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    Re: I Thought I Knew

    I would definetly not mind some pictures

    keep up the good work-cant wait till wednesday!

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    Quote Originally Posted by csgay856 View Post
    shit...ur story had my pre-cum flowing like a tap...
    mine 2. glad we cud help! fm what hr says, u may need 2 call a plumber on wed.

    Quote Originally Posted by sexmaniac View Post
    I would definetly not mind some pictures

    keep up the good work-cant wait till wednesday!
    sorry. no pix. but drawing at top of my profile looks almost xactly like me. i cudx do better myslf.

    but thanx for reading r sty. btw i did put some nu pix in my gallery. check it out if u like 2 2 pix. that's cool.

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    Now the plot thickens.
    I got to the end of reading this chapter last Thursday (yes, I have to wait till Thursday to read it in Oz) and the BF called me, took one look at the front of my shorts and said, "Have you been reading the boys story," haha.

    Billy is so innocent, hanging around Justin is really starting to float his boat..and how.
    Poor Jess, it's like we can see whats coming and you want to warn him but you can't. Didn't post after chapter 14, it had me rattled a little.

    I read this story and sometimes think about for a couple of days after. Shows what a talent HR is and how fantastic the boys story is.

    Nice work Boys!

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    Chapter 16 -- Part I
    From Billy’s viewpoint


    It seemed like every time I left Justin’s house my fucking balls were drained, my cock exhausted and my brain in turmoil. That Wednesday night was no different.

    Things had gone great until the phone rang and Jess started telling Justin about his dreams of “our future.” Dreams were all they were.

    When Jess finally hung up, Justin and I talked. He said I had to be honest with Jess. He said he couldn’t respect me if I couldn’t be honest with my best bud. I knew Justin was right, but that was going to be a really hard talk. If I told Jess that I was sure I was fucking gay, he’d immediately think he and I were going to be friends and lovers for eternity. He seemed to be on this huge romantic trip.

    But telling him I was gay was going to be nothing compared to telling him I didn’t fucking love him. And to explain that so he’d understand, I needed to tell him about Justin and me.

    Justin agreed that he would be there when I explained things to Jess. Justin had helped us up until now and, even though things had taken an unexpected turn, he still thought he could help. I called Jess from Justin’s room about an hour after he had called Justin. Of course, I didn’t tell him where I was, or that I knew all about his call. I just told him I wanted to talk to him “about us.” He wanted more fucking info right then and there, but I just kept saying, “Tomorrow. 7:30.”

    “I’ve got to get going,” I finally told Justin, as I started to get up to gather my clothes.

    “Not yet,” he said and kissed me very tenderly on the lips, his tongue sliding into my mouth, his warm hands cupping my ass. “You need a shower before you go.”

    Of course, a shower is never just a shower for two horny guys in love. And at that moment I was starting to think that I was in love. And that Justin was, too. I could never say it. But I could think it. Even want it.

    Justin turned the shower on nice and warm and we got in together. I washed his back and then his front. What the fuck! Of course, I paid special attention to all the spots I knew would turn him on and by the time I handed him the soap to do me, he was sporting a handsome hunk of wood.

    He stood behind me. I’m sure his rock hard cock was drooling with excitement as he began lathering my chest, my pits and nips and finally worked his way down to my cock. By the time he got there, I was rock hard, too. After our just finished session, I wasn’t ready to cum just yet, but I was thoroughly enjoying the feel of his soapy hand stroking up and down the full length of my hard dick as his other hand gently played with my nuts. I just leaned back into him and let him play.

    I could feel his straining cock pressed up behind me and I knew he really wanted to fuck me right there in the shower. But I just wasn’t ready for that. I let him rub his long, hard cock between my soaped-up ass cheeks. He was licking and nibbling at my ear and murmuring loving obscenities to me. I was getting really turned on, too. We were both really into it. He’d get real close to cumming and then we’d stop for a minute, his hot cock wedged tight between my buns. I’d squeeze my ass cheeks tight around his dick, feeling the flare of his cockhead and Justin would make a sound like gurgling deep in his chest.

    “Don’t tease me,” he murmured more than once and each time I would reach back between my legs and stroke his nuts and my nuts gently with one hand. Our nuts were just hanging there together. Like good friends. I was loving it as much as he did. That action really got Justin cranked.

    It was never long before Justin started humping away at my ass again. I was in heaven the whole time as Justin jacked me in time to his thrusts between my cheeks. Thrust, stroke, thrust, stroke, thrust . . . Our slick warm skin pressed together. Sliding across one another. Against one another. The friction was causing lust sparks to fly. My cockhead was so swollen and hard and his soapy fingers kept sliding across its sensitive surface as he played my dick like a fine instrument. I was getting pretty fucking jiggy by this point.

    Justin was getting really close and so was I. He pulled back just a little and I thought at first he was going to cum. I was ready to pop and I knew if he sprayed his cream all over my crack and back, I’d blow a wad to remember. But instead, I felt the head of his cock probing my asshole. Trying to find my secret entrance. Trying to get in. Trying to fuck me.

    I wanted it as much as he did. He’d told me several times how he dreamed of having his hard cock sliding in and out of my tight ass. It sounded wonderful and, in many ways, my body ached to feel it. Feel Justin buried deep inside me. His hot nine-inch cock. Every hard inch of it buried in me. Burning me up. Fucking me. Ohhhhh! Did I ever want it! But I was scared, too. I really didn’t know fuck about guy sex and something in me kept reminding me I wanted to take my time. To find out more about it before I took this plunge.

    But I could feel the urgency in his probing. The need in his hands as they caressed my raging cock and balls. Involuntarily I moved my legs apart just a little more. I could feel the advance of his incredibly hard cockhead. It was pressing forward, but my ass muscles were still too taut. I tried to relax and pushed back against his cockhead as it began to pry its way into my waiting hole.

    Then I heard him gasp and stiffen and with that he began to cum. I thought at first he must be in me. I didn’t know how that would feel. How deep he might go. But then I felt his cum on my ass. Next it hit the back of my head. My back. He pushed his cock between my cheeks again and creamed all over my asshole again. I blew my load at last. Catching it in my hand so I could feed it to us, trying to keep the shower water from washing it away. Flexing my ass cheeks tight around Justin’s spurting cock. Enjoying one more fabulous session of sex with Justin. Letting the warm water run over us as we both lapped my hot cum from the palm of my hand.

    ***

    Lying there on my bed that night after leaving Justin’s, I just kept trying to figure things out. Some part of me still couldn’t accept the idea that I was gay. And every time I tried to wrap my mind around that concept, the word “boyfriend” kept echoing in my head. Had I called Justin “my boyfriend” at some point this evening? Or had he called me his “boyfriend?” Or did one of us just use the word and it somehow got stuck in my head? I couldn’t seem to quite remember who had said what to who. It seemed like a key piece of information I needed.

    In some ways, being Justin’s boyfriend would be wonderful. But when I tried to fit it into my life . . . the life I had been living for the past 18 years . . . it didn’t fit. It didn’t make sense. I loved being with Justin and the sex was great. But . . . the whole idea just didn’t work.

    Or did Justin say he wanted me as his boyfriend? That seemed sort of cool at one level. I mean, Justin is so cool, so hot, such a great all-round guy that if he thought I was boyfriend material, it meant that I was . . . What? Fucking hot, too? Or just queer? It brought me right back to where I started.

    I wanted both my old life and this new life with Justin. But they didn’t fit together. Not in my school. Not with my friends. Not with my folks. Not in this town.

    If Justin and I could never be boyfriends, what was I telling Jess? You’re my best bud, but I don’t love you. I’d already told him that. Best buds but no sex? I’d told him that, too. But if Justin heard Jess right, my so-called date had blotted all of those conversations from Jess’ mind. Jess was in love. With me! Fuck. Gay love with Jess? That didn’t make any more sense than being Justin’s boyfriend. But god was I loving the sex and spending time with Justin. Just the two of us.

    If I was gonna talk to Jess tomorrow, I was sure glad Justin was going to be there to help. I didn’t have a clue what to say.

