Everyone once in a while my humanity rises up, which it has done now.

After a recent discussion with a pornographer, I've seen the ugliness of the porn industry. Here's the story...

I discovered the handsome young man who's photos were splashed all over the internet has tattoos of racist slogans and white power advocacy. After bringing this up to the pornographer, he claimed he didn't know what those symbols mean. All the while he claims ignorance of the tattoos meaning, yet boasts of how savvy he is in dealing with dangerous individuals and having the knowledge how to take care of himself. Colleagues even rush in to defend him adding to the spin.

The pornographer offered the excuse as they are old ink and he probably didn't know what they mean. They were done in a garage. Wrong.

An 18 year old doesn't have old tattoos; they're recently done and by a professional. Also, tattoo artists won't ink underage individuals.

He agrees this teenager is psychologically messed up and has had a rough life.

When a man in his 40's meets a troubled teen and proceeds to earn his trust only to take nude photos and videos of him, that's predatory. What is the man even doing with a troubled youth in the first place? The pornographer freely admits he is a fucked up kid and had a troubled childhood. Yet he seductively coos at him... telling him how handsome and sexy he is. That's powerful to a kid. That will lure anyone into doing pretty much anything.

Many will say, if you don't like it then don't look at it. No one is forcing you to look at it.

View the porn industry as a slaughterhouse. I don't want to watch the cows being killed, but I sure enjoy the end product, the steaks. Seeing a truck heading to the slaughterhouse filled with hogs I feel bad for the animals, but I love pork chops. I cringe when I visualize how the skin is pulled off cattle and tanned to make leather, but I love how the leather feels in my car.

It's the same way with the porn industry, only with human beings. It's appealing to see handsome young men but when it's revealed they're more than just an object, reality strikes. Who doesn't enjoy viewing a seductive young man?

It's sad how troubled teens meet up with those who see nothing more than a way to make profit through an end product. A troubled teen who has the good fortune to be physically attractive will be preyed upon by those wanting to exploit it. Those videos of the youth will be out there .... forever. This is a case of having good looks isn't always beneficial.

As I said before, at times my humanity rises up and see this industry for what it is. Exploitive and soulless. As I mentioned, I will boycott this studio. Other young men have had their careers destroyed by their relationship with this pornographer. View the photos of the men being hauled into the courtroom in handcuffs had their lives and careers destroyed by this pornographer.

Right now I'm thanking God I didn't meet up with this individual as a teen. Luckily I had a great childhood but could have been easily seduced by a man like this into doing things I would have spent a lifetime regretting.

In three years the nephew I'm raising will turn 18. He had a troubled past and is prone to do anything to gain acceptance. There are people out there waiting for him in San Diego. I'll make sure he never gets to that city.

This pornographer is the stranger your Mother warned you about.

When you view the person you're looking at as a human being, not just a sexual object, you really see just how ugly this industry is.