Today I found out that a Gaelic Footballer Player from Ireland did two films on the casting room. One was a solo the other with a guy. Now sometimes I gloss over the affects the sex industry can have and how dark elements of it are but I honestly hate this news. The guy went by Fergus on the site and of course the films reared their ugly heads. The reason I'm angry is because this guy is battling gambling addiction so remove the debate over his sexuality for a minute he maybe actually be so desperate
Not everyone will understand the ins & outs but they will relate and say yes I do that too or that is so true.
12 years after deciding I wanted to teach I finally made it to do post grad teacher training in 1 intensive year. I'm wondering now did I make the right choice?
Although I've only had classes for a week I don't know if I can take the pressure and the workload, I was working as a classroom assistant before this and all I wanted to do was teach. Its 9 months long and it will go in a blink of an eye but its going to be tough.
I need to over come my fears and watch myself
I'm out to my family from january of this year but as the time has worn on I feel like I have gone back into the closet. It mybe that I have been that used to not talking about what I have been feeling deep down I never express it. Don't get me wrong I'm not comfortable saying I facy a man or TV for example to my parents, but it feels like we are tip toeing around each other afraid to say things.
But I have to push the matter my family are all OK with it they love me no matter what.
A shout out to everyone on the site posting threads about BBM including myself. Why isn't there a merged thread to talk about everything BBM do we really need a new one everyday? Seriously its bumping good threads down the list by rehashing what has already been stated on the board so please please let us suggest a merging of the threads.