wasn’t ready.

    “I’ll stand by your side and support you whenever and wherever you need me. But I can’t come out. Not now,” I said.

    I thought Billy was gonna be angry with me again. Angry for not supporting him. After all, I was the guy who got him into this. I was responsible for the whole thing. He never would have even met up with Justin if it weren’t for me. If I weren’t gay . . . It really was my fault in a way and now I was going to leave Billy to come out by himself. He had every right to be angry with me.

    But he wasn’t. He said he understood completely. He told me how earlier that morning he and Justin had fought because Justin wanted Billy to come out. Told Billy he had to. Billy had said no. He wasn’t ready.

    “Things seem to be changing really fast around here,” Billy said. “But I remember how I felt this morning. I just thought I couldn’t come out. I know how that felt and I know how it felt when Justin said I had to. I’m not going to try to tell you what you have to do. Only you know that.”

    I was so relieved. And for the first time in weeks, I felt Billy and I really were best friends again. Despite all the crap going on, we were still best friends. I told him to “get his ass over here” and then gave him a hug. A hug as warm and welcoming as Justin and I had shared. A hug that said more than I could put into words. And Billy hugged me back.

    The conversation meandered about for a while until we got talking about how each of us came to our first real certainty that we were gay. We’d each gone through the worrying and fretting and wondering. But what we were talking about that afternoon was that moment when the curtain rose and gay life began.

    I had just finished telling them that I didn’t think I’d ever had such a moment. Not a moment like Justin with the twins.

    I’d never doubted that Justin would say that his gay life began on his 18th birthday with the twins. But he said that moment had been eclipsed. Last night. When Billy had made love to him that first time. He felt not only was he gay, but that he was fulfilled. For the first time, being gay made sense, made him happy, made him who he was with Billy. It was being gay on a whole new level, he said.

    Billy agreed. Last night for him had been that same kind of moment. But Billy being Billy started talking about it in the most graphic way. How it had felt as Justin’s hard, slick cock had pushed firmly but gently against his ass until it slid in. How Justin had masterfully pumped those amazing nine inches of hard cock in and out of Billy’s ass. How . . .

    As Billy talked on in great detail, we had all started groping ourselves, adjusting our hardening cocks. There were a lot of glances from one crotch to the other as we all got harder and harder. Finally, Justin had opened his jeans and whipped out his nine inches and was unashamedly stroking it as Billy talked on. Billy was next and soon I followed suit.

    Before Billy got to the part in his story where either of them came, we were all three sitting there with our hard cocks in our hands, stroking our meat, listening to Billy’s story . . . Billy and Justin’s life.

    “I think that’s about enough of that, Billy,” Justin finally said, cutting the story short just before Billy got into how the cum started flying. “I don’t think Jess needs to hear every detail.”

    Suddenly, we were all silent. With no one talking, we all looked sort of awkwardly from one to the other. Without Billy and his graphic sex talk, it seemed kind of strange for the three of us to be sitting there. Each with his hard cock in his hand. Beating off.

    Finally Justin said to me, “So what’s your greatest fantasy . . . sex fantasy? What would you like to do more than anything else?”

    I didn’t have to hesitate. “I’ve told you both that I want one or both of you guys to cum all over me. I want to be showered in your cum.”

    “That’s cool,” Justin said and gave me a grin laced with so much lust that I had to stop stroking my cock for fear I might cum just from the way he was looking at me. I noticed that while I might have stopped cranking my cock, Justin hadn’t stopped running his hand up and down his mammoth hard-on. His other hand played with his balls.

    “And what about you, Billy? What’s your No. 1 sex fantasy? And it better include me,” Justin said.

    “I don’t know if it’s possible or not, but I want us to both fuck each other in the ass at the same time. I’ve seen videos where guys can fuck themselves with their own cocks, so I figure there’s got to be a way to do it. Can you imagine shooting a big load up each other’s asses at the same time? Our dicks up each other’s butts. Tongues down each other’s throats. It would be fucking unreal. God, I want to do it.”

    The heat in the room was climbing fast. While Billy was telling his fantasy, I was sweating. I had to strip my shirt off. I was running one hand across my pecs and teasing my raging hard-on with the other. I was so turned on hearing Billy talk and watching these two guys. So cool as they worked their cocks, played with their nuts, flaunted their sexy bodies. I was truly ready to bust a nut.

    “So what about you?” Billy asked Justin with a knowing smirk.

    “I want to have the two of us,” he said looking right back at Billy, “fuck a guy at the same time. I dream about how it would feel to have both of our cocks buried in a tight asshole. Feel them rubbing against each other. The friction. The heat. The smell of guys doing it. And then when one of us started to cum, it would trigger the other and we’d be sloshing our cocks in and out of that tight, creamed ass . . .” His voice just sort of tailed off as the image overcame him.

    “Anybody’s ass in particular?” Billy asked. It was obvious he knew the answer.

    As I looked over to Justin for his reply, I thought it looked like he was blushing. I’d never seen him blush. “Yeah, anyone in particular?” I asked Justin.

    He paused for a moment. He looked hard at Billy. And then hard at me. I thought he was trying to decide whether to answer or not. Then, staring right at me, he said in a quiet voice, the kind of voice that made what Justin said so special, “You. With you. I’ve had this dream of Billy and me both fucking you.”

    Now I was blushing. “No way,” I said before I could even think. “No way.”

    “I know,” Justin said. “But that’s the truth. I’m not sure I really even want to do it. But I do dream about it. It’s my special fantasy. I mean, let’s face it Jess, you have got one of the hottest asses of any guy I ever saw. Who wouldn’t want to do something spectacular with it if they had the chance.”

    I don’t know what possessed me, but I stood up and turned my ass toward Justin. Bent over. Pulled my ass cheeks apart. And flexed my sphincter, trying to give him a third-eye wink. “So how do you like it?” I said, using my favorite quip. Humor to cover my nervousness.

    “I like,” Justin said as he got to his feet. He was squeezing his nine-inch hard-on tight at the base, making it swell more than I had ever seen. It was bulging red. Veins popping out. Obscenely huge. I was entranced by it.

    I was still bent over, my ass cheeks spread. Justin stepped up behind me. I could see the clear ooze flowing down his cockhead. Running down to his tight fist at the base of his incredibly long shaft. “Don’t you dare,” I said quietly but firmly.

    “Just let me touch it,” he said. Before I could respond, I felt the underside of his hard, hot cock rub against my ass lips. It’s warmth and hardness and the reality that it was Justin’s cock pressing against my sphincter send tremors through my entire body. It felt like lightning bolts where exploding in my brain.

