I always new i was gay lol even when i was little and my mother would say when u grow up and marry a beautiful woman or something like that i would just think what about a man? ya know, so when i was 18 is when i decided i would be alright to become sexualy active with guy, there was this guy in my year i had the biggest crush on him because me was funny and drop sexy fucking sexy but he would always give me shit about everything, I looked very femane when i was younger... still do ... he would flick stuff at me during classes and shove me around in the hall ways and the basic stuff like that, he even tryed to fight me once. When we moved up a year they would change around the students per rooms (it was a live at school go home on the weekend school) anyway when i went to my room it had mine and his name on the door i was a bit shacken up because he hated me so much and happy because i had a crush on him. once he got to the room he ignored me existence completely almost acted like i wasn't there, we has these tiny kitchen like things next to the bath room if we were both in the kitchen he would just shove past me and not take notice i just ignored it and didn't say anything it went on for about 3 months befor he said something he asked me why i never said anything to him, i just ignored him and acted as if i didnt hear him. that night i was sitting on the lounge watching tv on the lounge was really droopy he came up and sat right next to me, but he almost jumped on the lounge so i cant fell over him, i went to get up straight away but he put his hand on my back not holding me down or anything just rested it on my back i sat back up and shocked away from him i was a bit shocked and he was smiling with a little cheeky grin. i sat back and pulled me knees up to my body . he put his hand behind my back and grabed my legs and pulled me right ontop of him my back was to his chest I couldnt see my face but i'm pretty sure i went red i just sat there nervous and unsure of what exactly was happening he started to kiss the back of my neck and rub my chest it was really turning me on, i begane to feel comfortable with it so a relaxed and layed back into his chest, he kept kising and sucking on my neck his hand eventuly went under my shirt, after a while he moved his hand down and started rubbing my cock, i got hard and it really turned him on he layed my back on the lounge and took my shirt off he undid my pants and started kissing and licking my chest, he was being awfuly gental and effectionette for someone who hated me. he kepy rubbing me, then he started kising me i ws a bit shocked when he stuck his tounge in my mouth because he has it pierced and it felt really wired lol. he took his pants of and pulled my onto of him we grinded for a while it was amazing, i was trying hard not to moan because i felt a little embarresed. I moved down his body and sucked him off he had a really nice cock, after he came he did me and i after i came i asked him if he wanted to have sex he said yes , it took him a while to panatrate my arse but with a little help he got it i got alot of pleasure just from the fact that he was inside me. he did like me because he kept kissing my back and shoulders and calling me bub haha. After that night, i said hello to him in the morning and he pushed me awayand told me to fuck off, I started crying and went to my room he followed me in and hugged me and said he was sorry and now we've been together for almost 8 years .