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  1. #1
    Bradlee
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    Leave Myself A Little Time

    Not long ago you'd find me feeling so low
    I had some troubles that you just can't hide
    No time to start but livin' far from my heart
    I thought I'd take another look inside

    Lovers and friends will come and go like the wind
    and there is nothin' any man can do
    For what it's worth I'll make a home on this earth
    and I will hope that love will see me through



    I'll leave myself a little time for some gladness
    and even if I don't know why
    Tomorrow's gonna bring the sunshine to a brand new day anyway
    There's music in the air with laughter everywhere
    And love could be the reason why
    I'll leave myself a little time to go a different way


    I can't believe that now I'm singin' a song
    or that I'm laughin' with that great big sun
    No one I see has got a worry for me
    I'm keepin' old Mister Time on the run

    I'll leave myself a little time for some gladness
    and even if I don't know why
    Tomorrow's gonna bring the sunshine to a brand new day anyway
    There's music in the air with laughter everywhere
    And love could be the reason why


    I'll leave myself a little time to go a different way


    I'll leave myself a little time to go a different way


    LIFE HAS CHANGED TODAY- I'm GRATEFUL MOM.
    MISS YOU

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    Re: Leave Myself A Little Time





    Loverly Thread and Posting, Bradlee

    eM.

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    Re: Leave Myself A Little Time

    You are so sweet Bradlee!

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    Re: Leave Myself A Little Time

    I can honestly say for the first time in years,I'm have some sort of optimism going on.
    The financial picture greatly improved and I no longer feel trapped in a endless nightmare.

    I don't know how she did it.

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    Re: Leave Myself A Little Time

    You put a smile on my face...> I am happy for you!!

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    Re: Leave Myself A Little Time

    Quote Originally Posted by Bradlee View Post
    I can honestly say for the first time in years,I'm have some sort of optimism going on.
    The financial picture greatly improved and I no longer feel trapped in a endless nightmare.
    I couldn't have put my situation any better myself! You're so loved and well thought of.

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    Re: Leave Myself A Little Time

    Quote Originally Posted by Bradlee View Post
    I can honestly say for the first time in years,I'm have some sort of optimism going on.
    The financial picture greatly improved and I no longer feel trapped in a endless nightmare.
    Glad to hear that.

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    Re: Leave Myself A Little Time

    What a beautiful way to express yourself and the love you hold for your Mom!.
    I'm so happy that you're dealing better with your devastating loss; and that life is being made easier in other ways.
    I'm a fairly new member but just in my time I have seen a change in your posts and the frequency of your posts. Thankfully you're on your way to recovery and will soon be able to enjoy life to the fullest.

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    Re: Leave Myself A Little Time

    Quote Originally Posted by Bradlee View Post
    I can honestly say for the first time in years,I'm have some sort of optimism going on.
    The financial picture greatly improved and I no longer feel trapped in a endless nightmare.

    I don't know how she did it.
    That's wonderful news!!

    This is my feeling optimistic song:

    Artist: Johnny Nash Lyrics
    Song: I Can See Clearly Now Lyrics



    I can see clearly now, the rain is gone,
    I can see all obstacles in my way
    Gone are the dark clouds that had me blind
    Itís gonna be a bright (bright), bright (bright)
    Sun-Shiny day.

    I think I can make it now, the pain is gone
    All of the bad feelings have disappeared
    Here is the rainbow Iíve been prayin?for
    Itís gonna be a bright (bright), bright (bright)
    Sun-Shiny day.

    Look all around, thereís nothin?but blue skies
    Look straight ahead, nothin?but blue skies

    I can see clearly now, the rain is gone,
    I can see all obstacles in my way
    Gone are the dark clouds that had me blind
    Itís gonna be a bright (bright), bright (bright)
    Sun-Shiny day.
    Stone cold sober as a matter of fact.

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    Good things come to those that wait.

    Glad to read the cheer in your post!

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    Re: Leave Myself A Little Time

    Bradlee, it is kinda like kismet that you posted this beautiful piece of prose today. October 5 would have been my mom's birthday. She would have been 77 today.

    Yes, she's been on my mind a little more than usual today.

    Thanks for making it a positive day!


    The Three Musketeers... Bashful, Chrisglass, and Ronboy!

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    Re: Leave Myself A Little Time

    Thanks guys.
    The lyrics from above are from the



    Partridge Family!
    The song is corny but came along at the right time in my life.

    Well written for whats been going on with me.
    Yeah,losing my mom after only knowing her for brief time was incredibly hard.I'm glad at that time I was really grounded in my life.Sure,I had some issues,but I knew things would get better.
    Totally a pessimist by experience,it was incredibly hard battling such serious odds.

    However,each day is a chance to make a difference,and try to help other people.It is through that behavior I learned that I found some optimism in doing it.

    I struggled for a long time on whether or not I would reveal my sexuality to her,but there never was the right time.I'm ok with that now,and I know she really did love me after all.

    The relationship with my brother has gotten somewhat better.Both of us have let each other back in,slowly.
    Those who read my blog I had here in the early days of JUB,know how hard it is to look someone in the face who watch things happen that shouldnt have.But I can forgive.Maybe not forget,which maybe some day will happen.

    The severe,and I mean almost hopeless financial burden has really changed my direction on how to get where I need to be.

    I will take the little vial of Mom's ashes to Provincetwon on my annual weekend mental recovery vacation.Full of seminars and socials,I cherish the Dune Walk,I will throw her spirit to the wind.Along with all the bad stuff that I just don't need anymore.I did this several years ago after Keith's death,and it was the first time I felt a "spiritual awakening".
    Since then I have come to believe that is isnt a God per say,but people I let into my life.

    Some of those are JUBBERS,so I wanted to say thanks for putting up with me for 3+years now.

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