The Meeting

[angelus]

Chapter 1

We had gone to the same high school; we’d spent Grade 8 and 9 together to be exact before I’d moved to a different city. The image of his taut adolescent body had been seared into my memory from communal shower sessions we’d shared in boarding school. His name, Christiaan De Lange. When I saw him at the high court for the first time it was 15yrs since I’d last seen him but the passage of time had done nothing to assuage those passionate longings for him.

Despite always being prepared to see the subject of my first crush my first sighting of him still caused me to have a sharp intake if breath. Whereas in high school his hair had see-sawed from deep sensuous dirty blonde curls and a military style crew cut it now seductively lay long a light brown with only a few blonde highlights here and there to remind one that it had once been blonde. His lips were now a slightly darker raspberry stained colour with his skin as tanned as it had always been. But his eyes, his most striking feature were still the same, as I watched him haggle with a judge trying to get a court order I could see that same heated passion roaring in their grey iris’, the same passion that had had him and I arguing well into the wee hours of the night, neither of us willing to admit defeat. Without a doubt he was as hot as he’d been 15yrs ago in fact he was one of those few men who seemed to grow more beautiful with age just like a fine wine.

Before I had a chance to revert to my adolescent behaviour and scamper away before he saw me that deep velvety voice called out across the busy cafeteria, “Aaron, Aaron Alexander, is that you.” Immediately my mind went into battle station mode, “ALL SENSES AT FULL ALERT, COOL, CALM, COLLECTED.THOSE ARE THE KEY TERMS YOU’RE A SUCCESSFUL ATTORNEY NOW AARON, NOT SOME NERVOUS TEEN HIDING BEHIND A FAÇADE OF ANGER”

“Yes it’s me, oh my God is that you Chris oh my fucking God,” I said easily slipping on a tone of incredulity. He looked at me and said flashing his million-dollar smile on his face, “Wait there for a second I need to go get this order signed, I’ll be back in five.” As I watched him follow the Judge into her chambers I kept repeating my mantra to myself cool, calm collected. Those five minutes were the most torturous minutes of my life, with each tick of the clock I got more and more nervous. Finally he emerged from the Judges chambers with a look of victory on his face. I beckoned him over to my table. As he sat down he said, “My God imagine that, my first day at work and I meet you.”

“First day of work? Where have you been for last couple of years?”
“No, this is m first day of work with Goodsal, Warner and…”
“Pretorius,” I completed the sentence for him, “Don’t tell me you’re the new hot shot attorney they’ve brought in from Johannesburg!”
“Yes I am.” He answered with a slight chuckle.
“So I guess you know that I’m opposing counsel.”
“Yes I do.”
“Well it certainly is a small world. Anyway onto more pleasant topics what have you been up to since, God when was it, Grade 9? Fuck time flies.” I asked.
“Well after you left life certainly was easier, there weren’t as many argument that’s for sure. Um after I matriculated I went to Stellenbosch University where I got my Law degree and then I opened my own practice in Joburg which is where I live, However I just bought a small apartment here in Cape Town. And you?” he asked.

“Well my story was meant to take that path but it actually was ever so slightly different. After I matriculated I planned to take a year, that year actually extended into 3yrs, which I spent in San Francisco. Half way through my 3yr gap year I started doing my Law Degree via correspondence. I just completed it two years ago at UCLA and I passed the bar here and there but now I live full time here in Cape Town.”

As I watched him sip his coffee I said with a serious tone to my voice, “Any chance of you giving me a bit of break, in fact giving both of us a break and just advising your clients to take our offer. I mean they are seriously getting off light it’s only
€5 000 000. If we went to court we’d get at least €20 000 000 and your clients can’t afford that. And personally between the two of us I am not looking forward to week and weeks of late night negotiations accompanied with bad take-out. Remember how quickly we got into heated arguments, now imagine us going at it at 11pm on a Saturday evening trying to hash out some sort of agreement.”

A quick smile flitted across Chris’ face as he said, “Well our arguments did get very, I’d say passionate didn’t they and anyway am I that bad that you couldn’t possibly envisage spending a Saturday night with me… alone,” as he said that I could feel my heart beating faster, but just as fast as I felt a felt as though a pass was being made at me he dropped the mischievousness from his voice & said, “working on the most important case of our careers.”
I just couldn’t bare it any longer, my heart and the love below said a pass was being made at me but my mind wouldn’t even dare to envisage such a dream situation.

Dismissing the entire thing I said desperate to get out of the situation, “Chris I’d love to sit here and chat but I really need to get going, I guess I’ll see you at our meeting tomorrow.”
“Sure.” said Chris as I stood up to leave. Walking back to my calm my façade crumbled and I broke into a cold, or should I rather say a hot sweat. It took about five minutes of sitting in my car just breathing to get my heartbeat back to a sense of normalcy.

* * * * * * * * * * * *

“Tell me about the whole thing and if you leave anything out, you die.” Alex, my roommate said carefully placing my Long Island Ice Tea before me. Closing my eyes I said, “Well, I first met him 16yrs ago in high school. God those were hard years. Anyway we were at Grey High School, which is a traditional British-style public boys school. There was very strict discipline there and the homophobic sentiment there was really strong but as you know boys will be boys and shit happened. Rumour had it that a couple of years ago a Matric had been forced to leave the school by the rest of his grade after he misinterpreted some signals from some other guy and tried to get into bed with him. Anyway we were both in Grade 8 in a 12 bed dorm with 8 other guys.”

Sipping my cocktail the memories continued to roll back, “Despite the fact that there was such rampant homophobia there also was a strong homo-erotic vibe throughout the whole boarding house, kinda like Jackass. Even though the place was so totally butch it was still very gay. We used to horse around with each pretend to hit on each other touch each other, but for all, except a few including myself it was merely male bonding. I mean once we ran around the school starkers and then took a skinny dip together while the Matrics took pics. To this day I’m pretty certain some matrics used those pics for more personal reasons if you get my drift. Anyway Chris immediately blew me away. He was your all South-African guy. He swam, played rugby, played cricket, in fact I think that guy could play any sport on the face of this Earth if he felt like it and on top of that he was really smart, topped me even. To make things even more unfair was the fact that he was totally gorgeous. Even at 15 he had a body that men would kill for, perfect pecs abs, legs, shoulders everything and the ass, my God. It looked as though it was perpetually clenched, that work of art was pure and utter muscle.”

‘”Stop, stop, your making all hot and bothered,” said Alex fanning himself. A chuckle escaped from my lips as I carried on, “Oh stop being such a queen, anyway back then I was just coming out to myself and Chris seriously accelerated the situation. Even though I’d been officially been graded the quiet guy before High School the only way I could retain sanity sleeping in the same room as a living Adonis was to get myself to hate him and I was sure that that wouldn’t be hard as he was as stubborn as me. I used to force him into arguments and they’d go on for ages and they’d get really heated. I remember once in Grade 9 we had this argument just after we’d got out of the shower and we’re naked screaming at each other and the entire dorm is silent as people watched this crazy spectacle. In my dream world he would’ve just walked over and rammed his tongue down my throat and fucked me right there and then.”

“Anyway despite all my efforts I became friends with him but things kinda became strained between us in the last few months before I left. Partly my fault, partly his fault partly the people around us’ fault but things became the way they were, in fact I never even said goodbye to him I just left.”
Perplexed Alex asked, “How was it partly your fault?”
“Well about 6 months before I left the school I lost my virginity to some guy there.”
“Pray tell,” said Alex looking all coy.

“Well this guy had to be singularly the most determined guy in the world it took him 2 year to finally bed me. He constantly made passes at me and I didn’t even notice them. The first time he attempted was in the last week of Grade 8. There were two Grade 8 dorms, both 12 beds. Anyway that night the guys from my dorm decided to go sleep over in the other dorm, obviously there weren’t enough beds for us all and some of us decided to share beds. He invited me to his bed in what I though was all innocence. Anyway the beds were really tiny thus we were lying practically on top of each other, in the dark. He was talking to me and all and as with hindsight one has 20/20 vision he was all over me, but I did nothing.”

“You fool!” screamed Alex incredulous. Pouring myself another glass I said, “In my defense though one has to take into account that he was the largest jock around, all cricket and rugby and absolutely no brains. In fact right now he’s a quite a famous cricketer though he hasn’t come out.”
“Well what’s his name?” asked Alex.
“Do you think I’m stupid, I’m going to tell the most indiscreet man in South Africa the name of a famous gay cricket player who’s still in the closet? You'll sell his name to the papers in a second and probably give them my name as his confessed first lover to boot and I’m certainly not ready to come out at work yet! A-N-Y-W-A-Y, about half-way through Grade 9 there was this one night that like 90% of our grade went home and maybe 6 of us were left so we decided to sleep in one dorm. So as I’m about to grab a bed, this guy says I should get into bed with him. For some or other reason I though nothing of that I did. I guess maybe because he was more popular than me I didn’t want to piss him off. That night we stayed up a long time and he was really all over me and I was getting really turned on. The problem was I was wearing these tiny red boxers and it was pretty clear I was getting turned on and he knew that.”

“At one point I went to the bathroom and he thought I was going to wait for him but I just needed to piss, at that point I had half a hard on which was pretty clear and as I walked back from the bathrooms he was walking to them and he saw me and my little boner. When he got back into bed he whispered into my ear, ‘why do you have a hard on,’ I just stayed silent. He asked that question a couple of times that night after 2hrs of his trying to get me to do something he simply got out of bed and got into an empty bed next to the one I was in pissed at his failure, his exact words were, ‘Well if nothing’s going to happen here I’m going to sleep.’ My mind decided to pretend as though the whole thing was not what I knew it was. The biggest jock in the entire school had just tried to get into my pants.”

“After a while of tossing and turning I fell into a fitful sleep but my subconscious wasn’t going to let this one go. Really early in the morning it must’ve been around 2am I woke up and still half asleep got into his bed. Whispering his name into his ear I slid my hand down into his boxers and got the first fell of somebody else’s pubes running through my fingers. He awoke immediately and reciprocated. I was seriously a late bloomer. In fact I had been jerking off for less than a year at that point and to feel another pair of hands slowly wrapping themselves around my adolescent cock was exhilarating. It didn’t take us long to get rock hard and he had a massive cock. The second largest I’ve ever seen and held. He whispered slowly into my ear, ‘give me a blow-job,’ and I acquiesced. I was a natural straight away. I have to say I’d seen it from porn movies and read a distinct how to in mags like Cosmo but I knew exactly what to do.”

“I slowly licked the entire length of his shaft spending a lot of time on the swollen throbbing purple head of his cock, my first taste of cum was a surprise. I had no idea that it was so salty. The tip of my tongue taunted his piss-hole teasing out pre-cum while I gently rolled his balls round my hand. At the same time his hand played with my pulsating cock. I finally placed the top half of his cock into my mouth marvelling at the feel of something coursing with live blood in my mouth. I slowly let his cock out and coaxed it back in with my free hand was now rubbing his lean torso. Although he wasn’t muscular like Chris his body was a pure twink body. Taut lean tummy and not an ounce of extra fat on him anywhere.”

“He slowly slipped his cock out of my mouth and much to my surprise went down on me. The feel of my cock in something so wet and warm was nothing like I expected it to be. As he gently nibbled at the head of my cock I let out slow hopefully quiet gasps of pleasure, I was getting close to that place of absolute and total bliss so I pulled his head away from me. I then went down on him my voracious hand continuing their journey down south and reached his rosebud where my fingers playfully circled that sphere of stimulation. I knew that both of us were reaching that point we all so desperately seek so I wrapped his hand round my cock and I did the same with his. We jerked each other off slowly at first and faster and faster as we came closer to cumming. His was the first load to shoot and it shot absolutely everywhere I’d never thought that one person could hold that much spunk before I even knew what was happening he was down on me jerking me off and cajoling the spunk out of me before I could warn him I shot my load straight into his mouth. Continuing with my night of surprises he swallowed the entire load without even thinking of it. And then proceeded to lick off every last trace of his cum off of my body. Without another word I crept out of bed and left the dorm and went back to my dorm.”

Alex let out a slow sigh and said, “Oh my fucking God, that was your first time. You lucky pig. You got every gay teens dream fuck, the straightest jock at your school. You got in with one of them, the guy from the swim team or the rugby team or whatever fucking sport team that has you drooling. Bastard!”
Taking the last sip of my Long Island I said with a laugh, “Shit, this Long Island must’ve hit me harder than I thought. I can’t believe I just told you that. It’s totally personal. The first time I ever had sex, shit. You’re probably going to broadcast the whole thing to everybody.”
“No I swear, if all your stories of sexual escapade are as half as hot as that and you’ll tell them all to me then I’ll keep the whole thing secret.”
“All right then I will, I guess I may as well tell you his name, Andile Seremane.”
“He’s black!”
“Yes he is, and he was the best first time anybody could wish for. I’m sure a couple of guys in his rugby team have received a couple of his services. Look Alex I need to catch some sleep tomorrow I have to be prepared for my meeting with Chris and I have a shitload of appeals to deal with, so I leave you with…”
“Wait a second,” Alex interrupted, “you were telling me about this Chris fellow. Wait a second the Chris you’re having a meeting with is the same Chris from boarding school. A slow smile spread over Alex’s face as he said, “Imagine meeting your first crush 15yr later. I can see why you came in screaming for a Long Island like that. Your probably wishing he’s become a fat slob or something.”
“No I’ve seen him already. I talked to him this afternoon at the courthouse and he was as hot as ever.”
“So what’s got you all nervous?” Slowly enlightenment dawned on Alex’s face as he said with a teasing smile, “Oh you still have the hots for him.”
“I’ve gone beyond the hots, he’s gotten hotter and I couldn’t even… Look Alex I have to get to sleep so let me go. I’ll fill you in tomorrow.” Impulsively I gave Alex a hug and said, “You’re the best friend a guy could


Chapter 2


My entire day seemed to be excruciatingly long. At any given point I was totally torn on the prospects of seeing Chris again. One part of me couldn’t wait the other part was totally scared of the prospect of having to spend an entire evening with him but despite all this as the hour drew nearer and nearer I began to prepare myself, repeating my age old, tried and tested mantra, cool, calm, collected, cool, calm collected.