    My mind was exhausted. I lay back on my bed and let my fingers go to work. As my fingers wrapped around my hardened cock, I flooded my mind with images of Justin and me doing just about everything. Jacking off. Rimming. Sucking. And fucking. Me fucking his sweet ass. Him plowing mine.

    Despite its earlier exploits that evening, my cock seemed ready to give me one more blast. It was hard and hot in my hand as my mind conjured Justin’s smiling face coming in for a landing on my cockhead. His lips were opening to let me into to that warm, slippery fuckhole in his face. Suddenly the twins were on either side of him. I’d never even met the twins, but, in my mind, there they were. Their hard cocks in hand, ready to cum. And so was I. I groaned. I tossed my shoulders back and forth and stiffened my legs. I beat my tired cock frantically and then at last my cum started to flow. It just poured from the tip of my cock down over my fingers, flooding my pubes and flowing over my balls.

    I used both hands to scoop up what cum I could and rubbed it all over my cock. I rubbed stringy, thick, warm cum on my balls. I could feel where it had run down between my ass cheeks. I started to lube up my asshole with it, remembering the shower and how Justin had almost fucked me that night. But I was too tired to pursue that tonight. I drifted off to sleep. Asleep at home. Sleeping in my own bed. Sleeping in my own cum. The way my life had always been. Nothing changed.

    * * *

    At school the next afternoon between classes, I saw Jess heading toward the boy’s room and I followed. It was crowded with guys taking a quick pee before classes started again. I pulled up to the urinal beside his and whipped it out to pee.

    “Hi, Jess. I know I told you to come by about 7:30 tonight,” I said calmly as I could, “but could you make it 6 instead? My folks are gonna be out tonight, so we can have a little privacy at my place for a change.”

    He beamed and said in a whisper, “I’m ready now, if you are.”

    “Whoa, cowboy. Let’s keep it at 6.”

    I saw Jess look all around. I looked to see what he was checking out and realized that the place had completely emptied out. Everyone had rushed to make their next class. We were alone. As I stuffed my cock back in my jeans, Jess turned towards me. He was going to kiss me. He hadn’t even put his own cock back in is pants.

    I pulled back and said, “Later. Keep that for later. You don’t want to get caught with your dick out here. I’ll see you at my place at 6. The door will be open. Just let yourself in and come on up to my room.”

    He leaned toward me as if to try to kiss me again and I stepped back. “Later,” I said more firmly and turned to go. I wanted to wash my hands so bad just then, but I wanted to escape even more. I didn’t feel good about what I had just done, but I didn’t see another way out. Everything seemed to be spinning out of control.

    Continued tomorrow . . .
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    Thanks, great continuation!
    It's all getting hotter & more confusing for the guys. Can they work things out without one of them getting badly hurt? I do hope so....
    Harry

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    Lovin that shower scene... steamy

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    Outstanding and very scorchin hot. Harry is right about the confusing part. I don't think I would want to be in their place.

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    I've read this story all today. I'm setting on the edge of my chair waiting for the next chapter. It is so hot, and intense my words won't do it the justice it deserves.

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    omg...poor jess, all the things that are happening without him knowing...

    great drama! great sex! great story!
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    .....and when the heartbreak comes.....
    Poor Jess. Doesn't even see it coming. I'm feelin for ya!

    Justin and Billy are on fire.

    Good goin HR.

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    Chapter 16 -- PART II
    From Billy's viewpoint


    When I got home after school, I was surprised to find my parents still there. They should have left an hour ago. My mom was in the kitchen cleaning up.

    “Your father and I are running just a little late. He’s supposed to be getting ready, but I haven’t heard him turn the shower on yet. All I need to do is decorate these cupcakes,” my mom said, gesturing to a couple dozen cupcakes on a cooling rack.

    “I have a friend coming over to study this afternoon. I hope that’s OK,” I said.

    “Jess is coming over?” she asked.

    “No, not Jess. It’s Justin,” I said.

    Then we had to go through the whole routine about how she’d never heard me mention his name. Where did he live? Who were his parents? When . . .

    Before she could get really rolling with the questions, there he was at the door.

    “Come on in,” I said, opening the door and introducing him to my mom. I quickly told her we were going up to my room.

    “What’s the hurry? I’d like to get to know your new friend a little,” she said, turning from her cupcakes to give Justin a good look up and down. If she hadn’t been my mom, I would have sworn she was checking him out.

    “Sit down at the counter with my Billy and keep me company for a few minutes. What have you got there?” she asked, pointing to a large bag he was carrying.

    “Art supplies I bought on my way over here,” Justin said as he pulled out a stool and sat at the counter.

    “I didn’t know you were into painting,” I said.

    “More into drawing than painting, but I am doing some painting, too,” he said.

    “I’d love to see it someday. What kinds of things do you paint . . . I mean draw?” my mom said, turning back to her cupcakes. She was asking just the question I wanted to ask.

    “Most subjects that I draw are very hard,” he said, stressing the word “hard” and reaching for my crotch. I jumped in surprise and nodded toward my mom, who still had her back to us as she worked on her cupcakes. The expression on my face should have clearly indicated I didn’t want him to do that in front of her, but he ignored it. “I’m practicing some new techniques, but I don’t think that a lot of people are going to be turned on by my work, if you know what I mean.”

    “Oh, yes. I love art of all kinds.” Then she launched into the standard mother-quizzing-son’s-new-friend routine, her back still turned toward us. Justin smiled at me and smoothly unzipped my shorts. My cock was in his hand before I could stop him.

    My mother chatted on and Justin chatted back, all the time stroking my now hard cock. Even if she turned around, I realized, she wouldn’t be able to see what he was doing behind the counter. And I could hear the shower running, so dad wasn’t going to walk in on us either.

    I really wanted this all to end, but I couldn’t think just how. I could feel my pre-cum leaking, giving Justin all the lube he needed to stroke me nice and smooth, He was working my cock splendidly, turning his closed fist around my engorged cockhead, hitting all the sensitive points with an extra little wiggle of his fingers. Then stroking my full eight inches, spreading my pre-jizz around.

    Having my mother standing right there seemed to excite me even more. I’d never been caught jerking off or anything like that, but I had thought about it and what it would be like. Now that the possibility was so real, I was surprised how turned on I was by it. I really am sick, I thought. But god this is a fucking trip.

    Justin was getting me closer and closer. I knew I couldn’t cum. Not there. Not then. There’d be a mess. A big mess from what I could feel building up in my nuts. And the smell. And . . .

    My mother turned around and looked first at me and then at Justin. Straight in the eyes. Justin’s hand froze where it was – mid stroke. Then my mom started coming toward us. All the way to the counter where we were sitting. She put both of her hands palms down on the counter, not seeming to notice that Justin’s hand was still in my lap.

    “What a nice friend I think you’ll make for my Billy. It looks like the two of you are hitting it off really well. I hope we see a lot more of you, Justin. Don’t you, Billy?”

    I stammered. And finally spit out, “Oh, yeah. I’d like to see a lot more of Justin and I think I will.”

    “That’s good dear,” she said and turned back to her cupcakes.

    Justin took that as license to start jacking me off again. What he didn’t seem to realize was that the whole time my mother was standing not three feet away from us, with his hand wrapped around my fast-leaking, rock-hard, ready-to-blow cock, her very presence was about to send me over the edge. At that moment I heard the water in the shower being turned off.

    I quick scooted my chair away from Justin and his hyperactive hand, saying, “Careful, Justin. You almost got me off my stool. I think we should start studying before we run out of time.”

    “How do we get to your room from here,” Justin asked with a smirk on his face as he nodded toward my raging hard-on. It was way too big to get back in my shorts now. “If you’ll carry this for me,” he said handing me his drawing supplies, I’ll just follow you.”

    “Yep, we better get going,” I said, Justin’s bag strategically held in front of me and my big boner. The idea of flashing my mom while she wasn’t looking popped into my mind. It was a stupid idea, but I almost did it. Thank god I didn’t, because at that moment she turned to shake hands with Justin.