    I gasped and every muscle in my butt twitched and contracted. “You like that,” Justin said in his reassuring voice and then he started humping my ass. I could clearly feel the hard ridge of his cockhead as it grazed across my sphincter. His pre-cum lubed my ass. I didn’t pull away. It was a sensation I had never experienced. And he was right. I did like it.

    Justin was holding my hips in his hands, getting a good rhythm going with his cock in my crack. I was responding with a gentle pressure back and a little hip motion of my own.

    Justin let out a little groan. I was pretty sure he was getting close. I straightened up a bit, bringing my face next to Justin’s. He started probing my ear with his tongue while continuing to hump my ass. And both of us were moaning in pleasure.

    “What about me?” Billy said plaintively in a voice too loud for the moment.

    Justin stopped and pulled away. But that didn’t matter. I had heard Billy’s words. I could hear how left out he felt. I wasn’t mad at Billy anymore, but I have to say that to hear him say those words – “What about me?” -- made me feel even better than when he’d said he was sorry.

    There were all kinds of ways for the three of us to interact. Billy had just felt what it was like when one guy got left out completely. I didn’t want the two of them to fuck me, or even one of them. Well, maybe . . .

    “I’ve got an idea. Let’s hit the hot tub. We could all stand to relax a bit.” Justin’s words interrupted my thoughts.

    I didn’t even know there was a hot tub at Justin’s house and apparently Billy didn’t either. Justin said it was in a screened porch area at the back of the house, shielded from prying eyes. His parents were going to be out for hours and so he told us to leave our clothes in his room, grab a towel and follow him.

    So the three of us, buck naked and with our hard-ons jutting out in front of us, headed for the hot tub.

    Justin led the way, followed by Billy and then me. My cock was so hard right then that it felt like the entire center part of my body, every muscle from my nips to my knees, was straining just to keep my enormous cock jutting straight up and out. It felt great. Powerful. Unstoppable.

    My cock was so sensitive. I could feel the air moving past it as I walked. I felt that with a cock this hard, this big, this much desired by Justin and Billy, too, I could rule the world.

    What a night. We were three horny teens heading off for a new adventure.

    Continued tomorrow . . .

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    Wow!!! Hot & Steamy!!!
    Thanks HR, looking forward to tomorrow's instalment.
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    Im lovin' it!

    The Three Musketeers.....Swords at the ready, off for adventure.
    Good to see the Boys getting along at last.
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    read chptr 24 b4 u read this.

    when i suggested the hot tub, i was so horny & so scared at the same time. i was buying time. i cud tell jess was hot 2 give up his ass. we were really going 2 finally have a 3-way. i was so turned on by jess' ass and really in2 my fantasy 2 have billy and me fuck jess 2gether. but i wasn't sure if it was right for me or billy or jess.

    i asked hr if it was ok if i did a kind of poll to see what u guys think. he said go 4 it.

    so what do u guys think? 3-way a good idea or not? keep going in the hot tub till we do it? or slow things down? its 2 late to change it now but i've thought a lot about this ever since it happened. i'm never sure what i shud have done. if i did the right thing or not.

    i'd really like 2 no what u think. it cud have changed all r lives.

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    I'd definately go for the 3-way. It would be amazingly hot. Anyways, great chapter HR. I'm also sad that the story is ending soon (although hopefully there'll be a sequel?) lol.

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    Damn HR! That is one hot chapter and sounds like it could get even hotter. I am really glad that these three are getting together. I think they owe it to each other. Love it and waiting for tomorrows installment.
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    It's said that most of our Regrets come from the things we DIDN'T Do! And, looking back, now, from my own "long range" perspective, I have to say that's True!

    Three, HOT, Naked, Young, Guys, all willing to Play? Been there, several times, and sometimes with more than just three. And, during a few of those "events", my "scruples" kicked in, and I backed down!

    What I'm saying is ... I hope Y'all went for it!! (Check out my siggy!)

    Can't wait 'til the next chapter!!

    And, of course, no matter what ...

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    I hope you didn't, Jess would always feel even more left out once he had a chance to enter the garden. Let him find his own way to his own future.

    I know, not the popular answer

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    Great story cant wait till tomorrow. HR, if you ever right another story after this one please post it here.

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    I probably would have been jealous as hell if my new BF was ready to muck around with other guys....but then Jess isn't just another guy and this isn't a fuck with someone you'll never see again.

    I would have to say Jess should be left to find his own way, and this might make him more confused as to where he fits in.

    However...Rub-A-Dub-Dub...three hard & horny boys in a tub.
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    Oh HR, I see you've been the busy little beaver in the time that I've been away. I finally found time to get caught up and read the last 3 (technically 2 and 1/2) chapters. They're pretty good, I am soooooo excited to see what results from Billy's (and possibly Jess') coming out. I actually came out about November(ish) of last year and I am loving the freedom and the fact that my Universtiy is very accepting and that my home area is pretty accepting. The only slightly annoying thing is that if I want people to know that I'm gay, I have to outright tell them since, as I've been told a lot, I give off no gay vibes.

    As for Justin, I agree with the others, let Jess find his own way. With something like that, the first time is often a very important time. Especially like with your case it can be a defining moment for you and your identity as a gay man. Although the hottub sounds like it could be fun as well.

    Be posting again in a few hours,
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    paulo says "I probably would have been jealous as hell if my new BF was ready to muck around with other guys....but then Jess isn't just another guy and this isn't a fuck with someone you'll never see again." It's like u were reading my mind. u get my confusion.
    i think ken and chaz and william cud get into a gud argument about this. thanx to those who already voted on what i shud have done, even though u seem about evenly dividied. i still hope 2 here fm more of u.
    4 the 2 guys who pmed me asking why i didn't ask jess and billy, i did. & hr 2.
    this next part shud b pretty hot 2. im sure hr will post it soon. i hope.
    chris, glad u came out. it makes it a lot easier 2 meet guys. hope ur scoring big time now.
    ok, hr, tell em what happened.

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    Chapter 24 -- Part II
    From Jess’ viewpoint


    The porch was spacious and, as Justin had said, quite private. He told us the hot tub would need to warm up some more before we got in. He flipped some switches. Motors and water whirred. Justin climbed onto the edge of the tub and dangled his feet into the frothing water. He patted the spot beside him and nodded at me, signaling I should sit there beside him. I sat down and Billy sat next to me.

