Love myself, not logical at all.
by, October 25th, 2007 at 08:23 PM (337 Views)
One of the things that people always tell to me is that I need to love myself first.
I just can't see any logic in that, why would I love me? Why?? There is no actual reason to do that. I fully understand anyone who don't.
There is nothing in me to love...
When, I was younger, I was mad at people who din't like me... now I see that I din't deserve half of attention they would give me...
I... not someone who can love... it is not they fault... so it can only be mine.
I am so tired of being... what I am, not only a part, but the whole of me... there is nothing usefull, there is nothing good.
I don't want to die, I don't want to exist, I don't want to be... I want nothing, please... i deserve it.