    He started to reach out with his right hand, which at the last second he realized was still covered with my pre-jizz. He was so cool. He just took a step back from her, raised his other hand in a little wave and said, “Nice to meet you,” as he turned to follow me to my room.

    Once safely in my room, I tried to catch my breath and managed to get my still hard cock back in my shorts. My hard-on was still completely obvious, but at least I wasn’t standing there dripping pre-cum in front of everyone.

    I wouldn’t feel safe until my folks were gone and that couldn’t be too soon for me.

    I was leaning back against my desk when I heard my parents’ car pull away a short time later. Justin was sitting at the foot of my bed. We each let out a long sigh of relief as the noise from the car's engine faded away and we were left alone together at last.

    "Now let's get it on," I said. After all Justin's teasing downstairs in front of my mother, my sexual energy was surging. I mean, that was fucking hot, his jacking my meat right in front of her, well, behind her. But she was right there. I'd been scared shitless and hard as a rock. I'd almost cum right in front of my mother. Justin had all but jacked me off in the kitchen. What if I had cum? What if he'd misjudged and I'd shot a big load right there under the counter while my mom decorated cupcakes on the other side? God, I was getting fucking hot and bothered thinking about it. But now I was ready for some unencumbered sex with Justin.

    We had a lot of shit I wanted to talk to him about before this fucking evening came to a climax, but for now I wanted my own climax. I just really needed to unload. Get my nut and then we could get serious. But first I needed a really major cum.

    I hurried over to Justin and threw my arms around him, planting a big kiss on his lips. My tongue was trying to force its way into his mouth. My crotch pushed itself against his crotch. Rotating. Humping. His lips remained closed tight. His hips still.

    I wanted us to be together. He pulled away.

    “What's wrong?" I asked.

    "Nothing really. But you've got a lot to learn," he said.

    "Like what?"

    "Like how boyfriends act. How they treat each other. If you're going to be my boyfriend," Justin said, "I want to be treated right. Sure, we can 'get it on,' but I want something more just now."

    I thought he probably was going to try to fuck me again like he did in the shower. He lightly wrapped his arms around me, nestled his face in my neck and just hugged me. I hugged him back and started to rub my hard cock against his crotch.

    "Slow down," he whispered in my ear. "Just hold me for a few minutes."

    This had never occurred to me. Being with Justin had been about sex. Sometimes it was hard and hot, sometimes slow and gentle. But it was always sex. Now he wanted what? To cuddle?

    I held him and inhaled the smell of his hair. So fresh and clean. I leaned into him. I couldn't help it. I was so fucking hard. I tested what was OK by starting to slowly stroke his back and gently massage his shoulders. I expected a low groan and a thrust from his cock, which I could feel was hardening, too.

    Instead he started to whisper in my ear how much he liked to be held . . . held by me. How much he liked spending time with me . . . not the sex, just being together. How he felt we were growing closer and closer. How we could grow to be such awesome boyfriends.

    He'd said that word again. It must have been him who talked about being boyfriends. That was the best thing I could have heard. If you'd asked me 10 minutes earlier how I would have reacted to that news, I would have told you that I'd rip his clothes off him and shove my cock down his throat. But just now, as I heard him say "grow to be such awesome boyfriends," I turned to mush in his arms. I felt like I was melting into him, maybe melding into him. Like we were becoming one as we stood there leaning into each other. He started to kiss my neck and then my face.

    I felt warmed by those kisses and ran my hands across his back and down to his ass. I didn't squeeze those beautiful buns, I just explored them through his jeans, enjoying the obvious pleasure he was taking from this time together.

    "Let me just look at you," Justin said, pushing me back from him gently. As he looked, his hands gently stroked my neck, my chest and then my abs. I was turned on in a way that I hadn't previously experienced. This was no sexual frenzy. It was something more. We were connecting in mind and in spirit and . . . yes, I can't deny it, in lust, too. This was a huge turn-on, but in such a quiet, calm way. I suppose if one of us had been a girl, you could have called this romantic. But it was just Justin and me, touching, holding, kissing.

    "I think I love my new boyfriend," Justin said, looking at me. I sensed he was waiting for my reaction to the L word.

    I couldn't help but smile. I wanted to tell him I loved him, too, but the words didn't come out that way. "My boyfriend," I finally said in an almost girlish way that I hated as soon as the words left my lips. I'm not girlish. I'm not!

    I took Justin in my arms and held him tight. I wanted to . . . to go back to just sex. That was so much easier. I knew how to do that. I think Justin could sense the way I was feeling and whispered, "It's OK. This is OK. Boyfriends can care about each other. It may be different for each of us, but we each care in our own way."

    My mind made a sudden leap and I could see Jess' face as clearly as though he was there, watching Justin and me in this embrace. From the look I saw on Jess' face, I knew he was horrified at seeing Justin and me in each other's arms. It would kill him if he knew. If he actually saw us this way together. I hugged Justin even harder. "What about Jess?" I asked.

    "We'll tell Jess about us . . . tell him together. He'll understand. It may take him time, but he'll understand when he sees we really are boyfriends . . . you and me," Justin said in such a soothing tone. I noticed he didn't say "love" again. I was glad he didn't. I guess I still had my limits, even if they were shifting.

    And then Justin started to tell me how much he liked my mother, how glad he was to see my room, where I lived, how I lived. It made me even more real, more important to him, he said. He was talking in this incredibly quiet voice that I got lost in, only half hearing the words. Mostly just enjoying the comfort of his company.

    As we passed the time, mostly his talking about me, us and sometimes him. I don't know when or how, but he was now leaning back against my desk. I was turned around, my back toward him. Had he turned me around? I was leaning back against him, one of his arms wrapped around me. His right hand had slipped down the opened front of my jeans. I swear I don't remember that happening. He had wrapped his thumb and index finger around the base of my hardened cock. His other fingers cupped lightly on my balls. He was gently moving his hand up and down. I realized I could feel the underside of my cockhead rubbing against his arm somewhere above his wrist. My cockhead was very sensitive and so hot and hard. I was getting very turned on, but in a very passive way.

    "Just stay relaxed," Justin said and his tongue, very wet and very warm, slithered into my ear. I groaned at last and Justin pulled me tighter to him. I noticed for the first time . . . this was so unlike me not to have noticed immediately . . . that Justin's hard cock was pressing into my ass cheeks. I gently leaned back into his enormous cock and heard him groan and then he tensed. He didn't thrust, he only pushed his hard cock against me and I knew he had cum.

    I realized I was cumming, too. My warm cum was filling my jeans as it flowed down my cock, over, around and through Justin fingers, giving me a pleasure in orgasm different than any I had known. Justin wasn't stroking my cock, just gently squeezing, releasing, squeezing, releasing . . . My cum continued to flow as I felt absolutely complete here with Justin in my room. It wasn't like we were having sex as much as . . . What? . . . How to describe it? . . . We were having each other.

    As the seconds passed and I started to come out of the moment, Justin straightened behind me and eased his hand from my cock, saying, "Now that's what boyfriends can do."

    I turned and kissed him, our tongues greeting each other in playful passion in each other’s mouths. What a moment that had been. We really had become boyfriends.

    Continued tomorrow . . .
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    Great story!!!!! I would give you five stars and more.

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    The difference between making love and fucking.

    I read this at 8am on a Friday....and it has made my day.
    Thanks Boys.

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    i'm only thinkin' about jess.

    lol
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    All I can say is that this story is really incredible. I didn't think this story would become romantically erotic. Great writing.

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    Quote Originally Posted by JustForSee View Post
    i'm only thinkin' about jess.

    lol
    im feeling for him more and more. i want everyone to be happy in this story but it seems like Jess is gona be the odd ball out hurt even more

    good story tho keep it coming HR

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    Chapter 16 -- Part III
    From Billy's viewpoint

    Unfortunately, Justin wasn’t completely distracted by our little boyfriend sexcapade.

    “We’ve got to talk about Jess before he gets here,” Justin said as he offered me the chance to lick the last of my cum off his fingers.

    Justin thought I should tell Jess that I didn’t love him, couldn’t be his boyfriend, but still wanted to be his best bud.