    I felt awkward sitting between Justin and Billy, particularly since what had just happened in Justin’s room. I mean, I’d come really close to letting Justin fuck me right in front of Billy. Even if he hadn’t fucked me, what he did, rubbing his cock up against my asshole, was . . . it was truly unbelievable.

    If he’d tried to actually stick his dick in my . . . I’m not sure what I would have done. Probably I would have let him do it. I don’t think I could take both of them together like Justin was talking about. But one. For sure. Particularly if it was Justin. I didn’t know if I would do it, but I was pretty sure I could do it. I could let Justin take my ass.

    I had wondered most of the way down to the hot tub why Justin hadn’t tried to fuck me. We were both ready. I’m sure he wanted to. And I think I wanted him to. Maybe.

    Anyway, the three of us were sitting side by side. All sporting wood. Maybe, I thought. Maybe it will happen now. Maybe Justin still wants to fuck me. Or for both of them to fuck me. I didn’t have a clue whether I’d let them or not. Whether I wanted it to happen or not.

    All I knew was I was horny as hell and was sitting bare ass naked and hard with two of the hottest guys I’d probably ever meet. Something was gonna happen.

    The two of them seemed perfectly at ease. I wanted to relax and enjoy the moment, too. After all, we were just three guys hanging out together.

    Billy dipped one hand in the water and then ran his wet hand up and down his hard cock a couple of times. I could see his cock swell as he did it. I really couldn’t take my eyes away and then realized he was watching me watching him. I looked up into his face and he winked. I smiled and winked back. So much for just hanging out.

    “Mind if I stroke your dick a little,” Billy asked me. I felt very self-conscious, but things were going so well for a change, I didn’t want to spoil it. Plus I’d just let Justin rub his cock up and down my ass, while Billy watched. How could I say no? And I have to say it was a great boost to my psyche to be getting so much attention. So I nodded OK.

    Billy wrapped his wet hand around my cock. It felt great. It felt so incredibly real. So right now. So hot. My insides were churning with excitement and tension. Each second seemed a lifetime in slow motion as my mind focused on the littlest details of sense and pleasure. Billy was stroking my cock. My cock was rock hard. Billy was really getting me cranked.

    This wasn’t like the fantasies I had had about sex with Billy. Even when he had jerked me off in my room, or when we were on the so-called “date,” I think I always covered what was really happening with some imagined fantasy. That was all stripped away and this was nothing but my best friend’s hand wrapped around my hot cock, slowly pumping me. Pumping my rock hard, horny boy cock. I could feel my hot blood surging in my dick. I could feel each of Billy’s fingers as they slid up and down. Particularly on my cockhead and even more so on the flaring ridge of my cockhead. This was more like when we used to sit in my room and beat ourselves off as kids. It seemed that fresh and new. Only better. Sexier. I thought if I started cumming, I might never stop.

    I decided if this felt so good to me, I should return the favor. So I wrapped my hand around Billy’s eight-inch hard-on. I was surprised how good it felt. Warm and firm. I loved the bulging vein running up it. How I could feel the warm blood pumping through his cock. See his pre-cum oozing down across the taut purplish skin of his cockhead and onto my stroking fingers.

    He flexed his cock muscles to make it move in my hand. It was so alive. I could feel sexual energy passing from Billy’s cock, through my hand and body and back to my own cock. We started jacking each other in unison. Slowly. Gently. Sexy.

    I could see Billy’s pre-cum really start to flow. He dipped a finger from his free hand into that clear oozing goo and raised it to my lips. I licked it all off. He offered me another finger full. It tasted so sweet. So good. Much sweeter than mine.

    I didn’t have as much pre-jizz as Billy, but I was flowing, too, and I offered up a finger covered in my pre-cum to Billy’s waiting tongue. He lapped it in. Made an Mmmmm sound of appreciation and then gently kissed me on the lips. No tongue. Just a gentle, lingering kiss. I could feel the sticky pre-cum on his lips and as our lips parted, I licked my lips so as not to miss a thing.

    I had forgotten all about Justin during this exchange. It had been as though Billy and I were completely alone. Alone that is until I felt Justin’s fingers wrapping around my dick. Pushing Billy’s busy hand to the base of my cock, while Justin’s expert fingers wrapped around my cockhead. Ohhhhh. I was swooning from the double attention my cock was getting. I hadn’t gotten off since the morning before and my cock was more than ready for this action.

    “It just looked like so much fun,” Justin said to me. “I didn’t want to miss out.” I smiled at him and he kissed me. Just the way Billy had.

    “I wouldn’t want you to miss out,” I said as our brief kiss ended. I wrapped my remaining free hand around Justin’s enormous long cock. It wasn’t thicker than Billy’s, but I could tell immediately it was longer. And wetter. Justin’s cock was flowing more pre-jizz than I had ever seen. I licked my lips. I couldn’t help myself.

    Justin saw me staring at his awesome cock and asked, “Want a taste of mine?”

    I didn’t need to respond. Before he’d finished asking his finger was mopping up some of the gooey juice and reaching over to my waiting lips. “Thanks,” I said as his hand went down to get a sample of my leaking pre-jizz.

    So there we were. Three friends who’d been through a hell of a couple of weeks, sitting side by side on Justin’s hot tub. Just stroking each other. Nice and easy. Feeling the blood surging to our cocks. The tingling in the nuts. The extra sensitivity in our cockheads. With all that tomorrow would bring, we didn’t have a care in the world at that moment.

    “Every guy should have that moment,” Justin offered out of nowhere. Billy and I both stopped stroking and looked at him slightly puzzled.

    “Don’t stop jacking me,” Justin said to me firmly, but politely. I resumed stroking his cock. And Billy restarted his friendly action on my hot cock.

    Justin said to me, “You said you’d never had that moment when you felt your life as a gay guy was officially begun. We can’t let that stand.” Justin eased himself into the now quite warm hot tub. Then he turned to Billy. “Come on, Billy, let’s create a moment he’ll never forget.” Billy followed Justin’s lead and slipped into the warm water.

    I grinned, but there were butterflies in my gut. I had no idea what was happening.

    Justin lowered himself farther in the water until his face was even with my throbbing cock. He stuck out his tongue and licked it from where it left my balls to the tip of my cockhead. “Come on, Billy, help me,” he said.

    Billy needed no further encouragement. In a flash, both of these beautiful, hot guys were licking up and down my cock. Kissing it. Sucking the sides of my stiff stalk into their mouths. Kissing each other with the head of my cock trapped between their lips.

