As I sit here preparing to go to my trailer in the country for at least a week, (Not sure when I am coming back?) I am reflecting on what a great summer it has been so far. Now after putting in a very laborious 4 months I am getting away to my trailer which I have lovingly named " My little piece of paradise" to just relax, I won't have a car so I aint going no where!!! I'll post some pics if I can figure it out.
I have been to my trailer quite often this summer. My two
Well it has almost been 6 years since I got divorced and came out of the closet, at first I thought to myself pfft this should be easy and I will have a boyfriend in no time. Well nothing could be further from the truth. I find myself now very lonely. Do not get me wrong I still have my friends from my youth, but I do not see them as often (usually see them a lot more in the summer) and I just have this feeling of loneliness.
I know I really do not help myself by liking younger guys,
Well after 5 years of agonizing over coming out two my twin 13 yeard old boys, I finally did it. We were in the car yesterday coming home from our trailer in the country and I told them I was gay. They said we know and went back to what they were doing.
So after agonizing over coming out to them for the last 5 years it turned out to be a total non-event phew!!! Pretty much everyone knows about the new me now and what a weight lifted off my shoulders it really does feel great. And
So I put an add on Craiglist tonight not really expecting any thing to come of it. I wanted me a beautiful twink just to relax with and smoke up and have fun and admire a beautiful body. Well I never dreamed I would get what I did. I just had the most passionate sex in a long long time with a gorgeous twenty three year old who happened to like older guys. Well it was awesome and I can not remember the last time I had someone so beautiful and passionate in my bed!! We had a great time we laughed
Wow it has been a while... Things are going pretty good right now, for the moment I am happy. After having two attacks of gout in less then a month I said that is it!! I started eating healthier about 4-5 weeks ago and what a difference. The first thing I noticed was that I no longer felt groggy and tired all the time and I had energy. Then the weight loss came woot woot!! I do not know how much I lost because I did not weigh myself yet, but I am guessing somewhere between 20-30 pounds. Also,I have