    “How am I going to do that? I can’t have a boyfriend and a best bud. That doesn’t make any sense,” I said rather angrily.

    “If we were straight, instead of gay, you could have a girlfriend that you cared very much about, probably have sex with and share a lot of stuff with. And you could have a best friend that you hung out with, shared all your deepest thoughts and concerns with, shot the shit with and hung out with all the time. The two don’t have to be exclusive. Guys – gay guys – can have both. I know they can,” Justin said as though he were arguing a case in court.

    “But . . .” I said, “straight guys aren’t getting blowjobs from their best bud.”

    “And neither will you. If you’re going to be my boyfriend, you’re not going to be fucking around with other guys, including Jess. Or with other girls either,” he said.

    “Hmmmm,” was my only reply. Then, after a long pause I added, “OK.”

    We talked some more about what sort of fantasy world Jess was living in. How he could concoct this reality of him and me in his head that never had and never would exist. Justin seemed to think that all Jess’ fantasies would vanish when we told him the simple truth. For Justin, the truth overcame all obstacles. I wasn’t so sure. Not so fucking sure at all.

    ***

    With the heavy shit behind us and some time to kill, I asked Justin about his art, hoping that the hard subject he’d been drawing was me. It was, he said.

    I was so sure that was what was in the bag that I rushed over and pulled out the big sketchpad inside. But as I flipped it open, I realized it was brand new and completely empty.

    “I couldn’t bring them with me. Suppose your mother had done what you just did and inside she’d found her Billy boy’s cock all big and hard and spurting cum. I don’t think she would have liked my art too much. It was just too risky. But I’ll show you soon.”

    I told him how much I’d really like to see it and wanted to know how big the drawings were? Where they were? When he drew them? And did he ever draw himself? I really wanted a drawing of Justin, naked, hard and hot. Cumming! Fucking cumming!

    “I never draw myself, but I did bring you a present of sorts,” he said. “It’s in the bottom of the bag.”

    In the bottom of the bag, I found another smaller bag wrapped tight around something oddly shaped. I pulled it out and looked at it suspiciously. Nothing printed on the bag. “Can I open it now?”

    “Of course,” he said. “It’s for you.”

    It was just a brown paper bag. I opened it and looked in. I could see something long and black, but couldn’t tell what it was. I pulled it out and when I saw what it was I sort of freaked.

    “Fucking A, Justin. You brought me a plastic prick?”

    Justin looked a little hurt by my reaction and told me he’d brought it as part of my education. It had been given to him by the twins and had been molded from the cock of some porn star I’d never heard of. Justin told me it was almost the exact same size as his. I thought he might be exaggerating his own endowment a bit.

    I took a second look at it. Holding this dismembered cock in my hand, it looked huge. And black. And hard.

    “So you want to fuck me with this thing?” I asked.

    “It’s a dildo. Just a dildo. And no, I don’t care what you do with it, but I thought that as our sex play progressed at least one of us was probably going to end up . . . you know . . . getting fucked.” He looked at me to see my reaction. I was just staring at it still. “I mean ‘fucked’ in a good way,” he added as an afterthought.

    “Not me. This isn’t going up my ass, man. And neither are you. I’m not going there,” I said.

    He kept reassuring me that he didn’t expect me to do anything with it. It was purely educational.

    “So have you ever used it?” I asked.

    No, he never had. He’d fucked both of the twins more than once, but he’d never been fucked. Virtually every muscle in my body flinched, including my dick and asshole, when he said he’d fucked the twins. It surprised me. And sort of hurt. Of course, he’d told me about turning 18 and made it perfectly clear that the sex didn’t stop there. But I’d never thought about him fucking some other guy . . . make that guys.

    “So are you a top or a bottom?” he asked.

    “You mean do I like to fuck or get fucked.”

    He nodded.

    “I never really thought about it,” I said. But, of course, I was lying. He knew that immediately.

    “If I’m going to be your boyfriend, we have to be honest with each other,” he said and waited for my honest reply.

    I told him that once or twice, when his hard cock had been pressed up against my ass for one reason or another, I had thought he wanted to fuck me.

    “And how did you feel about that?” he asked.

    “OK, I guess. I mean it’s a turn-on to realize a guy wants to fuck you. It’s like a compliment. Like he thinks you’re hot. I guess I thought it was OK. . . . Someday. Not today. I’m not sure. Not ready. Is that OK with you?”

    “Sure. I understand completely. And believe me, I didn't come here to slide my hard dick up your ass today. It is one hot ass and you are one hot guy. I know I like being a top. The twins taught me that. They said I got an “A” in ass fucking.” He gave me his sheepish grin. “And I think I want to bottom, but only with the right guy. Screwing someone else is one thing, but you only give up your cherry once. I want it to mean something.”

    “I think we’re about the same. Except I’ve never fucked anyone. Not yet,” and I tried to match him sheepish smile for sheepish smile. “But I know someone I might like to experiment with before too long. When the time is right.” We both just smiled at each other for a while and finally I asked, “So, tell me honestly, why’d you bring the dildo?”

    “I thought maybe you’d let me show you what it’s going to be like when we finally do it,” he said.

    “Who does what to whom? And remember, be honest.”

    “When I finally make it with you.”

    “You mean, when you fuck my ass?” I asked.

    He dropped his head and said very quietly, “Yes, I guess so.”

    “What if we try it on you today instead. Why don’t you find out what it’s going to be like when I get your ass? Cuz I think that’s what’s gonna happen first, boyfriend.” Now I was grinning ear to ear and swinging that big old black plastic dick back and forth in front of him.

    We talked a little more about where all this was heading. That we both wanted to at least try both giving and taking. Exploring what we liked. What we wanted. Not rushing. But waiting till the time was right. We had plenty of fun stuff to keep us busy until the moment was right.

    Justin leaned toward me and planted a big old wet kiss on me and said, “I want to practice . . . now.”

    Within just a few minutes we had him and that rubber dick lubed up and I was going from working two fingers up his ass to three. He was telling me step but step what to do so as not to hurt him. I realized right then and there that I ought to thank the twins. They were making this easier for both of us.

    When it came time to trade my fingers for the big black dick, I was careful to have Justin lay on his back with his head toward the foot of the bed. I lifted his legs and rested them on my shoulders. I could see his asshole twitching in anticipation. Opening and closing. It looked like it was winking at me.

    I pressed the dildo’s head against Justin’s rosy opening and waited until he told me it was OK. When he did, I began to push slowly, but his butt wouldn’t give. He winced. I stopped.

    He reached down and took the dildo in his own hand and tried again. It was going in. It was so cool to watch. When he had the whole head in, he waited.

    “Are you OK?” I asked.

    So far so good. Just a little pain, he said. And then he started working the cock back and forth in small thrusts. At first I didn’t think it was going in, but there it went. Slowly at first and then faster and deeper. There it was, all the way in and Justin let out a little grunt of pleasure. And then another.

    He started thrusting it in and out and as he did he rocked his body. He groaned. His face turned to a look of pure lust. I was still kneeling with his legs over my shoulders. My cock rock hard and dripping pre-cum down on to his massive hard cock. His cock looked harder than mine did and I couldn’t imagine anything being harder than my cock right then.

    “You do it now,” he said, removing his hands.

    I took the dildo in one hand and my cock in my other and I started to thrust and pump them in the same cadence. My cock was right at his ass crack. Right there with the dildo. Justin raised his head and could tell I was jacking my meat. He couldn’t see me working the dildo in his ass, but he knew immediately that I was beating my meat to its fuck tempo.

    He took his own cock in one hand and joined in. I couldn’t believe what I was seeing. It was like watching three cocks at once. It was like I was fucking my boyfriend for the first time, because somewhere in my head that’s exactly what I was doing. And he was watching and wanking, too.

    I was in fucking sex heaven. I threw my head back in pure pleasure and as I did I saw him. Jess, standing there in the door. At that same moment, unaware we were being watched, Justin said, “I’m gonna cum, Billy. I’m gonna cum now.”