    I could feel their dueling tongues playing across the taut surface of my cockhead. They were playing with me in every oral way they could short of putting my cock in their mouths and sucking me off.

    From time to time, one or the other would lick my nuts or suck one or both of my nuts into a warm, waiting, hungry mouth. I was groaning and writhing and squirming. My hips would thrust from time to time. I had no control over my own body, much less what was happening around me.

    Occasionally, I could feel a stubbled chin or cheek graze across my sensitive cock, sending special shivers down to my nuts. I could hear their slurping lips as they licked and lapped at my meat. I could see them playing with their own hard cocks and each other’s.

    And then it started. That special tightness in my nuts. The uncontrollable curling of my toes. My back stiffening. My breath coming it little gasps. And at last low, guttural moans from deep within my sexual soul. I let out a sound of pure lust.

    I looked down at Justin and Billy, both still working studiously at my cock They were both smiling up at me. My cock. My raging hard-on tucked within their lips as they slid up and down its length. I could tell they were smiling at me. “Guys, I’m afraid I’m gonna cum,” I said with a strangled voice. So caught up in the strain of trying not to cum that I could hardly speak.

    They both pulled their mouths a short distance from my ready-to-explode cock. “Go ahead. Cum,” Billy said.

    He knew it would only take a little nudge. My dick was twitching and leaking and aching to cum. But I was still holding back. Just barely. My raging hard-on ached with its need to cum, but still I could make the moment last. But just for more a moment.

    “Just a little more,” I moaned.

    Billy sucked my nuts into his mouth as Justin pinched the nipple closest him and licked up the exposed underside of my cock. His tongue was firm but soft. Warm and wet. Incredibly sexy. That was all I needed.

    My cum exploded from my cock, spraying my chest, my chin, my shoulder. So much cum for me. And such release. Such power. I felt like a super hero spraying my cum. Like some special power I had. It was overwhelming in intensity and I bellowed, “I’m gay, goddamn it! Fucking gay.” It was an affirmation for me. A positive moment of incredible fulfillment, release, lust and bonding with these two guys.

    “Not yet,” Justin said. “Your not gay yet, but your gonna be.” And he started to climb out of the hot tub, as did Billy.

    They’d been in the water and I hadn’t seen their cocks clearly. But now I realized their cocks were as hard as cocks can be. Excited by all the action. Straining for release. Not wanting to wait another second for their turn. They were so hard and ready to cum.

    “Well, look at you, cum boy,” Billy said looking at where I had sprayed my cum across my chin to my chest and more. It was gray and creamy and kind of stringy. It was dripping down my sides. Pooling on my abs. Clinging to my cheeks. “Looking good, stud!” Billy said.

    Justin was spreading our towels on the floor nearby and easing me back so I was laying flat on my back on one of the towels. Billy and Justin knelt on either side of me on the others.

    “I’ve always heard it said, Be careful what you ask for,” Justin said to me. “You just might get it. Now you’re gonna get it. And get it good.”

    With that he and Billy began to jerk their incredible cocks. “I hope you’re ready for this, cuz I sure as fuck am,” Billy said.

    “So then you’re ready?” Justin asked Billy.

    “Loaded and ready to fire, sir,” Billy said.

    “Fire away,” Justin said as he began cumming in astounding spurts of the thickest ropes of creamy cum. He held his cock firmly in his hand directing the volleys of cum all over my body. It seemed to leap into the air in swirls and sprays. Cum flying everywhere. Burying my cum with Justin's huge cum loads.

    I could feel it covering my skin. Warm and wet. The smell was like fruit. The aroma of his cum filled the air. As his cum was covering my body.

    Then Billy started to cum, too. He held his cock directly over my face and his cum poured down over his knuckles and onto my mouth and nose and neck. I opened my mouth to let it flow in. I strained my neck to get closer to his flowing cock. His cum was not as thick as Justin’s, but a rich flow of hot boy cock juice that was quickly covering my face. Running down my cheeks. In my hair. Running into my nose. Splashing on my lips and chin. Coating my teeth and tongue. Flowing into my mouth. There was plenty for my mouth to taste. And still so much more. Cum! God fucking damn, it was finally raining cum down all over me.

    It seemed like they would never stop cumming on me. But they did at last. And when they did stop cumming, they started lapping up the gooey mess that coated my body. Licking from my nips to my lips and occasionally slipping a cum covered tongue in my mouth. I was raging hard again. I rubbed both my hand in the pools of cum on my abs and started jacking myself again two-handed. It felt so great to be jacking off with their cum as my lube. While they watched with obvious approval.

    It wasn’t long before the urges surged in my nuts and up through my cock. Billy saw my toes curl and got his head in place. As I fired off my load, he caught the first blast in his mouth and then quickly took my raging hard-on into his mouth, capturing my rich flow of boy juice.

    When I’d finished cumming, he lifted his head and smiled at me, my cum dripping from one corner of his mouth, a little splash in his hair as well. He leaned his head toward mine and kissed me, passing my full cum load from his mouth to mine. I swallowed it and licked inside Billy’s mouth to see if there was any more.

    What had come over me, I wondered. I had never relaxed and enjoyed sex like this. As that realization settled in my brain, my stomach tightened at the thought of what I had done. I couldn’t really believe it now that it was over.

    What had seemed so free and easy at the moment it was happening now seemed impossible. I could feel cooling cum running down my side. Taste my own cum in my mouth. See Billy and Justin, their faces smeared with my cum and their cum too, in a passionate kiss directly over me. Their semi-hard cocks still dripping cum slowly onto my cum-covered body.

    I was gay. There could be no doubt about that.

    I’d enjoyed the hell out of this lusty three-way. There could be no doubt about it. I had loved the attention. Loved the sex. Cum like crazy. And been cum on. Finally someone had cum all over me. Not just someone, but these two special someones.

    But was this me or some aberration? Not me, a voice in the back of my head was saying. This is not me. Not me.

    ***

    After the three of us caught our breaths and licked and/or wiped most of the cum off of me, we settled into the hot tub for real. Just relaxing. Talking. Mostly Billy talking about what he wanted to say to the guys at Ted’s the next day.

    I mostly listened, or tried to. My mind was in complete chaos from the events just ended. I couldn’t seem to take it all in. It didn’t seem real. I could remember everything that happened. Each touch. Each lick. Each stroke. But try as I might, I couldn’t piece back together how this had happened . . . how I’d been coaxed into cumming by Justin and Billy . . . how I’d let them cum all over me . . . cum as no two other guys could cum . . . all over me. It was not like me to give myself up with such abandon.

