I had the biggest crush on my pe teacher. Saw him naked in the changing room when I was nine and from then on wanted him. Weirdly, saw him on a tv chat show audience thing years later (I must have been 20?) and still thought he was hot. When I was 30 I thought about moving to the south of england and looked on gaydar to see how hot the guys were and there he was.
Since then, I've found out that he loves being rimmed and fucking in the shower!