    Justin looked at me and saw I was looking at . . . what did I see behind him? It didn’t matter. It was too late. He was cumming and nothing could stop him. And it was classic Justin. His cum, huge shots of it, flying everywhere. Splattering off him and me and whatever.

    “Me, too,” I said looking right into Jess’ eyes. "I'm cumming. Cumming. Fucking cumming.”

    Jess stood there silently watching. Crying as my cum flowed down over my cock. And I just went on stroking. Cumming and stroking. And staring at Jess as Jess stared at us, all sweaty and cum covered. He was really crying.

    --

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    Once again, Great Story!

    But I do really feel like Jess is going to get really left out, when he dreamed about sooo much with Billy.

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    If I had walked in on a scene like that, I might be crying, too! But ... in my case ... it would be from shear JOY!!!

    O.K. ... I'm being an "insensitive" Dick! (Down!, "Animal"!!)

    I can't possibly imagine what is going through Jess's mind! At this point, He must be completely Crushed!! And ... who could possibly blame Him?? Wow! What a "Shocker"!! And what an Abrupt realization of what is truly "going on"!!

    But ... since this is a story of past events, and these three Guys still seem to be Friends, today, I am anxiously awaiting the time we will all find out what happened next ... and after that ...

    Good Going, HR!!!

    Keep smilin'!!
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    OMG! Cum and tears. Not a good combination.

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    OMG!! Poor Jess!!
    Thanks HR
    More please
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    OMG Jess i have no idea what was going thru your mind right then.

    But as Kyanimal said since you guys are friends today iwanna know how all this unravels

    Once again excellent job HR

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    Awww...c'mon Jess, don't cry Join in the fun

    Can't wait for next week HR...

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    I kind of wondered when Jess was going to show up but then It sounded like you had plenty of time.

    Wow what a shocker for Jess. It would of been better if he had been told and not a witness. The shock and awe value will deffinitley will do the trick, no doubt about that. Whether he'll want to be friends after that will be up to Jess.

    This has turned out to be a great story.

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    omg!!! poor jesse, that's bad!!! one thing is hear it, another thing is watch it!

    waiting for the next part....
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    It's been a long time since I wrote last but I think its obvious why I've been so quiet. This last was about the hardest part I've been through in my life. I really have appreciated all the comments from people hoping for a happy ending for me. I was surprised because I had decided most people were just reading it for the sex parts. But I undertand that a lot of guys reading really doi care and that's important to me. I cant really answer each of you. Thanks.

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    The majority of the stories in this part of the forum are stories about guys and relationships. The fact that there's usually some juicy involved is only icing on the cake. I read these stories because the characters have emotions and love for each other. When bad things happen in their lives & relationships or a huge disappointment comes along, I feel sad, just as if it happened to me.

    I felt really sorry for you in this last chapter, just as many other people did. As I was reading one of the last chapters, I was really happy when Billy finally admitted that he could see himself with a man. I thought that you and Billy could finally get together. And then I felt the horror & disappointment that you felt when you walked in.

    Sure there's some material (OK, lots of material), but I read it mostly for the relationships & love.

    I think you could use a few of these......

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    I can tell how good the story telling is by how much of Jess's pain I can feel. I know it gets better, but that does not help much right now.

    A lot of us really do come here for the stories and relationships, just take a look at the stories with the most hits and read them. They aren't the ones with the hottest sex. Those don't go on as long.

    Jess, there is a lot of love and healing in these stories. I hope the telling of this one will make your life better.

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    I agree with Thermodynamics & glorff.
    I am hooked on this for the emotional value and the raunch adds to it.
    Why is it so good?....cause it's real. I think it is very brave of the boys to tell their story, and HR puts it out there like a pro.

    I get the warm fuzzies as Justin & Billy develope their relationship and share their moments (young love).

    I feel sad for Jess, it not a good time.
    I posted late, the last chapter left me a bit rattled.

    Hugs for Jess.

    Looking forward to the next chapter.

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    A very hot and intriguing story!

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    I love this story! It brought back memories of being in love with my best friend too back in high school and a couple of years afterwards. I'm glad that you are friends as of today, cause for me it ended badly. He wanted to be with me but didn't want anyone to know about it (more like him being bi) and yet he wanted me to be all his while he paraded his "girlfriends". As of today, no one knows about us, only my true love for the past 7 years. It's been over 14 years since we last talk, but he will always have a special place in my life for being my first boy that I tought I loved. Don't regret being with him, just regret losing him since we had so many years of memories before we had our thing. I felt your pain Jess. and I dont know how long ago this was for you, but I believe you will be okay. Can't wait to see how this story progresses.

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    I talked with Jess yesterday and he said to let everyone know that he has been completely overwhelmed by the comments and encouragement from so many readers. I have to admit that I too was moved by the sincerity and depth of feeling of so many of you, and how often the story has mirrored some parts of your lives.

    It also was great to see the incredible number of people who read the project this week, so many apparently for the first time.

    I truly appreciate the kind words on how this project has turned out. I knew from the beginning that it was a great story of three wonderful guys and that, if I could do it justice, it really should be told. So I'll take this time to thank all three of them for sharing with me and with you. They are all having some troubles just now. Not because of the story or their relationships. But it has been a hard couple of weeks for all three and I know that your outpouring of support has bolstered their spirits.Thanks so much to all of you who wrote. And, please, keep the comments coming.
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    Sorry, guys. It looks like there may be some delay today. I tried to do my final edit on JUB and kept losing all the paragraphs. I don't think you want to read it as one long, ubroken string of text. I have asked for help.

    I'll try to post later today if I can find the time.
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    Still no fix in the posting problem. I'll try again tomorrow.
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    CHAPTER 17
    From Jess’ viewpoint

    When I got to Billy’s house, I immediately recognized Justin’s scooter. It looked like he’d hidden it behind a large bush. That kept people from seeing it from the street and even the sidewalk, but it was still in perfect view for anyone walking up to the front door. I was surprised, but not stunned he was there. I certainly figured out that he’d been helping Billy, just as he had helped me. At least he helped me until I convinced myself he was trying to . . . Well, I’ve told you that part before.

    Anyway, I knocked. It’s just so ingrained in my upbringing that I couldn’t bring myself to just walk into someone else’s home, even thought that’s what Billy had said to do. I waited a minute and stepped into the entryway. I called out politely, “Is anyone home?”

    It was completely silent, empty, deserted, so I headed for Billy’s room. I could hear noises as I approached, but I couldn’t make sense of them. I thought maybe it was a video game they were playing. It sounded sort of like animals – horses maybe – snorting at each other.

    Billy’s door was half open. From the hallway, I could see the bed. And Billy. And another person, mostly obscured. But I was sure it was Justin.

    My immediate thought was that they were wrestling . . . naked. But before I could even finish processing that thought, I knew. They were fucking. My heart stopped beating. My lungs stopped breathing. It was as if all my life froze in place . . . with me staring at my best friend, the love of my life, fucking the one person I thought was helping us. I was seeing my best friend Billy fucking Justin.

    At least that’s what I thought I saw until I realized I could see Billy’s hard cock rising up from his curly pubes. So was Justin fucking Billy? My mind reeled. Was Billy riding Justin’s cock? Was that even possible? I didn’t really know what they were doing exactly. I couldn’t really see that well from where I was standing, but it was clearly physical and very sexual.

    My mind was a blur. It couldn’t process what I was seeing and I didn’t want to see anymore. And then I saw that black plastic penis. It looked like the two of them were thrusting it in and out of Justin’s butt.

    With that realization came a kind of relief. My mind said, Calm down. It’s OK. They’re not having sex. It’s just a . . . and my mind stopped. I just couldn’t remember the word “dildo.” My mind went from going insane over what Billy and Justin were doing to trying to remember what the hell you call those damn things. I guess it was some sort of defense mechanism that kept me from going crazy as I watched the two of them. All covered in sweat. Grunting and laughing. Completely focused on Justin’s asshole.

    I have no idea how long I stood there watching, my mind lost to the moment in some crazy word search.

