It's been a while that I've posted a blog here on JUB. The main factor was that I had a lot to do for school, but als my personal life has changed. After over 1.5 years my strange way of a relationship is over without a possible change.
The last couple of weeks were heavy for me and there was a point I even wanted to quit school because I couldn't take it anymore. At the moment I'm writing this blog, my eyes are starting to turn read and the tears begin to form. I am afraid that I
It's been a while that I've put a blog here on JUB. After my breakup I got a bit too busy with school and other activities. It made me feel bad towards all people I know here on JUB and who have become online buddies.
The time between my breakup and the moment that I'm writing this blog has been a difficult period for me. When I wasn't busy for school or the students association, I was doing things for my family or friends. The last category has a new member in it; my ex-boyfriend.
The reason I'm not here a lot anymore was because of the problems I was having in my relationship. I handle the fact of living in a secret relationship which last for 9 months. Almost a week ago I went to my former boyfriend to tell him I'm losing myself as a person if this keeps going on. He told me that it's better to stop it right away.
We both cried for hours and he made it clear that he doesn't want to lose me as a close friend, something we've become as well in time. Except
It's been a while that I've made a blog. Most of my blogs start quite small and end up to a huge story. This time I hope it's not going to be too long...
At the end of last year I met a mature man. He was the first man I've had a relationship with. Before him I've only dated girls and only had female relationships. Some were more than 2 months, but most were a lot shorter. With my first boyfriend, as I mentioned earlier, it lasted 2 months.
At the end of februari he
My boyfriend and I are together now for over a month now and we're still very found of each other. Every time we meet up again we're aware that the feelings towards each other grew stronger compared to the last time we were together. The times that we're not together are getting more painful in a strange way, but the pain disappears when we meet up again.
From day one I still felt love and regrets towards my exboyfriend. The times we talked on the phone, texted and chatted online