As I sat in my car repeating my mantra I heard a loud knocking on my window,
“Alex what the hell are you doing here?” I said very surprised.
“I’m here at your service sir.”
“What the hell are you talking about?”
Getting into my car Alex said, “Well the whole day I was thinking about your predicament and I came to this conclusion. To stop you from making an absolute and total fool of yourself in front of this guy there has to be a buffer between the two of you, and I volunteer to be that buffer.” With a smile spreading across my face I said cupping Alex’s face with my hands, “All right Lex. Since you’ve obviously thought this through, what do you want me to tell Chris?”
“Simple, you tell him I’m your P.A or something like that.”
“Oh I guess that explains why you’re wearing my Givenchy suit.”
“Well if I’m going to be a P.A to a hotshot city lawyer I have to look the part.” Playfully I whispered in his ear, “Here’s a little secret Lex, P.A’s can’t afford to wear R15 000 suits. Anyway thanks you don’t know how much you’ve helped me.” With that I gave him a quick peck and got out the car and walked towards the office. Just before we walked in Alex grabbed me by the shoulder and slowly turned me around.
Looking me straight in the eye he said, “It’s going to be okay Aaron, you’ll get through this.” Hugging Alex I said, “I hope you’re right Alex, I hope you’re right.”

* * * * * * * * * * * *

With my fake confidence in place I walked into the conference room in the impressive offices of Goodsal, Warner and Pretorius. The sight was definitely one to be savoured. At the head of a long glass conference table sat Chris framed by a view of the city twinkling away as the sun set. With a smile I walked towards Chris jovially saying, “My God these offices are impressive. How high up are we, I didn’t notice what number the security guard pressed when we came up.”
With a deadpan face Chris said coldly, “We’re on the 7th.” Then looking disdainfully at Alex he asked, “Who is this, last I checked this was a meeting for us, the legal teams involved, not any Tom, Harry or… Dick.” Cocking his head to one side Alex answered sharply, “I’m not any Tom, Harry or Dick, as you put it, my name is Alexander Le Roux. Aaron’s personal assistant and… housemate.”

“Well then take a seat Mr Le Roux. Mr Alexander here’s my clients revised offer I’m sure that this will be more to your liking.” Uneasily I sat down and looked at the offer but the entire thing was like Greek to me. My mind was whirling trying to figure out what was happening. I just couldn’t understand that Chris could suddenly become so cold and distant after our apparent affable re-union, and then it clicked, the window. Chris had probably seen Alex and I outside and thought that we were lovers. My word Chris knew I was gay and the thought sickened him. The realisation that Chris was a homophobe hit me like a 5-ton brick. Looking him straight in the eye I said as coldly as he had, “Mr De Lange this amount is a mere pittance in respect to what my client wants. It is an insult to them and the pain that they went through due to the recklessness of your client. Unless you are willing to raise this by at least another €5000 000 this is going to court. “

Looking me straight in the eye Chris said calmly, “Mr Alexander what you’re asking for is unreasonable. If we did what you wanted my clients would have to fork out €15000 000 for something in which they have absolutely no responsibility for.” Before I could stop myself I said with a more than a hint of anger, “No responsibility, Mr De Lange what you’re saying holds absolutely no water. If your clients felt they had no responsibility you wouldn’t be here making me an offer!”
Trying to shout me down Chris roared at me, “Mr Alexander you know as well as I do that it’s entirely credible that the only reason that my clients are even contemplating paying this money, against my advice by the way, is that they want to avoid a long and arduous court battle. I also feel that it’s my duty to inform you that you are seriously over-estimating the merits of your case and seriously underestimating the merits of my case!”

“Mr De Lange I don’t need you to tell me how to do my job! I’ve got no…”
“If you insist on being so stupidly stubborn then I feel that I do, you stand the chance of losing your clients a lot of money, perhaps I should see them personally to…”
“Chris you go anywhere near my clients and I’ll kill you!”
Chris stood towering over me screaming in my face, “What you’ll kill me you little…” Before I even knew what was going on I punched him knocking him down I then pounced on top of him but he flipped me over and pinned me down. Straddling me he said menacingly breathing heavily his face close to mine, “You fucking idiot, what the hell did you hit me for?”
“I said nothing and glared right back at him.

All of a sudden Alex’s voice shouted, “STOP IT!!! GET OFF OF HIM YOU FUCKING NEANDERTHAL!” Chris turned his attention to Alex and said angrily, “What the hell are you talking about. If anyone’s a Neanderthal here it’s your damn housemate. He attacked me with no provocation at all!” With slyness written all over his face Chris said, “That’s not what I saw, I saw you, the big rugby playing jock attack my boss and him punching you in self defence and that is something I’d be willing to testify to.”

Chris slowly got up and walked over to Alex in a sinister way and said right into his face, “Look here you little pipsqueak, I don’t want you to end up on my list of people I hate, as I’ll destroy you in ways that you can’t even imagine.” Grabbing my things I walked up to Alex and grabbed him and said to Chris, “I take it this means that talks have broken down so I guess the next step will be court.”
With a look of pure and utter hatred Chris said, “Sure, can’t wait.”
As I stalked out of the office followed by Alex the blood coursed through my mind. I couldn’t believe it; the feelings that were filling my mind were absolutely murderous. Even as I entered the elevator I still only saw red. Alex looked at me and said angrily, “What the fuck were you thinking!!!”
“Alex I don’t think I can talk to you right now just shut the fuck up,” I said trying to keep my voice down.

Alex banged on the stop button and the elevator halted with a jolt. “Now you listen the fuck up, you can’t take this case. Look at you, you were totally out of control in there…”’
With a laugh of contempt I said grabbing Alex by the shoulders and pushing him against the elevator walls, “Oh so now you also think you can tell me how to do my job?” Our eyes locked both swirling with rage for a few seconds and before I knew it I rammed my tongue down Alex’s throat violently kissing him. At first he was shocked but soon he was reciprocating. Our tongues writhed and wrestled around each other’s mouths. Without consideration for the price of my clothes I ripped off Alex’s shirt and jacket baring a smooth muscular torso. Soon I had his pants off and brutally shoved him over with no lube on hand I went down on his rosebud and covered it in my spittle flicking my tongue in and out of it. Alex spun around pulled my pants to the floor and took my cock into his mouth smoothing it up. He had barely had enough time to get the entire shaft into my mouth when I grabbed his hair and pulled him off my cock and whipped a condom on. I then whirled him around and had has ass facing up at me with my cock rammed deep in him. I could hear Alex grimace but before I could stop I heard him say breathily, “Go on.” I rammed my cock in and out so fast and so hard into Alex’s ass that he had no choice but to let out a roar of pain and pleasure. As the speed of my cock increased the closer I came to the point of cumming. Sensing this Alex turned around pulled me to the ground in a 69 position. “Don’t swallow,” was the command I heard before I felt his mouth take in my cock I did the same to him. Simultaneously we jerked each other off as we sucked on our cocks. Then a sea of spunk filled my mouth seconds later I released my load into Alex’s mouth.

With both of our mouths filled with each other’s cum we tenderly kissed each other letting the cum and our tongues intermingle with no inhabitation. Afterwards we got dressed in silence and released the elevator. Without a word we got into our separate cars and drove off, shocked at what had just happened between the two of us.

[angelus]

Please reply on what you think and what you'd like to hear happening.

[username]

Very, very, hot! Esp in the elevator. I'd love to read what happens next.

[angelus]

CHAPTER 3

As I woke up the next morning I heard a soft whisper, “Good morning,” it was Alex sitting on the corner of my bed. “Good morning,” I replied in trepidation as the memory of last night came flooding back into my head.
“Look Aaron I don’t want this whole thing to become this big thing between us. I want to hammer it out here and now and frankly I don’t give a damn how long it takes and how late you are for work.”
Getting out of bed I said, “Alright then just let me get a cup of coffee.”

Sitting down on the couch I said, “Since you’re the one who wants to have this discussion, why don’t you start?”
“Alright then. When I went to those offices yesterday the last thing I expected to happen was that I’d sleep with you. I mean we’ve been friends for 5yrs and for 3 of those years flatmates. The closest we’ve ever gotten to sleeping with each other is a peck on the cheek.”
“I know Alex, but you know when I kissed you, all that didn’t even cross my mind. I was angry and then there was you and then all of sudden it just happened.”

With a serious look in his eyes Alex said, “Aaron, what I’m about to say is probably going to destroy our friendship but I’m gonna say it anyway. I’ve always been attracted to you but I always thought that this was an attraction that wasn’t reciprocated but then there was last night.” A silence followed that statement, then desperate to fill that silence Alex said, “I know that it was just sex to you but it was something more to me, it was the fulfilment of a wish that I’ve had for ages.” As Alex said those words I placed my hand into my head. “Alex I don’t know what to say, as I was making my coffee, this was the one thing that I was hoping you wouldn’t say. God I was even praying you wouldn’t say that and I don’t even believe in God.”

Alex looked at me and said, “Aaron, anger is one of the most passionate feelings and you were really angry last night but for that anger to change over into sexual energy there had to have been something there. Something, something!”
“You’re right,” I whispered softly.
“Aaron you have to give us a chance,” Alex forcefully not hearing what I said.
“Alex, you’re right,” I said with a slight smile to my face. Alex’s face lit up full of joy. “Aaron, are you sure about this, you know how much I’ve had my heart broken and I couldn’t bare to have that happen again especially at your hands.”

Looking deeply into Alex’s eyes I said, “Aaron I’ve loved you for five years, but all those years it’s been a friendly love. However what you’ve said made sense. Somewhere inside me I must’ve felt something for you. You know that you’ve always said that the only reason I’m not with anyone is because I don’t let anyone in. Well you were right, I never let anyone in because I’ve always had this thing for Chris but thanks to last night I realise that that was just a silly schoolboy infatuation but right here in front of me is something real, something that has a future.”

Alex took my face and kissed me gently. “You’re right, this thing will work, we will work,” he said after our sensuous kiss had ended. “Aaron even though I’d love to spend my day here I have to go and deal with that Neanderthal. Chris. With a sly look on his face Alex said, “Hey I said that you aren’t going anywhere until we’ve finished dealing with this,”
“But we’ve dealt with it.”
“Yes we’ve dealt with it but the contract hasn’t been signed.” Quizzically I asked Alex, “What the hell are you talking about?” Slowly reaching pout and stroking my cock Alex said sensually, “This kind of contract.” Letting Alex’s hand run up and down my body I said, “But I though this contract was signed last night.”
“Oh no last night was only a test run.” As Alex said this he began slowly unbutton my shirt letting his tongue run down my torso as each button came undone. Finally he slipped my shirt off. Looking up at me he began to undo the buttons to my boxers and let his tongue to wander around in the pubic hairs while his hand slowly tugged and let go of my balls.

His tongue emerged from the wilderness of my pubic hairs and ran up my shaft and down my shaft. His tongue then began to play around with my balls. He popped one ball into his mouth and then gently sucked on it, he then did the same to the other ball. All this happened while I gently jerked him off. With each slow movement of my hand on his cock I watched as drops of pre-cum seeped out of his cock all of a sudden I took my finger and plunged it into his asshole. Alex let out a slow groan of pleasure. Pulling his head off my cock I took a condom slipped it onto my cock and slowly entered Alex’s asshole. With each millimetre I entered Alex let out a slow groan.

Ever so slowly I began to pull out of Alex’s ass again and enter it again and exit again with each entry gaining speed. Faster and faster I went in and out and in and out, Alex letting out moans that turned into yelps of pleasure urging me on to go faster and faster. Quickly I pulled out of Alex and turned my now condomless cock onto his face where I released my load into his wide open mouth, soon after that a warm sensation ran down my leg as Alex released his cum onto my leg.


CHAPTER 4

With trepidation I walked into the Court House buildings. For a profession that was supposedly filled by the sharpest minds around, gossip was a favourite pastime of the legal fraternity. With each step I took I felt the stares of the people, the pointing and the snickers as they saw me, but with feigned confidence and nonchalance I walked into my office. Closing the door behind me I let out a huge sigh of relief, glad to be away from the peanut gallery that was outside. “What’s with you, it’s way too early for a sigh like that,” said Moira, my secretary. Irritated I said, “Oh please Moira, you’re always first with the gossip, you know exactly what’s going on.” Looking perplexed Moira said, “What the hell are you talking about?”
“Is this how you always behave to people when they’re the topic of discussion in the corridors.”

“Okay Aaron, why are you the topic of discussion that for some or other reason I don’t know about?”
“Please Moira as if you don’t know!”
“For Christ’s sake Aaron I don’t know!”
Incredulously I looked at Moira and said, “Jesus, you really don’t know do you? Well I guess it’s better you hear it from me. Yesterday at that meeting I had at Goodsal, Warner and Pretorius with Chris De Lange, he saw me with Alex and he thought we were together but we weren’t and then him and I got into a fight, as in a physical one. Anyway Mr De Lange has taken the liberty of outing to the whole building.” I poured out relieved at finally being able to let it all out.

Incredulous Moira looked at me and said, “Now he’s been the talk of the corridors, apparently he’s this God of beauty. I can’t believe that you fought with him.”
“Is that all you have to say?’” I asked. Squarely holding me by the shoulders Moira said, “There is no way that what you just told me is floating around the building because I haven’t heard a thing about it, so all I can say is that Mr De Lange hasn’t done what you just accused him of as I would’ve heard of it if he had.”
Shaking my head said, “Moira you’re wrong I know that this is going around the building, when I walked in everybody was watching me.” Chuckling to herself Moira said, “You of all people know that a guilty conscious can make see and hear the strangest things. Look you just imagined that everyone was focused on you.”

Taking a sip of her coffee Moira said, “I know that I shouldn’t say this as a friend but I have to. I told you that the idea of keeping your sexuality secret was not a good one and sooner or later it would come out.”
“I know Moira but the truth of the matter is that my career would be severely impeded if I was openly gay.”
“I can understand that. Anyway how is that hottie of a housemate of yours doing?” At the mention of Alex I involuntarily darted my eyes away and said nothing. Moira looked at me quizzically and said, “What’s the matter, Chris.” I looked at her unable to answer her question. A loud laugh came from her and she said, “Oh my word, so Chris was right, you and Alex are together!”
“No, Chris wasn’t right at the time Alex and I weren’t together but yesterday after the whole debacle we decided that we should take our relationship to the next level.” Shaking her head with a smile across her face Moira said, “I always said that you two would end up together,” with a lascivious look spreading across her face Moira said, “So is he any good in bed?”
“MOIRA, I can’t believe you just asked me that! That is so private, get to work!” I said jokingly as I walked into my office.

I walked to the large window of my office and stood there contemplating the occurrences of the last day. A long dream that I’d secretly harboured was shattered but then again I was in a relationship that had pretty good prospects.
“What are you thinking about so deeply?” I heard Alex whisper into my ear. Surprised I turned around and asked, “What are you doing here?”
“I was in the neighbourhood and felt that I should drop in.”
“Alex you work all the way across town. How the hell could you just be in the neighbourhood?” Looking into my eyes Alex whispered into my ear, with a wicked glint in his eye, “All-right I wasn’t just in the neighbourhood but I felt that I had to give you this…” and with those sensuous words he slowly licked my ear nibbling on my earlobe.

