So, I went and hung out with Chris this afternoon. Nothing really happened; we just had to run some errands. Then I did laundry; just the usual day.

At 8:30 we all met for coffee to go over what we could afford, and different things about getting a house together. My friends Angie, Melissa and Tiffany surprised me and showed up today. It was great.

I'm really lonely right now. I talked to Kellen, and he's ok with me asking his friend that he's interested in out.

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So, much has happened... It's been like 5 days since I've written.

Thursday I went to work, yada yada, then went and packed, and then my friends and I all went out and looked at houses. After that we went to Village Inn, and I swear to God I'm amazed Kellen didn't get bitch-slapped by the waitress. He was totally dogging on women. I also got to meet Kellen's friend Bentley, who I think is a cutie. (!) (!) I laughed so hard, I think at one point I cried. "Can I have a

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Not really much of anything happened today. It's all mainly background stuff. I was in a rather jovial mood today. Very nice.

So, I went and talked to my friend Bruce. He hopefully should be able to start paying me back soon. He's racked up quite the bill. He doesn't really have any money though because his sister is a complete bitch.

I need to get my finances in order. I want to move out with my friends Jon and Kellen, but it ain't gonna happen because my ass

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So, I realized today that life goes on. I told Chris and Jon how I felt about what happened and how I had way too much time to think last night. My life will go on....

Chris is such an awesome guy, and he feels horrid that he might have hurt me, but the only one doing anything to hurt me is myself. People tend to make themselves doormats. No one makes them into one.

I gave in and turned Bruce's phone back on. Jon didn't take it very well. No big surprise there.

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So, today was one of those days, that I just wish I could have skipped. Nothing happened; I just had way too much time to think about all of the bad things that are happening in life.

This morning Chris was told that his Mom does have cancer. I think it's in her pancreas. I'm not sure. I'm also apprehensive that I"m going out of town next weekend and Jon and Chris will probably spend the whole weekend together. I am incredibly green around the gills. I don't even dislike

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