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On the Prowl
It seems to be the theme of things within the queer "fold" that bisexuality equates to promiscuity. However, I'm more a relationship-oriented, monogamous, gender-neutral bisexual which seems to be rare especially on JUB as well as in the world. Most bisexual guys seem to find it more convienent to have flings, "no-strings-attached", or emotionally-detached sexual interaction with other men. I've noticed that I'm in the minority and many times will side with homosexuals on
What is the point of even trying? I just seems like the majority of the people worth your time and effort are useless junk. I mean really.........
I spent most of my time always trying to get out and get to know people, but every time I get to know somebody that I like you come to find out they are just looking for sex or no into you like that. That is how I feel about relationships.
Yeah, I know that we have to run into a lot of crap to find the one who we will
I've came out to the guy that I've been crushing on and in an awkward friendship with for nearly 3 months now. However, I did it via e-mail.
The reason why did via e-mail is because I was nervous as hell that somebody else was going to overhear our conversation. He is in military also, and I didn't want to jeopardize anything for him because of me. But now I'm nervous as hell what he reaction in person will be as I don't know how he act around me from now on.
Once again, here I am in a place where I don't know who or what I am. I'm still dealing with the emotional affair with the "sexually ambiguous" guy that I have discussed in this previous 2 blog entries, but I just lost as ever.
Some days I just don't know who I am and I try to figure it out, but it seems almost hopeless. This guy I'm dealing with is still making it more and more difficult to deal with my confusion. He once again made it know to me that he "attached"
How to iron one's feeling for somebody? I really wouldn't know since I've been thrown smack dab in the middle of an awkward situation with a guy. I met him the first part of this current semester (fall semester '07) and I have to say that I wasn't even thinking about anything with anybody. I say this b/c I haven't had feel anything in an intimate way in a couple years now, so I had gotten use to the fact that I was single and pretty content. Also when I met him I just saw him as everbody else