As I enjoyed the sensation of Alex’s mouth on my ear I felt his hands slowly caress my semi-erect penis. Reluctantly I said trying to free myself from Alex’s embrace, “Not here, anyone could walk in at any moment.” Not letting go of me Alex whispered, “No they can’t, I briefed Moira not to let anyone in here.” Breathily I said running my hands through his hair, “You enjoy living dangerously don’t you?” With an equal amount of breathlessness Alex answered, “There’s no aphrodisiac like danger.” Tenderly I kissed him pushing him up against the wall and grinding my body against his as he began to pull my shirt out of my pants. “Slow down,” I whispered in his ear. Alex pulled off me and looked at me sensuously and said, “I can’t believe that this is actually happening between us.”

Slowly he went down and undid the clasp of my belt with his teeth. Eager to prolong the experience I pulled him up and kissed him pushing him up against my desk. As my hands roamed about Alex’s taut body he slowly slipped his hands into my pants. I let out a small gasp as Alex fondled my cock. I succumbed and let him go down on me. My eyes closed as Alex worked his magic on my cock. My cock slipped in and out of his mouth as his fingers explored the area between my balls and my rosebud. Sensuously his fingers ran up and down that area causing me to take small fast breaths as the excitement rose to never before reached levels in my body. In a flash Alex had pushed me into my bathroom and had bent me over.

“Alex wait, you’re not wearing a condom.” Alex pulled me up and whispered in my ear, “What I’m about to do doesn’t need any condoms. Slowly he slipped his dick in-between my thighs. Realising what he wanted to do I tightened my thighs. Alex moaned slowly enjoying the sensation of his dick slipping through my thighs made slippery by his pre-cum. Faster and faster he slipped his dick between my thighs as his hands extended around my waist and jerked me off. Without any warning he turned me around and stuffed his cock into my mouth and released his warm stream of cum down my throat. Faster and faster I jerked off closing my eyes as Alex slipped my cock into his mouth. As the cum shot into his welcome mouth I let out a quiet moan of pleasure.

As I took a piece of tissue paper to wipe up the rapidly drying cum on my thighs Alex stopped me and said, “No, leave it on there as a reminder of what’s waiting for you at home.” As we continued to get dressed I said, “You know what, I had no idea that you were so majorly kinky.” Alex let out a small laugh then all of a sudden the door opened and in walked Chris. The look in his eye as he saw me against Alex, was one I’ll never forget, it was a look of absolute shock tempered with unbridled passion, clearly hate for what he saw.

Shocked, I leapt off Alex (whom I was about to kiss) and said angrily looking at Chris, “What the hell are you doing?” Shaking his head Chris said, “Well I certainly can’t ask that question of you.”
As Alex straightened himself out he said looking coldly at Chris, “:I’d better get going, bye” He turned to me and gave a slow kiss. As Alex kissed me I watched Chris squirm and look away uncomfortably. After Alex left I said irritated, “All-right Chris what is it that you want?” Chris was looking at me thoughtfully and said, “Was it really necessary to do all of that?”

“All of what,” I asked Chris. Chris looked away and merely shook his head. Angrily I stormed up to him and said, “Look, here. You’re the one who came in here and this is my office, let’s remember that and I don’t want to nor have to deal with your sanctimonious bigoted bullshit!” Chris looked at me and said, “My clients have sent me here to make yet another offer…”
“Before you even say anything,” I interrupted Chris, “You know how much money we want and if it’s one cent less than our demand then we aren’t even willing to discuss anything.”

“I told my clients that that would be your attitude, anyway you’re still obliged to take the offer to your clients. Remember that even if your case is strong it could take years before my clients are forced to pay out any money.” I silently looked at Chris and said, “All-right then, what’s your offer?” “It’s €3 000 000 higher than our original offer.”
Looking at the slip of paper I said, “It’s two million lower than our demand. But I reluctantly have to agree with you, I think my clients should take this. They need the money.”
“So we’re in agreement then,” said Chris.
“Yes we are,” I said. Chris put his hand out for a handshake; with trepidation I put out my hand to meet his. As our hands touched we held each other’s hands, there was something different in the handshake. Something I just couldn’t quite put my hands on. We held our hands for a second longer than usual looking into each other’s eyes until Moira came bustling into my office.

We quickly released each other’s hands and as Moira attempted to unobtrusively place some papers on my desk. With a quick smile Chris said, “Umm, I was about to go for a coffee or something and I was wondering if you would like to come along. I really feel bad about last night.” Without even thinking I said, “I’m sorry but I have a lunch meeting.” Moira looked at me quizzically and said, “No you don’t.” Slowly I said, “It’s with Alex.” Chris looked down and said quietly with a steely note entering his voice, “Oh, I see. Goodbye then he said. Moira looked at me and said after Chris had left, “What the hell are you lying for? You don’t have a lunch date with Alex!”

In an attempt to fend off Moira I said angrily, “What the hell was that? Chris told you not to allow anyone into the office!” Moira looked away dreamily and said, “Good grief Aaron when he walked in I was totally flabbergasted. I couldn’t get a single word in so I just sat there while he said whatever he said. I just couldn’t say a thing. He probably thinks that I’m some dumb secretary.” Unable to help myself I said chuckling and shaking my head, “Well if you’ve got the hots for him so much then why don’t you go after him.” Moira looked at me and said, “Excuse me, but he’s not batting for my team.” Looking at her quizzically I asked, “Moira what the hell do you mean?”

Moira shook her head and said tut-tutting, “Putting it bluntly, the guy is a raging homo.” Incredulously I looked at Moira and said, “You are totally lost. I know for a fact that he is in fact a homophobe.”
“That is crazy,” Moira said adding on, “Now if he were for arguments sake straight why the hell is he totally after you.” A loud laugh escaped from my mouth as I said, “All-right Moira. Of all the things you have said over the years, this is certainly the craziest. Where the hell do you get that he has the hots for me.” Putting on a comical academic air Moira said, “Well there’s the fact that he is so obviously jealous of Chris, hence the immense amount of hate, then there’s the fight you two had last night. If that doesn’t scream raging passion then I don’t know what does. Then for my final piece of evidence the so-called handshake I walked in on and with that I rest my case.”

I looked at Moira with shock and said, “What the hell do you mean, so-called handshake, if you think that there was some spark of electricity or something as equally cheap romance novelly you’re sorely mistaken!”
Moira looked at me and said “My word Aaron you are living in such a dream world!”
Before I could even answer her she walked out the office shaking her head. Slowly I walked back into my office and sat in my desk trying to decipher what Moira was saying. As much as I knew that Chris was at the worst a raging homophobe or at the least had some serious problems with me being gay Moira wasn’t wrong when she’d said that our handshake was more than a handshake there had been something there. But then of course there was the fact that perhaps I was still projecting my attraction for Chris out there and then Chris realising it had reacted with his jumping away from me and that was when Moira walked in. Yes that made perfect sense that was the only possible explanation. Satisfied that I had explained the whole situation I got onto the piling case files in front of me.

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Thx for spending the time to write the next chapters, but I can't believe more people haven't commented on it. It's quite a story...would love to hear what happens next :=D:

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Chapter 5

Six months had passed since that infamous fight with Chris and as I’d convinced my clients to take the offer I’d hardly seen him. Junior lawyers in our firms were now dealing with the case, as only paperwork was necessary. Once or twice I’d spied Chris across the busy hallways at the legal buildings but there had always been something that had stopped me from going up to him and speaking to him. Whenever he caught me watching him, my heart always skipped a beat and I would turn my eyes away. But besides those moments there was no contact between the two of us, which was probably for the best.

My relationship with Alex was great. The sex was just as brilliant as that first time we’d made love in the elevator. What I loved most about our relationship was that Alex never forced me into making declarations that merely affirmed what he already knew was true. Moira was helping to prepare for the Christmas party when I would come out of the closet to my work colleagues by bringing Alex as my date and boyfriend. There was nothing that I hated more than having unwanted attention on me. But Moira had been right. I had to let the cat out of the bag as the stress of leading a double life was killing me. Anyway I’d never explicitly said that I was straight so there was one less problem to deal with.

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“Moira, please will you, calm down?” I said exasperated as Moira bustled about calling the caterers, decorators and all the other people involved in the organisation of the party. Sitting down Moira said, “Good grief, if had I known that it would be so much work to prepare this party I sure as hell would never have agreed to do it.” Sitting down across from Moira I said, “And thanks for putting in all the work that you have put in.” Sipping on a glass of water Moira looked into my eyes and said, “So, are you ready for coming out.”
“Well I don’t know if I would say that I’m ready but I’ll be as ready as I’ll ever be.”
Sureptiously, Moira asked, “So when last did you see Chris?”
“I slowly took a sip of my drink and said trying to keep an even voice, “Well, I guess the last time I saw him was when he last came to my office,” Faking confusion I said, “When was that?” Moira gave a little chortle and said standing up, “Oh whatever.” Before I even had a chance to question what she meant she was gone, talking to one of the caterers.

Slowly pouring myself another glass of wine, I felt a soft hand running down my back, with a smile I turned around and there was Alex. “Hey, honey,” said Alex after giving me a slow languish kiss. I was about to chide him for being so brazen then I realised that since I was coming out tonight then there was no reason as to why he shouldn’t do that. With that same languor I returned that kiss with one with just the same amount of passion. A look of surprise crossed Alex’s face as he said, “Well, I must say that if your being out is going to allow for you to kiss me like that in public, I think that I’m going to enjoy it.” Without saying a word I looked at Alex and slowly let my gaze drop down to his crotch, then back up to his eyes. Slowly Alex’s dropped down to my crotch then he crouched down and whispered into my ear fondling my crotch covering the intimate touch with his body, “Well if you feel that way there’s an empty room that I passed on the way here.” I whispered back to him, while letting him play with me, “Well I don’t think that room should be empty, perhaps we could find something to do to that room.” Grabbing my hand Alex pulled me towards the room.

With a rush of emotion Alex shut the door and grabbed at my pants. Heavily breathing I pawed at him hurriedly pulling his shirt off him as we slid down to the floor. The smooth, muscular torso that greeted my hungry hands caused my breath to quicken even further. My mouth made contact with his nipples sending ripples of pleasure through Alex’s body just as those same ripples went through my body as Alex’s dexterous tongue wrapped around my cock. Slowly Alex sucked my cock causing me to sigh heavily in pleasure. All of a sudden Alex popped my cock out of his mouth and turned around showing me his ripe sound ass. Quickly I slipped on a condom and guided my cock into his ass. As the warmth enveloped my cock I slowly slipped it in and out, in and out, in and out. Alex turned his head and faced mine as I entered and exited him; the pleasure was visible as his eyes rolled languorously around, with his mouth open in a silent breath of pleasure. As I came closer to that point, I pushed harder and harder and harder. Then I erupted with a muffled scream of pleasure as my juices came streaming out of my body. Alex looked at me with a glint of self satisfaction at the attainment of my pleasure. Slowly I went down on his already straining cock; I’d barely wrapped my mouth around his cock when it exploded. With a hunger that I’d never known before I swallowed every last drop of his cum for the first time. Alex looked at me in surprise and said, running his hands through my sweat filled hair, “That was electric. I don’t know who you are and what you did with my boyfriend, but I certainly like you.” Lazily I ran my fingers up his torso and said, “Hey that was just a thank you for being so patient with me while I tried to sort out my life.” Before he could answer I kissed him passionately letting my tongue in his mouth do all the talking. As our lips separated Alex said, “I totally get what you’re saying now.”

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angelus,Thank you for this really good story. I just happened
across it and it really caught my attention. Hope you will continue
write and develope it more. It would be nice to know how they
finally end up.
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Jim

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Chapter 6

As the hour that the party was meant to start drew nearer the knots in my stomach began to form and no amounts of Moira, Alex or me telling ourselves that things would be okay would fix that. Anyway the plan was simple, as I’d never stated my sexuality it would merely take people seeing me with Alex for them to understand that I was gay and that was it or so I thought. As the night progressed more and more people from the office arrived and as I introduced Alex as my partner, most people took the announcement in their stride however a few more brazen colleagues actually told me that they had had no idea that I was gay or that they had suspected that I was gay and had been to afraid to ask. All in all I felt that the night was turning out to be a huge success. But as the old saying goes, one should never count his chickens before they hatch, sadly at that moment I had forgotten that little adage. The moment that I began to relax and actually enjoy myself, the last thing that I had expected happened.

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Moira walked over to me with a look on her face that could only mean one thing that she had just found out a piece of great gossip. With a knowing smile on my face, I said sipping on my champagne, “So what piece of goss, have you got for me?”
“You will not believe who just walked into the door.” Perplexed I said, “I thought everyone from the office had arrived, in fact I’m sure they’ve all arrived, I said hi to everyone.” With a little giggle from a bit too much to drink Moira said, “Well he wasn’t invited.” Getting a bit irritated I said, “Moira, come on just cough it up?”
“Oh no, it’s not going to be that easy, you have to guess.” Decidedly irritated I looked around the crowd and saw that I would never be able to find one person in such a huge crowd, so resignedly I began Moira’s little guessing game. “Okay could you at least give me a clue?” Getting visibly tipsier with each passing second Moira said, “Well, let’s see, okay; he’s been an unmentionable in our office.” Looking at Moira with a blank look on my face out of the corner of my eye I noticed who Moira must’ve been speaking of. A small gasp escaped from my lips as I spied Chris across the room. As soon as I went quiet Moira slurred realising I’d seen him, “Oh, yep, Chris De Lange is here.”

In trepidation I walked up to Chris and said trying to hide the anger in my voice, “What the hell are you doing here, Chris?” Chris turned to look at me and the second he breathed out I could smell the stench of alcohol on his breath, “You’re drunk!” I shouted as he lurched towards me wet from the rain outside. Slurring heavily as he tried to keep his balance, “So the hell what??” Before I could even answer him he collapsed into me, eliciting a gasp of shock from the small crowd that had gathered to watch the spectacle. “What the hell is going on here?” said Alex as he made his way towards me. As soon as he saw Chris leaning on me a hard look entered his eyes, that look mirrored his voice as he uttered, “What the hell is he doing he?”
“Truly I don’t know. Moira must’ve let him in, because I sure as hell didn’t send him an invitation.” Alex looked around the crowd trying to catch Moira. Finally he caught sight of her, at this point she was in quite a state herself, “Moira, Moira, did Chris come here with anyone else?” asked Alex. “There’s no point in asking her she’s beyond helping us.’ I said.

