That was so fucking hot ... I'm so sexually tense that was hot!!!hi ,just new to this forum and been reading around a few of the threads.This one stuck in my mind so i thought i might convey my experience as i have never discussed it (and probably never will) with anyone directly in my life.
At about age 9 or 10,im not exactly sure i had several experiences with my father,i must say from the start that i think it occured primarily because i encouraged him,perhaps in an unknowing ,naive way but never the less it was me who i guess primarily out of curiosity made myself available to him.
As i remember it began when i was taking a shower and he came into the bathroom,we were talking thru the shower curtain and i stuck my head out from behind the curtain to continue talking to him.I guess my penis must have been pressed up against the curtain also because as he left the bathroom my dad grabbed it thru the curtain and commented on how my "prawn" was getting bigger.It was over in seconds and i think quite unintentional on his part,it was more about how i reacted.This seemingly innocent jesture sent what felt like a bolt of lightning thru my body that felt wonderful to me which i guess now was the beginning of my sexual awakening.From that point on i lived for him to do it again to me, so much so that i would wait until my mum and sisters were out and it was just him & i at home before i would hit the shower praying he would come into the bathroom.I recall being dissapointed several times that he didnt come in, and when he did i would make sure i pressed myself up against the shower curtain hoping he would grab me again.
Eventually it did happen again, im not sure how long it took,but i guess from his point of view it would have been obvious what i was wanting so god knows what was going thru his head. Anyway when he grabbed me thru the curtain again i was in heaven,and this time he didnt let go for a long while and when he did before i could be too disappointed the curtain drew back and he stepped into the shower with me .I think this was the first time i had seen my father upclose and naked and i was totally in awe of his penis, i recall that initially i just played with his cock which was at my eye level, the water from the shower blocking my eyes.Then i remember him taking my cock in his mouth which was the most wonderous sensation at the time,then as he stood up again i tried it on him in return as he fondled my cock.I think that he came but as most of it was washed away with the shower water i remember realising that something unusual had happened but not sure what.
Then as quickly as it began it was over,i think i had a genuine crush on my dad there for a while, we had a few other similar experiences but again i was dissapointed many times when he didnt even come in when i was showering.
We did have a few different experiences mstly after showering when we were home alone but only 3 or 4 that i remember.
i think i must have got over my initial infatuation and stopped persuing him and he never forced me to do anything so it stopped quite naturally, i guess it went on over about 6 months and i would guess my dad hopes that i dont remember any of it, i would never remind him anyway there is no reason to nowadays.
i dont think my dad was a paedophile ,i dont really see it as natural. i just see it as the beginning of my sexuality.so can any 1 else relate to my experience??