the thing is i'm nervous about this whole thing because it's almost like i'm crawling up the same tree i fell from feeling disappointed.
last time i went to a shrink which was a psychologist in march, them and me talked about certain things. i was sharing certain things with them and they pretty much narrowed it down into whatever they thought was a major issue and what wasn't a major issue. i got a bit pissed off actually. i felt as if i was wasting my time. there were certain
you know, i was watching msnbc lockup yesterday with the lexington, kentucky county jail. there was one inmate there that really got me angry. it was a woman that beat her mother up and burned her with a curling iron. she knocked her two front teeth out. when i heard that shit and saw that she had no remorse or whatever, i was heated. now, i don't know what the household was like, if the mother had abused her when she was a child or whatever could have played a part to make her do that BUT
well, i think i've spent too much time on the computer where i'm starting to wonder to go through a process of derealization. i feel fucking pathetic. PAT-HE-TIC. for real.
i don't even feel like saying much real. fuck it.