“No he came in here in on his own, I was with Moira when she let him in.” said a colleague of mine as the crowd dispersed. “Thanks,” I said as I led Chris towards an open chair. “Come, I want you to meet some friends of mine who I invited,” said Alex after helping me put Chris in the chair. I looked at him with an incredulous look on my face and said shocked, “We can’t just leave him here.”
“So what the hell do you say we do then?” asked Alex, his hate for Chris clear in his voice. “Well someone has to take him home. He’s in no state to drive; it’s a miracle he made it here in one piece.” A slur escaped from Chris’ lips as Alex spat out, “I don’t understand why you want to help this moron. He’s a total homophobe. I mean you should totally hate him, you usually do when it comes to homophobes.”
“Alex this conversation isn’t going to help anyone. Look I’ll drive Chris home. You stay here and look after things. Take Moira to our place, she can use your old room. I’ll get a cab back home.” Alex looked at Chris and said, “I wonder what the hell this moron wanted here, okay I guess I’ll see you back home then. I love you.” Bye that time I was already lifting Chris up who seemed to be regaining consciousness.

As I got to Chris’ car I couldn’t help but admire it, it was your quintessential guy car, a vintage Ferrari coupe, red exterior black leather on the inside. As I felt around Chris’ jacket trying to find his wallet, Chris moaned as he opened his eyes. Angry I said, “So are you happy, you’ve totally ruined my night?” Groggy from the waking up Chris said, “What the hell?” I could see that it would still be a while before anything useful came out of him. Finally I found his wallet, my heart dropped as I realised just how far away he lived. It would take close to an hour to get there. Thankfully the rain had stopped for now, letting me put the top down to help sober Chris up. As I drove I listened to Chris as he slurred his way through unintelligible ranting. Although not all the rain clouds had cleared up some of the sky was showing and it was beautiful, a striking full moon was hanging low in the sky while and as we drove further and further away from the city more stars began to show. After about 30mins of driving Chris said, “I made a fool of myself didn’t I?” I looked at him and merely shook my head. “Chris looked out at the scenery realising there was no getting through to me. We drove on in that sullen silence before I broke it and said, “Chris I just don’t understand what’s going on with you, when you found out about Alex and me…” Anger clear in his voice Chris shouted, “Can’t you say one sentence without having to mention that, that, ass! I don’t what the hell that guy turned you into.”

I couldn’t believe what I was hearing, Alex was right I should hate a total homophobe like him, “Chris, one second you say that you want to apologise and the next you go and say something like that. I can’t believe you; I thought you were smarter than that.” Chris looked at me with a perplexed look in his eye and tried to say something, but before he could say anything I shot him down saying, “Really Chris I just want to drop you off and get back home.” With a humph of distaste Chris replied, “…and get back to Alex.” Getting angrier I finished off for him stressing the word boyfriend, “Yes Chris, get back to my boyfriend.” The rest of the trip was continued in an angry silence.

As I turned into Chris’ street the heavens opened and a torrent of rain came crashing down soaking us. I quickly pressed the button to put the top but it was too late we were thoroughly soaked. I ran out of the car towards Chris’ door followed by a still slightly tipsy Chris, as I waited in the pouring rain for Chris to find his keys. “Oh no, I’ve got some bad news for you. I can’t find my keys.” Incredulous, I looked at Chris and said, “What do you mean you can’t find your keys?”
“I mean, my keys and I, have in the course of tonight, become separated,” replied Chris with a more than slightly sarcastic tone to his voice.
Getting angrier than ever I said, “Why the hell don’t you keep your house keys with your car keys like a normal person?”


“I don’t normally drive this car around, I prefer my other car, and it doesn’t attract as much attention.” Shivering from the biting cold, I asked trying to keep my cool, “Well will just call a locksmith already?” As Chris spoke to the locksmith I called the cab company. “Sorry sir but we’re slightly short-staffed tonight. The earliest a cab can come round to pick you up is in about 3hrs.” Those were the last words I wanted to hear as I sat out under the rain in the company of a man I loathed. Finally Chris put his phone away and said, “Well, the locksmith will be here in about 30mins,” said Chris chuckling to himself. After trying to ignore his little laughs I finally gave in and asked, “So what the hell is so funny?” Looking at me with a devilish grin Chris said, “Remember the night that we and the guys got locked out after sneaking out to that party that Stacy Hale was having. This night is beginning to fell like total de-ja-vu.”

I couldn’t help but join him in his laughter, “Oh yes, I remember, you’d promised us that this was going to be the party to go to and that you’d organised a place for us to crash that night. Only as it turned out, this was an invite only party and we didn’t have invitations so we just milled around outside like fools then to top it all off, this girls dad chases us away before the party is over and your ‘sure place to crash’ wont leave till the party is over and we then have to walk an hour in the rain back to boarding school, and when we arrive we’re chased by the ground manager’s dogs, when we finally get to the door Mr Julius, our dear master, wont let us in saying that we should spend the night where we were planning on spending the night anyway. So we spend the night on the porch, in the rain until Mr Julius lets us in at 6 in the morning and promptly throws us the harshest punishment ever meted out against anyone ever.”

Now laughing only the way a drunk could laugh Chris said, “You don’t have to remind me, I remember the whole thing, and that night you were just as pissed off at me as you are now.” Laughing I replied, “Well I had every right to be angry, you’d promised us a night to remember…” Laughing even harder Chris retorted, “Well I delivered on that, didn’t I?” I broke out into a great laugh at his return as the four martinis began to hit me. “Let’s go sit in the car.” As soon as I said those words I realised that I’d locked the keys in the car. Chris saw the look on my face and said laughing even harder, “You locked the keys in the car! Tonight has not been a good night for keys. Remember when…”

As Chris and I sat there reminiscing and laughing at the escapades that we had gotten into and just catching up on what had happened to our old friends, the animosity that I’d felt towards him began to disappear, it was just as how I’d always imagined my and Chris’ meeting would, just a great time, probably I’d had for about six months.

By the time the locksmith arrived, the roles had been reversed, I was the one who was rather tipsy from the four martinis I’d had hitting me and Chris had pretty much sobered up. As I stumbled into Chris’ house I blurted out, “Jeez, I need to move over to your firm. I can barely afford my apartment, much less decorate it.” The place was striking; it was your quintessential modern townhouse. Everything was glass and stainless steel with sumptuous white leather furniture carefully placed around the open plan space. Chris said paying the locksmith, “Oh no, I received a sizeable inheritance. My salary is just extra money to me.” Looking at my watch I saw that there was still at least 2hrs before my cab arrived, seeing me shiver, Chris said. “Go take a shower. I’ll get you a change of clothes.” As he led me to the guest bedroom’s shower I couldn’t help but notice the lack of any feminine touches in the house, so he doesn’t have a girlfriend I realised, “That’s good.” I thought to myself, “Almost instantaneously I realised what I’d thought and rebuked myself.

The shower was brilliant to say the least, as I adjusted the stream of water and the heat I felt my muscles ripple as the hot shower hit me. As I revelled in the warmth of the hot shower washing away the cold, I couldn’t help but feel a little guilty; here I was having a great time with Chris, an even better time than I had with Alex.

As quickly as the thought had entered my head I banished it, “Of course I’m not having a better time with Chris nor do I car whether he has a girlfriend, this is just the alcohol talking.” Reluctantly I turned the shower off and stepped into the bedroom towelling myself off. “Chris!” I gasped, trying to cover myself. There was Chris placing some clothes on the bed. “Oh please,” said Chris laughing at me, “I’ve seen you naked before, remember it was communal showers.”
“Yeah, well that was years ago, I was 15yrs old.” Chuckling to himself Chris walked out leaving me to get dressed. I took the clothes and was pleased to see that they were a perfect fit, strange considering just how much bigger Chris was than me. Rather quickly I realised that there was no underwear in the pile of clothes. “Well it would’ve been expecting a bit much to expect him to give me his underwear. Anyway none would’ve fit.” As I dressed I walked around the guest room, it was also an extremely large room that was decorated brilliantly. Finally I walked out of the room to the living room. In the living room there was a large mug of black coffee waiting for me with Chris in the kitchen also freshly showered. “I see you remember how I take my coffee,” I said as I sat down at the counter sipping on the coffee. “It’s hard to forget that. In fact I hardly forgot anything about you,” said Chris looking squarely at me. For a second I was at a loss for words, that statement was the last thing I’d expected from Chris. “You were such a character back then, in fact you still are now,” said Chris. Embarrassed at what I’d inferred from an innocent statement I gulped down my coffee, scalding my mouth in the process.

“Would you like anything to eat? I guess it’s going to be a while before the taxi arrives,” said Chris opening the fridge. I walked over to him and said peering into the fridge over his shoulder as he grabbed some eggs, “Whatever you’re going to have is fine with me.”
“Alright then, we’ll have…” As Chris said those words he turned around crashing straight into me sending me sprawling to the floor cracking the eggs all over me. “I’m so sorry,” said Chris reaching for me and a cloth simultaneously. Its fine, it’s fine.” I said as Chris wiped the egg off of me. My heartbeat quickened, an uneasy silence developed as Chris continued to wipe the egg leaning over me as I lay propped up by my arms on the floor. “Uhmm I think that you’re going to have to get another shirt,” said Chris slightly breathless. I said nothing merely staring at him. “Well I guess you need me to get off you.” Chris continued in that same breathless tone. Again I said nothing. After another second that seemed to last a lifetime, Chris stood up. Not making eye contact Chris gave me directions to his bedroom and told me where I could get another shirt.

I walked into Chris’ room and sat at the foot of his bed not believing what had just happened. What had just happened I thought to myself. Perhaps I’d just imagined the whole episode, I grasped the fact that things were getting fucked up and getting fucked up quickly. None of what had happened since we had arrived at the house made any sense. As I sat there I realised that I was trembling. I slowly began to unbutton the shirt trying to make sense of all the thoughts that were reeling in my head at that moment. Unexpectedly the door burst open and in walked Chris saying something that I didn’t even hear. All I knew was that all of a sudden he was on top of me, kissing me. His lips were as tender as I’d imagined them. Just as quickly as the kiss had started out frantic it became tender as he realised I was returning the kiss. Slowly his tongue entered my mouth as his hands finished taking off the shirt.

His kiss moved off my mouth and began to explore my neck; it was though he knew exactly where to kiss, just below my jaw on the left. As his tender lips latched onto that one area, waves of pleasure spread across my body, between kisses words escaped from his lips, “You just don’t know how long I’ve dreamed of this moment…”
“Ssshh, don’t speak,” I whispered placing my finger on his lips, which he began to suck on. As I slowly began to undress him, I marvelled at his beautiful body, his chest was fantastic with the washboard abs that everyone dreamed of. With my tongue I slowly played with his nipples, teasing them till they were as hard as I was, moved down to his navel where it flicked in and out stimulating the sensitive area. Languorously I followed his treasure trail down his taut golden, stomach, till I reached his underwear, where I traced his prominent Apollo’s belt returning to his underwear, a pair of black boxer briefs.

Trembling from exhilaration I pulled them down and an obliging cock sprang up at me dripping with pre-cum which I hungrily lapped up. Moans of pleasure escaped from Chris as my mouth engulfed his vacillating cock. Sensuously I sucked on the shaft as Chris slowly thrust his cock in and out of my mouth. Sucking on his cock, Chris’ played with my hair. Grabbing it, Chris moaned, “Stop.” Reluctantly I pulled my mouth off his cock and looked up at him. “I’m not ready to cum yet,” he whispered. He pulled me up to his face and kissed me as his hand moved down to my rosebud, slowly teasing it till it opened up. Languidly he slipped one finger in exploring me. As my rosebud opened up even more he slipped in another finger and finally a third. A gasp of bliss escaped from my mouth as he stirred my prostate. “That’s not enough, Chris, I want more, and I want you, in me now.”

He didn’t need anymore encouragement, instantly my legs were up in the air, as his cock teased my rosebud which quivered in excitement anticipating his cock. Chris looked me straight in the eyes not even blinking as he slowly let my ass suck his dick in, I locked me legs around his neck freeing his hands as he began to thrust into my ass. Each thrust caused me to groan and whimper with pleasure. At the same time Chris began playing with my cock. This was a pleasure that I had never experienced before, with his hands wet with his spit he began to jerk me off. Each jerk was matched to each of his thrusts. The longer he fucked me the deeper he went, and the deeper he went, the faster he went, and the faster he went the more pleasure was experienced by the both of us, with our eyes locked on each other the pleasure was palpable as we gritted our teeth trying to silence the moans and groans of pleasure. And that was how we fucked, our eyes locked in a deathly silent connection of pleasure.

He fucked me in that way for what seemed to be a time of unparalleled bliss, suddenly there was a change in Chris’ demeanour, it was evident that the person who was in me, was no longer the Chris I knew, it was a different Chris, somebody or rather something totally animal, whereas his breathing had been fast, matching mine breath to breath, it now was indescribable. Realising that the both of us were close to climax I clasped his ass forcing him against me, forcing his thrusting to be short and sharp. Sweat dripped down off his forehead into my open mouth, the sharp salty taste drove me wild, a shout of pleasure escaped from me. An animal smile crossed Chris’ face but that look was quickly gone as a pained expression entered his face while his breathing stopped completely. My cock went crazy shooting load after load of cum all over the both of us as his cock swelled and went into spasms of orgasm in my ass. Roaring from the pure exhilaration of the moment Chris collapsed on top of me, totally exhausted, as his welcome muscled body crushed me into his bed while his tongue explored the deepest verges of my mouth with me doing the same to him.

[angelus]

Write if you like, or if you want more! Suggestions will also be appreciated. O:)

[Alicia81]

this is a really cool story please keep writting it.

[ark12]

More! Please write more!

[angelus]

I'm already working on the next chapter.

[shea]

I'm already working on the next chapter.
Angelus, I am really glad to hear that the next chapter is
in the works.
Whew, what a hot story. Liked the party and the resulting
incident. It only seems right that Aaron and Chris get together
even though it may hurt Alec.
Can't wait to see what happens.
Cheers, Jim :kiss: (*8*)

[sten_nor]

I'm already working on the next chapter.

Thanks for a exciting story. Please continue it!
The story is both hot and with a plot! Keep on writing. ..|

[agj25us]

Yes please...more.
I just read the last chapter...so had to go back to read the previous ones. I had NO idea that you were so talented.......
Thanks - Great ..|

[Craiger]

Angelus,

What a exciting and hot story. Please do continue! You write very well and I am really anticipating how you will clear this situation up.
:=D: :=D:

Craiger

[Drumlargan]

Great Story...keep it up...mine is!!!

[angelus]

Here's the next instalment, don't get used to me posting chapters in such quick succession though, the next one will be ready in a week or so. Enjoy and COMMENT PLEASE! I enjoy the comments.