    Meanwhile, I could see that all of Billy’s attention was focused on thrusting that black cock into Justin’s all-to-willing asshole. Billy was so busy skewering Justin, he didn’t see me. I was behind Justin and so out of sight to him. As they continued thrusting and groaning and muttering obscenities of encouragement to each other, I stood transfixed in the doorway. Watching in silence and disbelief.

    Then I realized Billy was looking right at me. He looked scared and sad, or was it worried. I nodded to him, acknowledging . . . What I was acknowledging? I have no idea. Little pieces from this time are stuck in my mind. Me nodding at Billy. His cum pouring from his raging cock as he beat it mercilessly with one hand and drove that black cock into Justin with the other. I must remember Justin cumming, too, because in my mind I can see cum, lots of cum, flying over Justin’s head to splatter on the floor in front of me. Almost to my feet. Billy can’t shoot his loads that far.

    Then I fled. Running from the house. Running from the vision. Running from the reality. Only to pass the night trying to reconstruct everything that had happened from the moment Billy had called me the night before until the moment Justin’s cum splashed on the floor before me and I turned and ran.

    As I ran down the hall, I could hear Justin saying, “Billy, was that Jess? . . . Was it?”

    If Billy answered, I didn’t hear him.

    By morning, I hadn’t slept a moment. I’d spent the whole night reliving, rethinking and rearranging my life and my future. I was too exhausted to go to school and too . . . Words seem to fail me as I try to explain this. I wasn’t angry that morning. At times I was actually hopeful. I could convince myself that this was another of Justin’s lessons. He was teaching Billy things he could do . . . things he could do to please me. If Billy was really gay, wasn’t this the sort of sex we were certain to need to do? I could make sense of it in a way that made me accept their actions as something other than a betrayal of our friendship and our love . . . at least my love. My love for Billy. But then that acceptance would crumble. The tears would flow. And I would start reassembling the pieces all over again.

    I needed to know more than I did, more than I had seen. The only way to find out other than to ask Billy . . . which I just couldn’t do . . . was to ask Justin.

    That’s how the following evening I ended up knocking on his bedroom door asking for help. As always, Justin was incredibly kind and helpful. He got me some juice and, when he realized I hadn’t eaten in 24 hours, he had his mom fix me a sandwich.

    We talked in his room for about an hour. I asked him what had happened and he asked me how much I really wanted to know. I told him I wanted to know everything.

    “You may wish you didn’t. Are you sure?”

    I told him I was and he agreed to tell me. He started by telling me about how Billy had reacted to our date. About how he saw it completely differently than I did. About how Billy had said he needed to talk to me and tell me we were always going to be best friends, but that he was in love with Justin.

    Justin told me how he had brought the dildo . . . now I can think of the word . . . to teach Billy about anal sex. “I thought he was headed in that direction,” Justin said.

    “So was it to help him have sex with me,” I asked, momentarily back in my world where everything was really going to turn out OK. Justin looked pained and before he could answer, I said, “I know better. It’s just wishful thinking on my part. I know it’s you he really loves. Not me.”

    “I don’t think Billy loves anyone,” Justin said. “I think you are and always will be his best friend. And I thought when I went to his house last night that he and I were going to be serious boyfriends. I hoped he could manage both relationships without anyone getting hurt. That’s why I was there last night.”

    I didn’t understand and told him so.

    “The whole point of last night was for Billy to tell you that while he and I had never planned it . . . never thought that it would or even could happen . . . he and I had become boyfriends. It started as showing him how to be a better friend to you and just grew into something else. Something neither of us could control. But I wanted to make sure that you knew that I wasn’t trying to break up your friendship with Billy. I know how important it is to both of you. When Billy thought he was straight, he still really wanted to be as close to you as he could. But . . .” He paused.

    “But what?” I asked.

    “It was something more. I think I love . . . I loved Billy. He didn’t love me, but I loved him. And we were to be boyfriends. And then after what he did to you last night, luring you there so you would see us together . . . “

    “Wait, you mean he did that on purpose. He wanted me to see?” Of all the things I had considered, somehow this had never occurred to me. Billy intentionally inviting me to see him having sex with Justin. Of course, the change in time. The door will be unlocked. Let yourself in.

    Now I started to make sense of the look I had seen on Billy’s face as I watched him thrust that big black cock up Justin’s ass. “And you were OK with that?” I asked with fury in my voice. It was the first time I had shown Justin my anger.

    “No, I didn’t know. He told me you’d be there later. He lied to me, too. I never would have agreed. In his defense, and I’m just going to say this once and never again, he thought it was the best way. That if he, or even we, tried to tell you about us, that you would never have understood. He thought you needed to see us . . . see us like that.”

    “He just wanted to hurt me that bad?”

    “I can’t defend him. We had a big fight when you ran away. I hadn’t even known you were there. Billy and I are not even talking to each other anymore. We’re certainly not boyfriends and I don’t think we’ll do more than pass each other in the halls for these last months at school. And I’m OK with that. He doesn’t know how to treat people, even people he cares about. And believe me, he cares a lot about you. He just has a very bad way of showing it.”

    I started to cry and Justin put his arm around my shoulder. I thought, this is the guy I should have picked for a boyfriend. And I let my head fall to his shoulder and he caressed my hair, stroked my neck.

    I don’t know how long we sat like that, but it was a fairly long time. I know my neck was getting tired. I said I needed to go and leaned away from Justin. He looked me in the eyes with his beautiful blue eyes and said, “I’m so sorry. You’re too nice a guy to be treated like that.”

    I kissed him. I meant it to be nothing more than a thank you kiss, but . . . it didn’t seem to end. His tongue and my tongue were gently exploring each other’s warm, welcoming mouths. And then his hand was on my crotch, massaging my dick until it started to grow and thicken and warm to his touch.

    I returned his caresses only to find him hard as steel, hot as a skillet and jutting from his jeans, which had somehow come open. I was stroking his gigantic cock and in my mind imaging it with red and white stripes like a candy cane or barber’s pole. It felt as smooth and sleek as either. Clear liquid had started to flow from his piss slit. That only made it easier to slide my hand up and down the amazing length.

    Justin began to open my jeans and then stopped. “I shouldn’t. I’m taking advantage of you when you’re so upset. You should probably go before we both regret this.”

    I hadn’t stopped stroking his raging hard-on. I looked down at it as I said, “You seem to be sending one message, but your dick is sending a different message. I think you want this, too.”

    “Oh, I do,” he said and his dick twitched as though to confirm the honesty of what he had just said. “But I shouldn’t. Not tonight.”

    I felt rejected again and it surely showed in my face.

    “I’m so sorry we started this, because there is nothing I would love to do more tonight than to comfort you and pamper you and caress your wounds until they are healed. But we’ve both had a traumatic 24 hours. I’m sure yours has been much worse than mine. But I don’t trust my own judgment right now. I’m sure you shouldn’t trust yours. Not about something like this.”

    “Do you remember when I asked you to cum on me?” I said.

    “Sure, that first time we talked at that Arby’s.”

    “I still think I’d like you to do that for me. It might tell me a lot I need to understand . . . a lot I need to know about myself. About you. About Billy. Will you?”

    “Not tonight, Jess. I just don’t think either of us is thinking straight tonight.”

    I left his room not long after that. My hard-on had partially subsided, but my wounds were still wide open. I was still in a lot of emotional pain. I knew more than I had earlier that evening. I think I was smarter and more able to deal with the life I had ahead of me. But I still hurt and I still wanted to cry. I still wanted to be loved.

    When I got home and in my own room, I started thinking of all the good times with Billy. Not the sex so much, but the time we spent doing nothing, just enjoying being with each other. But as I conjured each thought, it was interrupted by the image of Billy driving that big black cock into Justin’s waiting ass over and over again as Billy stared blankly at me and I cried.

    Finally, my mind turned to Justin and the times we had spent together, particularly tonight. Cuddling with him, stroking his long, powerful cock, feeling his comforting hands on my neck and on my shoulders and on my dick. The images looped and looped and then I realized I was about to cum. I was lying naked on my bed and I arched my back in anticipation. I stroked myself slowly, trying to let the images of Justin linger. Then I came, spraying my cum all over myself as I hadn’t since those early days with Billy. I had wanted someone to cum all over me. And since no one else would, I did it myself.

