Far Away ~ Nickelback
This time, This place
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Decisions come in all forms - easy to make, moderately easy/hard and those mind boggling ones that tear you apart. Its not easy to make those decisions.
I guess I probably need time to consider it.
"Nobody said it was going to be easy" ~ The Scientist, Coldplay
What makes it difficult is that its a year, exactly. 18th July. No mistake about it. I don't want to be the bad guy. But I feel that maybe now is not the time. Later on? Another lifetime?
What goes up must come down they say. Is this statement really true? Can it be held true for the emotional state?
The past few days have been low... I'm worried about him. He hasn't been on since Saturday his time. I've tried waiting up to see if I can catch him. I wonder if the card has arrived his side yet. The last PM from him was, well, he's not doing so good. I just want to be there and hold him close and hug him to help him get through. Its been nearly a year, and June 18th