    How had this started? Who had triggered all this sexual release?

    Even as I tried to piece that together, my mind kept coming back to a question I had wanted to ask Billy all day. Did he remember the day in my room when my mom walked in on the two of us? Did he really jack me off that day? Was he the one who made the first move that day? Had he made the first move again today? Or was I responsible? Had I made all this happen? I wanted to ask, but the moment never seemed right.

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    We hope you enjoyed Part II. Even though you now know what happened, I know Justin still wants to hear what you think he should have done. The feedback so far has been great, but Justin always wants more. So do I and, I suspect, so do you.

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    HR, an interesting part two to chapter 24. As I said before, I still can't wait for next weeks chapter when Billy, and possibly Jess, come out to everyone in their lives. It sounds like it is going to be a really exciting chapter. I guess I'll just have to wait til Wednesday to find out what happens at their big coming out party *sigh*.

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    Once again, a very enjoyable chapter! I cant wait to read what happens!

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    WOW!!!!!!!!!!!
    THATS ALL I CAN SAID
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    I think Justin made right decision.
    I cant wait until big 3 part!

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    You have got that right about wanting more. That my friend is an excellent chapter and hot as a firecracker. I thought it was rather nice of Justin and Billy to break Jess in. All I can say is that I wish I could have been Jess between these two. It's going to be hard to wait for the big three parter.

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    Oh, My! I can't believe what I just read!

    Were You THERE? "THAT" Afternoon I had with Lee and David? Granted, there was no hot tub involved, but, still ...

    And, Yeah!, like Your's, there is "More" to My "Story", too! Is it next week Wednesday, yet????

    NOW, I am BEYOND Astounded!!! PERFECT!!!!

    Keep smilin'!!
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    I'm awed by the response this chapter is getting. I knew it was key to the story. Not that they all aren't. But this was an important one and I wanted to get it just right. I think Justin's comments and even his poll may have been a help in conveying just how important these events were for the guys.

    I am also amazed that this project has passed 30,000 views since August. Not many threads get anywhere near that many responses. Thanks for taking the time to read our story and react to it week after week. It's been quite a ride for Jess and Billy and Justin. Mostly good, although it has certainly had its moments of stress.

    Keep reading. Stay hard. Cum often. But most important of all, be happy.
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    HR Thanks, What an amazing chapter !!
    All three guys have now "crossed the line" in graphic style!!
    Bring on the next, please.
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    I have been thinking about that day with Justin and Billy since HR posted the chapter. Justin has asked me about it many times, trying to figure out whether he did the right thing or not that day. Now that everyone else has had a chance to comment, I'll tell you what I think.

    Jusin, as I've told you before, there is no right or wrong answer. You did what you did and I reallyappreciate that you wanted and tried to do the right thing. Not just for me, but for each of us. Trying to do the reight thing was the right thing.

    I know how you feel about that day. It's like whatever decision you made, it was soemhow going to shape our lives and you saw that you could be repsonsible for that. I think it did shape our lives. And looking back on it, I'm glad it did.

    But if the question you want answered is did I want you to fuck me that day, I think the answer is yes. I had been worrying a lot about my sexuality. Everything so uncertain. Kind of like it was all turned on its head. I wanted answers. Simple answers that I didn't want to decide for myself.

    And so when we got all horned up that day, I thought finally you were going to fuck me and I thought that would settle all my questions. And on another level, I wanted you to do it.

    I find it hard to believe that I stuck my ass out at you for you to rub your hard dick across. But I know I talked to HR about it almost as soon as I got back. So I probably remembered better then than I do now what happened. But either way, we were all really horny and ready to fuck around doing just about anythig that day. I don't think I have ever felt quite so free to do whatever I wanted with a couple of guys in my life.

    And you had been such a good sex teacher and example for me. No matter what I may have thought earlier, I knew then that you had never taken advantage of me. You always tried todo what was right for me. You were gentle and caring. And you were sexy. Not all guys turn me on, but you have that power and never more than you did that day.

    To have you fuck me that day, I probably would have agreed to let both of you try to fuck me together like you wanted. But I probably couldn't have done that if we tried. You guys would have rippped my ass apart trying I bet.

    But the answer is always that I wish you had fucked me. Maybe some of that is jealousy because you had finally taken Billy's ass the night before and I didn't want to be left out. Some of it was that I really wanted to know if I was finally going to be gay. And some of it was that I've always had a special something for you.

    Billy, don't go taking this wrong. We're still best friends and always will be. What you and Justin have is something dompletely different that I'll never cum between. haha But I think it would have been cool if it had worked out that Justin fucked me that day. And, as I just said, I would have been happy to have you fuck me, too. I even would have tried do do you both together.

    That's a lot longer than I planned to write, but I think it is important to know how we each felt that day. It is part of what makes me who I am today and probably one of the reasons that the three of us are still great friends.

    I've been surprised how much I have enjoyed reading what other guys I don't even know say about it. I think a lot of them really seem to get who we are. So thanks.

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    *Disclaimer*- i wrote this at 330am est time after being up since 630am the previous day so if it doesnt make too much since im sorry plz pm or ask me questions. -Jon

    OMG First off wow just wow. Ive been pretty busy with work and stuff and just got caught up and all I can say is wow. This last chapter made me harder than a steel pole (sorry to b so graphic but its the truth) that chapter was HAWT OMG

    Billy- Congrats on ur decision, I feel like you made the right choice. I cant wait to see how the end result plays out. Once again congrats. One question I do have is:
    What made you just come out and tell Ted the truth with no resistance?
    Either way it was very admirable and a good decision I think.

    Jess- Ask and you shall recieve huh? Congrats on living out a fantasy. I know at this point in the story you are still a bit confused but I know deep down in your heart you know the answer to your own questions. My firm beliefs is that things occur for a reason, at the time of the occurence we may never know why but later, in life the answer will become apparent and after reading your post i think you have it all figured out. Congrats. I'm really glad that this chapter was written in yoor point of view cause I really wanted to "get into your head a lil bit" so to speak and see what you were thinking. Your above post def helped me out with that. I agree with you with the fact that life would be much harder for you if you came out (Billy and Justin plz dont get me wrong when I say this) because Billy does have Justin which means he will have someone to go to and you will have no one, But in all actuality you will still have Billy and Justin to go to. And as you stated Justin is very helpful and they will both be there for you but I stillt think it will be differnet and a lil bit diificult not having a boyfriend (so to speak) to go to. But I feel you will soon find someone if you havent already.

