Sex and fun
by, May 14th, 2016 at 05:22 PM (520 Views)
This will sound crazy to just about everyone who hasn't read my blog entries:
a few nights ago, for the first time in my life I experienced a moment when sex was fun -- not duty, not being dominated by lust, not pain, but just fun.
In the midst of dealing with my brother dying, I can't tell how I feel about that. That night it was astounding to me, and briefly I was giddy about it; now I'm wondering if it's even worth remembering, because I doubt it will ever happen again.