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Love myself, not logical at all.

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One of the things that people always tell to me is that I need to love myself first.

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I just can't see any logic in that, why would I love me? Why?? There is no actual reason to do that. I fully understand anyone who don't.

There is nothing in me to love...

When, I was younger, I was mad at people who din't like me... now I see that I din't deserve half of attention they would give me...

I... not someone who can love... it is not they fault... so it can only be mine.

I am so tired of being... what I am, not only a part, but the whole of me... there is nothing usefull, there is nothing good.

I don't want to die, I don't want to exist, I don't want to be... I want nothing, please... i deserve it.
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