
12 years after deciding I wanted to teach I finally made it to do post grad teacher training in 1 intensive year. I'm wondering now did I make the right choice?
Although I've only had classes for a week I don't know if I can take the pressure and the workload, I was working as a classroom assistant before this and all I wanted to do was teach. Its 9 months long and it will go in a blink of an eye but its going to be tough.
I need to over come my fears and watch myself
I'm out to my family from january of this year but as the time has worn on I feel like I have gone back into the closet. It mybe that I have been that used to not talking about what I have been feeling deep down I never express it. Don't get me wrong I'm not comfortable saying I facy a man or TV for example to my parents, but it feels like we are tip toeing around each other afraid to say things.
But I have to push the matter my family are all OK with it they love me no matter what.
A shout out to everyone on the site posting threads about BBM including myself. Why isn't there a merged thread to talk about everything BBM do we really need a new one everyday? Seriously its bumping good threads down the list by rehashing what has already been stated on the board so please please let us suggest a merging of the threads.
Out doing some shopping today and I noticed that people began rushing round for the last minute things before the shops close. Now looking at the windows I noticed that the well known sign showing us the opening hours are gone (*U*) (*S*) How are the busy shoppers able to cope. Have these signs become unfashionable in this Coffee bar and designer shop world we live in?
Watching TV it seems that all gay men have to dress like a 15 year old girl no matter what age they are. Is this a brand mark that says GAY?
The clothes are those liitle T-Shirts that have stupid slogans on them and jeans with those girlly belts. I mean they look terrible. I'd be embarressed, why not just a shirt and jeans or a plain tee. For God sake why do the male of they species think they are half the age they really are???
You can be old and wear nice