I was having lunch over the weekend with a friend, and I told her I was feeling old.
"Old?" She laughed. "You've always been old."
"What does that mean?"
She then told me that I was thought like an old person. WOrrying about consequences, very serious, etc... What happened to your childhood? Your do what you like?
I was surprised. I mean, I know I'm a serious person, but I didn't think that made me an old fuck.
So now I'm rethinking life. It's sort of like credit card debt. I try to pay off my balance every couple months. But I've got friends who don't care, because they said, "Either we make it rich in L.A. and all debts are paid, or we live a half decent life until then. WTF?"
I used to think they were freaks. Maybe I'm the freak. Eat, drink and be merry - the first half goes....