    Justin- Well i would like to start off saying as much as i would love to read about ur fantasy coming true (one of my own) I am glad that you made the decision to put your own wants and feelings aside and tackle the task of making someone else happy. The decision you made is I feel the best decision one can make (One of self-sacrifice) and I commend you on that. Also I wanna thank you for being there for the other two when they need you, you are such a valuable person in the whole threesome you guys have. You are the glue that has kept Billy and Jess together and from tearing eachother apart in the worst times (when their anger had gotten the better of them) I really dont know you except from that which I have gathered from this story but if I met you in real life I would love to have you on my side. You are definitely an example of a best friend if it could be defined. Once again I commend you on your decision.

    HR- Another expertly written chapter. Only a few more chapters left but the way you have written this story will always be with me. Good job and I hope you do write another story, if so plz post it here.

    Cant wait til next, hopefully i wont have to work and can catch the story on its release date. You guys keep having fun and thank you for another excellent chapter in your lives.
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    Quote Originally Posted by jaydizzo View Post
    OMG First off wow just wow. Ive been pretty busy with work and stuff and just got caught up and all I can say is wow. This last chapter made me harder than a steel pole (sorry to b so graphic but its the truth) that chapter was HAWT OMG
    Justin- Well i would like to start off saying as much as i would love to read about ur fantasy coming true (one of my own) I am glad that you made the decision to put your own wants and feelings aside and tackle the task of making someone else happy. The decision you made is I feel the best decision one can make (One of self-sacrifice) and I commend you on that. Also I wanna thank you for being there for the other two when they need you, you are such a valuable person in the whole threesome you guys have. You are the glue that has kept Billy and Jess together and from tearing eachother apart in the worst times (when their anger had gotten the better of them) I really dont know you except from that which I have gathered from this story but if I met you in real life I would love to have you on my side. You are definitely an example of a best friend if it could be defined. Once again I commend you on your decision.
    hi, jon! thanx for ur kind words. i never thought of myself as glue holding guys 2gether. mayb as cum that sticks em 2gether. but seriously thanx for what u wrote.
    & dont apologize 4 being 2 grafic. if ur hard as a steel pole there r ways to deal with that. i thought ud no by now that ur supposed to stroke ur steel pole until it shoots & feels gr8! mayb a little messy, but cleanup is tasty. hope that isnt 2 graphic. but i suspect a lot of guys made the big messy reading that chptr. so go ahead and get grafic.

    jess, a big thanx to u for what u said. yeah, i often think i wished id fucked u 2. but i didnt. where wud we all b now if i had? we'll talk soon.

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    It's already Wednesday again, so it's time for me to put the finishing touches on Chapter 25 and serve up the first part.

    Apparently Chapter 24 was a hit with you guys. There were more than 1,400 view for the project this week as we passed the 30,000 mark. That really makes the guys happy.

    And from your comment, It looks like you're happy, too. I guess a lot of guys got off on the little three-sided escapade.

    jaydizzo -- "OMG First off wow just wow. Ive been pretty busy with work and stuff and just got caught up and all I can say is wow. This last chapter made me harder than a steel pole (sorry to b so graphic but its the truth) that chapter was HAWT OMG" I know Justin has already told you what you should do with that "steel pole." You may need that information while reading this next chapter or two.
    harry113 -- "What an amazing chapter !! All three guys have now "crossed the line" in graphic style!!" Keep reading, Harry. You may have to redefine "the line" before it's all over.
    Kyanimal -- "Oh, My! I can't believe what I just read! Were You THERE? "THAT" Afternoon I had with Lee and David? Granted, there was no hot tub involved, but, still ... And, Yeah!, like Your's, there is "More" to My "Story", too! Is it next week Wednesday, yet???? NOW, I am BEYOND Astounded!!! PERFECT!!!!" Now you've teased all these guys with your references to your story. So put it out there for everyone to see.
    kcm17480 -- "You have got that right about wanting more. That my friend is an excellent chapter and hot as a firecracker. I thought it was rather nice of Justin and Billy to break Jess in. All I can say is that I wish I could have been Jess between these two." Well, I did my best to put you right there in the middle of it. You didn't get as hard as they did?
    TheMan4 -- "WOW!!!!!!!!!!! THATS ALL I CAN SAID. PS I think Justin made right decision. I cant wait until big 3 part!" Thanks for giving Justin the feedback. As you know, he appreciated it a lot. Are you really ready for three "straight" days of this project? I hope you've been saving up, because I suspect you're one of those guys who is getting off to this story.
    Matt18 -- "Once again, a very enjoyable chapter! I cant wait to read what happens!" Always one of the first with a kind word. BTW, congrats on the new bf.
    cks53200 -- "HR, an interesting part two to chapter 24. As I said before, I still can't wait for next weeks chapter when Billy, and possibly Jess, come out to everyone in their lives. It sounds like it is going to be a really exciting chapter. I guess I'll just have to wait til Wednesday to find out what happens at their big coming out party *sigh*." You won't have to wait much longer, I promise. But remember, this is a three parter so you may be left with a little bit of hardware in your pants between parts. Are you up for that?

    I really want to thanks Justin and Jess for their input this past week. As some of you have said, they really help give a deeper dimension to the story when they join in and comment. I suspect Billy has been holding out because this next chapter tells a lot about what was on his mind. Maybe he'll jump in between parts of this chapter to embellish on my storytelling.

    Now, I'll do the final edit and it should be cumming up here quite soon. If you're looking for somethng to pass the time until I post, check out Justin's latest additions to his gallery. I liked some of them a lot. You may, too.
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    Chapter 25 -- Part I
    From Billy’s viewpoint

    When Jess finally left, I called home and asked my mom if it was OK if I stayed over at Justin’s. I thought she’d be OK with it and she was. I could borrow clean clothes from Justin for school tomorrow. I always liked that. Knowing that his cock had been nestled where my cock was now stored. The idea always kept me a little hard. I could stay turned on almost all day just by wearing a pair of his jeans. Anyway, I told my mom I’d be home after school tomorrow . . . well, after a swim team meeting at Ted’s house. I shouldn’t be too late. . . . Yes, everything was fine. . . . We’d talk about college tomorrow evening.