Chapter 7


We lay there, together, holding each other, nobody daring to break the silence lest the spell that we had woven around ourselves be broken, but as we knew, the real world was going to intrude on us soon, despite all our heartfelt efforts to keep it at bay. When it did, it did so with the doorbell ringing shrilly. Without a word I began to extricate myself from the mess of legs, arms that constituted two bodies lying against the pure white linen of Chris’ bed. Looking into my eyes Chris held my arm, “I have to go Chris, Alex…” the second I said his name, the full consequence of what had happened between Chris and I hit me. I was a cheater, I’d cheated on a man who loved me purely and wholly, with no reserve whatsoever. To further compound the betrayal, it was with a man that Alex hated just as deeply as he loved me. As soon as I said Alex’s name Chris said, “You’re leaving me to go back to him?” Imploring with Chris I said, “Chris, things are just crazy, you can’t expect me to just up and leave Alex because of sex.”

Incredulous at what I’d just said Chris said with a note of hurt and anger in his voice, “What do you mean sex? Is that all this was to you, sex?” Trying to get my thoughts in order I took a deep breath and replied, “Chris, I don’t mean to hurt you, but at this point I don’t know what just happened between us, I don’t know how to make head or tails of what happened and I need some time to get my thoughts in order.” Chris looked at me with a look of miscomprehension at me, “What is there to understand I lo…” as Chris started saying those words I quickly came in cutting short, “Chris don’t say that, you don’t know that. I mean both of us were drinking tonight.” Getting angrier Chris said, “Are you going to try to put this down alcohol, because if you are I want to tell you straight, that is a lie, and I won’t stand by while you lie to yourself.” The doorbell rang again, this time for longer. “Chris let me go, please, that’s my taxi.” Resignedly Chris let go of my arm. Quickly I got dressed and went to grab my wet clothes in the guest bedroom as I walked out of the bedroom Chris was waiting for me at the door of his bedroom, totally naked.

“Before you leave, I want to give you this to remember me by,” said Chris and immediately he grabbed me and gave me a passionate kiss, igniting the flames of the feelings that I had felt when he’d first kissed me. Finally he broke off the kiss on a tender note at the insistence of the doorbell. Reluctantly I walked away. As I opened the door to let myself out, Chris came up to me and said softly, ‘You may not want me to say it, but I will. Aaron, I love you.” As I walked away, leaving Chris behind I whispered under my breath before I could catch myself, “I love you too.” As soon I sat down in the taxi and gave my address I fell into a deep fitful sleep.

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“Hey wake-up, wake-up,” said a voice softly, I opened my eyes and there was Alex, as I tried to get my bearing together Alex said, “You made it back to me. I was getting scared there for a while?” Paying the cabbie I said holding my breath in slightly, “What do you mean, where would I have been?” Alex looked at me perplexed, “Where have you been, there have been flash-floods all across town, some roads are blocked. I was worried you were stuck at that jerks house or something?” Relieved I said, “Oh…” As we walked up to our apartment Alex asked, “What did you think I meant” With a little laugh I said, “Oh it doesn’t matter, how did the party go?” Alex replied forgetting about the little moment, “Oh it was great, you left just as things started hotting up, your colleagues can be pretty wild.” Grateful to get my mind on something else besides Chris I asked Alex about what he meant, for a while, my dilemma was gratefully forgotten by me as Alex regaled me with stories of the goings on at the party, while we drank some coffee. As I stood to get myself another cup of coffee Moira walked in from Alex’s old room. “Good morning,” I said to Moira.

Moira looked me with a look of utter disgust on her face, “What do you mean, good morning, its not even light out and my head is killing me, what’s so good about this morning, nothing should be awake at this ungodly hour of the morning. Go to sleep.” Chuckling I said to Alex, “Moira’s right, its only 4AM, we need to get some sleep.” “No its okay, you go on ahead, I’m not feeling that sleepy right now.” As I walked towards our bedroom Alex said, “Hey, where’s my goodnight kiss or in this instance good morning kiss?” Giving a small smile I said, “I’m sorry it’s just that I’m so tired.” I walked over to Alex and kissed him tenderly. As I kissed him my passionate kisses with Chris came flooding back into my mind; after saying goodnight to Chris and Moira I left them to talk. As I lay in bed and closed my eyes, images of Chris’ and my lovemaking flashed before me despite how much I tried to banish them.” The last thing that crossed my mind that night before I fell asleep was Chris saying those three momentous words. I love you.

* * * * * * * * * * * *

I opened my eyes and was blinded by the intensity of the sun, as I groggily climbed out of bed I noticed the utter silence. “Alex!” I shouted out, “Moira!” yet again there was no answer. I walked into to the kitchen, “Gone to the beach with Moira, crazy weather?!?!? Love Alex” said a note stuck on the fridge. I was surprised to see that it well on the way to three in the afternoon. Thinking about anything but that one issue I set about making myself something to eat. As I sat in the silence of the kitchen I realised that Moira and Chris had becoming closer ever since Chris and I had started dating. The more I thought about it the more obvious it became, there were days when I got to the office and Chris was there visiting Moira. It was good to see Chris and Moira getting close, I always feared that how my friends would react to any new boyfriends that I had, although to be truthful the fact that I had not been totally out had made sure that I didn’t have that many boyfriends to worry over.

As a matter of fact Chris and I was the first time that I’d had a serious relationship, this made what I’d done with Chris even worse. Finally the one thing that I’d been avoiding made its way into my mind. I sat there thinking about the way that just his touch seemed to set my skin aflame as his hands and fingers explored & discovered the crevices and secret places of my body. Then there was his kiss, the way his lips gently massaged mine as his tongue unhurriedly explored the depths of my mouth urging mine to do the same or the way he was able to find that spot that drove me wild. Sitting there engrossed in the memories of last night I was surprised as the buzzer from the gate downstairs went off.

“So you forgot your keys again, I swear next time I’m just going to let you stand out there.” I said to Alex as I let him into the building. I began clearing up as Alex knocked on the door, “its open, as usual, Alex.” As soon as I said that I realised it must be Moira coming in. “Oh sorry Moira, I thought you were Alex just being stupid.” A voice that sent shivers down my spine answered, “It’s me Aaron.” I turned, shocked and looked at him, I was dumbfounded, unable to speak; finally I was able to say, “Chris, what the hell are you doing here?” He looked at me and said, “Aaron I know that you said that you needed time to make sense of last night but I can’t wait, I need you and I need you now.” As Chris had said those words he’d walked over to me and was caressing my face, it was though that he knew all that he needed to do was to touch me and I melted. “Chris, please you’re not making this any easier for me. I know that you love me and I think I love you to…”

“Well, what’s there to hold us back Aaron, you love me, I love you.” Walking away from Chris a single word came out of my lips, “Alex.” Chris looked at me saying nothing; we stood there in that silence. Finally Chris broke the silence and said, “Do you love him?”
“Chris, that’s an unfair question…” Cutting me off Chris interjected, “No, it isn’t. Its simple, do you love him.” I stood there, silent, not knowing what to say to Alex’s question. “You know what Chris, I don’t think you do. Last night at the party he said he loved you and you didn’t answer him.” Attempting a small laugh I said, “Oh come on Chris, how can you remember what happened at the party, you were totally out of it.” Chris said looking at the pictures of Alex and I interspersed around the apartment, “I remember, because for a second I though that a man that I loved with all I had was about to say those three words to another man.”

Picking up a picture of Alex and me at the beach Chris quietly murmured, “You know, all I could think of last night wasn’t what had happened between us but of you and Alex. Alex touching you, kissing you, holding you, doing the normal everyday things with you that I should be doing with you and you know what I almost drove over here to tell him about what happened between us last night.”
“Is that what you were planning on doing now if Alex had been here, tell him?” I asked. With a wry smile Chris, “I don’t know Aaron; all I know is that when I woke up I had to see you so I came over.” Again Chris ran his hands along my cheek. “I know that you’re just trying to figure things out, I don’t mean to things any harder for you but…”

Unable to hold myself back any longer with his hands driving me wild I kissed Chris, cutting him off with all the passion that my yearning for him had built up. Just as passionately Chris kissed me back, pushing me down onto the couch. Desperately I clawed at his shirt pulling it out of his pants. The sexual tension between us was palpable as we communicated using nothing but our bodies. What Chris and I had been struggling to put into words to ourselves and each to each other was now being effortlessly communicated by our bodies as we touched, caressed, stroked, embraced converging in our mutual love. Before things got too heavy, I quietly led Chris to my bedroom.

Had I listened to my brain I would’ve known that what I was doing was the ultimate in betrayal, here I was, in the bed that Alex and I slept in every night, where Alex had expressed his love to me on so many occasions with hot steamy nights of sex, but today it was me who was expressing love for someone, and that someone wasn’t my boyfriend, it was his worst enemy. As I kissed Chris laying him down onto the bed, I slowly undid the buttons of his jeans. My heart started racing just from the knowledge of what lay beneath those jeans, the pleasure that those jeans had hidden from me. Finally Chris’ hot cock jumped out from his jeans, leisurely I slipped his cock into my mouth eliciting a moan of pleasure from Chris. Still sucking on his cock I looked up at Chris who was clearly enjoying himself as his eyes rolled around in pleasure with his mouth releasing moans of pleasure. Chris suddenly stopped me and said, “I don’t want to cum yet, come let me give you a taste of what you’re doing for me.” Slowly Chris went down on me; as his warm mouth enveloped my eager cock I closed my eyes. The pleasure that Chris was sending through my body was causing a sensory overload, with each lap his tongue took of my cock a louder moan and gasp escaped from my mouth. Languidly licking my cock, Chris began tracing the trail that led from my balls to my rosebud. Once his fingers reached the quivering circle of muscle, it lightly traced a trail around the entrance leaving tingling nerves shooting pleasure all across my writhing, moaning body.

I though that I had reached the highest plateau in terms of pleasure, but Chris was to prove me wrong. The second his tongue replaced his finger on my rosebud, all movement and sound stopped in my body, as everything I had centred around the pleasure that was now being released from my rosebud. The gratification was heightened when Chris’ agile tongue started darting in and out me. Unable to hold myself any longer, I grabbed Chris. The look in my eye was all that was needed to convey what I wanted from Chris. Without a moments hesitation he thrust his rock-solid cock deep into me. Unlike the night before, there was no exploring in what happened between Chris and I, Chris knew exactly how I wanted to be fucked and he was more than obliging; deep, furious thrusts from Chris on top of Chris’ kisses muffling the screams of enjoyment sent me over the edge as I shot my load, with an intensity that I’d always though was impossible for me. Seconds later he filled me up with his hot spunk as his body shuddered in pleasure.

Exhausted, panting and laughing Chris wrapped his arms around me and said, “That’s why I know that despite everything that you may say and think I know that you love me.” And Chris was right, as I lay there embracing I knew that I loved him. “You’re right, I do love you.” That proclamation lay about us as we drifted off into sleep.

* * * * * * * * *

“Aaron, Aaron, where are you? Don’t tell me you’re still asleep!?!” I heard as Chris and I woozily woke up. The door to the bedroom crashed open, “Oh my God,” I said as Chris and I lay there,
discovered…

[codude1964]

Intriguing story..... looking forward to the next chapter

[Craiger]

Angelus,

Wow! That was hot. It brings romance, tension and hot sex to a head. :p

I can't wait for the continuation. I fear the heartbreak that is about to happen, but I know you will write it well.

One thing I noticed was that you used Chris' and Alex's names in reverse in a few places. However, it was not hard to ascertain who was who.

Great job.

Criager

[angelus]

Sorry about that, totally my fault, poor editing. Alex is the boyfriend, Chris is the guy that Aaron is cheating with.

[sexyhunglad]

You are one of the best writers EVER!!!

[kcm17480]

That was totally intense and hot. This story had me sucked in. Great writing. Hope there is more to this story.

[angelus]

Oh there's more alright, just remember, patience is a virtue.

[angelus]

Okay, I posted that message a couple of months ago so I guess I've really pulled the patience is a virtue thing as far as is possible so in an hour or so the next chapter of The Meeting will be up, so enjoy.

[angelus]

Chapter 8

I scrambled covering myself up as Chris lazily looked up towards the door which stood ajar. “I know what this looks like, please let me explain,” I quickly rushed out to Moira, as she stood there incredulous

“Moira! Don’t tell me he’s still asleep!” Alex shouted as he shut the front door. Starting to panic at the thought of getting caught I whispered to Moira, “Please Moira, please, just do something.” My lawyers mind scrambled for an excuse and I said, “Tell him I have to give Chris some documents pertaining to the case and that we’ve come here to get them.” Without a word, with the same expression of shock and disappointment that had been on her face when she’d first walked in, Moira turned and walked out of the room closing the door behind her. I turned to Chris and was surprised to see that he was still in bed, “Chris, you’ve got to get dressed,” I said pulling my clothes on. “Why?” said Chris in a quiet voice, I looked at him as he said, his voice gently rising to be forceful, “You know that he has to find out at some point and this time is as good as any”

“But not like this, this just isn’t the time, place or way Alex should have to find out, I mean, this is his bed, this is where he…” slowly I let the words trail off as I realised what I’d done, I’d slept with another man in my and my lover’s bed, that was betrayal to a degree that was beyond comprehension. Reluctantly Chris got out of bed and started getting dressed. “Do you think Moira is going to do what you asked her to?” “I don’t know, I said pacing around the room. Finally Moira walked into the room and said quietly with a steely look on her face, “I’ve told Alex what you wanted me to tell him.” Without another word she walked out of the room. Chris looked at me as I started to straighten the bed, “When?” he asked with a pained expression on his face. Kneeling down in front of him I said sincerely, “As soon as there’s a good time to tell him.” Taking the useless bunch of papers I’d handed to him, Chris said with a slight smile spreading across his face, “Well I hope that’ll be soon. I dread going back to that lonely house. When you tell him, you move in with me.”


“Don’t worry, pretty soon I’ll be right there with you.” As I leaned in to give Chris a kiss, a knock came on the door interrupting us, “Uhmm, we’re still a bit busy,” I said as Alex’s head popped around the door with a forced smile he asked, “Can I get you guys anything to drink?”

“No thank you,” I replied also forcing a smile on my face. After Alex closed the door behind him Chris looked at me as he stood up, “Please Aaron, tell him, I can’t keep on living like this, do you have any idea how much it hurts me whenever I see you with him. Even a simple exchange like the one you just had between the two of you kills me.”

