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I want to hold your hand. I want to feel your cheek next to mine. I want your love. I want us to be together forever. I want us to be best friends, partners, lovers, I want everything. It seems selfish that I should want so much. But I freely give you everything I am and everything I have. And still it's not enough. Because I can never have what I want...because you don't want it. You can't want it because you're not like me. I would give up everything if you were if we could be together, to love
Sometimes I think if I were straight, I'd probably be married by now. That sounds ridiculous. Where I live, though, if you're not 20 and hot or 60 and willing, there's not much here. Yes, I know, looks aren't everything, but here, I think they weigh heavily (no pun intended). If there are guys my age living here that show interest in me, they usually have difficulties stringing words together to form sentences. I promise you, it's not because my standards are too high. I just like to talk, you know,
I turn 30 tomorrow. Never did I imagine this is where I'd be. I still have three years of school left before I'm a certified music educator, I continue to struggle with my weight and I live in a place where finding a date is as likely as winning the lottery. Now that that's out of the way...I have the greatest friends and family any homo could possibly ask for. I am blessed with a great sense of humor, amazing friends and a truly accepting family. I have direction, purpose and a vision for my future.
How much jacking off is too much? Sites like the American Medical Association state you can't pull your pud enough to make it a problem unless it causes physical harm (how many loads in one day?) or interferes with normal social behavior.
Let's be completely honest, if your sex drive works anything like mine, you wake up horny, think about cock most of the day (you're not always on the lookout?) and spill your seed
It has been six full months since I finished my degree. I find myself struggling to see my future. It was supposed to be easier than this. For several years now, there's been talk of passing the business on to me when the owners are ready to retire. I don't know if I can hold out that long. I haven't received a raise in over a year, the only thing left to cut is payroll and I'm the only one on payroll. Outside of the owners and one repair tech, I'm the only person working in the store. I