i guess i'm going to wash, download another porn and then turn the computer off for the rest of the night, i haven't done shit besides eat and wash the dishes in the sink. i'm about to make some fried dimples (that is if i can remember how to make them). but yeah, i think i'm going to just chill out and watch a movie or play some video games.
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while these stupid ass commercials play and i still apply and apply and apply and apply and apply for more jobs, i start to think about my past, present and future regarding my sexuality.
you know, there's a thing on the forum where certain members who are openly gay have an issue about me being closeted. don't know why is it, it's not like my closet status is fucking with their lives or whatever. it's similar to how being gay doesn't affect any homophobes lives outthere so it
but as of right now, i'm not ready to enter the dating realm. i would LOVE to, don't get me wrong. i don't know about having sex but i wouldn't mind dating whoever if things were right where someone would understand the situation i am in right now in my life BUT i feel that i'm not ready for such. some members ask me when i'm going to cut the shit and come out or when i'm going to let someone else play with my dick since i jerk off all the time and etc. they have a point. i'm 25 years old turning
i'm about to go take a shit, wash myself and handle whatever i have to do. i'm feeling incredibly lazy right now and a bit too calm for my own good. i was feeling nervous a second ago over something else which turned out better than i expected. i have to send the information as soon as possible though so that they get the word as well as thanking the person who's helping me out. i need as much help i can get.
but you know, the summer is going by quick, you know. i'll