“Cris please…” Cutting me off Chris whispered visibly trying to hold his emotions in check, “No Aaron! I understand you want to tell him in the kindest way possible but it still doesn’t change how I feel. The way Alex looks at you, the way he speaks to you, its how I want to be able to look at you, speak to you but I can’t because he’s your boyfriend, not me, him.” A single tear rolled down Chris’ face as we stood there silently. With a voice barely above a whisper and hastily wiping away the tear Alex said, “I’d better get going you need to get back to Alex and I have tons of work to do.” Still reeling from the realisation of the pain that Chris was going through I mumbled a goodbye as we walked out the door into the living room where Alex was watching some T.V. Seeing Alex, Chris stopped and said to him, “Alex, I’m really sorry about last night and everything before that, I’ve been a total dickhead and I had no right to.”

Stunned at the surprise apology Alex stood up and said, “Umm, apology accepted.” Grabbing ahold of my hand Alex continued, “I’m sure that you never meant to hurt anyone, I understand though, we all sometimes find ourselves doing the craziest things, Aaron can tell you all about the shit that I’ve done but I hope that you and Aaron can get over all this crap that has happened between the three of us, you two sound like you were really close back in high-school and I’m certain that you two could be close and perhaps even closer now.” I ran my fingers through my hair as I listened to Alex’s little speech. Giving a much better fake smile than Alex and I had been able to muster Chris said, “Thanks for accepting the apology. Look I really have to go but I’m glad that we were able to have this little conversation, goodbye.”

Chris walked out of door leaving both Alex and I stunned, Alex breaking the silence between us said, “That was such a shock, what the hell happened between last night and today to make him come up to me and just say that.” A million thoughts running through my head, I just couldn’t answer Alex. I stood there silently and slowly started walking towards the kitchen. I knew Alex was looking at me with a perplexed look on his face but frankly, I just couldn’t care less right now. In a monotone, I asked Alex, “Where’s Moira?”

“Is something the matter Aaron?” asked Alex coming towards me. “No, where’s Moira?” I replied with a little more force. Grabbing me Alex said with the worried look on his face mirrored in the tone of his voice, “Aaron! What’s the problem you’re…” Snapping I shouted, “Christ Alex! All I wanted to know is, where the hell Moira was, not a fucking shrink! Do you or don’t you know where she is?”


Deep down inside I knew that I was lashing out at Alex for no reason whatsoever, no that wasn’t true, there was a reason, I was frustrated, here I was, stuck in a situation that I didn’t want to be in, somebody was going to have to be hurt, and I would be inflicting that pain. As the realisation of as to what I was doing to Alex hit me I put out my hand to his face and said, “I’m so sorry, I really didn’t mean to snap at you like that, It’s just that right now I’m under a ton of pressure and I’m taking it out on you.” Alex looked at me as I said this and after a pause said, “Damn him, who the hell does that bastard think he is?” At a loss, I asked Alex, “What are you talking about?”

“Well quite clearly, that dickhead Chris is to blame for this pressure you’re under! Yesterday at the party, you were having such a great time and ever since you came back from his place last night you’ve been, I can’t put it into words, I guess just different.”


I couldn’t even look at Alex as he said these words to me, if he only knew just how, ‘different’ I’d become since last night. At that exact moment I realised that I had to tell Alex, there was no way that I could carry on like this, Alex had to know the truth. The feelings that were running through my mind were the exact same feelings that I always had just before I came out, my heart would race, everything that was happening around me would seem to tune out as the only thing that I could hear would be the debate in my head, one part of me saying, go ahead, tell the truth; another part of me saying, no you can’t say this, it’ll only mess things up. As this internal debate raged on, I could see Alex was speaking but I heard nothing, “Alex I have to tell you something.”

As I said those words Alex’s mobile phone shrilly went off. Giving me a, ‘give me just a second’ look Alex answered the phone. As I realised that it was Moira on the other end Alex walked out of the kitchen and onto the balcony, where I couldn’t hear what he and Moira were speaking about. “Oh my God,” I thought to myself, what if Moira was telling Alex what she’d seen right now. I couldn’t trust her not to, I had to be truthful to myself at this point; she and Alex were closer to each other than I was to her. As a friend, Moira's loyalties had to lie with him. Furthermore, Moira had a history when it came to cheating; her husband of 15yrs had cheated on her with her then best friend. There was certainly no ambiguity as far as her feelings towards cheating. I looked at Alex through the large glass doors to our balcony; I could tell that whatever he and Moira were speaking about was intense. Alex only ever hunched his shoulders when he was worried or speaking about something serious.


Realising I had to do something I picked up my phone and dialled Moira’s mobile. It rang for a few seconds. I began to panic thinking what if she decided to ignore my call, “Aaron, can you please call later, I’ve got an important call on the other line that I really have to finish it,” were the words that came through my phone, flooding relief into my body as Moira answered. “I know you’re speaking to Alex right now. Please don’t tell him about Chris, I was about to tell him when your call interrupted me.” There was a silence on the other end of the line, finally Moira quietly asked, “What exactly were you going to tell Alex?”

“Well I was going to tell him what happened between Chris and me last night, and that I…” I faltered a bit as I tried to bring myself to tell Moira. After a heavy pause I continued, “I was going to tell Alex that I love Chris and that I want to be with him.” Another silence ensued from Moira. “Well are you going to say anything?” After a heavy and loaded silence, “Moira said quietly, “You can’t do that Aaron.” Trying to soothe Moira, I replied, “Moira, it’s the right thing to do, don’t you see, it would be totally unfair of me to stay with Alex while I’m love with somebody else…”

“Aaron! I don’t care what half-ass justification you give for your decision, you cannot leave Alex, he, he’s…”


As Moira’s voice moved from a shout to a quiet pleading, I realised that there was something seriously the matter. Looking up at Alex who was still outside on the balcony waiting for Moira, I asked, “Moira, Alex is what? Is Alex sick or something?” The silence from Moira said it all. “What’s wrong with Alex, Moira?” I asked quietly, hoping against hopes that it wasn’t what I though it was, once again Moira said nothing, all that came through the was the sound of her trying to hold back her tears. It couldn’t be, could it oh Lord no don’t let it be. “Moira please, what is it, does Alex have HIV?”


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Please post your suggestions and what you think, I really enjoy them.

[Alicia81]

Please don't leave us hanging for long!!!

nice

[agj25us]

So glad you got the time to write another Chapter. I've been waiting and you didn't let me down. You are a very good writer!! Looking forward to the next one. ..|

[ds_writr]

I never saw this thread before. I feel like I'm watching (reading) a movie.

(yes, that's a compliment)..|

[shea]

Thanks for another chapter. The story line is really
good, and can't wait to see where you are going
with it. The suspense has certainly built in record
time. Looking forward to more. Love the story.
shea (*8*) :kiss:

[codude1964]

Thanks for sharing your awesome writing talents with us! I'm looking forward to the next chapter, keep up the good work!!!

[Craiger]

I must reiterate what the others have said. Angelus, you have a great talent. You are able to make one feel completely a part of the scene. Also, as in real life, there are so many ups and downs and there is never an easy answer. I look forward to your continuance of a gripping story.
I have the patience of Job, but don't be too long. lol ..|

Craiger

[angelus]

Chapter 9

As the moments passed between my desperate plea and Moira’s answer, my mind raced a mile a millisecond, from; “There’s no reason for you to jump to conclusions about Alex’s health,” to “My Lord, what the hell happens now for me, I know that we’ve always used protection but condoms aren’t always 100% safe.” As my mind raced through all these possible scenarios while at the same time chastising itself for even jumping to such ridiculous conclusions I realised that Moira was speaking. “I’m sorry Moira, what did you say?” I said in a nervous breathlessness. Moira said the words that I had been dreading in that second that had seemed like a lifetime where I had thought a million things. “Yes Aaron. Alex took an HIV test, but the counsellor who was taking the test said the results were inconclusive and wanted to take for full testing in a lab.”

A knot formed in the pit of my stomach as I heard my worst fears being realised, the world which I had thought I was about to gain began to crumble I right before my very eyes. Without another word to Moira I dropped the phone, I needed to get away, I needed to get away from all of this, this was not what I wanted for myself. Slowly I began to compose myself and walked back into the apartment. “I don’t know what happened to Moira we were speaking and then she went on to her other line and didn’t come back. I looked at Alex as he spoke, he was the consummate actor, there was no way anybody could have known that he had just heard news that had the capability to change his world. Even though I knew that right now I knew that I should be concerned about Alex but all I could think of was Chris, I was in mourning for something that had never even started. My word, whatever semblance of a relationship we had had was less than two days old. Something in my mind clicked, I knew that I had to live in the here and now and forget about what could have been, Alex had given me months of happiness and was undoubtedly in love with me, it was time I gave myself over to him totally and fully.

“Aaron… Aaron, is something the matter,” Alex said waving his hand in front of my face waking me from my reverie. A serious look crossed my face as I said, “Alex we have to talk.” A look of worry quickly crossed across Alex’s face as he said in a slight voice, “I guess that was Moira you were speaking to.” Pulling down Alex with me towards the couch, I asked, “Why didn’t you tell me Alex? This is something that we should be going through together, even if you… No, when you turn out to be okay, this is something that we should’ve handled together.” Holding back the emotion in his voice Alex said, “I wanted to tell you so badly Aaron, but regardless of whatever you may say, things have changed between us, it’s not like it was at first. I don’t know how to put it into words exactly, but all I know is that in a sense, you seem to have distanced yourself from me.”

A lump formed in my throat as I though back on the last few months, Alex was right, even though nothing had been happening between Chris and I; that was what my mind had been on. It felt as though I was that scared teenager all over again, holding a massive secret inside me, except now the secret was much bigger than the secret I’d held then, yes it was similar, it involved the same person but this time, it would not only change my life, but it would shatter whatever image Alex had of us being happily together, and right now that was the last thing he needed. What Alex needed from me was to be the thoughtful, caring, loving partner that he thought I was. For me to tell him about Chris and I right now would have been the ultimate in selfishness.

Forcing myself to suppress the wish to blurt out the truth to Alex, I whispered with an assortment of various emotions within me, “I know Alex, I have been distant lately,” then looking him earnestly in the eye I continued, “ …but I swear to you that from now on, that you and I, us, will be what is most important to me.” A moment passed as Alex’s eyes lit up in a manner that I had even forgotten could as he saw the truth in my eyes. As I saw the joy and love in Alex’s eyes I realised. If this was the kind of joy that I could bring to this man, this man who loved me so, this man who’d been willing to stand by me through the hell that I had put him through in the last months over a childish high school crush, then the love that he had for me was certainly enough to sustain our relationship. As this thought went through my mind I knew there was only one way that I could show Alex how I felt about him, with a look that I never though I would be able to show any other man other than Chris, I leaned into Alex kissing him.

The kiss started tenderly at first, but the hunger that emanated from Alex’s mouth proved infectious, soon his hot, hungry tongue moved from my mouth and started making its way down my neck. Slowly I began to unbutton my shirt in anticipation of Alex hunger, Alex looked up at me and in a moment, the realisation of what we were doing hit us, “Are you sure that you want to do this, even though, well you know…” said Alex trailing off. “Alex, this is what I want, I want you, all of you and I want you now.” Those were the only words that Alex needed to hear; tenderly his tongue continued its slow and sensuous journey down my chest. By the time that Alex reached my nipples, which had been tweaked and played with, my heart, was racing, placing his hand over my heart, Alex solemnly swore, “I’ll love you forever, Aaron.” Tenderly I pulled Alex up towards me and kissed him as deeply and as lovingly as I possibly could.

As I kissed Alex, my hands took a trajectory of their own, popping open the buttons of his jeans. As I grasped his hot cock that was seeping pre-cum in eager anticipation Alex ripped his lips off of mine and let out a gasp of shock and joy as the sensation rippled through his body. Pretty soon, the same sensation pulsated through my every nerve as Alex grabbed on my equally fervent cock. Slowly looking deeply into each other’s eyes, Alex and I began to jerk each other off. With each stroke of his hand on my cock, matched by a similar stroke by my hand on his cock, Alex and I were sent into raptures of pleasure, as our free hands tickled, played and intertwined with each other. Suddenly in an instant Alex broke eye contact with me and his mouth covered my cock with such deft adeptness that it sent me into further levels of pleasure. With his tongue writhing, wriggling, wrapping and unwrapping itself around my cock Alex took his free hand and slowly began to play with my rosebud.

Slowly using his hands as his only form of communication Alex signalled me to turn over, as quick as his mouth had left my lips, it moved off of my cock and onto my excited rosebud. His sensuous tongue first made slow, deliberate circular movements, skirting along that hole of pleasure causing the muscle to tense and release, with each tensing and release sending shivers of pleasure up and down the length of my body, but most importantly, my cock. The moment Alex’s tongue darted into my rosebud, a new plateau of pleasure was reached, a place that could only be described as bliss. In short, sharp bursts of gratification Alex’s tongue darted in and out of my ass leaving me with my mouth open in a silent gasp of joy. Suddenly the animal in me came out, I could no longer hold it in, grabbing a condom and skilfully slipping it on I flipped Alex over and thrust deep into him. A roar that must have been audible miles away escaped from Alex, his eyes teared over as pain and pleasure mixed as I thrust into him as deep as I could go. When my cock was in him and could go no further I stopped and let myself enjoy the sensation of my cock throbbing inside of Alex, as much as I was enjoying it I could tell that Alex was enjoying it to that same extent.

Slowly I began to pull out and just as the head of my cock was about to escape I thrust in again. I knew that this was just how Alex enjoyed being fucked, slow at first and faster as time went on and that was exactly how I did it. A film of sweat was covered us the passionate sex went on, our cocks and the simultaneous pleasure, the only tool of communication needed between us. Just at the moment seemed as though I could do no more and was spent, every sinew and fibre in my body tensed and released in an orgasm so filled with pleasure that all I could do was to dig my nails deep into Alex. As my cock went into spasm inside Alex, the pulsations sent him into orgasm spouting lava-like cum all over his chest and my hands, which were digging deep into him. Breathless, I rolled next over to Alex who in a similar state of breathlessness whispered into my ear, “I love you.” Not blinking, I realised what had to be done, I had to break Chris’ heart, there was no other choice, I had to tell him I had made a decision, and my decision was that I was going to be with Alex.

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Thanks for all the great feedback guys! But don't stop, I'll say it again, you're comments are greatly appreciated so please comment! Perhaps even give your thoughts about the direction the story is going because, truth be told I don't know. Ok that's a bit of a lie, I see a line but an appropriate comment could change all that. I think you'll all be pleased to hear that I'm working on another story as well, so look out for that.

Once again thank you for the great comments!

[bianchi_andreas]

You're characters are so vivid... what a wonderful talent you have!

Kudos!

