After seven years, I think that I have finally come to the realisation that being off them is just not a option.
I made a mistake and I'm angry at myself and I feel like I let myself down because I got it wrong. I thought that things were going OK enough that I could stop taking them and that things would be alright.
And I was wrong.
And I just feel slightly stupid for thinking that I could go at it alone when I clearly can't.
So now after