well.... i'm starting to feel a bit too comfortable with my gayness now
maybe i should come out. well, not to my family but damnit, i'm gay and proud and it's not bad at all. in fact, it's the best thing ever. just jerked off yesterday now to this young guy bouncing around his pecs at a swimming party for some austrailan stripper site. had to get off to that.
i think i'm finally letting this shit get on my skin and it's making sense to me now. i'm going to go to the gym now. later.