    It seemed odd to be talking to my mom as I lay completely naked in bed. Justin spooned behind me. His hard cock jutting between my tight ass cheeks. I couldn’t help but think about how he had been rubbing his cock against Jess’ asshole earlier. The more I pictured Justin’s hard cock thrusting against Jess’ twitching sphincter, the hotter I got. In my mind I could imagine his cock against both assholes at the same time. Jess’ asshole. My asshole. I could feel the slime of his pre-cum being rubbed over my sphincter. I could hear his moans as his cock had made little thrusts toward my hole. Justin’s hand was caressing my chest and abs . . . and cock. Playing in my pre-cum. Toying with my nuts. Teasing my asshole with his hard cock. It all helped fuel the images. Images that would be flashing through my brain for days to come. Images that would keep my cock rock solid hard. Meanwhile, at the other end of the phone my mom was talking on as though nothing were happening. If only she knew.

    When she finally stopped talking and we hung up, I wished she hadn’t mentioned college. At the moment it seemed the one downer I still faced. I was fine with everything else. My boyfriend’s hard cock against my asshole was hot. Coming out tomorrow didn’t scare me. Not with Justin and Jess to get me through. And it sounded as though my other friends were going to be cool with my being gay.

    College now loomed in my future as the only problem I didn’t know how to tackle. But I was determined I wasn’t going to be separated from Justin. Not even for college. Not now.

    I tried to talk to Justin about college and what I should do. He said, “Shhhh!” and pulled me in tighter, giving a series of little thrusts with his hips that lodged his hard cock even more firmly between my ass cheeks.

    “If we’re not going to talk about college, then we have to talk about Jess and us,” I said. I should have just enjoyed the sex, but another issue was also pressing on my mind, even as Justin pressed against my ass. “Are we gonna be a threesome, or whatever you call it with three guys? You and me and Jess?” I asked.

    “Is that what you want to do?”

    “Questions! All I ever get back from you is questions,” I said. “No, I don’t think so. I mean it was fucking hot tonight. Wow! I think it felt like the twins must have felt for you and I always thought that was the hottest fucking story. I was so . . . I don’t even know the words for how it felt with you and Jess. Fucking hot! But I really like it with just you and me. At least for now.”

    “I know what you mean, but I think Jess really needed us today,” Justin said. “When it’s just the two of us, the sex is the best. I can focus better and it’s like it gets deeper into my head. With two other guys, it seemed like there was almost too much. Not too much exactly, but . . . but the sex was hot with Jess today for sure. But for now, I want to be with you.”

    I rolled over to face Justin. He looked disappointed that my ass had abandoned his cock. His magnificent cock was now jutting out in front of him, a string of pre-cum drooling from the tip. His cock looked amazingly long and inviting, but I fought the urge to take hold of it.

    “So why did you maneuver us into sex with Jess, if all you want is me?” I asked. I wasn’t envious. I just wanted to understand. What drove Justin? What were the rules we would live by? Would it happen again with Jess? Could we have sex with other guys? Did Justin want to?

    “First of all, I didn’t maneuver you,” Justin said. “Sure, I took the lead sometimes. But in the hot tub it was you who started jerking him off. I never made you do anything and you never have to do anything you don’t want to do. I’m pretty sure you wanted to do that shit with Jess. It was a unique experience. It isn’t like the world is full of Jesses. And he’s been through a hell of a lot thanks to us. I just thought it was the right things to do. The right time to do it. Just this one time. Jess needed that. And it didn’t hurt us. Did it?”

    I agreed that this one time I thought it was a good thing to do. I couldn’t imagine the circumstances repeating themselves, but you never know. I sure never seemed to know.

    “So we’re exclusive, just you and me?” I asked.

    “That’s what being boyfriends means. Of course, we’re exclusive. I mean I can still look at porn and stuff. And if you think I’m not going to look at some of those guys who come in the store, you’re crazy. But in the end, I’ll come home and cum for you. Or maybe jack off if I can’t wait.” We both laughed.

    Even though I knew that Justin had come really close to fucking Jess that day . . . and probably would have if I hadn’t interrupted . . . I didn’t make an issue of it. Maybe fucking other guys was OK if we did it together. I didn’t think so. But I didn’t know what the rules ought to be. Or even what they could be. I hugged Justin and said, “I hope you don’t have to jack off without me too often.” At that moment, I actually hoped for a lot more from Justin than that.

    “Well,” he said as he reached down and took his hard nine-inch cock in his hand, “if you don’t take care of this pretty soon, I’m gonna have to.”

    “You rim me first,” I said, remembering how good it had felt the first time. In a flash, I was squatting over Justin’s face, his tongue just starting to explore my nether region, when my cell phone rang. Worried it might be my parents and wanting to keep my parents cool about me spending a school night at Justin’s, I decided I better get it.

    When I picked up the phone, I saw it was Jess calling. I figured I might as well take it since the magic with Justin had already been put on hold, if not on ice.

    “Hi, Jess. Just calling to say thanks?” I asked.

    “No, my grandma died. I’m gonna have to go to Iowa with my folks for the funeral. I wanted you to know, in case it changed how you felt about coming out tomorrow and all,” Jess said.

    “You’re not going to be there?” I asked. “But you said you were gonna be right by my side through the whole thing.”

    “I know. I know. I’ll be there tomorrow like we planned. But Tuesday we’re leaving. I don’t have a choice,” he said, almost begging for me to understand.

    “Sure. OK. I understand. Are you going to be staying with your uncle?” I asked.

    “I don’t know. Things are kind of tense there. You know he remarried and his wife is about the only black person in Iowa, other than his stepdaughter. I don’t think my dad approves too much, so we may not stay with them.”

    “Too bad. Isn’t his son the one your parents think may be gay?”

    “Yeah. That’s the one. If we stay there, I’ll probably share a room with him, but he’s only 17, so don’t get all excited.”

    “Oh, I’m all excited,” I said, stroking my semi-hard cock. “Justin and I were just . . .”

    “You’re still at Justin’s. I figured you were home by now.”

    “Nope. I’m spending the whole fucking night. That session with you got me cranked and I’m ready for more. By the way, how did you like tonight?”

    Jess didn’t jump in with an answer. I could hear him sort of stammering at the other end. Finally, he said, “It was really great of you guys and really helped me a lot.”

    “Yeah, helped you get your fucking rocks off, bud. Looked like you needed a little relief. I’m just glad we could help out a friend in need.”

    “Well, yeah, thanks for that. And thank Justin, too. . . . And I’m real sorry I won’t be here this week. But I’ll call and check in and stuff. And we should be back Saturday, or Sunday for sure.”

    We talked a little more and then hung up. I looked over at Justin, who said, “I thought you were gonna make me wait forever. Tell me quick what’s up with Jess and then get back to it,” he said, nodding his head toward his hard cock.