    I raised my head enough to see that I was splattered in cum from nipples to crotch. I could feel its warmth still. See the thick blobs and stringy runs. I certainly had cum all over myself.

    But as I lay there thinking about Justin covered in cum on his 18th birthday, I knew that being gay would never make me happy the way Justin had been made happy. I knew that I had a lot of things to figure out in this mixed up life I seemed to have stumbled into. And I knew that everything I had thought I knew was wrong.

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    Sorry for the delay this week. I'm not sure what caused the glitch or how it got fixed, but things seem to be back to normal this morning.

    A new chapter's coming next Wednesday. Until then, we look forward to your comments. Keep 'em coming. -- h
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    So maybe there's some hope for Jess in finding someone to love?

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    whowy... zhowy... that chapter really upset the old "apple cart"! I'm REALLY ENJOYING YOUR STORY HR! And I love that you update every week. "Humpday" has become "I Thought I Knew" time!

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    HR... great writing! This story is gettin better... I'm glad Jess is begining to get the picture.

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    HR Thankyou, great chapter!!
    I feel so sorry for poor Jess, that was a cruel way for him to find out!
    And now the guys are apart again because of it!!
    Where to now??
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    Damn, everything went to hell in a short time. I would be interesting now as to how Billy feels about the whole thing. His side of the story. It sounds like Jess is starting to doubt his trek into gay life.

    Intense chapter indeed. I love this story of yours. Will be wating patiently for next Wednesday.
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    Heck of a way to find out.

    Looking forward to this weeks thrilling installment.
    Cheers

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    oh jess im so sorry...i know what your feeling....ive had similar encounters like this and its hard...but life moves on and fills the wounds we once had. Ive noticed in my life of finally relizing im gay and coming out that life is more sensative but as time moves and you gain wound after wound it is healed when you actually forget and move on. its hard to do but in the end it is better. i myself have been just rejected by one of my good friends...and well lets just say what i thought would be great, ended to be nothing and we do not speak anymore....i miss him....you know....i dont think you should give up on billy or justin, they seem to be great friends...except for that mean thing billy did but think of all the good times, not the bad. Its better that way. In my life i have lost a lot of friends due to my orientation, my love life, and even disagreements, but i have learned to forgive and forget. well, i feel like im just goin on and on and not even connecting all this together in a way. if you understand try and take the advice, dont give up the friendship you have, but if you dont understand then i just want you to know i feel for you and i hope you get better and find an amazing man! *always*-swimmerboi

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    Sorry guys. Made a mistake in posting. But again thanks for all the great support.

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    Quote Originally Posted by kcm17480 View Post
    It would be interesting now as to how Billy feels about the whole thing. His side of the story.
    Ken
    Ken, of course tomorrow's chapter will tell you how Billy feels . . . from Billy's viewpoint. And I am really pleased with how Chapter 18 turned out, thanks to Jess. He came by yesterday while I was working on tomorrow's chapter. He didn't like one part of it. I explained that to do it really right, I'd need permission from bjboy8807. He said, let's get it. And we did. It makes all the difference. It made the story read just like Billy says it happened. I think a lot of you guys will relate.


    Thanks to all of you for comments this week. I don't think I have ever seen so many heart-felt responses. Jess continues to be amazed by the outpouring.

    Thanks, Jess, for pushing me to make the project better and for contacting bjboy8807 with me.

    And thanks, bjboy8807, for helping us out.

    Anyway, Chapter 18 is a two-parter. It starts tomorrow.
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    Chapter 18 -- Part I
    From Billy’s viewpoint


    I had really fucked up everything. I had lost Jess as my best friend and Justin as my boyfriend. That sure happened quick. We were boyfriends for like three hours.

    I was going out of my fucking mind as I holed up in my room. There was no one that I could turn to. At first I tossed around a bunch of crazy ideas. Trying to blame Justin because he brought the dildo. Trying to blame Jess because he’d been my best bud all those years and never told me any of this shit about him being gay. He’d known a lot of shit – like how he was able to suck his own cock. He’d known it for years and never told me. And now I was supposed to be OK with it? Well, I wasn’t.

    But in the end, I knew there was no one to blame but myself.

    I had spent the whole day at home. I couldn’t possibly have gone to school and faced Jess, or risked running into Justin. I had absolutely no idea what might happen if I did. It was a long day with a lot of time to think. Maybe too much time. I tried to take my mind off it watching guys jack off and stuff on XTube, but you can only watch headless guys jack off so many times and you’re ready for something new.

    I went to JUB and read some stories. They distracted me from my personal misery. Some of the stories were pure sex and got me pretty hard for a while. Other stories didn’t sound so different than mine. Of course, all the stories had fairytale endings, if they bothered to end at all.

    I spent a lot of time reading and fantasizing over one really fucking hot story that was stroking my mind. So good. So engrossing. So hot I couldn’t stop reading. It was like I’d climbed in the shower with these two guys. The story was Shower With My Brother’s Friend by bjboy8807. bjboy8807 has got a really cute picture of himself on his home page. About my age. From San Antonio. And he loves giving head. A guy who can write like that can give me head anytime, I thought as I started to read again. My hard eight inches was wrapped in my palm and ready for action.

    . . . he slowly kissed his way down my neck, onto my chest, making a short stop at my right nipple to gently lick it with the tip of his tongue, which gave me goose bumps all over, he thought that was cute and kept moving down. His tongue slid its way down my abs and to my belly button, which he again stopped at, but then quickly moved down to the main attraction, my now extremely hard cock, which now showed a drop of pre-cum at the tip.

    I looked down at my own raging cock. There was more than a drop of pre-cum flowing from my piss slit. I was leaking big time. I continued reading and stroking.

    He gently licked his way to the head of my dick and licked the small drops of pre-cum away. "Oh, I've been waiting to taste you again since our shower together," he said. He devoured my cock. All the way down his throat it went. He took special care to circle my head with his tongue, a sensation that drove me crazy. It was amazing the tricks he knew.

    I slumped down in my chair. My cock pointing up at me. I started to mimic every action blowjob boy was describing. Imagining it was blowjob boy himself. Here with me. Dark eyes. Fantastic swimmer’s body. Just like I love. Those soft lips. Down between my legs. My hand went to my nuts as I read . . .

    He would knead my balls in his hands, and bob his head up and down, and every time I thought I was gonna blow, he'd stop. After fifteen or so minutes of this amazing blow-job, he pulled me out of his mouth and started moving back up to my face, he kissed me again. "Justin I want to feel you inside of me," he said. "Well lay down and get ready," I told him.

    That’s what I so wanted to say to my Justin. Justin I want to feel you inside of me. My mind was a blur of characters. I wanted to be Justin wanting to be fucked. I wanted to be Chris so ready to fuck Justin. I wanted to be bjboy, the one calling the shots. Moving the players. Closer together. More in love. And in lust. Justin, Chris, me, Justin, blowjob boy. We were all interchangeable in my mind. In a tangle of lust and desire that drew us together. My cock was aching. My roiling cum building up.

    He lay on his back and I spread his legs apart. "I've never done this before, so be gentle," he said with a worried look on his face. I lay on top of him and kissed him on the lips. "I'll be as gentle as you like." He smiled and his white teeth smiled. I kissed my way down his amazing body. I stopped at his cock and kissed it right on the head, and Chris let out a soft moan. I brought my face to his firm ass and spread his cheeks apart and plowed my face into it. I swirled my tongue softly around his tight button, and he moaned loudly.

    I was so hot. I had to take my hand off my throbbing cock. I sat there dabbing a finger in my oozing pre-cum. Tasting it. Dreaming of Justin. Dreaming of blowjob boy in Texas. My own life a fantasy gone so wrong. My own cock aching to correct it.

    I softly started to make my way into his hole. The more I pushed with my tongue the louder his moans would become. "Oh, God! Justin that feels amazing. Mmmmmm." Chris' moans made me so hot that I wanted nothing more than to be inside of him. Once my tongue had done all that it could do, I traded it for my finger.

