i'm going to make this quick since i'm busy jerking off and i have work too.
okay, last night i went to a gay bar with a couple of people that i know and am cool with. you know, it's my third time going to a gay bar and what not. we're pretty much having a good time, mellowing down and whatever. i'm pretty much just being me, trying to get into my comfort zone or whatever. you know, i felt cool. then it occurred to me, one of the guys that i was with was joking with me (i'm not
but there's a lot of guys that annoy me because their personalities suck.
you know like there's guys outthere that are down to earth, you can talk to about anything, they keep it honest, and you can hang around. you know, regular ass guys that aren't feeling themselves to the point where they think they're the shit. i like guys like those. regular ass dudes that keep it real and don't have to put on a show for a bunch of people. you know, they may or may not be confident but
a word of warning. don't bother to read this shit if you don't want to be depressed or if you don't have anything nice to say. i don't feel like hearing any negative comments about me because i already do that myself so i don't need anybody besides me to do that shit. if i see any comment i don't like, i'm deleting it asap.
you know, i guess it's the anxiety and the sadness that is affecting me right now because i