    I filled him in fast as I got my butt back where it belonged, with Justin’s long, wet tongue wagging in my ass. Good god, it felt good. His tongue was really strong and nimble. He could push it into my ass a little, even though I was still clamped tight shut. But not tight shut for long.

    Justin worked on my rosebud for a minute or two and then licked my nuts for a while. Each time he switched back and forth, my ass relaxed a little more. His tongue probed a little deeper. Then he started with a finger up my ass. Licking, Poking. Probing. Slurping my nuts. It was the best! Fucking best!

    I’d been as hard as I could get from almost the start. By the time he had three fingers and his tongue up my ass, I was ready to blow. Justin could see the signs. He knew what was coming. So he started really working three fingers deep into my ass, while sucking one nut and then the other into his mouth. I couldn’t resist and I started jacking myself more vigorously, sliding one hand up and down my fuck pole while the other, thoroughly coated with pre-jizz was twisting back and forth around the swollen head of my cock.

    “Fuck my ass,” I shouted and started to cum. I was flowing one of my better efforts and it was running off my hands and into Justin’s mouth, onto his neck and face and even in his hair.

    I was so turned on, I couldn’t hold my dick in one place, so he was moving his head back and forth trying to catch my cum in his mouth. The result was to rub his stubbled chin across my nuts. God fucking damn that was sexy. My nuts pulled up tight as shit. With my nuts in such a turmoil, I just kept on cumming.

    Justin seemed to love it.

    When my flow had mostly stopped. I scooted back so I could lean down and give Justin a deep kiss. I sucked lots of my own cum into my mouth. It was great. I loved swapping cum with Justin. The warm wet tongue. The sweet smell. The taste of it. Of me and my cum. Fuck, life was good!

    “Did you like that?” I asked. Justin just smiled at me. “Then your gonna love this.”

    I quickly reached behind my ass, grabbed Justin’s straining nine-inch cock in one hand and lowered my ass onto it, instantly impaling myself on my boyfriend’s magnificent man meat.

    “Yeow,” I cried as soon as I’d done it. I may have been loose from all Justin’s work on my asshole, but I’d underestimated just how big and hard Justin’s cockhead was. Let’s just say I did the deed, but it was a stretch.

    I waited for a minute as the pain subsided and then began to slowly ride up and down Justin’s pole, taking more and more of it up my ass with each stroke. This was what I was made to do. I’d known it the first time and I didn’t think it would ever change.

    As I rode Justin, he measured his counter thrusts to mine. Soon we were running like a fine automobile. Smooth and quiet. Hot and fast.

    “Squeeze your ass muscles,” Justin urged me. It took me a few tries to get the hang of it, but when I did, I could tell by Justin groans how much he liked it. He looked kind of funny there under me. His face and neck and much of his shoulders still covered with my cum. He had this shit eating smile on his face that I loved to see.

    But what I really liked was what I couldn’t see, but could feel so clearly. His hard, strong cock thrusting deep. But he was missing my prostate, my happy place. That had felt so good before. I started to move around a bit, trying to see if I could direct his dick to its target.

    Before long, I was leaning way back. I'd taken my hands off my cock so I could support my body with my arms behind me holding me up. I had his dick bent back as far as I thought it could go without hurting it. The extra pressure seemed to make it grow even longer, feel even harder as it slid so smoothly in and out of my ass lips and deep into my inner lust. And then he hit it. Ahhh. If he did that again, I’d blow a second load all over him. Maybe bigger than the first.

    “That’s it,” I moaned and repeated the downward thrust that had just brought me so much pleasure. I was impaled with my boyfriend’s cock buried so deep in me I thought it might come right through me. Another surge of pure pleasure flowed through me. And another and another. I couldn’t stop driving his cock into me. Bent back as far as it would go. Pounding my ass. Hard. Deep. Again and again.

    The groaning sounds from both of us. The smell of my fresh cum. The heat. The sweat. The power of fucking. I could feel Justin’s cock growing even hotter within me. The flared cockhead moving deep inside me. It gave me power to fuck like this. The power of pleasure. Lust. Fucking hot sex.

    Justin started groaning louder and I could feel him stiffen. I was stunned as I felt his already enormous cock swell again. I thought he might rip my ass apart as he and I worked together to pound his meat deeper. When he came, I felt the surge of heat released deep in my bowels. He ground his pelvis hard against my ass, trying to get as deep as he could. I pushed back, spreading myself as far as I could to welcome him. Grinding together. He was still shooting and his cock was jerking against my prostate.

    I started to cum again without even touching my cock. It just started twitching uncontrolably. Pre-jizz was flowing like fucking crazy. My nuts were pulled up tight. My toes curled. My breathing almost halting as my abs tensed. I let my head fall back and I swear I was seeing stars. It had barely been 10 minutes, but I was cumming again. Soon Justin’s hand was stroking me off. With his hand covered in my cum, he brought it to his mouth and sucked it in. I could smell the cum as he licked his fingers. I leaned down to join him and his cock pulled free of my ass.

    We both sort of giggled at the little noise it made as it popped free. But then there was serious business to attend to as we kissed and lapped and sucked each other, enjoying both my hot cum loads. Letting our sweaty bodies relax against each other. Feeling the heat of his body against mine.

    After a minute, I could feel Justin’s cum leaking from my ass and dripping down onto his legs.

    “Dude, I think we need a shower,” Justin finally said. I was happy the way we were, but a shower didn’t sound too bad either.

    Continued tomorrow . . .

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    Re: I Thought I Knew

    HR! You definitely have a knack for writing cum scenes. I have to clean up now. lol

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    HR Thanks!! Hmmmm ... Will Jess still feel the same after his week away??
    Wonderful writing HR, look forward to the next part
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    Great new part! If I could become a JUB supporter I would.

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    One ... I had NO idea that Justin had a gallery going! Is anyone in there "someone" "We" might "Know"??

    Two ... Awesome HOT F'in' Chapter! Brings back some "memories"!!

    Three ... share My stories? Well ... they may be as HOT as this, but (no pun intended) there is NO WAY I'm capable of writing them as such!

    Four ... Keep up the Great Work!!

    Five ... Does there really have to be an "End"??

    Six ... No matter what ...

    Keep smilin'!!
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    Excellent writing as usual and very hot. In answer to your question. Yes I feel like I am there but there is no substitute for the real thing. Looking forward to the second part.
    Thanks for a great story.
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