    My hand was back to my cock. My need was incredible. I had to have Justin. I’d been edging too long. As my orgasm built, I started to skim.

    . . . He gasped, and I could feel his hole tighten on my finger, but he soon relaxed. . . . I kissed him on the lips and took my fingers from his hole . . . “I've jerked off every night thinking about you.” . . . I lubed up my cock and his hole and put my head up to his hole. I looked him in the eye and he nodded. I slowly started to push my cock into him. The head popped in and Chris closed his eyes, and took in a deep breath, I could feel him tighten . . .. he opened his eyes again and looked at me, and again nodded. I slowly pushed farther and farther in until I could feel his ass pushed up against me and I knew I was all the way in. . . . ass tightened around my cock. It was the most amazing sensation I had ever felt. . . . slowly . . . in and out of his ass . . . I started to fuck Chris harder and harder . . . Chris would grind up against me. We moaned together. The sounds of our lovemaking filling the room.

    My nuts tightened. My chest tightened. I closed my eyes and saw blowjob boy as if he were in the room with me. Making love. I saw Justin. I saw each of them and all of them. Fucking their happy brains out. I wanted to wait. To cum with Chris and Justin and blowjob boy. Too late.

    My cum surged through my nuts and shaft. It erupted from my cockhead with such sensation that my brain was on fire. My guts in knots. I came. And I came. And I came. My warm cum flooding into my lap. My cock throbbing with each load. My hand sliding up and down my cum-slicked shaft. Then only a single finger running up and down the underside of my cock shaft. I love that feel. I love it the best when it’s Justin’s tongue. Gentle massage to the backside of my cockhead. Right where it meets my cock shaft. Right where it feels so exquisite. At last, my cum flow reduced to a slow dribble. My body slumped in my chair. I read one last bit of Shower With My Brother’s Friend as the aftershocks of my cum ebbed. I slowly scooped up and ate my still-warm cum as I read . . .

    "Come on, Justin. Fill me up, fill my tight ass up with your cum!" I gave his ass two more good pounds and then I forced my cock all the way in him and my cock exploded. "Ooooooooooooohhh, fuck!” I filled his ass with my cum. . . . Chris exploded all over both of us . . . he was cumming like crazy. My orgasm was too much and I collapsed on top of him. . . . we both lay there breathing hard, in a pool of cum.


    I, too, was breathless. Spent. Laying there in a pool of cum. My cum. Alone. But at last I could drift off to sleep.

    I awoke about 9 p.m. and somehow managed to hold off calling Justin until almost 9:30. When I finally did call and he realized it was me, he just said, “So what do you want?” in a tone that was none too friendly.

    “I’m sorry. I’m so, so sorry. I’ve thought about it all fucking night and all day and I should have something better to say, but that’s all I can think of. I’ll never do anything like that again. I’m so sorry.” I may have been crying. I’m not really sure. Finally I stopped talking and listened to the silence at the other end. I could hear music in the background, but Justin said nothing.

    “Are you there?” I asked as my mind flashed back to the story I had been reading earlier. I wanted us to be like Chris and Justin. I wanted my Justin to say to me . . . to say what he had said before. I love you. I wanted to say those same words to him.

    There was a long pause and then Justin said, “I shouldn’t have even answered the phone when I saw it was you calling. And I won’t answer it again. . . . No, wait. Here’s the deal: I’ll answer calls from you if Jess tells me that it’s OK. That you two are best friends again. That you’ve made everything right. Until then, you can just sit home and fuck yourself. I don’t even want to see you.”

    He hung up. I just sat there holding the phone, not knowing what to do next. Fantasy and reality. Lust and love. If only they could be more the same. Less trouble. Less pain.

    I know I cried then. And, as you probably have guessed, I’m not a guy who cries.

    If I wanted Justin, even as just a friend . . . and I fucking wanted Justin in the worst way . . . I had to call Jess. But that was just too hard for me to do. Instead, I sat in my room and felt sorry for myself, blamed myself, told myself there hadn’t been any other way.

    But when I stopped running my mind round and round all my fucking excuses, I was left with nothing but the image of Jess’ face. His face staring into mine. His tears as I plunged that big black dildo in and out of Justin’s ass until Justin came and then I came, too. No matter how good that cum had felt, there was no pleasure in my memory from that moment now. The look on Jess’ face as he had watched ]that]. What must he think of me? He would never talk to me again. Never look at me again.

    I couldn’t even imagine how I could face him. Passing him in the halls at school. Sitting in classes with him. At swim practice. In the showers. How could I? How could I have ever thought it was a good idea to trick him into walking in on Justin and me?

    As I sorted all this shit out, I told myself often enough that I didn’t know Jess would see that. But I had to admit to myself that I knew he would see something. Something that would hurt him deeply. Hurt him so deeply that I would never have to talk to him about Justin and me being boyfriends. About Jess and me being . . . what?

    God, what a fucking mess I had created.

    The weekend passed as I moped about the house, mostly staying to my room, my computer and my bed. On Monday I stayed home from school again. My mother was really getting concerned and wanted me to see a doctor. I told her I was getting better. I was just really tired, but getting better each day. I knew I couldn’t stay home another day. It was time to face the music.

    I needed a plan and I didn’t have one. I needed to know the right words to tell Jess and I didn’t have a clue. I really wanted to ask Justin what I should say, but I knew he’d never talk to me. Not about that. Not about anything.

    And then in desperation, I picked up the phone and called Jess. I didn’t know if he’d answer my call or not. I could hear his mom calling him to the phone. I waited. A long time.

    Then I heard a faint and almost frail Jess say, “What do you want, Billy? I have nothing to say to you.”

    “I know I have no right to ask, but I want to see you tonight. Saying I’m sorry doesn’t cut it. I know that. I need to prove to you that I can be your friend again and I don’t think I can do that over the phone. Please, Jess, give me just this one chance.”

    Continued tomorrow . . .

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    The exerpts from Shower With My Brother's Friend, Chapter 3, were used with permission of the author bjboy8807. We highly recommend that anyone who has not read this story do so immediately. If you have read it already, read it again. I did.

    We'll be back tomorrow to conclude this chapter. After all the great comments this past week, I probably don't need to ask for your feedback, advice, comments. But we always appreciate it. Thanks again bjboy. We hope you like it.
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    Excellent chapter so far and will be waiting for the second half. Yes I have read Shower With My Brothers Friend and it is another great story.

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    once again another great chapter cant wait for the second half.

    HR you rock man, i look forward to your chapters every wednesday

    I have read Shower with my brothers friend and loved that story too. Def give two thumbs up for bjboy8807

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    I can understand why Jess is angry and Justin is pissed.
    However I empathise with Billy. Even though what he may have done was wrong, how the hell do you know whats 'right' when your confused and have no role models.

    Fantastic as usual, looking forward to the next installment.
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    bjboy8807's story was amongst the best in JUB... HR, just can't wait for part II

    Hang in there Jess.. I'm sure Billy will fix everything

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    Quote Originally Posted by Paulo68 View Post
    I empathise with Billy. Even though what he may have done was wrong, how the hell do you know whats 'right' when your confused and have no role models.|
    Exactly! Thanks Paulo.

    Quote Originally Posted by muzakified View Post
    Hang in there Jess.. I'm sure Billy will fix everything
    Yea, just call me Billy The Fixer.

    HR -- I may have jerked it, but you nailed it in this last part. I don't know why that particular cum sticks in my mind so much. It's like I can remember every stroke and every twitch in my nuts and every ounce of my juice. I was so into that shower story. I think you made my jerk off seem real. Great job.

    bjboy -- I hope you don't mind that HR included the part about me imagining Chris and Justin and especially you. But you know everyone who reads your story thinks you are fucking hot. Cuz you are. Sorry to read about your breakup. That sucks. But thanks for letting HR use your stuff. I wouldn't mind using your stuff too, if you know what I mean. BTW, any update on your new project. I know - finals and all that shit. But some of us are really waiting day to day. Ace those zams!

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