:rb: So I am officially 100% out. nobody is bound to secret anymore. everyone I deemed important enough to tell has been told!
I'm in my hometown for a couple of weeks visiting my family, and all my old mates. I spent a couple of days telling more fringe family members, and those I thought wouldn't take it well. To my pleasant surprise, everyone was really good about it. Even my conservative old pop, who's only concern was my continuing the family line.
So a little
It's been a while since I posted. I got pretty sucked into couple life.
So its time for an update.
Last time I wrote I had come out to my mum, well now my dad knows too, as well as half of my family. I'm actually going back to my hometown this Sunday, so I'll be telling the rest of my family and my close friends. Not in a flaunting it way, just telling people who would care and who deserve to know.
I'm actually really looking forward to it. I love the
So it's done. My mum came up for her holiday, and I told her I was gay. And I feel so much more free because of it :)
It was terrifying, the first few days she was up i couldn't find the courage to tell her. so I talked to my best friends and my boyfriend and they all helped me until eventually I broke it to her.
We were alone at my house sitting on the couch playing mario kart, when I paused the game and said there was something I had to tell her, she said yes i know
In 2 days time my mum is flying up from Tasmania.
She's flying up for a 5 day visit to see how my new out of the nest life is.
I'm going to tell her I'm gay.
I'm not as afraid as I was when I initially came out, because now that I have been me for a while, it feels natural, and I'm happy with myself. But still, I'm feeling a little apprehensive. I mean I don't know when or how to break it to her. or how she'll react.
Ok so I'm a lot apprehensive,
I'm becoming convinced that life only gives you things, so that it can get a laugh when it takes them away.
The last couple of months were the highest point for me in a good few months. Finally got my shit together, surlifesaving in my spare time, got a job that I enjoy, finally got the courage to come out to myself and my friends, and then a relationship.
Then life noticed it was all going a little too well and slammed on the breaks.
First I got news