[Craiger]

Angelus,

What a conundrum! I can hardly wait to read how you get us out of this one. Don't be too long! :p

I know, I know. Patience! lol

Craiger

[diumar]

Yea I noticed that also, that in some ocassions the name Chris and Alex is interchanged. But it doesnt made the story any bad, where did you get that talent dude. It is so hot!!!

[angelus]

Chapter 10

The entire evening, well into the night I lay next to Alex, watching him as he slept, his lightly muscled chest rising and falling as he breathed, my mind turned to the fact that I had one last thing to do before I could truly say that my… my what? What did I call it? Was it a relationship, an affair, a one-night stand that spilled over to the next day? I didn’t know, and truth be told a part of me didn’t want to know. For the simple reason that as soon as I labelled it, that would be the beginning of its death something that deep down, regardless of my total rejection of the idea, I didn’t want to happen.

“No Aaron, this has to be done and this has to be done tonight,” I quietly muttered to myself. I pushed the tangled bed sheets off of me careful not to wake Alex and without a sound; I grabbed a pair of jeans and a t-shirt from the mess of clothes on the floor. It was so dark I could barely see a thing and I dared not turn on the lights afraid that I would wake up Alex so I slipped them on in the dark. With a single look back at the sleeping figure on my bed, I walked out of the room to do the hardest thing that I’d ever had to do in my life.

As I stepped into my car, a thought crossed my mind, Moira. She deserved to know what was happening; she was just as embroiled in this as Chris, Alex and I were. Sitting in the crisp night air with my window rolled down was just the thing I needed to clear my head before I faced Chris. The phone rang shrilly as I waited for Moira to answer her phone. “What the hell?” said Moira in her patented ‘you-just-woke-me-up’ voice. Not even this could lighten my mood, I gloomily replied, “It’s me Moira.” A silence passed as Moira realised she was speaking to me, finally after what seemed to be an eternity she answered, “So what did you do?”

“I spoke to Alex and he came to clean to me about the test and everything else,” the grave tone in her voice conveying how she felt, she answered, “and what about you two?” Silence passed between Moira and I as the magnitude of what I had sworn to Alex came to me, “We’re together regardless…” An audible sigh of relief from Moira was what I heard in response to my pronouncement.

“So did you tell him about…” Moira’s voice trailed off reluctant to finish the sentence. Putting her out of her misery, I finished it for her, “About Chris and I? No, I don’t think that that is the kind of thing that Alex needs to hear right now.”

“But don’t you think that you owe to Alex to tell him about you and Chris?”

“What would that gain exactly Moira, all I’d be doing is making myself feel better about what I did by plunging Alex into a pool of pain and hurt. I don’t think that’s fair on him, it would be better all around if he were never to find out.”

“Well that’s your call Aaron.” Before Moira could even ask about Chris, I said, trying to hide the emotion in my voice, “I’m on my way to Chris’ place right now.”

“What are you going to tell him?”

“The truth, I think after everything that I’ve put him through…” I paused for a moment and continued, “This is crazy Moira. I don’t know why I feel as though what Chris and I had was more than what it was. Which in actual fact was just sex. That’s all it was pure, unadulterated sex. And even so, we’re talking of a single night that spilled over into the next day, less than 24hrs, but yet I feel as though it was more.” With a soft tone to her voice Moira said, “Aaron, don’t lie to yourself, it was more than that. The sex, that was one part of it, you truly had feelings for this, feelings that you’d bottled up since high school. From the moment you laid eyes on him, those feelings came back to you, just as intense as they’d been in High School.”

“But how’s that possible, I love Alex.” With more insight than I thought Moira could possibly have she continued, “For somebody so intelligent you’re unbelievably dim when it comes to matters of the heart.” With a small chuckle Moira continued, “Loving Alex doesn’t mean that you’ll love him and him alone. The heart is bigger than the biggest love, and that means no matter how much you love somebody there will always be space for another love. That’s what happened to you, you found yourself in love with more than one person and you had to make a decision.”

Another moment of quiet passed between us as I mulled over what Moira said to me finally I said, “Thanks Moira, I really needed to hear that. I don’t think that you could possibly understand just how much I’m grateful for everything that you just said right now.”

“Hey, that’s what nosy secretaries are for. I’d better go now; you need to do some thinking before you speak to Chris, bye.” I dropped the phone, my heart heavy with what Moira had just said, she was right though. No matter how much I denied it to myself, I was in love with Chris. The words hit me like heavy punches, I was in love with Chris, I loved Chris. This was a moment that was meant to be filled with joy. The realisation and acknowledgement of loving somebody else was not meant to push one to the verge of tears as it was doing to me right now. However, tears were a luxury I could not indulge. If I planned to face Chris, I would need all my wits about me. With that thought in my mind I started the car and drove off on what I knew would be one of the hardest trips that I’d ever take in my life.

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Hey this is obviously one of the shorter chapters, I meant for it to be longer but I felt that this was the natural end to the chapter. Chapter 11 will be up pretty soon, so post your comments, I'll repeat myself again, I enjoy them about as much as writing the story...|

[Craiger]

Angelus,

Boy, am I torn between Chris and Alex. I know it is possible to love two at once, but how are you going to handle this?

I have that great virtue, patience, but... don't leave me too long !:twisted:

Seriously, I can hardly wait. ..|

Craiger

[MidnightPrism]

GREAT STORY!

Can't wait to read the next chapter :)

[bianchi_andreas]

Another really well-structured chapter.

I eagerly look forward to each of your posts!

[Paladine]

WELL DONE! Very nicely written with the plots and twists and of course the beautiful sex involved! Its been a while since I last read a good story like this. Hope to read more from you soon! *joins in the angelus fan-club*

[angelus]

Chapter 11
Truth be told, through the entire hour it took to take to get to Chris’s place my mind was an utter blank. It seemed as though the one second I had just finished my conversation with Moira and the next moment I was driving into Chris’ driveway. It was one of those moments that simultaneously fill you with both revulsion at the prospect of their occurring while at the same time being looking forward to them with the though of, “let’s do it.” Beyond that, there is nothing that I could say that could possibly explain how that moment felt, but it had arrived and something was going to happen, regardless.

I pulled the key out of the ignition and silently lay my head onto the steering wheel. I sat there unwilling to confront the situation that lay ahead of me. No I wasn’t unwilling I was unable, all the preparation that I’d gone through for this moment had been in vain. Dejectedly I slipped the car key back into the ignition, but it seemed that destiny had a different plan for me. Chris sauntered out of the front door of his house, “What are you doing awake at this hour?’ I asked as I stepped out of the car. Chris didn’t even bother to answer me, his strong arms wrapped around me pulling me into a passionate embrace. Using every single ounce of my willpower I gently pushed him away whispering, “No Chris, we have to talk.” The look in his eye said it all, he knew exactly what was going to happen. “I guess you want to come in to do this don’t you?” Without another word, he turned around and we walked into the house.

The door shut behind us I launched headlong into my speech barely daring to cast a glance into Chris’ eye, “Chris this would never have worked. In your hearts of hearts, you know that, this was just a fling an overdue but yet still ill-advised fling. Whatever feelings we had or have for each other was merely the remnants of a high-school crush. Perhaps had this happened after high school, things would’ve been different, but as is, life doesn’t allow for us to be together. We’ve met at the wrong time in life…” The last phrase of what I said trailed off into a deafening silence as I ashamedly stared into the gleaming white tiled floors.


“Is that all then?” asked Chris. I looked up, shocked at his reaction.
“What? Were you expecting tears and histrionics? I guess you know me, rather knew me less than I thought you did. I’m sorry that you feel that way Aaron, but if you’d rather be with him than me, then that’s it isn’t it?” Not uttering a single syllable beyond that, Chris walked to the door and held it open for me. And that was it, I walked out that door, closing a chapter on my life that I’d thought was over but had in under a day come back rushing in changing around the careful arrangement that I called my life.

Silently I sat in the car contemplating and reliving what had happened between Chris and I. It seemed so sudden, so final. I guess that was the correct thing, what I wanted, what I needed. I needed for it to be final if there was going to be a future for Alex and I. Yes, that would be what I focused on, I would focus on the fact that this, what had happened here, was the best for my boyfriend and me.
Me and my boyfriend, those were words that would now replace me. Us, would replace I. Life as Aaron would now cease, Alex needed me more than ever in life and would be there for him just as I had sworn to be.

[chris0626]

WOW!!! What a really really GREAT story!

Perhaps some 'clandestine' meetings between them are still in order... that kind of passion doesn't just die!

[Craiger]

Angelus,

I told you had the patience of Job, and I do, but from November 2005 to August 2006 is testing me a little too much. [-X lol I survived though, didn't I... I think I am glad that Aaron went back to Alex.

Great to see you back writing. I hope you have more for us soon. (And I mean soon!) (*8*)

Craiger

[kcm17480]

That was a passionate and outstanding story. That was great wrting that left a person reading it on the edge of a cliff holding on by the fingernails. I hope you will write more stories. Thanks for sharing.

[angelus]

Hey guys sorry that it took me so long to write anothe chapter, but I kinda got disheartened with the story and i wasn't too sure as to where i wanted it to go but the drive is in me again and i know exactly where it's going. The next chapter will be up pretty soon (no patience of Job needed Craiger) and kcm17480, I already am working on another story. Thanks for all the compliments and feel free to say anything you want about the story.

[angelus]

Chapter 12

The car rolled up outside my or rather our apartment block, I just couldn’t get myself to step out of the car and just sat there, still unable to fully comprehend the events of the last 24hrs, thinking to myself that this was not the kind of thing that happened to Aaron Alexander. I most certainly was not the type to easily fall in and out of love. My life went at a carefully considered pace, not at one which saw me realise my love for one man, my first true love, and then be unable to do anything about it. In fact, even worse than not doing anything about it, having to reject that love in it’s totality due to another man who truly loved me but also needed me in the most desperate manner possible. Sitting in the car with all these thoughts flooding into my mind, the emotion of it all finally caught up with me in a roar of frustration, fear and anger. Ever since I’d come out to those I loved and finally ended the duplicity, I’d always sworn that there was no way in hell that I was going to allow my life to be out of my own control. That was the impetus behind my starting to work out, eating healthy, quitting smoking, and being fastidious and precise in my work, I swore that all I could do to control what was in essence out of my control, I would control.

Yet here I was, distraught to an immeasurable amount over something that I’d always felt I was in control over, the workings of my heart. As I sat there I realised that I’d been wrong all along, there was no way to control my heart, my heart was probably the one thing about myself that I could control the least, it would love who it felt that it wanted to love. Yet as hard as it was to do I had to realise that the love that I had for Chris, was impossible to enjoy. Alex needed me, Alex was the person who I was obligated to, he trusted me to stay by him and do what was right, and that was what I’d do. “Pull yourself together Aaron Alexander, Alex needs you right now,” I said to myself wiping the tears from my eyes, stepping out of the car, and walking towards the apartment. However, as I did so I failed to notice the silhouette of Alex against my window watching me.

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The next couple of days were hard for both Alex and me as we sat waiting for the test results from the lab. Of course as much as I understood that for Alex it was his life that hung in the balance and as much as I was worried and scared for him and I realised he was feeling those same feelings except much stronger than I was, there were moments when it took all my willpower not to roar out in pain and anguish at the unfairness of it all. No matter how much I tried to push it to the back of my mind, I still missed Chris, still loved Chris. In effect, I sat there thinking about Alex’s situation and how by the end of the week it could be the end of life as he knew it and just maybe for myself. Then also, there was always the dull gnawing pain that would intermittently explode into an almost immeasurable pain for the love that I was denying myself for Chris.

Monday morning came about it and though I’d planned to not go into work for the week and spend the next week supporting Alex ahead of his test results on Friday, my alarm clock went off, after I’d forgot to turn it off the night before. My hand reached out to the alarm and turned the loud sound of the morning shock jock as he screamed at me to wake up. With a rustle of the sheets, I turned around and checked if Aaron was awake, he was. “Aren’t you getting up,” he asked with a small yawn.
“Well I was planning on taking the week off so I could support… I mean, spend some time with you.”
“Don’t be silly Aaron, just because of this silly little test, life doesn’t have to stop.”
“Alex, it won’t be a bother for me or anybody. I can just palm off my cases to some colleagues and Moira will be able to direct anybody who needs any urgent help to the right people. Anyway, I haven’t taken any time off in ages.”

“I know that you haven’t taken any time off, but I was hoping that we could plan something special for a holiday together so I don’t want you wasting your vacation time over something so insignificant.” Even as he called it insignificant, I could see in his eyes that even thinking of the impending results was frightening him. “Come on, we could have a nice day together here or in town, we could go to the beach, I don’t know when the last time was that I went during the week. Imagine we’d have the entire place almost to ourselves.” A smile crossed Alex’s face for the first time since he’d told me about the test, “Well it would be nice, and I can imagine this quiet little secluded spot where we could, well you know…” I planted a kiss on his forehead as I pulled him closer towards me, “Well there are plenty of secluded little spots in Clifton. We can compile our own top 5 secluded little spots where one or rather two can…”
“All right, I give in; when you’re the bait I can’t give in. But you must go in this morning just so you can clear everything up till Wednesday.” An expression of mocking sternness on his face, Alex continued, “On Thursday. You go back to work, I will not have some, layabout has been lawyer for a boyfriend.”

“Yes sir,” I said climbing out of bed.” As I grabbed my robe and put it on, Alex said something that almost stopped me dead in my tracks, “You know I was rather surprised when Moira and I got here on Saturday and Chris was here. I mean he was actually nice, I think he must’ve gotten over the gay thing.” By the time Alex was finished speaking, I was already in the bathroom, opening the faucets and running water into the sink to wash my face. Looking into the mirror and making sure my voice sounded level, I answered, “Well, I was also pretty surprised when he came over. I guess he felt bad about the way he acted at the party.” Alex shouted back at me, preparing breakfast for us, “I suppose so, but still, it’s hardly that you ever get to see somebody get over their homophobia, you should see him again, perhaps you two can be friends like you were in high school.” As I listened to Alex saying this, my heart sped up with my eyes widening in panic. Yet again, I paced myself before I spoke, “Well you never know he may’ve just been putting on an act…”
“And why in heavens name would he do that?” asked Alex as the smell of freshly brewed coffee wafted through the apartment and into the bathroom where I stood trying desperately to come up with some reasonable answer to Alex’s question. At the one time I needed them most, my faculties as a lawyer deserted me.

