1 step forward 2 steps back
by, August 4th, 2008 at 01:42 PM (616 Views)
I'm out to my family from january of this year but as the time has worn on I feel like I have gone back into the closet. It mybe that I have been that used to not talking about what I have been feeling deep down I never express it. Don't get me wrong I'm not comfortable saying I facy a man or TV for example to my parents, but it feels like we are tip toeing around each other afraid to say things.
But I have to push the matter my family are all OK with it they love me no matter what. Its not homopiobia with them its something else and with me too, I just don't know what it is.
But what I'm really proud of is that I found out my Mother is worried that I may end up lonely. She is worried all 3 of her children will not find a partner and settle down. It picked me up to think that even after I came out she'd be OK with me being with someone.