thought that i would like to have a lot of
leisure all time
when i was still engaged with my work.
but now when i really have a lot of leisure in my hands,
i feel sorta idealess.
dont really know how to spend the time...
try to find someone interesting to talk,
but just got totally disappointed when
i found that there was like almost no
one on my contact list.
try to go somewhere to take a trip,
but not so sure when i found that
how hard it could be if having no
friends to be as the mates to go
sitting back in front of the computer,
writing something down here.just want to
make the leisure go away faster...