“Well I guess you realised there was no reason for you to be so distrustful of Chris. If there’s anything I’m realising while I’m, no, while we’re,” continued Alex with a slight smile, “going through this all of this is that you have to grab life by the horns while you have the chance. Make the most of every moment. You and Chris have been and could be great friends. You’re getting what very few people get in life, a second chance, don’t squander it.”
“Oh come,” I shouted over the noise pulling my robe off and turning the shower on, “Don’t get all sanctimonious on me now, just because you may, and note I emphasise the may, be sick.” Popping his head into the bathroom Aaron continued with a serious look on his face, “I’m not joking Alex. I really want you and everybody else that I care about to be grateful for all the little things that we take for granted.” Desperate to get off the topic of Chris I opened the shower door and gave Alex my most disarming smile saying, “Well, I get the distinct feeling that you’re taking me for granted. How about you join me and oh lets see, scrub my back.”

A little smirk spreading across his face, Alex replied, “Well when you make such a tempting offer, how can a guy refuse?” Dripping I stepped out the shower and grabbed Alex’s hand pulling him towards me, “Hey, I’m still dressed,” exclaimed Alex in shock.
“I can’t help myself, but don’t worry, you won’t have to worry about those clothes for long as they’ll be off soon enough.”
“Well, I can see why you’d say that,” Alex said, his smirk spreading into a grin as he fondled my cock into a state of excitement while I slipped my hand into the waistband of his pyjamas and around his cock, while the other hand ran lightly over his chest leaving a trail of goose-flesh as my wet cold hands met up with his warm muscular torso. “You know that I can’t handle it when you do that to me,” Alex whispered into my ear,” flicking his tongue lightly around the outer rim of my ear bringing forth such a pleasurable sensation as the little hairs were stimulated by the wetness of his saliva and the warmth of his breath intermingling. With the ssssshhhh of the shower acting as our tempo, our fingers, tongues, we languorously circled each other knowing exactly where the spots were that would elicit the most amount of pleasure from us.

Our mouths coming close to, but not quite kissing. Tongues furtively darting here and there leaving jolts of pleasure in their wake. It was a game of hide and seek and one to see who could hold out the longest melded into one, but the fun in it was that we both knew exactly where the treasure troves of pleasure were hidden for either of us and that at any moment, we could educe an immeasurable amount of pleasure in each other which would be reciprocated instantly. Finally, I could no longer bear the tension in my cock, as it leapt and shivered in anticipation of what was to happen. I pulled Alex into the shower shutting the door behind us I gave in a went straight for the area that I knew would have Alex melting like butter into my hands, the small of his back, where it ended and his rock hard ass started. Just the right amount of pressure… My fingers had barely pressed down and I felt him buckle ever so slightly as a moan of pleasure escaped from his mouth seconds before I muffled the sound with my tongue plunging deep into his mouth and his responding just as hungrily, with as deeper exploration of my mouth. But Alex didn’t allow his tongue to stay there for long, because he knew that to give me as much pleasure as I was giving him he needed his mouth. Finally, he took his mouth to just below the left of my jaw, gently sucking on it. For me I knew that there was only one other pleasure that could possibly beat this and this was to fuck Alex, but circumstances affected my wish to do so. I knew that there was only one way now that I could finish this off.

Slowly I went down onto my knees tentatively teasing and tickling his balls, letting them roll around in-between my fingers, feeling them tighten closer to his body every time his cock leapt in excitement and loosen again due to the heat of the shower. Finally, my lips reached their intended destination. Even with water dripping in my eyes, I saw the pre-cum glistening off his cock. Slowly, I licked it off. As soon as the taste registered for me, a feral instinct took over me. My whole mouth took his entire quivering cock into my mouth, letting it out bit by bit. In and out his cock went into my mouth faster and faster, when finally Alex’s groans of pleasure started going into an even deeper tone I stood up, pushed his back against the wall of the shower and gripped the shaft of his cock with hand jerking him off while my other hand explored his rosebud, he returned the pleasure, doing the same to me and soon we were in the thralls of our shared pleasure not cognisant of anything else either than getting ourselves to the point when all this sexual energy was released. And that point finally arrived; Alex was the first to come, in a roar of pleasure, pretty soon I let off my own silent torrent of come, no sound able to match what I was feeling at that very moment.
“Aaron I love you,” panted Alex, out of breath. My only reply was to kiss him with as much passion I could muster, because there was no way that I could get myself to say those words to Alex when the only person I wanted to say them to, was not the person who was in my arms at that very moment, and never would be.

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Here you go with the latest chapter, I'm already working on the next chapter. I'm sorry that's it's taking so long for me to churn these out, but I have load of other work to do. Please, PLEASE comment on the story and what you think of where it's going.

[Craiger]

Angelus,

I just returned from a week in the mountains and found you new chapter. It's getting more and more intriguing. I really look forward to the next.

Craiger

[harry113]

Angelus, I'm so glad you felt able to continue this intriguing story.
I'm waiting to see how this intense situation turns out.
Thanks
Harry

[chris0626]

Really great!

[HaydenLogan]

more please!!!:cry:

[kcm17480]

You know the more I read this story the more engrossed I get into this story. It's like it is sucking me in. This is really an incredible story. I can't wait to read the next chapter.

[angelus]

Chapter 12

The car rolled up outside my or rather our apartment block, I just couldn’t get myself to step out of the car and just sat there, still unable to fully comprehend the events of the last 24hrs, thinking to myself that this was not the kind of thing that happened to Aaron Alexander. I most certainly was not the type to easily fall in and out of love. My life went at a carefully considered pace, not at one which saw me realise my love for one man, my first true love, and then be unable to do anything about it. In fact, even worse than not doing anything about it, having to reject that love in it’s totality due to another man who truly loved me but also needed me in the most desperate manner possible. Sitting in the car with all these thoughts flooding into my mind, the emotion of it all finally caught up with me in a roar of frustration, fear and anger. Ever since I’d come out to those I loved and finally ended the duplicity, I’d always sworn that there was no way in hell that I was going to allow my life to be out of my own control. That was the impetus behind my starting to work out, eating healthy, quitting smoking, and being fastidious and precise in my work, I swore that all I could do to control what was in essence out of my control, I would control.

Yet here I was, distraught to an immeasurable amount over something that I’d always felt I was in control over, the workings of my heart. As I sat there I realised that I’d been wrong all along, there was no way to control my heart, my heart was probably the one thing about myself that I could control the least, it would love who it felt that it wanted to love. Yet as hard as it was to do I had to realise that the love that I had for Chris, was impossible to enjoy. Alex needed me, Alex was the person who I was obligated to, he trusted me to stay by him and do what was right, and that was what I’d do. “Pull yourself together Aaron Alexander, Alex needs you right now,” I said to myself wiping the tears from my eyes, stepping out of the car, and walking towards the apartment. However, as I did so I failed to notice the silhouette of Alex against my window watching me.

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The next couple of days were hard for both Alex and me as we sat waiting for the test results from the lab. Of course as much as I understood that for Alex it was his life that hung in the balance and as much as I was worried and scared for him and I realised he was feeling those same feelings except much stronger than I was, there were moments when it took all my willpower not to roar out in pain and anguish at the unfairness of it all. No matter how much I tried to push it to the back of my mind, I still missed Chris, still loved Chris. In effect, I sat there thinking about Alex’s situation and how by the end of the week it could be the end of life as he knew it and just maybe for myself. Then also, there was always the dull gnawing pain that would intermittently explode into an almost immeasurable pain for the love that I was denying myself for Chris.

Monday morning came about it and though I’d planned to not go into work for the week and spend the next week supporting Alex ahead of his test results on Friday, my alarm clock went off, after I’d forgot to turn it off the night before. My hand reached out to the alarm and turned the loud sound of the morning shock jock as he screamed at me to wake up. With a rustle of the sheets, I turned around and checked if Aaron was awake, he was. “Aren’t you getting up,” he asked with a small yawn.
“Well I was planning on taking the week off so I could support… I mean, spend some time with you.”
“Don’t be silly Aaron, just because of this silly little test, life doesn’t have to stop.”
“Alex, it won’t be a bother for me or anybody. I can just palm off my cases to some colleagues and Moira will be able to direct anybody who needs any urgent help to the right people. Anyway, I haven’t taken any time off in ages.”

“I know that you haven’t taken any time off, but I was hoping that we could plan something special for a holiday together so I don’t want you wasting your vacation time over something so insignificant.” Even as he called it insignificant, I could see in his eyes that even thinking of the impending results was frightening him. “Come on, we could have a nice day together here or in town, we could go to the beach, I don’t know when the last time was that I went during the week. Imagine we’d have the entire place almost to ourselves.” A smile crossed Alex’s face for the first time since he’d told me about the test, “Well it would be nice, and I can imagine this quiet little secluded spot where we could, well you know…” I planted a kiss on his forehead as I pulled him closer towards me, “Well there are plenty of secluded little spots in Clifton. We can compile our own top 5 secluded little spots where one or rather two can…”
“All right, I give in; when you’re the bait I can’t give in. But you must go in this morning just so you can clear everything up till Wednesday.” An expression of mocking sternness on his face, Alex continued, “On Thursday. You go back to work, I will not have some, layabout has been lawyer for a boyfriend.”

“Yes sir,” I said climbing out of bed.” As I grabbed my robe and put it on, Alex said something that almost stopped me dead in my tracks, “You know I was rather surprised when Moira and I got here on Saturday and Chris was here. I mean he was actually nice, I think he must’ve gotten over the gay thing.” By the time Alex was finished speaking, I was already in the bathroom, opening the faucets and running water into the sink to wash my face. Looking into the mirror and making sure my voice sounded level, I answered, “Well, I was also pretty surprised when he came over. I guess he felt bad about the way he acted at the party.” Alex shouted back at me, preparing breakfast for us, “I suppose so, but still, it’s hardly that you ever get to see somebody get over their homophobia, you should see him again, perhaps you two can be friends like you were in high school.” As I listened to Alex saying this, my heart sped up with my eyes widening in panic. Yet again, I paced myself before I spoke, “Well you never know he may’ve just been putting on an act…”
“And why in heavens name would he do that?” asked Alex as the smell of freshly brewed coffee wafted through the apartment and into the bathroom where I stood trying desperately to come up with some reasonable answer to Alex’s question. At the one time I needed them most, my faculties as a lawyer deserted me.

“Well I guess you realised there was no reason for you to be so distrustful of Chris. If there’s anything I’m realising while I’m, no, while we’re,” continued Alex with a slight smile, “going through this all of this is that you have to grab life by the horns while you have the chance. Make the most of every moment. You and Chris have been and could be great friends. You’re getting what very few people get in life, a second chance, don’t squander it.”
“Oh come,” I shouted over the noise pulling my robe off and turning the shower on, “Don’t get all sanctimonious on me now, just because you may, and note I emphasise the may, be sick.” Popping his head into the bathroom Aaron continued with a serious look on his face, “I’m not joking Alex. I really want you and everybody else that I care about to be grateful for all the little things that we take for granted.” Desperate to get off the topic of Chris I opened the shower door and gave Alex my most disarming smile saying, “Well, I get the distinct feeling that you’re taking me for granted. How about you join me and oh lets see, scrub my back.”
A little smirk spreading across his face, Alex replied, “Well when you make such a tempting offer, how can a guy refuse?” Dripping I stepped out the shower and grabbed Alex’s hand pulling him towards me, “Hey, I’m still dressed,” exclaimed Alex in shock.
“I can’t help myself, but don’t worry, you won’t have to worry about those clothes for long as they’ll be off soon enough.”
“Well, I can see why you’d say that,” Alex said, his smirk spreading into a grin as he fondled my cock into a state of excitement while I slipped my hand into the waistband of his pyjamas and around his cock, while the other hand ran lightly over his chest leaving a trail of goose-flesh as my wet cold hands met up with his warm muscular torso. “You know that I can’t handle it when you do that to me,” Alex whispered into my ear,” flicking his tongue lightly around the outer rim of my ear bringing forth such a pleasurable sensation as the little hairs were stimulated by the wetness of his saliva and the warmth of his breath intermingling. With the ssssshhhh of the shower acting as our tempo, our fingers, tongues, we languorously circled each other knowing exactly where the spots were that would elicit the most amount of pleasure from us.

Our mouths coming close to, but not quite kissing. Tongues furtively darting here and there leaving jolts of pleasure in their wake. It was a game of hide and seek and one to see who could hold out the longest melded into one, but the fun in it was that we both knew exactly where the treasure troves of pleasure were hidden for either of us and that at any moment, we could educe an immeasurable amount of pleasure in each other which would be reciprocated instantly. Finally, I could no longer bear the tension in my cock, as it leapt and shivered in anticipation of what was to happen. I pulled Alex into the shower shutting the door behind us I gave in a went straight for the area that I knew would have Alex melting like butter into my hands, the small of his back, where it ended and his rock hard ass started. Just the right amount of pressure… My fingers had barely pressed down and I felt him buckle ever so slightly as a moan of pleasure escaped from his mouth seconds before I muffled the sound with my tongue plunging deep into his mouth and his responding just as hungrily, with as deeper exploration of my mouth. But Alex didn’t allow his tongue to stay there for long, because he knew that to give me as much pleasure as I was giving him he needed his mouth. Finally, he took his mouth to just below the left of my jaw, gently sucking on it. For me I knew that there was only one other pleasure that could possibly beat this and this was to fuck Alex, but circumstances affected my wish to do so. I knew that there was only one way now that I could finish this off.

Slowly I went down onto my knees tentatively teasing and tickling his balls, letting them roll around in-between my fingers, feeling them tighten closer to his body every time his cock leapt in excitement and loosen again due to the heat of the shower. Finally, my lips reached their intended destination. Even with water dripping in my eyes, I saw the pre-cum glistening off his cock. Slowly, I licked it off. As soon as the taste registered for me, a feral instinct took over me. My whole mouth took his entire quivering cock into my mouth, letting it out bit by bit. In and out his cock went into my mouth faster and faster, when finally Alex’s groans of pleasure started going into an even deeper tone I stood up, pushed his back against the wall of the shower and gripped the shaft of his cock with hand jerking him off while my other hand explored his rosebud, he returned the pleasure, doing the same to me and soon we were in the thralls of our shared pleasure not cognisant of anything else either than getting ourselves to the point when all this sexual energy was released. And that point finally arrived; Alex was the first to come, in a roar of pleasure, pretty soon I let off my own silent torrent of come, no sound able to match what I was feeling at that very moment.

“Aaron I love you,” panted Alex, out of breath. My only reply was to kiss him with as much passion I could muster, because there was no way that I could get myself to say those words to Alex when the only person I wanted to say them to, was not the person who was in my arms at that very moment, and never would be.

[harry113]

Oh dear, Angelus Thank you for continuing this
It's becoming even more intriguing !!
Harry

[gayemtinpa]

This a really great story!!! I can't wait for more!!!!

[Craiger]

Wow! Angelus, so glad to have you back with Chapter 12. The intrigue is as intense as ever. Don't wait too long to supply us with the new chapter.

Craiger