http://www.justusboys.com/forum/blogs/146057-sp0540230 JustUsBoys Forum en Tue, 21 May 2013 13:23:40 GMT vBulletin 30 http://www.justusboys.com/forum/images/misc/rss.jpg http://www.justusboys.com/forum/blogs/146057-sp0540230 http://www.justusboys.com/forum/entries/3731-Go-Nail-Em-Babe Mon, 23 Oct 2006 06:32:09 GMT Far Away ~ Nickelback This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long, Too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath... Far Away ~ Nickelback

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go

He gave this to me and everytime I listen to it, I am moved. I wish I could show how much I loved him and he knew and could see so. I love ya babe. More than I can say. Go nail yer exams. Best of luck. I'll be here when yer back. :kiss: (*8*) ]]> sp0540230 http://www.justusboys.com/forum/entries/3731-Go-Nail-Em-Babe http://www.justusboys.com/forum/entries/3344-There-will-always-be-hard-decisions Mon, 17 Jul 2006 18:01:24 GMT Decisions come in all forms - easy to make, moderately easy/hard and those mind boggling ones that tear you apart. Its not easy to make those... Decisions come in all forms - easy to make, moderately easy/hard and those mind boggling ones that tear you apart. Its not easy to make those decisions.

I guess I probably need time to consider it.

"Nobody said it was going to be easy" ~ The Scientist, Coldplay

What makes it difficult is that its a year, exactly. 18th July. No mistake about it. I don't want to be the bad guy. But I feel that maybe now is not the time. Later on? Another lifetime? I need to think about it. I'm sorry, now perhaps isn't the best time to tell you. You're still dealing with your loss...

I don't want to seem harsh, I don't want to break your friendship. Things get in the way, yes, they do. It seems as though my mind is made up. I want to just tell ya that forever I'll be there. But maybe this is it... For now. I dunno, we're so detached...

Ups and downs, many we've been through. Undeniably, you've been a great friend and a great support. That is true of you. But lately its been different. I dunno why.. You appologised, I accepted.

I dunno what to think. I just know, this is a difficult decision. I hope its for the best. Love ya always, even if its just friends. ]]> sp0540230 http://www.justusboys.com/forum/entries/3344-There-will-always-be-hard-decisions http://www.justusboys.com/forum/entries/3232-For-every-up-is-there-a-down Thu, 22 Jun 2006 17:47:55 GMT What goes up must come down they say. Is this statement really true? Can it be held true for the emotional state? The past few days have been... What goes up must come down they say. Is this statement really true? Can it be held true for the emotional state?

The past few days have been low... I'm worried about him. He hasn't been on since Saturday his time. I've tried waiting up to see if I can catch him. I wonder if the card has arrived his side yet. The last PM from him was, well, he's not doing so good. I just want to be there and hold him close and hug him to help him get through. Its been nearly a year, and June 18th was in essence a horrible day.

Why? June 18th, 11 months... Dusty was the one that supported us all the way, he was our angel. He was our older bro. He took care of us and sheltered us from a lot of stuff, he was our guardian so to speak. And June 18th was father's day... He never got to celebrate it! It doesn't seem fair. Did he even get to celebrate his first anniversary?

Anyway, David's been nagging at my thoughts quite often. I hope he's okay. Its not helping that I'm starting to worry about school too, seeing that the break ends this week. Will I be able to continue in the specialist dip? Ms Peter's words ring in my ears...

"So far no one has failed..."

So far. What if I don't cut it? I would've wasted someone else's space that could've done better than me. I'm probably over reacting to a lot of stuff, thinking far to negatively and far too much as usual.

Remember last year, when David's bud Aaron died? He went away for a trip for sometime. But it all came good in the end. He accepted Aaron's death. Dusty's passing on will take him some time to get over. I will just have to be strong for both of us I guess and we'll get through the rocks. I love you babe. Please be okay. Dying to hear from you, see you online even if yer not up to talking.

*Feels good to release all that tension* ]]> sp0540230 http://www.justusboys.com/forum/entries/3232-For-every-up-is-there-a-down